Falling in love with a married woman

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Falling in love with a married woman.

Everyone has their own experiences, and everyone's experiences are different. Maybe I've been lecherous since I was a child.

I started chasing girls in the first year of junior high school. At that time, my understanding of love was very shallow, and I was also

confused . I only knew that I had a strong interest in pretty girls, and at that time

, I was satisfied with just talking to them and holding hands.

Because I developed an interest in girls too early, I also had sex relatively early (compared to good kids). I've

experienced too much over the years. I don't even know how many women I've been with. So

now I'm extremely emotionally empty. Although I can find women to satisfy my physical needs,

no one can understand the emptiness in my heart. I'm tired of everything. I'm also scared, after all, I'm still very

young. If this mentality continues for a long time, what should I do in the future? (The above is

a brief introduction. I will write about my past experiences in the future. This time, it's just one

person.)

April 1, 2005, April Fool's Day! This day marked a turning point in my life. I resigned from my previous job and

officially reported to XX Company on April 1st. It's a foreign company with great prospects, which is why I chose

it. After arriving, I first familiarized myself with everything. The company's boss valued me quite a bit, not

assigning , but just letting me get acquainted with the various departments. That's how I met Bing. A

woman who rekindled my passion.

Bing was a clerk in the engineering department. I had the closest contact with her when I was learning in the engineering department. From

the first , my heartstrings were tugged. A long-lost feeling filled my heart once again. I was really excited.

That feeling was like first love. So sweet!

Later, I learned that she was married, and had been married for two years.

As my interactions with Bing increased, my feelings grew stronger. I was also conflicted, unsure

how face myself, or even how to face Bing. After all, I'm not a child anymore; adults must be

responsible for their actions.

The company was organizing a spring outing in late May, and during the outing, there would be a bonfire party, with each

department having to put on a performance. At the time, I was still learning in the engineering department, so I was counted as part of that department.

I rewrote a dialect version of "A Chinese Odyssey" based on the material I was working on that night. Bing was an important member of the production team.

In the days that followed, I spent every day with Bing studying the script. I felt that she also had feelings for me. I thought

that maintaining this ambiguous relationship would be something worth cherishing.

One afternoon, the engineering manager asked me to help him create a rendering of an engineering project. I

wasn't very good at Photoshop, but then I thought of Bing; she was very familiar with these design software programs. So I

went to Bing's office, and she happened to be there. After explaining my purpose, Bing readily agreed. I

stood next to her and introduced the project. She was in charge of creating the rendering. Because of the hot weather, Bing was wearing a low-cut, loose-fitting

t-shirt. Alas! And the angle at that moment was just right. I didn't even need to look down; just by lowering my gaze, I could

see everything under her clothes. I never imagined that someone so slender would have such large breasts! Her bra could only support the lower part of

her breasts . Half of her nipples were exposed. I felt my mouth go dry, and my normal male reaction

immediately kicked in. Bing looked up and saw where my gaze was fixed. Her face suddenly

flushed, and she said shyly, "What are you looking at?" This was probably the most awkward situation I'd ever been in. I

hurriedly said, "N-nothing... I wasn't looking at anything. Hurry up and finish the drawing for me, I need it urgently." I quickly changed

the subject. Bing didn't say anything more, but I saw her gaze linger on my erection, further arousing my

penis (Since I've never written about sex before, this

is a rough draft. I hope my friends can forgive me. Future descriptions will include more about sex; I'll

study more and try to write better.)

Feeling the atmosphere was extremely awkward, I turned around and sat on the sofa next to her. I looked at Bing's back,

my eyes somewhat glazed. I saw Bing seemed to be adjusting her emotions; after a few minutes, she resumed drawing.

Neither of us spoke, and we remained silent. About an hour later, the

drawing finished. When Bing handed me the USB drive, our eyes met, and Bing blushed again.

My heart was pounding.

I said to Bing, "Thank you so much. Let me treat you to dinner tonight." Bing hesitated for a moment and said, "No need,

don't be so polite." I looked at her, smiled, and didn't say anything more before leaving her

office .

Back in the engineering department, I chatted with Bing's best friend, Xiao Hui. Although it seemed like casual conversation, I

actually had an ulterior motive. (A little embarrassed) We started chatting aimlessly, gradually

steer the conversation towards Bing. Xiao Hui had a good impression of me, especially since she was also a member of my production team and

admired . Xiao Hui

was also very perceptive. I thought I had done a good job, but I didn't expect that as soon as I steered the conversation towards Bing, Xiao Hui gave me a malicious

smile

. To be honest, that smile was scarier than a ghost. But Xiao Hui still told me a lot about Bing, which gave me a deeper understanding of her. It turns out

Bing's husband works in another city, and their family is very wealthy. They're far beyond what a poor guy like me can compare to.

Bing has a very stubborn personality. And today, her husband came back from out of town.

I guess that explains why she refused my invitation to dinner; her husband was back. Afterwards, I

chatted with Xiaohui for a while. Then I went to the control room to work on my script.

When I left work, I was the last one out; Bing was ahead of me. Downstairs, an

Audi . Bing got in. The driver was about my age, quite imposing; I figured he must be Bing's

husband.

For some reason, I felt an inexplicable sense of loss. I felt like I had lost everything. I

knew I had fallen in love with Bing. This love was uncontrollable. It couldn't be stopped by deliberately keeping my distance.

Back home, I was still in a bad mood. Just then, my best friend called, suggesting we go drinking

and then see a traditional Chinese folk performance. I thought it was a good idea, to avoid being alone and upset at home. So we arranged a meeting place. After meeting...

A bit of a beating was inevitable. Men drink whether they're in a good mood or a bad mood. In short, they

'll drink for any reason. While drinking, I poured out my feelings to my best friend, and he kept comforting me. I think having a

confidant is great; you can confide in someone when you're feeling down.

After we finished drinking, we were both a little tipsy. I said, "That's enough. Let's go home." He shook his

head unsteadily: "No way, I have to see a two-person comedy show." I said, "Fine, I'll fucking go with you." Then we took a taxi to

the theater. The timing was perfect; the show was about to start. We found a corner seat and sat down. At that moment,

three more women came and sat next to me. Their perfume was very strong, and I glanced at them out of the corner of my eye—hey, they were really

good-looking . They were all around 28 years old, very sexy, and their clothes were... well, you know. The miniskirt was so short it couldn't be shorter,

exposing her smooth thighs, and her breasts were full and obviously large. I was starting to get a little

distracted Could I really switch? At this point

, I had no interest in watching the show; all my attention was focused on observing the three beautiful women next to me.

Seeing that I wouldn't switch, my friend had no choice but to stand up, walk around a bit, and then come back

to one of the women. He said, "Could we switch seats? I need to sit here and wait for someone." The woman

glanced at him, then at the seats inside, but didn't say anything, just nodded and went to

sit . My friend winked at me mischievously. Now, my seat was flanked by beautiful women on both sides,

and another on my friend's right; the aisle was on my left.

After switching seats, my friend used his most powerful tactic—"utterly shameless, despicable,

and thick-skinned "—and started chatting casually with the woman next to him. They quickly became like old friends. Seeing

this scene infuriated me. Why? He's not as handsome as me, and he doesn't have my

refined air, yet he can hook up with beautiful women so quickly, while I have two right next to me. Why do I feel so

helpless ? Suddenly, an idea struck me. I said to the woman to my right, "Are you all together?"

She glanced at me and nodded. I continued, "Do you come here often?" She finally spoke, "Not always. I'm in a bad mood

today , so I came to relax!" I thought to myself, "No wonder, of the three of you, you're the one with the long face.

" At that moment, the two-person comedy performance began! The two-person comedy in the theater was different from what you see on TV

. On TV, it was as civilized as could be. But in the theater, it was as erotic as could be. Except for the lack of a

live sex scene, everything else that could be described was vividly portrayed. It made me extremely

excited , especially with several very attractive women beside me. I felt my body temperature rising, and my penis was

rapidly swelling. I glanced at my friend; he was in even worse shape. His hand was already on the woman's

shoulder , and she didn't seem to mind. I looked down and saw incredibly sexy thighs on both sides,

which made me feel incredibly uncomfortable.

I stood up, went out, and bought five bottles of Pepsi, distributing them to the people around me. I don't know

how it happened, but when the woman to my left opened her bottle, maybe the fizz was too strong, and half of it sprayed out, covering

her thighs, skirt, and top. I knew I couldn't miss this opportunity, so I immediately pulled out

a tissue to wipe her down. At first, I was a little nervous, but maybe it was the alcohol,

but I got bolder, and my hands started to wander. Using the excuse of wiping her, I began to

grope .

I'm the kind of person who's all lust and no action! I was still careful when touching this woman;

when wiping her top, I only briefly touched her breasts before quickly pulling my hand back. After a few times,

seeing that she didn't seem bothered, I became bolder. I lingered on her breasts for a while,

and eventually started kneading them. As I rubbed her breasts, I watched her reaction, and to my surprise, she

looked at me with a very strange expression. That feeling almost made me ejaculate. (My writing

skills are poor, I can't describe how I felt at that moment.)

My friend, seeing my actions, reached out to help wipe them. I

glared at him with a murderous look, and he reluctantly withdrew his hand. My hand moved down, first properly

wiping the drink off her thighs, then wiping her skirt. I felt her skirt

was no different from underwear, so I wiped it haphazardly a few times, threw away the tissue, and naturally placed my hand on

her sexy thighs. She didn't seem to resist at all; I thought maybe they were real players.

With that thought, I felt no more resistance. My hand stroked her thighs, feeling

the smoothness of her skin and the elasticity of her thighs. It felt wonderful, very comfortable. At this moment, I noticed that the woman to my right

wasn't watching the scene at all; she was watching my hand touching the beautiful woman's thigh. A sudden thought popped into my head. I

moved my hand, which was touching her thigh, little by little inwards, until it was inside her skirt. Just as I

touched the edge of her panties, she suddenly grabbed my hand. I smiled at her, but she didn't remove it

. Maintaining that position, I glanced at my friend. Hey, that guy was

quick too; the beautiful woman next to him was already in his arms, and he was groping her.

I moved my hand inside her skirt, but she was holding it tightly, so I didn't continue.

After watching the scene for a while, I was aroused again and couldn't resist. I placed my right hand on the

woman's leg. She pushed it away, but I put it back. For some reason, this time she didn't push it away. At this

moment, the woman to my left put her head close to my ear and said, "How can you be so naughty?" Then she bit my earlobe

. I smiled mischievously at both women. Then my hands began their full-

scale The woman who had been holding my right hand suddenly released it (damn, I'm dizzy from describing the left and right sides.

