My cousin, who is more than 20 years older than me

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Although she's my cousin, she's 23 years older than me, already in her late forties. It all happened suddenly, and with nowhere else to vent, I finally decided to write this down and share it with my friends; after all, some things just need to be said.
Actually, I've had a strong attraction to older women and incestuous relationships since I was little. Now that I'm married, I also have a thing for older women, but to be honest, firstly, although it's been a long time, it's still just wishful thinking; secondly, I absolutely cannot accept incestuous relationships involving mothers and sons. So, I don't understand why I'm so attracted to mature women. Moreover, as I get older, I've become increasingly drawn to visual impact, such as heavy makeup, bodycon skirts, high heels, and stockings. Frankly, these things are completely unrelated to my cousin. However, she's more like a sister than a cousin, because when I was in middle school, my parents were busy with their business, so I lived with my aunt for a few years, and naturally, I spent a lot of time with my cousin. Back then, she wasn't married yet, and she became my daily object of fantasy. Once, when the adults weren't around, I couldn't resist peeping at her showering, and he caught me and slapped me hard several times. I was in middle school then, young and hot-blooded, and I used my fantasies to retaliate. I fantasized about having sex almost every day, even often imagining using SM scenarios to train her into a female slave or bitch. However, after we stopped living together, I lost all interest in her.
Until two years ago, when I was preparing to get married and buy a house, my cousin and brother-in-law were also looking to upgrade their living situation, so we looked at houses together and eventually bought apartments across the hall from each other, so we could look after each other. To make a long story short, although I'm married, my wife works in another city, and she hasn't found a new job yet, so I can only see her once or twice a month. I'm burning with lust with nowhere to release it. I tried prostitutes, but they didn't feel right, and I didn't like them. Some friends had tried with respectable women, but they turned out to be wicked and I contracted a disease, which terrified me. That's when I realized that even releasing lust requires finding something safe and reliable. But I found there weren't many truly safe and reliable options left.
I remember last autumn, my cousin and brother-in-law attended a wedding, and I bumped into them as they were leaving. Surprisingly, my cousin, who always went makeup-free, was over 40 and wearing black stockings and high heels—one pair shorter than mine! I couldn't help but glance at them up and down several times, while they probably didn't notice. They exchanged a few words and went downstairs. When I got home, I couldn't help but recall her. My cousin was rather plain-looking, with above-average looks and a slightly plump figure. I hadn't paid much attention to her before, but that day she was quite attractive. I chuckled to myself, and from that moment on, a thought crossed my mind: wouldn't someone like my cousin perfectly fulfill all my requirements? Mature woman, safe, incestuous. But it was just wishful thinking, because I believe my cousin is absolutely conservative. Let alone incest, besides her brother-in-law, Peng has never been with any other man. Of course, this is just my opinion.
Perhaps because of this thought, whenever I had a chance to talk to my cousin alone, I would mention how depressed I was without my wife. My cousin understood, of course, but she kept warning me not to make mistakes and to be honest. However, she seemed unsuspecting. When I asked her about her sex life with her husband, she chuckled and said he had many social engagements and wasn't in good health, so they rarely had sex. I asked her if she didn't want to, and she said, "You little rascal, how can you ask your older sister such a question?" I added, "Looks like you do want to." She laughed and didn't say anything more. I said, "Sister, why don't you find a lover?" She said, "You rascal, of course I can't. Don't talk about such things anymore." After that, we didn't talk for a while.
However, I felt she wasn't angry. Just for fun, after some time, I remember chatting with her once, and I pretended to say, "My wife and I don't have a harmonious sex life. What kind of positions do you women like?" My cousin was taken aback and said, "Kid, you're too direct!" I said, "I only came to you because I couldn't find anyone else to help me, sis." To my surprise, she wasn't angry. Instead, she thoughtfully said, "Everyone's different." I asked, "So what's your favorite?" She replied, "It's okay to tell you, I like it from behind." I laughed and said, "Really? Your husband isn't tall, so his penis isn't long enough, haha." My cousin said, "You little rascal, stop saying useless things and think about yourself." I laughed and said, "Sister, you've been suppressing yourself for too long, I didn't expect you to be so open, haha." Perhaps my cousin realized she had said something inappropriate at this point, her expression changed, and she sent me home. However, after observing her for a few days, she didn't seem angry, and I didn't think much of it.
Until one day last month, my brother-in-law and sister had a big fight, and he took his nephew back to their hometown in the countryside. My sister was crying alone at home. My wife wasn't home, and I, being alone across the street, couldn't sit still, so I went over to comfort my sister for a while. She didn't say anything. It was evening then, so I said, "Sister, let's go out to eat today, it's my treat." She agreed. When we got to the restaurant, I said, "It's cold, let's have some baijiu (Chinese liquor)." She didn't say anything and drank with me. I didn't dare drink too much, but she kept drinking, one glass after another, and soon she was quite drunk. She started talking a lot, and I just half-heartedly responded. After dinner, we went home. When we got home, my cousin was basically unconscious. She was talking nonsense, but one thing she said really startled me. She said, "You shameless xxx (brother-in-law), I've sacrificed so much for you, and what have I gotten in return? Damn it, even Xiao X (my nickname) knows your dick is short and useless, haha, our Xiao X has a big dick, hahahahaha."
I really didn't know whether to laugh or cry when I heard that. Then, just as I was about to help my cousin to sleep, she suddenly vomited all over herself. There was no way around it, so I had to change her clothes right away. Luckily, the house had heating, so she wasn't worried about catching a cold. I said, "Sis, wake up quickly and change your clothes." By then, she was already fast asleep. Based on my drinking experience, I knew that if something like this happened, I'd probably black out tomorrow. Suddenly, I felt a surge of lust and decided to change my cousin's clothes.
