[The Life of a Flight Attendant Left Behind by China Eastern Airlines] (The Fall of a Flight Attendant)

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Am I dirty? Am I a dirty woman?

I'm a passenger service worker in the logistics department of China Eastern Airlines, currently working at Pudong Airport.

My name is Cai Yuping, and I'm 33 years old. I'm a divorced woman who bought my own house and has to

pay off the mortgage every month. Living alone is tough.

What am I? Am I a good woman? It seems not! I'm divorced. Before I got married, I had

slept with many men, some willingly, some unwillingly, forced. I got married because of

my father's coercion; I married a man I didn't love and have a daughter. Later, I

met a man I felt he could be my support, so I slept with him.

Then I got divorced, but I couldn't marry him. I met another man online, and so

…

What should I say? I'm in a bad mood today; he broke up with me. Maybe it's my fault. I don't

know why he did this? It's all my fault!

I need money to pay off the mortgage, my job pays too little, but I can't quit. After all, I'm a full-time employee.

What can I do? I can only use my days off to do this part-time job!

Starting today, I will write down my experiences, even if it's just my memories. I don't know if doing this is

right or wrong!!! But I still want to write! Maybe you'll think I'm despicable for sleeping with so many men

. Some were for love, some for money, and some just for emptiness!! I really don't know how

you 'll see me. But I still have to keep going.

Today I'll start telling you my experiences. Maybe it can give you some inspiration. Women, one wrong step leads to

another!!!

I remember when I was 14 years old, my father worked at Factory 5703 in Shanghai, and my mother was from

Jiangsu and didn't work. Our family lived in the dormitory at my father's workplace. The whole family relied on my father

's income alone. We lived in the staff dormitory of Factory 5703 near Longhua Airport. But the family was

happy . That summer when I was 14, my father went to work, my mother went to work in the vegetable garden, and my brother

went out to work. I was home alone, and I remember it was a very hot day. My neighbor, an uncle, came to my house and

saw I was home alone. He said to me, "Xiaoping, it's hot at home! Come to my house and watch TV. I

have watermelon. Have some." My family was very poor at the time and didn't have a TV. We didn't usually buy fruit.

Hearing this, I went to his dormitory. He brought me a watermelon, turned on the TV

, and sat down next to me, talking to me. I ate the watermelon and watched TV, very happy. About 30 minutes later

, he suddenly picked me up and put me on the bed. I was terrified, not knowing what he

was going to do . I felt his hands constantly touching my body. I wanted to scream, but he said,

"Xiaoping, don't make a sound. No one will hear you. If you're good, I'll buy you good food every day.

If you're not good, I'll kill you." I cried, letting his hands touch my body. Soon,

he took off all my clothes and then pressed himself against me. Suddenly, I felt something

hard penetrate my body. It hurt so much! I cried out, and the uncle kept saying, "Xiaoping, be good, Uncle

will buy you pretty clothes." I don't know how much time passed before he got off me. I was still crying.

He dressed me, told me not to cry, and said, "If your father finds out, he'll beat me to death." And just

like that he took advantage of me! I went home without saying anything, and my parents didn't notice any change in me.

The next day, that neighbor brought over a pretty dress and said to my mother, "Xiaoping is very good. She's grown up now;

we should buy her some pretty clothes." My mother refused to accept it, but he said it was originally for his daughter, but it didn't fit, so he gave it to me. My mother finally accepted it. That night, I was so happy

wearing the dress in front of the mirror . After all, I didn't have many new clothes! 　　From then on, whenever no one was home, that neighbor uncle would invite me to his house. At first, I was scared and didn't want to go. But in the end, I couldn't resist the temptation of the new clothes and went. This time, when I got to his house, he dragged me to the bed, took off my clothes, and had sex with me. My lower body was always sore, and I later found out he used a condom. But thinking about the new clothes I'd get, I endured it! Every time I went to his house, he'd always put himself on top of me twice . About six months passed like this, and then that neighbor moved away. My father told me he'd been transferred to another factory . 　　After that, I stayed home helping my mother with housework. When I turned 18, my father asked me to take over his job . So I joined China Eastern Airlines as a passenger service staff member, working at Hongqiao Airport. My father's household registration was also transferred back to our hometown in Jiangsu. After some time, my parents had to go back to their hometown. So I lived alone in my old dormitory. Every day I rode my bicycle to Hongqiao Airport for work. But when I got home, I was scared! Being alone was really scary! 　　Every day was just going to work and coming home, and then one day, a fellow villager who also worked at Hongqiao Airport started pursuing me. His name was Gu. He worked in security at Hongqiao Airport, and he began his advances. At that time, I was living and working alone, and I was very lonely. I really hoped a man could care for and love me! His care quickly made me feel that he was my other half. After all, he drove me to and from work every day! It made me feel like I had someone to rely on! Gradually, one day, in his dormitory, when he was alone, he took me. 　　His dormitory was a shared dormitory, the room wasn't very big. Three colleagues lived together. There were three beds in the room, each surrounded by mosquito nets. With the mosquito nets down, it was a small world. There was a table in the middle of the room. After that time with him, I felt like I was already his, so I moved to his dormitory. This way, he wouldn't have to pick me up and drop me off by bicycle every day! Since his dormitory was inside Hongqiao Airport, it would be convenient for me to go to work if I lived there. It's just that there were two other colleagues in his dormitory, which wasn't very convenient. But with the mosquito nets down, it was relatively private. Gu liked to play cards, and after I moved in, he did n't have to pick me up and drop me off every day, so he had time to play cards. At first, I was indeed a little unaccustomed to it, after all, it wasn't very convenient for a girl like me to wash myself and go to the bathroom every day. But he didn't seem to mind, and I had no choice but to comply. It's just that he wanted me to sleep naked at night, and he didn't like using condoms during sex.

Afraid of getting pregnant, I would only do it after each time, draped in a robe, squatting over the foot bath, desperately pressing my abdomen

to squeeze out as much of his semen as possible. And I dared not make a sound during it, afraid his

colleagues would hear—it would be so embarrassing! Later, I felt it wasn't convenient to do it at night with someone else around. So he switched to

doing it during the day, since I lived at his place, and I worked one day on and one day off. During my daytime rest, whenever

he wanted and no one was in the room, he would ask to do it. In the afternoon, he would play cards, and I would

keep . At that time, I really wished we could have our own place. We lived peacefully like this for over seven months.

One month, my period was late. I was very nervous and told him. He was also very nervous and

accompanied me to the hospital for a checkup. It turned out I was pregnant. So he wanted me to have an abortion. Although I didn't want to and was

very scared, I had just started working. How could I not have it? So I made an appointment. Two days later, the day of

my surgery . He had to go to work, so I went to the hospital alone. Suddenly, I felt incredibly lonely, but what could I

do? When I arrived at the hospital, facing the cold operating table and the doctor's indifferent attitude, I wanted to cry.

During the surgery, the intense pain in my lower body felt like it was tearing me apart. Finally, it was over, and

I lay on the bed for a long time before leaving the hospital. When I got home, he was playing cards. My heart felt

like ! But lying alone on his bed, I thought to myself, I'm already his, and I've even been pregnant with his

child. I have no choice but to marry him!

Days passed like this. He continued to play cards and drink with his friends in the dormitory. I was like his tool

, sleeping with him every day, washing his clothes. When he needed me, I satisfied his desires. Sometimes

they played until very late, and I fell asleep on his bed. He took off his clothes, pulled up the covers, and penetrated me from behind.

I opened my eyes—oh my god! His colleagues and friends were still there! He actually said he really wanted to, that I

was the toilet, and he could use me whenever he wanted! I wished I could disappear into a hole! But I had no choice but to accept it.

Later, one day he started playing cards in the afternoon and continued until evening. One of his friends, Lin, had been

watching the whole time. Around 6 pm, he lost a lot of money! Lin said he was hungry and wanted to go to a small restaurant

outside for a meal. He agreed. So I went to a small restaurant outside the airport with Lin to eat. Just as

we ordered, a colleague named Li, who he had been playing cards with, came over. He said he was done playing, that he had won a lot of money that day, and

that he would treat us. So we ate together. After we finished eating, Li said we should go to his house to play some more, and not go back so early

because he had lost a lot and was in a bad mood! I thought that made sense, so we went to Li's house together. When we got there, he

gave me a drink, and after a while, I felt sleepy, weak and powerless. Then Li

and Lin carried me to the bed and started taking off my clothes. I tried to scream, but no sound came out.

After a while , I knew nothing more. I don't know how much time passed, but when I woke up, I found myself

naked , lying on the bed, my lower body wet and sticky. The two of them were sitting on the sofa watching TV. I got up

, grabbed my clothes, dressed, and rushed out of the room, tears streaming down my face.