Hehe). My hand went straight for the heart of the matter, immediately touching her genitals. The caress through her panties was very stimulating;

my hand felt wet, indicating she was already aroused. My hand wasn't satisfied with just caressing

her outside her panties anymore; I explored, finger by finger, inside, touching soft pubic hair. Following

the pubic hair downwards, I finally reached the most mysterious valley, where moisture was already flowing. My middle finger didn't hesitate...

I inserted my fingers, and as they went deeper, she let out a soft moan, gripping my arms tightly.

My fingers moved back and forth inside her. (Sweating profusely, it's so simple to do, but so difficult to describe in

words .)

I was immersed in excitement, and with the rhythm of my fingers, she moaned softly, her

hands even tighter. The woman to my left was rubbing her legs back and forth. My left hand followed

the movement of her legs, slowly reaching inside until it reached her panties. She was the same, her pubic area

was wet. And so, my hands rhythmically moved in and out of their vaginas. With the effort of my fingers,

they reached orgasm one after another. My friend did the same.

When the two-person performance ended, my friend suggested going out for something to eat, and after this intimate contact,

the three ladies naturally had no objections. We took a taxi to a barbecue restaurant, ate some barbecue, and the five of us drank

some alcohol. While drinking, we asked about our next destination. I asked them, "Where are we going later? Do you have

any plans?" They said, "No plans, just coming out to see a show, then going home!" I laughed and said,

"It's a rare opportunity to get out, let's have some fun! Besides, it's quite a coincidence that we bumped into each other!" Hearing this,

the two women I had comforted gave me a coquettish glare. That one look made me feel a little lighter

.

After eating, they all said they were a little dizzy, so I took the opportunity to say, "How about we find a place to rest?" No one

objected, so we took a taxi to the hotel. After arriving at the hotel, my friend used his shameless tricks: "How many rooms do

we need?" I didn't say anything, and neither did the three women. My friend said, "Let's get a

larger suite. We can all chat together and avoid feeling awkward." Of course, I had no objection. The three ladies

hesitated a bit, so my friend quickly added, "We're all friends, there's nothing to worry about, let's book it like this?" I

nodded vigorously in agreement, and the women didn't say anything either, so we booked the largest room.

After entering the room, it felt really nice, with all the facilities. The suite had two rooms, and the most important thing was

the huge bed in the inner room—it could sleep six people lying down sideways. The bed in the outer room

could also sleep four. The bathtub was also spacious, but unfortunately, it was a shower, not a bathtub. I suggested we take a shower first.

My friend immediately perked up and insisted on showering together, but the women refused. Since we had only

known each other for a short time, I didn't want to insist too much and ruin the atmosphere. I asked them, "Who wants to shower first?" My

friend said, "Ladies first, you go first." They shook their heads and said, "You go first." I was a little impatient and

said to my friend, "You shower first, I'm going out to buy something." I turned and left the room.

After leaving the room, I asked the waiter to bring some drinks to our room. I planned to go out and buy some condoms—

safety first, especially since we didn't know each other very well. It was already past 11 pm, and many pharmacies were already

closed. I searched several places before I finally found some. When I returned, my friend had already finished showering, and his girlfriend was showering.

I lit a cigarette and sat between the two women, asking their names. It turned out

the woman with my friend was named Tong Yuxin, and the other two were named Song Xiaohui and Yu Juan. I also introduced myself and my friend

. Just then, Tong Yuxin finished showering and came out. I said to Song Xiaohui and Yu Juan, "Let's

shower together. Otherwise, how long will it take us to shower one by one?" They followed me into

the bathroom . My friend's eyes showed resentment and helplessness.

In the bathroom, the two women were quite open, closing the door and taking off their clothes one after another. I thought they

must have experienced something similar before, otherwise, how could they be so in sync? They were wearing very little and undressed

quickly, disappearing in no time. I carefully observed their bodies. Song Xiaohui was tall and voluptuous

, with very fair skin and high, erect breasts. Her nipples were pink,

like cherries, very alluring, and her abdomen was flat and shapely. Their black pubic hair was glossy, their vulvas were full,

with a slight slit, and the color was beautiful. Their buttocks were perky; in short, they were perfect. Yu Juan was petite

, not very tall, but her breasts were surprisingly large, and her thighs were very firm. I quickly stripped off

my clothes , my little brother already erect and painfully swollen. I pulled them into my

arms, one in each hand, and began to grope their bodies. I have a particular fondness for women's breasts; I've loved touching them since I was a child.

Of course, I wanted to touch them to my heart's content. I vigorously rubbed their breasts, my fingertips lightly brushing against their nipples, feeling

them harden. Their bodies trembled with the friction of my fingertips. Song Xiaohui's hand

grasped my erection, a pleasurable sensation spreading throughout my body. My hand moved from their breasts to their vulvas, touching

their pubic hair, my fingers exploring forward, sliding along the slit to the entrance. At this point, they began to moan,

and as my fingers intensified their movements, their moans grew louder. Yu Juan suddenly squatted down

, grabbed my penis, stroked it a few times, then lowered her head and took it into her mouth, stroking it back and forth while

licking my testicles. The sensation was so pleasurable that my whole body tensed up. I stroked Song Xiaohui's hand even harder,

one hand playing with her breasts, the other fiddling with her vagina, my fingers thrusting in and out .

She held me tightly, seemingly on the verge of collapse.

Finally, with the continuous movement of my fingers, Song Xiaohui reached orgasm, and I ejaculated wildly into Yu Juan's mouth.

Afterwards, we rinsed each other with water and left. My friend and Tong Yuxin were already rolling around on the bed, completely

naked. My friend's hands were rubbing her breasts and genitals, while Tong

Yuxin 's hands were also busy, kneading my friend's penis. Seeing us come out wearing towels, my friend gestured for us to join in. I was also interested, but Song Xiaohui and Yu Juan firmly refused. Reluctantly, I went into the inner room

with them .

After entering the room, I naturally removed the towel and began the operation. I truly experienced what real

passion and excitement were. I had never had sex with two women at the same time before.

How not excite me immensely? These two women were very experienced in sex, skilled in all sorts of positions,

guiding me on how to do it and what would be most arousing. The positions were also very common, the same

positions . First, they both gave me oral sex, one sucking my penis and the other licking my testicles with her tongue, and then I...

One of us would play with the other, taking turns like that. Finally, we all fell asleep amidst the shouts of climax

.

Because I had to go to work, I got up early. Although I was a bit tired from last night's wild fun,

getting up early wasn't a problem for my energetic self. After getting up, I went to the outer room and saw my

two friends fast asleep, embracing each other. I didn't disturb them, went into the bathroom for a shower to refresh myself and avoid

affecting my work. Just as I turned on the water, the door opened, and Tong Yuxin, completely naked, crawled in. She

had a very alluring figure. I was surprised, but unexpectedly, she hugged me as soon as she came in, grinning and saying, "

Let's shower together." Her firm breasts rubbed against my chest, and my penis immediately stood up. She

grabbed it and said, "Why weren't you the one who came to me last night?" What could I say? I hugged her back

, and we caressed each other's bodies. Everything was unspoken. Her skin was smooth; although not as white as

Song Xiaohui 's, it still felt nice to touch. I turned her body around, and she knowingly

bent over, positioning her buttocks against my crotch. My penis was already rock hard; I aimed at

her opening and thrust in. We both groaned simultaneously. Because we were showering, her vagina

was already very lubricated, so it went in easily. After my penis was inside, I paused, savoring

the warmth . Then her hips started to sway; I knew what she wanted, so I started moving too.

My hands gripped her buttocks, my penis thrusting back and forth, and her soft moans turned into loud

cries . We went at it for about 20 minutes before I ejaculated inside her. After we finished, she helped me shower

and dry off. I left first, and seeing my friend still asleep, I didn't wake him. I went back to

the inner room got dressed, and woke Song Xiaohui, telling her I had to go to work. Xiaohui hugged my neck and kissed

me; I kissed her back, and she asked for my contact information. After checking out at the front desk, I took a taxi to

the company.

Once there, I handled some work-related matters. Xiao Hui came to me asking them to rehearse (I'm the screenwriter

and director, not a character in the play). I asked where they were rehearsing. Xiao Hui said in the control room! I followed Xiao Hui

to the control room, where Bing and the other "actors" were already there. Bing and I exchanged glances, but neither of us

spoke. I asked them how their lines were going. They both said they knew them by heart. I said, "Okay, let's have

a dress rehearsal today." Then I found a chair and sat down. Since we needed ample space for rehearsals, the middle

area had to be left empty, so Bing stood next to me, very close. Suddenly, Bing asked me, "

Where did you go last night?" I was taken aback. I replied, "Nowhere. Why?" Bing said, "

What do you smell like?" I suddenly felt guilty because last night's experience was so intense. Even though I showered several times,

I could still smell a woman's fragrance on my clothes. I pretended to be confused and said, "What could I smell like?"

"Of course it's a man's scent." Bing didn't say anything, just gave me a questioning look. I

felt incredibly uncomfortable. I had no motivation to rehearse. I called it a day after just one rehearsal.

After leaving the control room, the more I thought about it, the more uneasy I felt. I couldn't leave a bad impression on Bing. I should

talk to Xiao Hui. Xiao Hui and Bing were best friends; they shared everything. Back in the engineering department,

Bing was there too (there were three offices in the engineering department. Bing and I weren't in the same room). I told Xiao Hui, "

I !" Xiao Hui asked, "Who did you drink with?" I said, "With my classmates. It was their birthday yesterday,

lots of people. They're all old buddies, so drinking was a real battleground. I don't know who messed up my perfume, but I hate the smell of

perfume , especially after drinking so much. It made me throw up. I have no energy at all today." After I finished speaking,

Xiao Hui said, "I was telling you! Why do you smell like that? I thought you were wearing perfume." I said,

"Pretty much . I used a whole bottle!" Everyone in the room laughed after I said that. Bing smiled too!

Time passed by in work and rehearsals, and my love for Bing grew deeper and deeper. Not seeing her for even a short time

felt like something was missing. I knew I was deeply in love. This period was quite uneventful,

a repetitive cycle of work and home!

The spring outing finally arrived, and the company chose Jilin City in Jilin Province as the destination.

At 8:00 AM on May 27th, everyone had already gathered at the company. The company had hired a luxury bus; the leaders

had already gone in their own cars, and we employees had to take the bus. I was the last to board

because I needed to explain all the project details before leaving. So when I got on the bus, all the seats were already

taken. I had to walk to the back to see if there were any empty seats; some colleagues were already sitting on the

plastic . When I got to the back, I saw Bing sitting in the last row, with an empty

seat next to her. I hurried over and saw her bag on the seat next to her—the most

common . Bing saw me and picked up her bag, saying, "Sit here!" Without her saying anything,

I sat down. After everyone was on, the bus started moving.

