I remember one winter

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Winter nights always come early. The weather report said it was only around ten degrees Celsius, and the wind howled, swirling
up withered leaves.

Xiang Yuyang and his group quietly circled an old building, reaching the entrance. Xiang Yuyang raised his hand, signaling everyone
to stop.

Looking up, confirming that the fifth floor of their target building was unguarded, Xiang Yuyang nodded, and everyone immediately
began their operation.

Xiang Yuyang silently slipped into the empty room. A musty smell filled the air. He opened
the only window, peered down, and used the radio to notify the people downstairs.

"Shen, Xiao Si! Let's begin! Tell A Tuo and Yu to get ready!"

With that, Xiang Yuyang began throwing bags of marijuana out the window. Just then, the radio crackled to life.

"Yuyang! The Blackwood men are here!"

Tan Lingxi immediately notified Xiang Yuyang upon seeing the familiar figure.

"Block them!"

Xiang Yuyang hoped Tan Lingxi could buy them some time so the others could evacuate.

Before Xiang Yuyang could finish speaking, Kuroki Shinobu had already arrived in front of Tan Lingxi.

"I didn't expect to see you here, Tan Zhimi," Kuroki Shinobu said with a smile, and Tan Lingxi returned the greeting with a smile.

"It's been quite a while. I didn't expect you to remember me, Hall Master. It's truly my honor."

"I wonder what you're doing here, Tan Zhimi?" Kuroki Shinobu asked knowingly, but Tan Lingxi still smiled
brightly.

"Admiring the moon, Luo. Didn't you see how beautiful the moon is tonight?"

"I wonder how Hall Master Xiang is doing now?" Kuroki Shinobu said meaningfully, a question that made Tan Lingxi's
heart skip a beat. He immediately looked behind Kuroki Shinobu, and what he saw made him realize—oh no!

Mu Xiren led one person towards Atuo's location, while Yi Ziyan, whom he was most worried about, went upstairs
. Tan Lingxi immediately picked up the radio.

"Atuo, Yu, Shen, and Xiao Si, you guys retreat quickly!"

Before he could notify Xiang Yuyang, Kuroki Shinobu reached out and blocked Tan Lingxi's hand holding the radio.
The cold muzzle of a gun was lightly pressed against Tan Lingxi's waist. Tan Lingxi could only glare hatefully at the smirking Kuroki Shinobu in front of him.

"Despicable!"

Just then, Mu Xiren and the others encountered the people waiting downstairs and were about to fight.
Xiang Yuyang, seeing this, immediately fired at Mu Xiren. The gunshot alerted Song Zhiyuan, the owner of the marijuana. A group of people
rushed out from the building next door and surrounded Tan Lingxi and Kuroki Shinobu, who were standing at the door.

"Speak! What are you doing here?" The man who seemed to be the leader spoke. Kuroki Shinobu lazily tilted
his head and looked at Tan Lingxi.

"Can't we enjoy the moon here?" He winked at Tan Lingxi, who snorted coldly.

"Then why is this door open?" Kuroki Shinobu

picked at his ear, looking impatient.

"How should I know? Maybe it's a thief. But I don't think there's anything valuable
to steal there..."

"Kuroki Shinobu, you!" Tan Lingxi knew Kuroki Shinobu had deliberately incited Song Zhiyuan's men to rush in, and he
had indeed achieved his goal. The group rushed towards Yu Yang's location.

Meanwhile, Yi Ziyan headed straight for the fifth floor. On the way, he heard gunshots. He knew that Xi Ren and Haozi must have been
discovered . However, judging from the gunshots, the shooter probably only intended to warn them and didn't mean to kill. He hadn't
expected there to be such people in the Qinglong Hall. He kept moving without slowing down, until he turned around and saw
a figure with his back to him, leaning against the window and shouting, "Yu! Forget about that! Run!"

That voice...it sounds familiar...

? Yi Ziyan immediately dismissed the strange thought, raised his gun, aimed it at the person by the window, his eyes icy, and
spoke in his usual cold tone.

"Don't move!"

Xiang Yuyang at the window was startled. He had actually let someone get behind him silently without him even
noticing ? Hmm...where have I heard that voice before...

? "Drop your gun!" Yi Ziyan coldly ordered. Xiang Yuyang obediently picked up his gun, spread his arms, and
threw it onto the floor behind him.

"Let's talk this out. I'm Xiang Yuyang, and you must be Yi Ziyan. I've heard so much about you. May I
turn around?"

His nonchalant tone made Yi Ziyan frown. This man was clearly facing a life-or-death situation
, yet his tone remained so frivolous.

"Turn around!"

Xiang Yuyang, head down, slowly turned around, calculating how to pick up his gun and escape.

"Hurry up!" For the first time, Yi Ziyan felt impatient. Even turning around was so slow—could this kind of person
really be the leader of the Azure Dragon Hall?

"Okay, okay, don't rush me. I've turned around, haven't I? Look... um?"

Xiang Yuyang looked up, his gaze freezing the moment it met Yi Ziyan's. Yi Ziyan was stunned,
her hand gripping the gun instantly going limp. The sound of the gun hitting the floor pierced the cold wind. The air
seemed to freeze the moment their eyes met, and breaths stopped.

"What...what's going on

?" Xiang Yuyang was so shocked he couldn't speak. How could the person who was lying in his
arms be here? How could this be?

