[Original scoop] Let's talk about the changes in our sex life over the past few years.

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Let me talk about the changes in my sex life over the past few years.
I'm 30 years old this year, and my sexual psychology and abilities have changed somewhat over the years. I'd like to share my thoughts with everyone. Where did it all begin? Let's start with my first masturbation. I first masturbated in the second year of junior high school. At that time, I didn't know what masturbation was. After watching a sexually stimulating TV series one night, I felt my penis getting hard and uncomfortable, so I started stroking it back and forth with my hand, thinking about those sexual scenes. After a long time, I still wasn't satisfied or ejaculated. Finally, I gripped my penis tightly and ejaculated faster. It felt very good, but after a while, my penis felt a little sore because I used too much force and too fast. After that, I didn't have a fixed frequency of masturbation; I would do it whenever I was stimulated. Until the second year of high school, when puberty was in effect, I would masturbate about twice a week. In college, I had some bad luck. I had a crush on a classmate who was also from my hometown. I didn't dare to confess, but we often went out together. I was quite naive back then, and now I think I was foolish. I didn't pursue her relentlessly. But at that time, my feelings for her were undeniable, and even now, thinking back, I still feel that way. During my master's studies, I met a 20-year-old girl by chance, a freshman in college. I was 24 at the time. At that point, I basically relied on masturbation and watching porn, about twice a week. Looking back, she was so good to me, so obedient. I feel guilty for what I did to her. Mainly, she wasn't very tall, and her figure wasn't great. Although she wasn't fat, her face wasn't my type; it was a bit large, and her nose was a bit low. I forgot to mention my own appearance: I'm 178cm tall, with fair skin, an oval face, and a high nose. My eyes are quite large. I come from a rural area and did farm work from a young age, so my physique is excellent. I weighed 140-150 pounds, and back then, I had no belly fat and clearly defined abs. My only flaw was my slightly dark lip color. Before we met, we texted each other, and she said she was pretty, which raised my expectations. Meeting her was disappointing, and I didn't want to date her anymore. Now I realize that a woman's appearance is measured by pretty, very pretty, and extremely pretty. The text messages went into explicit content, almost like having sex via text. She stayed at my place that day, went out for dinner, and came back around 10 pm. I asked her if she was a virgin, and she said no. She asked if I cared. I said I didn't. I don't have a virginity complex. My main point was that if she was a virgin, I wouldn't touch her. If not, I'd just have some fun. I'm still a virgin myself. I don't like her, and I'm not going to marry her. It would be bad if I got involved with a virgin. That night, I went out and bought condoms. When we came back, we both took separate showers. To make matters worse, the power went out that night. I'd never seen a real woman's genitals before, so I used my phone's flashlight to carefully examine her genitals, and she got embarrassed. I've watched a lot of porn and have some experience, but I wasn't very calm the first time. I didn't immediately penetrate her vagina; instead, I put my penis in her mouth and gave her oral sex, and I ejaculated after a few strokes. A while later, my penis got hard again. This time, I used a condom and penetrated her vagina, and I ejaculated as soon as I entered. Frustrating. This was a psychological orgasm, not a physiological one. We did it until 3 AM. We did it 5 or 6 times in total. The longest session didn't last more than 15 minutes. After that, we were together every weekend. Gradually, we tried more different things. The sessions lasted longer, but I wasn't as excited anymore. Oral sex was always a must; I either ejaculated into her mouth or onto her face. I rarely had her swallow semen; I tried it myself, and it didn't taste very good. But she never said she didn't want to. Sometimes I masturbated her, and we tried almost every position. Overall, each session lasted about 20 minutes. I didn't really consider her feelings; I just focused on my own pleasure and penetrated her. 20 minutes of non-stop thrusting was okay, but I can't do that now. The longest session was an exceptional performance; I did it doggy style for 40 minutes. I didn't ejaculate, even though her vagina was dry. She asked why I hadn't ejaculated yet. I felt very proud then; maybe it was because I had just masturbated the night before. In the end, I got anxious. I didn't feel like ejaculating. My penis was numb and hard. I was worried about ruining my penis. Finally, I applied lubricant and fucked her like crazy for 10 minutes before coming out. I never did that again. We had anal sex twice. The first time wasn't very successful; I tore her anus. She was in pain, so I stopped. She didn't have hemorrhoids. Her ass was great, and the second time was successful. She was too tight; my penis couldn't take it. I pulled out after a few thrusts. The spot where my penis went in was white, but there was no blood. I never had anal sex again, but I often stuffed dates or other things into her anus before fucking her. I could feel my penis inside her vagina. It was quite fun. This sexual relationship lasted for over a year. I really didn't love her; I was afraid she'd get too deeply involved and it would hurt her too much, so we broke up. I hate myself; I'm not human. I feel so guilty. In my next life, I'll marry her because she was so good to me. She never wronged me in any way, never went against my wishes. I hope she forgets me and finds someone who truly loves her, and never encounters a slut like me again. I don't dare ask for her forgiveness. I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life. Then I met my wife. It was love at first sight. She's very beautiful, mainly because of her气质 (qi zhi - a combination of temperament, bearing, and presence). She's slightly voluptuous. I wouldn't dare say her figure is perfect, but she's S-shaped. I like tall, thin women. For a year after meeting her, I took care of myself, promising not to touch her before marriage. But I couldn't resist. A year later, we had sex. A hymen isn't easy to break. I tried for a month, once a week. Each time she felt pain, so I stopped, and she cried several times. I couldn't bring myself to do it. Finally, she endured it, and I broke it. It tore open, and bled a lot. I forgot to mention my penis. Normally, when I'm highly aroused, it's about 16cm. When I'm not, it's about 15cm. My ex-girlfriend was thinner, and her vagina wasn't as thick, so my penis couldn't fully penetrate. It might also be that she hadn't fully developed, and her vagina was shorter. She couldn't handle it if I inserted it all the way in. In terms of thickness, I personally feel that Jissbon or Sixth Sense condoms are more comfortable. They're not too tight. The free ones provided by the government aren't good; they're too tight. The length is fine, though. My wife is on the plump side, with a rather thick vulva. My penis fits perfectly inside. The difference between a thin and thick vulva is that a thin vulva has more labia minora exposed, while a thick vulva has less exposed, or none at all. We had frequent sex when we first got married. But we've never had sex six times in one night since. At most, I can't get an erection after two times, or I just don't want to anymore. Our frequency is now a standard every other day. Each time, the quality is good. If we use some technique, it takes about an hour. If we're quick, it takes about half an hour. When I was young... Now, our frequency is every two days, sometimes three. And sometimes I like to masturbate. It's clear I'm getting old. My sexual ability has declined. My wife's anus is still undeveloped. Firstly, she's afraid of the pain. Secondly, I'm not really into that. But oral sex is always a must. If I ejaculate during oral sex, it's always a blowjob. I've had a facial once. It wasn't very interesting. I still cherish my wife. I haven't been thinking about having an extramarital affair. The main problem is I'm too busy with work; I don't have the time or energy. Besides, it's too dangerous. I never go to prostitutes. Firstly, it's not clean. Secondly, getting caught would be a huge problem, affecting my career and status. There have been times when I've encountered women who are overly eager to seduce me, but their faces look intimidating. Although they're attractive, I don't dare touch them. Looking at all the fallen leaders, it's often these kinds of women who played a role. My advice to everyone: don't have an extramarital affair. If you can't resist, go home and have sex with your wife. If all else fails, go to a prostitute. Be careful of infectious diseases. And most of the ones you find attractive are too plain-looking. I hope everyone will also share their experiences with changes in sexual function and psychology.

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