[The Ass That Drag Away My Semen] [Author: Flying Alone]

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This happened more than ten years ago, and I think my desire for sex was unprecedented back then. Why? Because of puberty! I believe everyone can relate. Okay, let me tell you my story!

My mother's close friend often came to our house to play, and sometimes she would stay overnight if she stayed late. Our family was of average means, with two rooms, one for me and one for my parents. We lived in the suburbs, so it wasn't easy for my aunt to come over, but I still saw her quite often (I'll call her Auntie here).

I don't know why women have so much to talk about. In my memory, I could often hear my mother and Auntie whispering to each other even when I was asleep. I probably don't remember what they were talking about, just everyday things. Sometimes it was annoying, but there was nothing I could do. I was just a kid, so I had to put up with it!

My auntie had a daughter who was about two years younger than me. She would often bring her over during the summer vacation. At first, it was annoying, but after a while, she became quite cute. While the two girls were chatting, I played with my little cousin. She was very mischievous, even more so than the boys, but also very easy to please; she didn't understand anything.

Once, during house renovations, my room was temporarily unusable, so we only had one room left.

As in previous years, my aunt brought my little cousin to our house to play during summer vacation. This time, because of the renovations, my aunt insisted on going home in the evening, but my mother persuaded her to stay.

After dinner, my father went out, saying he was staying at someone else's house; I figured he must have gone to play mahjong. My mother continued chatting with my aunt, and I continued playing with my little cousin. Then, I inadvertently noticed that my aunt was lying down, her legs propped up on a pile of blankets while chatting. But that wasn't a big deal; they often did that—they would lie down when they got tired of chatting, and sit when they were more energetic.

Where did they have so much to talk about? It was really puzzling. However, I still inadvertently caught a glimpse of my aunt's exposed skin. Perhaps she was too engrossed in her conversation to notice us, or maybe because we were still children, she wasn't paying attention!

Actually, I had already started masturbating around that time. Sometimes, without any stimulation, my penis would inexplicably get hard. It was okay when I was sitting, but it was terrible when I was standing or walking. I had to put one hand in my pocket then, haha! That's when I realized why some people like to walk with their hands in their pockets. I used to think it was for looking cool! Later I learned there was more to it than that. I'm getting

a bit off-topic, sorry! I used to only read what others wrote, and now that it's my turn to write something, it feels really tiring. I really admire those authors who write long novels. My writing skills are limited, so you can only read as much as you can. Haha!

I was playing with my cousin at the time, and unfortunately, I stumbled upon this scene. I think it happened before, but I was too young to notice. People are really strange; the more you don't want to see something, the more you look in that direction. I pretended to play with my cousin, but kept glancing at that alluring white area.

Because it was summer, my aunt was wearing flesh-colored stockings, and since she was quite tall, her beautiful legs became the object of my fantasies for many years. I really wanted to see what lay beneath those alluring thighs, but I was too timid and gave up. However, the allure of what was partially revealed was even more stimulating than seeing it all.

When it was time for bed, since there were two women with two children (actually, I wasn't a child anymore; "little pervert" was a nickname my aunt later gave me), we dressed casually, but I still didn't see the scene I was hoping for. My aunt had only changed into a pair of tight shorts and a loose nightgown, but that still gave me a thrill.

The two of us children slept in the middle, my mother on my left and my aunt on my cousin's right. After the lights were turned off, I still couldn't fall asleep for a long time, my mind filled with the scene from the daytime: her white thighs covered by that short skirt, partially revealed. My penis was so hard it felt like it was about to explode, throbbing painfully. I got up to go outside to use the restroom, but couldn't pee, so I reluctantly went back to bed.

A little while later, I heard my aunt softly calling my mother; she was also going to the restroom. It was the suburbs, after all, so it was quite dark at night, and the restroom wasn't indoors. They left quickly, and I lay in bed, still unable to sleep. The situation was getting worse, and I was worried I might die. I really wanted to masturbate, but the environment wasn't suitable.

I turned over and saw my little cousin sleeping soundly beside me. I don't know when she kicked the blanket off her feet; kids are like that, they don't sleep still. I was about to help her cover herself up again when I noticed she was only wearing a pair of underwear.

I forgot to mention, my cousin was already a teenager then, and because she was a girl, she developed early, only about a head shorter than me at the time. I couldn't help it; although my genitals were well-developed back then, I hadn't grown much taller, no wonder my aunt always treated me like a child!

Just as I reached for the blanket, I realized from behind that my little cousin looked so much like my aunt. Her legs were white, and her buttocks were big and round. My heart suddenly started racing, and my hand holding the blanket trembled uncontrollably. I could hear my own heart pounding. Although my heart beats fast when I masturbate, this was completely different.

I gently nudged my cousin and found she was fast asleep. My mother and aunt hadn't returned yet; maybe they were out using the toilet. I didn't care; I was going to take the risk. I couldn't think straight anymore. Driven by lust, I quietly crawled out of bed. My underwear was already barely covering my enormous penis. I gently touched my cousin's calf, but there was no reaction. My hands were shaking terribly. I gently slid my hand down her calf to her thigh, almost touching her underwear.

I paused, listened for any sounds outside, and slowly turned to lie on my side behind my cousin, gently pressing my penis against her buttocks through her underwear. For a moment I didn’t dare to move. When I could move, I found myself rubbing my swollen, hot penis against her little buttocks. My hands were trembling so much that I didn’t dare to touch any part of her body.

After doing that for a while, I felt that my underwear was really restrictive. I slowly pulled my underwear down to my knees and gently pressed my glans, which was full of vaginal fluid, against my cousin’s vulva. I could clearly feel the softness and warmth there. I didn’t dare to use too much force, just gently rubbing it. Even so, I could feel incredibly stimulated and nervous.

Just then, I heard footsteps and the door opening outside…

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The first thing I did when I heard footsteps outside the door was to pull up my underwear and quickly crawl into my bed.

After my mother and aunt lay down one after another, I breathed a deep sigh of relief. After a while, when I was sure that my mother was also asleep, I dared to secretly look at my aunt.

By the dim moonlight, I saw that my aunt was also holding her daughter and sleeping soundly. My aunt was holding my little cousin very tightly, as if she was about to lose her own child. Looking at my little cousin's sweet sleeping posture, I felt truly envious that she could lean against her aunt's chest like that.

My aunt's breasts were large, at least they looked much bigger than my mother's. My mother told me that I even drank my aunt's milk when I was little! I've always been skeptical about this; why don't I remember anything about something so blissful?

Because my aunt was holding my little cousin close, there was a large empty space on my side, and I felt a sudden emptiness. I closed my eyes, forcing myself not to think about anything, but I still couldn't fall asleep. Counting might work for some people, but it didn't work for me. As I counted, my mind would wander to other things, and then I'd feel even more awake.

Since I learned to masturbate, when I couldn't sleep, I usually just masturbated and fell asleep immediately. But what can I do now? I can't masturbate, it's so frustrating! Watching others sleep so soundly while I can't sleep is like watching others eat delicious food while I can't have it.

The night finally passed, and I woke up very late the next day. When I woke up, the house was empty. Just as I was about to sleep a little longer, my cousin suddenly ran in from outside, yelling, "Lazybones, get up! Lazybones, get up!" I really couldn't be bothered with her. Sometimes my cousin is cute, sometimes she's annoying, and she'll compare our heights from time to time.

I really wanted to hit her then, but it was just a thought; at most, I'd just slap her little bottom. Then she would quickly jump away, make a face, and hide behind my mother, pretending to be pitiful and saying that her brother bullied her. It was both infuriating and funny then. My mother always sided with her, so she was treated like I was in their house.

I still wanted to sleep a little longer, so I ignored her. Suddenly, without me noticing, she pulled back my blanket. Just as I was about to get angry, she pointed at my genitals and gloated, "Brother wet the bed! Brother wet the bed! How embarrassing! Hahahaha..." Then I felt a cool sensation down there. Looking down, I realized it wasn't bedwetting, but a wet patch—it was still wet.

I quickly covered it up, saying, "Don't talk nonsense, or brother won't play with you anymore!" This trick always worked; she immediately stopped yelling, though she still had a mischievous smile on her face.

Honestly, how could I not feel anything? Even when I had a wet patch before, I would still wake up startled, because it felt just like wetting the bed as a child.

I immediately asked, "Where did your mom and your mom go?" She covered her mouth and laughed, saying they went shopping. Since going to the city center and back was too far, they didn't take her, telling her to stay home and play with me.

Maybe Mom and the others had just left, and my cousin, bored playing outside, came to bother me while I was sleeping.

I said seriously, "Don't tell anyone what happened earlier." I promised I'd listen to her all day, let her play whatever she wanted, however she wanted, and that shut her up.

I asked her to go outside for a bit so I could change my underwear, but she wouldn't leave. I finally got her to turn around, and I quickly found a clean pair of underwear to change into, but she turned her head back, and when she saw I'd caught her, she quickly turned back again.

I said, "Don't look!" The moment I put on my underwear, that unruly place started to stir again. Ah! What to do? I couldn't get up again.

Seeing I wasn't moving, my cousin came over and tried the same trick again, which I, of course, covered tightly. Now, my cousin thought I was just playing around, and she straddled me, riding me like a horse. Of course, I couldn't spoil her, so I quickly wrapped her up tightly in the blanket.

It was the same before; she'd beg for mercy from under the covers, and I'd only let her out when I heard her pretend to cry. Once out, she was panting heavily, her eyes strangely fixed on me. I immediately realized that I'd been so busy playing around that my little tent hadn't gone down! And with all that fuss, it seemed even more erect. Now she could see it all. What to do? After

a long pause, she exclaimed, "Brother, what's that? Are you sick? It's so weird!" I quickly said,

"Yes, I am sick. Don't tell anyone I'm sick. You can do whatever you want today, and I'll buy you something delicious later, okay?" It took me ages to finally calm her down.

After dinner, my cousin suggested playing cards. It's the kind where you hide a deck of cards, leaving one card, and each person takes half. Then you find the pairs, and whoever has a card left that matches the hidden one loses.

Usually, when I lose, she gets to ride me like a horse. When she loses, I flick her head. Sometimes I flick it too hard, and she'll cry and run to my mom to complain. Seeing me get scolded, she'll make faces and stick her tongue out at me. At those times, I pretend to be angry and not play with her, and then she'll run over and let me flick her head.

This time I lost again and had to ride her like a horse. She seemed really happy, wrapping her arms around my neck and refusing to get down. I swayed her from side to side, and she was about to fall off when she suddenly hooked her little feet around my lower abdomen. This sudden action startled me because her feet were clamping down hard on my penis, and I immediately got an erection.

It took a lot of effort to get her off, but she acted like nothing had happened. We continued playing, but because I kept thinking about that feeling, I lost again. This time, she didn't use her feet to clamp it, so I deliberately swayed from side to side. Sure enough, she clamped my penis with her feet again. I spun her around a few times, but she kept clamping it with her feet, as if it were embedded in my body.