"...It's you...?" The shock was too great for Yi Ziyan to move. How could it be him? How
could

? Just as the two were speechless with surprise, Song Zhiyuan's men had already arrived on the fifth floor. The man
who had captured his entire attention was Xiang Yuyang? This
was too much of a shock for Yi Ziyan, who rarely showed any emotion. He didn't even realize there was someone behind him. Xiang Yuyang, however, quickly picked up a gun and
fired at Yi Ziyan from behind, shouting, "Get down!"

Before he could even think, Yi Ziyan's body reflexively did as Xiang Yuyang said. He also
came to his senses quickly bent down, picked up the gun, and fired at the person at the door from a supine position.

Hearing continuous gunfire upstairs, Tan Lingxi was frantic and didn't know what to do. Fortunately, some of the goods had already been delivered to Ah...
Tuo and the others were taken away, and Kuroki Ninja's men had no intention of harming them. Now only Xiang Yuyang remained, and unfortunately, he was facing Yi
Ziyan.

"Master Kuroki, since you're already here, why bother having your assassins go to so much trouble? My master is
upstairs now. We can just split these goods evenly and not cause any trouble."

Tan Lingxi knew he couldn't possibly defeat Kuroki Ninja alone, so he spoke politely to him
.

"My Azi said he wanted to meet your Azure Dragon Hall Master, and I agreed. Don't worry, he knows what he's doing!"

"Tsk!"

Hearing Kuroki Ninja's words, Tan Lingxi couldn't hold back any longer. Ignoring the gun still pointed at him, he rushed
upstairs . Kuroki Ninja laughed but didn't stop him.

In an instant, only Xiang Yuyang and Yi Ziyan remained in the small room, guns in their hands, muzzles pointed at
each other's chests, motionless.

Xiang Yuyang stared blankly at the stunningly beautiful face before him, while Yi Ziyan was equally mesmerized.
They never imagined their reunion would take place in this way, in this setting. Was it
a coincidence, or were they simply destined never to meet again?

Xiang Yuyang was the first to lower his gun, letting it fall to the ground, and slowly extended his hand to Yi Ziyan.

Yi Ziyan looked at Xiang Yuyang, then at his outstretched hand. A strange emotion welled up within her,
as if bewitched. Responding to Xiang Yuyang's call, Yi Ziyan slowly stepped forward and extended her hand.

Just as their fingertips touched, Tan Lingxi's voice rang out.

"Yu Yang!"

In a flash, Xiang Yu Yang grabbed Yi Zi Yan and, before Yi Zi Yan could react,
whispered, "Jump!"

He then pushed Yi Zi Yan towards the window, turned his back to the door, and fired at the window. At that moment, Tan Lingxi arrived.

"Yu Yang! Are you alright?" Tan Lingxi asked breathlessly. Xiang Yu Yang shook his head.

"I'm fine. What about the goods?" Xiang Yu Yang suppressed the
urge , and put away his gun. Tan Lingxi remained on alert.

"Where's Yi Zi Yan?"

Xiang Yu Yang pointed calmly to the window.

"He jumped."

Tan Lingxi breathed a sigh of relief, but still pulled Xiang Yuyang closer, carefully checking him to make sure he
wasn't injured and hadn't lied to him. Knowing his worry, Xiang Yuyang let him do as he pleased.

"Kuroki Shinobu said he agreed to let us each take half of this batch of goods, as a gift from Yi Ziyan to you."

A gift...?

Xiang Yuyang smiled bitterly to himself, reaching out to put his hand on Tan Lingxi's shoulder.

"Okay, let's go."

"Shinobu..." Mu Xiren nestled in Kuroki Shinobu's arms, feeling weak all over from the passion just now. He
was used to this, but Mu Xiren sometimes wondered, how come his lover never got tired?
Didn't people say that the top is the one who gets more tired? How come every time he felt his back was about to break, Shinobu was still full of
energy and wanted to go again?

"Hmm?" Kuroki Shinobu habitually played with Mu Xiren's long hair. Hearing Mu Xiren call him, Kuroki Shinobu responded
gently . Only in front of Mu Xiren would he show such a gentle smile and tone. He possessed Mu Xiren,
and he let Mu Xiren possess everything about him.

"Shinobu, don't you think Azusa has been acting strange lately?"

Mu Xiren said, helping Kuroki Shinobu lie down, then lying on top of him. Seeing his lover's adorable and infatuated expression,
Kuroki Shinobu laughed. Mu Xiren frowned when he saw Kuroki Shinobu laugh, and reached out to cover Kuroki Shinobu's mouth.

"Still laughing? I'm serious, you're never serious."

Saying I'm not serious? Kuroki Shinobu raised an eyebrow, somewhat disagreeing with his lover's accusation. Of
all the people who knew Kuroki Shinobu, probably only Mu Xiren thought he was "not serious."

"Hey, are you even listening?" Mu Xiren lowered her head and gently bit Kuroki Ren's collarbone, causing Kuroki
Ren to hold his breath.

"Yes, I'm listening. You said Ziyan is acting strangely."

Mu Xiren nodded.

"Ever since that incident in the Special Zone, Azi has often spaced out. Haven't you noticed?

" Kuroki Ren was somewhat confused.

"Doesn't Ziyan often space out? What's the big deal?"

Mu Xiren sighed, giving Kuroki Ren a look that said, "I knew you wouldn't understand."

"It's different. Before, when Azi spaced out, it was because he wasn't thinking about anything, but now he often spaces out thinking about something .
You're so stupid, you won't admit it." Here we go again, me stupid?

