It was you all along.

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On a drizzly day, I strolled through the vast campus, umbrella in hand, preparing for my first
class of university life. Lost in thought, a girl suddenly rushed under my umbrella from under the eaves of a nearby building, unexpectedly
entering my life…

She ran so fast she bumped into me. I instinctively steadied her, stealing a glance at her. She had naturally flowing, jet-black hair, wore
a white long-sleeved top, a light blue long skirt, and carried a small, lightweight
backpack. She exuded a serene and gentle beauty.

When she looked up, blinking her bright eyes, and smiled shyly, she said, “Excuse me! I
forgot my umbrella, and I’m in a rush to class. Could you please take me to building X?”

As I approached her flawless face and bright, deep eyes, I suddenly felt a strange sense of
bewilderment .

Time seemed to stand still. I think this was the first time in my life I’d ever felt so strongly attracted to a girl! My wide,
stunned pupils and my drooping jaw, wide with surprise, were probably the most comical thing about me.

Seeing my lack of reaction, she tilted her head and asked again, "Is it okay?"

I snapped out of my daze and hurriedly nodded, saying, "Ah! What?...Um...Yes! Of course
!"

I was too nervous to speak, and could only walk beside her, holding my umbrella. She was so beautiful; this must be what they call
love at first sight!

As we approached the building, she said, "This is enough, thank you!" Then, covering her head with her hands,
she quickly ran into the building and disappeared into the crowd, leaving me no time to tell her, "I'm going to that building too
."

Feeling a little lost, I entered the classroom. Because I was late, only seats in the front row were available. I chose a
corner seat by the window, resting my chin on my hand, absentmindedly gazing at the fine rain falling outside, pattering against the glass.
The image and smile of that girl from just now resurfaced in my mind. If only she were my girlfriend!

She was strikingly beautiful, quiet, and had a refined air about her—
the kind of girl many guys like.

But I was so nervous just now that I forgot to ask her name and major. The thought of that made me feel
as dejected as a gloomy, rainy day!

A flash of white caught my eye out of the corner of my eye. I stole a glance—it was the beautiful girl who had bumped into me earlier
!

She was sitting right behind me. I glanced at her and saw her take out a small mirror and wipe
the rain off her face with a tissue. I couldn't wait to turn around and awkwardly greet her, "Hi! What a coincidence! I never thought
we 'd be classmates!" "

You can call me 'Xiguang' from now on," she said with a smile. "Thank you so much for earlier. My name is 'Xiaoqing'
."

She added, "Your name is quite nice. Does 'Xiguang' mean 'light of hope'? It sounds like a Japanese
name !"

I said, "No, my dad just picked it randomly! I actually think your name sounds better."

It seemed she had a good first impression of me. I started to feel a surge of joy. Could this really be
fate?

The good times didn't last long. When the teacher called my name, "Dai Xiguang! Are you here?"
I raised my hand and said, "Yes!"

The teacher, thinking he was being humorous, said to everyone, "Dai Xiguang, your name is easy to remember, it sounds like '
big watermelon'!"

Although this was a nickname that had followed me since kindergarten, this time it was in front of Xiaoqing, whom I had only recently met and had a
crush on. Especially when I heard Xiaoqing chuckle and say, "That's funny!
Dai Xiguang, big watermelon!"

Ah! Let me die! In that instant, I felt my heart shatter!

With the whole class bursting into laughter, I could only awkwardly force a smile.

I finally understood why my classmates in high school would always start their insults with "I'm tired of criticizing Teacher Lin!
"

Xiaoqing's kindness, simplicity, and genuine beauty made me want to get closer to her and understand her more deeply
.

As we got to know each other better after the start of the semester, I realized I had unknowingly fallen for her. Of course,
someone as beautiful as her naturally attracted many boys who wanted to pursue her, but thankfully she wasn't too keen on those who were too aggressive
.

To see her more often, I deliberately chose the same classes as her each semester. I always intentionally stayed
close to Xiaoqing, approaching her and showing concern as a classmate, so she wouldn't discover that I was also
one of . Therefore, she wasn't wary of me and treated me like a good friend, sharing her life with me.

She had a close friend and best buddy in class named Peirong, but I always disliked Peirong because she was
the biggest third wheel between Xiaoqing and me.

Just thinking about her makes me angry! A few times, when Xiaoqing and I were alone, our faces would get hot as we talked
, almost to the point of a nuclear reaction, and she would rush in with a graphite stick to cool us down: "
What were you talking about? It sounded interesting, I want to hear too!"

Her appearance was okay, nothing special, and she didn't dress up much, just like an ordinary college student, plain and simple.
Among the three of us, she was the wealthiest, hadn't experienced much hardship, and was a bit like a spoiled princess.
She often spoke bluntly and acted rather willfully, without considering other people's feelings, so she
wasn't very popular in class.

With her short hair that looked like roadside weeds, she boasted that she had spent a lot of money to have it cut by a stylist,
that the hairstyle was supposed to have layers and emphasize the three-dimensionality of the ends... but to others it looked like
a haystack .

She often followed Xiaoqing everywhere, and I often thought she was Xiaoqing's "ghost."
I wondered
how two people, so different—kind and beautiful, and willful, impulsive, and self-righteous—could be good friends.

Because of her, I rarely had a chance to be alone with Xiaoqing. To be honest, I
really !

Sometimes Xiaoqing would wake up late and rush to class without having breakfast. Before the first class, she would say, "Xiguang, I
haven't had breakfast yet and I really want a can of fresh milk. Could you go buy it for me?" Even though she knew the classroom was far from the welfare center...
After walking for ten minutes, I couldn't bear to see her disappointed expression, so I said okay and prepared to rush out to get
back before the school bell rang.

But often, I'd hear a voice behind me saying, "Big watermelon, I want a can too." It was Pei- rong's
ghost again!

I thought, "I'm only doing this for Xiao-qing because I like her. You're nobody to me, why should I
buy it for you?"

But since she's Xiao-qing's best friend, I couldn't offend her, so I obediently bought it for her.
It was worth it no matter how far it was, just to see Xiao-qing's smile.

(Of course! Pei-rong never knew that the can of milk I gave her was always almost expired!)
Xiao-qing would often call to say she wanted to see a popular movie and ask if I was free
and could give her a ride.

Such a rare opportunity! Of course, I agreed immediately, and I even said I wanted to see the same movie too!

When I arrived at the girls' dormitory at school, dressed smartly and looking dashing, on my motorcycle, and saw Xiaoqing, all dressed
beautifully , smiling slightly as she walked towards me, I felt an overwhelming sense of excitement, as if we were really going on a date!

But then I noticed a faint shadow behind Xiaoqing, and I knew I'd encountered
something unsettling again!

I wanted to scream, "A ghost!" It was Peirong, that "ghost," following Xiaoqing again. She was trying to
follow her, and I felt so resentful!

Every time, I would first take Xiaoqing to the theater, riding slowly along the way, enjoying the night breeze, and asking her how she was doing.
After buying the tickets, I would reluctantly turn back to pick up Peirong, deliberately letting that vengeful
ghost wait in the cold wind until she was practically jumping up and down!

She would always complain, "Hey! Why did you take so long?" I would always argue, "There was a huge traffic jam!"

I would often accelerate before she had even put on her helmet properly or held on properly, causing her to suddenly lean
back and almost fall off the bike! She would get angry and say, "I'm not done yet!" I would pretend to say, "What? I
didn't hear you because I was wearing a helmet!"

Normally, it would take me about ten minutes to ride to the theater with Xiaoqing, but it only took me two minutes with Peirong,
and I wouldn't even let her hug my waist.

I felt like I wanted to make a straw doll for her, write her name and birth date on it, and then, on a dark and windy night
, hammer it hundreds of times with five-inch nails, to see if she would die sooner and stop interfering with
the development of my relationship with Xiaoqing.

Once, I jokingly tried to confess my feelings to Xiaoqing: "I think you're very pretty and have a great personality. What
do you think of me?"

She thought for a moment and said, "I think you're interesting and helpful, not bad! Why did you suddenly ask
such a question?"

I then tentatively asked her, "Am I good enough to be your boyfriend?"

She replied, "You're a nice person, but unfortunately, you're not my type. I like sunny, outgoing
guys."

I could only awkwardly follow up, saying, "I was just joking, I just wanted to know what girls
think of me, don't take it seriously!"

I realized that I wasn't the kind of guy who would make someone fall in love at first sight.

After that, I dutifully played the role of a friend in front of her, not daring to cross any lines.

Since knowing that Xiaoqing liked sunny, outgoing guys, I started deliberately sweating on the basketball court after class
, hoping to be seen by her. Although I wasn't very athletic, in order to get into her life, I pretended
to like joking and bickering with her like a buddy, keeping my feelings for her deep in my heart.

I naively thought that my silent devotion would one day move her, making her realize my goodness and slowly
fall in love with me.

This subtle feeling didn't change until my sophomore year. I remember the day Xiaoqing secretly told me
she had a crush on a senior in our department, "Siwen." She happily shared her crush with me and even
asked for advice on how to attract boys' attention.

It was like a bolt from the blue! Suddenly, I felt dizzy.

I couldn't accept this fact. Finally, I impatiently told her to ask Peirong about it; I knew
nothing !

That senior was quite a figure in the department, with a physique comparable to a male model, a member of the basketball team, and
always drove to and from class. With his handsome and charming face, I often heard that many girls on campus
were jealous . Although there were rumors that he was a bit of a womanizer and had had many girlfriends,
a large number of girls still liked him.

On the other hand, while my physique isn't bad, I lack his natural charisma. Because I developed later, my face
is still as ordinary as a high school student's, and I'm often teased by classmates as part of the basketball "laughing" team. The used motorcycle
I ride now was bought with a summer job during high school. I'm neither talented nor wealthy, so
it's no wonder Xiaoqing liked him and not me!

Once, I saw Xiaoqing alone at the school gate and mustered the courage to ask her to go to a movie. Before I could even finish speaking, a tall,
handsome senior drove up in his sports car, opened the door, and as she got in, said,
"Xiguang, I'm so sorry! I have plans, let's do it another day!"