I turned to Bing and said, "Was this seat reserved?" Bing, looking

relaxed , turned and glared at me with a look that said, "Are you

stupid?" If she wasn't stupid, why would she ask such a silly question? Her words left me speechless

! Bing was wearing a white tracksuit and white sneakers today, looking

particularly beautiful. Seeing me staring at her, Bing rolled her eyes and said with a slight reproach, "What are you looking at now?" I

blurted out, "So many things I want to see, but unfortunately, they're all blocked!" Bing playfully pinched me, and I

stopped her with my hand, grabbing her hand instead. Even today, I still don't know how I could have been

so ! After holding her hand, I didn't let go, and Bing didn't pull away, letting me hold it. I

held Bing's hand like that for a long time, neither of us speaking. The feeling was like an atomic bomb

exploding , my blood rushing with excitement, yet also like a clear spring flowing into my heart, so peaceful, so profound, filled

with a feeling of happiness. I just wanted to hold Bing's hand like this forever!

We were both silent, immersed in this wonderful happiness. After a long time, Bing suddenly said...

"I want to drink water," I said to Bing, puzzled. "Then drink it," Bing said shyly. "

How can I drink when you're holding my hand?" I let go of her hand and said with a mischievous smile, "When did you put your hand in

mine?" Bing playfully hit me and said, "You naughty boy." I savored the beauty of this tenderness...

By

this time, the car was already on the highway. Some people in the car were playing cards, some were napping, but

Bing and I were whispering to each other.

Bing said to me, "Why are your eyes always so melancholy? Tell me about your experiences!" I

shrugged nonchalantly and said, "What melancholy? Have you been reading too many romance novels? You're

a little ?"

Bing insisted, "Don't hide it anymore. Your eyes have already said a lot."

I stared at Bing with wide eyes and said, "Then look into my eyes and see if you can see my experiences."

Bing glanced at my eyes and whispered, "You pervert!"

After saying that, we looked at each other and laughed, but dared not laugh too loudly. That situation, that feeling, was truly

wonderful! Like the fragrance of blooming gardenias, so sweet!

Bing didn't give up questioning me, and what could I say? It wasn't that I had any shameful past,

but I had experienced too much, and in the cycle of life, all that remained were scars and a belly full of disharmony.

It wasn't that I was holding back, but I simply didn't want to bring up the pain of the past. I changed the subject, saying to Bing, "

Tell me about your experiences."

Bing smiled mischievously and said, "You can see it through my eyes too."

I grinned mischievously and said, "Your eyes aren't much better than mine. Just tell me already."

Bing was silent for a moment before saying, "My life is very simple, there's not much to say."

I said, "Then tell me about you and your husband."

A helpless and sad expression appeared on Bing's face as she said, "You might not believe it, but although I've been married for

over two years, we've spent less than six months together in total. He's very busy, he only comes home

a few times ."

I said to Bing, "So you usually live alone?"

Bing nodded helplessly and said, "Just me. At first, I was really scared being alone at night,

but I got used to it after a while."

I naturally took Bing's hand and said with heartache, "I really feel sorry for you."

Bing looked at me with a complicated look for a long time without saying anything.

I held Bing's hand tightly, afraid she would leave me. My endless love for Bing was

now mixed with a deep sadness and pity.

No matter how rich a woman's material life may be, the most important thing is inner fulfillment. No

amount of material possessions can fill the emptiness within. I felt I should do something for Bing, even if my efforts were

futile , even if what I was pursuing was just a fleeting emptiness…

So I held Bing's hand, and her body gradually leaned against my shoulder. Because

the car was full of colleagues, she didn't dare rest her head on me. I could only feel

the pressure of her body on my shoulder; her posture was still that of a normal passenger. This was a comfort to me, after all, Bing had already responded

. (This response wasn't sexual, but rather a reaction to this emotion.)

The journey was long, but the car traveled smoothly on the highway. Bing's body, nestled against my shoulder,

gradually tightened, and she drifted off to sleep in comfort. Looking at her sleeping face, a feeling of tenderness welled up within me. My hand

involuntarily rested on her lovely face, gently stroking it. I felt like she was the closest person to me;

this tenderness was devoid of any ulterior motives. My hand felt the smoothness of her face and her soft breathing. The journey was

tedious, but my heart was filled with happiness. I wished this road had no end, and that we could just keep

going like this forever…

As the car entered Jilin, Bing woke up. I saw her nestled in my arms (because

she naturally slid while sleeping, I could only hold her, not wanting to wake her), her face

flushed with a shy expression, so touching! Bing gave me a reproachful look and said, “I’ve been sleeping for a long time, haven’t I? Why didn’t

you wake me?” I stretched my stiff and numb arms and said, “You were sleeping so soundly, so I let you sleep a little longer

. You’ve been working hard these past few days.” Bing smiled and didn’t say anything more. In her smile, I could

feel her happiness.

Our travel itinerary was: after arriving in Jilin, we would first go to Fengman, then visit Songhua Lake. We arrived in Jilin

before 1 p.m. We would have a whole fish feast at Songhua Lake for lunch, spend the afternoon exploring the lake, and stay overnight on Wuhu Island on the lake

. After dinner, there would be a bonfire party. (This is the gala I mentioned above, the one with performances.)

We returned to the city the next day at noon, spent three days there, and then headed back. This is my summary of the trip.

After arriving in Fengman, we first visited the hydroelectric power station. At this point, Bing couldn't get too close to me. Bing

was with Xiaohui, while I was with my male colleague. After visiting the power station, we took a boat to Wuhu Island. The boat

was huge, and we had a treasure hunt on board. Hehe, it was quite fun. Because there were so many people, I

felt awkward getting too close to Bing. We arrived at Wuhu Island around 6 PM. After arriving

and settling into our rooms, we explored the area while waiting for dinner. Luckily, Bing and I had rooms opposite each other.

Since dinner was scheduled for late, we went sightseeing in small groups after settling in

. The place we stayed was the only hotel on the island, with a very nice environment. It had three floors: the first floor had

a restaurant and entertainment room, and the second and third floors had guest rooms. Bing and I both stayed on the third floor. The island is in the middle of the lake,

surrounded by water. It has mountains and pavilions; the mountains are quite large and high. After settling in, it was getting

dark. I was chatting with the boss in the pavilion on the first floor when my phone rang. It was Xiaohui;

it was Bing and Xiaohui wanting to go for a walk, but the two girls were a little scared, so they asked me to go with them.

The boss was right next to me during the call. After I finished, he said, "Be a protector of the flowers,

take good care of them, safety first." I pretended to be calm and went to find Bing and Xiaohui. When I saw them, Bing seemed

a little shy, and Xiaohui said, "This will be hard on you, come hiking with us." Hearing that we were going hiking, I felt...

I was a little reluctant to go because I'm on the heavier side, and climbing a mountain would be a challenge for me. Seeing Bing's

expectant eyes, I straightened my back and said, "It's my honor to serve such beautiful women, especially since there are two of them!"

Xiao Hui laughed and said, "You're so sweet-talking."

I joked, "Then do you want to try it?" As soon as I said it, I regretted it. I secretly glanced

at Bing; her face was expressionless. I knew she was a little angry. Men and women are the same; even if it's not something

they possess, as long as they're intimate, they'll have a possessive feeling and don't like seeing others being intimate.

Xiao Hui said, "Stop being so vain, let's go, it'll get dark soon." I didn't say anything more. The three of us

started climbing the mountain.

At first, the path wasn't very steep, but it got steeper as we went higher. So I could only show my

manly spirit, holding onto one of them with each hand. I felt quite noble; at least I was in such close

contact with two beautiful women without a single impure thought. Maybe it's because I'm so deeply in love with Bing.

After climbing to the top of the mountain, we were all panting heavily. There was a pavilion at the summit, so we sat

down there. Our colleagues had also climbed up and gathered in the pavilion, chatting animatedly about their experiences.

Bing and I didn't join the conversation, only occasionally stealing glances at each other before quickly

looking away . This furtive feeling was incredibly exciting. I think Bing felt the excitement too, as her face would occasionally

flush.

After resting for a while, the other colleagues gradually went back. Xiao Hui suggested we leave, but Bing said she was tired and wanted

to rest a little longer. I remained silent. Xiao Hui glanced at Bing, then turned to look at me, giving me

a suggestive smile that sent chills down my spine. I pretended not to see it and deliberately admired the scenery at the summit.

Xiao Hui said to Bing, "Then you should rest a little longer. Let Yu Han stay here with you. I'll go back with the others."

Bing nodded. As my colleagues left, I also left the pavilion and wandered around to make sure they had

all gone back. I didn't see anyone else heading up the mountain, so I returned to the pavilion.

Bing saw me and said, "It's really bad not to exercise. My legs are killing me after climbing for a while."

Hearing this, I immediately perked up and said to Bing, "Your legs hurt, right? Let me massage them for you."

Bing blushed and said shyly, "You just want to take advantage of me, don't you?"

I chuckled and said, "Don't wrong me, I'm just trying to ease your pain."

Since it was just the two of us at the top of the mountain, Bing became much more cheerful and said with a smile,

"You're really good at making excuses for yourself."

I squatted down beside her, gently lifted her legs and placed them on the stone bench, saying, "You haven't always

thought of me as that kind of person, have you?"

Bing smiled mischievously and said, "Who told you to have such restless eyes?"

I immediately remembered the beautiful scenery from that day and excitedly said, "Not only are my eyes restless, but now my hands are

too !" As I spoke, I gently massaged her calves.

Bing exclaimed, "Be gentle! It hurts!"

I said while rubbing, "Gentle won't do. I have to be firm now, otherwise you won't be able to sleep tonight."

Bing didn't say anything. I carefully rubbed her calves and calves. As I moved my hands, Bing

's eyes became somewhat wistful.

I hesitated, struggling internally. Although I really wanted to move my hands up, I had many concerns...

After

struggling internally for a long time, I finally couldn't resist the temptation. My hands slowly moved up Bing's calves

. I pretended to be very natural, massaging with my fingers as I moved upwards. My hands had already passed Bing

's knees. Bing felt it and blushed deeply, but she didn't stop me. Looking at her blushing face,

it felt like she was encouraging me. My nervousness gradually subsided. When my hands touched the groin,

Bing pressed my hands down. At this point, we were very close, our upper bodies were touching. Bing hugged me,

and I withdrew my hands from her legs and hugged Bing back. We hugged like that, feeling each other's

heartbeats. Ice said to me in a sobbing voice, "We're playing with fire." Tears streamed down

her face, and I felt their wetness and bitterness. I hugged her tightly. Ice

continued , "Why is this happening? Why is this happening? Why can't I refuse you? Why, when you're

mean to me, do I not get angry, but instead feel a sense of anticipation?" I didn't answer her questions.

