【A Woman's Mole】(65-66) Author: Bo Bo Xiong Yong

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(Sixty-Five)

"Xiao Tian? What brings you here?" It was my uncle who opened the door.

"I came to see Guo Ying," I said softly, head down as I changed my shoes, my heart filled with trepidation.

"Brother, what brings you here?" Guo Ying must have heard me, because she came out of her room in her pajamas.

I suddenly realized that I had acted impulsively again, coming to see her without thinking it through. The four of us stared at each other in the living room
, until my uncle finally broke the awkward silence: "You two talk..."

Guo Ying pulled me into her room, and I could feel two pairs of eyes following me from behind,
which sent a chill down my spine.

"What brings you here?" she asked again, blinking her beautiful eyes. "Missed me? Hehe..."
she could still laugh.

I grabbed her shoulders tightly, so hard that she frowned, and she cried out in pain, "It hurts! Don't do it
here... I'm scared..."

I was both amused and exasperated by her words. I had no desire to have an affair with her now!

"My dad knows about us, Grandma told him!" I whispered in her ear.

"Ah!" She struggled out of my arms, staring at me with wide eyes, and asked anxiously, "What do we do? What did
Uncle say? Where's Aunt?"

"Don't panic! Keep your voice down, your parents are outside!" I quickly covered her mouth and said, "My
dad doesn't seem to object, but my mom is a different story. She just warned me not to make any moves on you..."

"What do we do? It's all your fault! I told you not to mess around at your grandma's house, but you wouldn't listen, and now look what's happened! You! I
hate you! What do you suggest we do?" She was on the verge of tears, her voice choked with sobs as she complained to me.

"Don't cry, don't cry! How about I tell your mom right now? I don't want to keep doing this sneaking around anymore,
I'm going crazy!"

"But... what if they object too? I'm scared!" At this moment, she hesitated and backed down,
completely unlike her usual self.

"How will you know if you don't try! If you don't try, you have no chance at all; if you try, you might have a 50% chance of
success !" I grabbed her shoulders and shook her, growling in a low voice.

"Let me think!" she said, covering her mouth and widening her eyes. I could see her eyes were somewhat vacant.

"I'll go tell her!" she suddenly said through gritted teeth. "You wait for me here!" With that, she
walked towards the door without hesitation, as if heading to her execution. But the moment her small hand touched the doorknob, she couldn't help but
turn back, looking at me pitifully. Her lips trembled, and tears streamed down her face like broken pearls.

"If I die, don't cry for me..." she said.

Damn it! I was almost choked by her words, both laughing and crying. I forced a laugh and said, "Don't worry, I'll collect your
corpse !"

"I hate you!" she said tearfully, "If I die, I'll drag you down with me!"
At that moment , I saw that familiar girl again, that stubborn, unyielding girl.

After the door closed, I collapsed onto her bed, like a prisoner facing execution, enduring the agony of
facing death, each second feeling like an eternity.

"Zhang Tian! You come out here!" A sharp roar came from the living room, making me tremble.

It's over, it's over! I groaned in pain.

"Don't panic, don't do anything rash!" It sounded like my uncle was trying to persuade her.

"Guo Jianmin, you surnamed Guo, get out of my way, this is none of your business!" This was my aunt's roar.

The door was kicked open, and my aunt stormed in, followed by the henpecked Guo and Guo Ying, who
was crying her eyes out.

"Auntie, let's talk this out! Don't hit me!" I pleaded, covering my head and dodging her slaps.

"You heartless bastard! I've raised you like my own son for so many years, and you
ruin ! I'll beat you to death!" she cried as she continued to hit me.

I could only cover my head and try to signal to Guo Ying to save me! Guo Ying seemed
stunned by her mother's outburst, just staring blankly with her mouth agape.

"Auntie, hit me!" I gritted my teeth and stopped dodging, sticking my head out
like a dead pig unafraid of boiling water.

