[I still love you deeply like a fool] Author: MRnobody

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I still love you deeply, like a fool
. I love you.
I know it's abrupt to say this to you three months after our breakup. But I don't want
you to feel hatred every time you think of me.
The day we broke up, I wished I were
a terminal illness like the heroines in those movies, forced to leave you because I love you.
But I'm sorry, it wasn't like that.
Because those girls wouldn't be naked and entangled in bed with another man when their boyfriends walked in
.
From that moment on, in your heart, I was just a slut, wasn't I?
Darling, even now, I still remember the burning sting of that slap, the tears in your eyes
, and your painful roars telling me to get out.
You have no idea how humiliated I felt at that moment.
That day, you didn't give me a single chance to explain.
Now, you who left me, you who hate me, are you willing to look back at our past with my eyes
?
Whether you believe it or not,
I still love you deeply, just like before.
We met three years ago, right?
That year, I was a naive, clueless college senior. You, on the other hand, were
a promising young man fresh from your studies in America.
I worked at a themed restaurant, a waitress dressed as a maid, wearing an apron and acting all cute and silly.
You came to dine with your long-lost girlfriend; you were impeccably dressed in a suit, she was radiant—you two were a perfect
match.
Lost in thought, I spilled half a bowl of soup on her thigh.
Those were truly exquisite legs, encased in expensive black stockings,
their sexiness undeniable even with the scalding egg spill.
I'm naturally prone to daydreaming, and while thinking this, I froze, forgetting to apologize,
forgetting to wipe it off, forgetting to play the victim.
Then she slapped me.
To be honest, it didn't hurt much. I was genuinely heartbroken that such a seemingly elegant and refined woman would
behave this way.
You felt the same way.
You yelled at her, kept apologizing, as if I wasn't the one in the wrong.
Then you two had a huge fight.
God knows, I was only on my third day at work, and I'd already broken up a seemingly perfect couple of clients.
Later, you told me that fate is a ridiculous thing.
You'd held onto your promises for five whole years, only to tear them to shreds in five minutes.
Lying in your arms as you said that, I felt incredibly guilty.
But mostly, I felt happy.
Your family is well-off, and your income is high; after graduation, my salary couldn't even cover the gas money for the car you gave me.
So you asked me to quit my job and become a stay-at-home mom.
I happily agreed. Although I'm not the kind of woman who craves luxury, I really loved
the feeling of you doing so much for me.
For that feeling, I didn't mind being your appendage.
But I was also very sad because I had nothing to give you.
I knew that with your qualities, you could find many women prettier and more outstanding than me.
Therefore, my body, my love, were not enough to equal everything you gave me.
I started trying every possible way to please you.
I secretly watched porn, secretly bought all sorts of sex toys online, and even secretly performed enemas on myself.
Everything was just to surprise you.
But those surprises never lasted long.
You gradually lost interest in things like making me perform oral sex, having me go shopping while strapped to a vibrator, and simultaneously
inserting a hot, real penis into my anus and anus with a cold, artificial one.
Although you said that a relationship can't always be passionate,
I was really worried when I didn't see you so infatuated with me, so crazy about me. I
was worried that one day I wouldn't be able to keep you.
One day, you forgot your laptop at home and urgently needed the data inside, asking me to turn on the computer and
transfer it to you.
I swear I didn't intentionally check you; you set your QQ to log in automatically.
Then, out of habit, I clicked on the flashing icon in the lower right corner and met a man named Ye Xuan.
You told me you had a hobby of writing and had made some friends on that forum.
When I asked you what forum it was and what works you had written, you just smiled and didn't answer.
The person who messaged you that day had the nickname Xuan Su.
He said: "Virus, when are we going to video chat again?"
The nonsensical address and the inexplicable questions left me confused, so I replied, "Excuse me, I
'm his girlfriend, but he's not here right now."
He immediately responded, "What?! He has a girlfriend? Didn't he say he's a homebody?"
Homebody? My dearest boyfriend isn't a homebody...
I said, "From what you're saying, you don't know him?"
Xuan Su replied, "We only met online through writing, and I don't know anything about him in real life.
But he told me he's a homebody and doesn't have a girlfriend."
Honey, are you angry reading this? I accidentally exposed you back then.
Later, when you told Xuan Su these lies, he must have been secretly laughing.
Yes, I begged Xuan Su not to tell you about this, deleted the chat history, and then
added him as a friend on QQ.
I didn't mean anything by it; I just wanted to know more about you.
When you weren't home, I chatted with Xuan Su a few times.
Through his introduction, I learned that your writing platform is called "Spring Full of Courtyard Houses," and your ID is "mrn
obody."
Actually, even without him saying it, I knew it was you the moment I saw this ID. I know how much you love
that actress who starred in "Mr. Nobody".
You've really written a lot, and every single one of them is so dark, completely
at odds with your sunny and handsome image.
Is there another soul residing inside you?
Oh, I forgot to mention, Xuan Su also told me about the so-called video.
Of course, you mentioned it in your articles too.
You clearly told me you were in a meeting at the company that day.
But I don't blame you.
Xuan Su told me his name is Ye Xuan, and he's a man with cuckoldry tendencies.
Cuckoldry—this is the first time I've heard this term, and I don't understand its meaning.
I don't know why you'd be friends with someone like that.
Because I think Virus is also like that, but he just doesn't want to admit it.
That's what Ye Xuan told me.
I don't believe it. You must just be playing with him and his girlfriend, Xiao Xi, right?
Although you sometimes do put me in danger of exposure with a twisted sense of humor, you always
protect me tightly in times of crisis.
So you can't be that kind of person.
I started reading your articles carefully, one by one.
Of course, like most readers here, I didn't leave any comments.
Your tastes are really heavy...
but they really excite me...
I masturbate while reading your articles almost every day.
But later, you wrote less. I know it's because the NBA regular season started.
So I started reading other authors' articles.
Unlike yours, their writing is full of descriptions of infidelity, cuckoldry, and explicit sex
, especially that guy Xuan Su.
It's incredibly vulgar.
But I couldn't help but read on and on.
The first time I masturbated to orgasm while reading someone else's article was when I read Xuan Su's description of you and Xiao Xi having sex
.
I don't know why this kind of content excites me. Am I actually a "cuckold"?
And if you're not a cuckold, why do you like this place so much?
I logged out and entered the account you used to use on every forum.
Sure enough, mrnobody is just your alternate account. You registered it so early...
I had a serious chat with Ye Xuan using your QQ.
I said I wanted to interview him to better portray his character in the article.
I didn't message him privately; I contacted him directly in a QQ group.
I needed to hear the voices of people I hadn't met and couldn't understand.
Ye Xuan was very cooperative with "you," answering every question.
There were also other people chiming in.
That day, I finally understood his feelings for Xiao Xi.
What saddened me was that the behaviors and psychology he described were so similar to yours.
What comforted me was that he said, although he was willing to let other men have their way with Xiao Xi, he only loved her.
Darling, at that moment, I was almost certain that you really were a cuckold, perhaps without even realizing it yourself.
I asked Ye Xuan if watching Xiao Xi cheat really excited him.
He said it really did. Moreover, Xiao Xi's voluntary infidelity would excite him more than any infidelity he orchestrated
.
He also said that the excitement of seeing his girlfriend submit to his rival was incomparable.
What a perverted person.
But I didn't realize that at that moment, I was also gradually becoming a pervert.
When you were on top of me again, your penis inside me, and you fell fast asleep, I made up my
mind to rekindle your sexual interest in me.
I want to give you a gift.
Putting aside his twisted personality, Ye Xuan is actually a very good person and promised to help me with everything he could. What
I asked him to do was pretend to know nothing about everything, and when we chatted, to act as weak as possible
, to be controlled by you.
Like a masochist? He asked me.
I didn't know what a masochist meant, hesitated for a moment, and then replied: Just like that!
Then one day, Ye Xuan told you he was going to the hospital for a checkup and didn't go online all day.
What you don't know is that he and Xiao Xi had already come to our city using the plane tickets I bought for him.
I drove the car you gave me and picked him and Xiao Xi up from the airport and brought them home.
You've already met Ye Xuan, but you've only seen Xiao Xi in videos. She's a girl with a good appearance and figure, but she 　　's not nearly as good
as your ex-girlfriend who slapped me . 　　You showed no affection for such an outstanding girl, yet indulged in 　　a lustful game with a mediocre and promiscuous woman a thousand miles away. 　　Knowing this about you, I became even more convinced that I hadn't done anything wrong. 　　So, in our room, on our bed, I sent you an anonymous text message using Ye Xuan's phone, and 　　then stripped naked. 　　Ye Xuan is very thin, nothing like your strong self. 　　His penis is small, less than the thirteen centimeters you mentioned in your text; I could easily take the whole thing into my mouth. 　　Don't call me promiscuous; I was actually dying of embarrassment. 　　But, as I said, I didn't mind being your possession. 　　To excite and thrill you, I was willing to do anything. 　　Including lying between the legs of that man you thought you had completely under your thumb and giving him a blowjob. 　　You came back so slowly. 　　While you were driving on the congested highway, Ye Xuan had already ejaculated in my mouth. 　　I swallowed all his semen as a reward for his long journey to help us. 　　Then, I put on your favorite stockings and gave him a footjob, which made him hard again. 　　I had to keep him in that state, otherwise I wouldn't be able to show you the most exciting scene. 　　But he really is a perverted man. Despite my vigorous teasing, he remained uninterested. 　　He was right; only Xiaoxi was his arousal point. 　　To please you, I knelt between Xiaoxi's legs and gave her oral sex in front of him. 　　Her genitals were so dark; I wonder how many men had entered them.

