The brother and sister depended on each other for survival

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The ancients said, "Children should sleep in separate rooms at eight years old." This was truly based on their experience. I was already fourteen, and Yingzi was twelve and had started menstruating, yet we still slept together, without any adults around… "Mom definitely knows about Yingzi and my development, but she has never asked us to sleep separately on the phone, not even to use a hanging curtain in our room. So what is she thinking?" I was genuinely confused and pondered this for days. Later, I vaguely realized something was true:
"Does Mom not care about us at all? She's just pretending to care, just to make sure we're alive and well, to put her mind at ease?" Of course, Yingzi noticed my situation and finally asked, "Brother, what's wrong? You've been acting strange these past few days, and you've been going to the bookstore a lot?" But I didn't answer her; I was just thinking about these things alone.
A few days later, I finally stopped going to the bookstore because I already knew most about male-female relationships, and reading other books wouldn't make a difference. So I started staying home obediently again.
However, I didn't stay home obediently. Out of curiosity, I pretended to need to take a cold shower with Yingzi, and then hid in the hot, poorly ventilated balcony bathroom to masturbate, following the methods I had read in sex education books.
That day was the first time in my life I experienced pleasure. The feeling was indescribable, stimulating and pleasurable, especially after the semen sprayed onto the cement wall... Looking at the sticky, white liquid on the cement wall, smelling the fishy smell of semen filling the bathroom, I was panting and became obsessed with masturbation from that moment on.
Masturbation is a healthy release of desire, that's what all the sex education books I've read say, so I didn't feel guilty at all, and I started masturbating in the bathroom.
I would masturbate and ejaculate at least once a day, especially when showering at night. Plus, I was always the first person in the house to shower. After a few days, Yingzi finally asked in confusion, "It's strange, why do I sometimes smell something weird when I go to shower? Did you smell it, brother?" Of course, I didn't answer, and just shook my head without answering, because how could I say that it was the residual smell of semen?
Yingzi was confused for a few days, but eventually seemed to think the smell was coming from the sewer drain and stopped asking.
My masturbation continued uninterrupted, and eventually, simple masturbation no longer allowed me to ejaculate during orgasm. I started thinking about Yingzi's body, the warmth of her embrace, the softness of her body, the adoring look in her eyes, and the way she nestled against me, especially the night a year ago when she said she only wanted to have my child… Yingzi naturally became my object of sexual fantasy until I finally ejaculated. Thinking about my
sister until I ejaculated is actually quite abnormal, but for us who grew up together, there were no other women of the opposite sex we knew or idolized, so thinking about Yingzi while masturbating seemed like a natural development… I quickly thought, "If masturbation feels this good, sex must feel even better, right? So, can I have sex with Yingzi?" I had no recollection of seeing an answer to this question in sex education books, so it must mean yes, right?
If it weren't, sex education books would probably say that older brothers can't have sex with their younger sisters, right? Besides, Mom knew so many boyfriends, and she must have had sex with them all before giving birth to me, Yingzi, and Ya-ting. So, as the books say, if it's mutual attraction and not forced, then it's fine, right? Moreover, I remember that movie Yingzi and I watched that night was about siblings in love; otherwise, why would we take off our clothes and lie in bed together?
At fourteen, naive and ignorant of many unspoken social rules, I quickly accepted these taboo ideas and started thinking about making a move on Yingzi, who had always been obedient, dependent on me, and infatuated with me… But Yingzi already has her period. What if she gets pregnant?
The book says we can use male condoms for contraception, so should we buy them? Or is it okay if she gets pregnant? Mom gave birth to us, and nothing happened.
And so, only my two younger sisters and I lived in this house. There were no other adults, and no one else knew about our affair. Food, lodging, and expenses were all taken care of. For me, this was truly the perfect breeding ground for incest… At fourteen, I kept thinking about this. Several times, I was aroused by burning hormones and wanted to ask Yingzi for it, but I hesitated at the last moment because I was still very uneasy about having sex with my sisters. I had no idea how the future would develop. My mother was my only role model, but I didn't know where to start… A few more days passed quickly, and August officially began. One evening at seven o'clock, I had just finished dinner and was about to go to the bathroom to take a shower and masturbate when my mother suddenly called again.
I didn't say anything, but let Yingzi and Yating, who still missed their mother, cry and whine first. About half an hour later, I took the phone and spoke to my mother.
"Jian, are you alright? Ya-ting told me you seem really upset lately?" I didn't answer my mother, but coldly asked, "Mom, when are you coming back?" My mother gave me the same standard answer: "You two have to keep waiting patiently. Mom will find a chance to ask your new father, and only after he agrees can Mom fly back to see you." "You don't really want to come back to see us, do you?" "Jian, that's not it."
"Mom, it's been over two years since you suddenly left. If you really wanted to come back, you would have done it long ago." "Jian..."
"Mom, Yingzi and I aren't children anymore. If you really don't want to come back to see us, that's okay. Just tell me and keep sending us living expenses. We've already gotten used to life without you." "Are you upset because Mom isn't coming back, like Yingzi said? That's why you're so sullen." "No, I just want to know if Mom is really coming back." "A-Jian..." "Mom, please tell me. I'm not a child anymore. There are many things I think about and need to know, especially since I have to take care of Yingzi and Yating." Hearing my firm stance, Mom hesitated for a moment on the phone. Yingzi and Yating, beside me, also became nervous, because this was their biggest concern.