I ran to my own house, where Gu was still playing cards. I quietly told him what had happened. He looked at

me and said loudly, "You're so annoying! Go to sleep, don't disturb my card game!" I felt like I'd been hit on the head.

My head was buzzing, and I curled up on his bed, crying. As dawn approached, in my hazy state, their

card game ended, and he returned to my side, saying softly, "Was what you said true? I'm going to find them

." Then he added, "Really?" He then filled a basin with warm water, helped me take off my clothes and pants, and started

wiping me down. When he got to my lower body, he actually said, "You're very wet down there today!" I silently wept.

Didn't he know it was the bodily fluids of those two men? He carefully wiped my lower body as he spoke. This was

the first time he had ever wiped my body. After wiping me, he actually wanted to ejaculate on me in bed! I lay there, tears streaming down my face,

letting him ejaculate wildly! My heart ached like it was being cut by a knife! After he ejaculated, he lay down next to me

and fell asleep !

After this incident, I felt I no longer liked him. He only knew how to play cards and treat me like

a toilet. When he had physical needs, he didn't care about my feelings and just wanted to satisfy them. But I thought I

was already his, so I had no choice but to accept my fate. However, later I met a colleague named Hao!

After he learned about my experience, he kept comforting and reassuring me, making me

feel . Hao was a year older than me. Every day at work, he would prepare my favorite foods for me

and talk to me after work. Finally, one day I had a day off, and Gu was at work. Hao invited me to his house, so I gave him my body

. We secretly dated for a while. Gu unintentionally sensed the change in me because

I was no longer willing to be his tool. I told Gu I wanted to break up, but he disagreed and called

my parents to complain. My father was furious and rushed from our hometown to Shanghai,

slapping . He said I had disgraced him and that if I didn't marry Gu, he would die in front of me. Under these circumstances,

I had no choice but to beg Gu for forgiveness and to marry him.

That's how I had to break up with Hao. I continued living the same life with Gu; he still gambled and

drank, and had sex with me whenever he wanted. I had no feelings for him anymore; I

just . The only difference was that during Gu's work hours, I would go to Hao's house. That's where I

could get real pleasure. Later, I got pregnant, so I married Gu. Hao also

found a girlfriend and married her shortly after my marriage. Soon after, we had a lovely daughter, Qing. After our daughter was born, Gu seemed

a little better; I thought he had changed. But when our daughter was three years old, he started suspecting that Hao and I

were having an affair again. He would come home drunk and start hitting me. If I got off work late, he would keep calling my workplace

. Sometimes he would even suddenly come to my workplace to see if I was there. If I was, he would

leave immediately. And his words became increasingly offensive. I could only bury all my suffering in my heart; there was no one I could

tell. Finally, when my daughter was four years old, I met Ming in Xujiahui. He was a very manly man.

At the time, he worked in Metro City. We met, and I felt he was a man I could rely on.

After meeting Ming, I felt the world had become a better place. He was very caring and considerate towards me. Every day…

He would call me every day, making my life feel fulfilling. If he didn't call one day,

I felt like something was missing. A week passed like this. One day I had a day off, and after waking up, I

don't know why, I found myself in Xujiahui. I called him and told him I was at

Metro City . He was very happy to come see me and we had lunch together. In the afternoon, he arranged for me

to watch a movie at the store he managed. He would go to work when he had time, and come over to talk to me whenever he had a spare moment. I felt

happier than ever before! Soon it was time for him to get off work, and we had dinner together. Then we

found a coffee shop in Xujiahui. It was pitch black inside, and I couldn't see anything. But

with him by my side, I wasn't scared. We found a corner seat, and he ordered some things. I

started chatting with him, and gradually I leaned against him, and he hugged me tightly. I felt a

warm feeling flowing through my body. Later, he started kissing me, and his hands began

to explore . I didn't resist at all, my body limp against his thighs, letting him kiss and

caress me. Later, his hand reached inside my clothes and unhooked my bra,

loosening my belt as well, his hand slowly moving towards my lower body. But that day I was wearing jeans, very tight, and his hand

couldn't continue down. So I looked around, making sure no one else could see us,

then took off my bra myself and pulled my pants down to my thighs, then lay back in his arms,

letting him kiss me. Our lips seemed glued together, his hands caressing my lower body.

I trembled, and under his stimulation, my lower body flowed with a lot of fluid, his fingers

constantly inserting into my body. I felt a pleasure I had never felt before! Time flew by, and in the blink of an eye, it was

almost 11 o'clock. He told me to pull my pants up, preparing to take me home, but I had no strength left.

The thought of going back to that cold, empty home made me unwilling! He tried to persuade me, saying that I wasn't divorced yet and

it wasn't good not to go home, adding that there would be other opportunities in the future. So I listened to him. He rode his bike to take me home.

When we got home, he asked me where I had been all day. I didn't say anything, and he started cursing at me, calling

me a public toilet and saying all sorts of nasty things. I ignored him, took a shower, and went to bed.

Seeing me in bed, Gu also got in and asked to have sex with me. I refused, thinking: although my body isn't

clean, it's already Ming's, and I can't let anyone other than Ming have sex with me. So I

fought with Gu, and in the end, he didn't succeed.

It was my day off again; as I've said, I work one day and rest one day. After getting up, I couldn't help but go to

Xujiahui to find Ming. That day, I wanted to give my body to Ming completely! And that night, I didn't want to go back

to that house at all. When I met Ming at Metro City, he still arranged for me to watch a movie and would come to talk to me whenever he had free time.

Time passed so slowly; finally, he got off work, and we ate something casually outside. I suggested

I stay overnight at his place. He thought about it and objected, saying, "That's not okay. I'm not divorced yet, and if Gu finds out I

'm staying overnight at Ming's, it will cause a lot of trouble in the divorce process." I felt I should listen to Ming; he wouldn't hurt

me. So we went to that coffee shop anyway… and Ming reluctantly took me home!

The next day, I went to work and called Ming to tell him I was on the early shift and asked him to pick me up after work. Gu called

, and I told him I was staying overnight and wouldn't be home. So Ming

waited for me at Hongqiao Airport after work until around 8 pm. I didn't even change my clothes before going to his house!

He rode his bike the whole way, and I sat on the back, hugging him tightly, my head resting on his back. I was so

happy! When we got to his house, he turned on the air conditioning and lay on the bed watching TV. I leaned

against , thinking, "Why is he so calm today? Why hasn't he hugged me yet?" Before I could finish thinking,

he suddenly rolled over and pinned me beneath him. I closed my eyes tightly, letting him kiss me. His hands

began to undress me, and I tried my best to cooperate. In no time, he had stripped me naked. His hands

incessantly caressed my genitals, and my whole body trembled as if electrocuted.

Fluids flowing from my genitals, and his fingers kept inserting into me. I hugged him tightly and began to

undress him as well. When my hand touched his penis, I could feel its size. As I slowly moved his penis

closer to my genitals, he said, "We don't have condoms at home, you'll get pregnant!" I

whispered in his ear, very embarrassed, "Come in, it's okay, I wear a ring!" He said, "I don't see you wearing a ring

?" I said, "Are you stupid? I wear an IUD." Then his penis plunged in without hesitation.

That feeling... I hadn't felt it in so many years! He kept moving around on my body, and after about

10 minutes, he ejaculated all his semen into my vagina. I felt pleasure I hadn't experienced in a long time

! After we finished, I was so exhausted that I collapsed onto the bed, not wanting to move at all. He lay down beside me,

touching my pubic hair and saying, "You have too much hair. It would be better if you had less." I said, "From now on, my

body is yours. You can do whatever you want with it, I'm willing!" He laughed. I lay there

resting while he went to turn on the hot water to prepare a shower. When the water was hot, he told me to take a shower, but I said, "You shower, I'm too tired

to move." He said, "You rest, I'll carry you to the bathroom." So he carried me to the bathroom, made me stand,

and carefully washed my body. Then he used his razor to shave my pubic hair. When he was

almost done , he suddenly hugged me from behind, his hands constantly caressing my genitals and breasts. I could

clearly feel his penis gradually becoming hard again. So I stuck my butt out, and he slowly inserted his penis

, saying, "I really want my penis inside your little sister, it feels so good!" I laughed and said, "I'm

yours now. From now on, only you can touch my body. My little sister is only for my penis. I won't let anyone else

use it! Don't worry, from today onwards, I'm your personal toilet." He said, "You said it

yourself , you can't go back on your word." I replied, "Don't worry, I'm sure." Then he dried me off and

carried me back to bed! That night, I don't know where he got so much energy, he stayed up all night...

