I'm sorry, this was absolutely an accident.

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"If this is an accidental mistake, I'd rather go with the flow and continue down this path." -- Xinyu
I'm Li Xinyu, a recent junior high school graduate.
I have a father who's always busy with business, and a mother who's a devoted wife and mother. Besides them, I also have a
younger sister named Li Xinyun, who just graduated from elementary school.
My father's business has been doing well these past few years, and he's planning to hand over all the business here to a trusted friend and open
a new branch in Canada.
My parents both want their children to receive an education abroad, but I'm already of high school age, while my sister has just graduated from elementary school
and is still young, making her more adaptable to the outside world. So, they've chosen to send my sister to Canada with my father to study.
"I don't want to go!" No matter how many times my parents try to persuade her, my sister always refuses outright. No matter how much they coax her,
telling her how wonderful the outside world is, my sister remains unmoved.
Finally, Dad lost his patience. "Xinyun, Mom and Dad have made up your mind. Just know it, don't offer
any other opinions."
"I don't want to! I don't want to! I don't want to!" my sister cried excitedly, running back to her room and slamming the door shut.
"Sigh..." Dad sighed helplessly and said to me, "Xinyu, you're more sensible. Letting Xinyun study outside
is for her own good. Go and persuade her."
Because my sister and I have always had a very good relationship, I wasn't surprised that Dad wanted me to do this kind of "ideological work
"—it wasn't the first time.
"Xinyun?" I opened the door and asked softly. Xinyun was sitting alone at her desk, her back to me, one hand propping up her chin
.
"Brother, you don't need to talk to me anymore. I'm not going, and I'm not going! No matter how much Mom and Dad force me, I'm not going!" "Xinyun
said to me without turning her head.
I moved a chair and sat down next to Xinyun, saying to her, "Xinyun, your parents are doing this for your own good. Everyone
wants to study abroad these days, why don't you want to go?"
"I just don't want to go!" Xinyun said childishly.
"Are you reluctant to leave here?" I asked.
"Yes." Xinyun nodded.
"You'll make new friends eventually. You'll have new classmates and friends there, it's okay."
"No! I'm not reluctant to leave my classmates!" Xinyun immediately retorted.
"Then what are you reluctant to leave behind?" I asked, puzzled.
"..." Xinyun lowered her head and didn't speak. After a while, she slowly said, "I'll go if my brother comes with me." "
So you're afraid of being alone, huh? You're such a child." I said to Xinyun, "Didn't Mom and Dad say before that
only one person can go to study? Besides, if I go, wouldn't Mom be pitiful here all alone?"
"Then let Mom come with you," Xinyun said. "How could that be? Our family doesn't have that much money to go there together." I couldn't help but 　　laugh
at her childish answer . 　　 "Then I won't go!" Xinyun said again. 　　 "Xinyun, how can you be so willful? If you keep this up, I won't talk to you anymore," I said, pretending to be angry. 　　Xinyun has always been afraid of me getting angry, and this is my last resort with her, something I only use when I'm desperate, but 　　it always works. 　　 "No, brother… but if I go there, you won't talk to me anymore, will you?" "As she spoke, a sense of melancholy crept 　　into her voice, which made me feel a pang of sadness. 　　 "Don't sound so pitiful," I forced a smile. "It's not like we'll never see each other again." 　　 "But I really don't want to go there alone. I want to be with you, brother," Xinyun pleaded. 　　This made me feel even worse. 　　 "Sweetie, Xinyun, you have to learn to be independent. Everyone has to be independent when they grow up," I advised again. 　　 "..." Xinyun fell silent again, head bowed, looking extremely unwilling. 　　 "Sigh..." This time, I gave in. I really didn't want to see Xinyun like this. "Okay, I'll talk to Mom and Dad. 　　" 　　 "Really?" My sister was overjoyed to hear me say that, her eyes practically sparkling. 　　 "Yes, really, I'll go ask now." Seeing Xinyun like this, I felt a little relieved. 　　 "Yay! I knew you were the best to me!" Xin Yun exclaimed happily, pulling my hand towards the living room 　　. "Go on, brother, I'll wait for your good news here 　　 ." "Yes, yes..." Something felt off... Sigh, why did I give in to her just now... Really. 　　 Seeing me come out of the room, Mom rushed over and asked, "How is it? Xin Yun isn't throwing a tantrum anymore, is she?" 　　 "Uh... Mom, is it really necessary for Xin Yun to go over there?" 　　 Mom blinked at me, seemingly unable to believe that I had just said those words. "Xin Yu, 　　what nonsense are you talking about? Of course you should let her go if there's such an opportunity. Don't you know that's good for her? 　　 ""But Xinyun is afraid of being lonely, and I'm worried she won't be able to adapt to going there alone." I looked at my mom, then glanced at 　　my dad. He seemed a little angry that I was actually siding with my sister. 　　 "What's the big deal? She's just a kid, she'll adapt quickly..." Before my mom could finish, my dad came over and said to me, 　　"Xinyu, what are you doing? I told you to go and persuade your sister, but she persuaded you to come back instead!" 　　 "But..." I wanted to say something, but my dad didn't give me the chance. 　　 "There are no 'buts.' Anyway, Xinyun is definitely going this time. What's a little hardship for her future? 　　You don't need to try to persuade Xinyun anymore, go back to your room." My dad finished speaking unhappily and plopped back down on the sofa.

My mother shook her head and walked away, muttering, "Sigh, these two kids..."
I sighed and slowly walked back to my room, only to see Xinyun peeking out of the doorway. She had clearly
heard the whole conversation.
I made a helpless gesture to her and said, "I can't help it, you heard everything..."
"I'm sorry, brother!" Before I could finish, Xinyun apologized to me.
"What's wrong, Xinyun?" I was a little confused, not understanding why Xinyun was apologizing. "
I made you get scolded by Mom and Dad... I'm sorry..." Xinyun said, still with her head down.
"It's okay, it's nothing." "Oh, so that's what happened. When did Xinyun become so sensible? She even
knows I got scolded because of her.
" "Look, you heard it too, I couldn't help it..." I continued, afraid she'd throw another childish tantrum.