"You!" Her hand, which was outstretched in mid-air, didn't actually come down.

"Auntie, let me tell you the truth! I love Guo Ying, and I'm determined to marry her! Uncle, you
either beat me to death today, or I'll marry Guo Ying! You decide!" I
said stubbornly, sticking my neck out.

"Guo Ying!" My aunt, finding no opening with me, turned and roared, "What about you?!"

"I'm living with him, what can I do?!" she muttered, shrugging her shoulders, backing away
towards the door .

I wanted nothing more than to pounce on her and strangle her; why add fuel to the fire at a time like this! Couldn't she at least say something nice?
Even Old Guo's face darkened, glaring at me fiercely, his eyes seeming to want to skin me alive.

"Guo, you've raised a fine daughter! I don't care anymore!" My aunt kicked my uncle hard and turned
to leave.

Guo Ying, hiding by the door, darted into a corner like a rabbit seeing a wolf, then poked her head out a moment
later , her eyes glistening with tears, and winked at Old Guo, then pleaded, "Dad...
"

"Dad what?! I'd rather be your son!" he snapped.

"Dad! I know you love me the most! Please, please talk to Mom..." Guo Ying pleaded, clinging to his arm
.

But it seemed to have no effect. Her uncle smiled wryly, "You know your mom's temper,
my words have no effect whatsoever! And you! Don't you dare laugh to yourself over there, I really want to beat you to death!"
He glared at me angrily.

"I'll go check on your mom..." he said, patting Guo Ying's head. Before leaving, he grinned wickedly at me,
"Just you wait, wait until your mom deals with you!" As soon

as the door closed, Guo Ying jumped over, her eyes brimming with tears, "Brother, you're so brave!"

"Brave my ass!" I lay back on her bed, completely exhausted. "I almost died, just a little bit more!"

I jumped up again, annoyed, "Did your mom hit you just now?"

"No! I just said, about you and me... and then she rushed over..." she said, trying to suppress a laugh.

"Ugh! She's still my daughter! She took it all out on me!" I groaned, covering my face as I lay back on the
bed .

"Pah! You're the one who ruined me!" she said, pouncing on me playfully. "Don't you think so? You
have to take responsibility for me!" she said, biting my neck hard.

"Of course I want to take responsibility, but I'm afraid your mom won't give me the chance!" I rolled my eyes at her.

"And my mom!" I sighed again. "Why are both of our moms so against us being together?"

"How should I know!" she said, frowning. "You should think about how to explain this to your mom, hehe!"
she laughed gleefully, tears still glistening on her beautiful face, looking pitiful, but her words only
made me want to pin her down and ravage her.

"Why don't you come back with me?" I asked with a wicked grin.

"No! I'd rather die than!" she shook her head vigorously.

...

The door was suddenly pushed open, and Guo Ying jumped off me. Turning around, she saw her father peeking
in , and blushed, asking, "Dad, what's wrong?"

"You! You guys! Zhang Tian, get out of here! Do you still want to sleep here tonight?!" he glared at me,
gritting his teeth .

"..."

Under Guo Ying's amused gaze, I was sheepishly kicked out the door. As I walked down the stairs,
lost my footing and tripped, cursing the damn steps and wondering how to explain it to my mother...
Just

as I got home, before I even turned off the car, I received a call from Guo Ying. She told me her mother had called my mother
and warned me to be careful...

Damn it! I hung up and cursed, sitting blankly in the car, not wanting to leave.

Finally, shivering in the car, I entered the house with a heart full of tragic indignation.

Huh? There was no storm of scolding, and I didn't see a single person. The silence in the living room made my
hair stand on end. I peeked around, looking around, until a voice sounded behind me: "You're back?"

"Your mother's furious with you, she's lying in bed inside..." "

Oh, then I'll go back to my room!"

"Stop!" He called out to me, "You had the guts to do this, but you don't have the guts to fix it?"

