A slave for life

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Chapter One: The Unspeakable Secret
The story needs to be told slowly. Many novels may be the product of an author's vivid imagination, but I guarantee that over 80% of this novel is based on true events! I may have added some minor embellishments for the sake of plot and drama, but please don't treat my writing as a novel. Well… consider it my memoir!
The story begins with a secret I can't tell anyone, a secret that dates back ten years or even longer. But the secret is actually quite simple: I've always had cuckolding tendencies; I'm a typical cuckold!
I'm 185cm tall, have pretty good looks, and professional-level singing skills, so I'm quite popular with girls. But what they don't know is that beneath these external conditions that many men envy and resent, lives a humble soul! The reason is simple: my penis is small.
Hmm... When I'm erect, it's about ten centimeters long, maybe less... When I'm flaccid, it's not as long or thick as my thumb...
Perhaps because of my own congenital defect, a sense of inferiority gradually evolved into an adoration of large penises? I felt unworthy of having sex with women; only muscular men with large penises were fit to manipulate women at will! A few years ago, I saw a muscular man with a large penis at a public bathhouse and almost knelt down before him on the spot. I don't know what came over me… but I just wanted to lick his feet. I felt that kind of man was a true winner in life… Let me make it clear, I'm not gay, absolutely not! Since then, I've never been to a public bathhouse again, because I'm afraid I really wouldn't be able to resist kneeling down before someone on the spot…
My wife Tingting and I met in college. She is 172cm tall and weighs 50kg, which makes her look tall and slender. But her C-cup breasts are so round and high that she looks so well-endowed. Not to mention her long legs that I could play with for years!
I don't want to exaggerate how many people consider my wife a goddess, but during her school years, she was always a candidate for any campus beauty or department beauty pageant. The reason we met was quite ordinary: she was a member of the school's arts department, and I was representing the physics department in the school's singing competition. She simply fell for my good looks and talent, hehe…
My first time with her ended very hastily. I was a virgin, and she had never been in a relationship before. Two complete novices like us couldn't even find the right spot at first! After much trial and error, we finally got it right, but because of my excessive excitement and the initial haphazard thrusting, I ejaculated as soon as I penetrated her. And because of the pain of her first time, Tingting didn't experience any pleasure from sex…
That experience was a huge blow to me. I used to think I just had a small penis, but I never imagined I also had premature ejaculation! Yes, premature ejaculation... Even the first time, very few people ejaculate immediately upon penetration... Afterwards, I even subtly inquired with my roommates about their first time's duration; some said five minutes, some said ten minutes... Well, the trauma of that first time still affects me to this day...
In the years that followed, we went to hotels every week, and almost every time, I could never last more than ten minutes… Perhaps it was because Tingting had never been with anyone else, or perhaps it was because she had never experienced an orgasm; her needs in this area weren't that great. It was me, on the other hand, who kept wanting more. It wasn't that I had such a strong sex drive, but rather that I kept trying to prove I wasn't a useless person, only to become more and more certain that I truly was…
Then I started obsessively reading erotic novels about humiliating girlfriends and cuckolding, and I only watched NTR-themed porn. I fantasized that one day my wife would be fucked by a big-dicked hunky man, fucked to orgasm right in front of me, fucked until she squirted! I forgot to mention, my wife is a little bit of a germaphobe, so she strongly resists using sex toys or fingers inside her vagina, even just stimulating her clitoris. So for all these years, I've only used my penis and tongue to serve her…
As we approached graduation from university, we both passed the civil service exam and got jobs in the same city, which was also my hometown. The issues of housing and cars had long been resolved, and we were finally settled. Naturally, we started considering marriage. During that time, I was actually quite troubled. My cuckoldry fantasies became increasingly severe; I even started to lose all interest in her, preferring to read novels and watch movies while fantasizing and masturbating…
This question once drove me to the brink of collapse. Later, I asked this question anonymously on Zhihu, and one person's answer influenced my entire life... I still clearly remember every word of his answer. He said that since you truly love her, you should be completely open with her. Hiding such things from her is actually unfair to her.
If she truly loves you, she will love everything about you, even things that are incomprehensible to most people! After considering it for two days, I finally decided to tell her my secret, to tell her everything without reservation…
I still remember the shocked look on her face after hearing my confession. We were silent for a long time… Later, she whispered, “Actually, you don’t need to worry about it. Sex isn’t everything between two people. I’m happy with you even without sex. Besides, sex isn’t really as pleasurable as you say…” Hearing her say that, I still felt a little guilty. I always felt that because of my limitations, I hadn’t given her real pleasure. I told her, “You really haven’t experienced the pleasure of sex. You’ve never even had an orgasm, how could you understand that feeling? You can try it once. If you don’t like it, we’ll never do it again!” Tingting went to bed very late that night and didn’t give me a definite answer…
The days that followed were the same as before, as if nothing had happened, except that my mind had become more twisted, even manifesting physically… No longer a virgin, while my stamina during sex was lacking, I had no problem achieving an erection, and could last seven or eight minutes without issue. But I don't know if it was because I had broken that barrier, but I became even more desperate for someone to have sex with my wife, to the point that my psychology became so twisted that I had difficulty getting an erection even when having sex with her…
Every time, it was the same old oral sex, and I'd finally get hard, but I'd only last a couple of thrusts before I ejaculated... Finally, one time after I'd ejaculated, Tingting said to me, "Give me another lick..."
I was incredibly excited at the time because I knew she was becoming sexually frustrated, and my wish might actually come true! I remember that day when I gave her oral sex, she screamed especially loudly…
A few days later, when I asked her again about finding a single man to have sex with, she fell silent! I knew I had really succeeded. Perhaps it was female modesty, or perhaps she was still in the process of rebuilding her worldview, but she didn't openly admit that she had agreed to my proposal. She just silently cooperated while I posted on the forum to recruit single men for her…
Since it was our first time, we were very careful. I would chat with each guy we felt good about for many days to test his character and such. Of course, I would also ask them to send pictures of their penises and bodies to my wife. My wife would often blush when she saw them, and then she would become much more wanton during sex.
Ultimately, we set our sights on a student in our university town, let's call him Xiao Chen. Xiao Chen is a male student in the physical education department, 190cm tall, with a muscular build that isn't overly explosive, but rather has relatively soft lines, and he's also quite handsome.
My wife had a video chat with him once before. Of course, because she was shy, she didn't turn on the camera. She just watched Xiao Chen masturbate in front of her nude photos without showing her face on the other end of the computer. Anyway, I've never seen my wife's face turn that red before...
Students from other cities studying in our city were our first choice, and considering all the other factors, we ultimately chose him. The agreed time was Saturday of that week!

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