[After a failed confession] (01-04) Author: rs886342

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(Part 1) Origin

In every school class, there are always a few unnoticed and uncared-for invisible figures. Yes!
That's right ! I am one of those unnoticed figures, but I think this is also caused by my own behavior!
Our class is a college entrance exam preparation class, and my grades are around 10th in the class. There are always a few students in the class who have better grades than me
and they dislike me. I think it's because I'm always reading extracurricular books... In a class with such high pressure to get into a good college, not studying and still getting such good grades is a crime. The only class activities that everyone likes me for are the 100-meter dash and the last leg of the relay in
the school sports meet !
The record holder in our school's non-sports class is 11.1 seconds in the 100 meters
and always manages to come back in the final leg, but the cheers in class are never for me, though I don't care...
I

'm not particularly good-looking, I don't do street dance, and I don't play any instruments. I'm 186cm tall and weigh 94kg, with well-defined muscles hidden under
long sleeves
and pants all year round. My family isn't well-off, so we can't afford a computer. Besides reading extracurricular books in the library, my hobby is constant exercise. I want to use a lot of exercise to expend
the most primal restlessness brought on by growth and hormones. Why not masturbate? Because the book said that doing that often is bad for your health, I also planned to suppress those thoughts and behaviors
through exercise. During my school years, I admired girls who were good at both studying and exercising
. That kind of temperament and that burgeoning youth always stirred my heart. There were several girls in my class
who made my heart extremely restless, and one of them, Chen Xiaoping, haunted my dreams. Whenever I dreamed of her, I almost broke my vow
the next morning...

Day after day, the desire in my heart grew deeper and deeper. One day after school, I handed her a love
letter my hands trembling.

Me: Please go out with me.

Chen Xiaoping: Uh... let me think about it (took the love letter)

, said thank you, and hurriedly ran away... I could still vaguely hear the girls laughing behind me.

The next day, when I came to class, I found that it seemed that the whole class knew about my confession. I was not used to being discussed and
stared so in order to avoid that kind of pressure, I could only pretend to be asleep on the table, but the whispered words of discussion seemed unwilling
to let me go and forced their way into my ears...

A: Do you know that Wu Xing confessed to Xiaoping yesterday?

B: I know~ Don't you even look at yourself?

C: Ha~ Where did you get the courage? D

: z@#@#$#z$#

E: #^$% ...

I finally made it home after school and caught up with Xiaoping, who seemed to have been avoiding me all day

. "Can you give me your answer ?" I asked girl A: Xiaoping didn't answer you, does that mean she doesn't want you? Are you just asking for humiliation? Girl B: Hmph~ Don't you even look at yourself? So many people in school are chasing after her, it's not your turn ! Me: I just want to hear Xiaoping's own answer. Maybe it was the height difference or her cold voice that silenced the two girls. Xiaoping: I'm sorry... I think we're not suitable... Me: Is it because everyone says we're not suitable? Or do you really think so...? Girl A: Get lost! Xiaoping already replied to you, shameless~ Girl B: Okay~ Let's go, let's go. Why waste time with such boring people? Xiaoping was pulled and pushed away by them, leaving me expressionless and with my hands bleeding from gripping too tightly... After the failed confession (Part 2) Sprout Standing there, I kept trembling. I didn't know if it was because I was using too much force or because I was suppressing my emotions. When I came to my senses, I didn't know how much time had passed. Looking at the darkening sky, a wave of humiliation came over me again... "I will make you regret being women and having a good appearance!!" I swore fiercely in my heart After returning home, I started to exercise like crazy and kept thinking about how to deal with those women. Knock knock knock! Knock knock knock! I was awakened by a series of urgent knocks on the door; I was shocked to find that I had fallen asleep on my desk at some point... "Ah Xing~ " Go take a shower and go to bed. Don't study too late; you have class tomorrow." My mom shouted from outside, her voice trembling as she looked at the messy notes in the notebook on the desk. These weren't class notes, nor notes on her own interests; they were filled with various revenge plans… disfigurement (x), assassination (x), scalping (x)… What bothered me most was the question at the end of the page: "What do you really want?" The only word in the entire page that resembled my own handwriting… I tossed and turned in bed, trying to remember when I wrote those things, but I couldn't recall. And every page after that was filled with rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) rape (o) ... The reply on the last page returned to my usual handwriting... Let's observe all their behavioral patterns . I can't understand, I really can't understand... What exactly are those things... "Prepare to face all kinds of ridicule tomorrow. Go to sleep first... Xing..." A deep voice suddenly appeared in my mind. Hearing that, my eyelids suddenly felt incredibly heavy… I originally thought that confession incident would only be a topic of conversation for a week or two at most, but I seriously underestimated the vicious mentality of people who want to prove their own strength by bullying the weak. For a full six months, from the initial mockery of my overestimation of myself to everything—my backpack going missing, my bicycle tires going missing, no chair or desk in class— I quietly moved from my original seat at the back of the classroom to the very corner. It wasn't that I wasn't angry; it's just that I needed to keep a low profile, to observe and record Every time I couldn't help but want to beat up those who mocked and tormented me, a voice inside me would tell me to stay calm.