Then the car roared past, leaving me standing in the exhaust fumes, dejectedly leading my motorcycle
home.

If a girl with Xiaoqing's qualities confessed her feelings to you, I think very few guys would
refuse!

Not long after, Pei Rong told me that Xiao Qing had confessed her feelings to senior Si Wen, and the two seemed to be together
. They were often seen together at department events, and they had become a couple recognized by everyone.
Seeing the girl I had admired for so long being pursued by someone else was a sudden blow, and even I, who had always been outgoing, began
to feel depressed.

In the days that followed, Xiao Qing was no longer as dependent on me as she had been when we first met, because
senior . Everything I could give her had been replaced,
and I knew that some of the happiness I could give her was something I couldn't provide.

Her vulnerability kept me from leaving, and I truly believed that I existed because of her dependence.
Once she no longer needed me, my life lost its purpose, and I felt like a walking corpse.

Even though I knew I was out of the picture, I couldn't lessen my concern for her. I guess I hid it well; she
only seemed a little quieter than before. She still didn't realize my long-standing crush on her.

Sometimes when she argued with her senior or was upset, she would come to me to confide in me. I would try my
best sadness, and to make her smile through her tears. But the heartache and reluctance in my heart could only remain inside; I couldn't
tell her.

I could sense that since she started dating her senior, she had gradually distanced herself from me and Pei-rong.

Since Xiao-qing left my life, it felt like the world had lost its sun, and it started snowing incessantly…
…

Perhaps I could easily deceive Xiaoqing, but I couldn't fool Peirong, who was more perceptive and observant. Lately
, Peirong and I had been interacting more because of our studies, but we'd never gotten
along. She sensed that my feelings for Xiaoqing went beyond mere friendship. Thankfully, she was sensible enough to rarely mention
Xiaoqing and , otherwise I would have disliked her even more.

Sometimes in class, people would joke about Xiaoqing, like when she was going to send out wedding invitations, or invite everyone to her wedding banquet…
etc.

Hearing these things felt like a knife to my heart. Afraid of being seen as suspicious, I could only offer perfunctory responses
.

Because of her dates, Xiaoqing often didn't have time to research or write reports, so she would ask Peirong, a colleague in her
group . Once or twice was fine, but as it happened more and more often, Peirong seemed to disapprove of her focusing
solely on dating and started refusing her requests. Xiaoqing would then turn to me, also in her group, for help, because she knew I was the one least
likely to refuse her. Even though I knew she was going on a date with her senior, I just couldn't bring myself to refuse her
request .

I said, "I'll help, but the usual: tomorrow's breakfast I want a tuna sandwich, radish cake, and iced milk tea!
"

She said, "No problem!" and happily went out on her date with her senior.

Every time I agreed to Xiaoqing's request, Peirong would say to me afterwards, "You brain-damaged watermelon, are you an idiot
? She's happily going on a date with her boyfriend, and you still agreed! Every time you're up until the wee hours
, do you think she'll even know what you're trying to do? Will she be grateful? The person she likes is about to be snatched away, and you're still thinking about
your breakfast..."

Although she said that, after a long string of words, she still couldn't stand it anymore and would say, "Give it to me!
Give it to me! And what about the rest? I'll help you finish it faster, otherwise you won't be able to sleep tonight, I really can't stand you
!"

But after a while, she understood why I did it this way.

The next day, when the report was handed to Xiaoqing hot, she happily said, "Thank you so much! You've gone to so much trouble
, here's your breakfast."

Eating the breakfast she bought, I felt a pang of sadness in my heart. Would I really care about the price of a breakfast?

I just didn't want Xiaoqing to feel indebted to me, so I deliberately asked for it.

She never knew my true intentions, always thinking I was just being pragmatic and helping her for the free breakfast!
When we entered our junior year, our senior Siwen went to serve in the military, and Xiaoqing started contacting me and Peirong more often again. After this period, I matured a lot psychologically and became more introverted, but I still secretly held onto some hope

for Xiaoqing . 　　The three of us were no longer as innocent as before. Xiaoqing often talked about Siwen in front of us, hoping that we could also become close friends with him. 　　In front of others, I had to constantly remind myself to hide my feelings for Xiaoqing, while Peirong just quietly watched everything between us. Although she couldn't quite understand Xiaoqing forgetting her friends because she had a boyfriend, she also couldn't bear to see me silently and devotedly doing things for Xiaoqing, while Xiaoqing was completely unaware. 　　Once, she almost couldn't help but reveal my long-standing feelings for Xiaoqing, but fortunately, I stopped her with a look at the last moment, which made her glare at me angrily and turn away from me. 　　Half of my senior year had passed in the blink of an eye. One day after class, Xiaoqing frantically called me and asked me to meet her alone. She looked nervous and embarrassed. I asked her, "What's wrong?" She dropped a bombshell on me: "I...I...I'm pregnant!" 　　I was truly devastated; she was pregnant! I stood there, stunned for a moment. 　　She anxiously asked me what to do. I asked her if it was Siwen's child. She bit her lip and nodded. 　　I asked her, "Are you sure? How long has it been?" She said, "I took a pregnancy test myself, and my period is two months late. What should I do?" 　　I sighed and asked her, "Sigh... do you want to have the baby?" She shook her head nervously and said, "No, her parents will kill her if they find out!" 　　I asked her, "What will Siwen say when he finds out?" 　　She said, "Siwen said he doesn't want to have a child so early. He also said he can't come back because he doesn't have a holiday recently, and he wants me to figure it out myself ." 　　She cried and said, "I really don't know what to do. You're the only person I trust in my class, so I can only ask you for help. " 　　I was so angry that I couldn't help but curse, "Damn it! That damn Siwen, he's a real 'refined scoundrel'!" 　　She also said, "Don't curse him. It's not entirely his fault. I was also careless. If you curse him again, I won't talk to you anymore !" 　　Hearing her words made me even angrier! Thinking to myself, "He's hiding far away, not caring about your life or death, and you're still defending him? The day he sold you out, you were still stupid enough to obediently count the money for him!" 　　At that moment, I could cruelly reject her on the spot, pushing away this hot potato, after all, she wasn't my girlfriend and it was n't my business. 　　But seeing her panicked look, I don't know why, I just couldn't bear to see her sad and unhappy . 　　I said helplessly, "Okay! Don't cry, I'll go ask for you, you go back and wait for my news." 　　I patiently comforted her, and on the way back to my place, I still couldn't accept the shock of the girl sleeping with another man and having a child! Thinking of that unbearable scene, I floored the accelerator and sped off, venting my anger! 　　Two days later, after asking several qualified hospitals, I told her that the abortion procedure would cost approximately five...

" Six thousand yuan. Even though you're an adult, you still need a guarantor to sign a consent form. The doctor also said that getting it sooner will reduce the risk
; the longer you delay, the greater the risk of surgery.

" She said慌张地, "She can't come up with that much money right now." I said, "I'll figure out the money.
You should find a guarantor quickly!"

But I was in a real bind. I had some arguments with my family recently, and I was too ashamed to ask them for money.
My old motorcycle had just broken down, and I had recently used all my savings to buy a new one
, so I didn't have much money left. Later, I made up some excuse and borrowed some from a few close male classmates
, scraping together almost ten thousand yuan.

Later, I found out that Xiaoqing had asked Peirong to be her guarantor, but Peirong was afraid something might happen and refused
. Xiaoqing was afraid that her pregnancy would get out, so she didn't dare ask anyone else in the class. Unable to find anyone else,
I ended up pretending to be her boyfriend and acting as her guarantor.

She lied and said there was an emergency at home and needed to go back, so she asked for four days off from school. I skipped a whole day of class
. To avoid being seen by acquaintances, I drove her to an obstetrics and gynecology clinic far from the school. She changed her clothes and was
taken into the operating room. I paced nervously back and forth in the corridor, praying that her surgery would go smoothly and that she would be alright. I don't know
how long it took, but she was finally wheeled out of the operating room. She was pale and bloodless, and looked very weak.
After resting at the hospital for a while, I drove her back to my rented apartment near the school.

Because she usually lived in the girls' dormitory at school, if I took her back to the dormitory, her excuse to go home would be
exposed, and her roommates might even find out about her abortion and spread the news.

I had no choice but to let her rest at my place for the time being. Luckily, I rented an apartment on my own.

These past few days, I would buy her breakfast before class, come back to see her at noon and bring her lunch before
rushing back to my afternoon classes. Pei Rong would come to take care of her and check on her in the evenings.

This period gave me the opportunity to be alone with her, watching her sleep peacefully. It was the first time I could quietly
look at her face without avoiding her gaze. I could reach out and brush away the bangs that had fallen across her forehead, and
secretly hold her hand while she slept.

If she were willing now, I truly wished I could take care of her for the rest of my life, but would she be willing?

A few days later, she returned to school, her health almost fully recovered and no longer as weak as before. Pei Rong stayed
by her side to take care of her.

Fortunately, no one else found out about this. Later, I would take her back to the hospital for follow-up appointments whenever I had time
, but after a while, I heard from Pei Rong that Xiao Qing and Si Wen were back together, and their relationship had returned to what it was before. I
knew I had been forgotten again.

The money I borrowed from classmates was all spent on the surgery and follow-up appointments, and it was all gone in an instant. Before, I had lied to Xiao Qing that the money for
the surgery was my own savings, telling her not to rush to pay me back, but to pay me back when she had the money, so as not to put pressure on her
.

But I couldn't keep putting off paying my classmate's money like this. I secretly took
a night shift at a convenience store near the school, hoping to pay it off as soon as possible. I didn't let Pei-rong and Xiao-qing know about the job. They
just noticed that I was often dozing off in class during the day and rarely went out with them after class. I always told them I was tired from
insomnia and wanted to rest early.

But the real reason was that after class at 5 pm, I would go straight home and sleep until almost 11 pm, then rush to
work until 7 am. I would go back to change clothes, grab my books, and go straight to class.

Sometimes, when I couldn't take it anymore, I would skip class and go to the library to sleep, often sleeping until my classmates came to
wake me up.