"Okay... I understand, I'll go." Xinyun said softly.
This was quite unexpected. I thought it would be best if Xinyun didn't get angry with me, but now she's
even agreed to go to Canada with Dad.
"Xinyun... have you thought it through?" I asked tentatively again.
"Yes, I'm going." "Xinyun answered, seemingly a little surprised that I had asked her such a question.
However, this was for the best; at least there wouldn't be any more unhappy conflicts at home. At dinner, Xinyun
told her parents about her decision. They were a little surprised by Xinyun's sudden change of attitude, but still very
happy. They even said they had scolded me wrongly at noon, saying I was really good at persuasion. I was somewhat flattered, because
I didn't know why Xinyun had suddenly changed her mind, let alone that it was my doing.
After dinner, my dad said to Xinyun and me, "In another week, I'll be taking Xinyun to Canada."
"Huh? So soon?" Xinyun and I said in unison, after all, it really was a bit too rushed.
"Yes, everything's almost done, and Dad is also rushing to the company there. Your mom and I will go and get the visas in a couple of days
." "
Xinyun and I have mixed feelings. We were fine with going there, since it's not like we'd never see each other again. But the sudden
announcement that we're going next week feels too fast, and it's hard for me to accept the fact that Xinyun and Dad are leaving us to
live over there.
These next few days, since you're on vacation, take Xinyun out to play more." "Dad added after a while. After all,
he loves his daughter, and his anger this morning was unavoidable.
??? That night, lying in bed, I couldn't fall asleep. The dark room seemed empty, with only
the moonlight streaming in through the window, yet even that light felt narrower. But actually, the room and the moonlight hadn't changed; it was just
that soon it would be just Mom and me in the house. I realized that the one truly afraid of loneliness was myself.
??? There was no sound outside the living room; Mom, Dad, and Xinyun must all be asleep. Just as I was thinking this,
there was a sudden knock at the door. Who could it be? Just then, a familiar voice came in.
??? "Brother... are you asleep?" It was Xinyun.
??? "Not yet." I sat up and answered. The door opened, and Xinyun came in carrying her pillow.
??? "Still not asleep so late? What's wrong?" "I asked. Indeed, this is quite rare, isn't it?
" "I can't sleep, brother," Xinyun said, moving closer to the bedside. "Can I sleep with you, brother?"
"Uh..." We haven't slept together in a long time. We've been sleeping in separate rooms since I started middle school, so this is rather
sudden. Xinyun was very close to me, but I couldn't see her face clearly.
"Brother... is it not okay?" Xinyun said, but her voice sounded a little strange. A gust of wind came from outside the window, and a sliver of moonlight
shone through the dispersed clouds, bringing a stream of white light that shone on Xinyun's face. I then noticed that Xinyun's
eyes were swollen, as if she had just been crying.
"Xinyun, what's wrong? Did you cry?" "I asked with concern, only then realizing that Xinyun's voice had been trembling with tears
.
"Brother... I don't want to leave here..." Xinyun said, tears streaming down her cheeks, glistening
in the moonlight.
I panicked immediately, trying to comfort her, "Don't cry, it's not like you're never coming back, don't be like this, Xinyun."
"Brother... I can't bear to leave you... I really don't want to go." Xinyun's tears didn't stop; instead, they flowed even more, almost like a
small stream.
"Don't cry, Xinyun, be good." I shifted to the other side of the bed, making room for Xinyun to get in.
Xinyun, hugging her pillow, sat beside me with her knees drawn up, still sobbing. I gently patted her back, trying
to comfort her.
My hands moved mechanically, but my mind was a jumble. I never knew I held such a significant place in Xinyun's heart
. Yes, we grew up together. My dad was often away, leaving just Xinyun, my mom, and me at home. But despite
that, I think my childhood was quite happy, and I think Xinyun felt the same way. Although Xinyun and I are three years apart,
those three years didn't seem to create any obstacles between us; in fact, our relationship was exceptionally good. We sometimes had minor disagreements, but nothing serious ever happened 　　 .
This must be what people mean by blood being thicker than water.When I came to my senses, Xinyun's breathing had become steady, and she had fallen asleep against my knees. Perhaps she 　　was tired from crying. I laid Xinyun flat, making room for her on the bed, and took my own pillow to Xinyun 　　's room to sleep. That night, on Xinyun's bed, smelling her unique fragrance, although I wasn't used to it, I didn't dislike 　　it, and I fell into a deep sleep. I don't know why I moved out; I just felt like we were both grown up now.

We shouldn't be sleeping in the same bed anymore.
The next day, Xinyun pulled me out of bed. I'd obviously gone to bed too late the night before; the sun was high in the sky and I was still very sleepy. I
vaguely heard Xinyun
asking me something. "Brother," Xinyun seemed a little angry.
I shook my head, trying to clear my head. "What's wrong, Xinyun?" I asked.
"I said, why did you come to my room to sleep last night?" Xinyun asked, pouting.
"Huh? Oh…" I quickly got up, remembering that I'd slept in Xinyun's room.
"Brother," Xinyun continued, "you haven't answered me yet. Where are you going?"
"There's no reason why," I said, "I just... I was worried my bed wouldn't be big enough for both of us, and you're already asleep,
so I moved in myself."
"Really?" Xinyun didn't quite believe me.
"Of course, otherwise why do you think I would?" I countered.
"I said... how would I know why?"
"That's settled then. Okay, I'm going to change, don't come in." "Saying this, she went into her room and closed the door.
Looking at my bed, the blankets were already neatly folded. Xinyun's habits are quite good. I myself don't have
the habit of folding my blankets. Thinking of Xinyun, and then looking at the bed, the spot where Xinyun lay yesterday—actually, the bed is quite wide,
more than enough for Xinyun's petite frame, and even with my tall and thin frame, it's just right, but… sigh, I
shouldn't think about it too much.
After changing my clothes, I came out to find Xinyun already eating breakfast, with another portion next to her, apparently left for me by Mom.
"Brother, I told Mom and Dad yesterday that you're going to take me out to play today, okay?" Xinyun said while eating her bread
.
