My First Sexual Experience (Suitable for Virgins)

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Our first sexual encounter happened about a year after we got to know each other. It was a winter night, and I still remember it clearly. After studying, instead of walking me straight back to my dorm as usual, he quietly whispered in my ear that he wanted to see my body. Although his words immediately made me blush, I reluctantly agreed after his earnest insistence, naively thinking, "What's wrong with just looking?" Actually, to be honest, I was curious about what a man's penis was at that time. Later, in the sub-zero temperatures of the night, trudging through the thick snow, he led me towards the school gate. We hailed a taxi and went to one of the better hotels in the area, even though we were just two poor students with very little savings. But I knew he wanted me to feel comfortable, at least not in a cheap roadside inn. I followed him into the room, trembling with fear. I don't remember what I was thinking at the time; my mind was blank—excited, shy, or perhaps afraid. Everything started to relax as we kissed deeply. Kissing was something we were both quite familiar with; we'd often sneak a kiss after studying at school, sometimes in the classroom, sometimes in front of the dorm. His kiss gave me a sense of security, and I relaxed. In this state, our clothes quietly slipped away. He had previously asked to see my body, and I thought to myself, "Tonight, I'll go all out and let my boyfriend see." He was excited. He said it was the first time he'd seen a woman's body. He admired me like a work of art—my full breasts, slender waist, and pert buttocks—in his eyes, in the eyes of a virgin, it was utterly unbelievable. Under his burning gaze, I felt a strange mix of passion and unease. I nestled into his arms, my shoulder against his shoulder. It was nearly midnight, and I was incredibly sleepy. I thought, "You've seen everything about me; now we can just sleep together (just a simple sleep)."

Now, thinking back, it's unbearable to think about a mature man holding a woman he loves as they fall asleep, only able to hold but not do anything. But back then, as a naive young girl, I thought he would fall asleep quickly, just like me. In my hazy sleep, I kept feeling that bright red thing pressing against my back. This went on for about an hour. Perhaps because he was in so much pain, he woke me up and asked to have sex with me. His words completely terrified me, because I wasn't prepared at all. While I was still considering and hesitating, he forced himself on me. Unfortunately, he relied on brute force, without any technique. Even more ridiculously, he couldn't find the entrance. It was the first time I'd ever seen him, usually so gentle and refined, so eager, even sweating profusely. He urgently asked me where the entrance was, and my answer was laughable: I said I didn't know. Yes, I really didn't know, because I had never seen it before. I'm not so perverted as to peer into my own private parts through a mirror. He turned on the light, buried his face between my legs, and began to examine me slowly. Always an excellent student, he rarely watched porn. His focused expression was like that of someone studying something profound. After more than ten minutes, he gave me an answer that nearly made me break out in a cold sweat: he said I didn't have a vagina. Ah, for the first time in my life, I realized I was different from other girls. Was I one of those "imperforate women"? But that couldn't be right; I had my period every month normally. If that were the case, where did my menstrual blood come from? I can't remember how I fell asleep, or when he went limp… Anyway, our first experience was far from perfect. We went to a hotel, but neither of us knew how to do it, and it ended in failure. It left me with a lingering question about my body: Did I not have a vagina? (It was later confirmed that he really was inexperienced. From the outside, I was completely unexcited and incredibly sleepy, so it looked like a closed-off place with no entrance in sight. He was such an idiot!)