Jing, after half a year of trying, I finally understood that the rejection and humiliation I felt that time were due to my excessive repression, which led to
a split personality or dual personality. The messy handwriting at that time was because I couldn't bear
the voices constantly popping up in my head...

Strangely enough, after I truly became a marginal figure in the class, my grades improved to first place, and I
became an undeniable presence in the class. Since our class was a gifted class, getting first place in our class was equivalent to getting first place in the whole school.
However, due to the class's ostracism, I refused to participate in any class activities, and our class never
won first place in the sprint or top three in the relay race at the sports meet again until graduation...

(III)

Looking back on the day I was rejected that year, and looking at myself a year later, I can't help but think of a saying: "
True hatred is kept in the heart." Do I hate Xiaoping? No! I don't hate her... Right now, I just
simply want to possess her and tear her soul apart... Hatred at that moment has already transformed into
the motivation to become stronger. I need to constantly become stronger, whether in combat, strategy, knowledge, or intuition. And now I need
a touchstone (Note 1) to test my current skills, abilities, and capacity. I
made a small card for each girl I've set my sights on, recording everything about them: name, height, weight,
blood type, bust size (estimated), interests, family members, daily habits, menstrual cycle, etc.
After picking out Xiaoping's card, I placed the cards of the other girls in the class I've set my sights on the table, slowly shuffling the cards,
changing the shuffling method, cutting the cards again and again. Slowly, my whole body was trembling, and
something At this moment, I got an erection. I unzipped my pants and took out my penis,
which was painfully throbbing against my pants because of its swelling. I gently stroked its head with both hands, telling it that I would let it have a taste in a few days, not in a hurry,
okay? Slowly reaching out, I pulled out a card and held it to my glans, then slowly flipped it over…

Name: Li Fenghua

Height: 168cm

Weight: 45kg

Bust (estimated): 68B It seems to break through to C during menstruation

Family members: Father 48 (company manager), Mother 42 (elementary school teacher), Brother 14 (junior high school student)

Menstrual cycle: Exciting ovulation period

Seeing this, my penis seems to get harder, longer, and more excited, and a little prostatic fluid even came out…

Daily life: Habitually drinks water before bed, habitually sleeps with a nightlight on…

She lives in apartment number 3 on the fifth floor of an old apartment building. The apartment has one living room, three bedrooms, and two bathrooms, one of which is in
her room, showing her parents' love for their eldest daughter. However, because the windows on the fifth floor have no iron frames,
the window in her room is directly in the dark side of the apartment building at night… The next day, taking advantage of my absence from those damned eighth
and ninth periods, I went home to shower and prepare. I even meticulously washed my penis very thoroughly, afraid it
would be impolite on its first meeting with Fenghua's vagina. I quietly sneaked into Fenghua's boudoir through the window. Although it wasn't my first time sneaking in,
I was still very excited, a little nervous, and my penis wouldn't go soft. Judging from the sounds,
my mother was cooking, and my younger brother was singing off-key Jay Chou's "Tornado" in the bathroom. My brother always
takes a long time to shower; I think it's not because he's particularly clean, but because he's avoiding the garbage truck. My mother always goes downstairs to take out the trash five minutes after
cooking , and my brother always comes out about five minutes after she leaves to steal some of the freshly
cooked food. In those crucial three minutes, I need to quickly put the adjusted dose of sleeping pills into his vagina.
All , the kettle on the kitchen stove that had just been boiled and cooled, the household water dispenser, and
the personal water bottle on Fenghua's table. In the process, due to nervousness, I accidentally dropped the lid of the kitchen kettle on the floor.

Fenghua's brother: "Sister, is that you? Did Mom go to take out the trash? Didn't your gifted class have
extra lessons today?" After a series of questions with no response, he opened the bathroom door, looked around, thought he'd misheard,
closed the door, and continued his whirlwind...