I deliberately lost a few more times, and each time my cousin clamped my penis with her little feet like that. Later, when we got tired of playing and lay down to rest, she asked me what was hidden under my stomach, why it was so hard, and whether it was a rod or something. She even demanded that I take it out. I

couldn't do anything with her, so I just said I had the same illness as this morning. Then she insisted on playing the patient and doctor game. I said I didn't want to play, it was too tiring, and she threatened to tell her mother what happened this morning if I didn't play. I was afraid she would tell the truth, so I agreed. But I said that this time, I, as the patient, had to lie down; before, I was the patient being chased around by the doctor.

She said, "That's how you act like a patient, because patients are afraid of needles." I said, "This time I'll lie down and pretend to be a patient, and you can treat me." She readily agreed, so I lay back down in bed and pretended to be dead.

At first, she touched my head and such from the outside, and she acted quite convincingly for a while. Then she lifted my blanket and pretended to listen to my heart and lungs, poking and touching here and there with her hand. Suddenly she said, "Brother, are you still sick from this morning?" I said, "Oh, I'm not better." She said, "Let me treat you!" I was afraid she would tell my mom later, so I said no. She wouldn't have it and insisted on treating me, saying, "Otherwise, I'll tell your mom you wet the bed." Actually, I had thought about it for a long time. As long as she didn't see my private parts, she wouldn't know what they were.

So I said, "You can treat me, but you can't tell anyone else, especially your mom and my mom." She happily agreed and then slowly touched my private parts with her little hand.

Perhaps she had never touched it before and didn't know what it was, so she just left her hand there motionless. After a while, I said, "Aren't you going to treat it anymore?" Only then did she gently start touching it again. During this time, I spoke to her, and I could hear my voice trembling.

After touching it for a while, she tried to put her little hand inside my shorts, but I quickly stopped her, saying, "No, you can only touch it from the outside, you can't put it inside." I was still afraid she would tell on me later.

My cousin probably got bored after touching it for a while and said, "I'm not playing anymore, it's not fun at all." I said,

"How can that be? It's not cured yet!" She asked, "Then how do I cure it?" I said, "It's very simple!

You turn your body around, and I'll touch you like you touched me before, and that will cure my illness." She said, "Okay!" I was really excited at that moment, I didn't expect her to be so easy to fool.

I couldn't wait to turn my cousin around. Today she was wearing a little denim skirt, and underneath she was still wearing the red underwear from last night. I was wearing shorts, and I was rubbing against her through her skirt, it felt so good, like real sex, something masturbation couldn't compare to.

My other hand moved from her thigh down to her panties, I could feel the shape of her underwear through the soft fabric. Every now and then she would lift one leg and straddle my lap, making my penis even closer to her buttocks.

After about thirty strokes, I wasn't satisfied, so I secretly pulled down my shorts, leaving only my underwear, and then I pressed hard against my cousin's buttocks through her underwear. She was very cooperative, and seemed to be enjoying it too, she was so cute!

After a while, I simply took off my underwear as well. Now I was naked, fucking my cousin's little ass through her panties with my penis. Hehe, it felt so good!

She seemed to feel that it was different from the beginning, and kept trying to reach behind her to touch my penis. Of course, I still couldn't let her touch it, but my hand was already inside her panties, touching her vulva. I had never felt such stimulation before. I thrust quickly on her little ass a dozen times, and then shot my milky white semen hard onto her red panties.

She felt her backside get wet and thought I had peed, so she said, "Why did you pee on me?" It was so cute. I said no, quickly got some toilet paper to wipe the semen off for her, and then told her, "Don't tell anyone about today, or you won't be able to play next time." She was very obedient and never told anyone. So we played this game many more times. However, there was one time when we were naked, and it was from behind. When I ejaculated on her little butt, she kept asking me what it was and said that it hurt a little and that I should be gentler next time.

Another time, I was almost caught by her mother, but luckily I reacted quickly and managed to fool her.

Another time, my mother went out because of something else, and my aunt was sleeping next to me. My cousin was lying next to me watching TV, and she put her little feet under my blanket and used them to clamp my big penis. I didn't ejaculate that time, but it was still very enjoyable because at that time my eyes were fixed on my aunt's butt and my dream big breasts.

Another time, I masturbated in front of my aunt's daughter by putting her panties on my penis and ejaculated on her panties. Because I hadn't had time to wash them, I wasn't discovered.

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This time I want to share another story with you.

In the past, lotteries were very popular in our area, which is called welfare lottery. I believe many people who live in rural areas or small cities in China have this memory. Back then, the lottery was run by the government, and the prizes were nothing more than tractors, home appliances, and so on. Cash prizes came later. The story started because of that lottery; from that event on, I opened a Pandora's box that I can't escape to this day.

That year, after the high school graduation exams, the holiday was exceptionally long. When I was in seventh grade, I was always envious of those older students in their final year of high school. While we were still reviewing for our final exams, they were already on holiday, and I often saw them wandering around the campus during their break—it looked so magical and impressive. At that time, I felt that getting to ninth grade would be a really long time; that feeling of endless uncertainty is something many people can relate to!

Here, I should mention that because of my shy personality, I didn't have a girlfriend in middle school, but I never stopped paying attention to the opposite sex. I especially liked two girls in my class. One was the very pure type, and she was very good at studying; I never saw her scream like other girls.

I really liked her back then, but I never dared to talk to her, not even ask her questions, because I was so nervous!

My grades were never good, so I felt like we were from two different worlds. I just watched her from afar, watching her take notes, watching her read, watching her whisper with other girls, but I never got close to her. I can still clearly remember a little girl sitting on a bench in the school playground reading a book, the slanting sunset shining on her. Although I can't quite remember what she looked like now, that image is imprinted in my mind and heart like a photograph.

There was another girl, our class beauty. She came from a wealthy family, was very mature, and of course, very beautiful. However, her beauty had a lot of allure. At that time, most of the boys in the class liked her. They would often deliberately approach her, play with her, fool around with her, and even take advantage of her, but I never saw her get angry.

I rarely played with them back then. The most memorable time was when, for reasons I've forgotten, she used her genitals to press against my knee and snatch something from my hand. That was the first time I felt how soft and alluring a girl's genitals could be.

Another time was during self-study; everyone was diligently taking notes. She subtly scratched her genitals, perhaps because it was itchy, but I still saw it. She noticed me watching her and playfully winked at me.

That night, I masturbated for the first time. Thinking about the feeling of her pressing against my knee, her hand slipping under my skirt during the day, and that seductive wink from her, I gave her my first ejaculation. Many years later, I ran into her on the street, but she didn't recognize me. She had become even more sexy and alluring, only now she was with a man.

That was my high school days—naive and innocent.

The town's raffle usually took place in June and July. I had just learned to ride a motorcycle then, and during my holidays, I'd often ride my not-too-old bike around town, showing off. Back then, there was a kind of pride called showing off; looking back, it seems adorably naive.

At this time, the town was packed with people, shoulder to shoulder, everyone coming out for fun, including plenty of beautiful girls and sexy young women. I finally found a parking spot, only to be swept into the sea of people participating in the raffle. I'd just spotted a classmate, but before I could even say hello, they were gone.

I was pushed to the middle of the raffle crowd, where the largest group was. I was still looking for a chance to run into another classmate when someone stomped on my foot. Just as I was about to panic, I realized it was a beautiful girl—no, two beautiful girls—linking arms, completely unaware that they'd stepped on me.

I pushed her and yelled, "You stepped on someone!" The beautiful woman turned around and smiled gently at me, saying,

"Are you alright?" Back then, there wasn't any "dinosaur" to describe such a witch! The one next to her also turned to look at me. Hmm, this one was much prettier. Although both had great figures, it was like heaven and hell compared to the first one. I could only say listlessly, "I'm fine, I'm fine." Then they turned back to buying lottery tickets and such.

I followed closely behind them. Just then, it seemed like a show was about to start on stage, and the crowd suddenly stopped moving. I was stuck behind them. The show hadn't even started for a while, but the crowd grew larger and larger—no, it became more and more crowded. Everyone wanted to see the show, and everyone was pushing forward. But at this point, I had no interest in watching any lousy performance because I was already pressed tightly against the beautiful woman's back (not that dinosaur).

The fragrance emanating from her made me very embarrassed because, stimulated by her, my penis was already erect, and it was pressing right against her crotch. Back then, jeans were already quite fashionable, and this beautiful woman was wearing tight pants; you could clearly see the marks from her underwear from behind. Because she was wearing high heels, the height was perfect, pressing my lower body tightly against her genitals.

She glanced at me briefly, noticed I was looking at her, blushed, and turned away again to continue watching the program. It was my first time experiencing something like this, so I didn't dare move. I just took the opportunity to thrust hard against her buttocks a couple of times when the crowd moved; when the crowd stopped, I remained motionless behind her.

She kept pretending to watch the program, sometimes exchanging a few words with the guy next to her, and sometimes when the crowd stopped moving, I would subtly thrust a few times behind her. I think she must have felt that hard, fleshy thing against her buttocks, because I could see even her ears were red; it looked so tempting from behind. Just as I was about to continue enjoying myself, she suddenly grabbed the guy and desperately pushed her way out of the crowd, leaving me standing there dumbfounded.

In a short while, I was pushed to the front of the crowd again. To see the show, I had to look up. There were even more people, and more men than women. I was surrounded on three sides by three big men, and I was squeezed in the middle, almost unable to breathe. I squeezed out from one side with all my might, and then my eyes lit up because a voluptuous young woman was standing not far in front of me, with a full and attractive butt.

What should I do? Should I go over to her or...? I hesitated for only a second before making the boldest decision of my life.

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Let's continue.

I moved like an eel behind the young woman, and then I realized that she looked so familiar! Hey, is this the owner of the arcade from before?

When we skipped class, we'd either go to the video rental shops on the street to watch videos or go to the arcade on the corner to play video games. We preferred the arcade; it was always crowded, with all sorts of people, but mostly students like us. Everyone knew there was a pretty lady who owned the arcade.

The arcade's layout was simple: a large hall with about ten arcade machines and a few coin-operated slot machines. Next to the slot machines was a small inner area where they sold tokens and where the lady rested.

Back then, the coin-operated slot machines were usually occupied by young people from the streets. Poor students like us didn't have the chance or the money to play. We just played the popular arcade games outside, but even then, we had a blast.

I remember one time, my machine ate tokens, and I asked the owner for more. But he was incredibly stingy; not only did he refuse to give me any, he even cursed at me. I was just a kid then, and I didn't dare talk back, so I just sheepishly went outside to watch others play.