Our first real sexual encounter was about two or three months later, after we each went home for the Spring Festival during winter break. As the saying goes, absence makes the heart grow fonder, so we agreed to go back to school together in the north. Since his family was in northern Zhejiang and mine was in southern Zhejiang, I had to travel to his hometown. Also, I had previously requested not to visit his parents (we were only sophomores then, and we were keeping our relationship a secret from our parents to avoid worrying them). So we had to stay in a hotel. Unfortunately, I got my period that day. Haha, what a golden opportunity! But fate was against me. I had thought that this time, like last time, we would be skin-to-skin, feeling each other's warmth, savoring the bliss of love. Following our usual routine, we kissed, and he caressed me. Perhaps it was because we had been apart for so long, or perhaps it was because I was menstruating and my body was more sensitive, but I felt myself quickly becoming aroused. As I was enjoying the pleasure of his caresses, without my noticing, he slowly entered me. I was startled and instinctively tried to move back, but he seemed reluctant to leave. He also pulled back a little, recalling the tight and wet feeling inside me. Just when I thought he was going to give up, I realized this was a tactic called "retreating to advance." With a powerful thrust, unlike his previous slow movements, he conquered me with a complete and utter force. In that instant, I clearly felt a tearing pain, a pervasive sensation between my legs. Physically, I already felt the discomfort of becoming a woman, and psychologically, the pain was even worse. I suddenly felt ashamed of not being a virgin; the chastity I had preserved for 19 years could be lost so easily. My heart was filled with mixed emotions. Tears streamed down my face. He seemed to notice my subtle change, gently kissing away my tears without stopping his thrusting. He just kept apologizing to me. At that moment, I didn't want to hear anything, immersed in my pain. I closed my eyes, letting him violate me, hoping it would end soon. But I don't know when, I gradually became intoxicated by this strange, blissful feeling, moans escaping my throat, sounds I was ashamed to hear myself, pleasurable and primal notes filling the room.

After that day, I was angry for many days, thinking he wasn't a gentleman, but a villain who had taken my virginity. Now, I think about how much self-control a man needs, especially a virgin in puberty, filled with endless fantasies and expectations about sex. This is a personal blog post of mine. I put it here simply to share my first time with others. In real life, a girl wouldn't discuss these ambiguous issues with others. Sometimes the internet is more real. My first time wasn't perfect, but I never regretted giving it to my boyfriend. As the saying goes, imperfection is a kind of beauty, right? When we're together, I sometimes tease my boyfriend about his silly words and immature behavior back then. He always tells me not to mention it, saying that the inexperienced virgin is gone, and he'll make it up to me. And it turns out he really is great, and I've enjoyed a lot of the happiness he brings me. Actually, many people think sex is obscene and dirty. But for two people in love, there's nothing bad about it. Sex brings each other pleasure, stabilizes love, strengthens feelings, and even procreates…

Women must read: Learn these 3 beginner tips for wonderful orgasms.

A woman's orgasm can be cultivated, just like a flower needs time to bloom; beautiful sex makes a woman more beautiful, and a life with orgasms is full of vitality and joy. People say women over thirty are more beautiful; perhaps their secret is discovering their own orgasm.

More than one woman admits that she will marry her partner for no other reason than that he was the first man to give her an orgasm. However, men are by no means the sole factor in whether a woman experiences orgasm. Orgasm, for women, is like a game of hide-and-seek, leaving them anxious and confused, unable to grasp its true nature.

Introduction: Understanding Orgasm

There are as many descriptions of orgasm as there are women. Some say it's a ticklish feeling; others describe a cool flow down the spine; still others can only describe the sensation in their toes, saying, "It makes my toes curl up"; some are even more extreme, describing it as pain, excruciating pain. Of course, the most common description is that it's a feeling of ascending to heaven.

The ambiguity and variability of orgasmic sensations may be why women find it difficult to grasp.

Below is a three-stage orgasm summarized by scientists:

The first stage of orgasm: The suspended, floating tension intensifies to its peak. This feeling lasts only a moment, accompanied or immediately followed by an isolated, clitoral-centered, intense sensory impulse radiating upwards to the pelvis. Simultaneously, there is a loss of overall sensory perception.

The second stage of orgasm: A warm, opening sensation originating in the pelvis and spreading throughout the body. At this time, the woman can strongly feel an extreme pleasure originating from the clitoris, like a warm, pulsating wave that gradually spreads through the pelvis to the whole body, as if experiencing a mild electric shock. Sometimes, the fingers and back may tremble in bursts, like lightning flashes, and the thigh muscles may react similarly. This sensation lasts only about two seconds before disappearing. The woman can also vaguely experience the feeling of "falling" and "opening" her body, causing the release of bodily fluids. Some women compare the feeling of orgasm to the mild labor pains of childbirth.

The third stage of orgasm: A trance-like isolation. It is characterized by the contractions and trembling of the genitals ("pelvic spasms"), reaching the peak of pleasure. Women may experience a sense of disorientation, isolation (feeling completely cut off from the outside world), or a temporary loss of consciousness, accompanied by an incredible feeling of excitement.

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