Filial piety (Extra 5-9)

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Time flies. More than two months have passed since that incident, and Mingyue, who went to Beijing, will be back soon. I really miss her. When she was here, my work went very smoothly; I was always full of inspiration. But these past few days, I don't know why, nothing seems to be going right. Strangely enough, I've been feeling nauseous these past few days. There's no particular reason; I always eat a bland diet. Oh right, my period didn't come last month?
No way, I'm only 42 years old. Could I be menopausal at this age?
But I'm a doctor, after all, and I can diagnose based on various symptoms. I suddenly realized the seriousness of the situation. If it's true, it must be from that time I "got pregnant." No way! Would God be so "kind" to me? Thinking this, I quickly went to a pharmacy on the street. They had early pregnancy test strips that had just been imported from the United States. It seems I need to check myself!
I hurriedly bought some and tested myself at home!
The result was as expected!
I'm a Christian, and I would never abort this child. But while this child's existence might be a blessing for me, what about for him? Will he be kept in the dark? This sudden situation has left me completely bewildered, because I've realized my heart is starting to lean towards him. I can no longer think independently. Perhaps it's because of the baby in my womb, but I've started dreaming about him frequently at night. When he leaves my house at 9 pm, I often deliberately hide by the bedroom door upstairs, quietly watching him leave. No, I must leave, go back to America to give birth. But should I come back? Coming back means facing him, this young man—what will I do? Not coming back? But I've already promised the university to recruit at least three years' worth of PhD students—what should I do?
As I struggled with this internal conflict, an advertisement appeared on TV: a family of three walking in the woods. It clearly gave me the answer: come back, and bring our child back. At least I can have a chance for his father to meet him. Yes! That's it. I must let my future child meet his father, even if they don't necessarily have to acknowledge each other.
Mingyue returned and moved into my villa, taking care of my daily needs. He also came over often, spending all his time with Mingyue. Although I told myself I should wish them well, I'm only human, and I couldn't help feeling a little jealous. Fortunately, time passed quickly. By June, when I was over four months pregnant, many people asked if I had gained weight. I nodded sheepishly, sensing their strange looks. I had to leave, or they would notice! But his graduation was approaching, and I wanted to see him off, but it seemed too late. I had to make an excuse about having business in America and go back. I didn't see him again until his graduation.
When I set foot on Hangzhou soil again, it was the following spring. My daughter and I arrived at Xiaoshan Airport. Mingyue and a vice principal from the school picked us up at the airport. They were all surprised by my change: "Teacher, you're so beautiful! You radiate beauty, and you've become even more voluptuous!"
"You're quite the smooth talker! Just say you've gained weight, why use the word 'voluptuous'!" I looked at Mingyue, almost blurting out, "How's Chen Yang?" But then I thought, if I asked him without any pleasantries, wouldn't it arouse suspicion?
At that moment, the school leaders came over and exchanged a few words, and then we got in the car and drove to the school.
"Principal, Mingyue, let me introduce you to my daughter, though she can't speak yet. She was born in an orphanage, and I just completed the adoption process!"
"Oh! Is that so? I thought she was your daughter!" Mingyue teased me.
"Yes! I wish I could! But no one can have a child with me!" I said sadly.
Seeing that I was in low spirits, Mingyue guessed that something unpleasant might have happened to me in America, so she didn't continue teasing me.
"Professor Tong, the school has already arranged for a nanny, as you requested. She'll be waiting for you at the school. Once you get home, she can go to the mountain villa. Is that alright?"
"Sure, thank you for your concern, Principal. Also, how did the doctoral entrance exams and my little Mingyue's exams go?"
"Well, for the doctoral programs, we recruited two women and one man. The man is the head of the cardiology department at our affiliated hospital. The two women came from outside the university, and their scores were quite good, especially their English. Our Mingyue also passed the exam smoothly, becoming Professor Tong's only student with an undergraduate degree."
Mingyue was very well-behaved; she waited until the principal finished speaking before thanking him and me. I felt that this child was thoughtful, neither making the principal or me feel that she was being unreasonable, nor making the principal feel that she had interrupted.
When we arrived at the villa, the vice-principal exchanged a few polite words and then left. Mingyue stayed to help me tidy up the house and prepare diapers for my baby. Seeing that she could do this, I praised her, saying she would definitely be a virtuous wife and loving mother in the future.
"Chen Yang will definitely be very happy in the future, right?"
"Hey! Teacher, why did you suddenly bring him up again? That scoundrel hasn't written to me for a week. I don't know where he's gone!"
"Ah! You broke up?" I was afraid that if they really broke up, I might really never be able to find him again.
"No, I just forced him to leave. He was assigned to the SY Municipal Government Office, but he keeps coming here, and I'm worried it will affect his work."
"Is his assignment pretty good?"
"Oh, it's alright," Mingyue said with a delighted expression. "He has a double degree, right? There's a national policy that treats him as a graduate student. Last year, only two graduate students entered our city, and he was awarded the honors of Outstanding Student and Outstanding Youth of the Nation. The government just took him." "
I see. This kid will definitely have a bright future, you'll see!"
"Don't flatter him. He often doesn't go to the government office now, saying it's meaningless, just a cup of tea and a newspaper every day. He studied International Trade, and his second degree is Computer Science, saying neither of these majors is suitable for working in the government!"
"Oh! So he means he wants to go into business!"
"That's right, he's currently working on starting a company!"
"Really? This kid has ambition! I know he'll succeed."
"You support him doing this too? Giving up a perfectly good, secure job to start his own company, really! I've argued with him about this so many times!"
"So you don't agree with him leaving, right?"
"Yeah! Actually, I don't really care, but my family is strongly against it."
"Tell your family not to be short-sighted. This kid has unlimited potential; he's definitely a rare talent! Could you let him not resign yet, just start working on it, and we'll see how things go. By the way, where will he get the start-up capital for his company?"
