[My Other Side] A Goddess's Personal Account (Chapter 4)

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Author: deutsch123 (Xi Qing)
First published on the forum on July 13, 2017
Word count: 7894
Chapter 1 Link: [bbs]thread-9930532-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter 2 Link: [bbs]thread-9930680-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter 3 Link: [bbs]thread-9968727-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter 4 Link: [bbs]thread-9971307-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter 5 Link: [bbs]threa d-9972644-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter Six Link: [bbs]thread-9977273-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter Seven Link: [bbs]thread-9982898-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter Eight Link: [bbs]thread-9993542-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter Nine Link: [bbs]thread-10015016-1-1.html[/bbs]
Chapter Four: First Taste of Forbidden Fruit, Intoxicated by Carnal Desire
Pain! It felt like my lower body was being ripped open; that was my only feeling at that moment.
I realized that a woman's loss of virginity could be so excruciating. I wanted to scream, but I didn't want to show my vulnerability to others . I could only endure the pain; the heart-wrenching agony transformed into weak, 　　distorted moans
in my throat . 　　At that moment, I could only close my eyes, using all my strength to endure the most painful moment, slowly experiencing and 　　adapting to every subtle sensation in my genitals as a newcomer. I wanted to remember this feeling; after all, every girl 　　only experiences this once in her life, and I wanted this feeling deeply etched into my memory so I could 　　savor it later, whether it was bitter or sweet. I couldn't help but think that perhaps God gave women this structure to give 　　every girl who attempts to taste the forbidden fruit a sufficient price. 　　"Ah—" A man's roar pulled me back to reality from my daze. But I wasn't 　　a princess writhing and moaning beneath a prince on a white horse; instead, I was a 　　college sophomore in this dilapidated house, having just been deflowered by a hoodlum half a head shorter than me. Several restless young men surrounded me, 　　watching the upcoming sex drama intently, and I was the leading lady in this play. 　　The plot of this drama had long since slipped out of my control, waiting for the young people around me to write it. 　　I could only quietly await the arrangements of fate. 　　"You little bastard, you've really got some skills, damn it, you're really fast! This virgin has been deflowered by you, you little rascal , you son of a bitch, fuck your mother, you're really infuriating!" The bald man's 　　furious voice 　　rang in my ears again . 　　"No, Brother Zhao, it's not like I won the bet and went first, and Xiao Mei agreed to it too, don't be angry. 　　" 　　The man on top of me, with his small eyes, didn't care about Brother Zhao at all; he was probably only thinking about tormenting me 　　. With my eyes tightly closed, I began to feel that thick, enormous thing pulling outwards. The glans scraped 　　against the folds of my vaginal walls, making me shudder with pain. In an instant, the man's glans was almost pulled away from my body, 　　but then it stopped again, seemingly gathering strength for another entry. No wonder my 　　vagina was unusually tight after my first time; it couldn't move in and out freely. 　　Just as I was waiting for the man to sound the horn for the next attack, suddenly the pressure on me eased. I 　　watched as the man called A Biao flew up and crashed heavily to the ground with a thud. 　　Before I could figure out what had happened, a dark shadow pressed down on me heavily. Instantly, I 　　felt the difference in weight, and my chest was squeezed so hard that I could hardly breathe. 　　Then I heard that familiar, raspy voice, "You little brat, stop talking nonsense. If I 　　had known this girl was a virgin, I wouldn't have given her to you. Take a piss and look at yourself in the mirror! You think you're worthy of 　　deflowering this beauty?" 　　The man's foul breath hit my face, making me want to vomit. His crude words 　　bombarded my ears like a machine gun. Clearly, the bald man wasn't finished. He continued, "I'm 　　really unlucky today. All the good fortune I've accumulated in my past lives has been snatched away by you. You're getting off too easy. Don't be so smug, just wait and see 　　how I deal with you later." As he spoke, he started groping my chest, making me so ticklish I almost burst 　　out laughing. If I actually laughed in this situation, it would be incredibly embarrassing. 　　The small-eyed man, thrown to the ground, groaned in pain, clearly intimidated by Brother Zhao's imposing manner. He remained 　　silent for a long time. I saw him sitting on the ground, biting his lip tightly, probably furious. Being 　　thrown aside just as we were about to make love is an experience most people can't bear, let alone a 　　young man full of vigor. 　　"Brother Zhao, you can't entirely blame A-Biao for this. I didn't know this little slut was a 　　virgin. Otherwise, you would have been the first to go, so why would I make myself suffer like this?" That annoying woman's 　　voice rang out again, trying to help the small-eyed man out of the predicament. "Brother Zhao, a woman 　　's hymen is precious, but it's broken once it's broken. Actually, it's not a big deal. I don't even know where the first man I slept with is now. At worst 　　, I'll just go all out with this little girl and find them all. I'll vent my anger for you later." 　　This girl must have grown up in some kind of environment; her words were so vulgar and indecent 　　. She didn't look like an eighteen or nineteen-year-old girl at all. 　　But none of that mattered to me. The smell of this smelly man and his strong 　　hands were intoxicating, reminding me of my encounter in Qingdao. The same 　　smell, the same roughness—I was somewhat dazed. 　　The crude man before me had no idea what I was thinking. His left hand pressed against my breast 　　, kneading it incessantly, while his right hand slid down towards my private parts, two fingers beginning to roughly and forcefully...