"Yes, yes, brother knows." "
It's usually unbearably hot outside in the summer, but thankfully it rained a couple of days ago, so it's
quite cool now. Accompanying Xinyun around shopping isn't exactly relaxing. Xinyun doesn't usually go out much, so she was
particularly excited today. She wanted to look at hair clips and hair styling items at this shop, plush toys and trinkets at that shop
, and even wanted to go into the stationery store. Honestly, I didn't know what was so interesting about this street, but Xinyun seemed
to be having a great time.
By the afternoon, I couldn't stand it anymore. The temperature at 2 pm felt like being in a sauna, so I quickly
dragged Xinyun into an ice cream shop.
" As soon as we entered the store, a cool breeze enveloped us; this kind of weather should be spent in an air-conditioned room like this
! We chose a quiet spot where there weren't many people around and sat down. We put the two bags of groceries Xinyun had bought on the floor next to us,
finally feeling relaxed. A moment later, a friendly shop assistant came over to ask what we wanted to drink.
"Two lemonades, please." After a while that made the shop assistant a little impatient, we finally reached
a decision.
"Uh…" While rummaging through my wallet, I became quite annoyed. I hadn't been paying attention to buying things, and now I
didn't have enough money for two drinks.
"What's wrong, bro? Not enough money?" Xinyun asked, noticing the unpleasant look on my face.
"Um…yes. It's okay, I won't drink, you can have it." I said, "Waiter, one drink is enough."
Xin Yun was silent for a moment, seemingly thinking about something. After a while, she seemed to have a sudden realization and happily
said to the waitress, "Two straws, please." "
What do you need two straws for?" I asked Xin Yun.
"Of course, to drink with you, brother!" "What else would I be playing with?" Xin Yun said with a mischievous smile.
"Uh… I already said I don't want to drink…" Thinking about sharing a drink with Xin Yun made me a little embarrassed, and
I quickly refused.
"Look at you, brother, your face is so red. You must be hot. You can't go without something to drink." Xin Yun looked at me seriously
. "I already said I don't need it…" I refused again. My face wasn't red because of the heat… but 　　it's not a bad thing
if Xin Yun thinks that way . 　　 "Is it because you're afraid to share a drink with a girl?" "Xin Yun gave me a sly smile as she took 　　the two straws and drink from the waiter. 　　 "Are you kidding? Your brother's afraid of this? You little brat, you've never seen the world before, yet you dare talk back to me like that? I'll drink it to prove you right." Although 　　I was initially reluctant, and knew it was a provocation, it was a foolproof 　　tactic for Xin Yun, who knew my weaknesses so well. 　　 Xin Yun smiled smugly, patting the chair next to her, gesturing for me to sit down. 　　 "What?" I asked. 　　 "How will you reach the straw if you don't sit here, you idiot?" 　　 "Fine, you dare call your brother idiot? See how I deal with you when we get back." Even though she said that, Xin Yun didn't seem 　　afraid at all. These kinds of banter were common, so I was used to it. 　　 Since I had already agreed, I went over and sat down next to Xin Yun. 　　 "Time to drink," I said 　　 ."Drink up!" Xin Yun said, "Why are you being so hesitant? 　　 " "Okay, okay," I replied, "I can't resist her. 　　 " I picked up the straw and brought it to her. After a few sips, I turned to look at Xin Yun, who had a complicated expression on her face, seemingly lost in thought. "Xin Yun, it's 　　your turn to drink." 　　 "Huh?" Xin Yun looked up, her eyes meeting mine. Suddenly, her face flushed, and she looked away. Then 　　she turned back, looked at the straw, and hesitantly reached out her hand.

Uh…she was just teasing me, and now that I've let loose, she's acting all coy. I really don't know what she's thinking.
The atmosphere was strange after that. We didn't speak again until we left the ice cream shop, and she kept looking away
, never glancing at me. Fortunately, this strange situation returned to normal before dinner.
As I was getting ready for bed, there was another knock on the door.
"Brother, can I come in?" It was Xinyun again.
"Uh…brother's going to sleep…Xinyun, you should go to sleep early too." I indirectly refused.
"But…"
"No buts, go back to sleep." I said.
"Oh…well…goodnight, brother." Her voice sounded disappointed.
I don't know why I refused her, but the thought of my sister wanting to sleep in the same bed as me felt wrong
. But maybe, Xinyun had something she wanted to tell me. Unconsciously, the pitiful image of Xinyun crying yesterday
reappeared in my mind. I shook my head, unable to shake it off. Suddenly, I recalled
Xinyun in the ice cream shop today, her flushed cheeks, and I felt a sudden flutter in my heart.
??? What am I thinking… I smacked myself a few times to dispel those strange thoughts before slowly drifting off to sleep.
??? Afterwards, I took Xinyun out for a few more days. She kept buying all sorts of random things. When we got home, my parents
just advised her that she wouldn't be able to take them all with her and should buy less. But they still gave me money every time to
take Xinyun out.
??? "Won't this cause any problems?" I asked my dad once.
??? "It's fine, it's just for a few days. Let her have some fun, it's okay." I wonder if this is my dad's other
way of making up for it.
However, despite this, a recent elementary school graduate's spending power isn't that strong; she didn't spend much money.
That day, Mom and Dad were going to pick up their visas. They had told us the day before that we should prepare our own lunch, or we
could eat out.
"Brother, let's not go out today," Xinyun suddenly said to me.
"What? Don't you think it's fun?" I was a little surprised by Xinyun's sudden change of heart.
"No, I've been playing every day for the past two days, I'm a little tired," Xinyun said. "Besides, I'm leaving the day after tomorrow, I want to
spend more time at home."
"Don't make it sound so grand, there will be plenty of opportunities to come back later."
"Brother, will you miss me after I leave?" Xinyun suddenly asked after a while.
"Yes, of course I will," I said. After all, we've lived together for so long, it's impossible not to miss me.
"Yes, I'll miss you a lot too," Xinyun said. This reminded me of what Xinyun had said a few nights ago.
