My Ambiguous Mother-in-Law Experience

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After dropping Chuchu off at school, I drove back. The distance wasn't long, and in a great mood, I drove briskly. Just as I was approaching Runzhou, my phone rang. I saw it was my mother-in-law, Shi Youlan's, cell phone.

I figured she was probably telling me about her coming next week, so I grabbed it and said, "Mom, when are you sure you're coming?"

"I've already arrived!"

My mother-in-law's voice was very calm, which startled me.

"You're already here? Just arrived?"

My mind raced. I thought she wouldn't be back until next Wednesday or Thursday, and she's already here. I haven't even tidied up my room yet. I don't think I have anything shameful displayed there. I think I don't. Condoms, pornographic DVDs, and things like that are still in the drawer. Thank goodness.

"I just arrived, it's been two or three hours. I just wanted to ask if you were coming home for dinner. I made dumplings, but if you're busy, it's okay."

"No, I'll eat at home. If you're here, I'll definitely eat at home. Mom, I'm driving now, almost at Runzhou. Eat if you're hungry."

"Almost there, I'll wait a bit."

My mother-in-law's gentle voice always gave me the feeling of a real mother.

"Okay, I'll be there as soon as possible."

"Don't rush, drive slowly, no hurry. Sigh, Xiaobin, bring a can of oil on your way back, I see we're almost out."

"Okay, Mom, you watch TV first, I'll be right back." After hanging up, I had an indescribable feeling.

I really liked my mother-in-law's gentleness and kindness, but she was, after all, my mother-in-law. With her here, things became less convenient for me. It would be unlikely that I could go out with Xi Wanzhu or even invite Zhu Ying over anymore, and I had never dared to ask her how long her studies would take.

Oh well, I had to accept reality. However, with my mother-in-law here, meals at home are probably better than when I'm not home. Her cooking is quite to my liking, and thinking about it, I couldn't help but swallow. I thought to myself: I'm really useless.

I rushed to the supermarket next to the Seine Riverside neighborhood and bought a huge pile of seasonings, as well as some of my mother-in-law's favorite snacks. I opened the door and put the things down on the floor.

"Mom, I'm home."

At that moment, it felt really good.

"You're back."

As she spoke, my mother-in-law came out from the inner room. I saw that she had already taken a shower and was drying her hair with a towel, wearing a floral plaid pajama set, which looked quite nice.

"Why did you buy so much?"

"Oh, I didn't know you were coming today. It's been so long since I've cooked at home, so I definitely don't have everything I need. I had to get everything ready, otherwise it would affect your cooking."

I carried the things into the kitchen.

"You young people, you don't treat home like home at all. You don't eat at home for days, and this is... Of course, you're a bit special, you're quite busy."

My mother-in-law probably thought her daughter wasn't home either. She took a breath and asked, "You really don't want to cook for yourself?" I went along with it, "Actually, to be honest, I'm just lazy, I'll make do if I can." "That's true, it's not easy to cook for one person. Okay, I'm here, so don't worry about meals. My daughter isn't here, so I'll take care of your meals."

She smiled kindly.

"That's great, I love Mom's cooking."

"You're just being sweet."

She turned and went back to the living room.

I suddenly remembered why she came so early: "Mom, why are you here today? Didn't you say the training wouldn't start until Thursday?"

"Yeah, a couple of days ago, my high school classmates contacted me about a reunion. They said it was to celebrate our former high school homeroom teacher's 80th birthday, and it was being held at New Era University. I felt bad refusing, so I came. I figured I'd stay until the training starts, which is only three or four days in between."

I suddenly realized: "What did you have for lunch?"

"Lunch... well, it was just a class reunion. The guys drank quite a bit, and we had some drinks and food, and chatted."

"It must have been quite a lively atmosphere to see old classmates after so many years?"