Kuroki Shinobu sighed inwardly. His little sweetheart sometimes complained he was inappropriate, sometimes she complained he was stupid. If word
got out , his brothers would probably think their leader was an imposter.

"Then go ask him. You two are so close," Kuroki Shinobu suggested, combing Mu Xiren's hair. Hmm,
this long hair is truly irresistible...

"Please, do you have any common sense? Even the best of friends need their own space, right? If he doesn't want to talk about it,
I won't ask. I'm just a little worried. Azi doesn't eat much to begin with, and lately he's been eating even less. If
this continues, I'm afraid he'll get sick."

Yes, yes, I have no common sense... Kuroki Shinobu thought to himself.

Mu Xiren rolled around on Kuroki Ren's chest, finally choosing to lie on Kuroki Ren's shoulder, letting his lover
hold him—it felt so warm…

“Don't worry, I think Ziyan will know what he's doing. By the way, I still have work for him to do.”

Mu Xiren was slightly displeased upon hearing this. “More work? You're really trying to work Azi to death! You have no conscience!

Who is it this time?”

“One of the sponsors of the Azure Dragon Hall, Zhan Chengguang. On the surface, he's the head of a modeling agency,
but in reality, he not only deals in drugs but also arms. He's a key figure among the sponsors of the Azure Dragon Hall.”

Kuroki Ren explained, and Mu Xiren nodded.

“I understand.”

Kuroki Ren smiled and kissed him, but Mu Xiren jumped up suddenly, causing Kuroki Ren to miss. He frowned: “For…”
"What? Why are you avoiding me? "

Sticking out her tongue, Mu Xiren gave a cute smile.

"We just played several times, aren't you tired yet?"

Kuroki Shinobu laughed, then firmly cupped his little lover's face, looking at Mu Xiren with a serious expression.

"Because of you, I'm not tired no matter how many times I do it!" With that, he immediately pressed Mu Xiren down and kissed her. Mu
Xiren laughed and tried to dodge, their playful laughter sounding especially warm in the cold winter.

The next morning, Mu Xiren came to Yi Ziyan's door and gently knocked.

"Azi, Azi! It's me, Xiren."

"The door's unlocked."

Mu Xiren opened the door and went in. Yi Ziyan was sitting by the window. Seeing Mu Xiren come in, Yi Ziyan gave him a
smile, a smile tinged with weariness and disappointment.

"Xi Ren."

Sitting down next to Yi Ziyan, Mu Xi Ren noticed how much more haggard Yi Ziyan looked. He was extremely worried and
didn't know what to do, so he suddenly hugged Yi Ziyan, startling him.

"Xi... Ren?"

"Azi, what's wrong with you? I see you haven't been eating much, haven't been sleeping well, and you
're always wearing such thin clothes. You'll get sick, Azi. I know everyone has things they don't want to talk about, and I've already told you. I
won't ask you, but don't make me worry, Azi. Do you know how scared I am to see you like this? Azi!"

Mu Xi Ren hugged Yi Ziyan, who listened blankly to Mu Xi Ren's words, then smiled faintly. He gently
pulled them apart slightly, looked at Mu Xi Ren, and reached out to wipe away his tears.

????「袭人，你别哭，对不起，让你担心。」

????沐袭人揉揉眼睛，易梓言的笑容里有淡淡的感伤，看得沐袭人又是一阵心疼。

????之所以会和易梓言成为好朋友，说起来应该算是易梓言和黑木忍先认识，黑
木忍今年三十二岁，易梓言也有二十六岁了，大约五六年前，黑木忍把全身是伤
的沐袭人捡回黑木堂，让易梓言照顾，也才开始熟了起来，後来成为黑木忍的恋
人，跟易梓言也变成了至交好友。

????「阿梓，不管发生什麽事，我都会站在你这边的，就算忍欺负你，我也会帮
你狠狠揍他！所以你不要自己一个人难过，好不好？」

????沐袭人才二十岁，说起话来还是一副小孩子口气，听得易梓言笑了起来，就
像黑木忍一样，对於沐袭人，他们永远没辄。

"Yes, I will."

Hearing Yi Ziyan's answer, Mu Xiren was relieved, then remembered her work.

"By the way, Ren said you have another job." Mu Xiren said, taking out a photo and handing it to Yi Ziyan. Yi Ziyan
took it and looked at it carefully.

"This is..."

"Zhan Chengguang, one of the sponsors of the Azure Dragon Hall."

Mu Xiren repeated what Kuroki Ren had said to Yi Ziyan. Yi Ziyan nodded and put the photo away.

"What's the timeframe?"

"One week." Mu Xiren shook her index finger, and Yi Ziyan nodded again.

"I understand."

Yi Ziyan stood up, reached for his coat, and Mu Xiren looked at him.

"Going out?" Yi Ziyan nodded and put on his coat. "Just wander around, and maybe take a quick look around Yexuan."

"Oh..." Mu Xiren knew this was Kuroki Ren's usual routine for Yi Ziyan, so he didn't say much.
He quietly watched Yi Ziyan, and just as Yi Ziyan was about to leave, he suddenly turned back.

"Xiren!"

"What is it?" Mu Xiren looked at Yi Ziyan, whose head was slightly lowered, as if wondering whether he should ask.

"How long has it been since... Carnival Day?" After a while, Yi Ziyan softly uttered the question. Mu Xiren raised an eyebrow and
calculated.

