A man's married life

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When I reached marriageable age, I followed my family's arrangement and went on blind dates with Qian, my mother's student (just a name, but the story is true). Our first meeting wasn't actually the first; she had visited my home when I was a child and had seen me, but we didn't remember each other. Qian was petite, slender, and had a pure, innocent face. She was shy and reserved; my first impression was that she was a good girl. As we got to know each other better, I realized she was indeed a well-behaved girl—she had never been to nightclubs or stayed out all night. I wasn't particularly handsome or tall, but I earned a good living and came from a middle-class family. Later, I learned that Qian didn't like me on our first blind date, but because I was her teacher's son, she tried dating me out of politeness. My parents were quite satisfied with Qian; she had a clean background, a master's degree, and a stable job. Qian's family had a very good impression of me and strongly encouraged us to get together. Qian had a big appetite, so I often took her out to eat all sorts of delicious food, and I always paid. During our courtship, Sisi only kissed and held my hand, and at most let me touch her breasts (her only flaw was her A-cup). She absolutely refused to have sex with me, saying she wanted to save her most precious possession for our wedding night. Both sets of parents were very satisfied. Sisi, through my efforts to win me over with food, changed her opinion of me and gradually fell in love with me, willing to spend her life with me. I, on the other hand, somewhat liked Sisi's demure charm, but found her breasts unsatisfying to touch. Life is full of disappointments, and having been with so many busty beauties, I had no regrets; I'd just make do. Finally, we got engaged. On our engagement night, Sisi finally had sex with me. Embarrassingly, Sisi's vagina was rather unusual—very tight and dry. Even this seasoned lover couldn't penetrate her. I was exhausted, frustrated, and completely lost interest. For the next few days, I still couldn't succeed. Sisi cried; she was nervous and helpless, unable to get it done no matter what she did. I was speechless with frustration. Later, I bought Durex lubricant, and only then was I able to successfully have sex with Sisi. After Xixi became my wife, she gave birth to two children, a boy and a girl. She's a good wife and mother, quite virtuous. My wife doesn't have a very high sex drive; about three times a month is enough for her. I'm very skilled in bed, and I always bring her to ecstasy, so she's very satisfied with me. The rest of the time, I continue to go out and meet various other women, and she doesn't suspect a thing.

My wife Xixi's best friend is named Xinxin, who has long legs, a stunning figure, and a face that's about 65 out of 100 (because I've had several opportunities to visit her home, she doesn't mind showing me her bare face), but with makeup, she's quite pretty. Xinxin is a lively and outgoing girl who knows how to create a fun atmosphere and can be quite adventurous. When my wife's friends have dinner together, I pay the bill. Xinxin is always the one actively encouraging everyone to drink and keeping the party lively. After knowing each other for a while, Xinxin trusts me a lot and sometimes directly asks me for money, usually a couple thousand, never more than ten thousand. I'm always very quick to transfer the money to her via WeChat. My wife only knows that she occasionally borrows money from me, but she hasn't said anything. Actually, Xin Xin borrowed money from me quite a few times, most of the time without my wife knowing. I never asked Xin Xin to pay it back, but strangely, a few days later she would take the initiative to return the money. I still don't understand if she really needed the money or if she meant something else (can any experts help me analyze this?). I actually quite like Xin Xin; I like her figure and personality. I actually wanted to tell Xin Xin that she didn't need to pay me back, but could repay me in another way, but I couldn't bring myself to say it. After all, Xin Xin is my wife's best friend, and I was worried about the awkwardness of seeing her again later. I never crossed any lines with Xin Xin.