"Hehe, teacher, you know what, this kid actually has some talent. A while ago, I saw him playing games every day, even playing all night during exam breaks. I scolded him for not being ambitious, but then he rewrote the game he was playing—they call it program optimization and scene resetting—and even wrote a second season!" Do you know how much that company paid him? A million. He gave me 200,000 to spend, but I couldn't possibly use that much money! I had him send it back to his mother, and I only kept 50,000. Even so, I can't spend it all by treating my senior classmates to meals every day.
"Really? I told you, he's no ordinary person. You could tell just from the model he designed for me!"
"Really, Professor? Do you think he can succeed with this company?"
"Yes!" Seeing Mingyue's pride, I was genuinely happy for her. At the same time, I was also thinking about when to tell them about the $100 million I had deposited for each of them. That's almost 1 billion RMB. If Mingyue continues to just treat people to meals, I don't think she'll ever be able to spend it all!
"Next time he comes, I want to see him!" I said, like an elder.
"Okay, okay! I told him you'd be back soon, and he said to let me know as soon as possible so he could come over and welcome you back."
"Have you already told him?" "
I called him before I went to pick you up. By the way, teacher, this is my phone number, and this is his number too!"
"Oh, you two are pretty trendy!" "
He insisted on buying it, and it cost over 20,000 yuan. To be honest, teacher, I'm a little heartbroken. He tops up my phone credit every month, but it's still his own money, isn't it?" It seems that Mingyue is already planning their life together.
"Oh, I didn't expect our Yueyue to be so thrifty. Okay, I'll reimburse your phone bills from now on, so your little sweetheart won't have to work so hard, okay?"
"No, no, teacher, how can I let you pay!"
"Why not? I'm much richer than you guys, but you can afford a phone like this, so I don't need to worry." Just then, Mingyue's phone rang: "Yueyue, I'm at the airport now. Tell your teacher we can go to Louli's place together tonight?"
"You're flying? You're really something! Okay, I'll tell your teacher!" Mingyue's eyes lit up when she heard the phone call; it was clear she was very pleased with her boyfriend's actions.
Then she called the location on the roof of Louli's place before running over to me and saying, "Professor, teacher, he's at the airport now. He said we can have sweet and sour fish together tonight, is that okay?"
"Sure, whatever you two decide!" I teased her.
"Alright then, let's treat you to a good meal, teacher!"
Around 6:30, Chen Yang walked into my house. Looking at him, a surge of inexplicable excitement welled up inside me, which took a while to calm down. I really wanted to put my daughter in his arms and say, "This is the daughter I gave birth to for you!"
But I couldn't. Sigh! It was all my own doing.
I told him to rest for a while. He said he wasn't tired, just very hungry. So we went straight to the building. We pushed the stroller along the Su Causeway, and it felt really good. I even felt many people turning around to look at us. At first, I thought we were special because Mingyue and I were confident in our looks that we could keep up with the attention. But gradually, I noticed that while there were quite a few young people looking at us, there were also many people in their thirties and forties.
I didn't know why. Later, following their gazes, I realized that they were actually staring at the stroller I was pushing, which I had brought from America. At that time, China didn't have such a product. Mingyue and I both realized this, and we were both a little disappointed. In those days, even beautiful women couldn't compete with advanced industrial products.
6.
"Look at you, so vain, Mingyue! You're a little embarrassed now that everyone's paying attention to the little girl instead of you!" He looked at both of us as he spoke. I knew he was too embarrassed to say I was also disappointed, so he only mentioned Mingyue. But when he said "little girl," my face flushed, and my heart pounded. He was referring to his own daughter as a little girl, and I felt uneasy.
"Teacher, why don't you pick up the little girl? I'll carry the stroller upstairs!" Chen Yang said to me from the building entrance. My recently calmed emotions were stirred up again by him.
The meal was quite warm, but even I felt a little absent-minded.
Mingyue and Chen Yang went to pay the bill, whispering to each other. I could guess they were probably thinking of ways to comfort me because I was upset.
"Teacher, are we free later? How about we go listen to Pingtan?" Mingyue said, looking at me.
"No, I'll take Niu Niu back later, you two go ahead. He just arrived, you two should enjoy some time alone!" I knew they meant well.
"No, teacher, let's go together. What do you mean he just arrived? He's always out at the lake. If it weren't for the fact that he came specifically to keep you company today, I wouldn't have allowed him to come. So how can you let him go back by himself?" "
Then let's go for a boat trip on the lake, take a walk along the shore. Pingtan isn't suitable for children!" I made up an excuse.
"Okay, I was just thinking of appreciating the beauty of this lake! Everyone says that the moon-reflecting melody comes from that hole, but I've been here for four years and haven't found it." Chen Yang quickly agreed with me.
We walked together along the lake, the spring breeze was pleasant, and it felt wonderful. Chen Yang offered to push the child, saying it would allow us, teacher and student, to have a good chat. I was happy that he was willing to push our child, so I didn't say anything and walked ahead with Mingyue.
"Yueyue, how's your English tutoring going? I'd like to teach in English from now on. You know my native language is English, and I still struggle a bit with Chinese. Besides, I want to improve your English too!" "
I know, I'm almost ready. I'll ask him to help me out these next couple of days. You know he studies international trade, so English is his main subject!"
We chatted all the way home! Later, Mingyue and he went out again. I think they probably went to a hotel. They weren't comfortable at my house. But that's fine, I can't hear them, so I'm not too jealous. I asked them to stay at my house. He was embarrassed at first, but he agreed after I insisted. However, I noticed that he didn't put his luggage in the same room as Mingyue, which surprised me, a Chinese person who grew up in America. At the same time, I was also happy that he considered my feelings, after all, I'm a single woman!
The next morning, he actually got up early to cook for us, which surprised me greatly. At the same time, I felt a warm glow inside, although I knew that most of it wasn't for me.
Mingyue went to class in the morning, and the two of us chatted in the living room. The loving look in his eyes filled me with joy, and I felt the natural bond between father and daughter.
"Teacher, the little girl is so cute! I was instantly captivated by her at first sight. I'll definitely be a good older brother to her from now on!"
"Oh, look at you, you're quite the smooth talker. Well then, if you like her, take her home!" He was taken aback by my words, then realized I was joking. He still hadn't expected me to joke with him, so he was momentarily speechless, unsure how to respond.