I released my hold on her, making us face to face. Her hands were still around me. I looked into her

eyes, and she looked into mine. I lowered my head slowly, towards her lips,

giving her time to think—to accept or refuse. She didn't refuse. Finally, our lips met.

In that instant, I felt Ice's body tremble; perhaps from tension, perhaps from excitement,

I didn't know.

This kiss wasn't a passionate, stormy one. When our lips touched, it was

just a quiet, still touch. Slowly, my tongue explored her mouth. Bing hesitated for a moment, but then accepted.

She slightly opened her mouth, and my tongue entered, gently swirling around. Her tongue responded in

kind. My hands were around Bing's waist, while her hands were wrapped around my neck. Our tongues

danced back and forth in each other's mouths. We kissed for a long, long time, melting into the wonderful kiss. The feeling was peculiar,

without desire, very peaceful, somewhat like the feeling of a first kiss. Yes, it was the feeling of a first kiss.

The kiss didn't end until we were both breathless. Bing nestled against me, burying her head deep in

my chest.

I looked at Bing affectionately and asked, "Do you regret it?"

Bing gently punched my chest with her small fist and said coquettishly, "You're the worst! You got the advantage and then bullied

me."

I cried out in protest, "How could I dare bully you? I love you more than enough!" After saying that, I

kissed Bing on the cheek again.

I said to Bing, "This natural feeling is wonderful; my heart is leaping with joy like a child's."

Bing hugged me tightly and said, "I feel the same way. Otherwise, how could I not know how to refuse?"

I smiled mischievously and asked Bing, "Do you believe in feelings?"

Bing nodded and said, "I do." Then she playfully hit me and continued, "If you don't believe in feelings..."

"If it weren't for the influence of feelings, would I be like this with you?"

I pretended not to understand and asked, "What do you mean by 'with me'? I don't understand."

Hearing me say this, Bing said angrily, "You're the worst one." I

lowered my head and gently kissed Bing's hair, ears, and neck. Under my kisses, Bing became somewhat

aroused , letting out soft moans. I was also very excited, and my hands, which had been on Bing's waist, began to wander. Gradually

, they reached Bing's buttocks. Bing glanced at me shyly but didn't object to my actions. I figured we were both adults,

and both very sensitive; now that the barrier had been broken, there was nothing to hold back.

Bing's buttocks were full, soft yet elastic, and felt wonderful to the touch. I guessed her breasts must be quite

nice too. Bing's body writhed in my arms, and she kissed my lips passionately. The kiss was intense;

Bing was very proactive. My hands, while caressing her buttocks, moved towards her breasts. Because we were

kissing , it was difficult to touch her breasts, as our bodies were very close. When our lips parted

, I suddenly grasped Bing's breast; just as I had imagined, it was large. They were also very elastic.

Even through her clothes, I could feel their fullness and firmness.

There's no need to elaborate on my caresses of Bing; they were limited to touching her breasts and buttocks. I don't

know how much time passed, but Xiao Hui called to urge us to go back because it was time for dinner. And so, reluctantly,

we left the mountaintop.

Back at the restaurant, the table was already set. Xiao Hui looked at me with a scrutinizing gaze, making me feel a little

guilty. Bing pulled Xiao Hui away, muttering to herself as they walked; unfortunately, I couldn't hear what they were talking about.

After washing up, everyone gradually arrived at the restaurant. Dinner was lively. Because there would be activities after dinner,

everyone was in high spirits, toasting each other, creating a great atmosphere. Still basking in

the excitement of the summit, I drank a lot of alcohol, feeling a little tipsy. The hazy feeling of being half-drunk and half-awake was wonderful.

Everyone unanimously praised me, saying, "You have a good capacity for alcohol; you have potential." "

Bing also had some wine; perhaps she, like me, was still immersed in its beauty. After the wine, Bing was even more

radiant, a faint smile on her flushed face, exuding gentleness and elegance in every gesture.

Looking at Bing's beauty, a sentence came to mind: 'Your eternal beauty is my pride. Beauty is having

love in your heart!'" After dinner

, the organizers of the bonfire party got busy

setting up the stage behind the hotel. Those of us with nothing better to do, like myself, were enjoying the moment with a few drinks, reminiscing about the good life. I don't like crowds; I always

feel lonely in noisy settings. Sitting alone in a dark corner,

watching Bing's figure, a sense of helpless melancholy filled my heart.

Time marched on, and the night deepened. I don't know how long I sat there alone, but Xiao Hui came running over to call me, saying the party

was about to start and everyone was looking for me. I followed Xiao Hui to the back of the hotel. The bonfire

was already lit, the colorful lights and sound system were set up, the tables and chairs were neatly arranged, and everyone

was present. I gathered the skit actors together and gave them some pointers on what to pay attention to during the performance.

Then I specifically reminded Bing to be careful on stage during her performance. The transitions between lines should be seamless, without any gaps. After speaking with

them , I casually found a seat in the back row.

The party then began, and it was incredibly lively. The performances by each department were all extremely精彩 (jingcai - excellent/brilliant).

Everyone was excited, and cheers were deafening. Our department's performance was in the middle of the show. At

the beginning everyone was a little nervous, but as the plot unfolded, they quickly got into character and performed very

successfully! They brought the atmosphere to a fever pitch, becoming the climax of the party. Bing's contribution was significant

; she played a crucial role in ensuring the smooth flow of the entire skit. I was delighted by their successful performance. Unexpectedly,

at the end of the skit, Bing suddenly said, "The success of our skit and its

recognition by everyone is all thanks to the hard work of our scriptwriter and director, Jiang Yuhan. On behalf of

all the actors in our skit, I would like to express my gratitude to him." After speaking, everyone took their bows, which elicited another round of enthusiastic applause.

The sunset was obscured by the twilight, casting a shadow over the endless darkness of the earth, while the warm glow of the lamplight filled the air with coziness. The changing

lights reflected on the faces of everyone who was happy, turning into laughter.

Amidst the laughter, this unforgettable bonfire party came to an end. Even as the music ended and the party was over,

the excitement and passion in our hearts could not be dispelled. I thought this would be a sleepless night. I walked to the pavilion in the courtyard,

where a gentle evening breeze blew, making me want to groan comfortably. At this moment, Bing also came to the pavilion with me, and after sitting down... No one spoke. They

simply savored the tranquility of the moment, the serene scenery, and the peaceful heart. Far from the bustling city, they had come to

this picturesque place of green mountains and clear waters. In the quiet night, with a beautiful woman by their side,

happiness and warmth flowed through their hearts, free of any distractions. They thought, "What more could one ask for in life?"

They looked up at the countless twinkling stars in the dark night sky, their eyes filled with a misty haze. They

spoke to Bing in a self-talking manner: "Everyone walks a different path, pursues different ideals, but

the ultimate goal is the same: to find their own happiness." They turned to

Bing, looking into her eyes, and said slowly and deeply, "What is happiness?"

Bing looked into their eyes, her gaze filled with tenderness, and said, "Sometimes I really feel

foolish , never seriously considering what happiness is, feeling that my life is already happy." Bing

paused, then continued, "At this moment, I finally understand that experiencing the emotion within tranquility is true

happiness."

I nodded in agreement and said, "After the passion fades, tranquility follows." A

gentle breeze carried the fragrance of lilac blossoms, making me feel even more refreshed. I said to Bing with deep affection,

"No matter what happens to us in the future, at this moment you belong to me."

Hearing this, Bing threw herself into my arms, tears streaming down her face once more.

I gently stroked Bing's hair, wanting to say something, but my excited heart felt as

heavy as a boulder, and I couldn't utter a word.

As we gradually calmed down, seeing Bing's tear-streaked face, my heart ached. I

said to Bing, "After all this time, we still haven't had a proper talk. Although we both feel this..."

" I'm overwhelmed by emotions, but I hope we can both be rational, because I don't want you to get

hurt in the slightest."

Bing remained silent.

I gently patted Bing's back and said, "Come on, let's talk this out!"

Bing slowly released her arms from my embrace, and we sat down together.

I said to Bing, "Perhaps you don't understand my feelings and my heart. I'm absolutely serious about you. I don't

know how to explain it so you can understand."

Bing nodded and said, "I understand."

I continued, "I'm emotionally slow. For many years I've been searching, searching

to the point where I almost gave up, but then I met you. You don't know

how shocked I was when I first saw you! Later, through our interactions, I knew I had fallen deeply in love with you."

Bing said, somewhat moved, "I could tell from the way you looked at me. At that time, I was really

nervous and scared. I didn't know how to make things easier for both of us, and my heart was filled with contradictions.

I'm a woman, I can't afford to lose!"

I looked at Bing, puzzled, and asked, "Why the contradictions?" "

Bing hesitated for a moment and said, 'If I hadn't understood your eyes, if I had no feelings for you at all,

then at least I would be better off now.'

I gripped Bing's hand tightly, and Bing continued, 'The sadness and melancholy that occasionally flickered in your eyes

always made my heart tremble.' Bing smiled and added, 'Most importantly, the way you look at me is so intense,

it melts me!'

Hearing Bing say this, I was very excited, my hands trembling slightly.

I said excitedly, 'I never thought you could understand me; you truly understand my worries.'

Bing's expression turned sad, and after a moment of silence, she said, 'It's a pity we met so late. Whether my life has been happy or not in these two years of

marriage , I am still married. I should have a

sincere attitude towards my family and my husband. Before I met you, my life was very peaceful, and I never had any distracting thoughts.

I only thought about my husband who was always away from home, and I never thought about any other man besides him. Although it was monotonous,

there was a sense of peace.'

Bing took a deep breath and continued, 'But after meeting you, my heart began to run wild.' "

"Perhaps I'm not a truly good woman."

I listened quietly as Bing finished speaking, a bittersweet feeling filling my

heart . Hearing Bing's heartfelt words gave me a deeper understanding of her.

I tentatively asked, "Have you thought about the future?"

Bing shook her head helplessly, saying, "I don't know, I don't even dare to think about it."

I asked Bing, "Then can you leave him?"

Bing remained silent for a long, long time, her sorrow deepening.

Finally, she shook her head again and said, "Marriage is not a game, I can't afford to lose."