He didn't sleep at all. He held me the whole time, constantly penetrating me. When he got tired, he would hold me and sleep for a while. I always felt his

penis inside my vagina. That night, I felt incredibly satisfied! As dawn broke, while I was still

half asleep, I felt his penis inside me again, slowly thrusting. It continued until he

ejaculated, and I lay there, exhausted. He got up to prepare breakfast for me, then kissed me and went to work. I

comfortably fell asleep on his bed.

He went to work, and I continued sleeping on his bed. I slept soundly! I don't know how much

time , but my phone rang. I saw it was Gu calling. He asked where I was and started cursing at me,

calling me a slut who only knew how to sleep with men! He asked when I was going to come home. I said, "I

don't want to come back, I want a divorce!" Gu said, "Impossible! I won't get a divorce! Do you want to be with another man? I'll

drag you down with me!" I hung up the phone, feeling a mix of emotions. Just then, Ming called, asking

if I was up. I briefly recounted the contents of Gu's call, and after thinking for a moment, he said, "You have to

go home today! For the sake of the future, don't let Gu find any evidence, or it'll be troublesome!" I thought he must have a point, and

although I didn't want to leave his house, I listened to him anyway! I didn't get up until around 3 PM

. I took a shower and cleaned up the "treasure" Ming had left inside me, otherwise it would leak

out . He ejaculated a lot that night! After showering, I called Ming and left his house.

When I got to my own home, which felt empty, I felt cold and numb. I made myself

some food and started playing on the computer. Gu still hadn't come back. Around 11 PM, I went

to bed alone. But I didn't take off my clothes; I was afraid Gu would want "that" when he got back. My body already belonged to Ming

, and even though Gu was my husband, I couldn't let him touch me. He didn't come back until almost midnight, and he must

have drunk a lot. When he got home, he started hitting me and pulling at my clothes. I resisted desperately, but

he didn't succeed! The next day, I went to work very early. Ming called me and asked if I had anything planned for the evening

. I said, "No!" He was very happy, and by the time I got off work, he was already waiting for me at the airport terminal.

We took him into our office and spent a long time being intimate before he took me home. Every day went like this

. At home, I constantly argued with Gu. He wanted sex every day, and I always resisted. Eventually, I slept alone

on the sofa. Every day, I would call Ming to report on my situation at home. He always

comforted me and told me not to worry. He also often came to the airport to see me and keep me company. Sometimes, I would stay overnight at his house.

This went on for a year, and I still didn't get a divorce because Gu always refused. I always slept on the sofa fully

clothed . Gu often hit me when he came home and frequently forced me to have sex, but I always refused.

Then, on Christmas Eve that year, I went to work. After work, I made plans to go out for hot pot with some colleagues, and I

also invited Ming to come along. I felt secure with him around, and he didn't refuse. He

came over , and I arranged for him to stay in an empty office. My colleagues, knowing he was there, offered to cover my

work so I could spend time with him. So, we got intimate in that empty office. His hands

were still restless, and I felt hot all over! Then, he started pulling down my pants,

and we did it right there in the office. After work, we went out to eat with our colleagues. It was already 1

or 2 AM, and I was chatting excitedly. So, at my colleagues' urging, I drank. Ming didn't object. I drank two bottles of beer

that day . Suddenly, Gu appeared in front of us, cursing at me in front of my colleagues

and spitting in our food. He even tried to drag me home. My colleagues were very embarrassed. I didn't want to go with Gu,

and he eventually left on his own. I felt completely humiliated, so I drank three more

bottles of beer. Ming kept trying to persuade me to stay. My colleagues told me to drink less, and they all felt it was pointless and

wanted leave early. I didn't want to go home; I wanted to stay at Ming's place

. Ming said, "You two just had a fight today, and you're not going home? That's not good!" He then took me to my building, and I reluctantly went home. When I got home, Gu was

watching TV. He'd probably drunk too much, because I fell asleep on the sofa without showering. I don't know how much

time , but I felt like I couldn't breathe. I struggled to open my eyes and realized I was lying naked

on the bed, with Gu on top of me, his penis inside me. I tried to struggle,

but I had no strength. I could only silently shed tears. I really regretted drinking so much.

After Gu ejaculated, he fell asleep on the bed. I struggled to get up and went to the bathroom to shower. I desperately

washed my genitals with water, trying to clean Gu's penis. The next day, Gu went to work, and I brought some clothes with me

. When I got to Ming's workplace, I cried and told him what had happened at home that night. He didn't say anything,

just comforted me and said he wouldn't care. I didn't mean to. After work, he told me to go home, but I

didn't want to, so I went to his place. He casually said to me, "Baby, don't be sad, I'll give you a bath

." So he turned on the water and carefully bathed me. I could feel that he was very serious about bathing me, and I

couldn't say anything. I just let him bathe me. After he finished, he carried me to bed and then lay down

next to without saying a word. It was like he was a different person. I knew what he was thinking. I whispered to him,

"It's my fault, I'll never do it again! I'm sorry!" He cried and hugged me tightly. He didn't say

anything .

A few days later, Ming said to me, "You shouldn't get a divorce. It seems like there's no possibility for us

." I called him again, but he didn't answer. I think maybe it's because I told him about the messy relationships between men and women at our workplace

? I don't know, maybe it's because of what happened between me and Gu that he no longer trusts me

. So I stopped calling Ming. I spent my days online at home, and that's when I met Xiaojun. Xiaojun

was very kind to me, constantly telling me not to think about Ming anymore, that he wouldn't care about my past. I thought he

was just as good as Ming! Plus, he worked near Xujiahui. A few days after we met, he asked me out,

and I agreed. We went dancing together, stayed out very late, and then he took me to his place. I was very

compliant . Once we got there, he didn't say anything, just took off my clothes, gave me a bath, and then...

He pulled me to bed, and his penis forcefully penetrated my body. That night, he barely stopped,

making love to me relentlessly, leaving me completely exhausted. Even in the morning, while I was still asleep, I felt his penis

thrusting , waking me from my dream. Then I got up to shower, and he drove me to work at Hongqiao Airport.

That day at work, I kept thinking about Xiaojun. In the afternoon, he called me and asked if I was tired. I said, "You've been busy

all night, are you tired? Don't come over after I get off work tonight, get some rest." He said okay.

A few days later, at work, I joked with my colleagues, "Xiaojun is so good to me!" They said

it was lunchtime, and I should ask him to bring me lunch. So I called Xiaojun and told him I wanted to eat three-yellow chicken and

asked him to bring it over immediately. Unexpectedly, he agreed. He took leave, borrowed a car, bought it for me, and brought it over. I was

very touched. After work, when I got home, Gu still wanted to have sex with me. I refused, and he forced himself on me. He tied me

up , forcibly pulled down my pants, and forced his penis inside me. I wanted to cry, but I

couldn't. The next day, I told Xiaojun what happened. He said, "Don't be sad. As long as it wasn't your

choice, I don't blame you." That night, I didn't go home. Xiaojun took me to his place. He gave me a bath,

then teased my breasts until they were wet, and then he slowly inserted his penis. I thought,

I'm sorry to him. After we got together, my body has been touched by other men. If he wants, I

should said he liked oral sex. I said I had never

done this before, that it would make me feel disgusted, and he didn't force me. We fell asleep like that! In the middle of the night, I couldn't

sleep I thought, I should try oral sex. So, seeing that he was asleep, I secretly climbed down on top of him.

Xiaojun was still asleep with his legs spread. I gently kissed his penis, and it slowly hardened. He didn't

react at all; he was still asleep. I kept kissing him like that. Then he moved slightly, and I immediately climbed on top of him, lying down

beside him. He rolled over and pressed himself against me, his penis naturally inside my breasts. He whispered in my

ear , "You've teased me; I want it." So I arched my back, and he easily penetrated me! I was

terrified he would find out I had just given him oral sex. But he said, "I was dreaming that you were kissing my penis, so I wanted it!"

I blushed and didn't say anything, letting him thrust wildly into me!

The next morning, he still drove me to work. In the evening, he would come to Hongqiao Airport to wait for me after work

and then take me home. Sometimes, I wouldn't go to his home, and he would come to our office after work to keep me company.

I would also take some time to come to his office to talk to him and be affectionate with him. After I finished work, we would have

sex in the empty office. Every time this happened, he would eagerly touch my breasts with his fingers,

making me weak and wet all over, before he would continue to penetrate me. Sometimes, he would

ask me to give him oral sex, but I always felt a little nauseous, so I never satisfied him. I didn't know how he could do

this; it always seemed like he couldn't get enough. But being with him made me feel very satisfied, so I tried my best

to meet his needs in this regard! Time passed quickly, and it was almost Chinese New Year. My workplace organized an event, and

we went to a hotel for a gathering. I told Xiaojun, and he said, "You should go; it's your company's event,

you should participate."

