From Behind the Door to By the Bedside: A True Account of My Oedipus Complex (Part 1)

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My home is in Shenyang, a major old industrial city in northern China. The harsh weather has shaped

the distinct character of Northeasterners. Northeasterners are naturally forthright and generous—that's an undeniable fact. Just like me now, I only see

people friends or enemies. And just as when I recall these past events, some people I hate so much I grit my teeth,

while others I love to the point of obsession.

My parents were both civil servants. You might envy them, but in the 1990s, there was no

such thing as a civil servant. What we now call a "civil servant" was called a "permanent employee" back then. In the early days of reform and opening up

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life wasn't easy for these permanent employees. The story begins when I was in third or fourth grade, during my formative years. I remember we

lived in a dormitory building provided by my work unit, with only one bedroom and one large bed. Fortunately, my father often worked night shifts,

so it wasn't too crowded at night.

By now, I believe many people understand. It was on that large bed that I learned about

the differences between men and women, and also understood the many fun "games" that men and women could play.

One time, Dad wasn't working the night shift, and the family had a rare reunion dinner at home. I remember

Dad probably had a little to drink. Around midnight, in my drowsy state, I felt the bed shaking and heard Mom's soft

moans, as if she was in pain.

At that time, I already vaguely knew about these secrets between men and women. Out of curiosity, I opened

my eyes and turned to face them. I saw Dad covered by a blanket,

and Mom beneath him, one hand covering her mouth, the other hooked around Dad's neck. I didn't know what Dad was doing;

I only saw the blanket moving up and down on him.

When I turned over, they had already noticed me. Mom shook Dad's neck.

Dad turned his head and said to me, "What are you doing? Why aren't you asleep so late?"

I felt quite wronged. They were the ones who woke me up, so why were they asking me what I was doing? Then

I felt quite resentful, an indescribable feeling. Why were my parents doing this behind my back? I

thought , but dared not say a word. So I pulled the blanket over my head and let him be.

Then I heard my mother's voice.

"What are you making such a racket in the middle of the night?"

Then I felt a hand reach over and pull the blanket off my head.

"Xiaobing, don't sleep with your head covered, stick your head out, be good."

The blanket was pulled off my head, and my mother touched my face. I saw my father still lying on

top of my mother, but their blankets were no longer moving.

"Let's go to the market another day and buy a bed so Xiaobing can sleep in the living room." That was my father's voice.

"The child is still young, and besides, you only come home once a week, what's the big deal? Let's

talk about it later ." My mother was arguing with my father.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that my father was so hateful, trying to kick me out and separate me from my mother. You

know , I've always slept in the same bed as my mother since I was little. Thinking about this, my nose tingled, and I couldn't help but sob.

"Xiaobing, what's wrong?" My mother lifted the blanket and nudged my father, making him get up. Dad

reluctantly stepped aside, and Mom leaned over and pulled me into her arms.

It was then that I realized Mom wasn't wearing a sweater. Her breasts were rubbing against my face.

Speaking of Mom's breasts, I need to mention them. Because there was only one bedroom in the house at the time,

I would often see Mom changing clothes, intentionally or unintentionally. Mom had very fair skin and a round bottom; in fact, she

had a great figure back then—slim where she should be, and curvy where she should be. And her breasts, as I see them now,

were absolutely huge—large and, of course, very soft, haha.

But I digress. Back to the point. When Mom hugged me, I felt even more wronged. I hadn't

done anything wrong, so why was I being treated like an outsider? Why was she kicking me out? Although Mom didn't

agree to Dad making me move out of the warm bedroom, she did mention waiting and then discussing it further. And then, tears welled up in my eyes.

"Little soldier, be good. You're not going out. You'll sleep here, I won't let you go out." Mom pushed

Dad , lay down on the bed, and hugged me even tighter.

"Fine, you can spoil him like this then." Dad sat on the bed and said to Mom, who was lying in front of him.

"If you're going to do it, then hurry up. You only come back once a week, and you still have to make the child unhappy." Mom

didn't turn around, rested her chin on my head, and said to Dad.

"Damn it. That's enough. You know you only come back once a week, and you still can't make it happy." I couldn't see Dad's

movements, but I heard rustling sounds behind Mom after he finished speaking, and then I heard Mom

softly say "Mmm."

Then, Mom's body began to move involuntarily.

"Mmm... Can't you be gentler?" Mom reached her hands behind me, touching me as

she said to Dad behind her. But behind Mom, there was a "slap slap" sound. Just like

the sound of Dad spanking my bottom.

"Didn't you just tell me to go harder?" Dad said breathlessly.