As I thought of it, a strange feeling welled up inside me, indescribable, like a muscle tension, or a slight itch—something I
'd never felt before.
"Brother," Xinyun's voice pulled me back to reality, "Do you have any alcohol at home?"
"Yeah, I think so," I remembered there were a few cans of beer Dad had bought and kept in the fridge. "Why are you asking
?"
"I saw on TV that adults drink when they're happy. I'm happy today too, brother, drink with me." Xinyun said with
a bright smile.
"But... Xinyun, have you ever drunk alcohol?"
"No." Seeing that I didn't seem to intend for her to drink, Xinyun pouted and said, "What does it matter! I
just want to drink." "
Yes, yes, I'll get it for you." Sigh... helplessly, I took two cans of beer from the refrigerator. "
I heard this can make you drunk..." I still held onto a last shred of hope to persuade Xinyun not to try it.
"So what... have you ever drunk it, brother?" Xinyun asked me.
"No." I answered truthfully.
"That's fine then." Maybe she won't get drunk at all. I haven't even tried it myself, how would I know? "Xinyun won an
overwhelming victory; I still couldn't stop her from opening the can.
Like opening a can of cola, opening a beer bottle also released a lot of fizz and made a hissing sound.
While I was still hesitating whether to open the bottle in front of me, Xinyun had already snatched it away and, without a word, hissed it open.
A rich malty aroma wafted out.
"Here!" Xinyun shoved a bottle into my hand, bumping her own bottle against mine, mimicking
what she'd seen on TV, saying, "Cheers!" and then taking a big gulp.
Reluctantly, I had to drink it. The first sip tasted bitter, indescribably strange.
Looking up at Xinyun, her face didn't look good either. She seemed to be struggling to swallow the mouthful of beer."
"Why is it so bitter?" Xin Yun looked at me innocently. "Is it spoiled?"
Looking at her, I couldn't help but laugh. "My brother's is bitter too. Maybe that's just how alcohol is."
"Liar!" "It doesn't taste good at all. Why do adults like to drink it so much…" Xin Yun complained with a bitter face.
I took another small sip and felt the bitterness wasn't as strong, but it still didn't taste good.i=58> ??? Seeing me take another sip, Xin Yun followed suit, but this time she was very careful, only taking a tiny bit. 　　 ??? "It doesn't seem as bitter as before..." Xin Yun said, "But it still doesn't taste good..." 　　 ??? Although I didn't know what the point of drinking this stuff was, it seemed such a waste to throw away something that had only been opened so little 　　, so I took a few more sips. 　　 ??? "Brother..." Xin Yun said with a bitter face, "I don't want to drink anymore..." 　　 ??? "Then don't drink it." Since Xin Yun didn't want to, I didn't force her, although I still felt it was a waste. While drinking my own...

The cold beer in my hand slowly revealed a less bitter taste, and a certain indescribable flavor was gradually
emerging. Was it the "mellow and fragrant" taste the adults talked about? Before I knew it, my breathing became rapid, and my heart seemed
to pound loudly. Was this what the adults called the symptoms of being drunk…
? "Brother, your face is so red…" Xinyun said to me from the side.
"Really? I'll go check…" I thought about getting up to go to the bathroom to look in the mirror, but as soon as I stood up, I felt dizzy and almost lost my balance
, falling back onto the sofa.
"Brother, are you alright?" Xinyun noticed something was wrong and asked with concern, "Did you drink too much?"
"I'm fine, just a little dizzy, nothing serious," I said.
"Don't drink anymore, just throw the rest away," Xinyun said.
"But it's such a waste, look at the price tag, it's so expensive..." I said, reaching for another few sips.
Xinyun, both anxious and angry, snatched the remaining half-bottle from my hand and gulped it down. Her expression was as if she were enduring some kind of pain
, her eyes tightly shut. By the time I tried to take the bottle back, it was completely empty.
"Is this alright?" Xinyun pouted, somewhat angrily asking me. Looking at Xinyun's
face, flushed red whether from anger or from drinking, with tears glistening in the corners of her eyes, I felt as if my heart had been struck a heavy blow
. A feeling that wasn't exactly painful but rather unsettling spread through me.
"Brother... what's wrong?" Seeing my suddenly blank expression as I stared at her, Xinyun turned her head away as she asked
. Perhaps it was just my imagination, but her face seemed even redder.
"Nothing... I guess I really drank too much," I said. We sat on the sofa like that, without saying a word for a long time.
"Brother..." Xinyun broke the silence first, "I feel so dizzy..." she said, leaning against the side of the sofa, half-
lying down.
"You've had too much to drink... who told you to steal my drink?" I said, actually I wasn't feeling much better, my head was
throbbing and I had a headache.
We didn't know what to do in this situation, so we just sat there, swaying on the sofa, hoping things would
get better on their own. The wind was blowing outside the window, and on the table in the living room, which should have been empty, sat a bottle of beer that had only been drunk a couple of times,
and an empty soda can in the trash can.
I don't know if it was a hallucination, but I seemed to hear sobbing, and it was getting clearer and clearer. I suddenly realized it
wasn't a hallucination, but coming from Xinyun next to me.
"Xinyun, what's wrong?" I asked with concern, sitting up to see Xinyun slumped on the sofa, wiping
tears from her face.
"It's nothing..." Xinyun quickly sat up, wiping her eyes and nose forcefully, trying to appear as if she hadn't cried at all.
"I'm fine."
I gently patted her back, "Why are you crying if nothing's wrong?"
Asking only made things worse; Xinyun's tears flowed uncontrollably, and she leaned into my arms,
sobbing loudly. I didn't know what to do, so I just kept my body still, letting Xinyun lean against me, and kept patting
her back, comforting her to stop crying. Even so, my head was throbbing, making me feel very uncomfortable.
After a while, the sky seemed to darken, not because the sun had set, but because dark clouds had blocked the sunlight
. Xinyun finally stopped crying and slowly said, "I suddenly remembered that I'm leaving the day after tomorrow, and I won't be able to
be with you anymore, so I don't know why I couldn't stop crying..."
"Silly child... what's there to cry about? Didn't we say we wouldn't see each other again? We'll meet again someday.