That day, after work, I went to the hotel with my colleagues. I sang and played cards

with very late, and one of my male colleagues, named Li, told me that he

had liked me for a long time and wanted to stay with me tonight. He said it very seriously, and at the time, I felt that he was

much . I had always treated him like a younger brother; how could he have such thoughts? I refused him, and he just

drank alone in silence. I tried to persuade him, but he wouldn't listen. So I drank with him. We were both pretty

drunk before we went to the room. I thought nothing would happen between us. Besides, I'd had too much to drink, and I didn't want

to disappoint him too much. Besides, he often helped me at work. I took a shower and went to bed. He

slept next to me. He's still such a kid; he doesn't know anything about this! His penis

was hard, and he didn't know where to insert it. I gently placed his penis at the entrance of my vagina, and he

forcefully inserted it. He ejaculated in a short time. Then he hugged me, kissed me, and his penis

became hard again, so I let his penis slide into my vagina again. That night, Li made love to me seven times. My

vagina was a little red and swollen. The next day, I took a good shower. My colleagues and I hung out until

evening . After dinner, Li wanted to sleep with me again. I felt bad for Xiaojun. Yesterday, I

agreed to Li's advances because of the alcohol, and also because I wanted to thank him for his usual care. It

wouldn't be . I refused him. He said to me, "Sister, stay with me one more night. I'm resigning tomorrow.

I won't be able to help you anymore!" It turned out this was his last day at our company. Other colleagues

said, "You two should have a good chat; who knows when you'll see each other again." So we

went into the room, and I gave him a bath. Then we got into bed together. His penis was already hard, so it entered me

smoothly . Li kept thrusting, and he ejaculated in a short time.

After he ejaculated, his penis didn't soften. He whispered in my ear, "I want more!" I really don't know if

all young people are as tireless as him. So I lay on the bed, letting him lie on my back, and

he penetrated me from behind, so it would be easier for me. That night, I don't know how many times he penetrated me. I just lay on the bed, and

whenever Xiao Li wanted to use me, he would climb on top of me. His penis eventually became very skilled at penetrating my body. The next

morning, when I woke up, the bed was covered in Xiao Li's semen on my genitals. I didn't know how he could have

so much. I hurriedly got up and went to work.

When I got to work, I felt very tired! My lower body was wet, and I spent a long time wiping myself in the bathroom, but I couldn't get it

clean . I was on my flight, so I just let it go. I'll wash it after work! At noon, Xiao Jun called and said:

"I haven't seen you for two days, and I really want to see you today." I replied: "Not today, I haven't

changed my clothes , maybe tomorrow!" I felt like I was doing something wrong and afraid he would find out. He didn't say anything.

Around 7 pm, I was on my flight, and my underwear was sticky with Xiao Li's semen.

I have so much stuff, I don't know how I got so much, and my breasts are a little swollen too. Just then, Xiaojun called me, saying he

was already at the airport terminal. He asked me to come pick him up if I had time. I really didn't know what to do. I was afraid

he'd come in and get intimate with me; with my private parts so wet, he'd definitely know what happened. If I didn't pick him up,

he'd suspect me too! What should I do? I really regretted having this with Xiaoli these past two days, but

what could I do now? So, I steeled myself and brought Xiaojun into my office, and then I continued preparing for

my flight . After finishing my flight, I returned to my office, and Xiaojun eagerly hugged me and started kissing me! His hand

was already inside my underwear. Suddenly, he stopped, looking at me with a strange expression, as if waiting for me

to say something. I only said: "I'm sorry! Something unexpected happened last night; I'll tell him everything in detail tomorrow." He didn't say

anything and turned to leave. I hugged him tightly from behind and whispered: "I'm sorry! Please forgive

me! I'll definitely tell you tomorrow." He glanced at me and said, "After work, take a good shower and get some rest!"

Then he left without looking back. I was left staring blankly as he walked away. After work, I quickly went home,

wanting to take a shower before Gu returned. But when I got home, he was already there.

He saw me and said, "We had a lot of fun." I ignored him, went to my room to get a change of clothes

, and went into the bathroom to shower. I had just taken off my clothes when Gu opened the door and came in. And he wasn't wearing any clothes, his penis

was very erect. I saw it and said, "Get out!" He replied, "You're my wife. Others can use you, but I

can't? What? How many men have you slept with these past two days? With all that stuff on your underwear,

can't use it too?" As he spoke, he forcibly hugged me from behind. I struggled desperately, trying

to break free from his embrace. He held me tightly, and his penis forcefully thrust into my body. In that instant, I

stopped struggling, letting Gu thrust desperately. Tears streamed down

my face until he was satisfied. Only then did he quickly rinse himself off and leave the bathroom. I sat limply on the floor, letting the hot water wash over me

. I don't know how much time passed before I finally left the bathroom and went to sleep on the sofa.

The next day, I waited until noon before calling Xiaojun. I told him I wanted to stay at his place that day; I

didn't want go back to my own home, and I had decided to separate from Gu. After hearing my story, Xiaojun said, "Come

over first, we'll talk when we meet!" That afternoon, I met him at his workplace. He seemed less enthusiastic than before. He

arranged for me to rest and then went to work. I waited until he got off work. Then I went with him

to his home. He didn't say a word on the way. When we arrived, he just cooked for himself.

After we ate a simple meal, he said, "Why aren't you saying anything? I want to hear what happened these past two days." Then he lit

a cigarette , leaned against the bed, and looked at me. I didn't know what to say. I just silently looked at him too. After a long while, Xiaojun

said to me, "If you want to talk, go take a shower first, then we can talk in bed! If you don't want to talk,

I'll take you back now!" So I obediently went to shower, then got into bed, and he also

showered and lay down next to me. I quietly

told him what had happened with Xiaoli and what had happened with Gu. I also told him, "I won't do it again!" and begged for his forgiveness. Xiaojun didn't say anything, just

lay there, as if thinking about something. I gently stroked his penis with my hand, but he didn't react at all.

After a long time, he suddenly pressed my head down hard against his penis. He said, "

Forget about the past, but you can't do it again. You're my personal toilet; no

one else can use you!" I knew he had forgiven my mistake, but only because he knew I would feel disgusted,

so he was giving me this little punishment. I accepted it. He turned my body over, clamped my

head between his legs, and used his three fingers to vigorously stimulate my breasts. Then he stuffed the necklace he was wearing into my vagina

. He said, "You're mine now. If you do that again, I'll fill your vagina completely." I said,

"Forgive me for my foolishness this time, I won't do it again!" Then he pushed me down and forcefully thrust his penis into my

vagina. I didn't resist at all, just held him tightly. The next morning, he got up and took me to work.

Near the end of the workday, the company announced that flights would be moved to Pudong Airport. We were asked to sign up ourselves, so

I signed up to work at Pudong Airport. I told Xiaojun about this, and he said, "Okay, it's a new

place, you can avoid Gu, and you can even get a promotion!"

A few days later, I was supposed to report to Pudong Airport, and Xiaojun took me there. Then he said to me, "It's

far from here, you should work here first, stay in the company's guesthouse, and then you can stay at your brother's house.

It's not good for you to stay at my house now, after all, you're not divorced yet." I agreed. I stayed at the guesthouse after work.

However, the guesthouse in my workplace is a chaotic place. And male and female colleagues often do *that*. That

night I was afraid to sleep, worried that some male colleague might climb into the wrong bed and cause something that shouldn't happen again. The next day,

I went to stay at Xiaojun's house. Every morning, he would ride his bike to take me to the company shuttle bus, and after work, he would pick me up from the bus stop. Later, I called

my parents, and I told them I was staying at the company. My father said it wasn't good and I should stay at my

brother's house. So I had to move in with my brother. Xiaojun would pick me up from Pudong Airport every day and then take

me to my brother's house. Sometimes I would lie to my brother, saying I was staying overnight at the company and then going to Xiaojun's house

to spend two days with him!

So, I alternated between Xiaojun's house, my brother's house, and the company guesthouse. Until one day, I was staying

overnight and preparing for a flight when I suddenly received a call from my supervisor, asking me to go to the China Eastern Airlines apartment building at Pudong Airport. I

knew this supervisor had a bit of a crush on me and was usually quite considerate of me at work. But for Xiaojun's sake,

I told him I was at work and didn't have time. He said, "Come over right away, I've already arranged for someone to do your work

." At that moment, the colleague who was supposed to pick me up arrived. He looked at me with a suggestive gaze and said, "The boss wants you to come over

immediately , it's urgent!" I reluctantly agreed and got into the car he sent. When we arrived at his apartment building

, he seemed to be drunk. Seeing me, he said, "Go take a shower! I want you today!" I turned to leave, but he had already

closed the door. He said, "I like you, you're mine today." Then he picked me up, threw me onto the bed, and when I

tried to struggle, he held me down, saying, "Be good! You're not a little girl anymore. If you want your work to be easier, then be good."