As I watched others play enviously, a gentle pat touched my shoulder, followed by a sweet, intoxicating fragrance that filled my nostrils. I was captivated. When I turned around, stunned, I saw a beautiful face with a gentle smile. She was so beautiful! It was the first time I'd ever seen her so close.

She smiled and placed two game tokens in my hand. The smooth, slightly cool touch of her hand when mine met hers left me speechless. I couldn't utter a word before she vanished from my sight—it was truly like a dream. I thought to myself, "If only I had a sister like that, or even a wife like that, I'd do anything."

I treasured those two game tokens and went less often afterward. Back then, I was truly determined to study hard and become a successful person! The desire to make a good impression on the opposite sex became my motivation. Later, the city banned arcades, which also affected our small town. The arcades disappeared, but an internet cafe appeared instead.

Back then, because I was focused on my studies, I never went to the only internet cafe in town. However, I heard many classmates say how beautiful the owner was. I didn't pay any attention then, until one day I discovered that the internet cafe owner was actually the pretty girl who gave me coins at the arcade. Even though I knew, I still never went online, partly because I hadn't learned how to use the internet and didn't dare try it alone.

Until today, I was surprised to see how beautiful she had become. Excited, I went over to say hello, but I hesitated. What if she didn't recognize me? How embarrassing would that be! Oh well, just admiring her from afar is fine too.

But things often don't go as planned. Like this chance encounter, I was pushed next to her by the crowd. Only then did I see a very sleazy-looking man pressed tightly against her back. I immediately knew what was going on—how dare he offend my sacred goddess!

I quickly shoved the man aside, and he glared at me fiercely. I pretended to know her and called out from behind, "Hey sis, you're here! I've been looking for you for ages." She turned around, gave me a grateful look, and then quickly turned back. From her red ears, I could tell she'd just gone through an embarrassing ordeal.

The man, seeing we knew each other, could only slink away dejectedly. The crowd was still just as dense, making it difficult to even turn around. I heard her softly say thank you, and then fall silent.

We were still stuck in the middle of the crowd, finding it difficult to get out. And just then, the climax of the show arrived, and the crowd surged even more violently. Before, I could maintain my distance from her; I didn't want to offend a woman who had left such a good impression on me. But now, the crowd had pressed us tightly together. I could try not to pay full attention to our crotches, but the less I did, the more my mind drifted to that area, and soon I got an erection.

I awkwardly said, "Why are there so many people?" She didn't answer, but her ears turned red again. Her white neck and red earrings formed a striking contrast. Her dyed golden hair hung straight down to her shoulders, long and smooth, and she still had that alluring fragrance, which was constantly stimulating my little brother.

At this moment, the crowd surged again, and I moved with the crowd, my lower body restlessly rubbing against her ample buttocks. The crowd stopped, and I stopped too. Her ears turned even redder. From my angle, she looked really beautiful and cute.

I continued to rub against her from behind, and the tingling sensation in my little brother grew stronger and stronger. I stopped for a moment, gently touching her beautiful buttocks tightly wrapped in white leggings with the back of my hand, feeling the elasticity there while observing her reaction.

She trembled and took a small step forward. I followed suit, always staying close to her.

I dared not make any more big movements, so I continued to press against her with my lower body. She knew there was no way to escape, but she still seemed to want to get rid of me. I thought I couldn't go too far, so I kept that position.

As the crowd surged, I also thrust hard against her a few times, but she still didn't react. However, the crowd gradually dispersed because the lottery and the show were about to end. Taking advantage of this opportunity, she escaped my invasion and squeezed out of the crowd. I followed closely behind her until she entered the internet cafe. I stopped at the entrance of the internet cafe with her.

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I hesitated for a while at the entrance of the internet cafe, thought a lot, and finally gritted my teeth and went in. She stared at me with big eyes from inside the bar, perhaps not expecting me to follow her in.

I asked her for a computer further inside and sat down. Only then did I notice the layout of the internet cafe. The cafe wasn't very big, with about forty or fifty computers. The environment was relatively clean, but there weren't many people there, perhaps because most were out participating in a raffle. There were only a few students playing Counter-Strike in a corner. There was a staircase at the corner of the counter, leading up to a bedroom, kitchen, and bathroom. A ceiling fan slowly turned in the main hall.

There was a relatively young girl behind the counter; she was pretty, but slightly less so than the owner, lacking a bit of fullness and allure. I didn't see the owner; perhaps she was sleeping upstairs.

After sitting down, I realized I didn't even know how to turn on the computer. I fiddled around for about five minutes before finally getting it to turn on. It was Windows 98, with a clean interface and only a few commonly used programs on the desktop. I sat there dumbfounded, not knowing what to do, glancing at the screen and then at the owner behind the counter, aimlessly clicking this and that with the mouse.

Although I'd never been online, I'd heard other classmates talk about internet cafes—games like OICQ, Counter-Strike, and Red Alert, and the infamous porn sites. I really wanted to come back then, but I didn't have time because of the high school entrance exam, so I never got around to it until today, when my older sister led me here.

I accidentally opened a lot of windows, some of which kept opening and closing, making the whole screen a mess. I glanced helplessly at the woman behind the counter (I'll call her "sister" then). Her eyes were glued to her computer screen, her fingers flying across the keyboard. She looked so beautiful! I exclaimed sincerely.

After fiddling with it for a while, I couldn't find a solution, so I went to the counter, cleared my dry throat, and said, "Boss, there's something wrong with my machine!" She slightly raised her head, then quickly looked away, blushing, and asked, "What's wrong?" I said, "I don't know, the screen is all messed up. Go take a look!" She said, "Really?" and stood up to walk towards my machine.

I followed behind her, my eyes fixed on her full, round buttocks, and my penis slowly hardened again. She came to my seat, glanced at it, and frowned slightly (hehe, even her frown is so beautiful, my dear sister, I really want to kiss your little mouth, touch your big breasts, and then use my hard cock to poke your ass hard). Her fingers flew across the mouse, and magically, all the windows on the screen closed one by one.

She whispered "Okay" and prepared to leave. I quickly said, "What's that? This is my first time using the internet, I don't know how, can you teach me?" She hesitated for a moment, then nodded and sat down in my seat, letting me watch next to her.

She started introducing everything to me one by one, like QQ, how to use the internet, games, focusing on QQ, and taught me for a long time. I leaned against the table with one hand and the back of her chair with the other, listening to her sweet, fragrant breath. My eyes kept drifting to her chest. Because she was wearing a low-cut yellow jacket, I could clearly see a mole on her left breast and the alluring cleavage created by her black bra.

My little brother stood proudly erect in my pants, enduring the constriction and discomfort of my underwear. I could only bend over, listening to her explanation while fantasizing about the beautiful and sexy goddess before me. She noticed my dazed look and hurriedly said, "This is how you type and chat using pinyin," trying to end the conversation abruptly.

How could I let such an opportunity slip by? I made excuses to ask this and that, my eyes fixed on her chest. Her face was flushed red, and her voice grew softer and softer. I pressed my erect penis against the outside of her arm. She flinched, hurriedly standing up while saying, "Like this, it's pretty simple. Practice typing a bit and you'll master it quickly." Because my seat was in a corner, I had to lean against the wall for her to pass. With her back to me, she tried to squeeze past me. Taking advantage of this opportunity, I thrust my lower body forward. She tried her best to shrink back, but my large penis still brushed against her buttocks. She let out a soft moan and quickly fled to the bar, never daring to lift her head again.

Hehe, so cute. She's married, yet still as shy as a young girl. This is also a very important reason why I like her.

I savored the memory of her firm and soft buttocks, then sat down and started browsing the internet. I first clicked on QQ, but found I didn't have a QQ number and couldn't log in, so I opened IE browser. In the browser's address bar, I found a website, Sina.com, and clicked on it casually.

Back then, internet speeds in internet cafes weren't very fast, and the machines were slow. It took me about two minutes to fully load the website called Sina. That was my first time online, and the moment the website opened, I was captivated by its content. I browsed from news to music, and then from music to celebrity photos. While I was engrossed in the celebrity pictures, suddenly a website window popped up from somewhere, and the pictures in that window were even more revealing. Many sexy women in bikinis rushed towards me.

I quickly clicked on a picture of a foreign woman with her upper body bare, and then two more windows popped up. It was the first time I'd ever seen such thoroughly exposed pictures of beautiful women. A foreign woman was facing away from me, her round buttocks sticking out, one hand between her legs, her fingers spreading her pink genitals wide open. I felt like a warm liquid was flowing from my nose.

This was the first time I'd ever seen a woman's private parts so clearly. My nose started bleeding, and my penis was throbbing, the precum leaking from my glans soaking a small patch of my shorts. I closed the window, then opened many more of those pictures, looking at them one by one, my hand gripping the mouse trembling, my throat parched.

Suddenly, the computer started popping up a ton of those pornographic images uncontrollably, I couldn't close them. I froze, not knowing what to do. I looked towards the counter and saw the proprietress watching me. When she noticed me looking in her direction, she quickly looked down. A moment later, she stood up and headed up the stairs, probably to the restroom.

I thought, I'll wait and see her later! But the computer kept automatically opening windows, and the fan inside started whirring. What should I do? I sat there dumbfounded, waiting. Why wasn't the proprietress coming down?

After waiting a while longer, I couldn't wait any longer, so I went to the bar and said to the girl, "My computer is acting up again." She said "Oh," and then, "Wait a bit, I'm not really good at it either. The owner will come down and take a look." I agreed, ordered a soda, and went back to my seat, only to find that the computer had started restarting automatically. While drinking my soda, I opened that little thing called IE again, and it seemed to be working fine. I moved the mouse to check the website I had just visited, but before I could even move it to the address bar, several more windows suddenly popped up, and I could hear the sounds of beautiful women moaning. Although the computer was connected to a headset, I could still hear those intoxicating moans coming from outside. Just

as I was about to close the window, I heard a soft voice in my ear: "What's wrong?" I smiled awkwardly and said, "I don't know why so many of these things popped up." She looked down at my screen, and for a moment I thought I saw a faint, almost imperceptible smile in the corner of her eye, or maybe it was just my imagination. Her voice was still low as she said, "It seems to have a virus." She then went to close the window on the screen. I chuckled awkwardly and said, "Computers can get sick too?" She glanced at me when she heard me, but immediately turned her head away.

For a moment, I noticed a hint of embarrassment on her face. I instinctively looked down—oh no! This was incredibly embarrassing; she had seen the small patch of my crotch soaked with my vaginal fluid. Although it wasn't as bulging as before, it was still quite prominent.

Then I heard her slowly say, "As long as you don't visit websites with viruses, it'll be fine." She straightened up and turned around, and I realized she had changed into a white skirt—a short one that covered the upper part of her thighs, tightly encasing her buttocks. With every step she took, her thighs rubbed together.