Seeing the awkwardness on my face, I felt a pang of sympathy and instinctively tried to smooth things over: "Look how scared you are! How could I bear to let you take my daughter away?"
"That's not what I meant, teacher. I meant I really like the little girl; she gives me a natural sense of closeness!" His words made my heart skip a beat. Is blood ties really that magical? Looks like I need to do some research on this in the future.
To cover his embarrassment, he changed the subject: "Teacher, I found the lost ledgers of the XC orphanage that you mentioned before liberation. They're in the SY library, but there's too much of it, and I haven't looked through them carefully yet."
"Ah! Really? Thank you so much! It's so kind of you to take my situation to heart. I'm grateful no matter what!"
"I'll go back and check again. If I can find anything, I'll call you. You can come over, and I'll go with you and the local police to look for clues. Is that alright, teacher?"
"Sure, that would be wonderful! If we really find it, I don't know how to thank you enough! My adoptive mother told me that she adopted me from an orphanage in XC. I was just over a year old then. The orphanage staff only knew that I was stolen by human traffickers, so they had no idea about my background. But that's precisely why my adoptive mother decided to adopt me. She said it would make it easier for me to truly become her child, instead of someone coming back a few years later to take their child back." "
Actually, she didn't know that in those turbulent times, no one would go to America to look for their child, even if they knew where their child was!" Chen Yang said.
"Yes! My adoptive mother is a very kind old white lady. She said she longs for me to truly find my home and my happiness every day, and she has tried many things for this, but to no avail."
He stayed in HZ for about a week, and we went out together every day, happy and carefree. I gradually got used to having him around. But he had a job after all, so although I was reluctant to let him go, I eventually let him leave. What I didn't expect was that after he left that time, I didn't see him for almost two years. This made my passion, which was about to be ignited, slowly subside. During this time, I learned from Mingyue that his relationship with Mingyue had also encountered some problems. Mainly, he resigned from the city government without anyone's consent and plunged into the business world. But business is risky. He underestimated the risks, and his company failed, completely losing the first pot of gold he had earned from rewriting the game. Mingyue wasn't entirely sure why he failed, but it seemed he was scammed by a Hong Kong client. After his goods arrived in Hong Kong, the company never paid, turning him from a millionaire in the early 1990s into a millionaire in debt. This dramatic rise and fall was said to have been a significant blow, as a millionaire was an astronomical sum in the 1990s.
Later, Mingyue told me that in the early 1990s, he was quite famous in SY City, and every move he made attracted public attention. Therefore, both his success and failure drew criticism from many conservatives. Although Mingyue remained devoted to him, she heard that her family's initial disapproval had escalated to openly interfering in their relationship. Chen Yang is a very strong-willed person; he probably couldn't tolerate being belittled or forced to bow down to them. His situation stirred something within me again. I wondered if he was short of money. Could I tell him about the account I had set up for him in a Swiss bank? I haven't told Mingyue and Chenyang about opening an account in Switzerland, so they're still struggling and fighting. Should I tell them now? But I'm still hesitant. Will so much money at once ruin them? I'll leave it for now; I still believe it will be good for their future.
"Mingyue, what's Chenyang doing now? How are you two doing? Soon you'll get your PhD. What do you want? Go back to SY or stay in HZ?" I tried to strategically inquire about the future of their relationship.
"I want to go back, Professor. He's in SY. Besides, my brother has been sent to another province, and there's no one to take care of our parents!" This girl has never mentioned her parents to me before. Why is she suddenly saying this today? It must be because of Chenyang. He seems alright though!
"How's he doing? Is he having financial problems? Didn't the company lose a lot of money?"
"Yeah! He was on the run from creditors for a while, but from what he said, it's alright. He happened to have some time this year to write an online shooting game. If it succeeds, he'll turn things around quickly!" "
Really? Then I wish you all the best! But you know, he wasn't very good at his major, but he's really excelling at his second major!" I laughed as I spoke, thinking about it, and I found him so adorable.
"Who says he isn't? He's practically a prodigy!"
"Once he's made a comeback, let him come over. He promised to help me, but nothing's happened. I was hoping he could help me investigate other clues about my family in XC City."
"Teacher, are you sure you're from XC now?"
"I'm sure!"
7
Not long after my conversation with Mingyue about Chen Yang, Mingyue flew back to SY. When she returned, she seemed incredibly impatient, urgently telling me, "Teacher, you know what? His online game sold! A Korean company offered a price that left me speechless!"
"What happened? Was it different from what you expected? How much did they offer?"
"Chen Yang offered them 5 million, and the company immediately said they wanted to sign a contract with him! Chen Yang didn't expect them to agree so readily. He initially just wanted to test the waters and wait for them to haggle, but their quick signing left him a little unsure! Fortunately, Yangzi was still shrewd; he said he'd wait for another company's offer first! At that point, the other company finally presented their offer contract, and when they showed it to him, they said he was crazy? Actually, I thought so too—how could it be so high? But teacher..." Do you know what that company said? They asked Yangzi: "Do you really not know the value of this game, or are you just messing with us?" Chen Yang was a little lost at the time and asked, "What happened?" The company didn't say anything but showed him the contract they had prepared. Yangzi was completely dumbfounded when she saw it. The contract stated: "We'll give Yangyang $50 million and ten years of royalties. They said if the market prospects are good, your income will exceed $500 million. Even if not, Yangzi will at least get $50 million." She said this, her eyebrows dancing with excitement, almost jumping up and down.
She paused for a moment, then continued, "Teacher! I was stunned! Five hundred million US dollars! I've never had that kind of concept before. I didn't know what that money could do. But Yangyang now understands the importance of money. He's happy that his game is worth so much, and he also knows about the scams in international trade. So he didn't agree to their offer right away, only asking for a 50% down payment. And I heard he encrypted some key parts of the game, saying he'd only decrypt them after all the money was received. Teacher, do you think he's become quite cunning now? At first, I was a little worried he'd be scammed, but now I'm a little worried about myself."