"Oh, it wasn't that interesting. It's not like we haven't seen each other for years since graduation. We've seen each other quite frequently these past few years. Besides, we're all over fifty, what's there to see each other about?" "

Fifty is different now than before. Living conditions are better now, everyone looks younger. Mom, look at your skin, it's still so good, and you have such a great presence."

I almost said you still have a certain charm, but thankfully I held back.

"Don't talk nonsense. 'Elegance,' my foot! I don't even dare look in the mirror. Men look younger. Some of my classmates look the same year after year, they don't seem to age much... except some of them are already grandparents, and they still make these risqué jokes."

She even seemed embarrassed as she said this, as if she were the one being joked about.

"Mom, you must have been the school beauty back then, with lots of guys chasing after you, right?" I flattered her.

My mother-in-law glanced at me, a smug look still playing on her lips: "Definitely not the school beauty, but I did have guys chasing after me.

But we were much more conservative back then than now. At most, they'd give me a ballpoint pen or a fountain pen, and I wouldn't dare accept it... Go change your clothes, I'm going to make dumplings."

After changing, I sat on the sofa and looked around. My mother-in-law had clearly tidied up the house that afternoon; it looked much neater and cleaner.

My mother-in-law brought out the dumplings, and I said, "You've tidied up the whole house." "I was sitting here this afternoon with nothing to do, so I just tidied up a bit." "Can't you take a break? You're so tired."

"I could stand it, though, but this stuff is scattered everywhere." "I was thinking you'd be coming in a few days, so I didn't tidy up... I'm just lazy." I have a spirit of self-criticism.

I took a bite of a dumpling; it was filled with cabbage and pork, and it was really delicious: "So good... Mom, these are dumplings to welcome guests and noodles to see them off!"

My mother-in-law took off her apron, sat opposite me, and said with a smile, "What welcoming guests? I'm making dumplings to welcome myself!"

I laughed too, stood up, and took a bottle of wine from the sideboard: "Mom, want to have a drink tonight?" "You're drinking again?"

She doesn't usually drink, but I know she can hold her liquor.

"Dumplings and wine, the more you drink, the better! Besides, isn't this a welcome dinner for you?" "Hmm... then I'll have a drink too. I didn't drink at noon; I can't drink in front of them." What she said made sense; once a woman drinks, a man will try to persuade her to.

I filled her glass and said, "A warm welcome to my humble abode, Mom, for your guidance." My mother-in-law smiled, her crow's feet at the corners of her eyes looking beautiful.

Suddenly, a strange feeling washed over me. Seeing her kind face, fair skin, and slightly wrinkled neck, my gaze followed downwards to her full breasts. If… Oh my god! Reason immediately jolted me back to reality.

Oh my god! This is insane. God, forgive me!

But the thought didn't disappear. I felt her reach for food, her hair damp. All of this had a "maternal glow," and my heart fluttered. Oh my god, I don't know what's wrong with me!

"What are you thinking about? You're drinking!"

My mother-in-law looked at me strangely.

I quickly took a sip of wine to compose myself. "I was thinking about something."

"How's it?"

Her concern had a tremendous impact on me.

"Delicious!"

I raised my glass. "Mom, let me toast you."

We chatted and drank. She said she hadn't had any alcohol in a long time, and I said she'd been working hard lately and needed to relax.

I asked about her father-in-law's condition, and she said he was much better and could walk without problems. I asked if Aunt Ma was alright living alone. She said she had her nephew, Cao Xiaoliang, stay with her at night and attend his job during the day, so it should be fine.

I said her follow-up appointment was coming up soon. She said it should be early September, but she had classes in early September and would come to Runzhou for the appointment in mid-to-late August. I said okay, I'll contact the hospital then. She said thank you for your trouble. I said, what are you saying? Isn't this what I should do? She said she thanked me on behalf of her father. We then had another drink.

I noticed that after a few drinks, her face was very rosy, probably because of the heat and the strong liquor she was drinking. I saw sweat starting to seep from the collar and chest of her cotton pajamas. Although they were plaid, I could still vaguely see her black bra, and I swallowed hard.