The attack. Because my body was still incredibly sensitive from my recent loss of virginity, a sharp pain shot
through my lower body the moment the fingers entered, though thankfully it was less intense than before.
To prevent him from penetrating so easily, I squeezed my thighs together tightly, but after struggling for a while,
I realized it was futile. I could feel two fingers naturally slipping inside. Initially,
it was slow due to the tightness of my lower body, but gradually a strange sensation began to arise, a tingling feeling spreading from my back to
my inner thighs, causing me to involuntarily straighten my legs.
The bald man seemed to notice my unease, grinned at me, and said, "Girl, although that
little brat Ah Biao has already snatched the prize, I bet you haven't experienced a woman's pleasure yet."
Without warning, he suddenly pulled his finger away, leaving my tense heart pounding.
He continued, "Don't pretend anymore, you're all wet down there, what are you pretending to be innocent for?"
He suddenly raised his hand, his fingertips glistening, seemingly telling the whole story. His index and middle fingers were separated, with fine strands
pulling them apart—undoubtedly my vaginal lubrication. But to have this displayed to me by a stranger filled
me with unbearable shame.
"You're shameless! Take your filthy hands off me!" These were the first words I uttered upon arriving here.
Though I was filled with shame and indignation, I had to maintain a facade of composure.
"Oh, you finally spoke up. I thought you'd gone mute." Xiaomei's voice
appeared again, completely out of place. "Still being stubborn. Brother Zhao, stop dawdling and hurry up and fuck her. I can't wait
to see."
Xiaomei even made a big yawn to express her dissatisfaction.
"You don't need to tell me. I was just about to teach this bitch a lesson." The bald man said, shifting his body down
a few inches and quickly pulling down his pants, revealing his penis. Although I couldn't see very clearly from lying down, I could still see that the bald
man's genitals were covered in thick, black hair, sticking out in all directions, with a dark, fleshy rod standing erect in the middle. It wasn't very
long, but its thickness was truly astonishing. I was instantly terrified. Before I could get a good look, the man suddenly used
his arms to spread my legs apart, then leaned forward, his glans pressing hard against my vaginal opening.
Before I could even cry out, that thick rod had already fiercely forced its way in. "Ah, no, you bastard!"
I screamed out loud, the pain so intense it was almost unbearable to hear
. The man opposite me ignored my pain, slowly and forcefully pushing his penis inside. I could feel my vagina
being stretched open little by little, yet it remained dry. His penis continued to
thrust deeper, a brutal, unlubricated collision of flesh against flesh. Every inch he penetrated left me utterly devastated
. Beads of sweat streamed down my forehead, stinging my eyes and forcing me
to fully experience the reality of the world.
What felt like an eternity was agonizing, and the long thrusting
ended with a satisfied groan from the man. I felt his pubic bone pressed against my genitals, a perfect, seamless
fit, indicating that the stranger had fully penetrated my most intimate opening
.
I squinted, biting my lip, and groaned softly. Through the haze, I saw that the man
seemed quite satisfied with my expression. Then he began to slowly withdraw, and another piercing
pain shot through me. I forced myself not to cry out. Just as his penis was pulled out halfway, the man reversed course and thrust it back in forcefully
, followed by another wave of pain. Thus began this agonizing battle, a series of back-and-forth struggles
, the opening act being the hymen torn to shreds and
the glaring crimson stain on the sheets during this one-sided assault.