"About two weeks, I guess. The Special Zone thing happened the week before last..."

Mu Xiren was focused on thinking and didn't notice the jolt Yi Ziyan felt when he mentioned the Special Zone.
Yi Ziyan bit her lower lip and whispered, "Okay, I understand. I'm leaving."

Mu Xiren looked at Yi Ziyan strangely, but didn't say anything more.

"Be careful on the road."

A cold front hit today, with the highest temperature in the city only reaching two degrees Celsius. Yi Ziyan
wandered , wearing his oversized black trench coat.

Xiang Yuyang...

Thinking of Xiang Yuyang, Yi Ziyan gave a bitter smile. These past few days, he had constantly thought,
if only Xiang Yuyang hadn't gone out then, if only Xiang Yuyang hadn't ignored him then, if only... If only

he weren't Xiang Yuyang.

How Yi Ziyan had spent these past few days, he couldn't remember. Because his mind was filled with Xiang Yuyang:
Xiang Yuyang at their first meeting, Xiang Yuyang kissing him, Xiang Yuyang hugging him, Xiang Yuyang in bed, Xiang Yuyang with his back to him, Xiang Yuyang
pointing a gun at him, Xiang Yuyang saving him, and, the leader of the Azure Dragon Hall, Xiang Yuyang.

That night in the Special Economic Zone, Yi Ziyan knew that Tan Lingxi was the last one to come upstairs. If Tan Lingxi saw him and Xiang
Yuyang there, Tan Lingxi would definitely shoot, and Xiang Yuyang would...

definitely shoot him.

That's why Xiang Yuyang pushed him out the window. He had already observed and confirmed that there was a sunshade downstairs to
cushion the fall, so he was safe. That's why he let him jump;

Xiang Yuyang saved him. How could this be? Why did he run into him? The moment their eyes met, Yi Ziyan felt as if he had been
struck by lightning. Please, if this was just some cruel joke, please stop!

Never before had he missed someone so much. Yi Ziyan smiled bitterly. Yes, he couldn't eat or sleep, all for you,
all for you, Xiang Yuyang.

Yi Ziyan stopped and looked up at the building in front of him: the Tower of Babel.

He sighed, even his body betraying his reason. He put his hand in his pocket, his fingertips touching the
magnetic card. Yi Ziyan smiled bitterly again, "Fool."

"Lingxi, I'm going for a walk." Xiang Yuyang shouted to Tan Lingxi, who was practicing shooting. The gunshots
were deafening , so Xiang Yuyang had no choice but to walk over to Tan Lingxi and gently pat his shoulder.

Because Tan Lingxi was completely focused on what was ahead, Xiang Yuyang's tap made her reflexively raise her gun, turn around,
and aim it at the person behind her. Xiang Yuyang immediately took two steps back and raised his hands.

"Lingxi! Let's talk this out! Put the gun down first." He knew this would happen...

Tan Lingxi saw it was Xiang Yuyang and finally put down the gun, removed the ear guards, and asked irritably, "Are you looking for death
? What's wrong?"

Ugh... Lingxi is so fierce...

Xiang Yuyang cried out inwardly, but still repeated what he had just said. "I said I'm going out for a walk."

Tan Lingxi nodded. "Okay, I know. Be careful."

"Call me if anything happens." Xiang Yuyang added before leaving.

"I know!" He sounded like an old woman! Tan Lingxi muttered to herself.

Stepping onto the street, a biting wind swept across his face, causing Xiang Yuyang to instinctively shrink his neck. It was so cold; it might
snow . Snow...

The thought of white reminded Xiang Yuyang of Yi Ziyan. He couldn't believe that the beautiful woman he had passionately
embraced Future City. He
had considered even the most absurd possibilities, but none could compare to the shock of reality. He vividly remembered the look of surprise on Yi Ziyan's face when he turned and
their eyes met. Xiang Yuyang didn't know what expression he wore
; he only knew that the moment he saw him, he forgot everything else.

Why did he reach out to Yi Ziyan? Xiang Yuyang felt hypnotized. He just wanted to hold his
hand again, to examine his face more closely. And Xiang Yuyang knew that Yi Ziyan was also waiting, waiting for him.

"I will always be here, waiting for you."

Thinking back to that day, the words spoken in his bedroom felt like a promise, an invitation, their sole purpose
being to bring him—Yi Ziyan, the chief assassin of the Blackwood Hall. Xiang Yuyang

looked up. They had arrived. He silently walked into the lobby, took the elevator, and went straight to the ninety-sixth floor.

As soon as the elevator doors opened, Xiang Yuyang saw a familiar figure standing at his door. Perhaps he
was too engrossed in his thoughts to notice someone behind him, or perhaps he had already heard the voice but
lacked the courage to turn around and confirm. Either way, it didn't matter.

Yi Ziyan's head was lightly pressed against the door, toying with his keys, hesitating whether to open the door and go in. Xiang Yuyang
quietly approached Yi Ziyan from behind, slowly placing his hands on the door, trapping Yi Ziyan between himself and the door.
At this moment, Yi Ziyan noticed Xiang Yuyang, showing little surprise or movement.

Xiang Yuyang leaned down and whispered in Yi Ziyan's ear, "Why don't you go in?" His teasing tone
and air made Yi Ziyan's heart race uncontrollably, his cheeks flushed, and he gasped for breath. He shook his head with difficulty.