I didn't know what Bing meant by "can't afford to lose"—was it a lack of confidence? Or was it that I couldn't compare to her

husband ? My heart ached.

I continued to ask Bing, "Then what are we?"

Bing's expression became complex, filled with contradiction and pain. I suddenly sensed her inner struggle.

After a moment, Bing said, "I'm sorry. Perhaps my inability to resist you is the greatest harm we can suffer."

I said in a low voice, "Then do you love me?"

Bing's face suddenly flushed red, a flush of anger.

She snapped, "If I hadn't fallen in love with you, would I be like this? What do you take me for?

What do you take yourself for?" I

pulled Bing into my arms, kissed her on the lips, and said, "I'm sorry, I misspoke."

Bing rested her head against my chest, looking so vulnerable.

I didn't say anything more. Silence fell between us again.

In that silence, I thought a lot. The heavy heart gradually subsided, replaced by an

indescribable sadness.

I said to Bing, "My understanding of love is this: if you truly love someone, your greatest wish

is for them to live a happy and joyful life! If your loved one is happy, then you

can be happy too! I truly love you, so I don't want to see you suffer even the slightest harm. As long as you are happy,

I am happy!" "

Bing hugged me and cried again!

It was late at night, and the spring breeze still lingered on the branches, whimpering. Dawn would break in two hours.

At this moment, many people were lost in the sweet melody of dreams. But Bing and I, because of our sorrow, couldn't sleep. The pavilion seemed

to have grown cold because of our heavy hearts. Seeing Bing's shivering body, I helped her up and said

, 'The night is getting cold, go back and rest.' Bing stubbornly twisted her body, refusing to go back.

I said to Bing, 'I'm not a gentleman, but some things cannot cross the line.'

Bing looked up at me, confused.

I continued, 'Although I want you, I don't just want your body. I

want all of you. If you could leave him, I would definitely marry you. I know you can't leave him. So

I can't hurt you!'

I paused, adjusted my tone, and continued, 'You were able to be calm before because you felt no guilt.

If something really happened between us, and you couldn't leave him, could you still be calm?'" "

Bing looked at me in surprise, perhaps she hadn't expected me to say these things.

Perhaps I didn't know why I said them either. I'm not a naive person; my lust is perhaps

stronger than anyone else's! So I was surprised by myself. Maybe this is true love! I didn't quite understand,

but what I wanted was not to bring any hardship to Bing's future life because of my desires. And I also

knew deeply that Bing couldn't refuse me, just as I couldn't resist this feeling.

Looking at Bing's surprised expression, I thought that since things had already developed to this point, some things should be made

clearer . If we continued to develop according to our feelings, then I think we would both be brewing a

bitter cup for ourselves. If it reached this point, then I wouldn't be loving Bing, but hurting her.

The harm would be a permanent sorrow. Thinking calmly, compared to Bing's husband, I am indeed worlds apart. Bing..."

My in-laws are incredibly powerful, far beyond what a young man like me can compare to. Although people say love is more important

than anything else, in today's society, a marriage without a material foundation is extremely difficult. Love alone doesn't guarantee happiness

! To make the one you love happy, love must be combined with a comfortable material life!

Gathering my chaotic thoughts, I said to Bing, "No one dares to gamble with their fate, because no one

can predict what tomorrow will bring. If happiness is measured solely by love, then I will bring you

the greatest happiness. Unfortunately, life isn't that simple. You say you can't afford to lose, and I understand! I can't afford to

lose . Since neither of us can bear the burden of this game, the best way is not to play it!"

Bing stared blankly at me, then suddenly slapped me hard across the face, catching me

completely off guard . Then, Bing unleashed a hysterical tirade of abuse, turned, and staggered back to her place.

The tears rolling down her cheeks revealed that Bing was crying again! I stood there numbly, feeling as if my thoughts had left my body,

my mind a complete blank! I didn't know what I was thinking. Maybe I wasn't thinking about anything, or maybe I was thinking about a lot of things.

I didn't understand why Bing reacted so strongly. Everything I said was just stating the facts, and everything was for Bing's sake.

Why was she like this?

Lost in thought, dawn broke! I had stood there all night! Watching my colleagues head towards the restaurant,

I numbly trudged towards it as well. To be honest, I couldn't eat anything,

but this was a group activity, and if I showed any abnormality, everyone would suspect something. After finding a table to sit down, I

saw Bing and Xiao Hui walk over together. Bing's eyes were terribly swollen and red; I thought she must have cried for a long time

and hadn't slept all night. Xiao Hui glared at me fiercely before turning her head away. I forced myself to drink a glass of milk,

secretly glancing at Bing. She hadn't eaten anything! My heart began to race with inexplicable anxiety.

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author After breakfast, there is a large treasure hunt. The plan was simple: designate an area on the mountain

and hide slips of paper with prizes written on them within that area. The top prize was a digital camera, and the lowest prize was

a Paradise umbrella. While the organizers were setting up, I went to Bing's room. I knocked a few times, and Xiao Hui opened the door

. Seeing me, she immediately became angry. Because we usually got along very well, I

was mindful of her mood, so I pulled her close and said, "Are you out of your mind? You've been giving me the cold shoulder since

this morning . Are you some kind of landlord?" Xiao Hui shook off my hand, turned around, closed

the door, and said, "I wish I'd taken the wrong medicine. What's wrong with you? Bing cried all night.

Don't treat me like an idiot, as if I don't understand. You're just playing with fire." At that moment, I didn't care whether others knew

or not. What I wanted to know most was Bing's condition. I said to Xiaohui, "I'll go in and see."

Xiaohui stopped me and said, "What happened between you two last night?" Then, with a suspicious look, she asked me

, "Did you bully Bing?" I said irritably, "I wanted to bully you too! You keep an eye out for

anyone coming, I'm going in to check." Xiaohui also said angrily, "There's no one on the whole floor,

everyone 's gone down to prepare for the treasure hunt, and you expect me to keep an eye out for you? Don't be so conceited."

I ignored Xiaohui and pushed open the door to Bing's room. Bing was lying face down on the bed, motionless. I walked over

quietly and sat down on the edge of her bed. I put my hand on Bing's shoulder, but she still didn't move!

I lifted her up forcefully, revealing her face. Because she was lying face down with her eyes pressed against the pillow,

Bing's eyes were even more red and swollen. Even after I turned her body over and revealed her face, Bing's

eyes remained closed. After holding her silently for a while, I put my mouth to Bing's ear and

gently breathed into it, saying, "If you close your eyes any longer, you'll look like a panda! You'll become a national treasure!" Bing couldn't resist

the tickling sensation in her ear, squirming and pounding my back with her hands, but she wouldn't open her eyes. Suddenly, I

kissed Bing on the lips. At first, she tried to push me away, but I held her tightly

. After a few attempts, realizing she couldn't move me, she gave up. However, she kept her mouth tightly shut, and my tongue couldn't penetrate

her defenses. I started scratching her armpits to tickle her,

and having no other choice, I opened my mouth to breathe. This allowed my tongue to easily slip into her mouth. As my tongue moved, Bing gradually

responded, and her breathing became more rapid. After a passionate French kiss, I lifted my head

and parted my lips from hers. At this moment, Bing's eyes opened.

I laughed and said, "You're not opening your eyes, are you?"

Bing hit me with her hand, saying, "You bad guy...you bad guy..."

I knew that the turmoil of last night had dissipated with Bing's words. But I still didn't understand why Bing was

so angry. I thought about it carefully, and I hadn't said anything wrong! Unable to suppress my doubts, I

asked , "What happened to you last night? You were acting like a madman?"

Bing said quietly, "Maybe I really am going crazy."

I asked in surprise, "Why? Don't scare me, okay?"

Bing said somewhat agitatedly, "You still have the nerve to say that! Always saying such high-sounding words, making yourself seem so

great? You keep saying everything is for me! When you're mean to me, it's for me, when you say those

heartless it's also for me. But have you ever really thought about me?"

Looking at Bing's agitated expression, I became even more confused, and I asked in bewilderment, "What heartless things did I say?

Isn't all of this for you? If I didn't think about you, would I be so aggrieved?"

Bing looked at me and said, "Are you feeling wronged?" Then, rolling her eyes, she said in a strange tone, "How exactly am I

wronged ?"

Bing's expression made me both laugh and cry; she was stubborn yet mischievous, very cute!

Noticing I was staring at her without speaking, Bing tugged at my sleeve and said, "You still haven't answered

me?"

I smiled and said, "Men in relationships are generally driven more by lust than love, and it's hard for them to control

their impulses or emotional outbursts at crucial moments! But for me, love outweighs lust."

Bing thought for a moment and said, "Then did you control yourself?"

I smiled mischievously, reached out and pinched Bing's breast, saying, "What do you think?"

Then I chuckled!

Bing playfully slapped me and laughed along!

After laughing for a while, Bing said, "Actually, I understand everything you said, and I know you did it for me.

But have you ever thought about what kind of force drives a woman, a married woman, to

break free from the constraints of morality and ethics, regardless of the consequences, while bearing the dual pressure of morality and ethics?"

Bing paused, then reached out and stroked my injured left cheek, continuing, "

You misunderstood what I meant by 'can't accept defeat' last night. It has nothing to do with material things! I'm not a vain woman. So when you said that to me,

I was really hurt and angry!"

I didn't say anything, just enjoying the gentle touch of Bing's hand on my face.

Bing gently asked, "Does it still hurt?"

I pretended to be aggrieved and said, "It hurts."

Bing tilted her head and kissed my cheek, saying, "How about now?"

I said blissfully, "Hmm, it's better, but it still hurts."

Then I brought my face close to Bing's lips.

Bing flicked my forehead with her finger and said, "You bad boy, trying to be naughty again?"

This immediately provoked my fierce action, launching an attack on Bing with both hands and mouth. First,

my lecherous mouth covered Bing's small mouth, my tongue sliding into it. My hand quickly slipped

inside her clothes, soon grasping her softness. Before Bing could react, two of her most important parts were already

under my control. Bing struggled a few times, but under the stirring of my tongue and the caress of my hands,

her body gradually softened, accepting my actions. My hand moved back and forth between her breasts, Bing

's breathing became heavy, and as the pressure on her breasts increased, she finally groaned!

At this moment, my feelings were complex, a joy of possession, a desire to own her, and I think the strongest feeling

was excitement and agitation! I had intended to stop after a brief taste, but in this atmosphere, I really didn't want to stop.

My hand also began to reach for Bing's waistband. Since Bing was wearing athletic casual pants without a belt,

my hand easily slipped inside! When my hand touched her smooth, delicate, and very flat abdomen,

the feeling was indescribable. It was indescribably comfortable!