"A-Jian, you've really grown up..."
"Mom, please tell me what's going on."
After a moment of silence, Mom finally spoke, "Jian, do you really want to know?" "Yes." Mom sighed. "Your new father doesn't want me to have anything to do with you anymore, so I'm afraid I won't be able to go back to see you... But I really miss you, just as you miss me. I'll still try to go back to see you when I have the chance. You have to believe me, because you're both my own children. How could I forget you forever? Otherwise, why would I let your new father continue to send you money?" Mom had made herself so clear. At that moment, I felt neither anger nor sadness, but rather a weight lifted from my heart. "I understand, thank you for telling me, Mom." "Jian... Yingzi and..." "I'm leaving Ya-ting in your care now, please forgive Mom..." Hearing her mother say this, I thought about how I'd been wanting to have sex with Ying-zi lately, and could only continue to question her, a little nervously asking, "So, Mom, have you ever cared about what will happen to me and my sister?" "It's not that Mom doesn't care, it's just that you've both been so good, and you've always taken such good care of them, that's why Mom is so at ease." "So, I can do whatever I want with Ying-zi and Ya-ting?" "Of course, Mom has entrusted everything to you. You've always been a very good older brother, so Mom has always felt at ease leaving Ying-zi and Ya-ting in your care. And now it seems you've taken good care of them, haven't you? If they're naughty, you can hit them, scold them, it's all up to you. You can handle whatever you want with them." "Otherwise, have you seen Mom ask about you and Yating these past few days?" And so, even though I was young, I knew that no matter what happened between Yingzi and me, Mom wouldn't care... I even naively thought, "Maybe Mom already anticipated that Yingzi and I might have sex?" Of course, that was impossible. No matter what, Mom would never agree to incest between her own children. It was just my own assumption. Mom simply entrusted Yingzi and Yating to my care; she didn't expect me to want to have sex with Yingzi... In short, at that moment, I felt I had Mom's permission, and I could confidently ask Yingzi to have sex with me, so there was nothing more to say to Mom: "Now Mom wants to talk to Yingzi and Yating..." "What do you want to say?" "No need. Mom doesn't know what else to say to them. You're the older brother, so Yingzi and Yating are in your care, okay? Mom will continue to send money back to you, so don't worry." After hanging up, Yingzi and Yating kept looking at me, especially Yingzi, who kept asking nervously, "Brother?
What did Mom say? Did she say she'd come back? Or is she really not coming back?" I could only smile, giving her and the silent Yating hope: "Of course she will. Mom said she'll continue to find opportunities to come back and see us, so don't worry." Yingzi completely trusted me, placed her hand on her chest with relief, and smiled as she breathed a sigh of relief. Yating, on the other hand, walked to the kitchen expressionlessly and began her routine of washing dishes, then prepared to watch cartoons while waiting for Yingzi and me to finish showering before relieving herself.
Seeing Yating walk away, I called out to Yingzi, who was about to go to the wardrobe to get me clothes to change into after my shower.
"Yingzi, wait a minute."
She turned back to me gently. "Hmm?"
"Come with me to the window. I have something to tell you."
Yingzi nodded gently and followed me to the floor-to-ceiling window leading to the dark balcony. We sat down at one end of the room, while Yating washed dishes in the kitchen near the door at the other end and couldn't hear our conversation.
Yingzi knelt gracefully, gently brushing her long hair that had fallen to her chest back behind her, waiting for me, who was sitting cross-legged, to speak.
I hesitated nervously for a few seconds before saying, "Yingzi."
"Yes?"
"I want to tell you something."
"Hmm?"
"Mom just said she's handed you over to me. Did you hear me ask Mom that?" She nodded obediently, "Yes." I was nervous for a few more seconds before saying, "I'm all grown up now, I'm an adult. You've started your period too, you're an adult. You should know we're both adults, right?" Of course, the concept of "adult" was very vague for Yingzi, but she still obediently answered me,
"I know."
I continued to look at Yingzi, pausing nervously for several seconds before saying, "So, after Yating falls asleep, will you have sex with me? Anyway, Mom just said she's handed you over to me, I can do whatever I want with you. You should have heard that." I finally asked the question and breathed a sigh of relief, but Yingzi still innocently asked me, "Sex? What is sex?" I didn't expect Yingzi to be completely clueless about this, and I never thought she would be completely unaware of it, just like me before I came across the little booklet. So, I suddenly didn't know how to answer her.
Yingzi, still demure and virtuous, gazed at me with infatuated eyes, awaiting my answer.
I was nervously confused for a moment, truly unsure how to respond. Then, I suddenly remembered the "Girl's Self-Protection Handbook," so I simply stood up, went to my small drawer where I kept my personal belongings, took the book out, and returned to hand it to Yingzi: "You'll see for yourself when I take a shower." Yingzi respectfully and politely accepted it with both hands, looking at the cover: "Girl's Self-Protection Handbook?" I nodded nervously.