Xiang Yuyang noticed that Yi Ziyan was wearing the coat he had lent him that day, and for some reason, he felt
happy. He asked softly again, "Do you like this coat?" Yi Ziyan felt like he was suffocating;
he hadn't expected such a strong reaction from Xiang Yuyang. Yi Ziyan felt like he was sick.

"Do you like it?" Xiang Yuyang asked again. Yi Ziyan nodded slightly, the words Mu Xiren had said flashing through his mind: "
Black suits you very well too.

" Xiang Yuyang put one arm around Yi Ziyan's waist and the other hand around his left hand holding the key. He
gently guided Yi Ziyan to swipe the key across the sensor, feeling Yi Ziyan tremble slightly. Xiang Yuyang smiled gently.

"Next time, you open the door yourself." The deep, alluring voice made Yi Ziyan almost collapse into Xiang Yuyang's
arms . Xiang Yuyang embraced him, entered the room, and made Yi Ziyan stand against the wall while he knelt on one knee and lifted Yi Ziyan
's foot.

"What are you doing..." Confused about Xiang Yuyang's intentions, Yi Ziyan felt embarrassed. Xiang Yuyang
smiled and began to help Yi Ziyan take off his shoes, as if humbly serving a queen. This extremely ambiguous behavior
left Yi Ziyan at a loss, and he could only stiffly allow Xiang Yuyang to serve him. After finally getting through it, Xiang
Yuyang picked him up again, causing Yi Ziyan to gasp once more.

"You, you let me go, I can walk myself..."

Ignoring Yi Ziyan's protests, Xiang Yuyang carried him directly into the bedroom and placed him on the bed.

Then, Xiang Yuyang simply stood at the foot of the bed, gazing at Yi Ziyan lying on it, making no move.
Only a faint smile played on his lips. Yi Ziyan also looked at him.

He was truly handsome. Even just standing there, his imposing figure and aura were enough to make him stand out even next to Hei Muren
. There was a reason he became the leader of the Azure Dragon Hall at such a young age…

Azure Dragon Hall…

Looking at Yi Ziyan, Xiang Yuyang was almost lost in his dark eyes. He was struggling, Xiang Yuyang thought.
Then he smiled bitterly to himself. Wasn't he the same? He knew perfectly well that the person lying on the bed would one day shoot
him, and he would definitely do the same. Even if he didn't do it himself, anyone from the Azure Dragon Hall
or anyone from the Hei Muren Hall could kill him. He knew, he knew, he understood everything, but
… But I…

Lying on the bed, Yi Ziyan didn't miss the fleeting sadness in Xiang Yuyang's eyes. He quietly sat up,
leaned against the headboard, locked his gaze on Xiang Yuyang, and slowly opened his arms towards him.

This action seemed like a command, breaking the spell that had bound the two for a thousand years. Yes, through time and space, through
countless seas of people, I still found you, found you. I will always be here, waiting for you.

Xiang Yuyang knelt on the bed, approaching Yi Ziyan. Neither of them looked away from each other.
When Yi Ziyan's outstretched hand touched Xiang Yuyang, Xiang Yuyang pulled Yi Ziyan into a tight embrace. Yi Ziyan also tightly hugged
Xiang Yuyang's body. Yi Ziyan closed his eyes, burying his head deeply in Xiang Yuyang's chest. This was his scent, this
was him.

Xiang Yuyang hugged Yi Ziyan tightly, as if afraid she would disappear, or as if
he wanted to meld her into his own body. The unique, cool scent emanating from Yi Ziyan captivated Xiang Yuyang, yet also filled him with extreme unease. Was he holding
that person, or a dream about that person? Thinking this, Xiang Yuyang unconsciously tightened his grip.

The two of them remained kneeling on the bed, embracing, oblivious to the brilliant stars and the incessant noise outside.
Forgetting time and space, casting aside everything, they only wanted to truly possess each other in this moment.

They embraced for a long time. Yi Ziyan lifted her head in Xiang Yuyang's arms, and Xiang Yuyang looked
down at her. Yi Ziyan smiled, cupped Xiang Yuyang's face, and offered her lips.

"Mmm..." Xiang Yuyang kissed her passionately, causing Yi Ziyan to moan softly. His tongue lightly teased
the sensitive area between Yi Ziyan's teeth, and Yi Ziyan actively sought out Xiang Yuyang's lips and tongue. They tasted each other passionately
, as if they had lived a lifetime, searching for past and future lives, all for this one kiss.

Yi Ziyan lay down, and during the kiss, the buttons on Xiang Yuyang's shirt were undone, revealing his
smooth, muscular body. Her fair fingertips lightly touched his brown skin, and Yi Ziyan looked at Xiang Yuyang with a seductive gaze
. With a swift movement, Yi Ziyan pinned Xiang Yuyang beneath her, straddling his waist, her eyes gleaming
with desire . Bathed in moonlight, Yi Ziyan's slightly flushed face, half-open cherry lips, fair skin, and
cascading black hair gave her a strangely alluring and seductive beauty, making Xiang Yuyang blush,
his heart race , and his mouth dry.

Xiang Yuyang reached out to help Yi Ziyan undress, but Yi Ziyan grasped his hand, gently
kissing it before pressing it to her side.

