One who is not worthy of being loved is a lover who is not human.

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Synopsis:
What?!
His blind date wasn't a super handsome guy as dazzling as him, but a dull, boring, and lame dinosaur?!
Damn it, a deformed potato should stay home and not pollute the eyes of Earthlings! Even if all the men in the world died, he would never be interested in him!
*Slap*... His first impression of Peng Yihan was disastrous. Lin Xihai had already pronounced his "death sentence" upon seeing him for the first time.
However, unexpectedly, the potato dinosaur turned out to be an excellent cook, making his stomach feel incredibly satisfied. Such a hardworking, considerate, and gentle man—how could he not want to keep him as his free male servant, chef, and loyal watchdog?
Okay, it's settled!
Peng Yihan, being able to live with a man as handsome as me is a blessing you've accumulated over several lifetimes. But let me make this clear: a toad shouldn't dream of eating swan meat!

Chapter One
: It all started with a terrible blind date.
Lin Xihai, 26 years old, is the sales manager of B&P Electronics Company in H City.
B&P, a Fortune Global 500 company, is a well-known brand renowned for its lighting systems, color picture tubes, and laser electronic products.
H City is B&P's largest strategic development center in Asia, employing tens of thousands of people, boasting a wealth of talent and generous salaries. Outstanding performance immediately leads to opportunities for overseas assignments or promotions. Working for such a rigorously managed, high-potential multinational corporation is undoubtedly an enviable job.
As one of B&P's youngest department heads, Lin Xihai has been exceptionally intelligent and quick-witted since childhood. He only needs one-third the effort of others to achieve three times the results.
In the national college entrance examination, Lin Xihai was admitted to a prestigious university with high scores. He coasted through four years without putting in any effort, and was then recommended for postgraduate studies.
After graduating with a master's degree and excellent grades, Lin Xihai received four interview opportunities on his first day of job hunting, and within a week, he had offers from all the companies. Weighing the pros and cons, Lin Xihai chose B&P, the largest company with the best salary, benefits, and development potential.
Within three months, he was the top salesperson in his department, received a company award after six months, was promoted to supervisor after a year, and to manager after a year and a half. From
childhood to adulthood, everything had gone smoothly.
Lady Luck seemed to always be shining brightly on his head. However, was it really just luck?
In this world, there are geniuses and mediocre talents, Lin Xihai often thought smugly, as if he were born exceptionally intelligent and superior. This was his ability, so everything he had received was deserved!
He didn't believe in fate; he only believed in his own abilities, believed he was exceptional, and believed he deserved the best.
Because there weren't many precious species like him left in this world—intelligent, insightful, capable, young and promising, and most importantly—exceptionally handsome!
That's right.
Sometimes, when Lin Xihai looked at himself in the mirror, he would stare at himself for a long time...
He would look at his face, with its full forehead, straight nose, sexy lips, and handsome, sculpted features; he would look at his eyes, which shone like obsidian and seemed to plunge into a deep pool; he would look at his tall, slender, and elegant figure; and he would look at his smooth, healthy, and fair skin...
My God, he was simply a masterpiece of the Creator, a rare and endangered creature, the only remaining spark in this bleak world, and a divine being who amazed all the unfortunate men and women!
Okay, Lin Xihai admits he's sometimes a bit like "Brother Furong," but in this world, there aren't many handsome, upright, and successful men like him anymore, really not many... So why are all the men who pursue him so ugly and shifty-eyed, looking like either ex-convicts from afar or psychopathic killers up close?
Why is it that, looking around, not only are there no good men, but even decent-looking normal men are as rare as finding gold in the sand?
He almost wanted to roar to the heavens, wanting to cry but having no waves, God, are you punishing me for being gay, so that I'm surrounded by a bunch of tasteless, unattractive men who pick their noses while chatting and slurp their soup like cows?!
Why, why, why...
In his luxurious apartment with a sea view, Lin Xihai stared at the poignant sunset about to disappear into the sea, so sad he almost floated into the waves.
"That's because of you, Xiao Hai! You're so picky!"
Lin Xi Hai jumped up as if his pants were on fire, glaring at the fashionable woman who was sitting comfortably on his sofa, drinking his orange juice, and making sarcastic remarks as if it were none of her business. "Diane, I'm not that picky, okay?"
A gay man usually has one or two close female friends.