" I reached out to help Xinyun sit up, but she hugged me instead.
I was suddenly at a loss, and that strange feeling in my heart intensified. When my mind returned to normal
, I realized my heart was pounding, and Xinyun, with her head resting on my chest, must have heard it clearly.
Xinyun, hugging me, remained silent. The living room was eerily quiet; the only sounds were our rapid heartbeats
and the patter of rain outside the window. And now, awkwardly, I didn't know where to put my raised hands.
"Brother... I can't bear to part with you." Xinyun's arms tightened around me.
"Don't be like this, Xinyun." I said this, but Xinyun's words still stirred up waves of emotions within me.
"I... like... you." Xinyun was nervous, but she still spoke each word clearly and distinctly.
The rain outside the window suddenly intensified, the downpour touching my heartstrings.
"Xinyun..." Hearing her sudden confession, my mind went blank. A voice seemed to
echo in my heart, and Xinyun's face kept appearing before my eyes: tear stains under the moonlight, the blush in the ice cream shop, the shyness after drinking, all
converging... Before me were Xinyun's tightly closed eyes, and we could feel each other's breath.
Xin Yun's lips were slightly parted, her eyelashes trembling slightly. The indescribable, strange feeling in her heart had become so intense that it was impossible to suppress
.
My heart trembled, and I kissed those pink lips.
The soft touch of Xin Yun's lips made my mind go blank again, just like before. When I regained my senses, I
realized that my first kiss had been given to my sister.
Realizing that this was wrong, I reflexively pulled my head away. Xin Yun opened her eyes, looking at me with a somewhat dazed expression. Perhaps
the effects of the alcohol hadn't worn off yet, because our breathing was unusually heavy
."Brother...do you like me?" Xin Yun asked, as if she had mustered a lot of courage.
"Uh..." Caught off guard by the sudden question, I didn't know how to answer, but I felt a voice
softly echoing in my heart.
"Don't you like me..." Xin Yun's eyes dimmed. "That's why you don't sleep in the same bed as me...and won't let me into your room."
"..." she said, her large eyes glistening with tears.
"No, it's not like that," I quickly denied, "Brother...brother likes you too..." Trembling, I didn't know
why I'd said something so unethical. Although I felt a little uneasy, I also felt a great sense of relief.
"That's great..." With a gentle blink, two tears slid from Xinyun's eyes.
After saying those three words happily, Xinyun hugged me tightly, her entire weight pressing down on me. Caught
off guard by the sudden force, we both fell onto the sofa. Despite feeling a little embarrassed, seeing Xinyun's happy smile, I
smiled happily too.
The heavy rain outside the window continued, with occasional thunder.
Xinyun pressed against me, looking at me with wide eyes. This time, she took the initiative, closing her eyes and slowly
bringing her lips to mine
. The second time I touched those soft lips, I wasn't satisfied with just a light lip-to-lip kiss; I tried to extend my tongue. First,
I touched Xinyun's cool lips. Xinyun looked at me with some surprise, but then closed her eyes reassuredly, accepting
the depth of my tongue. Gently stroking Xinyun's tongue back and forth, I felt a slight tickle; I think Xinyun felt the same way. Finally,
under my constant teasing, Xinyun began to move as well. Our tongues intertwined, exchanging saliva, breath
, and feelings. I tried to guide Xinyun into my mouth, but whether it was shyness or something else, Xinyun hesitated
.
If there's any natural aphrodisiac, I think kissing is one of the most effective. Xinyun pressed tightly against me; I think 　　 she
could feel my swollen member.
Our lips parted, and Xinyun seemed to sense the strangeness in my lower body. She looked at me shyly, then lowered her head as
if deep in thought. I smiled at her, saying nothing. The ticking of the clock outside the window made it impossible to hear
Xinyun's breathing even at such close range.
After a while, Xinyun seemed to have made up her mind. She suddenly sat down to the side and gently placed her hand
between my legs. Xinyun's action surprised me greatly. She looked up and saw my expression, then couldn't help but laugh. She said shyly,
"Brother's expression is so strange..."
"But you...
" "What does it matter... we've seen it when we bathed together as kids..." Xinyun said softly. "That's different... no, it's completely different. We haven't bathed together in 　　 years
..." I was both anxious and angry at Xinyun's statement,
and quickly explained. As I spoke, I sat up and moved back a little.
Xinyun didn't give up. I moved back, and she crawled forward, reaching out again.
I grabbed her hand and said, "Xinyun, you're my sister…we should…"
"So what? Who says a sister can't like her brother? I want to be my brother's sister and be with him!
" Xinyun said defiantly. Before I could even think of a reply, she had already broken free and reached for my zipper
.
"Xinyun…" I looked at her angrily. She frowned, glaring at me. I was about to say something
when the thunder outside interrupted me.
"Brother…" she finally spoke, "I just wanted…to have some memories…is that not allowed…?" "
These words deeply shocked me. A strange feeling returned to my heart, and I released Xinyun's hands.
Xinyun looked at me and smiled happily. Although I felt helpless, seeing Xinyun so happy made me feel no regret. Xinyun
carefully unzipped my pants, unbuttoned them, and prepared to take off my underwear. Her hands were trembling
violently. Just as she was about to start, I stopped her again. Xinyun immediately looked up at me with a resentful expression.
I said softly, "Want to leave the memories in the living room?" "
Ugh!" "Xinyun pouted and stood up.
I originally wanted to do it in my room, but Xinyun insisted. I said it would stain the sheets, but she said it didn't matter, the colorful
sheets wouldn't be so noticeable. Her words made me both laugh and cry, so I just let her have her way.
Sitting on Xinyun's bed, surrounded by her sweet scent, Xinyun continued her work, trying to
dismantle my last line of defense. Her trembling hands slowly approached me; I was just as nervous.
The moment my pants were pulled down, my long-tense lower body eagerly sprang out.
"So big…" Xinyun exclaimed in surprise.
"I told you it's different…" I said helplessly.