I thought her breasts must be quite large, at least among the largest I'd ever seen on a woman. I wondered if they were like her daughter Wu Hanyue's, with bright red areolas and sagging. These thoughts flashed through my mind, and I found them rather absurd.

"Xiaobin, I was thinking of asking your sister to come over tomorrow."

She didn't seem to notice my lewdness at all.

"Yeah."

I pulled myself out of my reverie. "I was just about to ask, but I didn't want to, so I didn't want to. How are things between them?"

"What can they be doing? Zhang Guangtao got into this mess, who knows what the sentence will be? How is Jinmei supposed to cope?"

She sighed deeply.

I couldn't find any words of comfort for a moment.

She paused, then said, "I'm so worried about Jinmei. When she first started dating Zhang Guangtao, your father and I both disapproved. She was so dramatic, it was unbearable. You know how strained things got. It's only gotten a little better in the last two years. But look at Zhang Guangtao, he's not doing anything productive. I'm so angry! Your father doesn't know, and I can't even show my emotions. I'm almost suffocating

." Tears welled up in her eyes as she spoke.

I quickly grabbed some tissues from the table and gave them to her. "Things are already like this, what should we do?" "I feel so sorry for my daughter! How can she raise a child at her age?" she cried, her voice trembling with tears.

I couldn't say anything, I could only watch her cry. She sobbed for a long time, saying, "Zhang Guangtao, that scoundrel!

If only… if he were even half as good as you, even half as good as you." A chill ran down my spine. I thought about how I also had many flaws, and my relationship with Wu Hanyue was only superficial. How could I be any better?

"Mom, look, about my brother-in-law's situation, I'm still having a friend in the police station keep an eye on it, see if we can reduce the punishment a bit, even if it's just a sentence, every year less is a year less! Let him get out sooner so he can live a good life again!" My mother-in-law looked up at me, wiped away her tears, and said firmly, "Live a good life? Is he the kind of person who lives a good life? He was fighting when he was young, and he's already in his late thirties, and he still does things like this! I'll ask Jinmei tomorrow, and if it doesn't work out, we'll get a divorce."

I said, "Mom, what you said is true, but we should still ask my eldest sister's opinion. Her attitude is the most important; we can only offer suggestions."

My mother-in-law nodded, and suddenly said, "You said that if we can get a lighter sentence, we'll have to give them a lot of money, right?" That's for sure; you can't get anything done without money. I nodded, "I'll find a way. I have some money on hand; I'll see first." "

I can't let you pay for this. This is his business; why would you pay for it?" My mother-in-law said seriously.

"We're all family, so let's help each other out if we can. Besides, to be honest, I don't even know how much money can actually help."

Initially, I did intend to offer some money to see if I could smooth things over, but now it seems like it would cost at least 100,000 yuan. It looks like this really needs to be done.

"Xiaobin..."

My mother-in-law looked at me, hesitated for a long time, and then said, "You're such a good boy." I smiled. Perhaps the only thing I'm better at than my brother-in-law is putting on a good show.

She said, "You're a very good person, polite, capable, and responsible—like a real man. Your father and I like you very much too."

I felt embarrassed by the praise and got up to wring out a towel for her, saying, "Wipe your face, Mom, you're crying so much... you're not pretty anymore."

As soon as the words left my mouth, I realized it was definitely from the alcohol. How could I say something so flirtatious, as if I were saying it to Zhu Ying, so naturally? I couldn't help but click my tongue.

My mother-in-law was also taken aback, looking at me: "You child, I'm not pretty anymore. I'm just an old woman." She then took the towel and carefully wiped her face.

I suddenly wondered what would happen if I tested her.

"Mom, you're really beautiful. I'm not just talking about your age, I mean you're a very beautiful woman."

I said sincerely.

She put down the towel, looked at me in surprise, and seemed to doubt my sense of aesthetics.

"At your age, what's this talk about being beautiful or not? You're just describing people like Han Yue."

