A man's confession after being ensnared in the sea of desire - Chapter 874 Her Appearance 1

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Ye Ziyan's departure, the end of everything, didn't make me feel any better; instead, it left me immersed in memories every day. In the past, with my wife by my side, when we were all together, those days were happy and joyful, but now, looking back, they are painful.
I know that neither my wife nor the rest of the club wants to see me like this. I don't want to live in pain every day either, but I can't pull myself out of it. I always find myself reminiscing, and then, faced with the changed circumstances, that suffocating pain comes rushing back.
I know this situation is terrible, I don't know how much longer I can endure it, and I don't know how to get out of it.
The thought of giving up on myself occasionally flashes through my mind. I don't even know if anyone will find me if I die in this little house one day, or if anyone will grieve for me and shed tears.
These painful days continued for a long time, until one day, she suddenly appeared in front of me.
I don't remember what day it was, or even what day of the week it was. When I woke up, all I felt was alcohol and memories. I instinctively grabbed the bottle of liquor beside me, but suddenly there was a knock on the door.
I was a little confused. I thought it was the same as before, either someone had gone to the wrong door or a salesperson coming to my door, and I wasn't planning to pay any attention. But the person outside was very persistent, and although there were some pauses, they kept knocking on the door.
I couldn't tell if it was the noise that annoyed me, or a sense of anticipation—a desire to see who was outside. I put down the bottle and went to open the door. The moment I saw who it was, my feelings were complex. I was happy—happy that someone in this world still remembered me—but mostly confused, wondering what she wanted.
Standing outside the door was none other than Yuan Xiu. We hadn't seen her since the falling out over Chengmeng. Although it might not have been her wish, she was involved. But now, I'm indifferent to those things; I no longer have that obsession I once had.
Although I don't hate Yuan Xiu, I've lost all affection for her. We're no longer friends. I asked first, "What are you doing here?"
"Aren't you going to invite me in for a seat?" Yuan Xiu didn't answer, but instead turned her head and looked through me into the room.
I could see a hint of expectation in her eyes, hoping I would invite her in, but we were no longer friends. I glanced at the two men who looked like bodyguards behind her and remained silent.
"It's just me." Yuan Xiu said, as if she thought something was wrong.
"I'm busy." I still didn't move aside.
Perhaps sensing something from my attitude, Yuan Xiu looked up at me with a hint of pain on her face and said, "I know you hate us, but there are some things I want to tell you."
“It’s the same here,” I said, looking back at her.
“I want to talk to you about this privately,” Yuan Xiu said, her voice tinged with a pleading tone.
I can't understand what she could possibly want, but that time we met alone made me deeply regretful. Today, I dare not trust her so easily again.
"I've thought about it for a long time, and I think you should know." Perhaps sensing my hesitation, Yuan Xiu quickly said.
He stared at Yuan Xiu for a few seconds, trying to ascertain the truthfulness of her words. But thinking back, they had already gained everything; what could he possibly offer them now that he was doing them a favor?
I don't know if it was because I'd been lonely for too long and wanted to talk to someone, or if I really wanted to hear what Luo Xiu had to say to me, or if I was nostalgic for our brief and ambiguous relationship, but in the end I made way for her.
Yuan Xiu smiled, a hint of joy on her face. She took a step forward, but then stopped and turned back to the two people behind her, saying, "You two wait for me outside."
One of the men hesitated and said, "But the old lady instructed..."
“That’s my business,” Yuan Xiu interrupted him.
The two looked at each other, and as they hesitated, Yuan Xiu walked in and closed the door.
The room was a mess, with empty bottles and food bags scattered everywhere. The only place Yuan Xiu could manage to walk was the sofa where he'd slept drunk. Lying in bed made him miss his wife and even dream of her; these days, he dared not sleep in the bed.
Yuan Xiu frowned at the environment inside the room. She covered her nose and looked around, asking, "You sleep here every day?"
"Is something wrong?" I asked back. Judging from her expression, there might be a smell in the room, but I was used to it. Without thinking of offering any greetings, I picked up a bottle of wine from the table and handed it to her, saying, "I don't have any hot water to make tea. Would you like some wine?"
Yuan Xiu glanced at my wine bottle and shook her head.
I knew she wouldn't drink it, so I didn't try to persuade her. I opened the bottle and took a sip myself.
Seeing my state, Yuan Xiu felt a pang of pity. She left me, got up, walked to the window, drew back the heavy curtains, and opened the window.
The sudden burst of sunlight stung my eyes. A cool breeze blew in, scattering dust from the curtains, and Luo Xiu coughed incessantly, choked by the dust. Whether it was a small act of revenge, or resentment for her meddling, seeing her disheveled state gave me a strange sense of satisfaction.

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