Yi Ziyan gazed at Xiang Yuyang, knowing he was already almost losing his composure just looking at him,
and couldn't help but chuckle. He slowly began to unbutton his shirt, watching Xiang Yuyang's gaze follow his
movements, and Yi Ziyan felt a surge of inexplicable excitement. Until the last button was undone, Xiang Yuyang could no longer resist
reaching out and tearing off Yi Ziyan's shirt. Yi Ziyan, half-clad in a snow-white shirt, had disheveled hair and her
shoulders partially exposed. Her eyes sparkled, making Xiang Yuyang's gaze glaze over, his body burning with desire. His trembling hand caressed Yi Ziyan's flawless chest.
The intense contact made Yi Ziyan gasp, her head tilting back slightly.

Xiang Yuyang deliberately moved his fingers slowly, watching as Yi Ziyan began to show
signs of ecstasy. His large hand reached her chest, deliberately avoiding sensitive areas, only lingering around the edges.
This caused the already dazed Yi Ziyan to gasp for breath, her half-closed eyes misty, her expression a mixture of
pleasure and pain. A thin layer of sweat glistened on her flushed cheeks. Xiang Yuyang savored this beautiful and alluring scene.

Because she hadn't received Xiang Yuyang's direct caresses, Yi Ziyan reached out and pulled Xiang Yuyang's hand to
her sensitive spot on her chest. The moment their fingers touched, a wave of pleasure surged through her body, causing
her to arch her back and let out a soft moan.

"Ah...

" Xiang Yuyang's fingers gently caressed Yi Ziyan's nipples, almost
exhausting her strength to even straighten her back. Yi Ziyan tossed her head, letting her beautiful hair fly down her back, then pulled Xiang Yuyang's hand, which was igniting
her chest , to her lips and began to suckle. Her moist red lips swirled with wanton desire, incredibly alluring.

"Mmm..."

Yi Ziyan then lay down, and Xiang Yuyang pulled off the shirt that was half-draped over her,
revealing her smooth, silky back. Yi Ziyan began to kiss Xiang Yuyang's body, his hairline, ears,
collarbone, and sensitive spots on his chest.

"Mmm..." Xiang Yuyang's comfortable groan spurred Yi Ziyan to even greater heights. He took Xiang Yuyang's nipple into his mouth,
gently teasing it. Xiang Yuyang pressed Yi Ziyan's head against his chest, his breathing becoming increasingly heavy. Yi Ziyan
knew Xiang Yuyang was completely aroused, and a satisfied and smug smile appeared on his face. Leaving Xiang Yuyang
's nipple, Yi Ziyan kissed Xiang Yuyang's firm abdominal muscles. Accompanied by his panting, Yi Ziyan
stopped before Xiang Yuyang's already erect penis.

Looking up again, Yi Ziyan brushed his hair behind his neck, smiled sweetly at Yuyang, and lowered his head to take Xiang
Yuyang's hot erection into his mouth. Xiang Yuyang gasped; the pleasure was so intense that he almost reached orgasm immediately.

Licking, sucking, and occasionally gently biting, Yi Ziyan's caresses overwhelmed Xiang Yuyang for the first time.
Panting, the scene before him was intoxicatingly passionate; Yi Ziyan was intently consuming him. Reason vanished. Xiang
Yuyang forcefully lifted Yi Ziyan's head, and Yi Ziyan obediently looked up, a trace of saliva mingling with
his own secretions on his luscious red lips—an extremely erotic sight that completely swayed Xiang Yuyang.

Xiang Yuyang ripped off Yi Ziyan's pants and underwear, forcing him to lie face down on the bed. He wildly
kissed and nibbled at the back of Yi Ziyan's neck and back, leaving red and purple marks. Yi Ziyan buried his face in the pillow,
enduring Xiang Yuyang's almost brutal treatment. He gripped the sheets tightly, pressing his upper body lower to make it
easier for Xiang Yuyang to kiss him.

"Ugh... Ugh..." The muffled moans only excited Xiang Yuyang more. Without any prior lubrication,
Xiang Yuyang entered Yi Ziyan's body directly. The tightness and dryness made it extremely difficult for Xiang Yuyang to enter, and also
caused Yi Ziyan to cry from the pain.

"Ah..."

Despite Xiang Yuyang's rough treatment, Yi Ziyan felt a strange happiness. Xiang Yuyang
frowned , knowing he had hurt Yi Ziyan. Maintaining his position inside her, Xiang Yuyang leaned over and
kissed away the tears from the corners of Yi Ziyan's eyes. Unable to bear it any longer, Xiang Yuyang decided to withdraw first.

Sensing that Xiang Yuyang wanted to leave, Yi Ziyan hurriedly retreated, a move that undoubtedly caused her more pain.

"You..." Xiang Yuyang was also taken aback, not expecting Yi Ziyan to react this way. Yi Ziyan's
face was pale as she turned over and hugged Xiang Yuyang, struggling to sit up. The already painful connection, combined with her
weight , not only made Xiang Yuyang penetrate deeper but also intensified the pain. Yi Ziyan clung desperately to Xiang Yuyang
's back, panting heavily.

"Wait..." Xiang Yuyang was worried that Yi Ziyan would get hurt, but Yi Ziyan shook her head frantically and
began to sway despite the pain. The heat within Yi Ziyan's body made Xiang Yuyang disregard everything else, and he began to thrust in and
out as well.

"Ah... Ah..." Unlike their first time making love, Yi Ziyan let herself cry out. The
burning pain gradually disappeared, followed by waves of accumulating pleasure.
Xiang Yuyang swayed deeply and shallowly, and Yi Ziyan matched his rhythm, frantically searching for his lips.
Yang kissed Yi Ziyan passionately, even lightly nibbling at his lips. Yi Ziyan returned the kiss frantically until they both
felt their climax approaching, their disordered movements reaching their peak.