I tried to scream, but it was no use. I begged him, but he ignored me and just kept tearing off my clothes. At that point, I gave in. I

let him strip me naked and drag me to the bathroom to shower. Then I went back to bed wearing only a towel.

When he came in, he pulled off the towel, looked at my body, and said, "Why are your breasts so loose?" I didn't say anything.

He played with my breasts and vagina for a while, then climbed on top of me and forcefully thrust his penis into me

. I felt nothing, just moved in different positions with him. Until he ejaculated inside me,

I got up, went to the bathroom to shower, and got dressed. I prepared to leave his room. He lay on the bed and said, "

Where ?" I replied, "To catch a flight." He said, "You're mine tonight. You'll sleep here with me.

Others can do your job; your job today is to be my toilet. Let me play with you." I blushed and didn't know

what to say. He jumped up and pulled me onto the bed. I slowly took off my clothes and lay down.

He played with my breasts while stroking my breasts. That night, he did it four times.

When I woke up in the morning, my breasts were sticky with his fluids. I rushed to the bathroom and frantically washed them, trying to clean them

off . Then, after getting dressed, I asked him, "Can I leave now?" He opened the door, and I escaped from his room. I took

the shuttle bus back to the city. On the bus, I called Xiaojun and told him I had just gotten off work and wanted to rest at his place. He hesitated

for a moment and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you before I go to work." When I got to his house, he kissed me and left. I

lay his bed, unable to fall asleep. Thinking about what happened last night, my mind was in turmoil. I didn't

know if I should tell Xiaojun when he got back. That evening, Xiaojun came home from work. I was still lying naked in

bed. He made dinner and brought it to my bedside, calling me to eat. After eating, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart.

Xiaojun seemed to sense something was wrong and asked if something had happened. I said, "Take a shower

and go to bed first, we'll talk when we're in bed." Xiao Jun turned on the hot water, came to the room, and carried me into the bathroom. He suddenly grabbed my breast and examined it closely. I looked too, and I almost cried out. There were very obvious teeth marks

on my left breast . It was probably from when the boss bit me. Xiao Jun looked at it and stroked it. He didn't say a word, but I saw a strange look in his eyes. I bit my lip and didn't speak. He slowly washed me. Then he picked up his razor and said, "Today I'm going to shave all your body hair off. Don't say anything now. Tell me what happened when we're in bed." I nodded. So after he shaved all my hair off , he carefully washed my breasts and genitals with soap. After washing, he carried me back to bed, took out a wet towel, and slowly stuffed it into my breasts. Then he pinched my left breast and pulled it up. He said, "Who bit me?" So I told him in detail what happened with the boss last night. He said, "Your breasts are so loose, he bit you, didn't you know?" I shook my head. He continued, "You! What can I say to you? Aren't you my personal toilet? How come you've let other people use you? I really don't know what to say to you." I cried, and he said, "Forget it, what's the use of crying now that it's already happened? I shaved your pubic hair, hoping you won't do it again. I stuffed your breasts with a towel so you would know that your breasts are full and can't be used by anyone else." I nodded. Then he hugged me and we started watching TV. At that moment, I felt so sorry for Xiaojun!!! I nestled in his arms, stroking his penis with my hand. My breasts felt swollen, I thought it was because of the towel stuffed inside. I thought, "If Xiaojun likes it, let him have it!" In the middle of the night, I felt Xiaojun's penis start to get hard, and his hand started to touch my breasts, pulling the little bit of towel sticking out and slowly pulling it out. I felt a little pain, but I held back and didn't make a sound. He pulled the towel all the way out and then brought his penis close to my vagina. I cooperated willingly, but it felt very dry down there, making it difficult for his penis to penetrate, and it hurt my vagina. He said, " Maybe the towel dried you out. Does it hurt? If it hurts, just say so." I shook my head and said, "It doesn't hurt," and hugged him tightly. He started thrusting, and I tried my best to hold back, thinking, "I'm sorry, this pain is understandable!" This continued until he ejaculated. After he finished, when he wiped his penis with tissue, he asked me, " Does it hurt? My vagina is bleeding." I said, "It's okay." After saying that, I still hugged him tightly, telling him not to wipe anymore , and he obediently hugged me. In the morning, he picked me up from school. I felt a lot of pain down there, and Xiao Jun looked at it said, "Your vagina is swollen. Is it okay for work?" I nodded. So he took me to catch the company shuttle bus. 　　A few days later, Xiaojun said he wanted to take me on a trip, and I agreed. He borrowed a car and took me to Zhejiang for three days. Along the way, he tried to touch my breasts, and I consciously took off my skirt and bra, just wearing a coat over my shoulders. This way, he could easily touch my breasts and grope them while driving . In Zhejiang, I didn't wear underwear, only a long skirt. When we were sightseeing, whenever no one was around, he would lift my skirt and thrust his penis against my breasts, and I always cooperated. Because I knew I had wronged him many times! If he could forgive me, I didn't care what he did! After returning, I finally divorced Gu. After completing the procedures, I specifically went to the hospital to have breast augmentation surgery because Xiaojun said my breasts were too small and loose. After the surgery, I met with Xiaojun once and spent the night at his house, telling him everything. He said: "You're wasting money! How could you do something so important without discussing it with me first?" I didn't say anything, but I noticed that Xiaojun was particularly careful that night. Later, I was very busy at work for several days, often staying overnight and not getting off work until the next day. Xiaojun started contacting me less. When I called him, he always said he was busy, and that too much contact would affect my property division during the divorce. I begged him not to do this, that I missed him! He just coldly said: "It's been over a year, and you're still not divorced. I have another woman now, and she even gives me oral sex. Why don't you want to?" Actually, I knew what all about; these words were meant to provoke me. I cried, begging him: "Don't abandon me ! It doesn't matter if you have another woman, I'm willing to be your mistress! I'll still be your personal toilet. From now on, I'll live at my brother's house; you can come see me anytime." He agreed! After a while, I hoped Xiaojun would call every day, but he never did. Then one afternoon, he finally called me. I was very...

I was so happy. He said he bought a car and would take me out to dinner that night, so I did some makeup at home, changed into his favorite

dress and top, and waited for him. After he arrived, we ate something casually outside, and then he drove to a

secluded spot. I obediently took off my underwear and bra, and he took out wet wipes and stuffed them into my vagina one by one

. Then he hugged me and kissed me, constantly arousing my vagina. I felt hot all over and really wanted his penis

to enter . Gradually, he pulled me onto him, and I pulled down his pants. His penis was already very

hard, so I slowly sat on top of him and put his penis into my body. Then he made

me kneel on the car seat, and he thrust into me from behind. I felt incredibly good, and even after he ejaculated, I

didn't want his penis to come out, as if I was afraid it wouldn't come back! So I changed positions and put his

now limp penis back into my vagina. I kept contracting my breasts, trying to get them hard again

so they wouldn't leave me. Slowly, I could feel my penis getting hard again. I happily

hugged Xiaojun, wriggling my body. Xiaojun hugged me tightly too. We did this until very late.

He said I should go home, I had to go to work tomorrow. He walked me to the door, and I reluctantly went home.

Xiaojun often came to see me and keep me company on my days off. Later, I rented a place near Pudong Airport, and

he helped me move and brought my things over. I gave him a key, hoping he would come to see me often.

My house was empty at the time, and it was really boring being home alone.

I knew Xiaojun was running his own business and had very little time, but he still often came to my house after work

to have dinner with me, and then we would go to bed. He liked to take off my clothes and tease my breasts with his hands.

I would hug him and let him make my breasts wet, and then he would penetrate me. He would drive away in the middle of the night, and

after he left, I always felt a strange, indescribable feeling. So I thought I'd buy a computer,

so I'd have something to do when I was home alone. I asked Xiaojun to go with me to buy a computer, and I'd chat

online on . After Xiaojun left at night, I also went online, and it was during this time that I met Fei online

. He was studying in Malaysia. He was resting in Shanghai during winter break, and he asked me to meet him, so I went. I didn't tell

Xiaojun at the time. When we met and chatted, I told Fei about my relationship with Xiaojun. He felt very sorry for me and advised me to

break up with Xiaojun. I listened to Fei's advice, so I stopped answering Xiaojun's calls and got my

house key back from him. Fei and I started dating. He was resting, and he would ask me to have tea with him every day. A few days later, Fei

called me and said he was meeting some friends that afternoon and wanted me to join him. I happily agreed and even

dressed up specially to chat and drink with his friends. That night, I felt a bit drunk, so Fei took

me home. When we got there, I hugged him, not wanting him to leave. I said, "It's late, you can go

back !" Fei kissed me and gently put me on the bed. He quickly took off all my clothes. I looked at him,

and he looked at my body, then started taking off his own clothes. Once naked, he skillfully inserted his penis into me,

thrusting forcefully. He whispered in my ear, "From now on, you're

mine ." I nodded, letting him thrust wildly. Before long, Fei ejaculated all his semen into my

vagina. Then he lay limply beside me and fell asleep. I hugged him, gently stroking his

penis. Just then, my phone rang. I glanced at it; it was a message from Xiaojun. He said he wanted to see me and told

me not to trust those online acquaintances. I ignored him, just stroking Fei's body and his penis, watching him

sleep . Fei woke up in the middle of the night. I could feel his penis was hard, and I thought he probably wanted it again.