My hand lingered on Bing's lower abdomen for a long time, enjoying its smooth softness!

My hand slowly slid down, my fingers touching the delicate pubic hair.

Just as I was completely captivated, the door opened, and Bing and I immediately separated. Xiao Hui walked in and

said, "The treasure hunt has already started, aren't you going?"

If looks could kill, Xiao Hui would have died countless times under my gaze! I

had already cursed all her relatives in my heart.

Xiao Hui's sudden appearance made Bing nervous and shy. Bing said somewhat awkwardly to Xiao Hui, "Then let's

go have some ."

Xiao Hui said, "Then I'll go downstairs first, hurry up."

After saying that, she left. Bing and I looked at each other, both feeling a little embarrassed.

Bing said to me, "Since we've come to a foreign place, we should cherish this short time together. No matter what happens when we

go back , these few days belong to each other."

Hearing Bing say this, my heart suddenly felt at ease. My worries and hesitations vanished. Yes! Since Bing had already spoken

her mind , what was there for me, as a man, to pretend? No matter what the future holds, I truly controlled myself to the extreme for Bing's

happiness. As long as I have that, I can live up to the title of a man!

I think, why should two people in love suffer so much? If this love is destined to have no ending,

shouldn't we cherish our time together even more? I don't ask for forever, only for the exhilaration of having shared it—can I

truly do that?

Thinking about these things, I felt at peace. I said to Bing, "Come on, have a good time these next few days."

Bing smiled at me meaningfully, her eyes filled with boundless tenderness! At that moment, Bing and I truly

reached a spiritual connection, and I finally understood the true meaning of unspoken understanding. Words

are meaningless in the presence of lovers; a single glance, a smile, can be translated into a thousand tender feelings in each other's hearts!

This feeling is wonderful!

Bing and I walked out of the room one after the other, and saw Xiaohui still at the door. I asked in surprise, "Didn't you go downstairs

?"

Xiaohui gave me that damn "you're an idiot" look again and said, "I'm really impressed with you. I've helped you to this extent

, and you still don't understand?"

I asked in confusion, "Helped me? Helped me in what way?"

Xiaohui rolled her eyes at me and said, "Everyone's downstairs right now. What will

people ?"

I suddenly realized, gave Xiaohui a grateful look, and then the three of us went downstairs.

After we got downstairs, my colleagues were preparing for the treasure hunt, guessing where it might be hidden.

After a while , the people who hid the treasure returned, told everyone the location of the treasure, and announced the start of the activity! Bing,

Xiaohui, and I walked up the mountain together.

As we were about to head up the mountain, Xiaohui said to me, "Don't always follow us! You and Bing will have

time ."

Bing, a little embarrassed, said to Xiaohui, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Xiaohui laughed and said to Bing, "Look at your blushing face, what's there to be nervous about?"

Bing touched her face and said, "I'm not nervous at all!"

I thought I shouldn't always be with them, so I said to them, "Okay then! You two

be careful on your way up the mountain."

Bing whispered to me, "You be careful too."

I nodded, and we exchanged a deep, affectionate glance.

After watching Bing and Xiaohui go up the mountain, I sat down on a bench at the foot of the mountain. I was particularly

tired , especially after not sleeping a wink last night; I had no energy whatsoever and absolutely no interest in treasure hunting. Just then,

my colleague Xiao Liu came over and, seeing me sitting there, said, "Brother Jiang, why didn't you go up the mountain?"

I told Xiao Liu, "Too tired, and my luck wasn't good either; I wouldn't find anything anyway."

Xiao Liu laughed at my words and said, "Come on, who cares if we find anything or not, it's all about participation

."

I couldn't bear to refuse his kindness, so I stood up and said, "Okay! Let's participate then."

And so we went up the mountain.

I had absolutely no hope of finding anything, so I just wandered around aimlessly on the mountain! I could hear

the excited shouts of colleagues who had found prizes from time to time. Prizes of all levels appeared one after another, and the

final prize was also found thanks to the hard work of Shan Shan from the design department. I thought that was about it; it was time to go down the mountain! Unexpectedly

, on the way down the mountain, I suddenly saw a small piece of paper tucked into a thick pine branch. It was placed in a very

difficult ; if I hadn't been looking down from above, I wouldn't have noticed it either. I took it down and opened it;

it read: "Prize: A bottle of Christian Dior perfume and a skincare set." Honestly, I was really

happy at that moment, delighted by this unexpected windfall!

After returning home, I took a shower and then lay down on the bed to rest. My roommate was already busy building a Great Wall (a reference to a game of chance)

. After the treasure hunt, it was free time, as the island is quite large and the scenery is very pleasant.

Lying in bed, I thought about everything that had happened since I met Bing. When I saw

the perfume and skincare products on the table, I thought I should give them to Bing. Although I didn't buy them myself, they were lucky

finds, and giving them to her was a way of sharing this good fortune with her. I got up, dressed, picked up

the items, and headed out. When I opened the door, Bing was standing there, about to knock.

She looked a little startled when the door suddenly opened. I said to Bing, "I was just looking for you."

Bing seemed to have recovered somewhat and said, "I was looking for you too."

I smiled and said, "Then come in."

People were walking back and forth in the corridor. Bing hesitated for a moment and said, "I won't come in, I have

something ." She then took out a box. I took it and saw it was a Philips deluxe shaver.

I said to Bing, "I also have something for you." I handed her the item. Bing

looked at with delight; I thought she would love it!

Bing happily said to me, "Thank you so much, I love it!"

After saying that, she looked around and quickly kissed me on the cheek. After the kiss, she turned and ran back to

her room. I touched my kissed cheek, feeling the lingering fragrance. My heart was intoxicated!

Back in my room, my excited heart couldn't calm down for a long time. Like drinking a fine wine, I was tipsy.

This feeling was the same as during my first love; a casual gesture could touch my heartstrings, and small things could

sway my joy and sorrow. Often feeling lost, often inexplicably joyful. It feels so good to be in love!

We had lunch at 2 PM, and after a short rest, we prepared to leave Wuhu Island. At 4 PM,

the boat to take us away arrived. I helped Bing with her things, and Xiaohui and I boarded first. I wanted to enjoy

the , but my colleagues insisted on playing cards, so we spent our lake trip playing cards.

After arriving in the city, we settled into the Wusong Hotel. We had dinner early, at 6 PM, because many colleagues

wanted to enjoy the night view of Jilin. After dinner, I went back to my room to unpack and shaved with the

razor . The feeling of the razor gliding across my face was like being caressed by a lover—so pleasant!

After finishing, I went out because I had arranged to go for a walk with Bing. When I arrived at the hotel entrance, Bing

was already waiting for me. Because we were afraid of being seen by our colleagues, we didn't speak and walked one after the other towards the riverside

road. We arrived at the riverside road around 7 PM. Jilin City has made significant strides in urban planning in recent years,

achieving a considerable level of green coverage. The construction of the riverside highway, in particular, has become one of Jilin's

most beautiful sights. As we walked to the riverside square in front of the municipal government building, the sun was slowly sinking into the sunset. Suddenly, a fountain erupted from the center of

the Songhua River, shooting up to a height of 150 meters. The falling water droplets shimmered like pearls in the afterglow of the setting sun. The scene was spectacular and beautiful. The fountain stopped only after

the sun had completely disappeared into darkness . Then, the city lights came on, creating a dazzling spectacle. Bing and I strolled along the beautiful Songhua River, bathed in colorful lights. A gentle evening breeze blew, and Bing's hair moved with the wind, radiant and beautiful . We held hands, admiring the beautiful night view and sharing our innermost feelings. This warm feeling was unlike anything I had ever experienced before. I truly wished to hold Bing's hand forever and walk through life with her. At that moment, a famous saying came to mind : "Holding hands, we grow old together." 　　It was already past 11 pm when we returned to the hotel. Bing and I were both reluctant to part, so we sat down in the lobby and had some tea. I knew I harbored a longing, a desire to possess Bing! Although I had been suppressing this desire, it was particularly strong tonight. Bing perhaps sensed my thoughts; a faint blush appeared on her face. Since it was so late, we had to go upstairs. Bing was staying on the sixth floor, and I was on the seventh. As we walked towards the elevator, I asked Bing, "Are you still in the same room as Xiaohui?" Bing nodded and said, "Yes, still with Xiaohui. What about you?" I replied, "I'm staying with the finance director. He's from Jilin City, and he went home tonight. I'm alone now ." Perhaps I didn't mean anything by it, but Bing's face flushed again, and she whispered, "Why... why are you telling me this?" I immediately became excited. I didn't speak, but just looked at Bing with burning eyes. By then, we were already in the elevator. I pressed the button for the seventh floor, but Bing didn't press the button for the sixth. She just kept her head down , looking very nervous and vulnerable. 　　The elevator quickly reached the seventh floor. I stepped out, and Bing was still standing inside. I reached out and pulled her closer, asking, "Why didn't you get out?" Bing said in surprise, "How did I come up with you?" 　　I said, "You didn't press the button for the sixth floor, so you came up with me, didn't you?" 　　I pulled Bing towards my room. Bing was a little nervous and hesitant. I comforted her, saying, "With Xiao..."

"Hui has a room, it's fine if you don't go back, she knows about us."

Bing said uneasily, "But that's not good either, is it? She'll laugh at me when I see her tomorrow, and I'll

feel embarrassed ."

I smiled and said, "Adults understand each other."

Bing looked up at me and said, "Why are you so naughty?"

I smiled and didn't say anything. Bing seemed to have made a big decision and followed me to my room.

After we went in and closed the door, we both looked very nervous. Bing looked cute sitting on the bed, feeling uneasy! I

quickly composed myself, because as a man, I had to take the initiative. I sat down next to Bing,

reached out and hugged her, and asked softly, "Do you like it?" Bing nodded.

I held her in my arms, pointed to my heart and said to Bing, "Come on. Listen to this! It's about to explode."

Bing quietly and earnestly pressed her head against my heart, listened for a while and said, "It's beating so fast."

I said, "Yes! Because I'm with the person I love, of course I'm excited."

After we hugged for a while, I said to Bing, "Shall we take a shower first?" Bing

nodded and stood up. I smiled and said, "Shall we shower together?"

Bing said coquettishly, "Dream on, no way. You're getting naughtier and naughtier."

I smiled and didn't insist. Bing went into the bathroom, and soon I heard the sound of water running. I

paced back , feeling like I was dreaming. After a while, Bing came out of the bathroom, her hair wet, her face flushed

, and she smelled like a lotus emerging from the water. I went over and reached out to touch her, but Bing stopped me and said,

"Stop fooling around, go take a shower." I

chuckled and went into the bathroom.

