【I'm looking for a husband for my girlfriend Yan'er】(04) Author: Bin Yu

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Author: Bin Yu
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Yan'er is a good girl, there is no doubt about that. Even though I now know that she
betrayed , I still firmly believe this. Therefore, I am in great pain right now.

Should Yan'er bear all that is happening? Is she capable enough to bear it?

After crying silently in the private room for a while, Yan'er gradually composed herself and got up and
left the bar under my gaze.

When I walked out of the bar under the slightly curious gaze of Zhu Zi's cousin, it was already dark. I
had actually sat alone in the bar's monitoring room for several hours. If my cousin hadn't asked the staff on duty to go in and call me,
I don't know how long I would have stayed there.

After leaving the bar, I couldn't help but hesitate. Should I go home now? If Yan'er is at home right now
, how should I face her? Should I pretend that nothing happened and that I don't know anything? I don't think
I can do that.

But at that moment, I didn't want to go anywhere but home. I was conflicted. Although I didn't know how to
face Yan'er, I desperately wanted to see her, to see her safe and sound, and to stay by her side, letting
her know I was there and giving her a sense of security.

Given this, my final choice didn't seem so difficult anymore. I went to the roadside and hailed a taxi home.

When I got home, Yan'er was busy preparing dinner in the kitchen. Hearing me enter and standing behind her,
she didn't turn around, continuing with her work.

"Honey, you're back! Hurry up and get ready for dinner."

Her voice sounded perfectly normal. I knew Yan'er was deliberately avoiding me, not wanting me to notice
anything. So, before I came back, she had tried her best to adjust her emotions so I wouldn't see
anything amiss .

Hesitating for a moment, I ultimately didn't have the courage to hug Yan'er. Cursing myself for being
so cowardly, I could only sit down at the table and quietly wait for her.

"Okay, honey, let's eat?"

Yan'er's sweet smile masked her clearly swollen, red eyes from crying. Even with the problem staring
me in the face, should I still choose to run away?

"Yan'er, your eyes... what happened?"

"Eyes? Oh, are they a little swollen?"

"Yes, you... were you just crying?"

"Oh dear, it's all Jiao Jiao's fault. This afternoon she took me to see a tragic love movie, and I cried
the whole time , my eyes are all swollen."

"Really, I see..."

I knew Yan'er was lying, deliberately making excuses to hide it from me, but I just didn't have the courage to expose her,
or rather, deep down I didn't want to.

What was I afraid of? Yan'er is my girlfriend, and even more so, my fiancée. I should take care of
her, protect her, but what am I doing now? I'm running away, I'm retreating!

I found a seemingly reasonable excuse for myself: I
wasn't exposing her because I was worried that Yan'er wouldn't be able to face me after learning I knew the truth. Everything I was doing was for
Yan'er's good, so that she could be with me as carefree and happy as possible. But was
Yan'er truly happy? Was

she content? "Honey, what's wrong?"

"What's wrong? Nothing."

"Really? You seem preoccupied. Why aren't you eating?"

"Oh, I was just a little lost in thought. Hehe, I'm fine, don't worry about me."

"Okay, that's good. If anything's on your mind, you must tell me. No matter what happens,
remember that Yan'er is here for you, hehe."

"No matter what happens, remember that Yan'er is here for you." Those simple words
echoed in my ears for a long time. This was
the promise . But now, while Yan'er was enduring considerable pain and torment, I not only failed to offer her any
comfort, but also made her worry about me!

"Alright, honey, if everything's alright, let's eat quickly, or the food will get cold."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Yan'er..."

"Hmm? What are you saying, honey?"

"I couldn't protect you, Yan'er, it's all my fault, all my fault! It's all my fault that you were threatened by Han Yun, it's
all my fault!"

"Honey, what nonsense are you talking about? Did something happen?"

"I know everything, Yan'er, I know everything, everything about you and Han Yun, I know everything.
It's all my fault, I didn't protect you, I don't deserve to be your husband!"

Finally, I said what was on my mind, it felt so liberating, yet so heartbreaking. Why did
this have to happen between me and Yan'er? Why! Unconsciously, my tears fell onto the dining table.