Time passed slowly, and the initial, excruciating pain gradually
faded like morning mist, disappearing into the warm sunlight. I could clearly feel
the repeated friction of that thick, massive object in my lower body. At this moment, I gradually felt the sudden relaxation and comfort after the pain subsided,
and simultaneously began to carefully feel the male organ that was constantly invading me. Only then did the sensations in my lower body clearly
reach the depths of my mind. With each thrust, I could distinguish
the subtle sensation of the man's glans brushing against the folds of my vagina, and I could feel the waves of pressure exerted by the tender flesh of my vagina on my penis.
Gradually, my lower body began to undergo strange changes. With the bald man's continuous thrusting and writhing, I seemed
to feel a subtle sensation arising from the point of intercourse. This feeling
, though very faint, was something I had never experienced before, like opening my own Pandora's box. Strange sensations
slowly gathered, like seeds sprouting and growing, gradually spreading throughout my body.
Numbness! Itchiness! Pain! Yearning! Comfort! Excitement! The feeling was similar yet not entirely the same
. No words could truly describe the sensation in my body, yet it was undeniably happening
to me.
A churning sensation! I felt a small beast dwelling within me, a creature that had been dormant, now awakening , writhing and churning within me, 　　gradually eroding
my consciousness, drawing me deeper and deeper into 　　its grip. Click! A crisp, familiar sound suddenly rang out beside me—the sound of a camera shutter! Someone was taking a picture! 　　I jolted awake from my reverie, my eyes widening as I stared at the unexpected scene unfolding before me. 　　I was startled to find myself standing right in front of the bed, a heavily made-up girl holding a glittering phone 　　, pointing it at me and the man on top of me. The blond-haired man was also staring intently at the phone screen, oblivious to 　　what he was seeing, even drooling on his clothes. However, I was more concerned about Xiaomei's continuous hand 　　movements. I knew what this meant, and my heart sank. 　　Xiaomei seemed to notice that I had noticed her actions. She smiled slightly and gave me a faint 　　smile, saying, "What's wrong? Weren't you enjoying it just now? Keep going. Why are you looking at me?" 　　The girl seemed completely innocent.

"Did you just take pictures? You know it's illegal, delete these photos immediately!"
I practically shouted these words. I knew in my heart that I could do these things, but the photos absolutely
could not be kept. At this moment, I could no longer remain calm; I imagine my face was filled with panic.
In this tense standoff, suddenly, everything around us fell silent. The only sound that could be heard in the room
was
the continuous, crisp sound of flesh colliding. The man on top of me was probably already
too excited to know what was happening. I was somewhat surprised by his amazing stamina
. But hearing this sound now felt like a huge irony, and I was completely powerless to do anything about it,
only able to silently accept this strange atmosphere and situation.
Although Xiaomei's taking pictures distracted me, the sensation spreading from my vagina did not disappear; on the contrary,
it became even stronger under this stimulation. I almost cried out, but thankfully I managed to hold it in.
I quickly turned my head away so the girl wouldn't see my embarrassed expression.
"Hey, beautiful lady, you think my photography skills are bad? Don't worry, ask him if my photos are clear
. The look of enjoyment you had just given me a compliment, hahaha!" Xiao Mei pointed at
the blond guy behind her and laughed smugly.
"Clear, very clear, Xiao Mei. This girl's expression while fucking is so sexy, it's
worth it to sleep with a beauty like that in your life!"
The blond guy nodded frantically in agreement.
"Are you fucking stupid? Worth it my ass, just for this slut. Don't think that just because you're not my boyfriend anymore
, I won't punish you. Believe me, I'll have my dad have someone give you a good beating!"
Xiao Mei's face darkened immediately upon hearing this, and she glared at the blond guy fiercely. The blond guy immediately fell
silent.
"Little slut, if you like these photos, I can send you a few when I have time so you can enjoy
them," Xiaomei said, turning her head and smiling at me with a change of expression. "But, I can't return these photos to
you. I don't want to waste such good material, right? Hahaha."
Another burst of cheerful laughter followed.
This was something I absolutely couldn't tell anyone, and with her provocation, I
panicked even more. This was completely beyond my control; the world spun before my eyes, and I almost
fainted.
*Slap slap slap! Slap slap slap!* The bald man's thrusting frequency and intensity instantly increased,
forcefully pulling me back from my dizziness. A little more sober, I gritted my teeth in anger, gripping the sheets tightly with both hands
. I glared at the girl in front of me and shouted, "What are you doing taking pictures of me!