"I'm saying, Yueyue, I never comment on your relationship, but today I want to say a few words. Can you listen?"
"Teacher, what's wrong? I always value your words the most, how could I not listen?"
"Oh! That's good. What I want to tell you is that if you want to be with him forever, you must unconditionally trust him and give him space. And I can assure you, Chen Yang's future is not yours. If you can become his wife or first wife, you will gain the upper hand."
"Ah, teacher, I don't quite understand what you're saying. What do you mean he's not mine? You mean he'll have other women in the future? No way, teacher, you're joking with Yueyue. He wouldn't! He wouldn't dare!" Seeing that she completely ignored me, I didn't explain further, just smiled at her.
About two months after my conversation with Mingyue, I suddenly received a call from Chen Yang. He sounded very excited on the other end of the line, telling me what he had been doing recently. It was mostly the same as what Mingyue had told me before, except that he told me he had received the $50 million.
He said he never expected to have so much money. He had a friend exchange it for RMB on the black market in China, and it came to about 510 million. He didn't know how he planned to spend it all. He wanted to rebuild his trading company, build his own OEM factory in Guangdong, and also work on developing a new game system.
Hearing him tell me his plans so readily filled me with sweetness. I wanted to transfer that 100 million US dollars to him, but I didn't know where to begin. I guess I'll have to wait for a future opportunity.
"By the way, Professor Tong, what I wanted to tell you has been interrupted by this long rambling. I'm sorry, Professor. I've found a clue related to your background. Would you be interested in coming over? Perhaps you can discover the secret of your own birth yourself."
"Oh! Thank you so much, Chen Yang. Thank you so much! No matter the outcome, I want to say thank you! I'll find time to go as soon as possible, but I can't bring Mingyue with me because she's in the preparation stage for her doctoral dissertation and needs to find a lot of materials, so she has to stay at the university." "
Oh. Professor, please come quickly. Mingyue is fine. She just came back a few days ago. She said she'll be very busy recently and asked me not to call her too often."
Go alone? I felt a little uneasy, wondering how I would be alone with him. Sigh! He doesn't even know I gave him my 42 years of virginity and bore him a daughter.
Am I being foolish? I couldn't help but ask myself. I'd never felt wronged before, but today I suddenly felt this way. Reason tells me I've truly fallen in love with him. Now I understand, making a woman fall in love with a man might be easy—just get her in bed!
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but recall some details of the first time he made love to me, the excruciating pain, the unbearable bitterness, and just thinking about it makes me incredibly ashamed! I must have looked so strange back then.
I quickly arrived in SY City. As I exited the airport, I saw him driving an automatic Santana 2000, which was the most fashionable car in mainland China at the time.
"Teacher Tong, Teacher, over here!" He actually shook his shirt, jumping and calling to me like a child.
Infected by his enthusiasm, I didn't even consider the nanny and child beside me, and involuntarily took a few steps. But then I realized my identity was that of a teacher, not a wife rushing to her man's aid. Why was I acting so excited? I was a little surprised myself. So I had to maintain my composure. Thinking this, I stopped, but quickened my pace slightly as I walked over.
"Yangyang, you actually came to pick me up from the airport yourself?" This was exactly what I longed for, but I also realized what 500 million RMB meant in Chinese society at that time—it was an astronomical figure. I heard he paid nearly 2 million in taxes. So I thought even if he came himself, he would hire a driver, but I didn't expect him to come alone.
"Stay at the International Hotel. I've booked two rooms there. I'll stay with you there. Your room is a suite; the nanny can stay in the outer room to take care of the child."
"Okay, thank you. Let's go back to the hotel and rest for a bit. Then, can you tell me about your gains as soon as possible?
I suddenly feel a strong homesickness!"
"Yes, I understand your feelings. Let's talk about it in my room later. Let the nanny take the child to sleep for a while."
"Okay, you're very thoughtful. That's settled."
The child had already fallen asleep on the way to the hotel, and the nanny carried her into the room.
I followed him into his room without feeling any discomfort or awkwardness about being alone with him.
"Teacher, please wash your hands. This is juice I made here before going to the airport."
I looked at him, a wave of emotion washing over me. He was so attentive to my daughter and me.
I knew he was only treating us this way because of Mingyue, not because of any other feelings, but I just wanted to believe he was good to me, good to me and my child! I never imagined that a 43-year-old woman like myself would fall hopelessly in love, and into such a painful river. Sometimes I impulsively wanted to tell him the truth, so I could snuggle in his arms and be pampered! But then I thought better of it; that would only cause me more pain!
"Teacher, I found some useful information about that orphanage at the county archives. It says it was in 194..." Nine years before liberation, 19 children were adopted—12 boys and 6 girls—all by Chinese people. Only one girl, 1 year and 2 months old, was adopted by an American. At the time, the government and the United States had good relations, making such adoptions very easy. I also found out the girl's specific information. She was stolen from a wealthy family by a trafficker. During the transaction, the trafficker was discovered by the police, who ordered him to surrender. He seemed terrified and refused to let go of the girl, ultimately being shot dead on the spot. Therefore, the girl's origins are unknown. However, judging from her clothing, she should be from the vicinity of XC. But the police checked the missing persons records and found no missing persons with similar physical characteristics and age, so the case was shelved. During the chaos of war, an American woman happened to come and adopt the child, and the orphanage was happy to get rid of a burden. That's how the girl was taken to America. "
Is that me?"
"Hmm, I don't know. There's a 90% chance. They're around the same age, and their destination is correct. But there's no further information. I've also inquired in the rural areas of X city, but haven't found anything yet!"
"I see!" I pondered to myself, realizing that I wasn't as keen on finding the mystery of my origins as I had initially. But why did I come to SY so quickly? At that moment, a vague feeling welled up in my heart. Although I was unwilling to admit it, I knew I came for Chen Yang.
"Chen Yang, thank you for everything you've done for me. I'd like to treat you to a meal, is that alright?"
"Teacher, I wouldn't dare trouble you. It's my duty to do this for you. Also, Mingyue has already instructed me to take you to eat my way through the entire L province. Don't rush back." "
Really? I heard you had a very grand plan last time!"