Coincidentally, Xin Xin has a close friend named Lili. For Xin Xin's birthday, she invited my wife and me, as well as Lili and other friends. At the birthday party, I saw Lili for the first time. Under the dim lighting, Lili smiled charmingly, with beautiful breasts and a full bottom, exceptionally attractive. I was immediately captivated. I had all sorts of fantasies and got an erection on the spot. Meeting Lili was the most conflicted moment of my life. I pretended to be casual and asked for Lili's WeChat. Lili was married with a child in kindergarten, but she remained stunningly beautiful, captivating everyone. Later, I often offered to drive her home from get off work and pick up her child, claiming it was on my way. I learned that Lili and her husband had a bad relationship, often arguing and now separated, almost to the point of divorce. I offered her emotional support and was very kind to her son. As time went on, Lili accepted my invitations to dinner, bringing her son along, and I bought him toys. After a few meals, her son seemed to like me. Knowing my family situation, Lili still agreed to have dinner and watch movies with me. Lili asked if I liked her personality or her looks more. I said I fell in love with her looks the first time we met, but as we spent more time together, I liked her personality even more; I loved everything about her. Lili smiled, a captivating smile, and I couldn't help but hug her and kiss her on the lips. When I entered Lili's body, I felt a surge of power, as if I were ten years younger. I was as hard as iron, and the moment I penetrated her, I was completely enveloped by her wetness. Lili cried out loudly on the bed, her skin was very hot, and her lower body was completely soaked. The pleasure was so intense, I would have been willing to die for it. This was something I had never experienced in all my years of buying sex; it was true ecstasy. This is what the ancients meant by "a wife is not as good as a concubine, a concubine is not as good as a prostitute, and a prostitute is not as good as a stolen affair." After our first time together, Lili opened up to me. She was often with me, often asking me to help pick up and drop off the children, and fix things at home. I also let her have sex with me, ejaculating inside me without a condom, and even giving me an enema (Lili offered this herself, saying she hadn't given it to me before, and it was compensation for not having had sex with anyone else; it was my first time too, and I wasn't very interested). We used all sorts of positions on Lili. Lili is the only woman I've never gotten with money, and I cherish her very much. Recently, as we've spent more time together, Xin Xin started to suspect our relationship, and later she also noticed something was off, but Xin Xin didn't say anything. Lili is becoming increasingly dependent on me and seems interested in marrying me, but my wife, Qianqian, has done nothing wrong, and I can't divorce my wife to marry Lili. I'm becoming more and more confused. It's wrong of me to be two-timing, but I can't control my mind. I'm worried that things could capsize at any moment. I've never been so conflicted in my life; I can only take it one step at a time. I pray my wife never finds out about

my affair, and I pray Lili doesn't force me to become her wife. Life goes on. The above was written two years ago, and life goes on. My wife, Qianqian, never checks my phone or whereabouts, and her attitude towards me has always been very intimate. I truly believe she has no suspicion whatsoever that I'm cheating on her with Lili. As for when I go out to brothels, I always openly tell my wife I'm relaxing while meeting clients for business. My wife understands that I'm tired from earning money to support the family, which makes me feel incredibly embarrassed. The more I enjoy myself outside, the emptier I feel (women who spend money experience a stronger sense of emptiness the more they have fun; do you guys feel this way?). The more guilty I feel, the more I love my wife. As a wife, I should have noticed some clues. I don't know if my wife genuinely didn't notice anything, or if she's just very subtle and doesn't leave a trace. I feel like she's really oblivious.

Xin Xin and I are very close; I know her measurements, her menstrual cycle, her underwear, and her cosmetics like the back of my hand. Because she's my wife's closest confidante, she often drinks at my house. In the summer, she even dared to wear only a t-shirt and no bra at my house. When drinking, she would put her arm around me in front of my wife, and the perfectly proportioned Xin Xin would deliberately flirt with me, making me hard. But I'm pretty tactful; I didn't flinch and just laughed it off. My wife actually thinks these jokes are harmless and unconditionally believes Xin Xin, thinking that's just her carefree personality. This surprises me; aren't women usually very sensitive? Xin Xin spends money extravagantly and is always broke up with her boyfriends. She's also quite sexually active. Xin Xin still often borrows small amounts of money from me, but she always pays it back. I feel like I have many opportunities to win her over, but I've always managed to resist. Xin Xin is a good friend of my wife and me. If the truth comes out, neither of us will be able to face each other. Xin Xin has gone from being a juvenile to a minor, but I still haven't been able to win her over because of too many concerns.

With Lili, the only decent woman I actually managed to seduce, I experienced the greatest pleasure a man can have. It's far more fun to seduce a respectable woman you own than to pay for one. Although I've slept with many goddess-level women, every time I was with Lili, I felt incredibly excited, like a young, energetic man, full of a sense of accomplishment and conquest—something I could never experience with a professional woman. Back then, Lili and I had a passionate affair, and she pressured me to become her wife, almost causing my relationship to fail. Luckily, Xin Xin persuaded Lili to reconcile with her husband for the sake of their child's healthy development, essentially getting me back on track. Lili later came to her senses, realizing I wasn't willing to abandon my wife and child for her and only wanted pleasure from her, so she gradually ended our sexual relationship and became just friends. Lili is still in my social circle, and we inevitably run into each other. She's the only woman in my life I've ever had unprotected sex with (I only ever touched prostitutes, never penetrated them). Meeting her is always awkward. I know Lili resents me for toying with her feelings, but I've tried my best to make it up to her financially—designer clothes, cosmetics, even paying for her child's tutoring. Emotionally, I love Lili the most; my feelings for her are genuine. But reason prevails in my heart. Every night, I wonder if Lili is happy. If I had met Lili earlier, maybe I wouldn't have married my current wife, Xixi. Who knows my regret and pain then? I don't dare hope Lili understands my feelings and pain. This love is now just a memory, a regret that has already faded.

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