"I..." I turned around and stammered, "I don't know how to fix it..."

"You bastard!" He glared at me and cursed, "What about Guo Ying?"

"I'll marry her..." I replied weakly, head down.

"If you could get married, would things have turned out like this? You're not going to have a good New Year! Keep causing trouble!"
He sighed, a rare occurrence for him, "Your mother said she's too ashamed to face anyone..."

"Huh? What's there to be ashamed of!" I snapped.

"Why are you yelling at me!" he glared at me again. "Get out of here! Take Guo Ying back to Shanghai.
Out of out of mind! Get out! Go back tomorrow!"

"Dad... you don't object, do you..." I asked timidly, like a drowning person grabbing a straw,
unconsciously uttering the word I hadn't uttered in years.

His lips twitched, his hard-edged face stiffened for a moment, and he smiled bitterly, "It's mainly your mother...
you'd better get out of here!"

"Then try to persuade my mother at home. I know she listens to you..." I actually pleaded with him shamelessly.

"Get out!" he glared at me fiercely, "Leave on your own tomorrow. No one will see you off!"

...

So, on the morning of the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, I took Guo Ying on our "elopement" journey.
We returned to Shanghai that same day, to our cold, empty home. Exhausted, we fell asleep in each other's arms as soon as we
got home taking a shower.

In the middle of the night, I was awakened by a muffled sobbing sound, and my chest was wet with tears.

"Don't cry, don't cry!" I could only hold her tightly and whisper comforting words.

"Waaah... I miss home!" she sobbed in my arms, "Waaah, I just woke up, and I
was so scared to be alone..."

"I'm here, aren't I? Don't be afraid, I'm holding you, don't be afraid..." I pressed my face tightly against hers,
patting her back. "I won't sleep, I'll chat with you, okay?"

"Okay!" She nodded vigorously in my arms. "Brother, hold me tight, I'm so cold!"

I don't know what I said in my daze, or how long I talked. The girl in my arms, with tears still on her face,
gently fell asleep. I kissed away her tears, sighed, and dozed off in a daze. Then I woke up with a start,
then fell asleep again, exhausted, then woke up again...

Finally, I was so tormented by myself that I dared not fall asleep again. I stared wide-eyed at the ceiling, then felt
the light slowly appear outside the window until it was bright daylight—it was New Year's Eve.

"Brother, you're awake?" She snuggled closer to me and asked lazily.

"Yeah, just woke up... Are you sleepy? Sleep a little longer, it's cloudy outside, perfect for sleeping!" I smiled,
stroking her red lips.

"Mmm, hold me while I sleep!" she said sweetly.

"So warm..." she murmured with her eyes closed, "Brother, I love your embrace so much, it's so
warm..." and then she gently drifted off to sleep again.

I was awakened by a tickling sensation. Opening my eyes, I saw a delicate face with smiling
eyes. She was biting her lip and playfully tickling my nose with a strand of her hair. Seeing that I had opened my eyes, she
scolded , "You lazybones! You can sleep so much! I'm already awake, and you haven't even kissed me!"

"I'm sorry!" I said with a smile, then cupped her face and gave her a big kiss.

"Ptooey! Get up and brush your teeth! You didn't brush your teeth last night! I'm disgusted with you!"
she said, covering her mouth and pouting.

"..." I rolled my eyes at her and said, "You didn't brush your teeth either, did you? Hmm? Seems like you didn't shower either? Come on,
let me check, let me see what's down there? Haha..." "

You're so annoying! You still say that! I feel so uncomfortable! I want to take a shower! Carry me to the shower!"
she pouted and said coquettishly.

"Do you still miss home?" I asked, cupping her face in my hands.

"Hmm, a little bit," she said sadly, "but with you by my side, I don't miss it so much!
I think this is our home too, don't you think?"

"Yes, this is our home too!" I hugged her tightly, stroking her hair as I murmured
.