And there was a strong, pungent smell.
Is this the kind of vulva that men like you like?
I carefully licked her two black labia with my tongue.
I even licked her anus.
Ye Xuan immediately became excited.
So I knelt on the bed, licking Xiao Xi's sweaty feet from wearing sneakers all day, while Ye Xuan
fucked me from behind.
Okay, I admit, this humiliating way of making love actually gave me an unprecedented excitement.
When you put the key in the door, Xiao Xi immediately jumped off the bed and ran to the bedroom next door.
Then you came in.
Although I was moaning wildly in a daze, my eyes were fixed on your crotch.
I believed you would instantly get an erection from the stimulation of the extremely lewd scene.
But you didn't.
You were as angry as a bull in a gladiatorial arena.
Seeing that things were not going well, Ye Xuan immediately grabbed his clothes and ran out.
I saw behind you, Xiao Xi, who should have entered gracefully, being pulled away in a panic.
What a spineless man.
You ignored the departing adulterer, only glaring at me.
Then you slapped me.
It was the first time you hit me…
Darling, this is the story you don't know.
I heard from Ye Xuan that you two were still chatting as if nothing had happened.
You don't know that this man cheated on you that day.
I didn't tell him I would tell you everything.
How will you face him after knowing the truth?
I can't guess, because I've realized I haven't understood you as well as I thought.
But who cares?
I'm preparing a new gift for you, a gift that will help you forgive me.
Whether you believe it or not,
I still love you deeply, like a fool.

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