So I stroked his penis and brought my breasts closer to it. He hugged my body and inserted his penis into my

breasts. He thrust forcefully, and after a long time, he still didn't ejaculate. His penis was still hard inside me, and

he kept pressing down on me. He said, "My penis just wants to stay inside my breasts like this forever." I said, "

Get off , let's change positions!" He listened to me, so I turned to my side and put his penis back inside my breasts

. He hugged me, keeping his penis inside me. After a while, he said, "Ping, your breasts

feel so good, my penis doesn't want to come out, but now I need to go to the toilet to pee." I said, "Fei, don't go. I'm

your toilet. You can do whatever you want, just don't leave me! Don't leave my body!" I'm scared! It's cold

outside , don't get up! He continued to be inside me, holding back his urination. After a while, I

suddenly felt a warm liquid flow into my vagina, and then from between my penis and vagina onto my buttocks and

the bed. But I still held Fei tightly. I knew what it was. I felt very full inside, but I

tried to relax my body and accept as much of his liquid as possible. Until he finished urinating, I

grabbed a towel and tightly covered my lower body, trying not to let the liquid flow onto the bed, and then got up to go to the bathroom. Fei

said, "Ping, you're so great!" I smiled. Back in bed, he hugged me and kissed me passionately again. As dawn approached,

Fei once again inserted his penis into my vagina, saying, "Ping, your vagina is a little loose.

It would be better !" I didn't say anything. He continued to thrust forcefully until he ejaculated, and then he

got off me. I got up, dried myself off, and went to work. Fei rested at my house. He called me at noon to say

he was going home first. After that, we saw each other frequently; sometimes he came to my place, and sometimes I went to his

house on my days off. Xiao Jun kept calling me, but I stopped answering his calls. Sometimes when I got home, I would find

letters Xiao Jun had written to me. But after I got pregnant with Fei, I always avoided Xiao Jun.

A few days later, Fei was also going back to Malaysia. That day, he came to my house to keep me company.

My aunt was there at the time, but I didn't want to disappoint Fei. He was leaving, and I didn't know how many months I wouldn't see him

. He didn't want to do it. He said, "It will hurt your health." He just hugged my body, and I could clearly

feel his penis pressing against me. So I went to the bathroom to change my tampons and put them in my vagina

so Fei could hug my naked body. Back in bed, I felt Fei's breathing was heavy, as if he was trying hard

to hold back, looking very uncomfortable. So I stroked his penis and slowly moved down to give him oral sex.

Until he ejaculated, I tried my best to suppress my nausea and swallowed all of Fei's semen. He happily hugged

I said, "I never thought your mouth felt so good!" I kissed him and said, "Yes! I won't make

you hold back anymore! Whenever you want it, I'll always find a way to satisfy you!" He smiled contentedly! Around dawn,

Fei's penis was pressing against my vulva again. I knew what he wanted to do, so I said, "This time, I'll give you a

tight spot." He asked, "Where is it tight?" I blushed and brought my vulva to his penis. He laughed and

tried to push, but without success. I said, "Use my vaginal fluid to lubricate it!" He did as I said,

then forcefully pressed his penis against my vulva, and I tried my best to cooperate. Finally, he

inserted his penis into my vulva. I felt a little pain, but I endured it. Fei thrust contentedly, and within a few minutes,

I could feel him ejaculate. After he ejaculated, he didn't want to pull out. I said, "Was it tight this time?" He didn't

answer , just held me tightly and kissed me. Then he said, "I need to pee, is that okay?" I replied, "

Sure ! Don't get up!" After a while, I felt a warm flow go down my pelvis into my stomach,

and my stomach suddenly felt very bloated. Then Fei pulled his limp penis out of my pelvis.

I held my pelvis closed, afraid something might come out. Then I went to the bathroom, and when I came back, I asked Fei, "Is this

toilet satisfactory? Are you satisfied?" He said, "Very satisfied!!!" Two days later, Fei was leaving, and I saw him off at

the airport. I was very reluctant to let him go, and after he left, I felt very empty. Every day when I got home, I would check if Fei

had written to me. He wrote every day and asked me to take a vacation to Malaysia. So I agreed. At this time, Xiao Jun

still came to see me every day. I refused to see him, but he still wrote to me every day saying: "I love you!" and asking me to come back to him! I still refused him. A month later, I got a 15-day visa to Malaysia. I didn't tell anyone when I

left . When I got there, Fei stayed with me every day.

I told Xiaojun that

he came to see me every day, and he didn't say anything. He went to class during the day, and we did *that* in his room at night;

I tried my best to satisfy his needs. Time flew by, and it felt like only 15 days had passed. I

had to go back to Shanghai. Fei was very reluctant to see me go, but there was nothing he could do. We agreed that we

would meet again when he came back to Shanghai during the summer vacation. He agreed! When I returned to Shanghai, I found many letters from Xiaojun at my door, asking where I

had been . He was worried about me, afraid something might have happened to me, and said he didn't care that I had a boyfriend. So I called

him and asked if he could drive me to my brother's house, and he agreed. After we met, he asked me where I

had been . He thought something had happened to me. I just said I hadn't gone anywhere. We arrived at my brother's house quickly,

and I told Xiaojun that I was going back to my parents' house. He said: Let him know when you come back, and he will come to pick you up. I said I understood

.

I stayed at my parents' house for more than a week. On the day I returned to Shanghai, I called Xiaojun and told him

what time I would arrive in Shanghai, hoping he could drive to pick me up. He agreed! That night, he drove to the station to pick me up and

then took me home. On the way, he asked me where I had been recently. He was very worried, afraid something might have happened to me.

I said, "I stayed home and didn't go out." He didn't say anything more. After we got home, Xiaojun treated me to dinner and

said he missed me and hoped I could fulfill his wish. I agreed. When we got home, Xiaojun kissed and hugged me very gently

. Although I was feeling restless, I saw how much Xiaojun cared for me, and he said it was the last time,

so I let him kiss me. After a while, Xiaojun said, "Ping, you should take a shower. I'll boil some water." I

didn't say anything and quietly lay on the bed. I watched Xiaojun boil the water. After a while, Xiaojun came in and undressed me

, then pulled the blanket over me. He went online on the computer while waiting for the water to boil. I

lay there like that until the water boiled. Xiaojun poured in the hot water and used a towel to wipe my body. He carefully wiped my body

, and after he finished, he took off his own clothes, got into bed, and hugged me. Then he leaned down and kissed my breasts,

and I felt my whole body heat up. I felt that Xiaojun's movements were very slow, and I was getting so excited that I wanted him to hurry up

and enter me. But he was still in no hurry. I waited for almost an hour before he finally

inserted his penis into my body and began to slowly thrust in and out. I slowly enjoyed it, and after a while, Xiaojun ejaculated

. I turned away, afraid that his semen would spill out, and Xiaojun took some tissues to wipe his penis clean.

Then he took some tissues for me to wipe myself before leaving my house. I was happy that he left; this

was my way of making up for it. A few days later, Xiaojun came to see me again, trying to persuade me not to trust Fei, saying that Fei was the one who truly loved

me and that Fei was just playing with me. I didn't believe him. I ignored him. But being alone at home was really boring, and if Xiaojun

came to see me, I would at least have someone to talk to. So I agreed. He came and still invited me to dinner, trying to persuade me, but

I wouldn't listen. After dinner, Xiaojun drove me to the company's support department to shower, and then we went back to my house.

When we got there, he didn't want to leave. I said, "I've already satisfied you. I already have someone else. Don't look for me anymore

." Xiaojun said, "You're so naive. Fei is just playing you. If he finds out, he'll just have an excuse to break up with you

." I didn't believe him. It was late, and Xiaojun said, "I know you went to Malaysia recently. You were

a free delivery; he won't want you." I said, "My affairs are none of your business. If you don't want to leave today, I

'll give you one last time. Don't come looking for me again!" Xiaojun said, "Okay, I'll give you one last

massage to help you relax." He made me lie face down on the bed and started undressing me. I didn't resist.