My nose suddenly stung a little, and I took a deep breath, saying, "Then let's hurry up and prepare for the New Year!"

"Okay!" she smiled, her eyes crinkling, "Kiss me!" Then she added, "Just one kiss! You have to
wait until after your shower...hehe."

...

After eating our New Year's Eve dinner together, in the cold house, I held her tightly and said, "
I'm sorry ..."

"Don't say sorry!" she blinked her beautiful eyes, "I like it this way, it's so quiet! It's so
nice to have you holding me!"

"Aren't you going to call home?"

"No!" she pouted and shook her head, "Right now I just want to sit here quietly, it's so nice..."

Under the lamplight, her eyes were full of tears. I knew she was actually homesick, actually wanted to cry, and
I was powerless to help her.

"Brother, you said that after tonight, things will be better?" she asked, looking up at me.

"Yes! They definitely will!"

"Yes, I also believe we'll be better, and even better!" she said with a smile.

"What time is it?" she asked with a playful smile.

"Hmm? It seems like it's past ten..." I glanced at my phone; there were many text message notifications, but I wasn't
in the mood to reply to them one by one.

"Hehe, then brother, aren't you going to kiss me?" she said shyly, biting her lip.

"Hmm?" I tilted my head, puzzled.

"Let's make love!" she said with a laugh, "Celebrating the New Year with lovemaking, hehe..." she covered her mouth
and laughed .

"Little vixen! You're really..."

"What's wrong with me?"

"You're so tempting!" he said, and then kissed her red lips. Soon, their naked bodies rolled
together .

There were no fireworks exploding outside the window, so only heavy breathing and increasingly loud
moans .

"Brother, love me well! I love you, Zhang Tian!"

"I love you too, Guo Ying! Silly girl! You're such a silly girl!"

"I do! Do you love silly girls?"

"Yes!"

"Then I'll be your silly girl, your plain water... kiss me!"

...

(Sixty-six)

I heard that my mother didn't smile once on New Year's Eve; I heard that my aunt had a long face all day and cried her eyes out.

Well, I heard it all from Lao Guo, oh, it was Guo Ying's father who said it.

A father loves his daughter the most. Early on the first day of the Lunar New Year, while Guo Ying and I were still in bed, Lao Guo
called Guo Ying. His voice sounded a little trembling, I don't know if he was being abused at home
or because he missed his daughter.

I said to Lao Guo, I'll say a few words to my aunt and wish her a Happy New Year.

Who would have thought he would snort and say, "Please spare me, you kidnapped my daughter during the New Year, don't make my
wife angry to death!"

Damn it! I looked at Guo Ying with an embarrassed expression, while she covered her mouth and laughed heartily—this father and son were truly a pair of
oddballs!

So I angrily said, "Do you really have to wait until I get Guo Ying pregnant before you...?"

Before I could finish speaking, he roared, "You dare! I'll beat you to death! I knew you were a wicked
little devil! Guo Ying!" His voice almost deafened me, "Guo Ying! If you dare let this kid
..., I...! I'll beat him to death!"

"Pfft," Guo Ying covered her mouth and smiled, her eyes crinkling, and winked at me triumphantly.

"I say, Uncle, are you being reasonable! In the end, no matter what, you're going to beat me?" I
asked, both amused and exasperated.

"Pah! Who else should I hit if not you! You left so fast that night, if your aunt hadn't told me, I really would have hit you!"
he said viciously, but his next words stunned me: "If you're so capable, give me a grandson!
Otherwise, forget it! Damn it, I can't get through this year!"

After hanging up the phone, I asked Guo Ying blankly, "What does your dad mean?"

She rolled her eyes at me and said angrily, "How should I know!"

"How about we make a baby now?" I said with a lewd smile.

"I've discovered that my dad is just as bad as you! I was wondering why you two always hung out together! You're really
birds of a feather!"