Yingzi looked at me with curiosity and confusion, and seeing that I had nothing else to say, she changed the subject, saying, "Then I'll go get you some clean clothes..." ※※※
I was very nervous while showering, because I knew Yingzi was definitely reading that handbook, learning about male-female relationships.
After showering, I couldn't help but ejaculate, spraying semen onto the wall before rinsing it off with a showerhead. I should have left, but I hesitated, huddled in the bathroom, afraid to go out. I felt like I was trying to escape Yingzi, and then I couldn't help but ejaculate again in my nervousness… Finally, an hour and fifteen minutes had passed since I gave the book to Yingzi. I finally made up my mind to leave the bathroom, lowered my head, and opened the French doors from the balcony into the cool, air-conditioned room.
I nervously looked up. Ya-ting was watching cartoons on TV, and Yingzi was sitting behind her, like a devoted wife and mother.
Yingzi looked up at me, our eyes met, and she seemed about to ask if I wanted a glass of iced water, like she always did, but then blushed and lowered her head again: "Brother, do you want iced water?" Seeing her like this, I knew she understood, she already understood, she knew what I was asking of her, things had finally come to this point... I calmly sat down next to Yingzi, drying my hair as I asked her: "What I asked you earlier, are you willing?" Yingzi remained silent, not answering or looking at me: "…………" Seeing her like this, as if she was about to refuse, I panicked a little, so I said to Yating in front of me: "Yating, you go take a shower first, Yingzi and I have something to say." Yating turned to look at me, a little confused, after all, she had never let anyone else take a shower, but she still silently stood up, walked to the wardrobe, took out her own clothes, and then opened the French doors and went into the bathroom on the balcony.
The cool room was finally empty except for Yingzi and me. I turned off the noisy TV, put down my towel, and turned to face her. "Don't you want to have sex with me?" Yingzi sat upright facing me, her face still flushed. "Brother, you want to have a baby with me, right? Like in the books? The boy's penis goes into the girl's vagina and ejaculates?" "Yes." She finally stared at me nervously. "Will I get pregnant with brother's baby?" "Maybe, maybe not. You'll only know if you actually get pregnant." "What if I really get brother's baby? Will I get pregnant like Mom did and give birth to brother's baby?" "I don't know, but the book says we can have the baby? And if we don't want it, we can find a way to abort it, right?" Yingzi hesitated for a moment. "But the book says it's best not to have sex before the age of eighteen? And you have to be married first?" "Then let's get married today. From now on, I'll be the father, and you'll be the mother. Haven't we always lived together like this? Besides, Mom got married and had my older brother when she was only sixteen. Was she eighteen then?
And I'm only two years younger than Mom was then, and you're only four years younger. It's not that much difference, is it?" At this point, Yingzi finally fell silent again.
"Yingzi, you still don't want to?"
"I was just thinking, we're brother and sister, can we really get married?" "Sure! Don't you remember that TV show we watched late last night that showed that?" "Yeah..." "So you're willing?"
But Yingzi fell silent again.
I thought she had refused, so I asked with genuine disappointment, "Yingzi, don't you want to have sex with me?" Seeing my disappointment, she gently and quickly told me, "No, it's just so sudden, I don't know what to do." "So you still don't want to? Mom has already abandoned us and entrusted you to me..." When I asked her again, Yingzi finally made up her mind, shyly and obediently saying, "I know Mom always tells me to listen to my brother, but I really don't understand sex, so I don't know how to answer him. But if he really wants to marry me, wants to have sex with me, or wants me to..." "I'll still agree to have a baby... it's just so sudden, I really don't understand..." Hearing Yingzi finally agree, it felt like a successful proposal. I knew I could make love to her tonight, and I couldn't help but lean towards her and hug her: "Yingzi, thank you! Even if Mom doesn't come back, I will definitely take good care of you!" Yingzi was suddenly hugged by me warmly, and feeling my joy, she happily raised her hands to hug me back: "Then it's really like what we said when we went to buy the air conditioner and TV together: I'm the father, I'm the mother, and Yating is our child." "I will definitely take care of you and Yating forever!"
"Mmm..."
At that moment, Yingzi and I just hugged each other tightly with joy.
I was fourteen years old, which is only the third year of junior high school, and Yingzi was twelve years old, the first year of junior high school. We were still just innocent children, but we, who had been abandoned by our mother, were about to have sex on this summer night... Where is the happiness of siblings? 04: Yingzi, thank you for your love... My childhood memories are blurry, fragmented and difficult to piece together into a complete memory. Among these memories, one stands out as my earliest and clearest recollection—a complete, unbroken memory, not fragmented pieces. Perhaps this is my earliest and most genuine memory, not related to my mother or brother, but to Yingzi and Yating.
I remember it was evening, in an alley deserted by passersby, though lights were on in every house on either side, as if everyone was enjoying a family reunion.
Yingzi was very young then, probably only five years old, with short, boyish hair, wearing a dirty light blue undershirt and a red skirt. Her hands, feet, and face were all filthy, as if she had been playing in the sand or mud. Yingzi, completely covered in dirt, was holding the hand of another child, probably Yating, who was also covered in dirt.