I stared blankly at her back, feeling as if that moment stretched on forever. I secretly moved my penis, which was aching from the tightness of my underwear. It was so uncomfortable; I really wanted to have sex with her! I silently chanted in my mind, "I want to fuck you! I want to fuck you to death! Sister, let me fuck you properly from behind!" I stood up and walked straight to the bar, approaching my goddess step by step. If eyes could really produce fire, I think she would be ashes by now.

When I was two steps away from the bar, another beautiful woman behind the bar looked at me. I withdrew my fiery gaze, walked towards the stairs, and returned to reality.

I quickly went upstairs and hid in the restroom. The restroom was very clean, with two small stalls, one for men and one for women. Outside, there was a small partition for the men's urinals. Next to the women's stall was a washing machine, and on the floor was an open bag of laundry detergent and a small bar of soap.

I stood by the urinal and pulled out my penis, which stood erect, the glans glowing red. I pulled back my foreskin to expose the glans, held my breath for a moment, and a stream of clear urine spurted from the urethra. The urine split into two streams, then merged back into one just before disappearing. I shook my still swollen penis, tucked it back into my underwear, and went to the sink next to the washing machine. I turned on the tap and washed my guilty hands.

After washing, I noticed a towel on top of the washing machine. I guessed it was for drying my hands. So I picked up the towel, dried my hands, folded it neatly, and put it back down. Suddenly, I had an urge to peek inside the washing machine. I went to the door and looked outside. Seeing that no one was coming to use the toilet, I returned to the washing machine, my heart pounding and my hands trembling uncontrollably.

Finally, I opened the washing machine. It was full of clothes, men's and women's. I rummaged through them but couldn't find underwear or bras, only a pair of white women's trousers. These must have been the ones the landlady had taken off. I picked them up and looked at them. Nothing special, except they seemed too small for an adult.

I examined the crotch area closely for a while, then put them back in the washing machine, closed the lid, and was about to leave when I suddenly had the urge to check out the women's restroom. I moved to the door, slowly pushed open the stall door, and quickly slipped inside. I discovered that the women's restroom had sit-down toilets, which was still quite rare in our area at that time.

I took off my shorts and then pulled my underwear down to my knees and calves. I sat there, but couldn't concentrate on anything else. I opened the toilet paper dispenser and, to my astonishment, found a pink pair of trousers hidden among a pile of blood-red paper. The trousers were openwork with a pink flower embroidered in the center.

Excitedly, I picked up the panties and noticed a bright red stain at the bottom. Could this not be the landlady's panties? I slowly brought my nose close to the red stain and sniffed. There was no strange smell, but it felt slightly damp and sticky to the touch.

I was incredibly excited. I stood up and put the panties on my penis, rubbing them back and forth, imagining the landlady's alluring, full buttocks and snow-white thighs rubbing against each other as she walked. My hand movements became faster and faster, the sound of my hand hitting my abdomen making a "slap slap" sound. I thought I was about to climax, I was going to die.

"Ah..." Finally, after a rapid series of strokes, streams of semen shot out, most of it landing on the panties, and some seeping through and onto the partition door. Ah! It felt so good! I'd never ejaculated so much, so intensely before. My penis was still throbbing, again and again.

I wiped the semen residue on my glans with the clean part of my underwear, and then thoroughly cleaned it with toilet paper. After that, I threw the toilet paper, which was covered in my semen, into the pile of red paper balls. As for the semen on the partition door, I didn't wipe it; it just kept flowing down from the handrail and onto the ground.

I quickly put on my clothes, stuffed my underwear into my pocket, and hurriedly ran from the toilet to the bar downstairs. When I paid the bill, I glanced at the proprietress again. She was still as sexy as ever, and her breasts were still so prominent.

I fled the internet cafe in a panic and sped home on my motorcycle...

Next time, I'll see how I conquer the proprietress. I gave her all my first times. I'll see how I ejaculate into her buttocks under the friction of her beautiful legs. Hahahaha!

(6)

After returning that day, I couldn't fall asleep for a long time. I got up and took two showers. First, the weather was too hot, and there were a lot of mosquitoes, so I couldn't sleep. Secondly, I masturbated twice more using my sister's panties.

I washed the panties very thoroughly during that time. The last time I ejaculated very little, and I was very tired afterward. I applied toothpaste to my entire penis and buttocks; it felt really cool. I don't know when I discovered this method, but I always wash with toothpaste after masturbating; it not only kills bacteria but also feels refreshing. Having finally

gotten through the night, I went early the next morning to the internet cafe that had given me such wonderful memories the previous night. I excitedly pushed open the door and went to the counter, but I didn't see the beautiful older sister; only the younger girl was cleaning behind the counter.

不一会，姐姐那边就打扫完了，她轻声的把我唤到那边坐下后，就要去打别的地方去了，发现我还傻傻的坐在那里发呆，就笑着问我：「怎幺，没有什幺可玩的吗？」我尴尬的回答道：「我没有网号，聊不了天。」「哦，是这样呀？那把我的给你一个吧，我有很多。」我当然求之不得啊！

很快，我就登陆了姐姐送给我的那个网号，发现网友都是男的，而且刚一上来就有很多人向她问好，我只好一一回覆说不是本人。我很快把网名改正好，又把密码给改了，毕竟是美女姐姐送给我的，可不能被人给偷了。

当我处理好这些的时候，已经快过了半个小时了，这时又有一个女生的头像闪了起来，我顺手点开了消息栏，里面当头就问道：「怎幺，没有网友吗？怎幺都不见你打字呢？」我回覆道：「还没有添加呢！」美女姐姐：「那添加啊！」我：「现在还不太会。」

美女姐姐：「哦，很快就学会的。」

我：「谢谢你！」

美女姐姐：「什幺？」

我：「谢谢你送给我网号。」

美女姐姐：「你怎幺知道我是谁？」

我：「只有你才能看见我打没打字啊！」

美女姐姐：「你还蛮鬼的嘛！呵呵……」

我：「姐姐，你今天穿得真漂亮。我以后可以这样称呼你吗？」美女姐姐：「讨厌！那我昨天就不漂亮了吗？」我：「不是，姐姐是每天都漂亮，不过今天是特别漂亮。呵呵！」美女姐姐：「油嘴滑舌！不许叫我姐姐，我比你大很多呢！」我：「大多少？我穿的是４１码的。」美女姐姐：「讨厌，谁说是鞋了？」

我：「哦，不是鞋啊？要是论鞋穿的大小，你还得管我叫哥哥呢！呵呵！」美女姐姐：「没大没小，不理你了！」我：「别啊，姐姐，你要是不理我的话，就没有人和我说话了。我错了，行不？」美女姐姐：「算了，看你还小的份上，就原谅你这一次吧！下不为例啊！」我：「谢谢姐姐！其实我除了岁数小以外，其它的地方都很大。」（发了一个很淫荡的表情）美女姐姐：「你！！！再这样和姐姐开玩笑，姐姐就不理你了。」我：「姐姐，你终于可认我这个弟弟了？太高兴了，小弟弟在这里给姐姐见礼了，姐姐万福！」美女姐姐：「去你的！你是男的还是女的？女的才说万福呢！」我：「我当然是堂堂的男子汉了，顶天立地，难道非要我证明给你看吗？」美女姐姐：「就你呀？还男子汉呢！立地倒是没看到，不过见你顶过天，今天早上……呵呵！」我：「啊！姐姐坏，姐姐坏，欺负小弟弟……」美女姐姐：「看吧，你还小不是？」我：「谁让你欺负人家！」

美女姐姐：「好，乖弟弟，不哭，姐姐给你买糖吃。」我：「嗯，我要棒棒糖。」美女姐姐：「你不是有吗？还管我要。」

呵呵，真没想到美女姐姐在网上竟这幺放得开，和现实中的印象一点都不一样。我们聊得很多也很投契，从天南一直聊到海北，我第一次上网聊天就碰到像美女姐姐这样的人，真的是很兴奋。

不知不觉，时间就快到晚上了，我只能恋恋不舍地和美女姐姐告别，并许诺晚上一定来通宵。这样，我又骑上了那辆破摩托飞驰在回家的路上。一直到家里脸上的热还没完全退去，吃饭的时候，妈妈一直问我是不是哪不舒服，还用手摸我的额头看看是不是发烧了，不过看我兴奋的模样又不像是有病的样子。

我飞快地吃完饭就要离开，这时我的班主任突然到访。一直忘了说，我们的这个班主任就住在我们家附近，据说和我们家还是远亲，不过亲戚太远了，完全可以忽略不计。不过我们的这个班主任还是很称职的老师，我这次能顺利地考上高中，完全是我这个班主任的功劳，要幺就凭我，怎幺能考上呢？

因为都是邻居，所以班主任老师有事没事就上我们家串门。我也很尊重这个老师，所以以前在学校，别的学生可以不听他的话，但我就一定会听，所以我在他眼里一直都是一个学习不好但是很乖的学生。

今天我刚要起身走，老师就来了，还语重心长的说什幺「考试虽然结束了，但也不要放松学习，高中的课程会更难，还要培养活到老学到老的精神，什幺学海无涯啊」之类的。我虽然很尊重他，但有时还是觉得他很烦，不过话还是要听的，谁让我从小就内心反叛、外表顺从呢！我也很痛恨自己的性格特点，但是没办法，就是改不了。

我听完了他一顿絮絮叨叨的唠叨，就又不情愿地捧起高中的课本预习起来，不过脑子里全是美女姐姐的身影。

一直到第二天下午快晚上的时候，我才被放出来，还得编瞎话说去同学家里学习，自己学没有学习气氛什幺的，还说晚上也不回来了。因为以前就有很多次这样到同学家里的事，所以家里是没有怀疑。

我当然没有去同学家里，而是飞快的到了网吧，刚进网吧，哎，今天的气氛好像有点不对呢！吧台里美女姐姐一直低着头。我交了十元说要通宵，美女姐姐也没抬头，只是轻微的应了声，始终都没说一句话。

我到机器边打开了ｑｑ，发现美女姐姐的头像也是暗着的，我便留言给她：

「怎幺了？是不是生我气了？昨天有点事，没能来，对不起啊！」还是见不到她的头像亮起和回覆。我又发了很多类似这样的话，始终都不见她的回覆，这是怎幺回事？

我想破了脑袋也想不出来，只能玩些别的，可是除了聊天，还真不知道玩什幺。也因为今天的气氛有点不对，所以也觉得时间过得很慢，很难熬，我在那儿喝了四瓶饮料、去了三回厕所，时间还是定格在１０点半的位置上不动，哎，太难熬了！

正当我百无聊赖的时候，从外面走进来一对男女，男的长得很一般，黝黑又矮小，女的呢，长得还行，个子也很高，竟然比那个男的高出半个头来；下身穿着迷你裙，性感的大腿上穿着黑丝的丝袜，不过就到膝盖以上的位置，膝盖和迷你裙之间因为雪白的大腿衬托，显得更加性感、白皙。

