No longer innocent

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I've always believed in karma, and my parents taught me from a young age to be kind and benevolent. I've always acted on that belief, enjoying helping others and doing my best to assist everyone I can. My efforts have been reciprocated with kindness, so I've always believed the world is full of sunshine and goodness. That is, until my first year of work after graduation, when I met a man named Xu Tian.

My name is Yao Ting, I'm 22 years old, born in a water town in southern China. I have a pretty face, and while I'm not very tall, I possess the delicate and graceful charm characteristic of women from the Jiangnan region. I studied flight attendant training, and my good looks helped me pass the interview smoothly. Unexpectedly, not long after I started working, Xu Tian, the CEO of the company's major shareholder, sent someone to find me, proposing to be my sugar daddy. It's no longer news that women are kept by sugar daddies. Most of the female students in my university's flight attendant program were quite beautiful, and therefore often targeted by lecherous men outside of school. Many of the pretty girls around me couldn't resist the lure of money and secretly engaged in compensated dating or were kept by sugar daddies, offering their innocent bodies to men for wanton abuse and humiliation in exchange for substantial financial rewards. I've always looked down on such girls, thinking they were shameless. So, I unhesitatingly refused Xu Tian's repeated offers to be kept, and threatened to call the police for sexual harassment, which finally made them stop.

For a while, they didn't harass me anymore. Just when I thought it was all over, I was drugged during a company training session. It was an extremely strong aphrodisiac. At that moment, I felt an intense surge of sexual desire within me. I wasn't a virgin; I had sex with my boyfriend in university, but I had never felt such a strong urge to have sex with a man. I even felt like I would sleep with any stranger on the street. I hid in the bathroom and masturbated frantically, even taking out lipstick from my bag and inserting it into my vagina. I ejaculated several times in the bathroom before dragging my exhausted body away.

At the time, I didn't think much of it, until Xu Tian had someone show me the video of me masturbating in the bathroom that had been secretly filmed. Only then did I realize I had been framed. The video was very clear and showed multiple angles, capturing close-ups of my face and genitals, even clearly recording the vaginal fluid gushing out during my orgasm. Obviously, they had made ample preparations. They even had the contact information for my college classmates, high school classmates, and teachers. As for my relatives and friends, they even knew where they lived. Xu Tian threatened to send out all the videos if I didn't comply, then falsely accuse me of taking out a loan with nude photos. This was something I absolutely couldn't bear. The way I looked in those videos, so sexually frustrated, begging for men to have sex with me, made me incredibly ashamed even when I saw them myself, let alone anyone else. Therefore, I had no choice but to accept my fate in humiliation.

At first, I thought Xu Tian would use the videos to threaten and humiliate me at will. Unexpectedly, he didn't make things difficult for me much and still made the initial request to be my sugar daddy. The price he offered was quite tempting. Although I used to despise women who sold their bodies for money, I had no choice but to accept. I must say, Xu Tian's methods were truly clever. If he had only threatened me with the videos once or twice, I might have tolerated it. But if he wanted to possess and humiliate me long-term, I would have resisted to the death. However, even with those videos in hand, he chose a gentle approach to be my sugar daddy, which made me feel less resistant.

Despite my unwillingness, Xu Tian's generous offer gradually made me feel the power of money. Unconsciously, I fell into depravity, starting to spend Xu Tian's money with a clear conscience. When Xu Tian raped me in bed, I gradually no longer felt humiliated; instead, sometimes I even enjoyed and indulged in this illicit affair. When I can effortlessly swipe my card in high-end boutiques to buy necklaces, watches, handbags, and coats that I never dared to dream of before, I know I can never go back. I've completely become the kind of woman I used to despise—shamelessly using my youthful body to exchange for material wealth from men and enjoying it without a care.

After being with Xu Tian for a while, I've become very sensitive to the lustful gazes of men. I never felt this before, but now I often sense that most of the men around me look at me with lust, the strongest being my best friend's boyfriend, Feng Tao. I can clearly feel the intense desire in his eyes as he looks at my legs in stockings. With Xu Tian, I fully experienced the crazy fascination men have for women's legs and feet in stockings. Originally, I thought stockings were for concealing flaws and shaping legs. Although my leg shape and skin are already pretty good, I look even more beautiful in stockings. What girl doesn't love to look beautiful?

I never imagined this could be a place for men to release their lust. Xu Tian, at his age, was already somewhat lacking in stamina in bed, but whenever he held my stockinged feet, which had just slipped out of my high heels, I could always see a burning desire in his eyes. When he held my silk-stockinged feet to his face to smell them or put them in his mouth to lick and suck, the look of ecstasy on his face made me have no doubt about his inner satisfaction. I asked him if he didn't think my feet smelled bad, and he told me that the slightly sour smell of a woman's beautiful feet covered in stockings was the best aphrodisiac for men, provided, of course, that they were the feet of a well-maintained beauty. Although I found it hard to believe, his swollen and erect penis confirmed what he said.