I don't know why they were so dirty that day, but I guess they must have been playing in an open space near their home.
In my memory, Yingzi and Yating were both crying. My older brother stood beside me, shouting at them, but I don't remember what he was yelling at. I only know that he seemed very unhappy and was scolding them, which made me a little scared.
My brother angrily scolded Yingzi, then took my hand and turned to continue walking.
Although I was being led by my brother, I kept looking back at Yingzi and Yating, watching them stand there, crying uncontrollably as they watched my brother and me leave, looking very lonely and pitiful.
We hadn't gone far when my brother stopped, turned around, and angrily scolded Yingzi again, then took my hand and continued walking.
We hadn't gone far again when he turned around and scolded them again, then took my hand and walked together.
The last time, my brother stopped and turned back to look at Yingzi and Yating, but he didn't scold them. Instead, he looked at them for a while, then waved to them. Yingzi quickly grabbed Yating's hand and ran over happily, taking my brother's other hand. And so, my brother led us on our way.
My older brother held my hand with his right hand and Yingzi's hand with his left. Yingzi, in turn, held the hand of the completely oblivious Yating. The four of us siblings walked together in the dark alley until we reached the roadside outside. We stood by the bus stop and waited for the bus. Finally, the bus with its headlights on arrived, and Mom got off, completely drunk… Yes, that's my memory of my older brother leading me, Yingzi, Yating, and me to the bus stop to pick up our drunken mother.
How old was I then? I've tried hard to remember, but I can't. I can only guess that it happened when I was about seven years old.
After that memory, I had more and more complete memories. I remember my older brother often teaching us to read and write, often giving us food, and often playing games with us. Also, just as Yingzi told me, my older brother often scolded Yingzi. It seems that my older brother really disliked Yingzi more than me, I don't know why... Speaking of this, the Yingzi in my memory was really like a mother, always taking care of Yating, like a mother duck with her ducklings. Therefore, it is not an exaggeration to say that Yating was Yingzi's biological child raised by her own hands. As a result, little Yating always obeyed Yingzi's orders and was very close to her, while she was a bit distant from me. As for my older brother, who would scold them, needless to say, he didn't even dare to get close to them.
We grew up in this environment, mainly cared for, taught, and accompanied by our eldest brother. Then one day, our eldest brother, who was in junior high school, suddenly disappeared. He went to school and never came home again. We kept asking our mother about it, and she finally cried and told us, "Your eldest brother was hit by a car on his way to school and he won't be coming back. So you all have to be good from now on, understand? Especially Jian, your eldest brother is gone, you have to grow up quickly so you can take care of your younger sisters in his place, understand?" At the time, I didn't understand why my brother would never come back after being hit by a car, but I can say that from that day on, I tried to be good, tried to take care of Yingzi and Yating like my eldest brother did, and tried to grow up... Have I grown up? How much have I grown up? I don't know. However, I know that for the past few years, it has indeed been Yingzi who has been holding Ya-ting's hand and accompanying me, always obediently listening to me. Her hair has grown longer and longer, and her behavior has become more and more like that of a gentle Yamato Nadeshiko (even without anyone teaching her). Until today, when Mom left us to pursue her own happiness, our family relationship has truly changed from a brother-sister relationship to this: "I am the father, I am the mother, and Ya-ting is our child..." I was only fourteen years old that day, not quite grown up; Yingzi was only twelve, just beginning to grow up; and Ya-ting was only ten, still just a child.
Adults always look down on elementary and junior high school students, thinking that we are only teenagers and don't understand anything. Perhaps Mom also saw us that way. Even though we looked so young, and hadn't fully grown yet, our bodies were still developing, I already knew a lot, and I had an instinctive desire to reproduce, especially at fourteen, an age when hormones were raging... Perhaps it really was a reproductive instinct, or perhaps it was just curiosity. I couldn't really explain why I wanted to have sex with Yingzi. The only thing I could truly say was "I wanted it." As for what would happen if Yingzi got pregnant, I hadn't really thought about it.
Guilt? No, absolutely not. I didn't even really know that siblings shouldn't have sex, so at most I was just confused, and then I explained and justified my actions based on my own understanding.
Besides, Yingzi actually agreed to have sex with me that night in a daze. After all, she had only learned about sex from a "Girls' Self-Protection Handbook" a few hours earlier, so how deep could her understanding of this matter be? For her, it was absolutely a superficial understanding that my penis was going to enter her vagina and ejaculate. It could be said that she had no real understanding of sexual intercourse at all. She might even simply think that a man's penis entering a woman's vagina was just like "picking your nose with your finger"?
But because of this, she wasn't too nervous, wasn't shy enough to want to avoid me, didn't back out at the last minute, and didn't have any regrets. For those few hours, she would still take the initiative to talk and laugh with me, or take snacks from the kitchen cabinet for me and Ya-ting to eat. Therefore, in comparison, I was actually the one who was restless and had fluctuating emotions that night. I didn't take the initiative to say anything to Ying-zi, especially thinking that I was going to have sex with her in a while and ejaculate into her vagina. I didn't know what the situation and feeling would be like.