"Hehe, Mom, twenty is beautiful, forty is beautiful. They're different." "I'm fifty."

She was quite serious.

"Yes, fifty has its own beauty! The temperament of a woman at this age is something a twenty-year-old girl can't learn. I think your temperament is particularly good, Mom." Having been in the business world for so long, I can say compliments without blushing, and it even sounds very genuine. My mother-in-law seemed to enjoy it; I could tell she was trying hard to hide her smile.

"You're such a sweet talker."

I didn't think she disliked having this kind of conversation with me, but I couldn't continue today, or she would become suspicious. I changed the subject: "Mom, you should have a good talk with my older sister tomorrow. I won't be home."

"Then come back for dinner tonight."

My mother-in-law had a very authoritative tone.

I hesitated for a moment and said, "I really don't know if I can come back tonight. I'll call you whether I come back or not."

"You and Hanyue are the same, always working and never home. You two are such a worry!"

My mother-in-law probably wanted to say this for a while.

I couldn't argue, so I pretended to listen attentively.

My mother-in-law was determined to get back at me: "In the years you've been married, how many meals have you eaten at home? You don't even want children. What are you trying to do?"

I thought this couldn't be entirely my fault.

"Hanyue went to Xi'an, didn't she?"

I argued.

"Xi'an, Xi'an, going to Xi'an for years at a time, how old will you be when you come back? It's not even certain you'll be able to come back.

So young and already apart, what kind of communication and affection can you have! How many days a year do you even spend together?!

Huh????!"

What she said was absolutely right, indicating that my mother-in-law had probably already figured out what she wanted to say. I couldn't really say anything in rebuttal, just nodding repeatedly.

Looking at my timid expression, she said, "Today I've had a few drinks, and with this alcohol on my head, I'll say some things I shouldn't. You two are both too strong-willed, each focusing on your own work, neither of you going along with the other, and this is the result. As for your marriage, if you can make do, then make do; if you can't, then get a divorce. I see it all very clearly.

"

I looked at her in surprise, not expecting my mother-in-law to have such keen insight. And this was the first time she'd said it in all these years.

She seemed to read my mind: "I know, but I can't say. However, this time Hanyue came back to see her dad. I have a feeling, Xiaobin, if you consider me your mother, then tell me honestly, is something going on with Hanyue over there?"

Her gaze was sharp.

I didn't have any real evidence, and struggled to shake my head: "I really don't know!" She looked at me suspiciously: "Don't know... then do you have someone else outside?" God, this was the key question. I had to answer, and I couldn't hesitate. Any answer could be a trap. I

said, word by word: "Mom, I know you and Dad are very good to me. In fact, I really do consider you my own parents, as you know. Since I married Hanyue, it's true that because of our personalities and work, we don't communicate as much now, and we spend less time together. I don't know if she has her own life, and as for me, I don't have one yet... but I can't guarantee I won't in the future." After saying that, I looked at her very honestly.

She looked at me too, and after a long while said: "You won't get a divorce, will you?"

Her eyes were full of resentment.

I crossed my arms, lowered my head, and said: "Not now."

There was still an ulterior motive in my words.

She sighed deeply, "If you two get divorced again, how will your father and I manage..." The atmosphere for the meal had completely died down.

I tried my best to get the chance to do the dishes, saying, "Mom, you've had a hard day, get some rest." She looked at me thoughtfully and nodded.

While washing the dishes, I wondered if she was feeling emotional about my older sister's situation today, otherwise, she would never have mentioned such a thing to me in all these years of marriage. Maybe it was menopause, but I still couldn't figure it out. When I came out, I found that my mother-in-law was no longer in the living room, so I decided to take a shower and go to my room.

After showering, I lay on my bed, thinking it was early and I wouldn't be able to sleep, so I reached for my usual copy of Jack Welch's autobiography from beside my pillow. But then, I was shocked to find that along with the book, I was also holding a pair of women's trousers.