My cousin is 163 cm tall and seems a bit chubby. She was completely fast asleep. My hands trembled as I removed her clothes one by one; my penis was already bulging, almost bursting out of my pants. When I got down to her thermal underwear, I carried her to the bed and repeatedly called her name, actually to test how deeply she was asleep. She was completely unaware. After she was in bed, I mustered my courage and slapped her bottom hard. Unexpectedly, she just rolled over and went back to sleep. Only then did I feel relieved. I took off her thermal underwear. I clearly remember that my cousin was wearing a flesh-colored bra that day, the kind with a typical middle-aged woman's bra—a bra with a foam underwire and embroidery. This kind of underwire bra made her breasts look very large, like two big meatballs. I pressed them with my fingers; they were very soft. So, I took off the bra, and her two large breasts immediately lost their support and sagged. My cousin's breasts are quite large, but they were very soft, without any firmness; they were just two large, unsatisfying breasts. Her nipples were dark, almost brown, and her areolas were quite large, protruding from her breasts with some long hairs growing out. Her nipples were long, and when I tried to pinch them, they immediately hardened. I started squeezing her large breasts hard and licking her nipples with my tongue. Suddenly, my sister started moaning, which startled me. I quickly let go, and my penis instantly went limp.
Composing myself, I quickly dressed her in her long underwear, covered her with a blanket, and ran home.
I didn't sleep well all night, and even after getting home, I masturbated while thinking about my sister. When I woke up, of course, the first thing I did was go to check on my cousin across the street. I knocked and went in, and my sister slapped me twice as soon as she opened the door, saying, "What did you do last night?" I immediately burst into tears, saying, "I didn't do anything, I won't do it again, sister, I was wrong." My sister slapped me twice more, went back to her room, and didn't say another word. After a while, I knocked on her door, but no one answered. I opened the door and went in. The curtains were drawn, and my cousin was sitting there expressionless. I timidly went in, and she suddenly stood up and slapped me twice more. Then, she pushed me onto the bed, pulled down my pajama bottoms, long underwear, and underwear, and started sucking my penis while cursing, "You little beast, damn it, you're ruining your sister, fucking your sister... I'll let you fuck me, I'll let you fuck me... You think you're so great... Your penis is so big... Fuck me... Fuck me to death... I don't want to live anymore... Just fuck me to death... Damn it..." I was completely stunned. I lay on the bed, and I ejaculated in no time. Because it was so unexpected, I sprayed semen all over my cousin's mouth and face. My cousin went crazy, cursing with semen in her mouth, saying, "You motherfucker, you think you're so great? You ejaculated so quickly, you piece of trash, get out! Get out!" I
was so scared that I pulled up my pants and scrambled home. I heard crying and screaming from across the street, but I didn't dare go there. That's how the day passed. As evening approached, my sister knocked on the door. I opened it, and she immediately said, "Did you hurt yourself? It's my fault." I cried and said it was my fault. I couldn't say anything else. After standing there for a few seconds, she said, "Come and eat."
I went across the street, and my sister had already cooked some simple instant noodles. She didn't say a word while eating. I kept involuntarily crying. My sister looked at me and said, "Silly child, don't cry. It's okay, I won't get pregnant." I cried even harder and said, "Sister, I really didn't do it, you have to believe me." But my cousin said, "Whether you did it or not, it's all in the past. I'm already dead, I don't want to live like this anymore. If you feel sorry for me, don't leave tonight
." I was startled again, but I felt so conflicted, so I just sat in the living room and watched TV. After my sister washed the dishes, she sat down and put her hand on my thigh. I froze, not knowing what to do. She cried as she hugged and kissed me. It was a deep French kiss, and soon, my penis naturally became erect again. She saw it, didn't say anything, sighed, and said, "Your brother-in-law will be back tomorrow afternoon. If you want, do it today." I said, "Sister, I do, I love you." Looking back now, it really was just desire, not love, that's the truth. But I felt it was very unfair to my cousin, but there was nothing I could do.
So we took off our clothes and did it on the sofa. She didn't make much noise, and occasionally she would shed tears, but I performed quite well. After about ten minutes, my cousin came first, holding me tightly and saying, "Cum inside, cum inside." So I ejaculated inside her. My cousin later said she had an IUD and it was fine.
We did it again that night, and it felt strange. I slept through the night, and the next morning, I vaguely felt someone touching my erect penis. I was startled and opened my eyes to find it was my cousin. I thought back to everything that happened last night, and it felt unbelievable. But my cousin said, "Little X, your cousin is dead." I smiled and said, "Then who is this beautiful woman in front of me now?" She smiled and said, "What do you think?" I felt she wasn't angry, so I deliberately said, "I love incest the most. This beautiful woman is my cousin, haha." She smiled, rubbed her thighs, and got into bed to give me oral sex. Then we had sex. Afterwards, I ate breakfast, went home, and my brother-in-law came back in the afternoon. It felt like a dream, as if nothing had happened.
I ended up having sex with my cousin in a daze, and then some other things happened, which I'll share later. I've roughly described my cousin's behavior. I really don't know what her mindset is; please give me your analysis. And now I realize it was really just a physical need; it's hard to say I like my cousin. She's definitely becoming more and more obedient to me, and I'm conflicted. I'm thinking of gradually training her into a female slave, but I don't know what to do next…
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