As for Ya-ting, she was completely unaware that her older brother and sister were about to have sex while she was asleep, and their relationship was no longer the same. She just silently watched TV, occasionally eating snacks, and didn't say a word to us, especially me.
Finally, it was eleven o'clock, bedtime. Ying-zi urged Ya-ting to turn off the TV, and then we all took out pillows and thin blankets from the closet, turned the air conditioner to a warmer sleep mode, turned off the lights, and lay down.
I don't know how Ying-zi was feeling; I only know that I kept blinking at the dark ceiling, my heart pounding with anxiety.
About half an hour passed, and I finally heard Ya-ting's breathing become steady. I decided to wait another half hour for her to fall into a deeper sleep before taking action.
I turned to look at Ying-zi on my right. Although she was lying flat on the tatami, she had turned to look at me at some point, and immediately gave me a gentle smile after seeing me turn my head.
Looking at Ying-zi's gentle smile, I couldn't smile back. I just nervously whispered to Ying-zi, "Is Ya-ting asleep?" Ying-zi nodded gently.
In the dimly lit, cool room, I silently got up, picked up my pillow and a thin blanket, and whispered to Yingzi, "Come with me." Then I silently walked towards the kitchen.
I did this because the kitchen was darker; the moonlight streaming in from the French windows didn't reach there, and I wanted to be away from Ya-ting, who was sleeping by the window, simply not wanting to disturb her.
Seeing me walk away with my pillow and blanket, Yingzi also picked up hers and got up, silently following me.
I almost reached the kitchen counter before placing my pillow and blanket on the tatami mat next to it.
Yingzi gracefully knelt down beside me, placing her pillow next to mine, and then simply knelt upright, watching me.
I whispered, "Lie down on the pillow."
She nodded and obediently lay down on her pillow, then looked at me secretly and asked, "Brother?" "What?" "Why did we come here?" Yingzi was still confused, even naively thinking that having sex was nothing, and that it would just end up like her mother having a baby... I whispered to her, "Actually, I don't know what it will be like when we have sex, so it's better to stay away from Yating so as not to disturb her sleep." Yingzi finally understood and nodded, agreeing that it was better not to disturb Yating.
Then I looked at Yingzi nervously and said, "I'm going to take off your pants later, and no matter what I do, don't move. Just lie there and let me do it, okay?" Yingzi asked innocently and in surprise, "You're going to take off my pants?" "Yes, otherwise how will my penis go into your vagina?" Yingzi hesitated for a few seconds and then nodded, indicating that she had accepted my request.
Having received her consent, I squatted down beside Yingzi, about to reach out and pull down her loose, baggy underwear that she usually wore as pajamas, when she suddenly spoke: "Brother?" "What is it?"
"Are you really going to put your penis inside my vagina like that book says?" "Yes." "Are you really going to ejaculate inside my vagina?"
I told her directly, "Yes."
"Will I get pregnant? If the dates in that book are accurate, I might be pregnant today." "If you really are pregnant, we'll talk about it then." "Brother, do you actually want me to have your baby?"
"I just want to have sex with you, Yingzi. I haven't thought about what to do about the baby." Actually, it was very irresponsible of me to say that. I was completely blinded by the desire to have sex. But Yingzi obviously hadn't thought too much about it either. She didn't know that having and raising a baby was not easy, especially since she was only twelve years old. So she innocently and obediently answered me, "Mmm." Then, just as I was about to continue, Yingzi suddenly asked again, "How do you put your penis into my vagina, brother?" I simply told her, "I'm already erect. I can definitely insert it." Hearing me say "insert," she was a little surprised, "Insert it?" "You'll find out in a bit. Don't ask anymore."
Yingzi finally obediently stopped asking anything. In the darkness, I pulled her loose panties down with my hands and threw them on the tatami mat at her feet.
When I realized that I had really taken off my sister's panties, leaving her completely naked, and I could vaguely see Yingzi's Y-shaped genitals in the darkness, my mind almost went blank.
Extremely nervous, I said to her, "No matter what I do, don't move. Just leave it to me, understand?" She nodded obediently again, so I put my hands between her thighs and spread her legs apart, just like the illustrations I'd seen in sex education books at the bookstore, where the woman's legs were spread like this, with the man on top of her.
I squatted nervously, my curious hands roughly touching Yingzi's genitals, trying to find out where her vaginal opening was, but because it was completely dark, all I could feel was how soft Yingzi's genitals were, and I couldn't feel anything else... Yingzi waited obediently, keeping her legs spread so I could touch her genitals. Although she didn't say anything, I believe she must have been confused and curious about my actions.
I groped around in the dark for about ten seconds, then finally gave up and decided to just go for it, so I stood up and started taking off my boxer shorts.
Yingzi had been lying down watching me, so she naturally watched me stand up and hurriedly take off my boxer shorts. She noticed a thick, erect object sticking out from between my legs after the pants were off. She realized what it might be, but wasn't sure: "Brother? Is that your penis?" I didn't answer her. I just threw my boxer shorts aside, then nervously straddled her open legs, slowly squatted down, and touched Yingzi's thighs, stomach, and arms with both hands. I slowly stretched my legs back straight, pressing my entire body down on top of her... Soon I was on top of Yingzi's delicate body, supporting myself with my left hand so as not to actually press down on her, and holding my penis with my right hand, pressing the glans against her vulva. My knees were on the tatami mat, and my legs were stretched back straight.