Xinyun then tried to take off my shirt too. I said, "I'm about to strip you naked, and you haven't even taken off a single piece." "
???" One sentence made Xinyun blush. She couldn't help it, and just as she was about to take off her clothes, she glanced at me and said, "
Turn your head away, don't look!"
I reluctantly turned my head away. After a long silence, I asked again, "Are you done yet?" I looked, and Xinyun
was still standing there, her clothes still on.
"No… I'm afraid my brother will peek, I need to go to the bathroom to take them off." With that, she blushed and ran off in a flash, leaving
me sitting on the bed, both amused and exasperated .
A while later, the door opened, and Xinyun actually came in wrapped in a bath towel. "You… I was going to see this sooner or later, why are you hiding like this…" 　　I couldn't help but say,
at Xinyun's incomprehensible behavior . 　　 "I'm just shy…" Xinyun, still wrapped in the bath towel, climbed back onto the bed, looking at my shrunken lower body…"Why has it shrunk again? 　　" 　　 "It shrunk when you calm down...it's your fault for taking it off for so long," I said. 　　 "So what should we do now?" Xinyun looked at it curiously. 　　 "Touch it and try."

"Oh..." Xinyun leaned closer, reaching out to gently grasp my hand. "Is it like this?"
"Mmm..." Xinyun's cool little hand held my genitals, giving me an unprecedented sensation of stimulation, and my genitals instantly
swelled up again.
"Wow...it's gotten bigger again," Xinyun said, reaching up with her other hand as well, alternating between playing with it.
"Mmm..." Xinyun's little hand moved back and forth, occasionally pulling back her hand and gently scraping with her nails, making me feel extremely excited.
"It seems to have gotten bigger again...""Ah!" Before Xinyun could finish speaking, I pounced on her and pinned her to the bed.
"Brother... what are you doing?" Xinyun said coquettishly.
"Brother is here to... create memories for you..." I said, pulling open Xinyun's bath towel. Although I had seen Xinyun naked when I was a child,
she looked quite different now, instantly giving me a dizzying feeling.
"Ah!" Xinyun quickly reached out to cover her private parts.
"Xinyun..." I said to her, "Can you take your hands away?" As I spoke, I pulled Xinyun's hands away. What appeared before my eyes
were breasts that had only slightly developed, with a slight bulge and small nipples. Her lower body had also only slightly developed, still so
white and flawless. I placed my hand on Xinyun's breast, gently squeezing it to feel its soft texture. "
How does it feel?"
"A little itchy..." Xinyun said, covering her face with her hand. I removed her hand and kissed her again.
This time, I slipped my tongue in, and Xinyun began to cooperate actively. I deliberately parted my tongue and
brushed it back and forth around Xinyun's pearly white teeth, but it was quickly drawn back by Xinyun's tongue, becoming entangled.
While we kissed deeply, my hands didn't stop. One hand continuously kneaded Xinyun's soft breast, while the other
hand began to move towards Xinyun's secret area. Realizing my intention, Xinyun broke free from my kiss and covered her lower body with her hand.
"Xinyun...how can I continue like this..." I reached out and smoothed Xinyun's hair, kissing her lips again.
After pulling her hands away from her protective grip, she didn't continue to make things difficult for me.
My hand explored the area, discovering it was just a small slit. As I stroked it back and forth
, I noticed a tiny spot that made Xinyun tremble slightly when I passed it. I continued to tease that spot, leaving Xinyun
's lips and taking over her other breast, gently biting and licking the small nipple and pale areola.
"Ah...don't do this...brother..." Xinyun struggled, "It hurts so much..."
I inserted a few fingers into that mysterious little hole, but after only one and a half knuckles, I encountered an obstacle.
"Hiss..." Xinyun groaned.
"Does it hurt?" I asked with concern.
"It's okay... I'm fine..." Although she said this, it was clear she was struggling. I continued to play with other parts of her body,
hoping to stimulate Xinyun more.
It wasn't until I felt Xinyun's lower body was a little wet that I prepared to enter her. She was already writhing restlessly on the bed
.
"Liar! How can something this big fit..." I gestured with my penis at the edge of Xinyun's lower body, and Xinyun's expression turned incredulous upon seeing it
.
"I'm going in..." I said, as if seeking her opinion.
"Um... Brother... be gentle, I'm scared..." Xinyun was clearly extremely nervous, her whole body trembling.
I had her hold onto my back, and my penis slowly entered.
"Ah... it hurts... Brother..." Xinyun cried out. But even that thin membrane hadn't been broken yet.
"Bear with it... Xinyun."
"Mmm..."
I pushed in a little, and it was inside.
"Ah! ...It hurts...Brother...it hurts so much." Xinyun groaned, her fingernails almost digging into my back.
Bright red virgin blood flowed from our point of contact. To distract Xinyun from the pain, I kissed her lips and
caressed her breasts. After resting for a while, I asked Xinyun, "How are you? Feeling better?"
"Mmm, it's okay...Brother, let's continue." Xinyun said, and I felt her lower body getting wet again before I continued
.
"Ugh..." Xinyun groaned softly, trying to suppress her moans. When I felt I was all the way in, about a third of it was still outside.
"Is it okay?" "I asked with concern.
"Yes, it's okay..." she said, giving me a strong smile. Looking at Xinyun's smiling face, I couldn't help but kiss her
again.
At the same time, my lower body began thrusting. Xinyun's inside was very tight, even a little painful, but gradually, I felt it
becoming increasingly moist, the resistance lessening, and then the piston-like motion became smooth.
"Mmm...ah..." Xinyun began to let out weak moans, different from before.
"Is it comfortable?" "I thrust in and out, asking.
'Mmm...Brother...Mmm...' Xinyun's hands wrapped around my neck. Although it was just such a small movement, it gave me even more
motivation. I started to thrust harder, and each time I reached the bottom, Xinyun would let out a louder moan. Although a third
of it was still outside, Xinyun's appearance gave me a great sense of satisfaction.
'Mmm...Ah...Brother...I...I love you...' Xinyun whispered. Although these three words might seem a bit cliché now,
hearing them was very pleasing to me.
I couldn't help but speed up, working even harder to bring us both to the peak of our climax.