Meanwhile, I was already lying quietly on the floor under Fenghua's double bed, waiting... "I'm back!"
Hearing this voice, I, who had been feigning sleep under the bed, instantly opened my eyes and perked up my ears, and my penis instantly
stood up... "Ouch...it hurts..." I cursed as I quickly pulled out my penis to let it
breathe. I stroked it and whispered, "I know you're excited, but don't let your master's whereabouts be exposed. If you
are you won't be able to see Fenghua's little hole." I continued stroking it, watching
Fenghua, who was naked and admiring her body in the mirror. "What a slut," I thought to myself, and closed my eyes to pretend to sleep. I knew that her
long . She would drink her first water around 7:30, and the time after that was not fixed.
Starting from when she drank water, she would start to feel drowsy around 10:30. I didn't put in too much sleeping pills
, just enough to help her sleep but not to make her fall into a deep sleep. "Dad! Mom! I'm a little tired today, I'm going to sleep first~" Hearing Fenghua say this,
I slowly opened my eyes and looked at my watch. It was 9:48, much earlier than expected... "It doesn't matter, anyway, it's time for
her to have her first meal tonight." I thought to myself as I rubbed my glans.

(IV)

After standing by the bed and carefully admiring the young beauty for a few minutes, he slowly removed all his clothes except for the hood,
mask , and gloves, and neatly folded them and placed them on the table.
When he slowly removed Feng Hua's pajamas, leaving only her underwear, he couldn't help but gently caress her breasts through the bra, feeling her softness through the bra.
He took out scissors and slowly cut between her breasts from bottom to top, peeling open the bra like peeling a clam shell. He took a deep breath
of the girl's fragrance mixed in the air, and then slowly cut open Feng Hua's panties from top to bottom. Gradually, he saw
the mysterious, tightly closed gap between the girl's legs. It seemed that some kind of scent was constantly leaking out from that gap. He put
his nose close to that mysterious gap and gently inhaled. Just one sniff and my penis instantly became painfully hard, almost to the point of
wanting to pounce on her and thrust inside. Is this the scent of a girl's genitals ready for fertilization?
It's truly astonishing, a scent that can drive you mad. Taking a breath to calm myself, I took
five long towels from my backpack. I used one to plug the door crack and the rest to tie her limbs to the bedposts. I took down
the clock the alarm clock from the bedside table, replaced it with a decibel meter, took out a can of food, a small card, and a knife. After setting up the camera, it was time
to wake our heroine for tonight. Turning on the room light, the instant brightness made me squint,
but even so, my gaze remained fixed on Feng Hua's body. What a breathtaking sight!
A uniquely youthful sight: a 168cm height, a developing bust, and long, shapely
legs without an ounce of excess fat. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I gently stroked her cheek, leaned down to kiss her lips, my right hand lightly
stroking her head, my left hand slowly moving down her shoulder and collarbone to her right breast, gently kneading and squeezing.
The shock I felt at that moment was indescribable. "Are these a woman's lips? How can they be so alluring? Is this a woman's
skin ? How can it be so delicate? Are these a woman's breasts? I can't stop kneading!
It seems a woman's breasts should always be treated like this." I kissed and stroked her right breast... My hand left Fenghua's
hair and instantly pinched her nose. Her biological instincts caused her to open her mouth and inhale, allowing my tongue to slip
inside and greet hers. Feeling something in her mouth in her sleep,
Fenghua tried to push it out with her tongue and began a passionate French kiss. Gradually, she became breathless and slowly began to wake up. Perhaps
because the sleeping pills were still in effect, her eyelids remained heavy, but her resistance grew stronger. Because
her limbs were bound, she made a series of "squeak-squeak-squeak" sounds during the pulling motion until she started
coughing violently. Only then did I release her lips. I

took her underwear and stuffed it into her mouth, then quietly waited for her to fully open her eyes and become fully awake. I picked up
the first card with the terminology…

and carefully read each subsequent card, nodding when you understood.

Seeing her frantically struggling and shaking her head, I grew impatient. I picked up a knife and held it to her face,
then held the card in front of her. Tears welled up in her eyes, which made me even more annoyed. I increased the force of the knife
and shook the card violently. Afterward, she nodded repeatedly with tears in her eyes. I put down the knife and the card,
smiled to encourage her. At this moment, she realized that we were both naked and struggled even more. She also realized
that her limbs were tied. After several unsuccessful struggles, she began to cry loudly. If it weren't for the underwear stuffed in her mouth, the noise would have
been enough to wake up the neighbors! At this time, I took out the first card

and carefully looked at each of the following cards. After seeing them, she nodded

. Perhaps she was crying too hard and forgot to look at the cards. I had to pick up the knife again and hold it to her cheek. This time, she
quickly nodded and looked at me with teary eyes, sobbing. I praised her reaction again and
took out the second card

. I didn't want to keep taking out the same card.

She nodded very quickly, then stared at me at the third card: "

I'll take the thing out of your mouth. If you scream, you'll get hurt."