"Yes, I'm thinking about how to regain my former glory."
"Oh, teacher believes you can do it! And this time you have a high starting point, you're sure to reap great rewards." I looked at him, and my eyes couldn't help but well up with tears. I knew he was Mingyue's boyfriend and also my student, but by a twist of fate, he took my virginity and got me pregnant with his child. At first, I really didn't know how to face it. Initially, I just thought that as a Christian, I couldn't terminate the pregnancy, and besides, I knew my age and longed for a child. I had originally considered adoption, but now God had given me my own child, so of course it was wonderful! Our one intimate encounter was purely coincidental and negligible! However, I hadn't anticipated the development of my feelings. Perhaps I shouldn't have seen him again after that, which is why I now feel a bit reluctant to let go. This completely overturned my initial thoughts.
"Thank you for your encouragement, teacher. How about we take my daughter out for Northeastern cuisine tonight? We can open a bottle of 20-year-old red wine to celebrate this progress!" Seeing his excited expression, and thinking that if our daughter were here, the three of us would be a real family of three, a sweet feeling suddenly welled up in my heart.
"Alright, as the saying goes, when in Rome, do as the Romans do!" I agreed verbally, but in my heart
, I thought, how could I, as a woman, not listen to my man's arrangements? That evening, I was originally going to take the child and the nanny out for dinner, but unexpectedly, Chen Yang's parents, hearing that Chen Yang's foreign teacher had arrived, insisted on coming over to meet him. So I had no choice but to let the nanny eat by herself, and I went with the child. My idea was to let my daughter meet her grandparents, although neither side knew what was going on, I understood.
Every time I think about this, I want to cry. Yes! Only I understand!
Chen Yang's parents surprised me. I really didn't expect to meet such a charming woman and such a warm and welcoming man in an ordinary provincial capital city in China. I insisted on calling them uncle and aunt! Chen Yang and his parents wouldn't allow it, saying that a teacher for a day is a father and mother for life! Their words made me blush. Fortunately, the room was warm, and my blush was completely hidden.
When they heard I was searching for my family or uncovering my past, they actually offered to let me take care of my daughter for a couple of days so I could focus on finding clues.
"Mom, is that alright? Can you take good care of her?" Chen Yang, perhaps afraid I wouldn't agree but also hesitant to refuse, quickly spoke to his parents.
"Yangzi, is that alright? Won't it be too tiring for your parents?" Chen Yang never expected me to agree so readily, and not reluctantly or out of politeness. "If possible, we can have the nanny come along to do some cleaning and chores!"
Chen Yang's mouth hung open, seemingly unmoved, while his parents were overjoyed, holding the child with delight: "Yangzi, you know what, this child really does look a bit like you when you were little! She just looks so familiar!"
Their words shocked me once again. Is kinship truly innate? At the same time, their comment about my daughter resembling Chen Yang really startled me; after all, she's their child, and I was genuinely afraid the truth would be revealed one day.
Sigh! If they do, they will. It's true, so be it. I'll leave it to fate. But that's not necessarily true. After I finish teaching Mingyue's class, I'll go back to America, and we might not have many chances to meet again! Thinking of this, I felt sad again.
When
I'm alone with Chen Yang, I'm clearly not as at ease as he is. I often blush and my heart races for no reason, and I often feel weak and dizzy. I don't know why, but I know I'm not young anymore, and it's a bit inappropriate to have these teenage crushes now. Sometimes I laugh at myself, but I truly feel that love can't be controlled by thought! I've fallen in love with a man—no, a boy—whom I unintentionally possessed! Just thinking about it makes me blush! But I'm hopelessly trapped and can't extricate myself.
The nights in SY are already lit up with neon lights, dazzlingly bright. We went to the Phoenix Hotel, the most upscale place in SY. He somehow learned to open a bottle of 20-year-old French red wine. But I could tell he really didn't like it and didn't know what it tasted like. Looking at him, I wanted to laugh, but I didn't know how to make him completely release his embarrassment, so I just held it in.
"Teacher, to be honest, I really can't stand drinking it, what should I do?" he asked me sincerely. Actually, I knew that China, which had only been reforming and opening up for a few years, hadn't completely shaken off the imprints of its past history, so people at this time wouldn't be at the point of pursuing the health benefits of red wine.
"Then you shouldn't drink it, it would be a waste! Hehehe!" I said, laughing. At this moment, I suddenly noticed that he was staring at me blankly, "Yangzi, what's wrong?"
"Nothing! Nothing, teacher, can I drink some baijiu instead? There's Moutai, it tastes better than this!"
"Hmm! You drink it, that way we both get what we want. Okay then, you want the wine, I'll go to the restroom." Looking at his behavior just now, knowing that he was fascinated by me, I felt a sweet warmth in my heart. I couldn't help but eagerly want to find a mirror to look at myself, was my every smile and frown really that charming?
After we'd been drinking for a while, I found my mind had cleared up considerably. Many of the preconceived notions about teacher-student relationships, generational differences, and age gaps slowly faded from my thoughts. I felt like I was back in a society like America, no longer worried about the stares of those around me.
"Yangzi, is Teacher pretty?" I asked. He was clearly unprepared for the question and blushed.
"Teacher, I'm sorry. Your smile was truly captivating just now, and it made my mind wander for a moment. Please don't take offense."
"Then you're not captivating when you're not smiling?" I felt my heart flutter again.
"No, no, that's not what I meant. I...I...I just haven't dared to look you in the eye before. I've always looked up to you. You're an international authority, a renowned expert. It's already an honor for me to know you!"
"You...you shouldn't say that," I suddenly felt a little dizzy. "I'm a person too, with human emotions and desires, so I sincerely hope you can treat me like a woman!"
"Ah! Teacher, I wouldn't dare!" Seeing his genuine apprehension, I was furious. This brat! I've given up being a spinster for you, and I've even had a child for you, even though it was unintentional on your part. Don't you have any empathy? This brat! I'm your daughter's mother, why aren't you hugging me? Thinking this, I felt a pang of self-pity.