Yingzi must have felt the hardness and roundness of my glans. Looking at my face, she whispered, "Brother? Is that your penis in my urethra?" I nodded, then said nervously, "Your penis could go into your vagina at any moment, so don't move." Yingzi just nodded, still not fully understanding the seriousness of what I was about to do to her.
I knew the time had come, so I started thrusting my hips and legs, pushing my glans towards Yingzi's vulva, trying to find the vaginal opening to insert.
After I thrust into her, Yingzi remained silent, just looking at me. She even slowly raised her hands, which had been resting on the tatami, to grasp my arms.
That summer night, at fourteen, I began pressing my glans against my twelve-year-old sister's vulva in a dimly lit room with the air conditioning on. My mother, living a happy life far away abroad, would never have imagined we would do this... I pressed in silently, again and again. After a dozen seconds, she asked me, "Brother, is your penis in yet?" I anxiously replied, "Not yet." After a few more thrusts, I suddenly felt like I was going to ejaculate because it was so stimulating. Just as I was about to stop, my semen started shooting out onto Yingzi's vulva. It shot out three times before I stopped, and I stopped moving as well, cursing inwardly: Why did the semen spray out so fast?
Yingzi didn't know why I stopped moving. She only spoke again when the smell of semen wafted through the air: "Brother?" I ignored her and continued pressing against her vulva because I found that my penis was still hard. However, because of the lubrication from the semen, it would slide around, and even if I really reached the vaginal opening, it was impossible to penetrate.
After trying for about half a minute, I angrily told her, "Don't move," and quickly got up to grab the tissues from the kitchen counter. In the dark, I groped around and wiped Yingzi's genitals clean.
Yingzi obediently didn't move, letting me wipe her genitals with the tissues. She didn't even realize I had ejaculated on her genitals; she just looked up at me with concern and asked, "Brother, what happened?" I had to admit, "I can't find your vagina." "Don't you know where it is?"
"I've never seen it before, and I don't dare turn on the light now, afraid of waking Yating. I only know that the vaginal opening is between the two holes for peeing and pooping." Yingzi was surprisingly innocent and considerate as she told me, "If that's the case, I know where my peeing and pooping places are, I can feel them, so you should be able to know where my vagina is." I was really surprised to hear her say that, and then I thought, "That's right, if I touched my own anus, I would know it was my anus." So, with the help of the innocent and obedient Yingzi, I pressed myself on top of her body again, tentatively pushing with the head of my penis, and she told me whether the position was too low or too high. After trying a few times, my head of my penis finally reached the position that should be where her vaginal opening was, and I began to feel it sinking in, even lower than where I had been pushing before. No wonder I couldn't reach it before... I asked her nervously, "Yingzi, is this it?"
"I think so? I don't know where my vagina is, but I can tell you, it's definitely not where I poop or pee." Yingzi said it with certainty, and I knew she wouldn't lie to me, so I nervously told her, my voice even trembling, "I'm going to try inserting it into your vagina, okay?" In the darkness, she just nodded obediently, so I started to thrust forward forcefully.
After a few thrusts, it definitely felt different, softer than before, and it felt like I was hitting a very elastic spring.
After a few more thrusts, I felt like Yingzi's vagina was starting to sink in.
After a few more thrusts, feeling no change, I decided to try harder. Suddenly, I felt a heat in my glans, as if it were being tightly bound by something very elastic. Yingzi also let out a surprised little cry, "Ah..." I ignored her and realized that my glans was indeed inside her vagina, so I quickly continued to thrust harder. I felt my glans being enveloped and gripped, all the way into Yingzi's buttocks, all the way to the very inside. In just a few seconds, our lower bodies were completely pressed together, and my penis was completely filled into Yingzi's vagina. My glans felt wet and hot. That's how I lost my virginity with my obedient and gentle sister.
At this moment, I didn't move at all, just fully enjoying the feeling of my thick penis inside Yingzi's vagina. I was so moved and excited that I couldn't speak.
However, Yingzi, lying in the darkness, kept her eyes fixed on me, her hands gripping my arms tightly, and asked in a low, patient voice, "Brother...?" My lower body was pressed tightly against Yingzi's, and I didn't move. I looked at her and nodded excitedly, "I think my penis is already inside your vagina." Yingzi said to me with patience, "It hurts... Why does it hurt?" As she said this, my penis suddenly felt a clenching, as if she couldn't help but let her vagina contract forcefully, as if trying to squeeze my penis out.
I enjoyed the sudden tightness, and after a few seconds of pleasure, I asked her with concern, "Does it hurt? Does it hurt a lot?" "It doesn't hurt much, it just feels hot and sore..."
