Desire Mother

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At 22, I became a young mother. I never imagined that my greatest passion—sex—would begin its decline from that point on. First, having a child made things somewhat inconvenient. Even when we did have sex, it was at night behind closed doors, and I couldn't moan loudly. How could I get used to that? Even when our son wasn't home, we'd seize the opportunity to make love, but the anxiety of his return always prevented us from finding that intense, satisfying feeling again. Furthermore, my husband, due to work commitments, gradually became less interested in sex, and his energy levels declined. What used to be once or twice a day slowly dwindled to once every two or three days, and sometimes he couldn't even get an erection for half a day. I tried everything to seduce him, buying a whole wardrobe of sexy lingerie, stockings, and high heels, but nothing could arouse his interest. To make matters worse, four years ago, his company promoted him, but he was to be sent abroad. Our already limited sex life completely disappeared. For the past four years, I've been quite busy with work, so I can focus most of my daytime energy on it. However, every night I'm tossing and turning in bed, unable to control my desire. I have a few dildos, but they don't give me that physical sensation of intimacy. It's like scratching an itch through a boot—the more you scratch, the more it itches. My body is like a spring meadow, dry and parched. Finally, one day, a small spark slowly ignited this long-awaited meadow.
It happened last week. My son's homeroom teacher called me to the school, saying that my son was disobeying the school's curriculum. Oh, I forgot to mention, my son, Chen Tao, is currently in school, but he's already taller than me. Like his father, he's rather thin, with a handsome face like mine. He usually does well in school and is very obedient. Why was he causing trouble at school this time? When I arrived at school, the teacher called my son to the office and told me that his class had a swimming lesson scheduled for that afternoon, but he hadn't come to the swimming pool. Instead, he stayed in the classroom reading. The PE teacher went to find him, but he refused to go. The teacher thought he was afraid of water and said, "You don't have to go in the water, but you must change into your swimming trunks and go to the swimming pool. Otherwise, the other students will follow your example, and that would be terrible." But my son just wouldn't listen and refused to go. So, the PE teacher notified his homeroom teacher that they needed to call his parents in for a talk. While the teacher was speaking, my son stood beside her with his head down, his lips tightly pursed, neither arguing nor explaining anything. It was me who repeatedly apologized to the teacher, saying that my son is usually very well-behaved and obedient, and I didn't know what was wrong this time. Maybe it was just the rebellious phase of adolescence. I hoped the teacher wouldn't punish him. Seeing my apology and knowing that my son is usually very obedient, the teacher didn't pursue the matter further, but just told me to go home and have a good talk with him to see what the reason was.
When we got home, I didn't scold him. Instead, I pulled him to sit on the sofa and gently asked him why he refused to go to class. At first, my son remained silent, saying nothing. Later, I pretended to say, "If you don't tell me, Mommy will really get angry." He finally looked up, but his cute lips were still pursed, as if he wanted to say something but was still hesitant. I smiled and said, "It's okay, just tell me what's wrong. Don't hold back." He then slowly told me the reason. It turned out that my son and his classmates wore the school-issued swimsuits for swimming class. My son was going to go to class, but after changing into his swimsuit in the changing room, he realized that it didn't fit. His classmates laughed at him, so he was embarrassed to go to class. I asked him, "Didn't you all choose your own swimsuit sizes, like waist and hip measurements? How could it not fit? Besides, if it didn't fit, you could have told the teacher why. Why didn't you say anything?" He fell silent again. I said, "Tao Tao, you have to be honest. It's okay to skip class, but don't lie to your mom." He finally said, "Mom, I didn't lie to you. It really wasn't appropriate, but... I... I'm embarrassed to tell the teacher why. Actually... it's because... I... I..." Seeing his troubled expression, I encouraged him, "Tao Tao, what's there to be embarrassed about with your mom? Tell me, what's the reason?" He mustered his courage for a long time before finally saying in the softest voice, "It's because... my... penis is too big. It's a big bump in the front, it's so embarrassing." After saying that, his little face turned red, and he didn't even dare to lift his head. I was stunned, and my face flushed red too. I hadn't expected this. I tried to calm myself down and said softly, "Tao Tao, it's... it's big there... that's normal." I started to stammer too. "But, all my classmates' swim trunks are flat, only mine is so big. I feel like everyone is looking at me... it's really embarrassing." I slowly calmed myself down and said, "Okay, if you're really embarrassed, we can order a bigger one next time, but you can't talk back to your teacher, okay?" He nodded obediently and went back to his room to study. For some reason, I felt a fire slowly burning inside me. I knew what it was, and I quickly told myself, "He's my son, how can you feel like this?" Back in my room, I couldn't help but reach under my skirt, feeling the heat in my genitals. I slipped my fingers into my semi-transparent panties and touched them, surprising even myself. Sticky, lustful fluid had flowed down my labia majora. I couldn't help but scold myself inwardly, "How can you be so lewd? Just because your son says his penis is big, you're already leaking like this." It seemed I really wanted to have sex. I had to calm down; I'd use a dildo to cool down that night. But that afternoon, for some reason, I couldn't suppress that lust; the more I tried to suppress it, the stronger it became. I felt so uncomfortable that I secretly used a dildo on myself in my room. I didn't expect so much fluid to flow, much more than usual; the sheets were soaked. Maybe it was because my son was next door; I wonder if he heard the splashing sounds.