He couldn't remember where he met Diane, but it seemed to be at a friend's party. He was immediately struck by this lively and outgoing woman. She had unique insights into sexual orientation and was open and unbiased towards homosexuality.
Diane was a fashion magazine editor with a good income. She dressed fashionably and possessed a unique sensitivity without the rough edges and harsh words of typical girls.
After hanging out a few times, they became even more certain that they were kindred spirits and close friends. Their relationship deepened, and they were now practically inseparable.
"You're still not picky? You're twenty-six years old and haven't even reached home base yet, and you still say you're not picky?"
Diane, always quick to speak her mind, snorted, looking at Lin Xihai with a face full of contempt that made you want to punch her.
"Xiao Hai, your pursuit of perfect chastity is truly incurable."
Home base!
Old gay!
These two words, though harsh, hit the nail on the head, piercing Lin Xihai's chest like an arrow, making him gasp for breath and almost suffocate.
"I...I...I..."
Lin Xihai stammered excitedly, "I like to be cautious when it comes to relationships, very cautious! Is that wrong?"
"Yeah, cautious enough to still be a virgin at twenty-six."
Diane picked at her ear.
Virgin!
This word stabbed Lin Xihai's already wounded chest again.
That's right, he was a virgin.
He was still a virgin!
A man of his utterly handsome, unparalleled good looks, rich, successful, owning a house and a car, with all the gold, silver, and credit cards imaginable, is still a virgin!
It's utterly shocking and earth-shattering!
Because the truth is so hard to accept, Lin Xihai has always chosen to ignore it, but if he can't ignore it, he clings to his own theories.
These days, everyone idolizes "fast-paced love," rushing into bed after only a few meetings, using their bodies to "get to know" each other. Especially gay men, these days, who isn't having one-night stands, who isn't eagerly searching for a one-night stand in chat rooms, who isn't hooking up with someone at a bar and heading straight to a hotel… Self-respect and chastity are more like a fairy tale from the caveman era…
Understanding?
Spiritual communication?
A long-lasting love?
A partner to spend a lifetime with, someone to embrace until the end?
Ah, it sounds so wonderful, so alluring, but who would waste time searching for something these days?
Because it's simply unrealistic, an ethereal thing. You can dream about it occasionally, but you can't fill your stomach with it.
Life is short, why suffer unnecessarily? Lin Xihai explained all this clearly, but as clear as he was, he absolutely couldn't bring himself to "go with the flow" with others.
Although he appeared to be a playboy on the surface, deep down he was a very pure-hearted chaste person.
Because he was so chaste and so perfectionistic, his requirements for his future partner were exceptionally demanding.
Even if he didn't look for a Prince Charming, at least he needed a man who was his equal, someone on par with him. In such a large city as H, he refused to believe that finding a man who matched him was that difficult!
"Alright, Xiaohai, stop looking so grumpy. Good men don't fall from the sky. You won't find any good men staying at home. Come on, let's go on a blind date." "
Diane pounced on him with a grin, grabbing his arm and pulling him outside.
"When did you set me up on another blind date?"
Lin Xihai looked at her warily. He had mistakenly believed her before and gone out with her a few times, only to find that none of the men she introduced looked human; they were all dinosaurs left over from the Ice Age.
Diane's eyes flashed with a fierce light, and she slapped him on the back. "What? You make it sound like I'm trying to harm you. Don't worry, this time it's Wei Ruping's good friend. You know Wei Ruping too; among all my friends, she's the gentlest and quietest. Birds of a feather flock together, so the man she's introducing will definitely be a gentle, home-loving type."
Hearing this, Lin Xihai finally relaxed.
Wei Ruping was indeed Diane's good friend, but unlike her sharp and ruthless personality, she was very quiet and gentle, working as a university teaching assistant. So, if she was her friend, she probably wouldn't be too bad, right?
A small spark of hope suddenly rose in Lin Xihai's heart.
"Okay, where to?" "Let's go to our usual 'West Garden Restaurant'."
Lin Xihai began carefully selecting his outfit, wanting to make a good impression.
Although he was confident in his looks, even the finest horse would lose its luster without a good saddle.
"Wear this! It's Canali's latest casual wear for autumn. The workmanship is exquisite, and the light linen suits your fair skin perfectly."
Diane busied herself around him, acting as his advisor.
"A gray scarf would be the perfect finishing touch."