At the time, I didn't know how much pain a virgin would experience when losing her virginity, and since Yingzi hadn't told me it hurt a lot, I could only enjoy the feeling of my penis inside her wet and hot vagina while telling her, "Just bear with it a little longer, it'll be over when I ejaculate." The naive Yingzi also thought that the most important thing was for me to ejaculate in her vagina, so she asked me directly, "So, are you going to ejaculate in my vagina now, brother?" I nodded and then told her, "Not so fast yet, just bear with it a little longer, it'll be over when I ejaculate." "Hmm..."
Then I started thrusting according to the knowledge I had read in sex books, except that this time, what was tightly gripping my penis wasn't my own hand, but my sister's wet and hot vagina.
With the energy unique to young people, I began a continuous thrusting motion, looking at my sister's face, exchanging glances with her, silently fucking her, enjoying all the pleasure that Yingzi's warm body and tight vagina brought me... Also, if I hadn't already ejaculated twice while taking a shower, and hadn't automatically ejaculated one more time earlier, I probably would have ejaculated again as soon as I started thrusting.
Because of the three times I ejaculated prematurely, the sensitivity of my glans penis was completely reduced. Therefore, my first sexual encounter with Yingzi took quite a while. It was a blessing in disguise, because I was able to fully enjoy my first sexual experience, to fully enjoy the feeling of my penis rubbing against Yingzi's vagina. I felt that sex was really amazing, even more amazing than masturbation. I couldn't help but think, "I can really have sex with Yingzi like this from now on, it's so great..." As for Yingzi, she just kept looking at me while I was penetrating her vagina, her hands on my arms, her body swaying slightly up and down, silently experiencing everything. After more than ten seconds, she called out to me again, "Brother..." I responded while penetrating her, "Hmm?" "Does your penis have to keep moving?"
I just nodded.
"Is this what sex is?"
I answered Yingzi again with a silent nod and continued thrusting.
"Brother, are we really having sex?"
I nodded again.
"It feels so strange, so different from what I originally thought. That book didn't say it should be like this..." I didn't answer Yingzi, just silently enjoying the feeling of penetrating her, going in and out.
Yingzi asked again, "Are we really doing something that will make us have a baby?"
I answered confidently, "Yes."
Yingzi asked me the same question again, "Will I have your baby?" "I really don't know." Hearing me give the same answer, Yingzi suddenly revealed a teasing smile while enduring the pain of me penetrating her genitals.
"I'm sure I'll have your baby, right? If Mom finds out I'm having a baby too, and it's your baby, she'll be so shocked!" At the moment of our first time together, Yingzi suddenly mentioned telling her mother. Actually, I wasn't shocked or terrified to stop her, because I genuinely felt that since Mom had completely entrusted her to me, she probably already considered this possibility. So I simply replied, "It should be alright, right?" After that, Yingzi was silent for a while, just looking at me in the shadows with eyes full of trust and adoration, silently spreading her legs for me to have sex with. About half a minute passed like this: "Brother doesn't seem to want to talk much. Are you tired?" I wasn't tired, but I was really excited. After all, it was my first time with a girl, like a child discovering a very interesting toy or game. I really didn't want to care about anything else or talk, so I wasn't nervous: "It's okay, I just want to focus on having sex with you." "I saw your penis was thick and long just now?" I answered her confidently, "That's how it is when it's erect."
She asked in surprise, "Will it get that long?"
"Yes."
"It's inside my vagina now?"
"Yes."
"That's strange..."
I changed the subject and asked her with concern, "Yingzi, does it still hurt down there?" "It still hurts, but it's much better now, just a little bit of stinging." Hearing Yingzi say this in a gentle tone, I finally breathed a sigh of relief and then started thinking about all sorts of things.
After all, my penis was already inside her vagina, rubbing back and forth—an undeniable fact. Given the overall situation, there was no need to worry about anything uncontrollable suddenly happening. Ya-ting was also sound asleep on the other side of the room, so I could calmly think about other things. Then I spoke to Ying-zi, "See? I told you that even if you're not eighteen, you can still have sex, right? Look at how Mom gave birth to my older brother at sixteen; that book that says you have to be an adult must be wrong." The clueless Ying-zi could only smile and agree with my then-biased argument, "Hmm… Brother really knows a lot…" Being sincerely praised by my sister, and being in the process of "conquering her," I couldn't help but feel a little carried away:
"Because I have to take care of you both."
"Brother, thank you for taking care of me and Ya-ting."
"Taking care of you is what I should do."
"Hmm…"
Our conversation ended again. In the darkness, Yingzi still looked at me with adoring eyes, her legs spread wide, offering her body to me. I simply looked down at her face, my lower body continuing to thrust in and out, focusing once again on enjoying the pleasurable sensation of penetration. Sex is really so pleasurable; I should have asked Yingzi sooner… I silently enjoyed the pleasure of intercourse when Yingzi suddenly broke the silence: “Brother…?” “What is it?” “I know you’ll ejaculate in my vagina later, but what does semen look like? Is it watery?
Or yellowish like urine?”
“Semen is sticky and white.”
“Sticky and white?”
“Okay, okay, don’t ask now. You’ll know when I ejaculate.” Yingzi obediently fell silent again, lying there letting me fuck her, without uttering a single word.
I supported myself above her, focusing on her face, my lower body intently fucking her. About a minute later, feeling the urge to ejaculate, I couldn’t help but thrust faster and faster.