Then one night, by sheer bad luck, Pei-rong, feeling hungry and unable to find anything to eat, went to
the convenience store to buy a late-night snack. That's when she discovered I was working there. As she paid and left, I asked her
to keep it a secret and not let Xiao-qing know.

Unexpectedly, she turned around and threatened me, saying that if I didn't tell her the whole story, she would tell Xiaoqing
!

I had no choice but to tell her everything. She said, "Why didn't you ask her for help in the first place?
She could have lent me the money if I had just asked."

I honestly told her, "It feels weird for a grown man to borrow money from a girl! Besides,
it wouldn't long, probably about two months to pay it back."

She said, "Don't let her lend me the money first. Let me pay off my classmate's debt first, so I don't have to work. I can pay her back
when the money."

I said firmly, "I don't like owing people favors. I appreciate your kindness."

She said angrily, "I'm trying to help you out of kindness, and you don't even appreciate it. I've never seen such a
stubborn guy like you. I can't stand you! I'm done with you!" and turned and left.

I even chased after her to remind her, "You have to keep your word, don't tell anyone!"

Thankfully, she kept her promise and kept the secret from Xiaoqing. She even copied my daily class notes, highlighting the key points
, so I could review them during my free time while working the night shift and keep my grades from falling too far
behind my classmates.

Sometimes I'd see her late on weekends. I'd ask her why she wasn't sleeping.

She said she couldn't sleep and wondered if she could come here to read magazines and chat with someone.

She said her family was quite wealthy, so this pampered girl had never worked. She was curious and asked me to teach her
how to steam buns, boil tea eggs, organize shelves, stock drinks, and take inventory... she wanted to
experience .

After I taught her, she would sometimes help me with the work. With her help, the time would
fly !

Sometimes I would tell her about some of the strange habits of my regular customers: "Watch out, there's
a drunkard who always comes in around 2 AM to buy alcohol, a chain smoker who comes in around 3 AM to buy a pack
of cigarettes, a 'newspaper boy' who only buys a five-dollar newspaper every day just to get a receipt, a 'little darling'
who buys a pack of spiced snacks before school to take to school, and a 'papaya girl' with big breasts who loves to drink papaya milk, but
her breasts are really big! I estimate they're probably an E cup..."

Pei-rong laughed and said, "They're that big! But why are you so lecherous, always looking at girls' breasts!"

I said, "Just looking isn't illegal, that's nothing! The funniest thing is that the 'insurance agent' every time he comes in..."
"They're always sneaking around."

Pei-Rong asked me suspiciously, "He looks so young, maybe just a high school student. What's he doing sneaking around like that
?"

I laughed and said, "The insurance agent is obviously here to buy condoms!"

One time, Pei-Rong pretended to be a customer, and when she was paying, she stood behind him in line. Pretending not to understand, she pointed to
the condoms asked, "Clerk, what's this box of things? Why is it so expensive?"

I played along and said, "Just condoms!" The high school student's face turned increasingly red,
like , and sweat started to bead on his forehead. After getting his change, he rushed out without even taking the receipt. He
didn't dare come back for two whole weeks. Later, when I told Pei-Rong about it, she almost died laughing.

After spending time together several times, Pei-Rong and I started talking more. Since we got to know each other better, I
realized she wasn't as annoying as I had thought. Actually, she's quite a nice person. I probably
misunderstood .

She's just very straightforward, and her tone of voice makes her seem arrogant.

One night during a long night shift, I sincerely confessed to her: "When we first met, I thought her hairstyle
was ugly, like a haystack, and I even secretly called her 'the ghost behind my back.' When we went to the movies together, I deliberately made her wait longer
to annoy her; I accelerated before she even sat down, hoping she'd fall flat on her face; I even thought about making a
straw doll to curse her to die soon; and I gave her nearly expired milk to drink in the morning…" I hoped she could forgive me
.

She responded with a furious clenched teeth, "You concussion-ridden watermelon, do you want to die?!
You dare mess with me, this young lady! No wonder I used to have inexplicable diarrhea in the mornings—it's all your
fault !" Then she started chasing me, throwing her little fists.

During the chase, I worried she might accidentally bump into the shelves and damage the merchandise—that would be terrible for me!

I couldn't afford to pay for that with my meager hourly wage of just a few dozen dollars!

I quickly stopped and turned around to stop her, but she was chasing too fast and couldn't brake in time. Afraid she would get hurt, I
quickly hugged her, but she knocked me down too. We both fell to the ground, and by some strange twist of fate
, our lips were pressed together. I didn't know how to react, so I just stood there for two or three seconds, while she stared
wide-eyed in disbelief. She pushed me away and got off me. I quickly stood up and hurriedly said, "I didn't
mean to, I'm sorry!"

With her cheeks puffed out and almond-shaped eyes wide open, her expression slightly angry, she frantically wiped her mouth with her sleeve, saying, "Ptooey!
Ptooey!

Ptooey! How can your mouth stink so much! If you dare to give me expired milk again, I'll have someone
chop you up like a concussed watermelon and turn your brains into watermelon juice!"

After saying that, she blushed and pretended nothing was wrong as she walked away, leaving me alone to clean up the scattered things and
tidy up the mess on the floor. I never expected that my first kiss would be so inexplicably stolen by a girl, and what's worse, I
didn't even have any feelings for her, yet she complained about my bad breath!

Recalling the feeling of that first kiss, I only thought Pei Rong's lips were very soft, and had a special feminine fragrance.
But was my breath really that bad? I know that staying up late can make you irritable, but I usually chew gum. I took
a few breaths and smelled them, but there was nothing there! There was still a faint minty taste of chewing gum in my mouth. Hmm~ why did she say my breath
was bad? It definitely wasn't! I couldn't figure it out later ,

so I just packed my things and forgot about
it .

During the time I spent working with Pei Rong, we got to know each other better and overcame many of our previous prejudices and
misunderstandings. We became close friends who could talk about anything. I guess before, Pei Rong was the only woman I saw; all the other women
except Xiao Qing didn't exist.

Soon, my four years of university life came to an end with the graduation exams. Our class
held a graduation party at a pub near the school. I heard that Xiao Qing and Si Wen had recently had a fight and broke up. I thought this might
be the best time for me to confess to her.

Tonight, with the upbeat music playing in the pub, I felt a little excited but also a little nervous.

I said to Pei Rong, who was sitting next to me, "I'm planning to confess to Xiao Qing

later." Pei Rong looked surprised and incredulous, but quickly smiled and raised
her saying, "Big Watermelon, good luck!" After saying that, she got up and went to chat with other classmates.
I took a few sips of wine to ease my nervousness, mustered my confidence, and walked to Xiaoqing's side, ready to confess my
love that I had kept hidden in my heart for four years. With a pounding heart, I said, "Xiaoqing, I heard you and Siwen broke up
. Actually, there's something I want to tell you..."

Just then, a commotion erupted at the door. It turned out that Siwen, the senior with the buzz cut,
had come to surprise Xiaoqing. At

first, Xiaoqing didn't pay much attention to him, but after Siwen's kind words and requests to get back together, the two reconciled and happily went dancing together. Watching the two of them so dazzling on the dance floor, with the cheers and shouts of their classmates, all my courage vanished. The depression in my heart deepened with the night. I didn't know how to vent this unspeakable emotion, so I could only think of the most direct method: drinking vodka one glass after another, using alcohol to numb my heartache ! 　　The next day, I couldn't even remember how I got back to my place. I felt like my head had been hit by several hammers and I was seeing stars! 　　There was a towel on my pillow to cool down my fever. When I got downstairs, I realized I hadn't ridden my motorcycle back, so I went to the pub from yesterday and rode it back. 　　Back at my lodgings, my head still ached a bit. Unable to bear the dizziness, I lay down again. I vaguely remembered having a wet dream last night: "In the dim light of the dream, I had a passionate encounter with a woman whose figure was blurred in bed. Like dry wood meeting a raging fire, she was passionate and unrestrained. Her wet, hot lips liberated my long-suppressed desires. Her nimble tongue slid over her broad chest and the erect penis between her legs, teasing every sensitive nerve in my body. Oh!" The woman's waist slumped, and she couldn't help but moan softly. A sudden, wet, hot sensation enveloped my lower body . The woman's hands gently pressed against my chest, and her slender waist twisted gently. The wet, hot touch made me feel...

I was so drunk I couldn't even speak, yet I was so intoxicated that even raising my hand to touch her felt unattainable. "Oh! Mmm...mmm...
so good...it feels...oh...oh..." The woman's unpretentious moans echoed in my ears, truly
reflecting her feelings, making my heart race and my blood boil!

The woman kissed my lips one moment, then rubbed against my ear the next, murmuring softly.

Her movements continued rapidly to the point of being unbearable!

I instinctively felt an irrepressible urge rush to my head, and with a low groan, I shuddered, and thick
, hot semen shot unreservedly deep into the woman's honey pot. The woman, drenched in the hot semen, seemed to be
electrocuted, her body stiffening. A few seconds later, she collapsed onto me as if deflated. The exhaustion
made my eyelids so heavy that it was difficult to even open them a crack. Before I lost consciousness, I vaguely remembered that
the woman had a unique fragrance and a sexy mole on her left breast.

I got out of bed, puzzled, and asked my roommates if they had seen him get home last night.

They said, "Who knows! Everyone was celebrating graduation all night, nobody was around."
The next day, I went to school to ask my classmates who had taken me home. I wanted to pay them back for the taxi, but no one admitted to bringing
me back. What the hell! Did Sadako carry me home? Oh well! At least I saved the money.

But then I thought, if this was just a dream, why did it feel so real?

Oh well, I guess I'm still hungover! If I had known a hangover would be this bad, I wouldn't have drunk so
much that night.

The summer after graduation, I went straight into the army. During my two years in the army, I only received a few letters from Xiaoqing. One
was an apology for not being able to visit me when I first enlisted, two were Christmas cards, and the rest said that Siwen
had recently found someone new and they had argued… asking me what to do. She asked me for advice and such.