她上身穿得也很合体，虽然脸长得无法和美女姐姐相提并论，但整个人的感觉有一种说不出来的韵味，性感中更多了一份风尘味，说白了，就是给男人一种见了面就想骑上去的感觉，和那个男的站在一起，就知道鲜花插在牛粪上是什幺样的了。

他们径直走到我对面的位置就坐了下来，那个男的刚坐下就开始打游戏，那个女的一直在旁边吃着零食，有时候也在自己电脑上打点字什幺的，真是暴殄天物啊！竟然把这幺个尤物放到边上，自己却在打什幺鬼游戏，我不禁为这位美女感到惋惜。

不过惋惜归惋惜，我还能做什幺呢？我打开ｉｅ，想找找上回去过的那个网站，不过很可惜，没有找到，不过意外地让我走进了另一个叫「月宫」的网站，里面以美女图片为主，而且很多都是偷拍的镜头，什幺公交上的意外走光啊，还有就是街上的、天桥底下的走光，什幺样的场景都有，也有厕所里的偷拍，一时看得我心急火燎、情慾高涨。

不知道从什幺时候起，只要我起性了就很想上厕所，不知道是不是和频繁的手淫有关呢？看来以后要控制一下了。我站起来向楼上的洗手间走去，在我经过那个美女的身边的时候，无意地瞟了她一眼，马上被眼前那一对丰满的大白兔吸引住了。

在我的那个角度，正好能看到她胸前的全部风景：绣着花边的乳罩把两个乳房之间挤出了一条深深的乳沟，不知道要是把小弟弟插进这样的乳沟里摩擦会是怎样的感觉？一定很舒服吧！啊！光想想就要射了。

我在那儿站了五秒钟，发现美女正抬头看我时，我才恋恋不舍地移开了贪婪的目光。我跑到了洗手间的隔间，掏出硬梆梆的阴茎，摸着阴茎上凸起的血管，现在真想要啊！就用刚才那个美女的乳房来打奶炮，一定很爽！边想着，手上的套弄就越来越快起来。

正这个时候，突然外面的敲门声响起来，洗手间虽然是男女共用的，不过为了安全起见，网吧规定上洗手间还是要把最外边的门插上，然后才能在里面方便的。我赶紧提上裤子就冲出来，打开门一看，竟然是刚才的那个性感美女。

一时间，我们互相对视着。从她的眼睛里流露出的妩媚，竟然让我不知不觉的想逃避，脸也一下子就红了，是一直都是红的，因为我刚刚在那个嘛！这时更加红了，看来功夫还是没练到家啊！在我眼睛离开她的眼睛的一瞬间，竟然能看出她眼里流露的一丝笑意，那时候我才相信人的眼睛是能笑的。

我侧着身子挤出了门外，直到身后关门的声音响起我才缓过神来，因为太激动了，下楼梯的时候感觉自己的腿都在抖。哎，我怎幺越来越没用了？不就被美女看了一眼嘛！

我回到我的座位上，一点上网的心思都没有了，全是刚才那个美女的眼神，那个眼神就好像在说：「来呀！我知道你刚才干了什幺。来啊！我们来点真格的吧！」而且那个眼神里更多的是在嘲笑我的胆怯。

我正胡思乱想着呢，那个美女就回来了，她向我瞟了一眼，就又坐到了椅子上。这时，我这边的两个人站起来走了，这下就只剩下我自己在这一面，而对面也就剩下那对男女。

我把旁边的椅子靠过来，把双脚放到上面，这样我就能很舒服的半躺着了，不过要想全部躺下还得侧着身子，那样虽然能全躺下，但身体需要蜷得像龙虾那样，睡觉时还可以，但是上网玩就很费劲了。

我先以第一种姿势玩了一会，觉得累了，想睡一会，毕竟还有很多时间要通宵呢！先睡一会不算浪费，哪知道等我躺下后才知道，哪里会浪费时间，而且睡意全无。

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话说，我慢慢地从座位上滑了下去，想小睡一会儿打打精神，我蜷缩着身体在两个座位间找着最舒服的姿势，说实话，再舒服也没有躺在床上来得舒服。

可猛然间，我被眼前不远处的景像吸引住了，一双精雕玉琢的美腿活生生的展现在我面前，天啊！这显然不是网上那些图片所能比拟的，它就这样活生生的在你面前，你可以看见黑色丝袜所反射的微光，你可以看见裙摆下暴露出的大腿和裙底若隐若现的神秘诱惑，这一切都是对面那个性感美女带给我的。

这一下，我的精神又来了，我又找了个合适的视角，避开了挡在我面前的电源线，这下就看得更清楚了，不过因为光线的原因，还没有达到连对面腿上的汗毛都能看清的程度，不过即使这样我也很满足了，其实那种暗暗的光线和那种若隐若现的感觉给了我更大的冲击！

我贪婪地欣赏着眼前的美景，裤裆里的肉棒坚硬如铁，偶尔对面的美女会移动一下，这时我就能从微微分开的大腿之间一窥那神秘地带。果然不出我所料，她穿的是黑色内裤，可是好景不常，只一瞬间那双美腿就合并上了，我只有一边等着下一次机会，一边用手隔着裤子揉捏着我肿胀的阴茎。

对面的美女一定想不到，在她的对面正有双眼睛狠狠地意淫着她，那双眼睛已经在她雪白的大腿上游移了千遍万遍，正顺着大腿一点一点地深入到她的裙摆下，像ｘ光那样透过她最后的那道防线。

正在我神游太虚之境时，对面的那个美女突然站了起来。她的这个举动着实把我吓得不轻，我赶紧闭上眼睛装睡，我的心在嗓子眼上剧烈地跳动着，我估计一张嘴，我的心脏就会蹦出来。

这时听到对面那个男的问道：「怎幺了？」就听那个美女答道：「没事。我去买点喝的。」接着就听到高跟鞋撞击地面的声音响起来。我悬着的一颗心总算落地了，但始终不敢睁开眼睛，继续装睡着并翻转了身体。

只一会工夫又听到脚步声由远到近，最后停止了，然后就听到开易拉罐的声音，接着听到那个女的说：「渴死了。你不喝吗？」男的支应了一声就没有再说话。

又过了一会，我才翻转了一下身体，眼睛又瞄到对面。对面依然是那双性感的美腿，只是我现在的冲动里更多了一份刺激，我看着那双脚，每根脚趾上都被涂了一层红色的指甲油，脚趾白皙而玉透，我想要是把它们一个个的含在嘴里会是怎样的滋味，不知道要是她用那双美足夹着我的肉棒我能坚持多久。

天啊！不能再想了，我就快受不了了。我把裤链悄悄地拉开，从内裤里费力地把阴茎掏了出来，用手轻轻地握着，感受着它微微的跳动，然后深深的吸了一口气，有点冷的空气竟然让我有种很舒服的凉爽。

我用食指在龟头处的马眼上抹了一点淫水，均匀地涂在整个龟头和沟冠处，手指在整个阴茎上慢慢地画着圈，肉棒一会被手指轻轻地拨在右边，一会儿又被撩到了左边。这样又弄了两分钟，感觉整个阴茎都是我的淫水了，我才又重新把它握在手里。

我慢慢地一下一下的套弄着，眼睛死死地盯着那个美女的大腿，我不敢套弄得太快，那样弄出声音就会被发现的。我闭着双眼享受着从下身传来的一阵阵快感，呼吸越来越短暂而急促，我迷离着眼睛只睁开一条细细的小缝。

啊！怎幺眼前会有影子晃动呢？我猛然睁开眼睛，突然停止了我所有的都动作，包括我的呼吸。对面一双魅惑的眼睛正一眨也不眨地盯着我，我完全傻了，脑子里一片空白，手里还握着我的那根东西，一动也不动的定格在了那里。而对面，也是一动也不动的。

我们这样对视了有半分钟的时间，但我的感觉就像一世纪那幺长。她的睫毛微微的动了一下，接着是嘴角，然后是胳膊和手，这时侯就听她在对面说道：「哎，刚才就掉这了，怎幺没了？」然后手在地上摸索着，可是眼睛一直盯着我，先是盯着我的脸，然后一点点的下移，直到停在我握着阴茎的手里。这时我还是不能动，全身的汗一下子就出来了。

她看了我一会，就又自言自语的说道：「原来在这儿。」就直起身子坐了回去，然后又听到她和那个男的说：「什幺时候回去啊？」只听那个男的说：「再玩一会儿。」那个女的就又说道：「现在回去吧！」那个男的答道：「马上。」女的又说：「那我去一下洗手间啊！」说完就站起来了，可是并没有动。站了一会儿，那个男的说道：「快去吧，你回来我们就走。」然后才看见那个女的移开椅子走了出去。

我被吓得到现在才有了一点知觉，赶紧把已经软下来的阴茎塞回到裤子里，又慌忙的坐起来镇定了一会，就站起身来朝门口走去。

来到了屋外，外面略显冰凉的空气让我一下子清醒了很多，打开打火机点上一颗烟抽了起来。街上人已经很少了，偶尔能看见一、二辆车呼啸而过，这个小镇上的路灯不是很多，远处黑黑的一片，偶尔能看见星星，闪动的灯光和天际上闪动的星光混在一起，已经分辨不清是现实还是梦幻了。

我灭掉了烟头，走进了网吧，吧台边刚才那对男女已经在那儿结帐了。走过他们身边的时候，那个男的深深的看了我一眼，我快速地移开目光，奔向我的座位，门口处传来关门的声音，显然他们已经走了。

我还是呆坐在那里，脑子里仍然很乱，这时突然传来「滴滴」的声音，原来是ｑｑ上有人向我发信息了，于是我点开那个闪动的头像聊了起来。

美女姐姐：「你什幺时候来的？」

我：「怎幺你不知道？我早就来了。」

美女姐姐：「哦，是吗？」

我：「你今天怎幺了？好像有什幺心事，不会是因为我昨天没有来而生气了吧？」美女姐姐：「少臭美了！大人的事小孩别问。」我：「姐，和我说说吧！」美女姐姐：「也没什幺，算了。」

我：「是不是和姐夫吵起来了？」

美女姐姐：「去你的！谁是你姐夫啊？」

我：「就是老板啦！每次来都看不见他，是不是又和他吵架了？」美女姐姐：「嗯。」我：「为什幺？」

美女姐姐：「你不懂的。」

我：「你不说我当然不懂了。说说嘛，说出来就会舒服很多了。」美女姐姐：「哎，你那个没用的姐夫，店里的事一点都不管，每天都只想着赌钱，而且在外面胡乱地搞，昨天我就说那幺几句，他就又摔又打的。」我：「他打你了？」美女姐姐：「那倒没有，不过以前打过我。」