Yingzi sensed my movements quickening, and finally broke the silence, asking me in confusion, "Brother?" "I'm going to ejaculate." "Brother's going to ejaculate? What am I going to do?"
I didn't answer, nor could I, because another wave of intense pleasure washed over me. So I just doubled down on my thrusting, until the final stroke, slamming my penis hard into Yingzi's vagina, startling her. I finally ejaculated in a completely blank climax… "I ejaculated inside a girl's vagina… I really ejaculated inside Yingzi's vagina…" As my consciousness returned, I felt the semen… The semen gushed out, shooting directly into Yingzi's small, warm, and moist body. Only these two sentences could be uttered in my mind…※※※
From the moment I gestured for her to follow me to the kitchen, less than fifteen minutes had passed. Yingzi obediently spread her legs and had sex with me, even knowing there was a possibility of pregnancy, allowing me to ejaculate inside her vagina without any protection. After all, the little handbook did mention how girls could protect themselves from contraception… Thus, in the dimly lit kitchen, my brother and I ended our first sexual experience, and together learned a lot about this kind of thing. After
ejaculating inside Yingzi, I didn't leave immediately. Instead, I maintained our bodies joined and watched her. Yingzi looked at me somewhat bewildered, as my intense actions during ejaculation had frightened her.
I simply looked at her, calming my breathing, and after about ten seconds, slowly withdrew my penis. The withdrawal felt smooth and slippery, naturally due to the semen. The smell of semen began to fill the room.
"Brother?"
"I've already ejaculated." As I answered her, I pulled out a dozen or so tissues from the box on the counter and handed them to Yingzi.
She silently took them. "Brother, you really ejaculated in my vagina?" "This smell is the smell of semen. You should have smelled it earlier, right? Now stand up and wipe yourself with the tissues. You'll see. The semen should be slowly flowing out of your vagina." Yingzi listened to me and stood up gracefully with her legs together. She started wiping her genitals with great curiosity. She found that there was indeed a sticky liquid flowing out. While wiping, she asked me some questions about semen, mostly about why it was sticky or why it smelled like that. However, since I didn't know either, I couldn't answer her. I could only sit cross-legged on the tatami mat and wipe my penis and the tatami mat where the semen had gotten on it.
We wiped ourselves clean until Yingzi's vagina stopped leaking semen before putting her underwear (pajamas) back on. Then I couldn't help but hug her tightly... "Yingzi, thank you."
Yingzi was a little taken aback by my sudden hug: "Brother?" I said gratefully and moved, "Thank you for agreeing to have sex with me. It felt so good. I'm so happy and touched. I will take care of you and Yating forever." After a moment of silence, Yingzi smiled and hugged me back: "I should thank you for taking care of us all this time, for not leaving like Mom." "I will never leave you."
"Brother, thank you..."
Then we just hugged each other tightly, feeling the unspoken warmth, before slowly letting go, smiling intimately as we picked up the pillow and blanket from the floor, and walked hand in hand back to our usual sleeping spot next to the balcony.
Under the bright moonlight, Ya-ting was still fast asleep, her sleeping posture quite unseemly, even kicking the blanket aside. She seemed completely unaware that her brother and sister had just engaged in sexual intercourse, and that her sister Ying-zi, who was like a mother to her, had indeed received her brother's semen… “Sigh, Ya-ting even kicks off the blanket…” Ying-zi, seeing this, put the pillow and blanket back where she had been lying, and then gracefully knelt down to cover Ya-ting with the thin blanket again, just like a mother.
I, too, placed my own pillow and blanket in my usual spot next to Ying-zi, sitting cross-legged, watching Ying-zi care for Ya-ting with such meticulous gentleness and care… Ah, having a girl like Ying-zi by my side is truly wonderful.
Ying-zi knelt beside Ya-ting, carefully tending to her for a while before turning around, satisfied. She immediately met my eyes, and we both exchanged intimate smiles, without the slightest awkwardness.
Yingzi said gently to me, "Brother, let's go to sleep."
"Okay!"
Then we laughed and pulled up our blankets to lie on the tatami mat, covering ourselves with them. Looking at each other, we really seemed like two innocent children who had just had sex. Even the serious matter of having sex hadn't affected us at all; on the contrary, it made us even closer.
I lay on the pillow looking at Yingzi on my right, seeing her gentle smile as she turned to look at me, seeing her eyes filled with even more trust and infatuation. I took the initiative to extend my right hand, and she extended her left hand, and we held hands.
"Brother, you said it felt really good just now. Was having sex with me really that good?" I answered her directly, "Yes, it really felt good. That's pleasure, especially when you ejaculate. It felt really good. Didn't you feel good?" "I just felt a hot and sore feeling in my vagina."
Remembering this, I quickly asked her, "Does it still hurt now?" "No, now I just feel like there's still something in my vagina. It feels so strange..." Yingzi found it both strange and interesting and couldn't help but laugh.
Seeing that she wasn't averse to sex at all, I asked her again, "Yingzi, if you don't mind, how about we have sex again tomorrow? Because it feels so good..." Yingzi just smiled sweetly and answered me naturally and gently, "Okay."
[The End]

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