"How can you talk about your own father like that?" I said angrily, "If you're going to talk about someone, just talk about your dad, don't drag me into it!
I was so young back then, it was all your dad who corrupted me!" I argued, glaring at him.

"Pah! You think I don't know? Back in high school, you somehow got your hands on a porn book, and it ended up in my
dad's hands. You two are both...! Humph!" She gritted her teeth, exposing my secret.

"You know that?"

"No, I don't know!" She quickly shook her head in denial.

"Hehe, did you secretly read it? Haha, Guo Ying, Guo Ying, so you're not so indecent after all!"
I lewdly chuckled.

"Zhang Tian! I hate you! I'll bite you to death!" She pounced on me in a fit of rage,
flailing her arms and legs at me, her little mouth piercing every spot...

...

"Does it still hurt?" Guo Ying asked, her eyes brimming with tears, touching my wounds with a pained expression.

"What do you think!" I rolled my eyes at her and said, "Getting bitten by a puppy during the New Year, hehe...
"

"I'm not a puppy! Who told you to laugh at me!" she pouted and scolded.

"I've discovered your dad's actually a good person!" I said with a straight face.

"Pah!" she retorted, blushing and annoyed. "You two are in cahoots! He sold his daughter to
you just for a grandson!"

"Really?" I asked, blinking.

"Yes! Didn't he say you were capable..." she blushed and said coquettishly, "You're so naughty!"

"Then why don't we get him a grandson right now!" I said with a mischievous grin, pinching her cheek.

"No!" she slapped my hand away angrily. "Get up! Get up and cook for me!"

"..." I rolled my eyes and said, "Guo Ying, today is the first day of the new year,
can't get up and cook for me?"

"Dream on! If I cook for you on the first day of the new year, then I'll have to cook for you for the whole year!"
she said, turning her head to the side and huffing.

"Then what will you eat?" I asked with a wry smile.

"I'll eat whatever you make!" she finally smiled.

"Then you can have some chicken!" I said with a mischievous grin.

"Huh? Is there chicken?" she asked, looking confused.

"Of course, here, have some chicken..."

"Ugh! Zhang Tian, you're so shameless! Take it away, ugh... I hate you, ugh..."

...

"Brother, I want to call Auntie, what do you think?" Guo Ying asked me after dinner.

"Why?" I asked, looking at her suspiciously and nervously.

"I just want to talk to her, what if you make me angry?" she pouted and said reproachfully.

On the phone, her mother started crying as soon as she heard Guo Ying's voice, apologizing and saying she was too ashamed to face
her mother. Listening to her made my teeth ache. She was making it sound like I'd raped Guo Ying! No, we were both willing
that night . We drank a little and things just got heated…

Then the conversation turned to me. I heard my mother say fiercely, “Xiao Ying, if he bullies you,
tell me, and I'll beat him to death!”

“Auntie, my brother is very good to me, he loves me a lot. Don't worry, I'll come back
to see !”

Hearing Guo Ying's words, I was so moved I almost cried. Before, I was caught in the middle, everyone shifting the blame
onto me. Although I knew it was my fault, they couldn't just threaten to beat me to death like that!
Now, finally someone spoke up for me. I couldn't help but sigh: My dear cousin is so good to me!

After hanging up, I cupped her face in my hands and said, “My cousin is so good to me! She knows how to speak up for me…”

Guo Ying pouted and said, "Hmph! Did you hear that! If you bully me, Auntie will slap you!"

"...Then I take back what I just said!" I rolled my eyes.

"No way! Haven't I been good to you?" she said angrily.

"Okay, okay! You're the best to me!"

"Hmph, you're smart! Come on, give me a kiss!" she said with a sweet smile, her eyes narrowed.

"..." This little vixen, she always gives you a sweet treat after a beating!

...

I once heard: Everyone has someone in their heart they can't touch, but can't bear to throw away. I always
thought this was pretentious, a kind of affected whining.