'Brother...Almost there...I feel so strange...It feels like...peeing...' Xinyun was trying to piece together
a complete sentence with indistinct words, but her hands clung even tighter. "
My gradually numbed lower body began to feel the pleasure emanating from Xin Yun's tight grip on my vagina, as it tightened around
me layer by layer.Xin Yun called softly. Although those three words might sound a bit cliché now, they felt incredibly comforting to me. I couldn't help but quicken my pace, pushing each other to our absolute peak. "Brother…almost…I feel so strange…it feels like…peeing…" Xin Yun tried to piece together a complete sentence with her indistinct words, but her grip tightened even more. My gradually numbing lower body began to feel the pleasure emanating from Xin Yun's tight embrace, the sensation of her grip tightening around my genitals.Xin Yun called softly. Although those three words might sound a bit cliché now, they felt incredibly comforting to me. I couldn't help but quicken my pace, pushing each other to our absolute peak. "Brother…almost…I feel so strange…it feels like…peeing…" Xin Yun tried to piece together a complete sentence with her indistinct words, but her grip tightened even more. My gradually numbing lower body began to feel the pleasure emanating from Xin Yun's tight embrace, the sensation of her grip tightening around my genitals.
"Brother...Brother...I want...ah...ah..." Xin Yun suddenly groaned sharply, her vagina contracting violently.
Hot liquid poured from inside onto my glans, the sudden stimulation making me thrust faster
. The impending climax made my thrusts increasingly violent.
"Ah...Brother...no...again...again..." Xin Yun's hands tightly gripped my neck, her moans growing louder and louder.
"I'm almost there...Xin Yun...uh ah..." After the final thrust, I pushed my lower body deep into Xin Yun's vagina, releasing a thick
stream of hot semen.
"Ah!...ah..." Xin Yun almost screamed, her vagina contracting violently again, a surge of heat flowing out.
After releasing, we realized we were almost exhausted, and with the lingering effects of the alcohol, we fell into a deep sleep
.
When I opened my eyes again, the setting sun was streaming in through the window, the dark clouds had dispersed, and I could still smell the sweet
fragrance.
I… was sleeping in Xinyun's bed…
I just… made love with her…
I made love with my sister… Xinyun?
Only then did I remember what I had just done, and my heart tightened, as if I had committed a grave mistake. I looked around, but Xinyun
wasn't in the room.
"Xinyun!" I called out.
"Brother?" A voice came from the living room, and with the sound of footsteps, Xinyun appeared behind the door.
"Brother, I've already thrown away the trash, and the remaining bottle of wine too," Xinyun said with a smile, as if reporting her accomplishment
. Unfortunately, I was no longer paying attention to Xinyun's smile.
"Xinyun… um… brother… we… just now…" Not knowing where to begin, I became somewhat incoherent.
Xin Yun seemed to understand what I was trying to say, her face flushing red with a slightly awkward expression.
"No… what I wanted to say… I didn't mean it… what happened just now… it was because I had been drinking…"
"Brother… what are you talking about?" Seeing my tense and serious expression, Xin Yun began to feel uneasy.
"Forget about it… what happened just now…" I said, "I'm sorry, it was definitely an accident…
" A crisp "smack" echoed throughout the room.
"Li Xinyu!" Xin Yun's face contorted with anger, she bit her lip tightly, tears streaming
down her face, a hint of despair in her expression.
"What do you mean!?" Xin Yun yelled at me. I lowered my head, like a child who had done something wrong, not daring to utter a sound.
"Get out! Get out! Don't stay in my room!" Xin Yun pointed at the door and yelled at me, tears still falling.
I grabbed my clothes, filled with remorse, and left Xinyun's room. Xinyun slammed the door shut.
My parents came home for dinner and, not seeing Xinyun, asked me what was wrong.
"She's in her room," I said.
My mother turned the doorknob; it was locked. "What's wrong, Xinyun?" she asked with concern
. "Nothing, just feeling a little unwell," Xinyun's voice came from inside.
"Is it serious?" my mother asked. "
Yeah, it's nothing, I'll be fine after resting for a while," Xinyun replied.
"Then Mom will go cook dinner, I'll call you when it's ready."
"Okay," Xinyun answered from inside.
My mother went to cook dinner, pulling me inside as she asked what was wrong with Xinyun and why the door was locked. I told her that she
suddenly felt unwell in the afternoon, went to her room to rest for a while, and locked the door to avoid making noise.
At dinner time, Xinyun came out, her eyes slightly swollen.
"What's wrong? Your eyes," Mom asked.
"I was reading a novel in there, it was so touching, I cried," Xinyun replied.
"I didn't know you had a habit of reading novels?" Dad asked.
"Dad, you've never asked me that before," Xinyun's words left Dad speechless.
After dinner, Xinyun went to her room. Mom and Dad asked me some questions, wanting to know what was wrong with Xinyun, but
my answers were similar to what Xinyun had said, and they still couldn't get any answers.
It was another quiet night, and I lay alone in the dark room. The clouds that had caused the heavy rain that afternoon seemed to have returned, blocking
the moonlight; there wasn't a ray of light in the room.
The day after tomorrow… Xinyun is leaving the day after tomorrow.
Why did I do this today? Actually, I'm not really sure myself. I just felt that doing such a thing was
unethical and immoral, so I felt I had done something wrong. But what did the real victim, Xinyun, do wrong?
Yes, I remember, I promised Xinyun I would leave her memories. At least at that moment, I truly felt that I
liked Xinyun, loved her—even though it was wrong.
The alcohol didn't rob me of my memories or my thoughts. So what responsibility am I shirking?
Xinyun is leaving the day after tomorrow.
The harm I caused her…is that the memory she's taking away?
Xinyun's smiling face, the image of her dragging me around buying things; Xinyun's angry face, the face as she snatched my drink; Xinyun's
shy face, the voice begging me to leave her memories…
No…it can't be like this.
