This is not the fate I wanted. 754

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754 Under the sincere and grateful gaze of Yukino Kawa, even the usually carefree Maki felt a little embarrassed, a faint blush creeping onto her face. However, she didn't avoid Yukino Kawa's gaze, but instead spoke with a slightly embarrassed smile, "Actually, I didn't do anything~ I only did what I should do as your childhood friend~ And my actions were more like a catalyst; the
one who truly changed you was Yukino~ After all, if Yukino really wanted to keep her heart closed off, then no matter what I did, it wouldn't change you~" "That's not how it is. If it weren't for your help, Maki, I wouldn't have been able to overcome my psychological shadow on my own." Yukino Kawa retorted earnestly to Maki's words. "Alright, alright~ It feels like we're praising each other~" Maki chuckled softly, and Yukino Kawa scratched her head a little embarrassedly. After this little incident, the two couldn't help but turn their attention back to the photo album in front of them, continuing to flip through it. This time, the photos showed a noticeable change in their appearance. They were shorter, looked younger, and their school uniforms had been replaced by casual clothes, indicating that the photos were from their elementary school days, or even when they were very young. In one photo, Ogawa had short hair, and his eyes seemed to be constantly moving around, showing his playful personality at that time. However, his adorable, gender-neutral appearance as a child, combined with his fair skin, made Kinoko feel a little strange now. Maki, on the other hand, also looked like a tomboy back then, with hair only slightly longer than that of an average boy. In the photos, she always looked energetic and smiling, and in some photos, she even had her arms around Kinoko's neck without any hesitation, cheek to cheek, making a V-sign towards the camera. Although his relationship with Maki is now almost identical to hers, their close childhood bond means that their neighbors are used to their close relationship and don't find it strange. Maki's parents must also understand this, and given their positive feelings towards Yukino, they didn't express any objection when facing him today. These photos naturally evoke a sense of nostalgia in Yukino, as they record many beautiful memories he and Maki shared. Like these photos, back when his parents were still alive and he and Maki were neighbors, there were pictures of them together at the confectionery shop, in their room, by the river, hiking, and at the amusement park—each photo filled with precious memories. Maki pointed to one of the photos, a nostalgic look on her face, and said to Kiyonokawa, "Kawa, look, this is the park where we used to play all the time. We used to make it our playground." Looking in the direction Maki was pointing, a smile appeared on Kiyonokawa's face. That park was nearby, and it was his favorite place to play when he was a child. On weekends, all the boys from elementary school would gather there, and Maki was practically their leader. Everyone listened to her, although Kiyonokawa strongly suspected that the boys were completely subservient to Maki's strength. But... this also seems to be the place where he first met Alice... This thought involuntarily flashed through Kiyonokawa's mind, adding a sense of unease to his heart. After all, his memories of Alice held a very complex emotional weight. After such a thought briefly crossed his mind, Yukino Kawa shook his head, forcefully suppressing this somewhat bitter memory. After all, he was currently spending time with Maki, and thinking about other things under these circumstances would be too unfair to her. However, Maki seemed to misunderstand Yukino Kawa's actions and asked with a puzzled tone, "Eh, Kawa, did I say something wrong?" "Um...no...my neck was just a little sore, I twisted it a little..." Yukino Kawa hurriedly tried to cover up his mistake. Maki, however, didn't suspect a thing and completely believed what Yukino Kawa said. As if realizing something, her face flushed slightly, and her expression became somewhat awkward. Yukino Kawa was puzzled by Maki's change and subconsciously wanted to speak, but Maki suddenly reached out and grabbed Yukino Kawa's shoulder. Before he could react, she gently pressed his head down until his entire head was in contact with the skin of her legs. At this point, Kiyonokawa realized that Maki was essentially giving him a lap pillow, so his face turned red, and he exclaimed in surprise, "Eh—Maki…"
"Um, Ogawa, your neck is a little tired, so I thought leaning against you like this would be more comfortable, right?" Maki said, her voice slightly flustered and a little embarrassed. But as she finished speaking, she gradually calmed down, and her tone softened after her initial shyness. "Actually, looking at my childhood photos, I've been wondering if I've always been too boyish and lacked any femininity, which is why I haven't been able to properly understand my feelings for you, Ogawa, for so long. Even now, I sometimes realize that my behavior might not be very ladylike, and you've teased me about that several times. Right now, I just want to do something that girls should do, to earn a little extra points, hehe~" Hearing Maki's soft laughter, clearly trying to hide her shyness, Ketsunokawa's initial excitement subsided, and a sweet smile appeared on his lips. Indeed, Maki has always been very boyish, bold, lively, and outgoing. As a child, she was like a fearless little tyrant, dragging him hiking, fishing, and doing many dangerous things. However, Yukino would never dislike Maki for this reason. It was precisely this personality that made Maki the real Maki, the Maki who had always lived with him. If Maki's personality changed one day, he would find it strange. And… Yukino gently moved his head, feeling the warm, soft touch of Maki's legs on his cheek, and turned his gaze to the photo in the album in front of him—the one taken in the park. It was like the memory he had of being with Shirane and Shiraine yesterday, the most important and memorable place for him and Maki. Actually, those memories were still somewhat shameful for Yukino. Back then, as a primary school student, she was bullied by the boys at school because she always followed Maki around and played with her. They mocked her, calling her a sissy and a tagalong. The more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she felt, so she went to the park where she often played and hid to cry. Maki happened to see her like that, and after understanding why, she became even more angry and wanted to teach those boys a lesson. The boys' mockery left a deep impression on him, even as a child. So, instead of being grateful for Maki's words, he wanted to distance himself from her and stop playing with her. Despite his timidity and hesitation, Maki showed no disappointment or sadness. Instead, she continued to encourage him with a smile. He could still clearly remember her words: "Kawa! We're best friends! Friends shouldn't become distant because of something like this! Or do you want to be a cowardly boy, Kawa?" "But… if I continue to play with you, Maki, they'll definitely laugh at me again…"
"Don't worry! When that happens, if anyone dares to laugh at you, I'll teach them a lesson until they change their minds! So don't worry, Kawa, from now on, I'll always protect you!"
Looking back now, Kinoko still blushes slightly. She realized she hadn't been resolute enough back then, actually considering distancing herself from Maki because of others' mockery. Luckily, she didn't act on it, or she would have regretted it for the rest of her life. It was around that time that Maki gave the boys who had laughed at her a good beating. Despite being a girl, her fighting ability was several times stronger than the boys', and the boys she defeated basically became her underlings. That's why she acted like a big sister. Perhaps that's also why very few boys went to the same middle school as her in elementary school; after all, they subconsciously wanted to avoid Maki's dangerous presence. (
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