Pei-rong also wrote to me, but I never replied because the only person I cared about was Hsiao-ching.
After being discharged from the military, I moved and changed my address. I was busy with work, and since I lived in central Taiwan while
most of lived in the north, we lost touch over time. Thinking about it, I guess that was a way of indirectly saying goodbye to that youthful
crush from university!

Until one day, by chance, I reconnected with my university classmates, but it was
two years after my discharge.

At this year's university reunion, I saw my classmates and Hsiao-ching, whom I hadn't seen in a long time.

Although she had lost some of her youthful naiveté, she had become more mature, more radiant, and captivating. As
always , she easily caught my eye. She noticed me, waved at me with a surprised expression, and smiled!

Her gentle smile stirred up ripples in my long-calm heart,
and all the mental preparation I had made before coming crumbled. From the first time I met her in university until now, I have always been powerless against her.
Having experienced the trials of life, I'm no longer the awkward, flustered girl I used to be in front of someone I liked, suppressing my
excitement and fluttering heart. We exchanged a few pleasantries face-to-face until she was called away by other classmates.

Before I could even process my chaotic feelings, a warm voice called out from behind, "Big Watermelon! Is that really you?
"

I didn't need to turn around to know it was Pei-Rong, because only she would call me that.

I quickly imagined what she might look like now, probably not much different from before! "Straw head, ghost
behind , proud girl,"

I turned around and greeted her, "Hi! Long time no see!"

I was surprised to find that Pei-Rong had changed her hairstyle. Her former straw-like hair had become light and bright long hair, giving her a unique
charm and adding a touch of femininity, almost making me pause in surprise! She looked surprised too: "Big Watermelon, you
've changed!"

I said, "Really? You're still the same."

She said, "You've become more mature than before, and you seem to have grown stronger and taller! Looks like I can't call you Big
Watermelon anymore, I'll have to call you Handsome Guy!"

Then her expression changed, and she said with a hint of reproach, "You damn Big Watermelon, I wrote you letters when I was in the army, and you never
replied!

After you were discharged, you didn't keep in touch with anyone. We haven't seen each other for over four years, and you've been hiding for so long! It made me... I... I... none
of us could find you!"

At that moment, I couldn't tell if the glint in her eyes was excitement or glistening tears.

I was a little at a loss, so I
took out the little plush toy I had won from the arcade game under the arcade earlier—a chubby white rabbit, which seems to be quite popular these days—and gave it to her
, trying to distract her. She happily said thank you and put it away. After that, my gaze couldn't leave
Xiaoqing, whom I had longed for day and night, wondering if she was doing well, and if she had a boyfriend now.

After a meal and some pleasantries, the meeting was about to end. Before leaving, Xiaoqing said it was rare for everyone to get together again, and suggested
we go on a trip to eastern Taiwan next month, close to the Lunar New Year. I asked her who else wanted to go.

She said, "Just the four of us: Siwen, Peirong, and you. Too many people wouldn't be as fun.
"

Hearing the first name, my heart sank. So she was still with Siwen. I didn't even want to go
.

I said, "Why don't you guys go? A colleague just borrowed my car to go to southern Taiwan around the Lunar New Year. Maybe
next time!"

Xiaoqing said, "We haven't gone out together in a long time. Who knows when we'll all be free next
time ? Let's go together!"

"Peirong, you have a car too! You can drive Peirong's car or Peirong can give you a ride!
"

Peirong glanced at me and said, "I have no objection. It's your decision!" I didn't know how to refuse Xiaoqing again.
Sigh... okay!

Hsiao-ching looked happy and said, "Then it's settled!"

I looked at her smile and couldn't help but feel a little lost for a long time. Could it be that I still couldn't forget her?

No! I should have never forgotten her!

A month later, our two cars drove along the Suhua Highway towards Hualien. Along the way, there were cliffs on one side and
sea cliffs on the other. The scenery was very special. Pei-jung and I chatted a lot on the way. She said that she was now
a junior manager in a large company.

I praised her, saying, "I didn't know!" She replied, "I'm not that good! Actually, I got
in through family connections."

I teased her, "I knew it! You barely scraped by with a 60 every semester, your head's heavier than
a dinosaur's , how could you possibly get in on your own merit!"

She angrily pinched my arm hard, "You big watermelon, will you die if you say less, huh
?"

I winced and said, "Hey! Hey! Hey! Old lady! Watch your mouth, can't you see I'm still driving? If
you want to be on tomorrow's headlines, don't drag me down with you." "Water! I'm not married yet, I don't want to die so soon!"

Pei-rong said, "How dare you call me an old lady? Don't you even look in the mirror? Don't you know who the old man
is ?"

I joked, "Then we'd make a perfect pair, one an old lady and one an old man."

Pei-rong said, "Stop being so conceited! I wouldn't even deign to look at you, you big watermelon! Let me tell you,
the men are practically lining up to the Taiwan Strait."

I said, "Right! Right! Right! Men would rather jump into the Taiwan Strait than be loved by you
."

You big watermelon, what are you talking about? Hey! There's a gravel truck ahead! You said I'm as clumsy as a dinosaur! Help!
…………………

Pei-rong and I were like we were back in college, bickering and joking all the way.

Halfway through the journey, because Hsiao-ching couldn't stand the motion sickness and wanted to vomit, we stopped at a roadside viewpoint
to rest.

Seeing Xiaoqing vomiting sadly by the roadside, I couldn't help but open the car door to go over and ask her if she was feeling better
.

Luckily, Peirong pulled me back and reminded me that I shouldn't forget that Siwen was with her, which prevented me from
losing my composure.

Pei-rong casually remarked, "You haven't changed after all this time. You still can't forget Hsiao-ching. I really admire you
!"

I replied, "Don't tease me. If forgetting someone you once loved so deeply were that easy, there
wouldn't be so many people suffering for love. By the way, why have I never heard from your classmates that you have a boyfriend?"

She nervously replied, "I haven't been able to find someone I like, so I'd rather be single than settle for less."

I said seriously, "Should I introduce you to some handsome single guys in our company?"

She thoughtfully said, "If a man treats me half as well as you treat Hsiao-ching, maybe this
young lady would consider it."

I joked, "Are you mocking me?" She rolled her eyes at me and said, "You said it yourself
."

We stopped briefly at the Taroko National Park Visitor Center to ask the staff which attractions were more fun and less
time-consuming before continuing our journey.

We stopped at the Changchun Shrine for a short rest, but unfortunately, the road leading to the shrine was under construction, so we only
looked at the waterfall and took some photos from below.

A little further in, we reached "Swallow's Mouth," where numerous small holes dot the large rock face, where many
swallows build their nests. The sight of so many swallows darting and flying through the narrow valley is truly spectacular!

At noon, we grabbed a quick bite at "Green Water" to fill our stomachs. In the afternoon, we turned back to "Nine-Bend Cave" for
a walk. Xiaoqing and Siwen walked a short distance ahead of us, while Peirong and I followed behind. Xiaoqing and Siwen
seemed a bit strange the whole way, but Peirong told me not to ask, as it was their private matter and
we had no right to interfere.

Peirong seemed unaffected by Xiaoqing and Siwen's antics, engrossed in admiring the natural wonders
sculpted by She even pulled me aside to look: "Look, this is a carp leaping over the dragon gate! Look at that rock, doesn't it look like a fish? It
really does!"

I, on the other hand, kept an eye on Xiaoqing and Siwen while enjoying the scenery. We walked back and forth for almost an hour. It was getting dark. We were staying at an activity center near "Tianxiang." We had originally booked one room for

Xiaoqing and Siwen , and another for Peirong and me. 　　After Xiaoqing got her luggage, she and Siwen were talking by the car. A moment later, Siwen impatiently accelerated , ignoring Xiaoqing, and drove off, leaving her alone. We asked her what was wrong. 　　She said that Siwen hadn't really wanted to come; she had dragged him, so he was a little unhappy and wanted to go back first… 　　She said, "I'm so sorry! I made you all laugh." Then she took her luggage to her room, making Peirong and me feel a little awkward. 　　After I put my luggage away, I knocked on Xiaoqing's door. I could hear a slight sob in her voice as she asked, "Who is it ?" 　　I said, "It's me, Xiguang." Xiaoqing opened the door after a while; I guessed she was probably wiping away her tears. 　　I asked her, "Are you alright?" She pretended to be calm and said, "I'm fine." 　　I comforted her, saying, "Don't take it too seriously. Maybe he really didn't want to come! We won't mind ." 　　She said softly, "You don't know, Siwen and I have broken up several times because of arguments. I 'm angry, but I really can't live without him because he's the person I truly love. I really can't bear to leave him." 　　She seemed to have hit the nail on the head. I felt the same way about Xiaoqing! 　　I hugged her and comforted her, letting her cry her heart out, like before. 　　I knew that Siwen was the only one in her heart, but I just couldn't stop caring about her. 　　Peirong pushed open the door and came in, pretending not to see me hugging Xiaoqing. Xiaoqing quickly pushed me away and wiped her tears. Peirong said, "Big Watermelon, go take a shower first! Otherwise, we'll both be fighting over it later." 　　I didn't know that Peirong was intentionally trying to get rid of me, so I said, "Okay! Then I'll go back first," leaving the two of them . 　　Pei Rong suggested to Xiao Qing, "We haven't seen each other in a long time, let's go for a walk!" 　　Walking under the open sky, Xiao Qing said to Pei Rong, "Don't misunderstand what happened earlier. I was just in a bad , and Xi Guang..." 　　Pei Rong stopped her, "I know, just tell me honestly, how do you feel about Xi Guang ?" 　　Xiao Qing said doubtfully, "I've always just considered him a good friend."

Pei-rong said, "So you didn't know he's liked you all along?"

Xiao-qing said in surprise, "Really? You're kidding! He likes me?" She even laughed.

Pei-rong said, "Are you really unaware or pretending not to know? You really didn't feel his efforts for you?"
Pei-rong continued, "Back in school, you often treated him like a gofer. You asked him to buy things or drive you
somewhere, and did he ever say 'no'? If he didn't like you, what man would be so submissive and let you
boss him around like that?" "

Xiaoqing said, "I asked him if it was too much trouble for him, and he always said it was his choice and
a small matter for him."