我：「以前？那又是为什幺？」

美女姐姐：「算了，小孩子家，不懂的。」

我：「和我说说嘛！你不把我当弟弟了？」

美女姐姐：「还不是他每次喝完酒回来欺负我，我不从他就打我。」我：「姐姐，你好可怜喔！下次他再欺负你，你就告诉我，我教训他。」美女姐姐「噗」一下子乐道：「算了吧，就你还教训别人？当心别让他给你教训了。」我：「啊，你敢小看我？不信我给你捏一只蚂蚁试试，我捏蚂蚁和捏人一样容易。」美女姐姐：「你呀，就会耍嘴皮子！」

我：「姐姐，心情好些了吗？」

美女姐姐：「好多了。」

就这样，我和美女姐姐有一句没一句的聊着，时间不知不觉的就快凌晨３点了，最后美女姐姐说：「我困了，不和你聊了，要去睡觉了。」我撒着娇说：「我也要去！」美女姐姐发过来一个很凶恶的表情。

我又说道：「不过，姐姐，我真的饿了。」

美女姐姐说：「要不我给你煮拉面啊？」我当然求之不得了，满口答应着，美女姐姐说：「那你一会上楼吧！我在厨房等你。」说着美女姐姐站起身走向了楼上，我马上站起来跟了上去。

当我走到二楼的时候，美女姐姐已经开始煮拉面了，看着她的背影，我竟然有一种很熟悉的感觉，那感觉很亲切、很温暖，真的有这幺个姐姐就好了。我正在感慨时，就听美女姐姐说道：「还傻站在哪干什幺？快过来吧！就快好了。」不一会，一碗热腾腾的拉面就端到我面前，上面还卧着个鸡蛋。我端起面，闻着那飘来的香味问道：「姐，你不吃吗？」姐姐答道：「你吃吧！姐不饿。」一时间眼睛里竟飘起来一层雾气，透过那层雾气，对面的姐姐微笑地看着我，就像多年前的那个笑容，美丽而又令人难忘。

此时，姐姐脸上滑落的露珠和那亲切的笑容，竟是如此美丽的画面。我忍着眼里越来越多的潮湿，一头埋进了饭碗里，姐姐笑着说道：「你慢点，又没有人和你抢。」我飞快地吃完了面，最后笑着说道：「真好吃！这是我长这幺大吃过最好吃的一碗面了，谢谢姐姐！」姐姐笑着说：「傻样，以后只要想吃面了，就到姐姐这。」我重重的点了点头，一时间无话可说。

姐姐接过我手中的碗，我一时忘神，一把就抓住了姐姐纤细的手，激动地说道：「姐，我真的好喜欢你，真的好喜欢你！从第一次见你，一直到现在，真的好喜欢你！」我一气儿拽着姐姐的手，语无伦次的述说着。

姐姐被我突然的举动吓到了，呆呆的看着我，任凭我紧紧地拉着她的手。直到最后，她温柔的笑着，一边拉开我的手，一边放下手中的面碗，柔声道：「姐也很喜欢你啊！傻弟弟，以后你就是我的亲弟弟，我是你亲姐姐好不好？」我含着泪点点头。

姐姐站起来去洗碗了，我坐在那看着她忙碌的身影，此刻竟觉得如此幸福！

我想我是爱上她了，虽然我以前从没有爱上过别人，也不知道爱情是什幺，但那一刻我知道，我是真的爱上她了。虽然，我知道我刚开始的动机并不纯洁，也知道以后也很难有结果，但我是真的爱上了我的姐姐，美丽而温柔的一个女人，我今生唯一的真爱。

我不想把我和她之间的故事写得多幺惊天地泣鬼神，只想把她写得够真实，因为只有这样我才能感觉她又回到了我身边。

很快，她就清洗完了，整个厨房干干净净的，和她的人一样，一尘不染。我看着她一步一步的走到我面前，姐姐笑起来很好看，有两个小酒窝。

姐姐拉起我的手说道：「吃完了还愣着，没吃饱吗？」我笑着摇摇头。姐姐说：「好了，吃完了，该睡觉了。」我「哦」了一声就要站起来往下楼走，姐姐轻轻地拉了我一下，说：「就在这睡吧，下面哪有地方啊？」我缓慢的「啊」了一声，还想说点什幺，可是被姐姐阻止了。

我当然没有和姐姐睡在一个床上，而是睡在了旁边的沙发上。很奇怪的是，我躺在沙发上很快就睡着了，就这样什幺也没想、什幺也没做，平安无事的渡过了一晚。

第二天早上，我还没起就闻到厨房里传来的香气，我起来走到厨房的时候，桌子上已经满是美味佳肴了。姐姐还在那里忙着，丝毫没有察觉我已经来到了她身后，我一下从后面抱着她的腰，她起初被吓了一跳，后来发现是我，就用手敲了敲我的头说道：「别闹了，怎幺这幺快就起来了？」我嬉笑着答道：「还不是姐姐做的饭菜太香了，把我肚子里的馋虫都勾起来了。」姐姐娇笑着：「就你会说话。」我放开了姐姐，但还是紧贴着她，她转过身时，嘴上的热气喷在我的脸上，我们都有一片刻的走神。我们靠得是这样近，彼此都能听到对方的心跳和呼吸，我情不自禁地低下了头，离她的嘴唇越来越近……终于亲到了！我梦寐以求的姐姐的吻，嗯，怎幺这幺凉啊？

我睁开眼睛，却发现自己正亲着一个勺子，而面前却是姐姐满脸坏坏的笑。

姐姐一下子就跳到了一边，弯着腰「咯咯」的笑起来，我一下子就急了，嚷道：

「你敢作弄我，你死定了！别跑！」就这样我追逐着姐姐，两人在厨房里打闹起来。

姐姐像个小女孩那样在我面前撒着娇，调皮而又可爱。此后，我们的日子就过得幸福而又快乐起来，那段时间我在姐姐那里的时间比在家的时间还长。

每天方便的时候，就能和姐姐疯闹着，不方便的时候就在网上聊天，我们无所不聊，有的时候也会聊到性，但这个时候就会被姐姐作弄一番。我也会在没有人的时候对姐姐下狠手，姐姐从来都没有生过气，那时候我觉得我就是天下最幸福的人。

可是好景不长，幸福总是最短暂的，有一次姐姐和那个老板吵得很凶，我来到网吧的时候，玲儿（吧台里的另一个美女，后来才知道，我之前在洗手间里捡到的那条内裤竟然是她的，无语）告诉我，姐姐和老板吵完架就跑出去了，我没有片刻的犹豫，立刻就跑了出去。

我在街上疯狂地寻找着那熟悉的身影，可就是找不到，我把她可能去的地方都找了一遍，就差女澡堂子和女厕所了。我在街上转了大半天，这时天就要下雨了，我在路边的店舖里买了把雨伞，正在这时才发现有一个熟悉的身影孤零零的走在街上。

我几乎是一步就跨到了她的面前：「姐，你怎幺在这儿？我找你好久了。」那个人惊讶地看着我，双手紧紧抱着胸前的包。我尴尬的笑了一下，赶紧道歉着说：「对不起！认错人了。」我又转了两条街，正在绝望的时候，突然在街对过的酒吧里看见了姐姐，这次我一定没有认错。我来到她的跟前的时候，她已经喝了很多酒，看见是我就一把将我拽到椅子上，拿起酒瓶就要给我倒酒。

我拿了一条干毛巾递给她，说：「还是洗个澡吧，这样会感冒的。」姐姐没有吱声，可是脸越来越红了。我走到她身边坐下，深情的望着她说：「姐，你相信我吗？」她点了点头，我又继续说道：「姐，你知道吗，当我听到你说也爱我的时候，我有多高兴、多幸福吗？我一直以为你只是把我当弟弟看呢，没想你也是爱着我的，我真是太高兴了！姐，你相信我，以后一定不会再有人欺负你了，我不容许任何人再欺负你。」姐姐慢慢地抬起头，脸上已经满是泪痕，我温柔地用手给她擦拭着脸上的泪痕，她慢慢地闭上了眼睛，我也深深的吻向她的嘴唇。我们都彼此贪婪地吻着对方，舌头互相缠绕着，越吻越难以分割，我把她按在床上，她的手臂一直紧紧搂着我的脖子，生怕我会跑掉一样。

就这样我们又激吻了好一会儿，姐姐的呼吸越来越急促了，而我下身也早就有了反应，狠狠地顶在姐姐的小腹上。我的舌头被姐姐紧紧地吸在她的小嘴里，我的手也隔着姐姐的乳罩抚摸着她的大乳房，正在我要把她的衣服和胸罩一并脱掉的时候，她突然推开了我，红着脸慌忙的说了句「我要先洗个澡」，然后就奔命一样的逃到了洗手间不出来了。

我在外面摇摇头，笑着拿起毛巾擦干了全身，赤裸的躺进了被窝里。啊！好温暖、好舒服啊！我挺着小弟弟躺在被子里，忐忑不安的等待着我美丽的姐姐，可是等了半天也不见她回来。

我光溜溜的跑到洗手间门边，轻轻地敲了敲，清了清嗓子喊道：「姐，好了没有？我要进来了？」可是里面没动静。我怕姐姐出事就果断的推开了门，这才看见姐姐，原来她泡在澡盆里睡着了。

我轻轻的来到她身边，看着她熟睡的模样，真的觉得可爱极了。我看着她熟睡的脸庞像婴儿一样，眼睫毛一动一动的，漆黑的秀发垂在胸前，正好把胸前的两个红乳头掩盖住了。真的是太美了！心想谁会让这样一个美得像天使一样的女孩受委屈呢？我不禁望着姐姐天使一般的面孔想得发呆了，痴痴地望着她好久、好久！

也不知道什幺时候，姐姐突然醒了，问道：「你看够了没有？」我痴痴地回答：「还没有。」姐姐大声喊道：「出去！你这个小流氓！」我这才缓过神来，刚要开口解释，嘴里就被姐姐喷来的洗澡水灌了一下，我被呛到，连续的咳嗽起来。

姐姐一下就从水里站起来，拍着我的后背，连声说道：「对不起！对不起！

我不是故意的。没事吧？」我看着姐姐紧张的样子，一下大笑了起来，姐姐这才发现上当了，一下子护着胸部蹲了下去，边用水喷着边骂道：「你这个大骗子、大色狼，快出去！快出去呀！」你们想，我能出去吗？我当然没出去，还跳进了姐姐的洗澡盆里，用水和飞起的泡沫还击着，只几下我们便双双滑进了澡盆里。因为此前我也是光着的，这时我们又挤在一个那幺小的澡盆里，身体也早就肉肉相贴了。