"Yang... Yang...

" In the instant of climax, Yi Ziyan cried out Xiang Yuyang's name in a daze. Xiang Yuyang's heart skipped a beat,
and he also let out a soft moan, releasing himself inside Yi Ziyan.

"Zi..."

Xiang Yuyang murmured Yi Ziyan's name. At this moment, their names were almost taboo for them,
forcing them to care about everything their names represented, and
the future they had to face...

Because they had eaten too little, worn too few clothes, and slept too little these past few days, and the previous
actions had been too stimulating, Yi Ziyan collapsed into Xiang Yuyang's arms and fainted.

Xiang Yuyang was startled and quickly turned on the light, only then clearly seeing the abnormal flush on Yi Ziyan's face. He touched him
and found his temperature alarmingly high, his pale lips tightly pressed together, and his body somewhat cold. Xiang Yuyang then
carried Yi Ziyan into the bathroom to wash away the fatigue after their passionate encounter.

Xiang Yuyang noticed the bloodstains on Yi Ziyan's back, realizing he had truly hurt him, and felt
immense . He helped Yi Ziyan lie down and began preparing some ice towels to bring down his fever.

Looking at Yi Ziyan on the bed, Xiang Yuyang sighed, leaning against the edge of the bed.

Love comes suddenly, just like that, I met you, I like you, but I can't make you happy.

The right person, meeting at the right time, creates a happy love story; the wrong person, meeting at the right
time, only wastes time and leaves regret.

The right person, meeting in the wrong time and space, is torture. Two people in love are destined to part. Knowing this
love is a once-in-a-lifetime experience, they are destined to carry a future without end, blindly
moving forward until they are both wounded and beyond repair.

Better to miss out. If that's the case, better to miss out, at least you can live happily somewhere, at least
you can comfort yourself, even if you never met, at least there's a glimmer of hope, instead of like now.

Only when you truly fall in love do you realize how difficult and unwilling it is to let go.

Yi Ziyan slowly woke up, meeting Xiang Yuyang's deep yet sorrowful gaze.

"You're awake. How are you feeling? Are you feeling unwell?"

Seeing Yi Ziyan awake, Xiang Yuyang immediately pressed his forehead against hers.

"Yes, the fever has gone down quite a bit, but it's still a little high. Lie down, I just cooked some porridge, I'll go
get it , wait for me.

" Without waiting for Yi Ziyan's reaction, Xiang Yuyang hurriedly left.

Watching Xiang Yuyang's retreating figure, Yi Ziyan smiled faintly, a smile tinged with sorrow.

Liking someone is a fleeting feeling, deeply etched in the heart, indelible.

Xiang Yuyang quickly entered the room carrying a bowl. Yi Ziyan tried to sit up, but the movement aggravated his wound,
causing excruciating pain.

"It hurts...

" Xiang Yuyang quickly put down the bowl and gently helped Yi Ziyan sit up. Yi Ziyan was in so much pain that he broke out in a cold sweat. Xiang
Yuyang tenderly wiped away the sweat, and Yi Ziyan smiled again.

"It's okay." Because it's you, I don't care what happens...

Grateful for Yi Ziyan's thoughtfulness, Xiang Yuyang kissed Yi Ziyan's forehead, then brought over the porridge.
He scooped up a spoonful, blew on it to cool it, and brought it to Yi Ziyan's lips. Yi Ziyan felt a little awkward. He shifted his body, enduring the pain, and
smiled at Xiang Yuyang, "I can do it myself."

But Xiang Yuyang insisted. "I'll do it. Haven't you been eating and resting properly lately? You've lost so much weight. This
won't do. I absolutely have to make sure you get it back!"

Facing this childlike man, Yi Ziyan shrugged and obediently opened his mouth to let him feed him. He couldn't
win an argument with him anyway.

As he ate, Yi Ziyan looked at Xiang Yuyang. The way he was focused on cooling the porridge for him
had a strange attraction, making Yi Ziyan feel warm and heartbroken. He knew how Xiang Yuyang felt
when facing him, because he felt the same way.

Yi Ziyan's absent-minded gaze amused Xiang Yuyang. After feeding Yi Ziyan the last bite,
Xiang Yuyang reached for a tissue, wiping the food from Yi Ziyan's lips as he smiled at him.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Yi Ziyan shook his head, saying nothing, but simply reached out again, his expression filled with helpless
heartache .

Seeing this side of Yi Ziyan, Xiang Yuyang suddenly felt a blur. He hurriedly grabbed his hand,
repeatedly pressing kisses to his palm, the back of his hand, and his fingers. Xiang Yuyang's childlike actions both
warmed and saddened Yi Ziyan. In a moment of impulse, Yi Ziyan pulled Xiang Yuyang into his arms, burying his face in Xiang Yuyang's short hair,
breathing in his scent. The warm, sun-like warmth and the free, wind-like movement made Xiang Yuyang
seem like a simple, carefree boy, pursuing his dreams without regard for danger or anything else.

If only I could disregard everything...

Having lived for twenty-six years, Yi Ziyan had never felt so excited, nor had he ever
understood his own thoughts so clearly. From the time he was old enough to understand, guns and killing had never left his life. He had always
thought he would live like this, perhaps dying tomorrow, but he had no such thoughts. Death was death;
wasn't this how he ended other people's lives?