Therefore, seeing Feng Tao staring at my legs, I knew what he was thinking. He also wanted to play with my stockinged feet, smell their scent, hold my stockinged legs, suck on my stockinged toes, and then release his intense desire onto my legs and feet, just like Xu Tian had done many times. But he obviously wouldn't have that opportunity; all he could do was fantasize. Now, I looked down on poor, incompetent men like Feng Tao. My mindset had changed; I now believed that only successful men like Xu Tian were worthy of possessing me and enjoying my youthful body. Xu Tian's infatuation with my body made me complacent. I happily enjoyed Xu Tian's money and pampering, becoming somewhat giddy. However, a bolt from the blue woke me up.

That time, Xu Tian asked me to accompany him to a private party. I thought it was just to socialize and save face for him, but I never expected him to hand me over to several men older than him for them to rape at will. I was drugged and unable to move, but my mind was clear. Those hypocritical men raped and abused me without any regard for my humanity. This was the first time in my life I had been so cruelly abused and humiliated. Powerless to resist, I experienced firsthand what it meant to cry out to heaven in vain. After that hellish night, wounded and scarred, I finally came to my senses. I was nothing more than a plaything Xu Tian had bought at a high price. Even though he called me his darling in bed, he could abandon me without hesitation when it mattered.

I felt ashamed of how I had been blinded by money and false affection. The thought of obediently assuming various lewd positions for Xu Tian to rape made me want to slap myself and berate myself for being shameless and shameless. Before I could even finish regretting it, I was shocked to discover that I was pregnant after being drugged and gang-raped that night. This was a huge problem. I couldn't dwell on my regrets; I had to find a way to deal with it quickly. The illegitimate child in my womb couldn't be kept; I needed someone to accompany me for an abortion. After much deliberation, I thought of Feng Tao. This guy had accidentally discovered evidence of me being kept by a sugar daddy and tried to blackmail me into sleeping with him, but I humiliated him and prevented him from succeeding. This despicable, cowardly, and weak man made me despise him even more. But after that night, I realized I was just a shameless mistress, no better than anyone else. Since he knew I was being kept, I'd have to find him to take advantage of me for the abortion. I figured

I'd let him get away with it; after all, my body wasn't clean anymore. Things went smoothly. After Feng Tao accompanied me to the abortion, I got what I wanted—my body. But unexpectedly, he went too far, and eventually my best friend discovered our unusual relationship. To avoid things getting too messy, I had to move out alone. Xu Tian found me a spacious apartment. After I started living alone, Xu Tian came even more frequently. He didn't mention what happened that night at all, as if it had never happened. I also rationally didn't ask him a question. Now I no longer have the courage to resist Xu Tian. I just hope that Xu Tian will lose interest in my body as soon as possible and set me free. A man like that won't maintain interest in the same woman for long. Then I'll take the money he gives me and run away to start over.

I never expected such a shocking turn of events to occur, leaving me completely helpless. Feng Tao, consumed by jealousy and rage, beat Xu Tian to death in a fit of rage! That cowardly man I used to look down on, brandishing an ashtray in front of me, relentlessly beating Xu Tian, who lay in a pool of blood. The massive body that had pinned me down, leaving me powerless to resist, was simply beaten to death. Although I escaped Xu Tian's control, my reputation was ruined. After Xu Tian's death, his affair with me was exposed. Such scandalous cases are incredibly appealing to paparazzi, and I was constantly harassed by the media. Headlines like "Sexy Flight Attendant Leads to Death by Two Men" and "Dying Under the Peony Blossom is Still Romantic: The Affairs of a Financial Tycoon and a Beautiful Flight Attendant" frequently appeared on various forums and media websites. My personal information was also exposed. Men would often call to ask how much I charged for an overnight stay, or hysterical women would call to hurl insults at me, calling me shameless, a slut, and a whore. Even my parents and relatives heard rumors and blamed me for my misconduct, saying I had brought shame to the family. Finally, unable to bear the harassment and the strange looks from my colleagues, I had to resign. But unexpectedly, another group came knocking on my door.

During my time as Xu Tian's mistress, he also took many indecent photos and videos of me. Although he promised he would never leak them, I was always worried. Now that he's dead, those videos have indeed fallen into other people's hands, and unfortunately, this group is even more vicious and brutal than Xu Tian. They used the videos to threaten me, forcing me to become their sex slave at their beck and call. When I refused, they gang-raped, beat, and abused me one after another. They said that since I was now seen as a shameless mistress by outsiders, no one would believe me if I accused them of rape. Unable to bear the beatings, I was forced to say in front of the camera that I willingly became their sex slave, and they even filmed me opening my legs, voluntarily having sex with them, and actively requesting ejaculation inside them.

Later, this group repeatedly subjected me to inhumane gang rape and filmed even more horrific scenes. Under these multiple blows, I completely broke down, my heart extinguished, and I utterly succumbed to despair. Later, they ordered me to lure Wang Mojie out as well. Although I couldn't bear it, I was powerless to resist. When Wang Mojie looked at me with wide, bewildered eyes before she fainted, I felt too ashamed to meet her gaze. Just now, when I finally awoke from the effects of the aphrodisiac, seeing Wang Mojie tied to a chair, being raped by men, I was overwhelmed with grief. Is this the retribution we suffer for selling our bodies? Where is the retribution for these evil people?

[The End]

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