She nodded, but at that moment, I saw a glimmer of hope in her eyes, and the right corner of my mouth involuntarily turned
up slightly... After putting down the card in my left hand and pulling the underwear out of her mouth, she quickly took a breath. I swiftly
pressed the underwear to her mouth with my left hand, and with my right hand, I made a shallow cut on her forehead.
The high-pitched scream that hadn't even escaped her throat instantly turned into a scream of pain and fear. At this moment,
the change there was neither a scream nor a scream, only a violent cough, and the burning sensation on her forehead clearly
told her that the person sitting by the bed was very resolute and decisive. Slowly licking the blade, I put it down and coldly
watched Feng Hua take out...

I didn't want to keep taking out the same card.

She nodded!

"I'll take the thing out of your mouth. If you scream, you'll get hurt."

She nodded! This time, all I saw in her eyes was fear. I was very satisfied with the effect of that cut.
"What a pain-seeking woman."

See the decibel meter by the bed?

She looked at the bedside in confusion. The familiar alarm clock was gone, replaced by a
watch that occasionally ticked numbers as she turned her head... She nodded again.

You could say that you will never be able to make a sound again.

She nodded quickly, her face filled with fear. I removed my left hand from her mouth. "Who are you...?"
she asked, her voice trembling with tears as she glanced at her watch. I picked up the card...

You have to ask the right question .

"What do you want?" she asked, still looking at her watch. I smiled and nodded, then pulled out the card...

I'm going to rape you.

She stared at the card for a few seconds, then looked at her, who was about to burst into tears. Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of a metallic glint in her eye as the decibel meter
flashed past . She strained to keep her lips tightly shut and cried out, because the knife was already
at her neck...

I made a "shh" gesture to her and pointed to the decibel meter. Thanks to her strong will to survive, her
cries below 45 decibels, which is truly commendable. Otherwise, I might have really had to kill her. As her crying subsided,
she stared wide-eyed at the card I had pulled out...

Next, I will untie your left hand. Remember to cherish your life.

She nodded, and I untied the towel from her left hand. I took her hand and kissed the back of it, pressing my lips against hers.
I could feel her trembling with fear. I moved her hand to my penis and said my first words of
the night "Can you wash chopsticks?" She nodded gently, and with that same technique
, she lightly rubbed it back and forth in my hand, then slowly increased the speed. Watching the girl who had once said she would give her first time to her
Prince Charming now serving me, I couldn't help but sneer inwardly… I continued to verbally guide her movements, watching
her become increasingly skilled. "Oh~" I couldn't help but groan. "So this is the feel of a girl's hand?
It's completely different from the feel of my own hand…" As she rubbed, I began to thrust my
hips After what seemed like an eternity, seeing her speed slowing down, I asked coldly, "Are your hands tired?" She
looked at me fearfully. I nodded. "Then let your hand rest! Now it's your mouth's turn to serve it."

Hearing this, she, who was about to shake her head, looked at my indifferent eyes and her eyes welled up with tears before she nodded.
I lay on my side on the bed, took her left hand and guided it to her left foot that was straddling her body, then repeatedly brought my penis close to her
lips. "Have you ever eaten an ice pop?"

I asked impatiently, seeing her unsure how to begin. She nodded. "Use your tongue to lick and your mouth to suck,
but don't use your teeth. I believe you know the consequences of hurting it."

Watching her tentatively lick it with her tongue, "Ahhh~"

I let out a long groan. Feng Hua blushed and looked up at me in confusion. "You did
very well. If you make it happy, maybe I won't have to insert it into your vagina tonight."

Hearing this, Feng Hua felt like she had been granted a pardon and quickly opened her mouth, taking my penis into her mouth and beginning to lick it frantically.
"

Don't just lick randomly. You need to lick it gently, like you're licking a popsicle. Lick the whole thing,
sucking on the glans before it leaves your mouth. And remember, don't scrape it with your teeth."

A new round of instruction and adjustments began. Watching Fenghua's increasingly smooth delivery, I started to move my hips in sync with her.
Perhaps encouraged by the fact that she didn't have to penetrate my vagina, her oral sex became incredibly diligent and thorough—you could say her progress was
rapid . As our rhythm quickened, my breathing became more and more rapid. Fenghua and I both knew something was coming
, and our rhythm quickened even further. "Ugh...ugh...ugh..."

"Haa...haa...haa..."

Our voices blended like a symphony of desire.

"It's coming...it's coming..."

I whispered to Fenghua. She moved faster back and forth, licking with a spiraling, swirling motion of her tongue.
I shoved my entire penis into her mouth, pushing it against her throat as I ejaculated. "Haa...haa...haa...haa
..."

I thrust forward repeatedly, as if trying to shove my entire lower body into her mouth. My buttocks contracted repeatedly.
Perhaps because my throat was being pushed against, I heard Fenghua swallow. I pulled back slightly and said to her,
"Keep sucking and licking until nothing more comes out, then lick it clean." Then I quietly watched her
continue to suck and lick diligently...

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