Holding Xiang Yuyang felt unexpectedly fulfilling, prompting Yi Ziyan to gently kiss Xiang Yuyang's hair. Xiang
Yuyang looked up, and Yi Ziyan gently cupped his face. In Yi Ziyan's eyes, Xiang Yuyang saw sorrow,
clearly telling him that he shouldn't, couldn't, yet couldn't bear to

... Resting his forehead lightly against Yi Ziyan's, breathing in his breath, Xiang Yuyang closed his eyes.

"I like you, Ziyan, I like you."

These words made Yi Ziyan unable to hold back her tears any longer. Xiang Yuyang kept kissing Yi Ziyan, kissing away her tears from her eyebrows,
the corners of , her cheeks, and her lips. Accompanying the kisses were sounds of Xiang Yuyang
no longer wanting to hide his feelings and no longer being able to deny them.

"I like you, I like you, I like you so much, Zi, I really like you..."

The seemingly endless kiss ended the moment their lips met. This kiss lacked passion, only
a bittersweet mix of tears. At this moment, they truly possessed each other. But who knew if the next
moment would bring completely different events and circumstances?

"Yang..."

Yi Ziyan choked back tears. Why him of all people? Why did they have to meet at this time? Xiang Yuyang's
kisses were gentler, more tender, more loving, each one more loving, until Yi Ziyan's eyes were blurred with tears
. Yes, blurred with tears.

Never having thought she could cry, at this moment, Yi Ziyan could only let the tears fall, revealing this side
of a side she had never seen before, her most helpless and vulnerable side—to Xiang Yuyang without reservation.
No matter how hard she tried, no matter how much she fought, she couldn't change this fact.

The moment they stepped out of this room, they would be enemies, ruthless enemies determined to kill each other.

"Don't cry, don't cry, Zi, don't cry."

Xiang Yuyang tried to comfort her, but Yi Ziyan just nestled in his arms, shaking her head, unsure why she was crying
. Perhaps she didn't want to leave, perhaps she was afraid of their future…

Suddenly, Yi Ziyan forcefully pushed Xiang Yuyang onto the bed, straddling him. She reached into his
coat and pulled a gun, pointing it at his forehead. Despite her still-wet tears, her hand holding the gun remained motionless. Xiang
Yuyang looked at Yi Ziyan without speaking.

"Xiang Yuyang, listen carefully," Yi Ziyan, who had been sobbing in Xiang Yuyang's arms just moments before, now spoke
with an icy tone, completely different from her usual self.

"No matter what, you're not allowed to die. You're not allowed to die where I can't see you. Only I can kill you.
Remember that well, one day I will kill you with my own hands."

A resolute gaze, as if declaring, fixed on Xiang Yuyang. Xiang Yuyang smiled gently, sat up, and pulled
Yi Ziyan's hand holding the gun, kissing it tenderly—the index finger that pulled the trigger, the finger that held the gun, every inch of it. Yi Ziyan
stared blankly at the man before her, so tender and doting, her forced composure crumbling once more.

"I know, Zi, I know. Don't worry, I won't die before you pull the trigger. Only
you can decide my life or death, only you can."

Because it's impossible to be together for life, promising eternity is futile. I can only swear on my life that until you
personally take my breath away, I will wait for you.

"Yang, me too. I won't die. I will wait for you, wait for you to kill me."

Yi Ziyan lowered the gun, lowered her head to kiss Yuyang, and Xiang Yuyang smiled.

"This is great! My Lingxi will definitely hate me. He's always threatening to kill you. Now I have
a rival in love. What am I going to do?"

Yi Ziyan looked slightly confused at Xiang Yuyang's teasing. Xiang Yuyang smiled and explained, "Lingxi said
you two fought before?"

Yi Ziyan nodded. "He's a very good opponent. No one else has been able to leave
a mark on me."

Xiang Yuyang was somewhat surprised. "A mark?"

Yi Ziyan nodded again, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. Xiang Yuyang looked closely and indeed,
there was a faint brown scar near Yi Ziyan's temple. This surprised Xiang Yuyang even more.

"Lingxi fired the shot?" Yi Ziyan nodded matter-of-factly. Thinking about how Yi Ziyan had dodged that
almost fatal shot, Xiang Yuyang broke out in a cold sweat. Yi Ziyan saw this and laughed.

"Seeing how scared you are, it's nothing."

Xiang Yuyang shook his head vigorously. "It's a good thing you dodged it, otherwise I wouldn't have met you."

These words instantly darkened Yi Ziyan's expression.

"Is that so...? But if we hadn't met, perhaps..."

"No, Zi, listen to me." Knowing what Yi Ziyan was thinking, Xiang Yuyang felt a pang of heartache.

"I'm really glad to have met you, Zi. Even knowing our identities and positions, I'm still glad
to have met you."

Yi Ziyan lowered his eyes and head, and Xiang Yuyang didn't say anything more. After a long while, Yi Ziyan got off the bed, and Xiang Yuyang
followed suit.

"Are you leaving?"

Yi Ziyan nodded. "I still have work to do."

Even though he knew his work was definitely related to the Azure Dragon Hall, Xiang Yuyang didn't ask. Yi Ziyan put on his clothes,
put the gun back in his pocket, stood on tiptoe, and gently kissed Xiang Yuyang.

"I'm leaving."

"Be careful." Xiang Yuyang took Yi Ziyan's hand and kissed him back. "Be careful for my sake."

Yi Ziyan smiled; those words warmed his heart. He nodded.

"I will."

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