Diane picked out a scarf from his overflowing wardrobe, hung it around his neck, carefully adjusted it, and then snapped her fingers.
"And with this mid-length black coat, it would be even more perfect."
Fifteen minutes later, a stylishly dressed, sophisticated, and modernly chic man appeared in front of the mirror.
"How about it? Pretty handsome, right?"
Diane smiled, taking a bottle of perfume from her delicate handbag. "Here, spray some on."
The perfume had a light, elegant scent, neither too subtle nor too overpowering, which Lin Xihai loved. Diane herself often used it too.
When it came to fashion and clothing, Diane was indeed an expert. Shopping with her was one of life's greatest pleasures; you could buy good things without wasting money.
"Sigh, why are all the good men gay?"
Looking at Lin Xihai, who resembled a prince charming in the mirror, Diane couldn't help but sigh.
After finally getting him dressed, Diane took his arm and sighed, saying,
"Xiao Hai, you're the most handsome, yet also the most willful and picky boy I've ever met. But I like your willfulness and pickiness. If you're still a virgin at forty, let's get married."
"You want to die?!"
Now it was Lin Xihai's turn to glare fiercely.
"Hehe, just kidding, you're not really angry, are you?"
Diane laughed and pulled him outside.
※※※
After arriving at the "West Garden Restaurant," the two sat down in their reserved corner by the window.
The restaurant was very spacious, with seats spaced far apart. It wasn't crowded, and the atmosphere was low-key and warm. The Western food was also quite good; it was one of their regular restaurants.
"Why aren't they here yet?"
Lin Xihai frowned. He hated people who were late for dates.
"A few minutes to go."
Diane raised her hand to check the time.
"If they're late, this 'blind date' is off."
Being punctual and polite is a basic rule for a person of taste and style. If someone is late for the first meeting, then that man is definitely not a good person.
"Xiao Hai, don't be so fussy."
Diane sighed with a headache. "You're always like this, making a big deal out of every little thing. So what if he's a few minutes late? Maybe he has something to do or something has happened. Be a little more patient."
"Okay."
Lin Xihai suppressed his temper.
Suddenly, Diane's eyes lit up. "They're here!"
She waved her hand a few times, and sure enough, led by a waiter, two figures approached, one after the other.
Lin Xihai held his breath, full of anticipation…
The one in front was Wei Ruping, slender and with a very feminine appearance. Behind her was… a man of average height, not particularly noticeable, with broad shoulders, and his features were not yet clear, but the way he walked seemed a little strange.
Before Lin Xihai could figure out what was strange, Wei Ruping walked up to them with a smile. "Sorry, there was a bit of traffic. Are you alright?"
She knew Lin Xihai didn't like people being late.
"Perfect timing. Please have a seat,"
Diane said with a smile, warmly pulling out a chair.
"Let me introduce you."
Wei Ruping smiled and pulled out the man following behind her. "This is Xiao Peng, Peng Yihan, my new colleague and friend. This is Diane, a magazine editor, and this is Lin Xihai, the sales manager of B&P, a very promising young man."
"Hello, nice to meet you."
Staring at the outstretched hand, Lin Xihai gave it a reluctant shake before quickly letting go, feeling as if a bucket of cold water had been poured over him, chilling him to the bone.
Another dinosaur from the Ice Age!
Perhaps calling him a dinosaur is a bit harsh, but in front of him was indeed a man with ordinary features, unremarkable appearance, and unfashionable clothes, completely lacking any modern style, as inconspicuous as a grain of sand in a crowd, someone who would disappear in the wind.
First of all, his hair was incredibly unfashionable.
What kind of messy hairstyle was that? Did it even have any shape? Had he ever bothered to take care of it? Knowing he was here for a "blind date," he should at least have used some mousse and made himself look presentable, at least showing some respect for others.
Zero points!
Lin Xihai mentally raised a sign.
And besides, why isn't his clothing style this bad?
Dress pants with a white shirt?
That white shirt must have been washed many times; the cuffs were even a bit yellowed. It was probably a cheap 20-yuan shirt bought from a street vendor. His own clothes were all Italian and French designer brands, and he frequently went abroad to buy them. The thought of having dinner with this stranger wearing a 20-yuan shirt sent chills down Lin Xihai's spine…
Minus 10 points!
Also, while the man wasn't ugly, he was definitely not handsome.