Inside, I carefully washed every part of my body. Tonight was an important and unforgettable

night. I washed for a long time, until I was as clean as a baby. When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Bing was already lying in

bed. I walked to the bedside but didn't rush to get in. I lowered my head and gently kissed Bing, then

lay down beside her. Bing turned and hugged me, with a blanket between us. Bing asked me, "

Am I a bad woman?"

I said, "Why do you say that? Are you feeling pressured?"

Bing shook her head and said, "I won't regret giving you my all. Since I've fallen in love and taken

the first step, I'm certain of my heart. I can bear any price for this."

After a pause, she continued, "I'm just afraid you'll look down on me."

I lovingly kissed Bing's forehead and lips, saying, "Silly girl, how could I? If any

disaster strikes , let me bear it alone. Don't think nonsense anymore, and don't say anything foolish." "

Bing nodded pitifully, then hugged me tightly! I took off my towel and

crawled naked into the bed. When I touched Bing's skin, I felt her tremble. I pulled her close,

our bodies touching. Bing was very shy, not at all like a woman who had been married for two years, but

more like a virgin. But I knew Bing wasn't deliberately acting. This was shyness and excitement in front of the one she loved, because

I felt the same way.

Sensing Bing's tension and shyness, I began to take the initiative. I think this was our first time;

we both gave ourselves to each other. I gently caressed Bing's body, very carefully and patiently. I wanted to

give Bing a night she would never forget, a tender night, a passionate night!

When I entered Bing's body, we both couldn't help but moan loudly. At that moment, we merged

! I can't describe this night, and I can't describe our love for each other. After this night

, I understood that sex without love is so empty and so dull. Two people in..." During sex,

if there's no spiritual connection, you can never achieve true harmony. When two people are making love, they should both be thinking about bringing

pleasure to each other, wanting to give each other a feeling of comfort—that's what makes sex harmonious!

After the passion subsided, we embraced, gently caressing each other's bodies, our breaths filling

the room. Neither of us spoke, still immersed in the wonderful pleasure. I felt that any words

would be superfluous at that moment. Through caresses, our bodies gradually recovered, and the recovered bodies ignited another wave of passion.

After several rounds of lovemaking, we fell asleep in each other's arms, sweetly in each other's embrace!

When I woke up the next day, it was already past six. Bing wanted to get up and go back to her room. To be honest, I really

didn't want her to , because lying in bed holding naked Bing, caressing her soft, smooth body, that feeling was just

too wonderful! As I stroked Bing's body, I said to her, "Don't go back. Today is free

time . Those who got up early have already gone out, and those who didn't want to go out wouldn't have gotten up so early. Besides, nobody

cares about what happens in other people's rooms." "

Hearing what I said, Bing stopped insisting on going back. I happily rolled over and pressed myself against Bing. With

our bodies in full contact, Bing involuntarily moaned. Hearing her moan stimulated my penis

to become erect again, and I entered Bing's body once more.

Lovely sex is always infinitely passionate. I don't know how many times we did it, or how long it lasted, until

I was too tired to move, and then we stopped. After resting for a while, Bing pressed herself against me and asked

, 'Was it comfortable?'

I stroked Bing's hair and said, 'Very comfortable, so comfortable that I almost collapsed. Hehe!'

Bing bit my chest and said, 'Who told you to be so naughty?'" "

It was already noon when I got up. I finally understood what 'a gentle paradise' meant. I wonder if this paradise

will be my downfall? Sigh, I'm overthinking it. I'm hardly a hero!

After showering, we left the room one after the other. Bing wanted to go back to her room to check on Xiao Hui, and

I waited for her in the lobby. Not long after, Bing came down and said Xiao Hui wasn't in her room. I said, 'Then don't bother looking for her.

Let's go out for a walk!' Bing said, 'Okay, that's the only way.'

The three days we spent in the city were the happiest and most blissful time of my life with Bing. We explored all four famous mountains

in Jilin City , and our footprints were left throughout the city. When night fell,

it was time for us to make love. Every time we made love, we experienced the greatest pleasure. Perhaps this is

the benefit of mutual devotion!"

These past few days, it's been just the two of us together, and Xiaohui has been quite unhappy about it. While Bing was chatting with the leaders

, I had a frank talk with Xiaohui. Because I've always been puzzled as to why Xiaohui is helping us,

especially with something like this! I asked Xiaohui in her room, "There are many things I don't understand. Can you help me

understand them?"

Xiaohui asked, "What is it? Why are you so serious?"

I thought for a moment and said, "You know about Bing and me. I never intended to hide it from you."

Xiaohui smiled strangely and said, "Did you not want to hide it from me, or did you fail to hide it from me?"

I replied, "Maybe both. Why are you helping me?"

Xiaohui said, "When did I help you? Why are you confusing me?"

I said, "I know perfectly well. I'm very grateful to you no matter what!"

Xiaohui was silent for a while and then said, "I'm not helping you, I'm helping Bing. And you don't make me dislike you.

I can tell you're serious about Bing. Before you met her, Bing rarely smiled, but after you came along,

she's happy every day. Bing and I are best friends, and seeing her happy makes me happy too. But I'm really

worried about your future!"

After hearing what Xiaohui said, I was truly shocked. On one hand, I felt heartbroken for Bing's past melancholy, and on the other hand,

I admired the friendship between Bing and Xiaohui. I said to Xiaohui, "I'm so

happy ! Having a confidant in life makes the heart feel less empty."

Xiaohui glanced at me and said, "Can you stop trying to fool me?"

I smiled and said, "I'm being very sincere; I'm speaking from the heart!"

Xiaohui asked, "What are your plans for the future?"

I said helplessly, "If Bing chooses to be with me, I will cherish her, take care of her, and

love her for the rest of my life!"

Xiaohui nodded and said, "Bing won't leave her husband, even though she loves you very much!"

I asked, "Why is that?"

Xiaohui said, "Don't ask anymore. Just cherish it. I'm surprised that Bing took this step, and it also

shows her love for you."

I wanted to ask more, but then Bing came back, smiling and asking us, "What are you talking about?"

I said, "We're talking about you!" Xiaohui stood up and said, "I won't bother you anymore; I'm going for a walk."

Then she went out. After watching Xiaohui leave, Bing walked over to me, sat on my lap, wrapped her arms around

my neck, and asked in a sweet voice, "What bad things are you saying about me?"

I kissed her on the cheek and said, "Afraid of saying bad things about you?" Bing laughed and said, "Would you say

anything?" I asked, "What do you think?"

Bing said with complete trust, "Of course you wouldn't!"

I kissed Bing's nose again and said, "Knowing I wouldn't, you still asked. You should be punished."

Bing said pitifully, "Okay, I accept the punishment! But don't be too cruel!"

Before she could finish speaking, I kissed her on the lips...

Tonight was the last night in Jilin. We had to go back tomorrow morning! After dinner, Bing and I

strolled around the streets, both feeling a little sad. Bing nestled on my shoulder, saying sadly, "We're

going back tomorrow." I said, "Yes! We're going back tomorrow!"

Bing said softly, "I really hate to leave here. Wouldn't it be wonderful if we never went back?"

I thought for a moment and said, "What you have to face, you can never escape. It mainly depends on your attitude.

You know my heart!"

Bing changed the subject, saying, "Is the CFO coming back to your room tonight?"

I replied, "No, I called him, he'll come over tomorrow morning."

After walking for a while, Bing said, "Let's go back, get some rest early tonight." I smiled ambiguously at Bing.

Back at the hotel, since it was still early, some colleagues were chatting in the lobby. Bing and I went in separately;

I went back to my room first, and Bing went back to hers first, saying she'd come over later. After returning to my room, I took a shower,

then lay in bed looking at photos while waiting for Bing. Not long after, Bing came over. Seeing that I had finished showering

, she went into the bathroom to shower as well. After coming out, she crawled into bed. Passion began again. Tonight, Bing was very

proactive passionate, probably because she was going back tomorrow.

We didn't sleep a wink all night!

At dawn, we were still embracing, sharing our sincere feelings! We both seemed to be escaping reality

. Our hazy eyes were filled with untold tenderness and helpless sorrow. Around 5 a.m., Bing got up, took

a shower, and went back to her room. After Bing left, I lay alone

on the bed, still smelling of her body, looking at the empty room, my heart filled with boundless sorrow. A wave of heartache washed over me;

the loneliness, the sadness, the indescribable pain tormented me deeply. Suddenly

, I felt an urge to cry. I tried hard to control myself, not letting the tears fall, trying to

be strong . But who could know how fragile my heart was?

Around 7 a.m., I got up, went downstairs, and saw my colleagues coming down one after another. After breakfast, I went back to my room to pack

my things . The bus departed promptly at 8 a.m. After getting on the bus, Bing and Xiaohui sat together, and I found a seat at the back and sat down

too. Having not slept all night, and with the weather being particularly hot, I soon drifted off

to sleep.

When I woke up, the bus had already entered Songyuan. Xiaohui brought me a bottle of mineral water; I knew

Bing had seen I was awake and asked Xiaohui to bring it. After drinking some water, I felt much more refreshed. Looking at the lush greenery and vibrant life outside the bus

, my heart felt utterly gloomy. What would the unpredictable future hold? Would it be filled with

sweetness , or with painful heartbreak? How much emotional pain could I bear? I didn't know!

When the bus entered the city, it felt like stepping into another world! Looking at the streets, both familiar and strange,

I didn't know what I was thinking. When I got back to the company, Bing's husband was already waiting for her in his car. After getting out,

Bing pulled Xiaohui along and got into her husband's car. (Bing and Xiaohui were going the same way, and their houses were very close.)

I walked blankly into the office building, put some things in my office, and then went to the garage to push my motorcycle

out. When I walked out of the company gate, I saw that Bing and Xiaohui weren't there yet, and they seemed to be talking about something. I suddenly...

With a powerful throttle, the motorcycle roared past Bing. At that moment, I felt forgotten!

Back home, I briefly recounted the trip to my mother, mainly focusing on

the scenery. Then I said I was tired from the journey and wanted to sleep. After showering, I went back to my room. Despite being exhausted,

I couldn't sleep at all. I wondered what Bing was doing.

What ? Lying in bed, I tossed and turned, my mind racing. In the dark room, only the flickering light of my cigarette

illuminated my pained face, making it appear even more desolate.

The next day at work, I kept trying to talk to Bing, but I never had the chance. I felt

a growing distance between us. In the afternoon, I was at a meeting with my superiors and wasn't at the company. That evening, I sent Bing a simple

text : "Are you busy? Can we talk?" Bing didn't reply. I waited anxiously for a long time,

hoping for dawn. I thought I should have a proper talk with Bing, to talk about the future!