Peirong said, "Do you remember when you were busy dating and in love with senior Siwen,
you always asked him to do your part of the reports and assignments that our group had to submit? Do you know how unfair that was to him?
"

While you were happily going out to play and have fun with your senior, he had to look up a lot of information and type in the library.
After finishing his own part, he still had to do yours, often until the middle of the night. Sometimes he didn't even get any sleep
. Otherwise, how could you have your report neatly placed on your desk the next morning when you arrived at class? It's because he
likes you and has a crush on you that he won't refuse any of your requests. Do you know that?"

Xiaoqing said, "But...but...I asked him if it was too much trouble for him to do this every time? He always said it was just something he did on the side
! Besides, wasn't he only helping me with breakfast the next day?"

Peirong said, "Of course he'll make it sound easy to you, saying things like it was just something he did
on the side, it just happened to be a little bit, it's okay. Actually, he just wants you to feel better, not too guilty, that's why he said that. Asking
you breakfast is for the same reason. He wants you to misunderstand him, so you won't feel
bad about him, do you understand?"

Peirong said helplessly, "Xiaoqing, actually, I've wanted to hint at it to you several times, but he stopped
me. Do you remember when you accidentally got pregnant in your senior year of college? After you told him, he acted strangely for several days
. Didn't you notice?"

Xiaoqing said, "I was so nervous back then that I didn't know what to do, how could I have noticed him?" 　　Pei-rong looked at Hsiao-ching with a meaningful look: "So you probably don't know that the money you used for your abortion
was n't actually his own?" 　　Hsiao-ching said, "But he said it was his money!" 　　Pei-rong said, "He used all his money to buy a new motorcycle! And he had a fight with his family around that time , so he didn't dare go back to ask for money. In the end, he borrowed that money from some classmates. He was afraid that you would refuse his help if you found out, so he lied to you and said that the money was his own." 　　Hsiao-ching frowned and said, "I really didn't know any of this. If you hadn't told me now, I think I would still be in the dark." 　　Pei-rong continued, "Later, there was one..." "I went to the convenience store near the school late at night to buy something, and that's when I found out that he had been secretly working the night shift at the convenience store to pay off the money he borrowed. He worked there for two months before he finally paid it off, and he even told me not to tell you about it." 　　Xiaoqing said, "Why didn't he tell me?" 　　Peirong smiled bitterly and said, "Because he truly likes you and always thinks of you, not wanting you to worry ." 　　Xiaoqing sighed and said, "He's so stupid, so foolish!" 　　Peirong said, "Xiaoqing, do you remember what he said to you when you told Siwen you were pregnant?" 　　What? He said he couldn't come back and you had to figure it out yourself? Is that something a man should say? 　　His girlfriend's pregnancy isn't his responsibility? Did you get pregnant all by yourself? 　　Can't you see that Siwen is just running away from the facts and taking responsibility? 　　After you've resolved everything, he'll come back and easily reconcile with you in a few words. 　　Think about it, Xiguang isn't your boyfriend, and he didn't get you pregnant. Have you ever wondered why he would take on such a responsibility and go to such lengths to help and take care of you? 　　Xiaoqing shook her head in disbelief: "I only thought he considered me a good friend." 　　Peirong said, "But whenever you argue with Siwen, and you feel emotionally hurt, you turn to him for comfort, using his chest as your safe haven, letting him temporarily soothe and mend your damaged heart. Once you've healed, you set sail again to continue your adventures in the sea of love, and only think of him again when you're wounded once more." Don't you think this is a cruel thing to do to someone who likes and loves you? 　　Sometimes I'm even jealous of you, lucky enough to have someone who truly likes you, silently loving and watching over you . 　　I don't know whether to call you 'ignorant' or 'selfish'. 　　Honestly, I think he's still waiting for you. If you've never liked him from the beginning, perhaps you should talk to him openly. 　　If you feel that Xiguang is more suitable for you now, you should give him some response! Don't let him keep waiting foolishly. 　　I've said everything I need to say. You should think carefully about how to resolve things between you two. I'm going back now. 　　After turning around, Pei Rong pretended to be strong and raised her head, trying hard not to let the tears that were welling up in her eyes fall. She thought to herself , "Damn tears! I mustn't let them fall now and reveal the secret I've been hiding in my heart for so long. " 　　Xiao Qing called her from behind. Pei Rong turned around and said, "Is there anything else?" 　　Xiao Qing said with grateful eyes, "Pei Rong, thank you!" Pei Rong gave her a smile and then walked towards the parking lot. 　　After closing the car door, she wondered if her behavior could be considered "like a silkworm spinning silk until death, a candle burning until it's ash." 　　Letting the person she likes and loves be happy should be a kind of joy, but why does her heart only feel pain? 　　Right now, she just wants to lie on the steering wheel and have a good cry. 　　After ordering a cappuccino, Xiaoqing sat at the outdoor café, trying to calm her chaotic thoughts. She recalled her encounters with Siwen and Xiguang, the two most important men in her life. She really needed to make a decision! 　　But the handsome, passionate, and attractive Siwen, and the sincere and trustworthy Xiguang, both made it difficult for her.

She had to make a decision. If only one person could be her lover, and the other her confidant!

Why was fate so unfair, forcing her to make such a cruel decision?

After showering, I turned on the TV out of boredom. I heard the door open, and I thought it was Pei Rong returning
, but it was Xiao Qing who came in!

I asked her what was wrong. She said, "She just talked to Pei Rong about a lot of things she never knew."

I asked her, "What did she say?" She said with a sorrowful expression, "It's about you."

Now it was my turn to be nervous. What exactly did Pei Rong say to Xiao Qing? I nervously asked her, "
What did Pei Rong say?"

Xiao Qing said, "You don't need to hide it from me anymore. I already know everything you've done for me and everything you've done for me.
"

At that moment, I couldn't say anything to deny or refute her. I could only quietly wait for her answer.

Xiaoqing said, "I've thought about it for a long time, Xiguang. I'm very grateful for your kindness to me! But gratitude and love are not
the same thing. I didn't like you before, and I won't like you in the future, because in my heart there is only Siwen
. Even if he treats me badly, I still choose him. I think you should understand this feeling. You
deserve a better woman to love you and have you, but that person is definitely not me!

Don't waste your emotions on me anymore; it won't bring any returns!
I'm grateful for everything you've done for me, but I'm sorry, I can't repay you with feelings, so please forget me and let
yourself !" I'm sorry, Xiguang.

She walked out quietly, as if taking a part of my soul with her. I slumped weakly
on the edge of the bed, still unable to believe that these words really came from Xiaoqing's mouth!

The night deepened, and I stood on the small suspension bridge leading to "Puguang Temple." The cold night wind made the suspension bridge
sway .

In the distance, Glenn Free's soulful voice drifted over, deeply touching my broken heart. "

The one you love,

I know you need a friend. Some one
you can talk to who will understand which
at you're going through." when it comes
to love there's no easy way answeronly
you can say what you're gonna do

i ｈｅｒｄｄｄｄｄｅｅｅｅ
Number
said yo him
soon cryingisn't he the
one who made you ｂｌｅｅｗｅｅｅｅｅｅｅｍｍｍｍｒｔｅｏｅｅｅｅｅｅｅｅｅｅｍｅｍｍｒｔｔｏｅｅｎｅｇｈｔｅｅｅｅｅｍｒ

armsyou know how you've gotta make
up

（ｃｏｒｓ）
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back to the one you lovesomeone's go
nna cry when they know that may lose ｓsomeone
's ｏｎｎａｔａｎｋｔｅｅｔｅｅｏｅｓｓｅｎｎａｔａｎｋｔｅｔｔｅａｓｓａｅｅｅｅ　　　ｗａｔｔｏｏｏｎｎｅ say ｗｅｅｅｅhe ｃｏｅｓｏｖｅｒｔｅｅｅｅｅ no easy way to see this is the hroughhall the ｒｏｋｎｄｅｅｅｍａｌｌｄｄｄｉｅａｐｐｏｔｍｅｎｔｔｔｅgirl 　　，ｗａｔｔｅｏｏｏｎｎsaying it's just　not fairbut Still you've got to make　up your mind (back to chorus). 　　Like the song says (Will you stay in the arms of the one who loves you, or go back to the one you love? No matter your choice, there will always be someone who cries knowing they will lose you, and someone who will be grateful for the stars ' blessings). 　　I think I must be that person who cries! Eight years have passed. Unconsciously, eight years . 　　All the love hidden in my heart and all the sacrifices I made have ultimately come to nothing; nothing is left! 　　Pei Rong saw me leave the car and quickly followed. She asked, "Big Watermelon, what's wrong?" 　　I wiped away a tear and said, "Xiao Qing clearly rejected me just now." 　　Pei Rong said remorsefully, "It's all my fault for acting impulsively. I wanted to help you, but I didn't expect things to turn out like this . I'm sorry! It's all my fault." 　　I said, "I don't blame you! I was just deceiving myself. I was stubborn and wouldn't admit it until it was too late." Perhaps I should thank you for letting me see everything clearly and for making me realize how . 　　I placed my hands on the rope, shifting my position to lean against it for easier walking. My legs were starting to ache from standing there for so long. But Pei-rong misunderstood, thinking I was going to jump into the river to commit suicide. She yelled, "Big Watermelon , don't do anything stupid! It's not worth it!" 　　I chuckled to myself, thinking, "Her imagination is just too vivid!" 　　However, in my bad mood, I had a mischievous urge to tease her. So I casually said, "Everything's gone , Xiao-qing doesn't need me anymore. Looks like there's no point in me living!" I then pretended to grab the rope and step over.

Pei-rong cried out urgently, "Big Watermelon, no! Even though Xiao-qing doesn't want you, there are still people who need you.
Come down quickly, don't do anything foolish!"

I pulled out a line I'd learned in the drama club: "Liar! It's all a lie! Stop lying to me!
Don't worry about me!"