Isn't torturing me enough? What else do you want to do to me?"
"Taking pictures? You know perfectly well what I'm asking." Xiaomei suddenly walked up to me,
lifted my chin with her right index finger, and whispered in my ear, "I'll give you two choices. Either
you cooperate with me from now on, without the slightest resistance, and these photos will only stay on my phone. But if
you don't understand me and want to test your limits, I don't mind posting these photos online
so that all those losers can appreciate how sexy you are!" She then patted my face,
as if to tell me she meant what she said.
Hearing these words, I deflated like a punctured balloon, unable
to utter any of the harsh words I had just planned. This Xiao Mei has truly found my Achilles' heel. I absolutely cannot accept these photos
being exposed online; what face would I have left then? Perhaps this train of desire has
already started moving, and nothing I do now can stop it from rolling forward.
From childhood, I've always given the impression of being obedient and gentle, but I know that deep down I'm a
fiercely competitive and never-give-up person. Otherwise, I wouldn't have achieved what I have in dance.
I've fallen and injured myself dozens of times while dancing; most people would have given up long ago. Faced with
this situation, I know my strength is currently useless. The more I struggle, the more torment I suffer
, and it won't change my situation at all. What should I do? I'm at a loss.
The man was still thrusting in and out of me like a pile driver, but because of Xiaomei's interference,
the strange sensations that had gradually accumulated had lessened considerably. However, while the pain of losing my virginity returned
, it wasn't as unbearable as before; instead, it suddenly made me much more alert.
Although I couldn't think of a solution yet, I knew that they could
n't just manipulate me with such underhanded tactics. I wasn't the kind of woman who could be bullied so easily! But I had to remain calm
and not act rashly. My only option was to respond to Xiaomei's words as best I could, try
not to provoke her, and then observe how things developed before acting accordingly. Perhaps things would take a turn for the better.
I couldn't let them discover my weakness after all this time of deliberation, could I? I silently observed Xiaomei and, seeing that she didn't show
any unusual expression, I breathed a sigh of relief. She probably thought I was intimidated by her words and wasn't in a hurry for
me to answer.
But I knew this wouldn't last long; it would only give them more ways to torment me. So
I needed to break the deadlock and gradually seize the initiative, not let these people lead me by the nose.
Having made up my mind, I wouldn't hesitate any longer.
I slowly raised my head, feigning extreme fear, and said, "Please don't send the photos
to anyone else. We have no grudges or hatred, so why... why do you have to be so cruel! For the
sake of us being women, please... please... let me go. I
promise I won't tell anyone!"
Before saying this, I already knew it meant nothing to the girl in front of me,
but a sudden change in attitude would only arouse suspicion. So, I had to say these bargaining words
.
As I expected, Xiaomei completely ignored my pleas and instead mocked, "You think I'd be afraid you'd tell everyone?
Are you stupid? You'd rather no one know about this kind of shameful thing forever. I understand people like you, especially
a pretty young woman like you. If this were exposed, it would be worse than death for you. Am I right?"
At this moment, the bald man who was still grating on me couldn't help but speak up, "Xiaomei, what are you babbling about with her for
? Look, I'm having a good time here, and you, a young lady, are talking on the side. It's so awkward!"
"Brother Zhao, don't interrupt. You don't understand women's affairs... You men are responsible for the physical labor, and we women are responsible for
winning hearts. That's how it's more fun! Okay, Brother Zhao, just keep fucking your cunt and
don't bother me." Xiaomei, I don't know where she learned her rhetoric from, had a whole set of reasons.
Upon hearing this, the bald man didn't bother to refute it further, muttered "Women are really troublesome
," and continued to work hard. The bald man seemed to be throwing a childish tantrum, suddenly increasing
the force of his thrusts, making my lower body crackle and pop like popping beans.
My hard-won clarity was instantly shattered; I almost cried out, goosebumps instantly
rising on my skin, and tears nearly welled up in my eyes. And that wasn't all. My right ankle
was suddenly gripped tightly. My heart skipped a beat the moment it was grasped. Oh no! I used all my strength to pull my leg back,
desperately trying to break free of that hand.
Perhaps because I'd trained in dance since childhood, although my legs looked thin and frail, I was surprisingly strong, and
I easily broke free. This seemed to provoke his savagery; he suddenly
turned and pressed against my thigh, then used both hands to hold down my flailing right calf. By this time, I was almost
completely exhausted, and my left leg was blocked by the bald man's body, making it impossible to reach my right side, let alone kick him!