But when I received Song Jianan's text message "I miss you!" at the company on the first day of university,
I suddenly remembered this sentence. Was I wrong?

Thinking of the girl I met on the bullet train three years ago, the girl who spoke with a soft Wu dialect,
the girl who held both beautiful and sad memories for me, I was stunned. I sat there, staring at the cup
on the table , speechless for a long time. It wasn't

until another text message alert snapped me out of my daze. I glanced at it; it was her again. "I miss you so much! Do you
miss me?"

Damn it! I cursed fiercely—what the hell is going on?! What does she mean?
Doesn't she know I have a girlfriend? What does she want?!

My current feelings are very similar to when I heard Yan Ji was pregnant two years ago—anxiety, confusion, unease, and endless
struggle .

What the hell should I do?!

With a nervous heart, I replied, "What do you want?"

She quickly replied, "I just missed you. If you're not busy, could you come out and keep me company?"

I was busy, I told myself, I really was busy, but when I typed it, it was: "I have
time this afternoon, where?"

"I'll come find you! Tell me where? Is it the same coffee shop as last time?"

That coffee shop was relatively close to the company, but it was a bit secluded. I discovered it by chance one time.
It wasn't crowded in the afternoon, and it was very quiet inside. After waiting for more than half an hour, I saw her get out of a taxi through the glass window
.

"You're here?" I opened the door for her at the door and asked with a smile.

"Mmm..." she nodded slightly, her voice slightly hoarse.

She seemed to have lost weight again; her cheeks were even more slender, a typical oval face, and the bags under her almond-shaped eyes
were even more pronounced. However, this made her look more charming, yes, more feminine.

"Please sit down!" I pulled out a chair for her and asked solicitously, "What would you like to drink?"

She didn't sit down, but looked at me with her lips pursed. After a long while, she smiled sweetly and said, "I missed you! I wanted
to see you..." Her almond-shaped eyes, clear and bright, were filled with tears, making it difficult for me to see her eyes clearly.

"Sit down!" I was actually a little touched. I went over and pressed her into the chair, pressing my fingers firmly against her
thin shoulders. I whispered in her ear, "You're beautiful again! So pretty, so sexy!"

She pressed my hand against hers, tilted her head, and bit her lip, saying, "I missed you... Did you miss me?"

"Yes..." I don't know why I blurted out without thinking. Perhaps it was seeing her
fair face, or the expectation and longing revealed in her glistening eyes?

"Then I don't want anything to drink..." she said softly, lowering her head.

"Hmm?" I asked hesitantly, "Then you...?"

"There's a hotel nearby..." Her face flushed pink, but she stubbornly raised her head,
staring straight into my eyes.

"..." I looked at her in disbelief, wondering if time and space had warped. Or was I
dreaming ? Shouldn't these words be coming from my mouth?

"Why aren't you saying anything?" she asked, biting her lip, her almond-shaped eyes growing brighter, as if they were
about to overflow.

"Okay!" I took her small hand and smiled.

"Are you making fun of me?" Her eyes were a little wet, and tears slid down her cheeks.

"No, no!" I carefully wiped away her tears, but the more I wiped, the more tears flowed. I
panicked and whispered, "Don't cry, I'll take you there right now!"

She leaned into my arms, and I embraced her as we walked back into the hotel. The moment the door closed, she
couldn't help but sob on my shoulder.

I sighed silently, gently patting her back, comforting her, "Don't cry, don't cry... What's
wrong? Didn't you want to see me?"

"Yes, I missed you! I wanted to see you!" she sobbed, covering her mouth as she nodded, her voice choked with emotion.

"Is something on your mind? You weren't like this before..." I cupped her face,
wiping away tears, and asked softly.

"I just missed you! I missed you so much! I... I shouldn't have left like that last time, I... I think..."
"You…", she said, her eyes brimming with tears.