But Pei-rong said, "I'm not lying to you. Maybe Xiao-qing doesn't care about you, but at least you still have me! I...I...
I like you!" As she spoke, she even burst into tears, making me admire her acting skills, which were even better than mine
. It seemed like a huge loss not to have her join our university's drama club.

Later, seeing that she couldn't stop me, she said resolutely, "Fine! If you jump, I'll
jump !"

Seeing her determined look, my scalp started to tingle. The drop from the suspension bridge to the valley floor was about two hundred
meters. Good heavens! Below were jagged, jagged rocks. Even if I survived a jump, I'd likely
be crippled for life. The thought of dying like an Indian roti on a night market griddle sent a
chill down my spine.

Her words just now reminded me of a line from the movie "Titanic": "You
jump, I jump."

She really thought she was Kate Winslet, mistaking me for Leonardo
DiCaprio , which made me burst out laughing!

She then realized I'd been playing a trick on her the whole time, and angrily raised her hand in a chop: "You big watermelon! I was just trying to comfort
you, and you actually took it out on me! Do you have a death wish?"

I teased her: "Didn't you just say you liked me?" She said: "I... I just wanted to comfort you!
" You don't want to die? Then I'll help you. Women really can change their minds in an instant. Looking at her chasing me with gritted teeth
, it seemed like she really wanted to push me off the bridge. If I didn't run, I might really lose my life! All along the way
, shouts echoed: "You big watermelon, don't you dare run away!" "Help! You crazy woman for eighteen years!" "Don't let me
catch you, I'll definitely chop you up, you big watermelon...!"

After chasing her from the swaying suspension bridge to the Zhihui Bridge, I was really out of breath. I stopped playing, and in the dim
night, she didn't expect me to stop and bumped solidly into my chest. Afraid she would fall, I
wrapped my arms around her. She leaned against my chest, panting, resting.

We were so close we could feel each other's heartbeats. Why did her warm breath
have familiar scent?

I was sure I'd smelled it before, but I couldn't remember where. Where was it?

After a while, she gently pushed me away, leaning against the railing, seemingly lost in thought.

She suddenly spoke up, "Do you remember that time our class went on a night out to see a meteor shower? We
didn't see many meteors, but a lot of people came back with the flu?"

I said, "Yeah! That was really unforgettable! It's just a pity that such beautiful stars can only
be seen ."

Pei-Rong looked at the starry sky and said, "You're wrong. Actually, stars are always in the sky, but they are obscured by the sun's
light . When the sun sets and night falls, their faint twinkling light makes people notice their
existence. When the sun rises again, the stars disappear."

I praised her, "I didn't expect our young lady to know so much!"

She murmured to herself, "In your heart, Xiaoqing will always be the dazzling sun, while I'm just a dispensable
star."

I asked her, "What did you say last? I didn't hear you clearly. What sun, star?"

She snapped out of her daze and hurriedly said, "Nothing! It's getting late, we should go back!"

Pei Rong, deliberately walking behind, tried hard to remember this foolish man who had left such a deep impression on her.

At this moment, a light drizzle began to fall, and under the orange streetlights, she etched the man's silhouette into
the depths of her memory.

That night, heartbroken, I tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep,
enveloped by feelings of disappointment and self-destruction.

Pei Rong, who was still awake, spoke up, "You must be feeling really sad right now, right?"

I didn't feel like responding to her. After a while, seeing that I wasn't paying attention, she fell silent.

I thought she had fallen asleep, but then she suddenly pressed her warm, wet lips to mine. I was startled by her sudden
action!

I pushed her away a little with a bit of force. "What are you doing?" she said. "I just want to comfort you! This will make you feel
better!"

The last bit of reason in my mind wanted to say, "This isn't right." But she didn't give me a chance to speak. Then she
stopped me with her lips, as if no more words were needed at this moment, just follow your feelings.

Having lost my usual rationality, I only wanted to use physical release to escape the psychological pain.
I was easily led into the forbidden zone of desire by her.

Her lips fell on my body like fine raindrops. I untied her white bathrobe, and her full breasts
popped out. Her cheeks flushed with shyness. Her silky long hair fell beside her ears
, accentuating her beauty. Faced with her shy and gentle self at this moment, I felt confused, and I had an impulse to explore her and possess
her.

I savored her sweet lips, our tongues meeting in our mouths. One hand gently caressed her soft, white
breasts, while the other lightly stroked her thigh. She quietly enjoyed the pleasurable foreplay, occasionally letting out
soft moans like, "Oh...oh...so beautiful...oh."

When I kissed her pink nipple, she seemed to be jolted by an electric shock. I continued to gently caress her
breasts , and I felt her reaction was even more intense than before. It turned out that her nipple was her erogenous zone. I didn't rush to penetrate
, but only lightly teased her areola, causing her to moan in discomfort: "Oh...oh...it's so itchy...
no...oh...oh...there...it's so itchy...oh..."

My kisses were like unpredictable rain, sliding down her breasts to her flat stomach, then down to
her waist, then down to the inside of her thighs, gently teasing her sensitive nerves. "There...no...
oh...it's so itchy...oh...there...not there either...oh...oh..."

My warm hands covered her already wet and swollen mounds, not rushing to take off her panties, but simply...
I teased her along the slippery little crevices, sometimes with more force, sometimes with a slight rotation. She closed her eyes, enjoying
the waves of different stimulation. As she lost herself in pleasure, I gently removed her last defense,

revealing a small tuft of sparse pubic hair. She was now naked and perfectly presented before me. I slightly
parted her long legs, buried my head in her forbidden zone, and used my kisses and tongue to give her the most direct shock.

Unable to withstand the intense stimulation, she twisted her body from side to side, crying out, "Oh...no...
oh...I can't take it there...oh...oh...no..."

"Oh...there...too fast...oh...no...oh...slower...oh..."

My tongue gently brushed back and forth across her slightly everted labia minora, picking up strands of
love fluid . My lips lightly sucked on her swollen clitoris, which was throbbing with arousal. The sensitive clitoris endured the pleasure of being sucked and pulled. My tongue
slowly pushed into her vaginal opening, gently opening it again and again. The direct
touch of my tongue was intoxicating. This three-part torment made her grip the sheets tightly with both hands
, and her legs trembled and opened and closed involuntarily.

"Oh...it's so itchy...oh...I don't want it...oh...there...you can't do this..."

"My little hole can't take it...oh...no...it's too deep...it feels too good...oh..."

I took off the only pair of boxer shorts I was wearing, revealing my male symbol, which was already throbbing with veins and standing erect.
She said a little scaredly, "It seems to have grown a bit more!" I didn't hear the secret she was revealing in her words; all I
wanted was to possess her.

I let her ride on top of me, and she gently held my penis, slowly sitting down. My penis gradually entered
her little hole. At this moment, she slowly pushed my penis into her little hole, which was slowly stretched open by my penis. When it
was about halfway in, she grabbed my hand and said, "It hurts a little!" I then slowly thrust my penis, which was halfway in, in and out of her little hole
.

After a while, she felt it was time. She lowered her waist and pushed my penis all the way in. I then realized
that her vagina wasn't very long. She held my hands and gently began to thrust in and out. Her eyes were tightly closed, and she
kept moaning. She seemed to really enjoy the feeling.

"Mmm...mmm...so good...oh...it's hitting the spot...oh...mmm...your is so big...oh
..."

I held her waist with one hand and kneaded her soft breasts with the other, moving in rhythm with her. She started by
slowly thrusting up and down, gradually increasing the speed. To arouse her, I pulled her upper body down
so I could kiss her. We French kissed, and I occasionally kissed her sensitive earlobe.

I placed my hands on her waist and pressed her body down forcefully, gradually increasing the speed. She
began to feel overwhelmed. "Oh...so fast...oh...my pussy...can't take it...oh...oh..."

"Oh...slower...oh...too fast...please...oh...slower...oh..."
Her expression was almost pleading. I ignored her pleas, pressing her waist down forcefully
until my penis was fully inside her, then quickly pulling out, repeating this intense motion repeatedly. Soon, I
felt her vagina begin to tighten intensely. I thrust into her even faster, and she began to moan loudly:
"No...oh...oh...too fast...oh...oh..."

"I can't take it...oh...oh...I'm going to come...oh...oh...no...
I'm going to come..."

"Um...please...slower...I can't take it...oh...oh...oh...I'm going to come..."
She

clung to me tightly, and I felt her vagina suddenly spasm. She whispered in my ear, "Xiguang,
I really can't take it anymore! Ah~"

A surge of hot fluid rushed into her vagina; she had reached orgasm!

She lay on top of me, panting heavily, her vagina still contracting violently. I laid her
down penis from her vagina. It was covered in her translucent, slightly white, sticky vaginal fluid.
She turned her head away, embarrassed to look at her wanton creation. I forced my fluid-covered penis
into her mouth, making her lick it clean. A sense of conquest washed over me, making me even more excited.

I forcefully spread her slender legs, gently pressing my penis against the entrance of her vagina,
rubbing it , using her fluid to lubricate my hard glans, arousing her desire and bringing her to the peak of ecstasy.
Her love juices flowed like rainwater from outside the window, endlessly wetting even the pubic hair around her vulva.

I reinserted my penis into her vagina; her vagina, still contracting from her recent orgasm, felt
incredibly warm and wet!

This time, I thrust all the way in, the sensation of penetrating to the very bottom making her feel as if she were soaring to the heavens.

"Oh...so good...oh...your penis is so hard...oh...it feels so...good...oh
...oh..."

"Oh...it feels so thick...oh...don't stop...oh...so beautiful...oh..."

I rubbed her breasts while kissing her snow-white neck. Soon, her surging desire was
aroused again. I thrust vigorously into her tight, narrow vagina, spreading her snow-white legs wide, penetrating her at
an almost vertical angle. Each thrust brought the base of my penis to her pubic bone; she couldn't withstand
this intense stimulation!

"Oh...it's too deep...oh...no...my pussy...it hurts...oh...it hurts...
oh...ah..."