不过因为姐姐还在水里不断挣扎，我的手不是一会按在一团滑滑的肉团上，就是在姐姐光滑的大腿和屁股上游走，弄得姐姐反应更激烈了：「啊……流氓！

你别乱摸啊！姐姐生气了……不要……啊……你这是干什幺啊？讨厌……」就在挣扎中，姐姐的一只玉手无意中一下就按在我雄赳赳的肉棒上面，刚开始还没有发觉是什幺的时候，她还用手上下的撸了一下，后来反应过来，一下子又甩到一边。我的小弟弟可不是吃素的，马上给了她一个狠狠的还击，在她半边屁股上狠狠地戳了一下，那一下连我自己都感觉很痛。

姐姐惊叫着逃离了浴池，连浴巾都没来得及裹就逃到了床边，一下子钻进了被窝，把头深深的埋进了里面。我在外面拽了拽被子，发现被她死死地拽住，我又在外面隔着被子搔她的痒，她只是在被子里不断地挣扎，可是依旧护得密不透风。

我围着床边转了两圈，发现姐姐只顾上面护得紧紧的，下面就给忘了。我是谁啊？我是有着狼的狡猾性、苍蝇的黏劲儿的小淫虫啊！我轻轻地来到姐姐的脚下，趁她不防，我迅速的从她脚边的被角钻了进去，姐姐还没等反应过来就被我死死地压在了床上。

我的大腿紧紧地夹着她的双腿，我全身的重力压得她一动也不能动，她刚开始还挣扎了一下，不过马上脸一红就不再挣扎了，因为只要她一动，我顶在她腹部的阴茎就摩擦一下，她也一定能感觉得到，所以她不动了。

姐姐涨红着脸，眼睛紧紧地闭着，那样子可爱极了，我轻轻地在她耳边呼着气，柔声的说：「看你还跑不跑？」说着就一口咬住了她的耳坠，顺着亲到了脖子，然后是嘴。姐姐很激烈地亲着我，舌头不断在我嘴里打转，我也毫不客气地把她的唾液全部喝下。

我被她的激情感染着，知道姐姐已经是我的人了，这时我倒不着急起来，我离开她的嘴唇，又趴到她的耳边，情深的耳语道：「姐姐，我要让你疯狂，你等着。」说着，舌头在她的耳眼上舔了舔，她敏感的缩了下脖子，我心里直乐：姐姐真敏感啊！

我用舌头一路下滑到胸部的位置，轮番舔弄着姐姐的两只乳头，双手不断地将它们捏弄成各种形状。姐姐的乳房真是漂亮啊！而且特别敏感，乳头早已经翘翘的挺在那里。

我手里感受着姐姐乳房的柔软和弹性，舌头在姐姐的乳头上飞快地旋转着，不一会姐姐就轻声的呻吟起来。我还是第一次听到女人的呻吟，而且还是在我的身下，我也越来越激动了，恋恋不舍地离开了那对小白兔，来到了另一片森林，我在姐姐的大腿上用舌头细细的舔着，姐姐的腿竟然是甜的，我好享受啊！

我双臂穿过姐姐的大腿，这时她也很配合的轻轻地抬了一下屁股，这样我双手就放到了她的两瓣丰臀下，姐姐的屁股更有弹性，是那种肉肉的，但是又很有型的那种，不用穿塑身裤什幺的，屁股就已经很翘很圆了，我真是爱不释手啊！

我一边揉着姐姐的屁股，舌头已经滑到了姐姐大腿根部的内侧了，听说女人的大腿内侧是很敏感的，果然不假，我只在那里舔了两下，姐姐就受不了了，呻吟的声音一下子变得很大，屁股也抬得高高的。

我始终在姐姐的大腿内侧轻舔着，就是不去舔那最重要的地方，我的鼻子被姐姐的阴毛搔痒得难受，姐姐的那里已经泛滥了，流到屁股上和我的手上都是她的淫水。我看差不多了，就用舌尖轻触了几次姐姐的阴蒂，这时姐姐突然双手紧紧地把我的头按在她胯间，屁股高高的翘着一动也不动，难道是姐姐高潮了？

又过了一会，姐姐才平静下来，这才发现我的脸上、床单上都是姐姐喷出的阴液，阴道口还一张一合地流着余下的蜜汁，我毫不客气地一头扎在了里面，贪婪地吸吮着姐姐的蜜汁，舌头也钻进了姐姐的阴道。

这时姐姐又淫叫起来：「弟弟……好舒服啊……好弟弟……姐姐还要……快点……姐姐要死了……啊……啊……再快点……嗯……啊……快爽死姐姐了……啊……姐姐爱死你了……嗯……」我卖力地在姐姐的下面服侍着，在姐姐的第二轮高潮下才挺直腰身，看到姐姐像一滩泥一样的摊在那里，我坏坏的问道：「姐姐，舒服吗？还想要吗？」姐姐已经没有力回答我了，只是诱惑的「嗯」着。

我提起我的小弟弟，沾着姐姐的淫水在她的小穴上摩擦着，就是不插进去，用我的龟头挑逗着姐姐的阴蒂，姐姐的呻吟声越来越大了，她边呻吟边求饶道：

「啊……好弟弟，亲弟弟，不要再折磨姐姐了，快点啊！姐姐受不了了……」我一边用阴茎在她的耻骨上拍打，一边道：「那怎幺办啊？姐姐。」姐姐断断续续地呻吟着，已经说不了一句整话了：「嗯……快啊……插……嗯……啊……姐姐求你了……」我说：「用什幺插啊？怎幺我不会啊？」

姐姐说：「快用你的鸡巴……啊……肏姐姐……嗯……肏姐姐的……啊……啊……小屄吧！啊……好弟弟，快点啊！」这时姐姐已经用手抓住了我的阴茎就往她的小穴里塞去，我看时机成熟了，就配合着一下子插进了姐姐的阴道最深处。姐姐的里面真的好烫啊！我顿时感觉我的阴茎周围被一层层的包围起来，而且更要命的是那里还会蠕动。

我停了一会，深吸了一口气，姐姐也感觉到插入的这个东西比她想像中的要大，姐姐张大了嘴也是一时间不能动弹。

我挺了一会，看到姐姐的眉头慢慢地舒展开了，才又开始慢慢地抽插起来。

我一边听着姐姐呻吟的声音越来越大，我也加快了抽插的速度，屋里充满了淫靡之声，姐姐呻吟的声音和「啪啪」作响的肉体撞击声混合在一起。

姐姐双手紧紧抱着我的屁股，配合着我每一次的深入，嘴里不停地浪叫着：

「好弟弟，你干死姐姐了！哦……哦……啊……你好会肏屄啊！啊……姐姐早就该和你玩肏屄了……嗯……用力啊……你是我的亲弟弟，啊……啊……嗯……肏死姐姐吧！啊……啊……嗯……嗯……好舒服啊！啊……姐姐爱死你了！」听到这些浪叫，我飞快地抽插着，每一次都插到最深，每一次都用尽全力，床被我们弄得「吱吱」作响，彷佛就快塌了一样。终于在我用这样的方式抽插了几百下之后一泄如注，在姐姐的高潮中把大股大股的精液直射进她阴道深处。

我泄出后趴在姐姐的身上喘着粗气，姐姐也是吐气如兰，胸部从起伏得很剧烈到渐渐平静，我的阴茎一直硬着，就那样插在姐姐的阴道深处不肯拔出来。

终于姐姐喘得没那幺严重了，才温柔地问我：「弟弟你怎幺这幺厉害啊？」我说：「是吗？我怎幺不觉得？」姐姐怪笑道：「你呀，嘴也很厉害。」说完脸马上又红了。

我赶紧打趣着说：「这个我承认，要不你刚才也不会那幺嗨了。」她打着我的后背，娇羞着嚷道：「就你坏！」我说：「是吗？那还要不要再坏一次啊？」说着就耸动了两下屁股，没有软下的阴茎又在姐姐湿淫淫小穴里挺动了几下。

姐姐「啊」的一声把我吓了一跳，我赶紧问道：「怎幺了，痛吗？」姐姐没有回答，只是娇羞的摇了摇头，说：「别闹了，快下来吧！」我抱着姐姐又走进了浴室，不一会水声和姐姐娇喘的声音再次响起来了……这一晚注定是幸福的一晚，注定是难忘的一晚，因为我终于得到了我梦想的中的姐姐，有什幺比和自己最心爱的人整晚嘿咻更刺激、更幸福的事情呢？

做爱，做爱，做了才会爱，但是如果先已经有爱了，然后再做，那就是爱上加爱。那个境界怎幺能是三言两语就能表达的呢！你们说呢？

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谢谢各位一如既往的支持和包容。其实，我和美女姐姐的故事和其他人的故事一样，结尾都很平淡无奇，只是对于我来说是一生难于磨灭的一段回忆！

我们在那个小旅馆渡过了一生中最难忘的两天，我们近似疯狂地做爱，被压抑很久的激情肆无忌惮地释放着。

第三天的时候，我恋恋不舍地送走了我的美女姐姐，可是谁知道那一别竟成了我们的永远。我回到家的时候，被老妈狠狠地训了一顿，谎言终究是谎言，早晚有一天会被识穿的。我被家里软禁了起来，每天都对着枯燥的书本，心里无时无刻不在想念着我的美女姐姐，更多的是为她担心着，不知道接下来会发生什幺事情。

我的担心在一个星期后被我验证了。我终于又来到了美女姐姐的网吧，当我再次站在那个曾留给我美好回忆的地方时，我被眼前的景像惊呆了。

只见上边赫然写着几个大字：「停止营业」。这到底是怎幺回事？美女姐姐你到底发生什幺事？那一刻我的灵魂彷佛被抽空了一样。谁能告诉我这到底是怎幺一回事啊？我瘫坐在网吧门口的台阶上，来回过往的人们用好奇的眼光打量着这个失了魂一样的少年。

我坐了很久很久依然找不到任何答案，胡思乱想的同时，却不知什幺时候两眼已经是湿湿的了。接下来的几天我像丢了魂一样，在家的时候就一言不发的呆坐着，摊开的书一天也翻不过一页；在外面的时候，就会坐在网吧对面的长椅上望着天空发呆。

终于，我的时间不多了。我考上了市里的重点中学，家里把我安排在阿姨的家里，本来我本人是想和同学一起住在学校的，可是因为我的状态一直不是很不好，最后，还是被强行安排在了阿姨家。一是离学校也不是很远，二是可以让阿姨监督我学习。这样爸爸妈妈会放心很多，尤其是妈妈，好像上学的是她一样，乐得每天都打好几个电话。

开学的日子没什幺好说的，都是例行公事。分好了班，个个班的班主任都忙着召开第一届班会，我普通到没有人注意得到我，只是偶尔碰见几个上初中的同学，打打招呼什幺的。

一天，很快就过去了。晚上我被阿姨热情的接待着，阿姨嘴里不住地夸我，说我怎幺才一年不见，就长成大小伙子了什幺的。小表妹一直不说话，低着头，偶尔害羞的偷偷笑笑。姨夫常年在外做生意，很少能看见他，所以我在阿姨家住着一点压力都感觉不到，就这样我开始了高中的生活。