"Silly girl," I said with a wry smile, "It was my fault that day, it wasn't your fault. Please don't cry anymore
, look, your makeup is all ruined, you're not pretty anymore…"

"Okay, I won't cry!" she said, lowering her head and wiping her tears vigorously, nodding vigorously.

As she wiped her tears, I could only stand by and watch, the atmosphere becoming somewhat awkward.

"How's the job search going?" I asked.

"I've got two," she answered, sobbing.

"Oh? Where are they?"

"My hometown, and NJ, I'm still wondering which one to go…" she finally stopped crying, raising her
slightly swollen eyes to look at me.

"That's good…" I said with a smile, then didn't know what else to say, so I just stared at her blankly
.

"You're making me nervous looking at you like that…" she said softly.

Her soft, sweet voice aroused my lust. I grabbed her small hand and laughed, "I've noticed that every time I see you,
you surprise me. You've become even more beautiful this time!"

"Really?" she asked happily, her face beaming.
A few I carefully touched those freckles with my fingers, feeling her
skin tremble beneath them.

"I'm so itchy..." she said, biting her lip.

"Hmm? Itchy?" I smiled mischievously. "Where does it itch?"

"Pah! You're so lewd!" she said lightly, blushing. "My face is itchy..."

I lifted her chin and kissed her red lips. "Isn't it itchy down there?"

"Mmm..." she whispered, closing her eyes. "Hold me..."

Her body was frail and boneless, her thin back seemingly strong enough to snap in my arms. I whispered in her ear,
"I have a girlfriend, and I love her very much. I won't leave her..."

"I know..." she pushed my face away forcefully, biting her lip, "But I really miss you!"

I smiled bitterly, "I know you miss me, just like sometimes I miss you, but this kind of longing is
different. You... understand?"

"I don't understand!" she shook her head, then nodded, "I know I shouldn't be like this, but I just can't
help missing you..."

"..." If I were alone, I would definitely kneel on the ground in agony, banging my head against the floor.

At that moment, I realized I had really messed with a girl I shouldn't have, a stubborn
girl , like a moth, recklessly flew into the flame, even though she knew the future was bleak...

I suddenly felt a pang of sympathy for her, just as I felt sympathy for my past self. I hugged her tightly, my heart aching, and said softly,
"I was wrong, I was really wrong! I shouldn't have seen you again! We can't go on like this, I'll take
you home right now!"

"Why?" she asked, looking up at me with a confused expression.

Looking at the girl in front of me, her face still bearing a hint of childishness, I couldn't help but hate myself.
I gritted my teeth and growled, "Don't you know I'm a bastard! I'm a shameless and despicable person? I
lied to you! I've always had a girlfriend! What more do you want? Why did you come back after you left last time! Do you
want me to keep lying? I can't even bear to lie to myself anymore! Why don't you understand!" "

But I just missed you!" she cried, tears streaming down her face.

"Just pretend I'm dead!" I snapped.

"Why?" her voice became shrill, her eyes filled with despair, "Why are you doing this to
me? Why are you kicking me out?"

"Because I have a girlfriend!" I said with a helpless, bitter smile.

"You can break up!" Her earlier outburst seemed to have exhausted her strength, and she said softly.

"But I love her so much! I want to marry her, I want to marry her!" After saying that, I painfully closed my eyes,
unable to bear looking into her clear, bright eyes. Perhaps her eyes had once been very bright, but I knew that at this moment, they
were filled with sorrow.

...

Leaving the hotel, I stood alone by the roadside, and suddenly that saying came to mind again: Everyone
has someone in their heart whom they can't touch, can't throw away, can't bear to part with. But I think, Song Jianan will never have such
a —I have ruthlessly destroyed the beauty in her heart.

How many beautiful memories can a girl have in her life? And I have ruthlessly
destroyed ...

Love is sometimes like a gamble; winning brings temporary happiness, but losing brings a lifetime of pain...

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