Just then, I felt a heat on my right toes, as if someone was sucking on them!
I panicked because my feet are the most sensitive part of my body. Although I've
practiced dance since childhood, my feet shouldn't be very sensitive, but it's the opposite. From a young age,
I can immediately feel any discomfort in my shoes. I can detect even the smallest pebble through thick soles
, let alone if someone mischievously tickles my soles. My body reacts instantly, like an electric
shock, making me incredibly tense. My friends know they wouldn't dare joke about tickling my feet, otherwise I
wouldn't talk to them for days.
And now, this person had suddenly attacked my right foot, sucking on my toes!
I was terrified, completely at a loss, trembling with anxiety. And that wasn't all; this person even started
licking between my toes with their tongue, seemingly enjoying it.
Although Xiaomei and the bald man blocked his view, the blond guy was still behind Xiaomei, so the one licking
me now must be that small-eyed A-Biao. He probably couldn't continue earlier and didn't dare openly oppose the bald guy, but
now he couldn't resist violating my feet again.
Ah! It itches, it really itches! My toes have never been played with like this before. A soft tongue
circled my big toe and slid down to the front of my foot. How could this man do this! He actually put the entire
front of my foot in his mouth! Doesn't he find it dirty? The worst part is that my feet are so sensitive, I can feel
every tiny bump on his tongue, gently scraping the tender flesh between my toes, tingling and
itching. It feels like countless ants are crawling all over my lower body, making me feel neither happy nor sad
. I think I must look incredibly embarrassed right now.
The stimulation from my feet left me no time to think. My toes curled incessantly, trying to escape
each attack of the unruly tongue, but the man beneath me seemed incredibly firm.
No matter how much my toes moved, he held them firmly in his mouth, seemingly enjoying it immensely, as if savoring a top-tier meal
. Streams of saliva dripped down his chin, running down the soles of my feet and
onto the sheets. As the saliva slid down, I could clearly feel the ticklish sensation traveling down my soles
, even reaching my groin and back, giving me intense stimulation. Sweat soaked
the sheets beneath me, and the air was thick with the scent of hormones.
"What's going on! This chick's pussy suddenly got tighter, it's twitching and squeezing
so hard it's hard for me to push it in, but it feels fucking amazing, way better than that fat chick I did last night! That one
was so loose, it doesn't feel as good as this one, I'm about to cum, oh my!
It feels so good!" The bald man spoke up, a look of extreme enjoyment on his face, clearly
experiencing intense pleasure.
Just then, my right foot loosened, and the man released his grip. A man's voice rang out:
"Brother, it's me, Biaozi." The voice sounded somewhat obsequious, probably because he'd just taken my virginity and
was feeling guilty, afraid his brother Zhao would come after him. He continued, "I'm behind you! Brother,
I bet she's twitching because I was licking her toes." The bald man didn't reply, only letting out a cold
snort, indicating he'd heard.
Seeing that he hadn't been scolded, the small-eyed man thought he'd gotten away with it and immediately became excited,
continuing, "This girl is pretty, but I never expected her feet to be so beautiful too! Long, white, and smooth,
like they have no bones. And unlike most old women, these long feet don't have any sour smell
at all; they even smell better the more you touch them!" This Ah Biao was quite the chatterbox, going on and on.
What he said wasn't wrong; my aunt had always praised my beautiful feet since I was little, telling me to be careful
not to hurt them when I practiced dancing.
The small-eyed boy felt he hadn't said enough and continued, "Not only that, but
there's not a single patch of dead skin on her feet. They're all clean, fresh, and pinkish-white, which I adore. And look at
how long her toes are! I don't think any girl in the surrounding villages can compare! And look at those long
legs, so thin and straight, oh my…"
"Alright! Biaozi, shut up! When will you stop?! Look at your pathetic self, you're giving me goosebumps
. Get out of here and go gnaw on her stinky feet, don't embarrass me here." Xiao
Mei couldn't stand the small-eyed man's incessant nagging any longer and quickly stopped him.
Then she turned to my face, snorted, and finally returned to the previous topic:
"These stinky men only know how to vent on women, ruining our conversation. Let's get back to the point, have
you thought it through, which path are you going to take? My dear." After saying that, Xiao Mei gave me a
sweet smile.

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