I slowly got up and walked towards Xinyun's room. When I reached the door, I turned the handle, but it was still locked. I gently knocked …He knocked on the door and called out, "Xinyun? Are you asleep? 　　 " "No," came Xinyun's cold voice from inside. 　　 "Xinyun… I have something I want to tell you." 　　 "But I have nothing to say to you," Xinyun replied, her voice still cold. 　　 "But…"

"No buts, go back to sleep, I'm going to sleep too." Sometimes, such a cold voice can
break a heart more than a scolding.
"I understand... Goodnight, Xinyun." I said, groping my way back to my room in the dark, but I tripped on my foot as I turned a corner,
and before I could see clearly, I bumped into the door, making a banging sound.
"Ouch... Ouch, ouch, ouch." I groaned in pain.
"Brother?" Xinyun's concerned voice came from inside the room.
"I'm fine, I'm fine." I hurriedly stood up, but bumped into the door again.
"Brother? What's wrong?" Footsteps came from inside the room, and soon the door opened, light shone in, and Xinyun
looked at me with concern as I sat on the floor.
"Brother's fine..." I quickly propped myself up, not wanting Xinyun to see my current predicament.
The night was utterly still, the only sound the cicadas chirping outside the window, a faint hint of life.
"Brother, is there something you want to tell me?" After a while, Xinyun asked, her tone more normal.
"Um… I didn't mean to say those hurtful things this afternoon, I'm sorry. Are you still angry?" I asked.
"No… I haven't been angry for a long time. I just feel very disappointed, and my heart is heavy," Xinyun said.
"I'm sorry, it was my fault… I was too afraid of taking responsibility… I didn't think about how you felt," I said. "I just felt…
we shouldn't be like this, it's incest."
"Does what others think really matter?" Xinyun said, her voice rising again, "So what if it's incest?
As long as we love each other, let others say what they want, what does it have to do with us? Who decided that a sister
can't love her brother… I just love you…" She almost cried again.
"Xinyun, don't cry. I know what you're thinking... I've figured it out now. What's the point of all those ethics and morals...
It's none of our business." I wiped away Xinyun's tears, and she gave me a resentful look.
I held Xinyun's face and said seriously, "If this is an accidental mistake, then I'm willing to follow this mistake
to the end."
Hearing my words, Xinyun's smile immediately bloomed like a flower, and she asked happily, "Really?"
"Of course it's true. I, Li Xinyu, love Li Xinyun for life. If I betray you, may heaven punish me..."
"Shh! You're not allowed to make such a solemn vow." Xinyun gestured for silence to interrupt me, then suddenly hugged me and said, "
I love you the most, brother..." "I love Xinyun too..."
...
The next day was Xinyun's last day before she left. My parents gave me a lot of extra money, saying it was the last day and
I should take Xinyun out for a good day.
So I chose to take Xinyun to a place most children would love—a children's playground.
The playground was full of children like Xinyun, or even younger, and adults with their kids. People
my age were almost nowhere to be seen, making me feel a little awkward.
"Brother," Xinyun tugged at me, pointing to a round, disc-shaped thing.
"The carousel… Xinyun, go play by yourself. I'm too old for that." Looking at it, besides
the parents who were worried about their children, it was mostly kids. If I sat on it, people would think I looked weird.
"Hmph," I thought. "Brother, you're so unromantic. Haven't you heard that you ride a carousel with your loved one?" "Xinyun pouted and
said to me.
??? "Yes, yes." Since Xinyun said so, refusing now would be disastrous...
??? But it's nice to relive childhood like this once in a while... uh... except for the strange looks from those around us...
??? Xinyun didn't seem to care about those looks at all, "What we like to play is our business, why do you care what others think?"
??? Xinyun is always like this, I don't know if it's because she's young, so she's indifferent to these things... but it's not necessarily a
bad thing.
??? "Brother," um, um, um," Xinyun pulled me and pointed to the little house with lots of cars inside.
??? "Bumper cars... okay." I'll go with you. Actually, there was a reason why I agreed so readily, because
that's probably the only place in the whole amusement park where you can find cars for people of similar age.
??? Of course, I was the one driving, and Xinyun sat next to me, holding me tightly, as if she was afraid that if someone bumped into her, she would fly
out.
"Brother, next time I want to drive myself!" Xinyun said to me after we came out.
"No way! It's too dangerous. Wait until you're a bit older."
"Hmph! I've already experienced things adults do..." Xinyun said, giving me a resentful look.
I was speechless...
"Brother, um, um..." Xinyun pulled me, pointing to something whose shape I couldn't quite describe.
"A roller coaster...no, no!" I quickly refused. "Brother can't stand that."
"Come on, come on!" "Brother, come with me! Just once!
"In the end, I couldn't argue with her, so I went with her.
"Brother," she said. "
Um, um..." "No... I can't play anymore, I'm going to throw up...
" "Um, look!
" "A slide!?
" "Let's go, let's go..."
Exhausted
, I held Xinyun's little hand and walked home in the afterglow of the setting sun. When we crossed a bridge, Xinyun
suddenly grabbed my arm and said, "Brother, look, it's so beautiful..."
I looked in the direction Xinyun was pointing and saw the river under the bridge, glowing red in the setting sun.
"Hmm...it's very beautiful..." Reflected in the river, everything around looked red. I turned my head and saw that Xin
Yun's face was also bright red, reminding me of her shy expression the first time we met at the ice cream shop.
"Brother...why are you daydreaming again..." She blushed even more after saying that.
"I can't help it, my little Xin Yun is too charming..."
"Hmph...just talking nonsense..." She said this, but smiled happily.
There weren't many cars passing by, and it was so quiet you could hear the cicadas chirping.
"Brother," Xin Yun said after a while, "I'm leaving tomorrow..."
"Yeah, I know," I said, "but don't think about it, okay? Today is the last day, try to be happy.
"
"Yeah, I know." Xin Yun suddenly turned to look at me, her face flushed, then closed her eyes and tilted her head back.
Bathed in the setting sun, a little girl standing on tiptoe and a boy bending over stood at the same height in the shadows.
"I'll wait for you to come back, Xinyun. Let's keep going on like this forever..."
"Okay!" Xinyun smiled, a happy smile, the most captivating smile I'd ever seen 　　 .
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