His face was square, his skin somewhat rough, his eyes revealing a kind and gentle nature, his eyebrows were fairly thick, adding a touch of masculinity, and his expression had a calm, domestic air.
It was obvious that this man had never seen much of the world, living a monotonous and boring life, a straight line from home to work, never deviating from the path, never experiencing anything new or exciting—a large, harmless creature.
In short, this man exuded the word "boredom" from head to toe.
Minus another 10 points!
Furthermore, the man was now staring intently at him, mouth slightly agape, looking utterly astonished. He seemed captivated by Lin Xihai's breathtaking beauty and elegant demeanor.
For Lin Xihai, being stared at wasn't a rare occurrence; he often received attention on the street, and talent scouts and agents would approach him.
He didn't dislike being stared at; in fact, he felt a small sense of satisfaction. However, this was happening on a "blind date," and the man was already drooling and eager before even getting to know him. This guy's character was clearly questionable; he might even be a sadistic pervert.
Reduce, reduce, reduce to a hundred points!
*Snap*, instant death.
The moment Lin Xihai saw Peng Yihan, he mentally drew a big red X, sentencing the man to "death."
No need to waste any more time; better to go home and watch DVDs. Of
the thirty-six stratagems, running away is the best. After a few pleasantries, Diane and Wei Ruping were already chatting animatedly, covering everything from clothes and perfumes to recent cosmetics, celebrity couples' breakups and makeups, and anecdotes from work. Meanwhile, he and Peng Yihan just stared at each other, speechless.
Lin Xihai, a salesman skilled in socializing, could turn any awkward situation into a lively one if he wanted. But facing this timid, awkward guy who didn't even know where to put his hands, he had absolutely no interest. Besides, he was quite willful, spoiled and pampered since childhood. If it weren't for Diane's presence, he probably would have stormed off, embarrassing Wei Ruping and Peng Yihan. The fact that they were just staring at each other like this already showed how much face he was giving them. "Damn it! All those ugly, tacky, and boring gay men in this world should stay home and be otaku, not pollute the earth!" Lin Xihai grumbled, taking a sip of red wine and angrily slicing the pigeon on his plate. Despite his anger, his movements remained elegant, every gesture revealing his good manners. Peng Yihan, sitting next to him, was a far cry. The way he held the knife was unbearable to watch—stiff fingers, messy slices of meat, and a look of dread on his face every time he put something in his mouth. It made Lin Xihai uncomfortable. "Is this Mr. Peng's first time eating Western food?" Lin Xihai couldn't suppress his curiosity. "Yes, I'm not used to it. I prefer Chinese food," Peng Yihan said with a simple smile, his eyes shining with a harmless and quiet light under the lamplight. *Tch, as expected.* Lin Xihai smiled disdainfully to himself, a slight smirk playing on his lips. Suddenly, Peng Yihan's hand slipped, and with a "clang," the silver fork flew out and smashed into Wei Ruping's wine glass across from him, knocking the glass over. The unfinished red wine instantly stained the pristine white tablecloth, and a few drops splashed onto Peng Yihan's own cheap shirt. The dramatic scene made Lin Xihui's eyes widen; this man's clumsiness was truly remarkable. "I'm so sorry, so sorry, it's all my fault, my hand slipped, that's why..." Without bothering to wipe his clothes, Peng Yihan hurriedly stood up, apologizing hastily. "We're fine, but you, Yihan, your clothes are all dirty." Wei Ruping immediately grabbed a napkin to wipe him. "It's okay, I can wash it when I get home." Peng Yihan awkwardly touched his hair. Wash it? Did he intend to wash it and then wear it again? Ugh... Lin Xihui rolled his eyes again. "Let me take you to the restroom to wipe it down first. If you wait for it to dry, the stains will be harder to remove," Diane offered enthusiastically. "Thank you," Peng Yihan gratefully followed her. After only a few steps, Lin Xihai's face contorted. He hadn't noticed anything while sitting, but as soon as he started walking, it became apparent. His right leg seemed slightly off, with a subtle imbalance compared to his left, causing him to limp and his stomach to protrude slightly forward, which looked quite strange. Although his gait wasn't so odd as to draw attention, anyone with a discerning eye could easily see that there was something wrong with his leg. "What happened to his leg?" Lin Xihai turned to ask Wei Ruping. "He had polio as a child, and almost lost a leg. But thanks to his parents' constant