At dinner, I tried to act normal, chatting and laughing with my son. He had clearly forgotten the embarrassment of the afternoon and was telling me about funny things at school. But I couldn't calm down. My eyes kept involuntarily drifting to the crotch of his pajama bottoms. Even though I kept pulling my gaze away, it would inevitably linger there again. I thought to myself, "He's just a kid; how big can his penis be? It's just a little bigger than other kids his age; he just feels different." Dinner ended with my son's laughter and my absent-minded responses. My son said goodnight and went to sleep after studying late into the night, but for some reason I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. I kept having this thought that I couldn't even believe myself. I kept trying to get rid of this shameful thought, but it kept getting stronger and stronger and gradually took over my mind.
I glanced at my watch; it was already 1 a.m. My body was covered in a fine layer of sweat from tossing and turning, and I felt increasingly hot. Finally, I succumbed to my instincts once more. I explained to myself, "I don't know if Xiao Tao was lying about why he didn't go to class this morning. As his mother, I have a responsibility to find out. If it's not that reason, but something else causing his aversion to school, that would be terrible." Having this legitimate reason, the fire in my heart became uncontrollable. I tiptoed to Xiao Tao's door, gently pushed it open, and in the light of the corridor, I saw Xiao Tao lying on his side, his body slightly curled up. I quietly went inside, feeling a strange mix of nervousness, anticipation, and a little guilt. Finally, I moved to Xiao Tao's side, gently bent down, and carefully looked at his face. His breathing was even; he must be fast asleep. With a trembling hand, I boldly reached out and gently lifted the towel covering him. In the lamplight, I saw that Xiao Tao was wearing tight-fitting boxer briefs. My eyes were glued to him; they were enormous. The bulge in his groin indicated that this was not a size a child could have, nor even most adults. The thin fabric even revealed the faint outline of his glans. I unconsciously licked my lips, my body burning with desire, my vagina already producing copious amounts of fluid. Then, a voice inside me said, "Alright, Wang Lili, you've got the evidence you wanted. Xiao Tao is definitely not lying. That size will definitely surprise other children. You should go back." I hesitated, wondering whether to heed this voice, when another voice rang out: "How can you be sure without seeing it with your own eyes? For the sake of the child, you must see it for yourself. This is for Xiao Tao's good." Hearing this, I heeded that voice again. Yes, it was for Xiao Tao's good; it was a mother's responsibility. So, my hand, which had stopped moving, began to move again, slowly moving to the hem of Xiao Tao's tight pants. While looking up at Xiao Tao's face to make sure he was asleep, I slowly used one finger to lift the hem of his underwear. The first thing I saw was that enormous glans. Its size immediately reminded me of my husband back abroad. My little pussy used to be penetrated by such a large glans every day, my tight vagina pushing back the foreskin, letting the slippery fluid inside mix with my own… I couldn't help but think of that feeling, that long-lost feeling. Yes, more than half a year had passed since my husband last returned to China. For the past six months, I'd been accompanied by those few dildos every day, and now, a real, huge cock was right in front of me. At this moment, the crotch of my transparent underwear was already soaked, and my own vaginal fluid had even seeped through the lace fabric. I continued to slowly spread my trouser leg open, revealing most of my thick, long penis. Without underwear, it slid down gently and even emerged from my underwear leg. I couldn't suppress my desire to touch it, even though it might wake Xiao Tao. My right hand continued to spread my trouser leg open, while my left hand trembled as it reached for the big cock I had been dreaming of. The moment I touched it, I completely gave up resisting my primal instincts. That hot cock was like a magnet, attracting my delicate hand. I even started to gently stroke it with three fingers. The large glans immediately emerged, and the urethral opening was larger than average. Although it wasn't as dark as my husband's penis, its white and tender appearance made it look even more adorable. I unconsciously started masturbating, my eyes becoming increasingly hazy and alluring. After a dozen or so strokes, his penis slowly began to harden and thicken. I looked up at Xiao Tao, and he seemed to sense it a little, his eyebrows twitching slightly, but he didn't seem to be waking up yet. So I continued masturbating, and the lustful fluid flowing from my pussy started to run down my thighs. My nipples were fully erect, standing up like two big grapes. As I stroked him, drops of liquid gradually flowed from his urethra. I seemed to taste that long-lost sticky fluid again. I slowly lowered my head, propped myself up on my elbows, and brought my face close to Xiao Tao's penis. The smell of lubricant wafted over, stimulating my nerves and making my whole body unbearably itchy. I gently stuck out my tongue and licked the flowing fluid up his penis. It smelled so good! I savored the slightly fishy and slightly pungent taste. I gently opened my alluring lips and slowly enveloped my son's large glans, habitually stroking it downwards. I had been longing for this feeling for so many days. Just as I was about to continue stroking, my son's leg suddenly turned to the side, bumping into my head. I was so startled that I trembled all over. I quickly looked up and saw that Xiao Tao still had his eyes closed, but his brows were furrowed even more, and he seemed to be emitting a slight moan. It turned out he was just stimulated. I was so startled. Although he didn't wake up, because he rolled over, his penis was completely pressed under him, and I absolutely didn't dare to turn his body over, otherwise he would definitely wake up. So, with a mix of satisfaction and regret, I returned to my room. That night, I masturbated three times with a dildo, still unable to suppress my endless lust. My mind was filled with thoughts of my son Xiao Tao's big penis. Although I felt guilty, I couldn't control these thoughts at all. I finally fell asleep just before dawn.
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