My goodness!

My mind went blank.

I've experienced many surprising moments in my life, but none have compare to the shock of this moment. I felt like my mind had been struck by lightning; my memory completely went blank.

I sat up, struggling to remember: whose is this? Actually, it didn't take much effort; it was Qian Jiaqi's. Because, it was Friday night, the night she spent here! My God! How could this happen! How could she leave her underwear here!

I couldn't even make out the material, fabric, or style of the underwear. The first thing that flashed through my mind was: my mother-in-law's conversation with me at dinner tonight wasn't just idle talk; she had solid evidence.

What should I do?

I sat at the coffee table, lit a cigarette haphazardly, and tried to calm myself down. I had to calm myself down.

I have exceptional mental fortitude, excellent analytical skills, and most importantly, research requires exceptional analytical ability in a very short time. Perhaps my profession helped me; before I even finished the cigarette, I had already sorted things out.

The first question was: did she actually see the underwear?

I feel there's no reason to deceive myself now. I can only believe she saw it. Yes, she said she'd come over in the afternoon and clean for me; no wonder the bedroom felt so tidy. She had no reason not to see it; even if it wasn't conspicuous, she must have seen it. Otherwise, why would she suddenly ask about my relationship with Hanyue at dinner? And ask if I was getting a divorce?

The second question is, what did she mean by what she said last night?

Since I saw her last night, she hadn't shown anything unusual, only later, after talking about my older sister and brother-in-law, did she bring up my relationship with Hanyue. If she had found the underwear earlier, why didn't she question me the moment I walked in? Why did she call to ask when I was coming home? Why did she make dumplings for me? Didn't she notice?

I quickly dismissed that idea. She must have noticed, but she must have gone through a complex internal struggle. In other words, she must have had qualities she hadn't noticed; she had extremely strong self-control.

But why did she act this way? Think about a normal mother-in-law; what would she do if she found another woman's underwear on her son-in-law's bed? Most people would be furious and enraged. So why was Shi Youlan's mother-in-law so calm? What did she want?

I think that's the key question.

But I can't find any reason to explain her behavior, except for what she said when we were almost finished eating: "If you two get divorced again, how will your father and I live..." She's afraid our marriage will fall apart. It's hard to find any other explanation; perhaps this is the only reasonable one.

But her discovery undoubtedly proves that my marriage with her daughter has an inescapable and huge rift, and she still wants to maintain such a marriage? Is this good for her daughter? Perhaps her words need to be re-analyzed... "If you two get divorced again, how will your father and I live..."

She didn't say, "If you two get divorced, how will Hanyue live?" but rather, "How will your father and I live?" I can only understand that her desire for family stability is primarily for the two of them, especially the old man. Yes, he's still recovering from a serious illness, and we've kept my brother-in-law's situation a secret from him. If something happens to Hanyue and me, the old man might be finished. In other words, she wants us to maintain this nominal marital relationship.

The third question is, what should I do?

If the first two assumptions are true, then what should I do? I have a few options now.

First, I can pretend I know nothing and continue as before. This is obviously not going to work; that would be like an ostrich burying its head in the sand, burying its head in the sand and stealing a bell! She might be testing me through this.

Second, I could simply barge into her room and tell her that I'm having an affair with so-and-so, and that I'm not going to stay with her daughter anymore. What do you think she'll do? What would she do? She would be furious, she would be so angry she'd kill me, she would definitely leave my house with her bags. This seems irrational, completely eliminating any room for maneuver.

Third, I could go and admit that I did deceive her, that I do have a lover, that my relationship with Hanyue has reached a point where it's difficult to maintain, and that we're on the verge of divorce.

Another possibility is that I could tell her it was an unintentional mistake, just a coincidence. This is such a far-fetched explanation. It was discovered so easily after just one time; nobody would believe it.

Well, actually, I had no choice. I had to explain the so-called "truth" to her, and it had to be now, no later.

[The End]

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