"This... um... isn't there a child too?"

"Damn, who told you to have such a round butt again? It's only been a week. And you were the one who initiated it just now."

Dad's voice was trembling noticeably.

"You... be civilized, Xiaobing, Mom will hold you, go to sleep. Hmm..."

My god, how can I sleep with you two doing this? Besides, I'm just an innocent teenager, and now a

live show is unfolding right in front of me, how can I possibly sleep?

"Keep your legs together. Damn, they're so big." Dad's voice rang out again.

Mom seemed to have forgotten my existence, constantly making "hmm" sounds, and her hands

started groping around my back.

Unconsciously, I forgot to cry, and all the bitterness in my heart just now vanished.

In its place was a kind of inner heat. I started to rub my face against Mom's big breasts, and my penis

began to swell and harden. I knew I couldn't let Mom find out, so I tried to keep my lower body away from her.

Mom thought I was still avoiding her because I felt wronged, so she pulled me tightly towards her, her hands behind my back already...

He reached down to my buttocks, groping and pushing them forward.

Dad seemed oblivious, continuing his moans behind Mom. Whether intentionally or

unintentionally, Mom pulled her hand back, only to touch my hard penis. Instantly, Mom's moans stopped

.

"What's wrong? Why is your big ass clenched so tightly?" Dad asked, pausing.

"Nothing...nothing, it hurts more. Keep going..." Mom finally turned around and said to Dad.

At the same time, my head peeked out and I saw Dad on Mom's back, or rather,

on her buttocks.

Actually, I was terrified that Mom had discovered my secret, afraid she would tell Dad, since

an erection is something shameful. Fortunately, Mom didn't say anything, and after answering Dad,

she turned back pulled me down to her lower body.

"Damn, this little brat, ruining our fun," Dad said, and Mom's body

started trembling again.

And me? My penis was rock hard, and my desire was at its peak.

I didn't know what I was craving; at that moment, I just wanted my mom to hold me tighter, for her breasts to press against

me harder.

Finally, I couldn't resist and took my mom's nipple into my mouth. I believe this was

something my dad couldn't see.

"Ah... um," my mom suddenly cried out.

"You came right after I said that. How about it, want to fuck me harder?" My dad's movements became noticeably more vigorous.

"Fuck," what a familiar word. Back then, when kids argued, this word was always used.

For example, "I'll fuck your mom," or "I'll fuck your sister." But hearing

it only excited me more, and I couldn't help but lick my mom's nipple with my tongue.

"Um... Daddy, keep your voice down, you... um... you've had too much to drink tonight," my mom said, telling

my dad to be quiet, but her voice was loud.

"Fuck, big ass, big ass, soft! Um, you're excited now, aren't you?" my dad said.

"Ah...no, ah...don't use so much force!" Mom almost screamed. I didn't know if she was

telling Dad to stop using so much force, or if she was telling me to stop using so much force...

Just then, I suddenly felt a hand reach up to my penis, grab it,

and start slowly pulling. I felt a burning pain in my penis head, but at the same time, I felt it immediately

become much larger, very itchy, very comfortable.

"So much water, damn!" After Dad said that, I heard a "smack" sound behind Mom.

Then Mom shouted loudly. As for where the water came from, I didn't know, but I heard the sound of water, like

the sound of loaches burrowing into the mud when I was a child catching loaches in the river.

"Honey...honey...I can't take it anymore...um...eh..." Mom seemed to be crying,

yes, Mom was crying. At the same time, I felt the hand gripping my penis tighten even more. I really wanted to pee, I really wanted

to touch Mom's big breasts with my hands, but I didn't dare. I could only use my tongue to lick Mom's nipples as hard as I could.

"Does it feel good to fuck you? Hmm, your ass is getting rounder and rounder, and you're getting wet more and more... Fuck, do you want me to cum inside you?"

Dad's voice trembled.

"Waaah... Daddy, I can't take it anymore... Waaah, little soldier..." Mom was really crying...

I felt like I couldn't hold my pee anymore, and just as I was about to push Mom away to go to the toilet,

I couldn't hold it in. I felt my penis trembling up and down, and then, several things spurted out of my penis. I

don't know what they were, but they all spurted into Mom's hand.

Dad was still shouting.

"Ah... I'll make you rounder, I'll make you squeeze me tighter... Fuck... I'll fuck you, fuck you... I'm going to cum inside you."

Mom was still sobbing softly.

"Waaah... Daddy, it's coming... Daddy... Waaah... So hard... Give it all to me... Waaah...

Cum inside."

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