Desire Program (Part 3)

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"Besides..." a voice came through the receiver again, "We haven't had a proper chat in ages, so please, just give me some face!"

I figured I had no reason to refuse. After asking Xiaolin for the meeting place, I quickly packed up and left the research lab.

Before leaving, I made sure to lock Chen Yizhi's diary in my personal drawer. It was a very important document for me, and I didn't want to lose it.

The hotel Xiaolin mentioned was on Xinzhongxiao East Road. Although it was on a main road, it still took me some time to find it. To be honest, if Xiaolin hadn't been so certain that such a hotel existed, I wouldn't have believed it.

"This place is really inconspicuous!" I said bluntly after finding Xiaolin. "It took me quite a while just to find this place!"

Xiaolin laughed. "This place only serves regular customers and doesn't usually advertise."

"No wonder! When I saw the storefront, I thought it was a construction site!"

I pointed to the whiskey in the bartender's cabinet.

"It's not that exaggerated!" Kobayashi picked up his glass and downed the drink in one gulp.

"However, you're right about some things." Kobayashi wiped the remaining liquid from his lips: "This place does have a kind of abandoned feeling, like a construction site."

"Then why don't you just go drink in ruins?" I laughed.

Kobayashi shook his head: "This is different." He said, "The atmosphere here is more like ruins than ruins themselves. I like this desolate feeling in a bustling city."

I was a little surprised! This wasn't like the Kobayashi who usually flirted with his research assistants in the lab. The affair Kobayashi had with that unknown woman this evening was now resurfacing.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Kobayashi probably noticed my reaction.

"Nothing, I just think your behavior right now is a little different from usual."

"Really?" Kobayashi chuckled dryly: "People have many sides."

"Oh yeah! Then I hope you show this side of yourself more often when you're doing research." I took the drink the bartender handed me.

"You son of a bitch!" Kobayashi raised his hand and gestured towards the bartender with the empty glass on the table.

"I call it 'relaxing at work and being serious at leisure'!" Kobayashi said.

"Relaxation and seriousness seem like opposites, don't they?" I said.

"Fool, sometimes you have to think about things from a different perspective to understand the fun in life." Kobayashi picked up the bartender's newly replenished drink: "Enough talk, let's drink!"

"Whatever, it's your freedom, but what about your work tomorrow..."

"You don't need to worry about my work. When have I ever messed up?" Kobayashi's tone was full of confidence, but he really had never messed up. I guess that's what you call a genius!

"What time is it now?" Kobayashi asked.

"Don't you have a watch? You know I never wear one."

"Then what time is it?"

"I don't know." I answered blankly. "But I can ask someone else." I quickly added.

"Forget it, what good does knowing the time do? Let's drink!" Xiaolin raised his glass. "I'll toast you."

I smiled and raised my glass. "Don't drink it all! Just relax."

Xiaolin nodded.

"Let's talk about that pervert of yours!" Xiaolin put down his glass and asked with a smile.

"I don't know why, but I always feel like he's not like what you described." I still couldn't agree with Xiaolin's opinion of Chen Yizhi.

"Really?" Xiaolin took a sip of his drink. "Why?"

"I don't know!" I shrugged. "I always feel like he's just a very simple guy."

"If that kind of person isn't a pervert, then what is?" Xiaolin pushed up his glasses. "The simpler a person is, the more troublesome they are, isn't that right?"

"I think it's a matter of sampling." I said.

"Do you like to define everything so rigorously?" Xiaolin said, leaning closer. I felt like he was challenging me.

I was a little angry. Although Xiaolin was my classmate and good friend, he was still teasing me.

"Do you like to categorize everything arbitrarily?" I replied.

Instead of backing away as I expected, Kobayashi moved even closer, and I could already smell the alcohol emanating from his nose.

"You're angry!" Kobayashi said with a smile, a smile that I had to admit made me very uncomfortable.