"Between your teacher and your Mingyue, who's more beautiful?" I felt I was losing control, cornering him.
"Teacher...Teacher, Mingyue...I don't know, anyway, they're all beautiful!" He was still a child after all, completely lacking any slickness or flexibility, simply sticking to the truth in his heart. Although I was disappointed, I was also relieved.
"Alright then, let's have another drink!" I don't remember what happened after that, I just think I said something like, "Teacher is no longer a virgin, my sister is my child..."
"Teacher, what did you say!" He had no idea what I was talking about either!
In the early morning, the sunlight was a bit dazzling. When I was awakened by the sunlight, I found myself lying naked on the bed. A man was on top of me, his hand reaching under me, tightly grasping one of my breasts, while his thick, long thing was pushing into my vagina along my buttocks, and I could still feel the burning pain inside my vagina. I could vaguely recall how alluring I was last night, the seductive way I had orgasmed in bed, the lewdness when I moaned, the soreness when he penetrated my uterus, and the spasms after the orgasm. I could feel his sweaty, vigorous struggle, his reckless thrusting, his roar during climax, and his tender caresses. I remembered his passionate sucking on my nipples and the electric-like pleasure they brought.
At the same time, I remembered how I had desperately called him "Husband, husband!" last night.
Thinking about everything that happened last night, I felt incredibly ashamed. How could things have turned out like this? I wondered what he would do when he woke up? Would he be unable to accept the reality and leave me? I awoke from the afterglow of my orgasm, and the anxiety of losing my man began again!
He had been pressing down on me all night; my blood felt like it was freezing. I wanted to move, but I couldn't bear to leave the warmth of being nestled in his arms. I wanted to savor it a little longer. I was truly afraid that if he woke up, all of this would be gone.
"Um! Yueyue, I'm sorry, it hurts… Ah! Teacher… Teacher… Teacher!" he cried out in panic.
Hearing his address when he woke up, I was heartbroken. Tears instantly filled my eyes.
He quickly helped me up, apologizing repeatedly, "Teacher, I'm sorry, it's Yangzi's fault. Yangzi was drunk and acted recklessly. Hit me, punish me!" As he spoke, he grabbed my hand and tried to slap his face.
"I won't hit you, I won't hit my own man. Serving you in bed, being fucked by you, is also my desire!"
"You...you what did you say!" He stammered, his eyes filled with confusion. At this moment, he quickly got up, kneeling naked on the bed, his eyes still filled with confusion. He looked at me, naked, sitting opposite him, with a large, dried, yellowish stain beneath my buttocks. I felt ashamed, and at the same time, I felt so lewd! But this lewdness made me feel at ease; I knew I was only doing it for him.
"Teacher, you mean you don't blame me, right?"
"Yes! I don't blame you, and I want to tell you this isn't the first time you've treated me like this. If I had to blame someone, I would have blamed you two years ago!"
"What did you say?" He was even more bewildered, not knowing what had happened or what to do next.
"Yangzi, listen to me. I don't want you to bear any responsibility, but since this has happened today, I'll just tell you everything that's happened over the past two years!" "Teacher
, two years? That's a long time! What happened? I don't know anything!"
"I'm sorry, Chen Yang, I'm only telling you this now. If you're willing to accept it, I'll continue teaching at ZD. If you can't handle it, I'll go back to the school and submit my resignation to return to America!"
He was bewildered and didn't answer me.
I understood him; after all, it was all so sudden.
"Do you remember that night two years ago, well, not quite, about a year and nine months ago? You rescued me from the woods on the mountaintop. We were a mess, but I was incredibly grateful. You saved me from being humiliated by thugs and, in a way, saved my life! I was filled with gratitude, and I also became interested in your physical abilities. I never expected you to unleash such potential under stress. The speed at which you carried me felt like riding a high-speed train, it was lightning fast! But what I didn't expect was that after you got to my house and put me in the bedroom, you lost consciousness. I was terrified, not for anything else, but for the fact that my savior hadn't even heard a word of thanks from me before something happened to her. How could I have peace of mind then! I quickly gave you a physical examination, and apart from a slow heartbeat..." There were no other abnormalities. I was very anxious, thinking your coma was caused by bradycardia, but I didn't have any other medicine on hand. What should I do? I remembered the new drug I had developed. In that situation, I didn't care about the consequences; I just wanted you to wake up quickly. Without thinking much, I gave you one pill, hoping it would keep your heartbeat from stopping. "
Ah! Is it that serious?"
"Yes, Yangyang, bradycardia is a very dangerous condition, especially after such strenuous exercise. Your heartbeat was slow, though strong, but I didn't dare to be careless. But what I didn't expect was that half an hour after you took the medicine, you suddenly sat up, closed your eyes, and gasped for breath. When I came upstairs with water, I saw you like that and was shocked. I thought there was something wrong with the medicine, so I rushed over to check you. But I didn't expect you to push me, tear off my clothes, and... just like last night!"
I said shyly.
He looked at me, his mouth wide open, not knowing what was wrong.
"Yangzi, what's wrong?" I asked him worriedly, noticing something was off about him.
"Teacher, I'm sorry!" He suddenly burst into tears. "I did what the criminals didn't, why didn't you wake me up? Actually, when I woke up on the third day after that, I vaguely felt something was wrong with my body, like the feeling I had after being with Yueyue, but Yueyue wasn't there, so I didn't think much of it. Now I know what happened! I'm sorry, teacher, just kill me!"
Seeing this big boy crying so bitterly in front of me, my heart ached. "Don't do that, Yangzi, it hurts me to see you like that!"
"Teacher, you've been so good to me. I committed such an unforgivable crime, but you didn't report me, you silently endured everything, teacher, I'm sorry! Wait... my sister... she..."
He stared at me with wide eyes, yearning for confirmation.
"Hmm!" My answer made me feel a shyness I had never felt since I lost my virginity to him. As a virgin for two years, I've experienced such a huge change. And now, I'm sitting naked on the sheets soaked with the fluids from last night, telling this boy, 20 years my junior, how he pushed me down, how he penetrated me, how I bore his child…
Hearing this, he finally came to his senses. He hesitated, crawling over from the other end of the bed, wanting to hug me, but looking hesitant.