"So you already know, honey? Then, honey, you must think I'm a bad woman, right?" In

stark contrast to my agitated emotions, Yan'er, knowing that I knew everything, was surprisingly calm, putting down her chopsticks and quietly looking into my eyes. "No, I didn't. I would never think you're a bad woman, Yan'er. Because I know you 're the woman I love most in this life, and the woman who loves me most!" "Husband, I...I...Waaah...waaah..." Perhaps my emotions made Yan'er abandon her pretense. Hearing my words, her eyes instantly welled up with tears. She wanted to say something but couldn't utter a word. Then, the next second, Yan'er collapsed onto the dining table and sobbed uncontrollably. "Don't cry, Yan'er. It's all my fault. I couldn't protect you. I'm such a negligent boyfriend. I'm so sorry." At this moment, I got up and went to Yan'er's side, holding her head tightly to my chest, trying to make her feel better. But her sobs only grew louder. She clung tightly to my back, as if finally grasping a lifeline. Had Yan'er been enduring so much pain all along? What had I been doing all day as her boyfriend ?!

After a considerable amount of time, Yan'er's emotions gradually calmed down. We
sat together on the sofa in the living room, embracing each other, and calmly discussed
everything that .

Actually, I already knew most of what had happened between them. Just as Yan'er had told me before
, Han Yun had confessed his feelings for her during university, but she had rejected him. Later, because
I wasn't around, she asked Han Yun to pretend to be her boyfriend temporarily to avoid being constantly harassed by
other . This continued until graduation. At the graduation party, Yan'er
drank too much, and Han Yun took her to a hotel, where they had sex.

In truth, it wasn't really Yan'er's fault, nor was it Han Yun's fault, because
Han Yun was actually being used by Yan'er and was also a victim. If we really had to assign blame, it
was all my fault. I didn't have time to be by Yan'er's side, and I wasn't able to protect her, which led to
all of this happening.

"Husband, my body is tainted... I'm no longer the pure Yan'er you loved so much... Waaah...
"

"No! Yan'er, what nonsense are you talking about? Do you think I love you because of your body?
Yan'er, you're wrong. No matter what happened to you, no matter what you look like, in my heart, you
will always be the Yan'er I love most!"

"But... Waaah... But Han Yun... he... he took advantage of me... Waaah...
Aren't you angry at all, husband?"

"Silly girl, of course I'm angry, after all, you're my woman! But like I said, it
wasn't your fault, it was my fault, so my anger is also anger at myself, anger at myself for not protecting you!"

"Waaah... Husband, don't say that, it's not your fault. I was too bad back then, I used
Han Yun , otherwise, he wouldn't have had the chance to do that to me. So all of this is my own fault
, waaah..."

"Alright, alright, Yan'er, don't cry anymore, and don't think about it so much. Since it's already happened,
and so many years have passed, regretting it now won't do any good. Just like before, when I didn't
know any of this, our life was very loving. And now, even though I know all this, my
love for you won't diminish in the slightest. On the contrary, I will try even harder to protect you, cherish you, and never
let you get hurt again!"

"Husband, sob... Meeting you... is so good... sob sob sob..."

"Silly girl, meeting you is the best thing."

Perhaps life is about experiencing many things, facing all difficulties and setbacks, before we grow,
understand , and learn to cherish. Just like me now, if I hadn't mustered the courage to
tell Yan'er tonight, I don't know how things would have developed, or what choice Yan'er would have ultimately made. But I
know one thing: neither Yan'er nor I would have been happy, and we might even have lived in regret and pain forever
.

My conversation with Yan'er wasn't long, but it was enough. It made me fully realize the importance of frequent, heartfelt communication
between . I think from now on, Yan'er and I will often
sit together, embracing each other, sharing our thoughts and listening to each other's hearts.

Gently carrying Yan'er, who was sleeping soundly with a sweet smile in her arms, to the bed, my heart
brightened . I believe that although Han Yun has Yan'er's nude photos as leverage, now that we are of one mind, we
will definitely find a way to solve all the problems before us!

To be continued...

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