"Right? You're angry," he repeated, and at the same time, I felt his hand on my thigh. I immediately brushed his hand away and pushed him away.

"What are you doing?" My anger was filled with repulsion and fury, because I felt as if Kobayashi was seducing me.

"I didn't do anything: would I do anything to you?" Kobayashi laughed loudly.

"But your reaction is quite funny, like those women who desperately tried to protect their chastity back then. I'm wondering if I should give you a memorial arch."

"You think it's funny, don't you?" I suppressed my anger. "You bastard!"

"Okay, okay, don't be angry! It was just a joke, why take it so seriously!"

Kobayashi said, but I didn't think it was an apology; I felt it was just an excuse.

"Okay! I was wrong, okay? Don't hold it against me! We've been friends for so long." Kobayashi seemed a little nervous as he said this.

"I won't hold it against you."

I said coldly, "But there's a limit to joking. You son of a bitch, if you don't understand the consequences of jokes, you'll pay the price someday."

I said all this in one breath, and Kobayashi, like a schoolchild who had made a mistake, lowered his head and let the teacher scold him.

"Alright, you've said enough!" Kobayashi chimed in immediately after I finished speaking. "Come on, let's drink and dissolve this unpleasantness in the alcohol!" He raised his glass.

What could I say then? I raised my glass in return. A man should have some magnanimity, especially with his friend.

"However!" Kobayashi said after finishing his drink, "I feel that your reaction just now seemed to carry more fear than anger. Am I wrong?" Kobayashi looked at me meaningfully.

I didn't answer immediately because I needed to think. Maybe Kobayashi was right; I was afraid. Maybe I was afraid of the feeling of being gay! Ever since I learned that people are born with bisexual tendencies, I've been worried about becoming gay. No matter how much society progresses, no matter how accepting of homosexuality becomes, I just can't accept the image of two men (especially men) having sex. I can't imagine what it would be like for two penises to fight each other. I didn't answer immediately because I needed to think about it. Maybe Kobayashi was right; I was afraid, maybe I was afraid of the feeling of being gay! Ever since I learned that people are born with bisexual tendencies, I've been worried about becoming gay. No matter how much society progresses, no matter how accepting of homosexuality becomes, I just can't accept the image of two men (especially men) having sex. I can't imagine what it would be like for two penises to fight each other.

"Forget it, don't take it so seriously. I don't necessarily need your answer," Kobayashi said. His words got me out of the predicament; I really didn't want to answer his question.

"I think I should talk to Chen Yizhi," I tried to change the subject.

"Is it necessary?" Kobayashi looked somewhat puzzled.

"Of course," I said, "it might help my research." "

It's certainly better to do it this way, but..." Kobayashi suddenly stopped.

"But what?"

"I'm afraid you'll be influenced," Kobayashi said.

"Don't worry, my stance will be very objective," I said with a smile.

"That's good, after all, we're researchers, not judges."

"I know," I said, raising my glass.

Back home, it was already past 1 a.m. After drinking some wine, I couldn't sleep. I turned on the TV, randomly flipping through channels, until finally, my eyes landed on the news channel.

Another news report about a woman being raped and murdered; this was the sixth case this month.

"This is the sixth rape and murder case this month. Mayor Chen Huoyuan has expressed serious concern about this case and has ordered Police Chief Hu Zhixiang to solve it within a specified time..." the female anchor on the screen said solemnly.

The upper right corner of the screen displayed a photo of the victim before her death, her delicate face seemingly unaware of the world's dangers. Below it was a chilling headline: "Wolves Rampage, Woman's Horrified Death." Such a document was truly shocking!

"It is understood that the deceased had traveled with a man surnamed Lin before her death. Police hope that this man will come forward to explain the case..." The man

surnamed Lin: "I don't know why, but I immediately thought of Xiao Lin. But Xiao Lin wouldn't get himself into this kind of trouble, would he?" I laughed. It was just a coincidence; I actually took it seriously! Really.

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