The beauty of venting

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I don't know where to begin. I'm 29 years old and have been married for two years. My wife and I had a whirlwind romance; we met and married within about two months due to certain interests. She's quite conservative, not averse to sex but not very proactive either. She has a great figure, above-average looks, and slightly dark skin. I feel our sex life has always been rather bland; I even find masturbation more relaxing and enjoyable.
In February of this year, my wife got pregnant again. She miscarried her first pregnancy after about two months. After the first miscarriage, I found my interest in her waning, even masturbating more than having sex, and masturbating more frequently, sometimes even after intercourse.
For some reason, we couldn't conceive again after six months of trying. Due to pressure from our parents and the growing anxiety about my age, we started calculating ovulation, and I abstained from sex before ovulation, trying to ejaculate inside twice every night during that period. Finally, she's about six months pregnant now.
Because of her first miscarriage, we were extra careful this time. Both sets of parents kept reminding her and took turns caring for her. Following the doctor's instructions, she stayed in bed for over four months and couldn't have sex since becoming pregnant, with her parents taking turns caring for her. Her conservative nature also made me embarrassed to suggest oral sex. I've been a vegetarian and practicing Buddhism for over six months.
Today, I got home early from work (I have a high-paying but extremely stressful job), and I finally had a long, leisurely evening. Sitting on the sofa, I reminisced about the women I'd dated before. The word "sex" seemed to be etched into my mind, making me burn with desire. Bored, I opened sis and watched two online videos before finally losing control of my lust. Today, I absolutely couldn't use my hand to solve the problem; today, I had to have sex with a real woman; today, I had to ejaculate while touching a big ass. I
immediately set off, driving around looking for a place to release my pent-up desire. Since getting married, whether it's due to moral considerations or simply a lack of time, I've rarely gone out (only meeting up with a few old lovers a few times). I drove aimlessly, my real goal being to find a reasonably priced bathhouse. After half an hour of this, I saw many neon lights and flashy storefronts, but none of them swayed me. Suddenly, I remembered a place I used to frequent. I wondered if the girl I used to hang out with was still there. Like thinking of a former girlfriend, I felt a pang of nostalgia for that place.
I quickly showered (I'd just showered at home) and had the guy take me inside to choose a girl. About ten girls came in at a time, none of them familiar faces, which was expected. Even number 109 was no longer in service.
The guy said that was all the girls they had, no more changes. I randomly picked one that looked somewhat appealing. 398 for the full service, 498 for a double service. On the way here, I felt my lust was about to burst forth at any moment. I fantasized about pouncing on the girl and having sex as soon as I chose. Of course, I chose the 498 option, thinking today was going to be a battle.
I told the girl she didn't offer services, just wanted to have sex. The woman was from Northeast China, the same age as me. She had a surgical scar, but a tattoo concealed it. After removing her tight-fitting pencil skirt, she wore fishnet stockings, a thong, and black high heels. I told her not to take any more off, and to come and lick me while she kept her stockings, underwear, and heels on. This woman was a seasoned professional with over 10 years of experience. Her attitude wasn't bad, but it wasn't exactly pleasant either. Several times during the session, I wanted to get angry, but I didn't know where the anger came from.
Her oral sex was indeed very professional. She started by sucking my nipples, then used her hand to stroke my penis, and suddenly she sucked my testicles intensely. Only after they were fully erect did she start taking my penis in her mouth, without any teeth involved and with a rapid rhythm. Compared to typical oral sex, this woman was incredibly vigorous, swallowing and spitting very quickly and constantly changing angles. However, I've almost never been completely outmatched with oral sex.
After about 5 minutes of oral sex, the woman told me that she felt my penis was too thick and she didn't want me to do the 498 service twice, feeling she couldn't handle it. She kept nagging, but I ignored her. (My penis is only about 14 centimeters long, but according to all my partners, it's quite thick, probably thicker than average.) After mounting her and entering, I realized her vagina was very short. My 14-centimeter penis couldn't fully penetrate, and it was very dry and tight. In short, her vagina felt very small and tiny, no wonder she said she couldn't handle a second time. I have absolutely no control over the duration of sex with strange women; sometimes it's very long, sometimes very short. I've had one woman for an hour without ejaculating, and my partner had to leave because he had to wait too long. Other times it's very short, only 2 or 3 minutes. Today, I felt I wouldn't last long on my first time, so from the beginning I didn't control the rhythm and went all out, making her moan incessantly, but she showed no sign of ejaculating. In the traditional position, I touched her breasts and told her it hurt too much; actually, I just rubbed her nipples. I held her thighs with my thumb and forefinger and told her her legs were too tired and sore, which immediately dampened my interest. So throughout the process, I kept thrusting at full speed, trying to keep her quiet and let her take the fucking. Finally, fed up, I decided to just ejaculate and wouldn't do it again. I insisted the front desk adjust the package to 398, even that was a bargain for her. I turned her over and climbed onto the bed, deciding to ejaculate from behind (I have no resistance to women's buttocks, so it's easy to ejaculate from behind). Luckily, her buttocks were big and fleshy, and her waist wasn't thick. Plus, the fishnet stockings and thong instantly aroused me again. I continued thrusting at full speed, and while she kept saying not to thrust so hard, I squeezed her buttocks and thrust with all my might each time. Her buttocks were so fleshy, I could grasp them in my hand. I lasted less than 3 minutes, and finally, at full power, I couldn't hold back anymore and gushed out, my back instantly soaked with sweat.
Normally, I don't insist that the lady complete all the services, but this time, feeling uncomfortable with her attitude, I called the front desk after ejaculating and asked her to finish the remaining services. I won't describe the specific services, but you probably all know a little about them. After leaving the bathhouse, I had a vague, inexplicable feeling. Perhaps it stemmed from disappointment after having overly high expectations for relaxation. I had hoped to have a good time today, or maybe it was the guilt of not having sex in a long time since my first time out after marriage—or perhaps it was both. I even considered that maybe I shouldn't have come to the bathhouse in the first place; I should have gone to my old flame or casual sex partner instead. After all, sex should be fun and enjoyable.

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