After stripping me naked, he put me on the bed, then stripped naked himself and sat on my lap, starting to massage me. I could

feel his hands pressing on my back, and his penis was hard at the base of my thigh. Then his

hands touched my buttocks and genitals. I didn't move. He touched my genitals, then slowly climbed

onto my back, and his penis slid into my genitals. I lay there like I was dead, letting Xiaojun thrust

forcefully until he ejaculated. I didn't move an inch. Xiaojun got up, got

a towel and wiped my genitals. Then he left without saying anything. After he left, I got up and wrote to Fei,

telling him about Xiaojun and me, and that it was all over between us. Fei replied that I could

n't Xiaojun, and that his friends said the relationships between men and women at China Eastern Airlines were very chaotic. I said: "

Don't worry! This is the last time. I won't betray you again." A few days later, Xiaojun called me and said: "

Wake up ! I don't care about your past, just don't trust Fei." I ignored him. He kept calling...

I sent messages and wrote letters. A few months later, Fei wrote to say he was coming back for summer vacation. I was so happy, I kept

waiting for Fei to come back! But I was home alone, especially at night, and I missed the happiness of being with Fei,

and his passion back then. But he wouldn't be back for another month, how could I bear it? So I started

masturbating. Sometimes Xiaojun would call, and I really wanted him to come over so I could satisfy my physical needs.

But I held back. Finally, Fei came back. That day I had the day off, and I went to pick him up and take him home. I asked him, "

When are you going back to your parents' house?" He said, "Let's go back in a week." I was so happy! That night,

we ate dinner early, and then Fei carried me to bed. I said, "I'm your toilet. You've been holding

back for months, now you don't have to anymore. You can do whatever you want. You don't need to ask my opinion."

He laughed, then hugged me and took off my clothes. He inserted his hard penis into my vagina. I happily

let him do it wildly. That night, he kept wanting it, and I always satisfied him. Later, he got tired,

and his penis became limp and weak, but he whispered in my ear, "Ping, I want more!" I touched

his penis; it was limp, so I gave him oral sex. Gradually, his penis became aroused again, and he

inserted my vagina. I squeezed tightly and kept contracting my vaginal muscles so he could feel it. I

didn't want him to say my vagina was too loose. After a while, he ejaculated again and then fell asleep holding me in a side-rear position. In

the morning, his penis was a little hard again. He hugged me and said, "I need to pee!" I

moved my buttocks towards his penis, and he took the opportunity to insert his penis into my vagina. I said, "You still ask?! I told you it's

your toilet! You can do whatever you want!" He hugged me from behind, his penis inside my vagina.

After a while, I felt a warm flow inside my breasts, running down my thighs and buttocks onto the bed

. I pulled a towel over and placed it

under my breasts. After Fei finished, he picked up the towel and tucked it next to my breasts. I got up and went to the bathroom, pressing the towel against my skin. At that moment, I felt the warm flow running down my thighs. I

dried myself off in the bathroom and went back to bed, asking Fei, "How did it feel?" He didn't say anything, just nodded. The next day, I

went to work, and Fei stayed at my place. He picked me up from the airport that evening. During this time, Xiao Jun still

called .

Almost two weeks passed like this with Fei. That night, after we made love, I fell asleep. Around 2 a.m., Xiao Jun called, saying he liked me and told me to stop

being , saying Fei wasn't sincere towards me. I angrily threw my phone down. Fei stood beside me, watching without saying

a word. The next day, I went to work. At noon, Fei called to say he was going back to his parents' house. I didn't say anything.

When I got home from work that evening, he was gone. There was only a letter from Xiaojun on the door, urging me

to change my mind ; I glanced at it and threw it away. A few days later, I called Fei and told him I wanted to buy

a house near his home. He said, "Whatever you want, if you think it's okay." So I went to look for a house near his home and

met him that night. He took me to his house for the night. His mother didn't say anything when she saw me, just very polite.

That day I thought: I should have a child with Fei. The next day I went to the hospital and had my IUD removed. A few days later

, I finally found the house I wanted to buy. However, Fei said: He didn't understand the contract and couldn't help me. Having no

other choice called Xiaojun and asked him to accompany me to sign the contract. He agreed.

A few days after buying the house with a loan, Fei was going back to Malaysia. I stayed at his house for one night. He was still as crazy as ever.

I hoped to have his child so I could show him my true feelings. In the morning, I took him to the airport and

gave him the little money I had. After he left, I hired someone to renovate my house. The workers needed to buy materials, but

I had almost no money left. What to do? That morning, I was at the entrance of Jiuxing Market. I thought for a long time and finally

called Xiaojun. Unexpectedly, he immediately brought me money and offered to oversee the renovations, but

I refused. I told him, "This money is a loan; I will pay you back." Then I let him leave. After

my house was renovated and I moved in, I discovered my computer was malfunctioning. I contacted many people,

but none could fix it. Without my computer, how could I contact Fei? So I had to ask Xiaojun for help. He found

an engineer to come to my house and fix my computer. That night, I wrote to Fei, telling him about my

situation in Shanghai. Fei replied, "We're finished because I can't forget Xiaojun!" I was in great pain and couldn't understand Fei's

thinking. Was it wrong for me to contact Xiaojun when I had no other choice? Later, Fei stopped

contacting me. Xiaojun still tried to reach out, trying to persuade me, but I ignored him and avoided him, hoping Fei would forgive me.

But there was still no news from him.

b. During that time, I avoided Xiaojun and desperately searched for Fei, hoping he could forgive me and come back to me.

But I never heard from him; he didn't write to me, and he even changed his phone number. Xiaojun still called and

messaged me every day, saying: "Even if I were a prostitute, as long as I'm willing to come back to him, he

won't care, he'll still love me." But I still didn't give up; I hoped Fei would come back. But there was no

news at all. Then my bank loan was due, and I needed to repay it. But I

had no money left, and my salary from work hadn't been paid yet. Even if I did, I'd need to live. It wouldn't be enough to repay the loan.

What to do? I thought about it for a long time, and suddenly I remembered what Xiaojun said: even if I became a prostitute, he wouldn't care.

So I started looking for opportunities online. I thought I'd only do it a few times to pay off the bank loan and then stop.

Besides, if I didn't tell anyone, no one would know! That day, I posted this idea online

, offering 500 yuan per session, and surprisingly, a man started talking to me. I was terrified,

but to get money to repay my loan, I continued talking to him. He asked, "Where? What's the price?" I

replied, "500 yuan per time. I don't have a place." Later, he asked what services I offered. I didn't know what

to do, so I asked him what he wanted. He said, "Can I give you oral sex?" I hesitated for a moment and said yes.

I gave him my phone number and explained that this was our first transaction because I needed money to repay my loan. He asked me to meet him at 3 PM

at the entrance of the Oriental International Trade Center. I agreed. After arranging the meeting, I continued chatting online, hoping to

find the next person. After all, there was only a week left until the bank's final repayment date, and I was working one day on and one day off.

There wasn't much time at all. Soon, someone added me again, saying they wanted to find a woman or something, asking if I was free that night

. I said yes, and they asked if I could stay overnight, offering extra money. I told them I had to work the next morning and

could only be there until 4 AM at the latest. They agreed! I gave them my phone number and told them

to contact , as I had something to do in the afternoon. They said okay. Then I saw it was already past 2 PM, and I should get ready.

I took a shower, changed my clothes, put on a long dress, applied some makeup, and went to wait for them at the entrance of the Oriental International Trade

Center . When I got there, watching the pedestrians walk by, I felt a little scared, wondering

what my first customer would look like. Five minutes past 3 PM, my phone rang. It was him calling, asking where I was.

I told them my exact location, and then I saw a man on the phone walking towards me,

about 35 years old, and chubby. When I saw him, I didn't know what to say. He spoke first: "Do

n't be nervous, my room is already booked." Then he put his arm around my shoulder and led me to a nearby hotel.

Once we got to the room he'd booked, he turned and closed the door, then started unbuttoning my clothes. I clutched my

clothes tightly and said, "Pay first!" He said he'd pay me after it was done. I replied, "No, pay first, this is my first time doing

this." So he took 500 yuan from his wallet and stuffed it into my pocket, then said, "

Can I take off my clothes and shower now?" I nodded. He quickly pulled down my clothes, and I covered my

breasts with my hands, embarrassed, and ran into the bathroom. He took off his clothes and followed me in, saying, "Don't be shy.

