Wuhan, Virgin's Graveyard 1-50 (Complete)

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In loneliness I love,
in pain I fall.
I don't know,
whether life raped me
, or I raped life.
Dancing in the city,
struggling in imagery,
my soul leaves my body
, my heart flies freely.
This is the sublimation of love,
and also the pleasure of pain.
Brewing longing into poison
, the more I think, the more addicted I become
. Building ideals into a prostitute's chastity arch
, the more I think, the more depressed I become.
I yearn, I fantasize.
Youth is like a hymen,
thoughts are like a condom;
they are plotting how to perfectly unite. The first drop of blood in my life has already stained it red.
I burn, I mourn.
Happiness is a choice;
success is a blow.
Those who live in a drunken stupor,
still enjoying the thrill,
have had their roses withered on the graveyard of virgins. After
Chu Rumeng completely left my life, I suddenly felt a long-lost loneliness, as painful as a steel knife scraping my bone. So, I opened my college diary, wandering through those cynical thoughts...
When I first wrote this poem for myself and for the city of Wuhan, I was overwhelmed with emotion.
I recall a time when I boldly declared: Wuhan, this virgin graveyard, not only buries the innocence of
young men and women, but also their dreams. Now, reflecting on that statement, I realize it holds
some truth. Wuhan, located in the heart of China, a transportation hub connecting nine provinces, boasts 189 lakes
scattered throughout , the Yangtze and Han rivers flowing seamlessly together, the Turtle and Snake Mountains standing facing each other, the Yellow Crane Tower rising abruptly, and Luojia Hill rich in cultural heritage. The stories of friendship and loss
are deeply rooted in history. It is precisely these advantageous conditions that make Wuhan shine, like a dazzling pearl on the land of China.
I remember someone once jokingly saying about Wuhan: "Wuhan is as vast as a dome, harboring filth and disorder, yet its capacity is immense; the water of
the river city counterfeit and shoddy goods—no wonder it's so polluted." I
grew up , so I have a special and complex feeling for Wuhan, just like my feelings for Chu Rumeng. Although
we are divorced, I still think of her often.
Chu Rumeng, my ex-wife, was a native of Wuhan. She embodies both the essence and
the dregs . It's no exaggeration to say that seeing Chu Rumeng is like seeing the entire city of Wuhan, because she bears
the distinct mark and personality of this city. She has a terrible temper, a loud and harsh voice, and her first words are always "you
son of a bitch," "you bastard," "you grandson of a turtle,"
etc. You wouldn't believe it, but she curses like she's cursing dogs or animals. When she curses, everything
is utterly despicable in her eyes, and her expressions are incredibly infectious. Once she starts cursing, you'll feel utterly defeated. I've been pondering
this question, but I haven't found a convincing answer!
Why did I divorce her? First, let me clarify that it wasn't because I couldn't stand her verbal abuse that I divorced her,
but because she had a lover, and she proposed to... I had to get a divorce; what man wants to be cuckolded? But she still had some conscience; she left me the house and
took all our savings!
She even squeezed out a few tears when she moved out, a parting gift, I suppose. And you
know what ? Those tears really acted like an aphrodisiac, leaving me heartbroken! At the time, it truly
felt like the end of the world. I thought I wouldn't be able to live without her;
I'd be like a walking corpse. But how naive I was! Now
I finally understand that losing her was just losing a tree, or more accurately, a blade of grass,
but I gained the whole forest. Or rather, I lost only the chains, but gained freedom!
At first, after she left, no one criticized me for this or that, no one...
She ordered me to tidy my room and clean! No one cared what time I had to be home, or that I couldn't
call ! In short, without her, my days began to shine, my days truly felt like days, my
life truly felt like life!
But as time went on, I started to feel uncomfortable. Coming home at night was cold and empty; when I was hungry,
no one cooked for me; when my clothes were dirty, no one washed them; the neighbors said I smelled strange, and
they avoided me like the plague. I thought to myself: no wonder women like to call men "stinky men," it turns out men
are naturally smelly, and women are born to cure men's stench!
So, I began to miss Chu Rumeng. When she was around, although my ears weren't always at peace, at
least I would shower every day. If I didn't want to shower, she wouldn't let me go to bed. My clothes were always
clean, and I could eat delicious meals every day. Although she... She was as talkative as
Tang Sanzang but now that I think about it, her nagging actually makes a lot of sense!
To comfort myself, I kept calling her cell phone, but it was always off. I
figured was
off having fun with her lover, and she was deliberately keeping her phone off to avoid me, otherwise I could have called her!
I looked through our photo album again, but I couldn't find it anywhere. She'd
taken it with her as personal belongings. I cursed inwardly: This woman is so heartless, she won't even
leave me a single memory!
Someone said: A husband is a woman's first child, and I understand that now. Without Chu Rumeng, I'm
like a weaned child, aimless and listless all day. Even worse, my
family finances seem to be in deficit. So, I racked my brains trying to figure out how to fill the gap!

(This post was edited again on 2018-03-02 at 19:38 after being interrupted.)

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