"Silly boy, it's yours!…" I closed my eyes, nestled happily in his arms, enjoying his warm embrace and caresses. At the same time, I felt his mischief; he was gently kneading my breasts, letting the milk overflow. "Eat it, it's for your daughter. Now you, your silly father, are getting a good deal! You've been a father for almost a year and you didn't even know!"
"Yun, is all of this real?" I could sense he still couldn't believe what he was seeing.
"Mmm!..." My answer made me feel something hard pressing against my buttocks again. I was startled and pushed him away like a rabbit, "You brat, are you done yet!"
But the rabbit couldn't escape the wolf's clutches. "Baby teacher, can your husband pamper you again?"
I was flipped onto the bed again, lying there on my back in a starfish shape, my vulva right in front of his face, my head resting on the dried wet spot from last night, smelling the fishy smell. I knew it was the mixture of his and my fluids.
That smell aroused my shyness even more. I was about to be...
When I limped into the restaurant, it was already three in the afternoon. Seeing him walking smugly two meters ahead of me, I hated him so much.
He had tormented me on the bed for almost a day and a night, but he went from slave to general, licking my chest and rubbing my belly as he walked ahead, ignoring my burning pain down there, my body aching and weak, like it was falling apart. I knew it was the result of countless orgasms. After finding a seat, he suddenly became attentive again.
"Teacher, didn't I act like a grown man just now? Didn't you seem like my little wife?"
"You…" I was speechless. I hadn't expected him to be so inconsiderate of me just to find that feeling. I was furious! But I also felt a little sweet inside. After all, he had accepted me, a woman more than 20 years his senior. I didn't really crave to be his wife, but now he was the father of my daughter, and no one could deny that!
In SY, we experienced a brief period of happiness. Although we were reluctant to part, we hadn't found any valuable clues, and the classes in ZD were still suspended. The students couldn't wait, so I had to return to HZ. Our parting was bittersweet, like a separation of life and death. He originally wanted to go back to ZD with me, but at the last minute, he suddenly remembered something and changed his mind. Actually, I understood why he suddenly changed his mind; he hadn't figured out how to face the situation of Mingyue being with me. I understood him and didn't force him! He saw my daughter and me off at the airport. I saw tears in his eyes. I knew he loved me, loved us, and I was content!
Mingyue picked us up at Xiaoshan Airport. Seeing her so excited, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty. My teacher had stolen her man, and although I hadn't intended to take him away, I had, after all, had an affair with her man. Sigh! What a twist of fate! I cheered myself up and tried to act like nothing had happened, and went back to ZD with Mingyue. For the next two months, Mingyue and I got along very well. She had already started writing her doctoral dissertation and would soon be entering her internship. What made me happy was that those students who came directly to the doctoral program hadn't achieved as much progress and accomplishments as her, who had started with an undergraduate degree and completed a combined master's and doctoral program. I now basically have her teach my undergraduate classes. Her seniors are very jealous of her achievements, but fortunately, they know she's my direct student, and Mingyue is very good at interpersonal relationships, often treating them to meals, so they get along well.
However, there's one annoying thing that leaves me at a loss. It's still because of that brat; sometimes thinking about him makes me feel resentful. For over two months after I returned from my syphilis, my period didn't come. I knew what was going on, so I didn't get tested. But he hasn't called me even once in those two months, and I'm a little annoyed. Would I put you in a difficult position? Would I steal a man from my own student? You don't have to not even call me! Now what should I do about this pregnancy? Should I tell him? Thinking about all this tangled mess of emotions makes me feel so anxious and upset.
Sometimes I'm even distracted while teaching those doctoral students. I really didn't expect my years of research in ZD to end up like this. He's done this twice, and both times he's gotten me pregnant! This is too much! If word gets out, people will laugh their heads off! You brat, you bastard, you womanizer! I cursed him in my heart, but when I thought of the word "womanizer," I couldn't help but burst out laughing! If he's a womanizer, what am I? Tong Yun, you're shameless! But this time seems a little different from last time. It's been over two months now, and the symptoms don't seem to be very severe. As I was thinking, a sudden wave of nausea washed over me, completely destroying my appetite. I couldn't help but want to curse him again: "It's all your fault, all your fault, making me suffer like this again! I swear I'll never let him near me again!" But, what if he tries to force himself on me? He's so wicked! Sigh! If he really does that to me, there's nothing I can do. I'm his, he can have me, I have to accept it! But what if I get pregnant again? Wouldn't I really become a sow?
Hey! Tong Yun, what are you thinking about? Let's take care of this one first, my belly will get bigger soon, what should I do?
Luckily, Mingyue and the others are going to their internships soon, I can go back to America for a while! Yes! That's it, I'll continue with the same strategy as last time, I'll go back to prepare for childbirth when it's showing in five months. I won't tell him, yes, I won't tell him, who told him to be so heartless, not even a single phone call, leaving my daughter, or the three of us, here alone and suffering!
But just when I was resenting and hating him, something I never expected happened. He suddenly called me, and he sounded really upset, downright awful. It was the first time in his life he'd ever yelled at me, which truly woke me from my romantic daze. I realized that there are many things to deal with and work through besides romantic love between men and women. He said he hoped I could go to SY (Sydney), because there had been progress regarding my past!
How could he change so quickly? Was it because my past was bothering him? Otherwise, he wouldn't have suddenly gotten angry at me! Thinking about this, I decided to go to SY alone. The thought of facing him alone again made my heart pound, and I felt a little wet down there. My own lust made me feel ashamed, and I wondered if I could keep the vow I'd just made.
At Taoyuan Airport, I saw the boy I often dreamed of, holding a bouquet of roses. He was excited to see me and wanted to run over, but quickly stopped. I wondered what he was thinking! Finally, he walked over to me: "Professor Tong, student Chen Yang has come to pick you up on Mingyue's behalf!"
What? How could he talk to me like that, especially since he specifically said it was on Mingyue's behalf!