After lunch, we had a two-and-a-half-hour break. I saw Bing go back to her office, so I followed her.

When Bing saw me, she smiled gently and said, "Were you angry because I didn't reply to your messages last night?"

I replied casually, "Not angry, just a little anxious."

Since our company's offices are all transparent, we didn't dare to make any intimate gestures. I sat

on the sofa behind Bing's desk, and Bing sat next to her desk. Bing said to me, "Her husband was home last night;

he's been home for the past two days, but he left today."

I still said in that calm voice, "Oh, I knew it! I thought you were ignoring me."

Then I smiled indifferently.

Seeing me like this, Bing suddenly stood up and threw herself into my arms. I was shocked. I immediately glanced at

the door ; thankfully, no one was passing by. I gently pushed Bing away, made her sit up, and then said to her, "Are you

getting bolder and bolder? We're at the company! What if someone sees us?"

Bing said defiantly, "I don't care! I don't want you to treat me like this! Just tell me what's wrong, why are you

doing this?"

I asked curiously, "What's wrong with me?"

Bing said sadly, "The way you were just now scared me. Don't you love me anymore?"

I smiled bitterly, "Why are you so insecure like me? I almost wish I didn't love you!"

Bing's expression changed. She said shyly, "Come to my place tonight? He's not home!"

I was silent for a moment before asking Bing, "Do you think this is appropriate?"

Bing said firmly, "There's no such thing as appropriate or inappropriate. For you, I don't care what I do!"

I said somewhat excitedly, "Don't care what you do? Can you leave him and stay with me forever? You

know I'll marry you!"

Bing didn't answer my question directly, changing the subject, "Let's not talk about this, come to my place tonight!"

I sighed. I thought if things continued like this, something bad would happen sooner or later. I'm fine; I'm

a man, and a single man at that. It's not unreasonable for me to date anyone. But what about Bing? What should she do?

Should just because I desire her body, knowing it's a bottomless abyss, not stop her? If I were that kind of person,

what right would I have to love Bing? What right would I have to make Bing love me so much?

I told Bing, "Let's not go to your house, it's not good!"

Bing asked curiously, "Why?"

I patiently explained, "Think about it, that's where you and he live. If I go in

and do it with you in your bed, will you be able to stay calm afterwards? Putting aside the future, even if I go to your

place at night, will it be enjoyable?"

Bing made a face and playfully said, "You're overthinking it! Fine, whatever you say, where do you want to go tonight? Anyway,

I want you with me tonight!"

I thought I'd talk all this out with her that night, so I said, "Come with me tonight!"

Bing playfully said, "Will you sell me off?"

I joked back, "Will you help me count the money?"

Bing innocently said, "Yes."

After that, we both burst out laughing!

Near the end of the workday, Bing texted me, asking if I'd decided where to go. I replied

, "Why are you in such a hurry than me? Go first after work, wait for me at the intersection." When I left work, I deliberately

lingered a little longer, leaving later than usual. Arriving at the agreed-upon location, I saw Bing already waiting there. Tall and

slender , carrying a bag, she looked around, looking incredibly cute. My motorcycle stopped beside her, and I

tossed my head, saying, "Get on."

Bing grinned and got on, then wrapped her arms tightly around my waist. I turned to her and said,

"Hey, are we on the street?" Bing replied irritably, "So what if we're on the street? I'm doing this for safety

. Drive!" She tightened her grip on me even more.

I found a relatively upscale hotel. Once inside, Bing seemed a little shy. I quickly checked into

a room and took Bing upstairs. Once in the room, we realized we hadn't eaten yet. I suggested

going out to eat, but Bing didn't want to. I suggested we order delivery. I called the front desk and ordered some food,

picking out what Bing wanted to eat. As soon as I hung up the phone, Bing hugged me from behind, her hands

stroking my chest. I teased her, "What are you touching? I don't have anything!"

Bing laughed and said, "Nothing?"

I laughed too, "No breasts!"

Bing pinched my pitifully small nipples with her fingers and said, "What's this?"

I turned around, grabbed Bing's breasts with both hands, and said, "I was just about to ask you that, what's this?"

Bing squirmed uncomfortably, but no matter how she struggled, she couldn't break free from my hands holding her breasts

! As she swayed, we reached the bedside, and I pushed her down onto the bed, groping her

all . Just as things were about to get out of control, the doorbell rang. I knew it was the delivery person. I

climbed off Bing; her clothes were disheveled, her blushing face was beautiful and charming, and she gave me a shy

smile that made my bones melt.

After dinner was set out, I lifted Bing off the bed and said to her, "Come on, let's have some wine." Bing

asked curiously, "Do you want some wine?"

I told Bing, "The red wine was served with the meal, otherwise I would have ordered it too."

The dinner was spent in a romantic and warm atmosphere. We finished the entire bottle of red wine.

The passion that followed is best left unsaid. After the passion subsided, Bing and I had our first time swimming together! It felt wonderful. In the bathroom ,

we inevitably had several more encounters.

Lying in bed, Bing and I talked a lot. I told her all my concerns and worries for her.

As I spoke, Bing cried. I was also heartbroken. I said to Bing, "No matter the reason, I

know you can't leave him, which means our ending is destined to be painful. Although it's sad now, and I'm very reluctant

, if we don't do this, what we'll face later, to put it bluntly, is a separation of life and death. I know you're very

rational ; think about it calmly." After I finished speaking, we both fell into a deep silence.

After a long while, Bing began to speak: "I've thought about all of this, and I understand it all, but I just can't bear to part with you." I

said sorrowfully, "How could I bear to part with you? In this world..." Nothing is perfect. Even though we

won't have physical contact anymore, we will still love each other deeply in spirit and in our hearts. We will always

miss, care for, and cherish each other. How precious is this pure feeling? Isn't this good enough?

Bing looked at me with sorrow and said, "Why is happiness always so short-lived? Why? If only I could find a reason to

hate you, at least I would feel a little better."

Looking at Bing's sorrowful eyes, her tear-streaked face, and hearing her painful voice,

my heart broke for her at that moment!

That night, we talked a lot, both helplessly facing reality and accepting fate! Perhaps making love is the best way

to drive away the pain. We made love constantly, both wanting to deeply merge into each other's bodies.

The next day at work, Bing didn't ask me to take her; she took a taxi to the company by herself. In the following days,

we both intentionally avoided each other, and Bing and I both became melancholy again. Xiao Hui once asked me

about it, and I told her everything. After listening to me, Xiao Hui thought for a long time, and then said to me, "You did the

right thing. I never thought you were so decisive, able to take it and let it go. I think this is the best way to show your

love for Bing!" Hearing Xiao Hui say this, I felt a little comforted, after all, someone understood my decision. But

every time I saw Bing's sad face, my heart ached so much...so much!

I will never forget June 7, 2005. After starting work, I had a strange feeling whenever I saw Bing,

though couldn't quite put my finger on it. Around 10 a.m., Bing came to my office. There were many people in the office at the time.

Bing said to everyone, "I've come to say goodbye, because I'm leaving the company today."

Bing's words rang in my ears like a bolt from the blue. I was so shocked that I couldn't speak.

After seeing my expression, Bing turned her head away and didn't look at me anymore. Then she said some farewell words to everyone. I

didn't say anything, because my mind was blank, and my expression was numb! I just

sat there , not even noticing when Bing left. Xiao Hui knew my pain; when the office was empty, she urged

me to go home and rest, but I shook my head and didn't say anything. I just sat there quietly, alone.

The sky on June 7th, perhaps sensing my pain and helplessness, gradually darkened.

By 4 PM, it was pitch black, like 9 PM. Truly, I had never encountered such

weather before. Around 5 PM, a torrential downpour began, making it even darker!

When I got off work at 5 p.m., it was raining the heaviest. My colleagues knew I lived far from the company

and that I rode a motorcycle, so they all suggested I stay at the company or have someone drive me there. I gave them a blank smile

and insisted on going out anyway. At the office building entrance, I saw Xiaohui. She stopped me, urging me

not to be foolish, saying it was so dark and raining so hard, and wouldn't let me go out. I said to Xiaohui, "Don't worry about me,

let me out, or I'll go crazy." Xiaohui looked at me with a complicated expression, saying nothing more, nor

stopping me.

I walked into the courtyard, and in moments my clothes were soaked. I started my motorcycle and sped

into . The wind and rain relentlessly lashed at me; I had lost all feeling of pain. My glasses

were blown off by the wind, but I ignored everything, just flooring the accelerator. There were no pedestrians on the street, and very few

vehicles ; only me and my motorcycle roared through the downpour!

I don't know how I got home. It wasn't until I got there that I became somewhat lucid. My mother saw I was soaking wet and

scolded me for coming back in such heavy rain. She found me some dry clothes to change into. After I got back to my room,

the phone rang. It was Bing. When I answered, I heard her sobbing,

repeatedly saying, "Why were you so foolish? Why were you so foolish?..." It took a long time for her to calm down.

It turned out that Xiao Hui had called her to tell her what had happened. She had called me many times but no one answered. I think I was probably still in the rain

at that time! I asked Bing, "Why are you leaving? Why didn't you tell me beforehand?"

Bing cried as she said, "Seeing each other every day but not being together is too painful, too torturous.

It's better for us to be far apart! I didn't tell you because you

would never agreed."

I said painfully, "After you leave, how long can I stay here? You don't understand me at all!"

Bing's sobs intensified. I urged her to stop crying, not to get so emotional, and

to rest would call her again tomorrow.

When I called Bing, it was already afternoon. We had both calmed down. Bing told me that her

in-laws had helped her get a job at the Municipal Bureau of Culture, and it was all done. This had been decided a few days ago. She gave

me many, many instructions, like a departing wife giving her final advice. Listening, my tears

flowed uncontrollably. Bing, do you know? I finally cried for you.

In the days to come, it will be hard to accept Bing's departure. Perhaps I am a strong person; I have managed to

control my longing. We occasionally exchange phone calls and greetings, but we never actually meet. I guess

that's how it is. This imagined ending, achieved through such pain, cannot be reversed because it's unbearable

. As long as we both know in our hearts how deeply we love each other, that's enough. True love is Fengxian.

Not possession! No contact doesn't mean forgetting. This kind of desireless love is the purest!

I can't guarantee I won't fall in love with someone else in the future, but I can say with certainty: I

will never forget Bing in my heart; Bing will always hold a very important place in my heart! I

will bless Bing. Tender thoughts transform into threads of blessing, surrounding my most beloved Bing every day!

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