massages, he miraculously recovered and can now walk normally, just with a slightly strange posture," Wei Ruping explained. "Just a slightly strange posture?" Lin Xihai couldn't help but exclaim. "Looking at him, everyone knows he's lame." As soon as he said this, he received a reproachful look from Wei Ruping. Realizing he'd gone too far, Lin Xihai immediately stopped talking. "I'm sorry, Ruping, I know you meant well. When I came here, Annie said it was a friend you introduced to me, and I had high hopes, but I didn't expect..." "Didn't expect what?" Wei Ruping looked at him. "Didn't expect her looks and appearance to be nothing like the handsome, muscular man you imagined?" "You know I'm very strict about appearances." "Xiaohai, you can't judge a book by its cover." Wei Ruping leaned slightly towards him, looking at him. "Otherwise, you'll miss out on something very important in your life. I've known Peng Yihan for a long time, since he started his graduate studies. Yes, his appearance isn't great, but inside, he's a very gentle and down-to-earth man, kind, thoughtful, and always considerate of others. There aren't many guys as good as him these days. Before making a judgment, don't you want to try to get to know him?" "I don't think it's necessary at all!" Lin Xihai refused decisively. With this country bumpkin and cripple? No way! The thought sent chills down his spine. What would others think? What would his friends think? Had Lin Xihai really fallen so low?

Wei Ruping sighed with disappointment, looking at him with pity. "I know you've always been very concerned about your appearance, but I never expected you to be this particular. Peng Yihan is truly a wonderful young man."
"Even if he were a thousand times better, there's no way we could ever be together! Look at his legs..."
Lin Xihai felt hurt. "Do you think I only deserve this kind of man?"
"His legs don't affect his daily life; they just look a little strange when he walks. Peng Yihan is the best man in my eyes, which is why I introduced him to you."
Wei Ruping frowned slightly.
The best?
This lame country bumpkin?
Either the world has gone mad, or he has.
Even if he's a close friend, he's already done enough for her. Lin Xihai stood up, suppressing his anger. "Thank you for your kindness, I'll be going now."
He had only taken one step when he bumped into someone. Looking up, he saw it was Peng Yihan. Lin Xihai was even more annoyed, glaring at him fiercely and coldly saying,
"Get out of my way."
Peng Yihan was slightly taken aback, then stepped aside to make way.
"Why are you leaving so suddenly? What happened? Wait a minute, Xiaohai..."
Diane hurriedly chased after him.
Lin Xihai strode quickly to the parking lot, unlocked his keys, got in, and abruptly loosened his tie, taking several deep breaths.
His chest heaved slightly, and his face was quite unpleasant.
Diane naturally understood what he was annoyed about. "Xiaohai, I've told you several times, don't judge a book by its cover. Peng Yihan seems quite honest, probably a good man. Why don't you try dating him?"
"Impossible! How can I eat if I'm facing a deformed, ugly potato every day?"
Lin Xihai couldn't help but shout.
Suddenly, Diane's expression changed, and she gestured towards the outside.
Lin Xihai turned around and was immediately speechless.
Outside the car stood the "deformed ugly potato" he had mentioned.
"What is it?"
Lin Xihai opened the car door. Although he knew he had most likely heard his harsh words, he felt no remorse. What
he said was true.
"You left your phone on the table, so I came to return it to you."
Peng Yihan was slightly out of breath; his legs were weak, and rushing here had been difficult.
"Thank you."
Lin Xihai took the phone, a pang of guilt rising in his heart.
"Um…"
Seeing him about to close the car door, Peng Yihan said, "It was a pleasure meeting you. If I had known you were this outstanding, I probably wouldn't have come tonight. I'm sorry my presence made your evening unpleasant. Goodbye."
With that, he gave a slight bow and turned to leave.
"…"
Lin Xihai was speechless.
He had been completely seen through.
Despite this, the man showed no displeasure; his eyes remained as kind and gentle as ever.
The man's back looked very broad, and his back was very straight, but no matter how straight he was, he couldn't hide the slight wobbling and imbalance in his right leg.
Even so, he tried his best to walk step by step, trying to make it natural and smooth, in a straight line.For no apparent reason, a sharp pain swept through Lin Xihai's heart.
At that time, he didn't know that this would be the first and last pain of his life.
At that time, he was just thinking, "Shit, this is truly a terrible 'blind date' night!"

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