"It's too deep...oh...um...it feels so good...um...slower...oh...ah...I'm going to
die from pleasure...oh..."

"Ah...it's hitting...my cervix...ah...it's too stimulating...no...no...oh...
it's too deep..."

Seeing Pei Rong's reaction made me even more excited, and my penis thrust in and out of her pussy more forcefully
. Each thrust brought out thick love fluid from Pei Rong's vagina, but the love fluid in her tender pussy seemed inexhaustible
.

"Oh...too fast...oh...my pussy...oh...it's about to be overwhelmed...no more...oh
..."

"Mmm...mmm...please...slow down...I...mmm...can't take it...oh..."
"Oh...don't thrust anymore...I'm so close to climaxing...oh...it feels so good...oh...you're so naughty...
"

"You're killing me...oh...no...I'm about to come...oh...oh...I can't take it anymore
...I can't take it anymore..."

I said, "Peirong, I can't take it anymore either...your pussy...is so tight...oh...I
can't take it ..."

Peirong hugged me tightly and said, "Oh...it's a safe period today...you can cum inside...oh...hurry
...I'm going to come too..."

I groaned, "Peirong...I'm going to cum...I'm going to fill your pussy with my semen...ah...
"

"Xiguang...I can't take it anymore...Oh...Oh...I'm going to lose it...Oh...Oh...I'm going to lose it...I
'm going to lose it...Ah~ah!"

Pei Rong's legs were wrapped around my waist. At the crucial moment, I thrust hard, and she finally reached her second
orgasm. I ejaculated my thick, hot semen into Pei Rong's violently contracting vagina in waves,
making her cry out in waves. We were exhausted and intertwined like this, with only the drizzle outside the window continuing
to fall...

Early in the morning, I woke up to the sounds of birdsong and flowing water. Yesterday's fatigue was completely swept away, and I felt so
relaxed .

Seeing Pei Rong sleeping soundly beside me, I remembered last night...Ah! God! How could this be?

How could I have been so foolish as to have a relationship with Pei Rong, my classmate of four years? I crossed the line of friendship.
How ?

A bunch of questions and regrets made my good mood in the morning sink to the bottom.

Seeing that it was almost time to leave, I knocked on Xiaoqing's door. After a long while, there was still no response. I
opened the door and went in. The room was empty except for a note pasted on the dressing mirror: "By the time you see this note
, I will have already called Siwen to pick me up. I am sorry for hurting you. I hope you can accept my deepest blessings
. Xiaoqing."

After reading her note, I felt a sense of relief. After all, it was all one-sided from beginning to end, and
I couldn't blame anyone else.

Peirong also got up and came over to see what was wrong. I quickly showed her the note and said that Xiaoqing had already been taken
back by Siwen.

I asked her, "What should we do now that it's just the two of us? Should we go back?"

Peirong said, "Since we're already here, why don't we just continue with the itinerary?"

I said, "Okay! It seems that's the only way!"

But I was still thinking about the foolish thing I did last night. Why could Peirong act as if
nothing ?

After having breakfast at the activity center, Pei-Rong bought a bag of pigeon feed before leaving.
She fed the pigeons in the open space of the activity center. In the fresh morning air, she squatted on the ground, scattering feed all over the ground and holding a handful of feed in
her hand for the pigeons to peck at. A large flock of pigeons surrounded her, and she was as happy as a little girl, completely different from the impression she had given me
for . Afterwards, we went for a walk in the "Plum Garden". There
was a large area of blooming plum blossoms, some pink and some white, and many small green plums on the branches. Pei-Rong happily shuttled among the flowers and asked me
to take pictures of her. Even when we were in school, I had never seen such a pure side of her.

Once in the car, I couldn't help but speak first, overcome by my conscience: "Last night was really my fault. I
apologize, and I'll take responsibility."

She stared blankly ahead, saying in a nonchalant tone, "We're both adults. Just treat last night's
encounter as an accident. Don't feel obligated to take responsibility for me, or I'll hate you for the rest of my life
. If everyone thought like you, that sleeping together means taking responsibility, then where
would be?"

I could only awkwardly say, "Oh!" I was also surprised that her thinking had changed so much in four years
!

She'd been with so many men! My guilt lessened considerably, and I felt much better.

Perhaps because she'd opened up, I felt less pressure and guilt towards her than before.

We arrived at "Wenshan Hot Springs," and after walking down a long flight of stairs to reach the hot spring at the bottom of the valley,
I was already sweating profusely without even soaking.

Having changed into my swimming trunks, Pei-Rong and I, now in our swimsuits, sat by the pool enjoying the morning hot spring. Because it was so early
, there weren't many people there, just a few elderly men and women. Looking up at the vast, lush forest, with the babbling river beside us, it
really lifted my spirits.

I tried to speak naturally: "When did you start growing your hair long? I remember you always used to
have short hair, didn't you?"

I tentatively asked, "You wouldn't be growing your hair long for someone special, would you?"

She quickly denied it, saying, "No way! Don't guess!" and closed her eyes, ignoring me.

I noticed quite a few men stealing glances at her from time to time. Was she really that special?

While she was soaking in the hot spring with her eyes closed, I secretly observed her from the side. Her long hair had probably been thinned out
; it was even blacker and smoother than it had been in college. She had long, curled eyelashes, expressive eyes, a delicate, pointed nose,
full , sexy, slightly upturned lips, and fair, supple skin. Her blue swimsuit tightly hugged her
breasts, which were probably a 32C. By most standards, she had a very standard figure. Her slender, well-proportioned, fair legs were
flawless. In terms of appearance, she was definitely a beauty, even though she wasn't very tall.

Actually, she wasn't bad-looking, but before, I was only focused on Xiaoqing's beautiful image and hadn't paid much attention to her ,
the ghost behind me.

I never expected that she would change so much in four years!

As if sensing my gaze, she slowly opened her eyes and asked, "Is there something on my face?"

I quickly said, "No!" and guiltily turned my head away.

After we finished soaking and changed into clean clothes, I held her hand, worried she might slip, and
led . She had changed into something light: a low-cut white spaghetti strap top, blue jeans,
and a large towel draped over her shoulders for warmth. Because the steps were a bit narrow and people kept coming down, we could only go one at a time.
The climb up the stairs was easy to come down but difficult to climb up because the steps were long. I had to keep looking back to see if she could make it to the top.
One time, when I looked back, I accidentally peeked into her low-cut neckline and caught a glimpse of her half-bra and
her full breasts. I saw it clearly. Even though I had seen every inch of her skin the night before, I still felt
embarrassed, and my face flushed. When we got to the car, she asked me with concern, "What's
wrong ? Your face is so red. Do you want the air conditioning on?"

I awkwardly replied, "Sure! It's really hot after climbing all this way.

I'll definitely turn on the air conditioning." If she saw what I was thinking, I think she would kick me off the mountainside.

While I was driving, she took out a bottle of essential oil from her bag to moisturize her dry skin. While
driving, I was still thinking about our passionate moments the night before. When the familiar rose scent wafted into
my mind, I suddenly remembered where I had smelled this scent before! It was in my dream on graduation day that this discovery struck
me like a bolt of lightning!

Why did she have the same
mole on her chest last night, just like the woman in my dream?

Could it all not be… a dream?! Could it be real?! Then… wasn't I really with her that night at graduation…
?

As the car was leaving Taroko National Park, I saw a bridge over a river with a translucent, sapphire-
blue hue. Pei-rong said she wanted to go swimming, so I stopped. Although the sun was blazing overhead
, the icy water made me shiver within ten minutes.

Pei-rong, with her long, flowing hair, was intently picking up her favorite pebbles in the shimmering reflection of the water
. She looked happy, but I didn't feel the same way. I couldn't believe it.
I kept thinking about why she wanted to sleep with me that night at graduation.

Did she like me then? Impossible! I didn't feel anything! Besides, she knows I like
Xiaoqing, right?

Near Hualien, there were many rapeseed fields, a vast sea of yellow flowers. Peirong happily pulled me
along, wanting us to take some beautiful photos.

Entering the city, we also tried the famous Hualien wontons and Zengji mochi.

As dusk approached, we found a guesthouse near Qixingtan to drop off our luggage.

We went to a restaurant facing the sea and ordered charcoal-grilled lamb chops, enjoying a sumptuous dinner. After dinner, there was a plate of
goat milk cheesecake and goat milk coffee. The romantic lighting reflecting the afterglow of the sunset felt so wonderful!

After dinner, Peirong wanted me to accompany her for a walk on the beach covered with seashells.

In that romantic atmosphere, we naturally and without reason took hands, exchanged knowing
smiles, and silently let our heartbeats communicate in our palms until the fiery sunset
reluctantly sank below the horizon. Pei-rong and I sat on the stone steps, talking until the dark night quietly rose into the sky. I took off
my coat and covered both of our heads, and we huddled together, watching the glittering stars, accompanied by
the gentle sound of the waves. From under the coat, her silvery laughter and my hearty laughter could be heard from time to time. On a whim, we even started
making sausages from a roadside vendor. She initially said she didn't know how, so I demonstrated for her. After a few
rounds, I was dumbfounded watching! In the end, we won decisively, each carrying two sausages as we walked back to the guesthouse. I deliberately kept my distance