"Yangzi, what do you mean? Why are you talking to me like that? You…" I was both angry and aggrieved, tears welling up in my eyes. I thought to myself, in my forty-plus years, I, Tong Yun, have never cried for anyone. I never imagined that in less than two years of dating you, I'd already lost count of how many times I'd shed tears for you!
I watched him bite his lip hard, as if trying to suppress his voice, a trickle of blood seeping from his lower lip. At that moment, I realized something might really be wrong. I held back my tears, wanting to see what he would say next. But he just kept biting his lip, letting the blood flow from the corner of his mouth. I knew something was wrong, so I said, "In that case, where shall we talk?"
"I've booked the room you stayed in last time!" As he said this, a hint of shyness and longing flashed in his eyes. Hearing which room it was, my slightly cooled emotions began to surge again.
Entering the room, he turned around and hugged me tightly. "My dear Yun, I'm sorry, this is the last time I'll kiss you!" he said, kissing me passionately, his tongue swirling in my mouth, making me completely lose my composure, and I started to feel weak all over again. He carried me to the bedside, and I thought I was about to embark on another passionate journey. I was about to tell him I was pregnant and couldn't go on such an intense adventure with him! But he didn't push me down onto the bed; he just had me sit on the edge. Then he did something completely unexpected: he suddenly knelt in front of me. "Teacher, I want to tell you something, and I also want you to stay calm after hearing it."
"Chen Yang, what's wrong? Is something really wrong? Ever since I got off the plane, you've been saying a lot of strange things to me. What's wrong?" His actions made me realize that something was really wrong, and I felt a little uneasy.
"Teacher, it's like this. Three days after you left last time, I was thinking of you at the company when my father and mother suddenly came. My father asked me in detail about your birth date, whether you had a cross-shaped scar on the outside of your left calf, and whether you had a red mole like a red bean on your lower abdomen. He insisted that I call you to ask. But there's no need to ask. I don't know if you have a scar on your calf, but there really is a red mole on your lower abdomen, above your mons pubis, hidden among the pubic hair. I kissed it, and I even told you it was a ruby from the jungle. How could I not know? But I'm wondering how he knew? I didn't dare ask him, and I didn't dare say that I had seen your body. I just asked them what was going on. That's when my father said that he had a younger sister who was 20 years younger than him. She was stolen by a trafficker at the village entrance when she was about one year old. The scar was from when she was less than six months old, when a three-year-old child from the same village poked her with a twig." He said he heard you came looking for relatives, and seeing you were young, maybe in your early twenties, he didn't think anything of it. The day after you left, I went home and mentioned you were Mingyue's mentor. Only then did they remember to ask your age. As soon as I answered, my father couldn't sit still. At first, he stammered and didn't say anything, spending the whole morning in the park. The next day, they couldn't hold back any longer and came to ask me to call you. But I didn't dare. I was really afraid they were telling the truth, really afraid. If… then… then you are my…
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“Stop!” I screamed, interrupting his rant, because what he said was all true. My scar was indeed on the outside of my left calf, like a cross, and there was that red mole. While a scar might be visible, no one could possibly know about that red mole; only my mother had once told me there was a cinnabar mole there.
And then there was this man, my only man. He had touched my body, manipulated my heartstrings, so naturally he knew. For others to say this, and so accurately, it must be true!
"Is this really true? What am I going to do? I'm actually your aunt? Your own aunt? Is this real...? No, it can't be, I can't believe it! Come and hug me, come and enter me, come on! Husband, I'm not your aunt, no, our daughter is so healthy, and I'm carrying your child, I'm not your aunt, your father must have made a mistake!" My world was thrown into chaos by him, I didn't know how to face him! I stood up like a madwoman, grabbed him kneeling in front of me, threw him onto the bed, pounced on him and tore at his clothes. I couldn't believe this man, this man who had impregnated me twice, this man who had taken my virginity, was my own nephew! I wanted to have sex with him, I wanted him to possess my body and soul, I couldn't believe it was real! But when I actually pressed his thing against my vaginal opening, I hesitated. I knew that I would be committing the sin of incest again! What am I going to do! My whole body went limp! I suddenly sat on him. But I forgot that the hateful thing was still pressed against my vaginal opening, and as my body went limp, it hardened and thrust into my body!
"Ah!" I jolted back as if I were on fire, then collapsed onto the bed. When I woke up again, an hour had passed. He had bought me clothes, changed them, and then dressed me. He sat beside me, silently stroking my hair.
"Teacher, I don't believe it's true, so I hope you won't believe it either. Let's just be lovers who are destined to be apart. We've been happy, joyful, and we have our own child. Let's break up, like any other couple who have a fight, whose personalities clash. It's a normal breakup. You can tell yourself: you can't stand my infidelity. There are many reasons, it's all my fault. We're just breaking up as lovers, okay, teacher?" He spoke softly. I could feel his deep affection for me and for the child; he was just trying to ease my burden. I also believed he was repeating his words to himself over and over. How could I possibly be his aunt? It's not true. We live thousands of miles apart, in two different countries, so I firmly believe he loves me. It must be that his parents disapprove of our relationship, which is why he made up this reason. But what about the child in my belly? What am I going to do? What am I going to do? He's taken everything from me!
"Chen Yang, could you book another flight for me? I'm going back to ZD. Mingyue and the others will soon be starting their thesis preparation, and I need to guide them through it. After that, I should go back to the US to rest. Goodbye!"
No one can stop me from doing what I'm determined to do. I flew back to HZ and started living a normal life in ZD, although the morning sickness was taking its toll, and I'd lost a lot of weight. Mingyue and the others started choosing hospital internships. I suggested to Mingyue that she go back to SY so we could be together. I wanted Mingyue to comfort him, after all, he'd lost me and the children!
I returned to the US and four months later, I gave birth to a healthy baby boy in Boston. To the doctor's surprise, I requested a comprehensive checkup for the otherwise healthy child, including genetic testing. Thankfully, everything was normal. I was happy, but also a little sad. I didn't call him, nor did I want to mention those years I spent living in China. My two children and I lived happily until one day, ten years later...
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