本来我因为美女姐姐的事情变得很沉默，在家里也很少说话，回到家就是读书学习，常常能听到阿姨对着小表妹说着：「看你小哥哥，多懂事，多认学，你以后不要随便打扰你哥哥学习啊！」这时小表妹就向我皱皱小鼻头，偷偷的做着鬼脸。在阿姨不在家的时候，她就溜到我的房间，问问这、问问那的，调皮的样子一点都没有变。很多时候我依然很沉默，但有时也会被她调皮的样子逗笑。

就这样相安无事的过了将近一个月。这天的大礼拜，我和阿姨打了一声招呼就坐上了回家的客车。我在车上混混欲睡的时候，突然被旁边一个清脆的声音喊醒，我揉了揉眼睛看清了眼前的这个人，竟然是玲儿！我兴奋地把她拉到我旁边的座位上坐下，她也很兴奋的样子，一个劲的娇笑着。

我迫不及待的问着美女姐姐的一切，几分钟后我就又变得更加沉默了，原来美女姐姐发生了这幺多的事。因为我，她受了这多委屈，我的心一下子沉重到了极点。

听玲儿说，就在我们回去的第二天晚上，老板和美女姐姐又吵起来了，后来越吵越凶，竟然动起手来，美女姐姐被老板打得重伤住进了医院，老板也被警察带走了。

网吧被公安局查封了，后来听说美女姐姐从医院一出来就和老板离了婚，一个人回到了老家。在走的时候她也想找过我，但因为我们的关系是不光明的，她最后还是一个人离开了，只是把一样东西留给了玲儿，让她转交给我。

我从玲儿手中接过了美女姐姐留给我的东西，一个很漂亮的心型的坠子。这是美女姐姐留给我的最后一样东西了，我彷佛依稀能感受到美女姐姐的气息，一时间我不能言语，眼睛里的泪再也控制不住了，像掉了线的珠子。

我转过头望着车窗外，车窗外，起伏的稻田和远处发红的暮色，留给了世界一片最后的景色。我的伤心溢于言表，玲儿温柔地把手放在我的肩膀上。车还在山路上颠簸着，外面已经看不见什幺光线了，我们一直保持着沉默，疲倦也悄悄地侵袭着……我从摇晃中醒来的时候，发现玲儿正头枕着我的肩膀睡得很香。其实玲儿就比我大一岁，此时却像小孩子一样睡着，我不禁被她的睡容逗乐，怎幺以前就没有发现玲儿也是个大美女呢？

我正看着的时候，玲儿慢慢地醒来，我赶紧装作看向车窗外。玲儿换了个坐姿，整个人都扑进了我的怀里，双手搂着我的腰，蠕动了一下又沉沉地睡去。

我不敢做任何动作，直直的挺坐着。不一会儿我的半个身子都麻了，我艰难的换了一个姿势，玲儿无意识的把我抱得更紧了，还好在还有半个小时的路程就会到了。

我也慢慢地闭上眼睛，我又梦见了我的美女姐姐，姐姐哭着奔到我的怀里，不断地诉说着。我紧紧地抱着我的美女姐姐，她的头发和她身上的香味是那样的熟悉。我不断地说着：「我爱你，姐姐，我好想你……」然后我们就深深的亲吻着。

到后来不知什幺时候，我和美女姐姐身上的衣服都不见了，但我们还是紧拥着对方、亲吻着对方。我的下面坚挺着，顶着姐姐平坦而光滑的小腹部，我们的呼吸越来越急速。就在这个时候，我们的周围突然着起火来，有一个男人拿着一个汽油桶，凶神恶煞般的向我和美女姐姐这边跑来。我和美女姐姐被吓得跑了起来，我拉着美女姐姐的手，头也不回的跑着。

终于摆脱了那个男人的追赶，我停下来转过头去，发现我拉着的人根本不是美女姐姐，而是玲儿。玲儿手里拿着美女姐姐送给我的心型坠子，笑容越来越奇怪、越来越邪气。

我被突然吓醒了，玲儿怪怪的看着我，脸上羞红的挂着笑容。问道：「你怎幺了？」我喘着气，心神未定的说道：「做了个噩梦。」我不知道要是说「是因为你才被吓醒了」，不知道她会是什幺样的表情？

她长长的「哦」了一声，说道：「是吗？真的是做噩梦吗？」我点点头，她又接着说道：「不见得吧？」然后就向我的下面看去。

我奇怪地看着她的反应，顺着她的视线也看了下去，我「啊」了一声，赶紧坐直了把身体向前面的靠背弯了下去。天哪！我那儿怎幺还那幺坚挺的挺直着？

这才想起之前的梦，我不禁脸上也红了起来。

这段时间，一直因为心情不好，所以性方面就一直压抑着。在阿姨家里的时候，就有过一次梦遗，可是谁能想到现在又出这样的丑。

我听着玲儿在身边「咯咯」的轻笑着，头再也抬不起来了。好在这个时候车到站了，这才把我给救了，我拿着我的行李和玲儿的一个小兜子，飞快地挤下了车。

我在下面红着脸把兜子交给玲儿的时候，玲儿说道：「我们去吃饭吧，快饿死了。」就像刚才什幺也没发生似的。我连辩解的机会都没有，就被玲儿拉着来到了一个饭馆的门前。

我们进了饭馆，不一会，满满的一桌子饭菜就摆在我面前。我惊讶地问道：

「这幺多，能吃得了吗？」玲儿调皮的笑笑：「放心吧，有我呢！我很能吃的。

你最好吃快点，要不一会挨饿，可不要说我欺负你呦！」我心想，你一个女孩子家家的能吃多少？可是十分钟以后我就知道我错了。

我还没怎幺吃呢，就已经看见好几个空着的碟子了。我从来没有见过这幺能吃的女孩，我呆呆的看着她在我对面风卷残云的吃着。

她发现我不吃饭，而是呆呆的看着她，就放下了她手中的鸡腿，说道：「看着我干什幺？你可不要喜欢我呦！我会吃穷你的。」我被她逗笑了。

很快，一桌饭菜就被我们打扫得干干净净了，不，应该是被她一个人吃得干干净净了。她满意地揉着小肚子从饭馆走出来的时候，连饭店老板都亲自跑了出来，向我们打着招呼，我打趣着说道：「看得出来这个饭店老板很喜欢你啊！」她笑着捶了我一下，说：「去你的！那还不是因为我有特殊的魅力嘛！」说着还自我陶醉的笑着……我紧跟着说：「是呀！我也才知道，你的才能好像能救活好几个这样的饭馆呢！哈哈！」她马上就抡起了小拳头向我这边扑来。我是有练过的，哪儿那幺容易让她打到啊！况且她还吃那幺多。

她一个踉跄就向我这边倒了过来，我赶紧上去把她扶住，她紧紧抓着我的胳膊，好不容易站稳了，脸却娇红着转了过去。我们一时都有点尴尬，这才一天的时间，她就让我抱了好几回。可能她自己也意识到了这一点，所以红着脸一句话也不说。

我说：「走吧，我们回家吧！」她点了点头，默默地在我身后跟着，像做错了事的小孩子，我不禁被她的举动逗得想笑。

我把行李递给她，说道：「我们就在这告别吧！早点坐车回家。」她迟迟不肯伸手接行李，我问：「怎幺了？」她依然没有抬头，只是低低的说了声「谢谢你」。我问道：「有什幺谢的？快走吧，要不一会车就没了。」她这时慢慢地抬起头来突然地说：「我喜欢你！」我惊讶地望着她，她又低下头，低低的声音，像是自言自语的说着：「其实我从很久以前就喜欢你了，可是你从来都没有认真的看过我一眼，我知道你是真心喜欢姐姐的。但我就是控制不住地喜欢你，真的，现在姐姐不在了，你可以接受我吗？可以吗？」她自顾自地说到这哑然而止，静静地等着我的答覆。

一时间我心乱如麻，我从来没有经历过这样的事情，一个女孩子向你表白，你会怎幺办呢？依稀听到那句「我爱你」，依稀能看见姐姐脸上滑落的泪珠。我怎幺能在接受另一份爱呢？

我犹豫的是，我要怎样回答才不会伤到一个女孩子的心。可是，事实是如果你无法接受一个女孩的表白，那幺你怎样做、用怎样的措词，都会给对方带来伤害的。我想了一会，轻轻地对她说道：「对不起，玲儿，你知道我和姐姐的故事的，我心里已经不能再装下任何人了。真的对不起，你是个好女孩，是我不能承担你的这份感情。我是一个犯了很多错的人，你一定会找到一个比我好一百倍、好一千倍的人的。希望你能明白，玲儿。」我看着眼前的这个柔弱的女孩，她低着头也不能掩饰她的伤心，抽搐着肩膀让人有种很想一把拥在怀里的欲望。可是我不能，我不敢说我是什幺好人，我也不敢说我是个负责的男人，我唯一能做的是，尽力不去伤害一颗真心对你的心。

也许，就连这个也很难做得到。

Ling'er was heartbroken for a moment, then, as if having made a great decision, she slowly said, "Actually, I've known for a long time that you and my sister truly love each other, but I was unwilling to accept it, so I kept my feelings for you a secret. The truth is, my sister didn't love the wrong person, and neither did I." With that, Ling'er ran away without looking back.

Watching her disappearing figure, I clearly felt the sadness and loss she left behind. Ling'er was a brave girl; her courage made me feel ashamed of myself!

That night, on my way home, the sky was filled with stars. I gazed up at the night, searching for a pair of clear eyes, silently murmuring that distant yet familiar name, tears streaming down my face as I walked away.

Growing up,

I've forgotten happiness.

Now I often feel lonely,

occasionally lingering in tenderness

. The stars twinkle,

only the brightest one remains.

Past events are like the wind,

sweeping across the night sky.

Your song,

its notes dancing, the

familiar melody—who will join in?

Growing up,

I

've forgotten happiness.

People come and go, 　　few friends

remain by my side . Where have 　　those innocent, 　　pure smiles 　　gone? 　　The white wings, 　　the beautiful angels, are gone. 　　The beautiful angels 　　are gone. 　　I once thought 　　the world was beautiful 　　, no one shed tears. 　　Blowing out candles, 　　all the wishes I made 　　would come 　　true. The 　　old me, longing for the past 　　, was because I lingered too much. 　　In those ignorant years, I 　　only collected simple memories. 　　I want to believe 　　that time can rewind, 　　that the most beautiful memories can return. I clasp 　　my hands, 　　close my eyes 　　, and make a wish again: 　　that one day, 　　I can return to the past, 　　that they will all appear, 　　that they haven't changed 　　, that the clock will stop in that summer of that year. ( 　　This post's character count: 66128) [To be continued] (Full text character count: 76780) (This post was blocked by a level 2 rogue on 2015-09-07) (Re-edited at 15:30)

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