from her . 　　She found it strange and asked me what was wrong. I said, "The way you were cracking sausages just now was so fierce, even I, a grown man was scared." 　　I even imitated her movements—rolling up her sleeves and shouting—to show her, "Eighteen!" 　　Because she had two hands holding sausages, she couldn't hit me with her free hands, so she could only chase after me, trying to kick me while yelling, "How dare you make fun of me!" 　　But girls are slower, and she couldn't catch me. I kept shouting, "Your legs are so long! So long that I can't catch you." 　　She got angry and stopped talking, giving up on chasing me. I thought she was really angry, so I went to her side to apologize , but she suddenly kicked me. She laughed happily, "Ha! Ha! Ha! Silly melon, I tricked you! You're so stupid!" 　　I was thinking about how to punish her, but then, out of nowhere, I kissed her right there! About five seconds later, I reluctantly pulled away from her lips. Her face was flushed, and she looked bewildered, clearly still in shock. 　　I was also surprised at myself for having such an out-of-place action. 　　I wrapped my arms tightly around her, making it impossible for her to escape or break free. 　　I asked her gently, "You were the one who brought me home the night of graduation, weren't you?" 　　She replied hesitantly, a little guilty. "No!" I continued. " 　　Then who was it that said on the suspension bridge last night, 'She likes me'?" 　　She protested, "I was just trying to comfort you in a moment of panic, so 　　I just blurted it out." Then who was it that said last night, "In your heart, Xiaoqing will always be the dazzling sun, while I'm just a dispensable star"? 　　She hadn't expected me to hear that so clearly. She turned her head away guiltily, unable to meet my eyes . 　　I continued, "And that passionate, unrestrained woman on graduation night, that must have been you, right?" 　　She said, "No!" I said, "Don't lie to me. I remember your special scent and that sexy mole on your left breast ." 　　I felt her body tremble. She slowly turned her head and said, "Now that you know, I don't need to hide it anymore !" 　　She broke free from my hands and turned her back to me, saying, "That's because I used to hate you. Why did you only ever have eyes for Xiaoqing and completely ignore me? This made me, who had always been pampered since childhood, feel very uncomfortable. But... but seeing everything you did for Xiaoqing, I was unknowingly moved by you. Although I often said I hated you and deliberately went against you, I had already fallen hopelessly in love with you. I often thought that if a man could treat me like that, I would definitely throw myself into his arms without hesitation. I like the time I spend with you, so I would find excuses to see you and talk to you when you were working."

On graduation night, you said you were going to confess to Xiaoqing. I was heartbroken, so I drank a few more glasses. Later,
seeing you were drunk, I called a taxi to take you back to your place because I was worried about you, so I stayed
there to take care of you.

Although I knew you liked Xiaoqing, I still liked you. That night, I was probably drunk too,
and thinking that would never see you again, I impulsively wanted to create a beautiful memory, and that's why I couldn't help but
have sex with you.

Now you know everything, laugh if you want! But none of that matters anymore, because I don't
like !

After saying that, she walked back to the car with a shameful and hurt expression. The rain gradually intensified, and I followed
her .

Hearing a girl say that she once liked you so much felt strange! For a moment, I didn't know what to say
to comfort her.

But why did I start to care about what she said: "Because I don't like you anymore!"

The rain continued to pour all night, making even going shopping seem like a hassle. I could only pass
the time by flipping through TV channels.

Pei Rong had already snuggled into her warm bed, and I could tell she was deliberately ignoring me.

The awkward situation we'd just experienced made it impossible for either of us to fall asleep.

The next morning, I woke up and drew back the curtains of the French windows. The heavy rain of the previous night was gone, leaving only
a light drizzle.

I realized Pei Rong was gone. I frantically searched for her, and finally
found her on the stone steps by the sea the night before. Seeing her wrapped in a coat, hugging her knees, and gazing at the sea, I felt a strange urge to protect and
care for her.

I was startled by this thought. Had I

fallen for her? Or was it because we had been intimate that I felt a sense of responsibility towards her? I
couldn't figure it out myself.

I kindly asked her, "Why did you come here so early? It's still raining; you'll catch a cold."

She ignored me, got up, and said, "I want to go back."

She seemed still angry. A woman's heart is unfathomable; I couldn't fathom what she was thinking. What was she angry about?

After checking out of the hotel, we were on our way home. The early morning drive and the winding mountain roads had exhausted her
, and she fell asleep in the front seat next to me. Watching her sleep peacefully, I felt a sense of contentment!

As we drove, the stuffy air in the car and the blurry visibility from the rain made me feel sleepy too.

I remembered she had some energizing oil in her purse, so I drove with one hand and
rummaged through her purse with the other. I couldn't find the oil, but instead felt something furry. What was she carrying in her purse
?

I pulled the furry thing out and saw it was
the little white rabbit I had casually given her at the last class reunion. I hadn't expected her to value it so much, still carrying it with her!

I had just given it to her on a whim, intending to get her away; it was just a cheap little plush toy, and she…
…Now, I felt a mix of emotions. I was touched; she's such a silly girl! But I also felt a little
guilty!

If she doesn't like me anymore, why would she still carry the things I gave her?

The only explanation I could think of was, "She still likes me!"

In that instant, I realized she had lied to me yesterday!

I don't know how much time passed, but as the car approached my place, Pei-Rong woke up. We let
time slip away in silence. Before getting out of the car, I said to her, "Thank you! Goodbye! Take care on your journey
!" But she still didn't intend to say anything. Oh well, saying anything now would be superfluous. Exhausted, I
just wanted to get a good night's sleep. After closing the car door, I left without looking back. I could see that her expression
held a hint of sadness
and reluctance. I suddenly had a feeling: "Perhaps many loves in life are lost because of this inexplicable restraint. Maybe imperfect love, with its regrets, is more unforgettable and etched in our memories
!" Oh no! I forgot to tell her about that. I don't think she'll find out so soon!

An hour later, she called me in a very bad tone, asking, "Where's my little bunny I put in my bag?
"

I hadn't expected her to find it. I told her, "I didn't take it."

She angrily said, "Liar! I saw it before I came back from Hualien. You must have taken it."

She said, a little angry and sad, "You gave it to me, so it's mine. I don't care, you have to give it back
! I'm coming to get it right now!"

I told her, "It's really not with me, I swear."

She actually burst into tears, "How could you do this? That one was so cute, and you gave it to me!"

On the other end of the phone, I actually thought she was cuter than that little bunny!

I never imagined a 23-year-old woman would cry her heart out over a small stuffed animal.

She kept cursing at me on the other end of the phone, and then she even hung up on me in anger.

Suddenly, I thought she was so cute and innocent, and without realizing it, I even had the
urge .

A few days later was Valentine's Day. I asked a classmate for her address beforehand, drove to her place, and rang
the doorbell. When she got out and saw me, she looked a little happy but also a little angry, saying, "You big watermelon,
you lied to me the other day!"

I said, "What now?" She said angrily, "You clearly put it in the glove compartment!"
I said, "It's good that you found it!" She said, puzzled, "But why is there another one next to it?"

Sigh! Sigh! I...I...I just felt sorry for that one, so I found another one to keep it company, so it wouldn't have to spend Valentine's Day all
alone.

She probably understood my intention!

She smiled smugly and said, "Are you implying that you'll probably spend Valentine's Day all alone and
want me to spend it with you?"

Although that was what I really meant, I still wanted to tease her!

I pretended to be clueless and said, "I think you're hinting at something, aren't you?"

She angrily replied, "No way! You clearly want me to be with you, that's what you're thinking!"

She confidently said, "I know you've fallen for me."

I denied it, saying, "I haven't fallen for you at all."

She said coquettishly, "Anyway, you're a guy, it won't kill you to admit it once in a while, right?"

I said shamelessly, "Why should I admit it?"

She said angrily, "Why won't you admit that you've unknowingly fallen for me?"

I said, "Why should I admit that I've unknowingly fallen for you?" She was so anxious that she almost cried, saying
, "You...you...why won't you admit it...you..."

After a while, she finally understood my hidden meaning, and she laughed happily, "You admitted it! You
finally admitted it!"

I pretended to be unwilling and said, "Okay! Okay! Xiao Rong, I admit that I've fallen for you."
To satisfy her girlish vanity.

She asked me with some doubt and uncertainty, "But are you sure you like me and not Xiaoqing?"
In the days since, I've thought about it seriously: "Sometimes, loving someone you can't have for a long time, that
love has already changed, turning into a stubborn and unwilling-to-give-up mentality."

I also know I was just rejected by Xiaoqing, so I can't be sure if I truly like you, or
if I'm just seeking temporary comfort in you. That's why I couldn't give you an answer that day in Hualien, because it
wouldn't be fair to you or me! I didn't want to hurt you because of a momentary impulse or sense of responsibility.

Later, I realized: [Instead of pursuing an unattainable illusion, it's better to grasp the real happiness around me.]
Undeniably, after spending these past few days together, I'm not without feelings for you. Your innocence, your spoiled nature,
your shyness, your persistence, your gentleness, your willfulness, your cuteness—all of these things confuse me and make me want
to understand you. I've even thought about you often these past few days.

And if I said I've completely forgotten Xiaoqing, you wouldn't believe me, so I hope you can give
me some time!

She looked at me in disbelief, her eyes filled with understanding and emotion. She nestled into my arms and gave
me a deep kiss.

I sighed and said, "Sigh... actually, there's no other way but to stay with you."

She asked me, puzzled, "Why?"

I said, "Because on the night of our graduation four years ago, I was drugged and raped by you after drinking."

She said nervously, "Hey! Don't go around telling everyone! I still have a reputation to uphold!"

Two blushes rose on her face as she said, "Because...because that was my first time!"

I asked her happily, "So, how many times was that last time?"

She made a face, stuck out her tongue, and said, "Why do you guys always care so much about this kind of thing? I'm not telling you !" " I'm telling
you!"

I shouted loudly into the street, "Everyone! Please be the judge! Four years ago, on the night of graduation
, I was drunk and..."

She didn't expect me to resort to such a tactic, and quickly covered my mouth, saying, "Fine! Fine! You win! I'll tell
you!"

As if deliberately trying to annoy me, she said, "The hundredth time!"

I shouted loudly into the street again, "Everyone! Please be the judge! Four years ago, on the night of graduation
, I was drunk and..."

She quickly covered my mouth again, saying, "Fine! Fine! Fine! I'm scared of you, this is the hundredth time!"

"Everyone! Judge this! Four years ago, one night, after drinking, I was…"

"Alright! I'll tell you the truth, it was the second time. Are you happy now?! If you dare tell anyone, I'll chop you up
like a watermelon."

I said, "Then I won't say anything. I'll write down the exciting, spicy, thrilling, and emotional
story of and put it online."

She said, slightly angry, "You damn watermelon, you dare!"

I said, "Of course I wouldn't dare." ………………………………………………… Ha! Ha
! Ha! Yeah, right!

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