Being shy doesn't mean anything. I know you need money to do this, I understand. Just cooperate,

it'll be over quickly. If you need money in the future, you can call me." So I turned on the hot water and started washing

myself , and then started washing him! I carefully washed his penis and buttocks with soap, and he stood there

watching me wash him, occasionally touching my breasts, saying, "I didn't expect your breasts to sag so much,

and be so loose. But they still look quite big." I didn't answer him, I just knelt on the floor and carefully

washed him. Then I felt his hand grab my hair and forcefully press me against his penis. I

knew what he wanted me to do. So I opened my mouth and took his dark penis in. Gradually, I felt

his penis begin to thicken and harden. Then he pulled my hand, made me stand up, and said, "Okay, let's go to bed."

I dried myself off with a towel and went back to the room. He was already lying on the bed, his penis

erect, looking at me. I said, "Did you use a condom?" He replied, "Isn't this something you prepared?" I said, "

This is my first time, I didn't know what to prepare. You often go out, you should have one." He

said, "I didn't prepare one, I don't have any diseases, it's okay!" I thought for a moment and agreed. He pulled

me onto him and forcefully penetrated me. For the first time, I felt like my vagina was being torn apart,

it hurt I didn't cry out. I just endured it, slowly moving on top of him. Gradually, I felt my vagina becoming

wet, so I sped up, hoping he would ejaculate quickly. Not long after, he

flipped over, pressed my thighs down, and began thrusting forcefully. About ten

minutes later, I felt his movements become faster and deeper, sometimes even reaching

inside me. I knew he was about to ejaculate, so I tried to contract my vaginal muscles. After a while, he

stopped , and I felt his penis pulsating inside me as it ejaculated. I desperately contracted,

squeezing his penis even tighter until it stopped moving completely, and then he slowly pulled

out. I ran into the bathroom, pressed my hand against my vaginal opening, and sat on the toilet, desperately pressing my

lower abdomen to let his semen flow out. Then I frantically rinsed my vagina with hot water, trying to clean it, afraid of

getting pregnant. After showering, I returned to my room. He was lying on the bed watching TV and smoking. I quickly dressed and

fled the room, crossing the street back to my own home. I took out the 500 yuan he had given me, put it in

an envelope, and tucked it under my pillow. This was the money I earned from my first time selling myself!

I checked the clock; it was already 5 o'clock. I should eat something, so I made myself some instant noodles and turned on my computer.

My QQ account started flashing incessantly; a stranger had added me, so I started chatting with him. He was also

a man looking for services. I thought, now that I had 500 yuan, with a little more effort, I'd soon have enough

to pay off my loan. So I asked him: "When do you need me?" He asked me: "Can I stay overnight? Can we have a threesome

?" I replied: "I can stay overnight, but until 4 a.m. tomorrow, because I have to go to work tomorrow."

What does "threesome" mean? I didn't understand! He said until 4 a.m. was fine. A threesome means two men and

me doing it. I thought: if I pay more, they'll probably only do it one at a time. So I

said, "A threesome is fine, but it's expensive! An overnight threesome costs 2000 yuan." To my surprise, he

agreed very readily. I was thinking, "If I can just endure this night and do it again, I'll have enough for this month's loan

." We agreed to meet at 6 pm at the entrance of the Oriental International Trade Center. I quickly prepared myself and went to a nearby

pharmacy to buy condoms, but when I got there, I felt embarrassed; it seemed like everyone was looking at

me strangely. Then he called me, asking how much longer it would take to get there. I said, "I'll be there soon.

You guys prepare the condoms yourselves." He said, "Okay, we're already here." So I rushed

to the entrance of the International Trade Center and called him. He said they were in a car. I went over; they were driving a

van with thickly sealed windows, so I couldn't see inside. I felt a little

uneasy, but thinking about the 2000 yuan I'd earn, I got in their car. Once I was in, he started

the car and drove out of the parking lot. I asked, "Where are you taking me? I've already received payment." He said, "Let

's go to my villa! I can pay you half upfront." He gave me 1000 yuan, and then he started

groping . The driver said, "You play for a while, I'll drive slowly, we'll switch later." So I just endured it,

after all, they had paid. I thought to myself. The car drove onto the highway, and the man next to me started to undress

me. I said, "Don't do this, let's do it when we get there, it's easy for people to see in the car." He replied, "

It's okay, no one can see from outside. Take your clothes off yourself, it's more exciting this way." Saying that, he reached out...

He pulled down my underwear under my skirt and kept teasing my breasts with his hands. I had no choice but to take off my

shirt myself. I lifted my skirt and let him pinch my breasts and tease my breasts. He said, "Damn it! Why are your breasts

so loose? And your vagina is loose too. Looks like I'll just have to mess around!" I didn't say anything. He pulled down his pants,

revealing his penis, and forcefully pressed my head towards it. I reluctantly took his penis into my mouth and started moving.

He then opened a can of beer and poured it into my breasts, rubbing it vigorously with his hands. The beer flowed down my thighs

. Then he made me lie face down on the car seat and tried to penetrate me. I struggled and said, "Use a condom!" He cursed, "You

old hag, what's the point of using a condom? Don't you know you'll feel anything doing this? You won't feel anything if you use a condom!" After

cursing , he forcefully thrust his penis into my body. The car continued to drive, and he thrust desperately,

but he didn't ejaculate for a long time. He said to the driver, "Brother, stop the car. It's too loose, I can't feel anything.

You can get in!" I leaned back in the seat and waited. They switched places, and the driver was clearly fatter than the previous one.

After he came over, he didn't say anything, took out his penis and shoved it into my mouth. I could only open my mouth and suck his

penis desperately. His hands squeezed my breasts hard, and then he thrust his penis into

my vagina. After a while, he ejaculated inside me. I struggled desperately, saying, "You didn't use a condom. I'll get pregnant if you ejaculate inside

like this ." He said, "I paid for it, I'm going to have fun. What does your pregnancy have to do with me?"

I cried! After he ejaculated, he found a very thick cucumber from somewhere and casually shoved it into my vagina.

I screamed. He said, "Who told you not to make my brother feel good? You can't pull it out yourself, or

I won't pay you." I was speechless. I tried hard to hold back my tears. A short while later, the car stopped in front of a small building. The older man

opened the door and went inside. I sat in the car, pulling at my clothes to put them on. The fat man next to me said, "

What ? Don't be in such a hurry. Just follow the older man's orders." So I straightened my clothes and

continued to wait. A few minutes later, I heard someone shout, "Bring her in!" The fat man then pulled me out

of the car and led me into the room. I was only wearing a dress, covering my chest with my hands, and quickly followed him into

the room. Once inside, I found only a bed with a mat and a few chairs.

The fat man pushed me onto the bed and said, "Behave yourself and don't resist. My older man will let you go

if he's happy." After a while, the older man came in, followed by a group of people. I curled up on the bed, begging him. He said, "Damn it,

who told you not to satisfy me? I didn't satisfy you, so the brothers can have their fun. I can just watch."

Then the men behind him surrounded me. Some pulled down my skirt, some pinched my breasts, and some

started probing my vagina. One of them felt something inside and yelled.

The fat man said, "It's a cucumber." So he reached in, pulled it out, and started inserting it.

After he ejaculated, other men took turns. I didn't know what to do. The older man laughed and said, "Good! Brothers,

do whatever you want!" I could only lie there with my legs spread, letting them take turns. I don't know how much

time , but I felt sticky down there. Their stuff was everywhere under my butt. When they

had all finished, I asked, "Can I leave now?" The fat man came over, holding a very thick

cucumber, and started shoving it into my vagina. It hurt

so . I begged them to let me go. The fat man played around for a while longer, then pulled out his penis

and urinated on my genitals. The older man said, "Fatty, when you're done playing with her, throw her out!" He

replied , "Okay!" So only the two of us were left in the room. I begged him, and he said, "No rush, let me

play a little longer, I'll take you away." I endured it. He used a cucumber to penetrate me for a while, then found a towel, wiped

my genitals, and then inserted his penis into my body, thrusting wildly. After a while,

he pulled out and ejaculated all over my face. Then he laughed loudly and said

we could go. I found my clothes and skirt on the floor and hurriedly put them on. I slowly walked out

of the room and got into the car. By then, it was already getting light. The fat man drove very fast, and when we got near the China World Trade Center, he

opened the door and told me to get out. I said, "Brother, where's the money?" He said, "You fucking want more money? It's already a favor that you

came back ! Get out." With that, he reached out and pulled me out of the car, then drove away. I sat

on the floor, unable to say anything, and slowly got up. I walked home.

//After getting home, I turned on the hot water and started taking a shower, scrubbing my body vigorously. My vagina was very red and swollen

, and it hurt a lot inside. I rinsed it with water, hoping to wash away all the mess. I really didn't want her to

get pregnant. After showering, I lay down on my bed, feeling completely drained. Everything hurt. I picked up

my bag and checked; the 1000 yuan was still there—the money I'd earned from a hard night's work. I

put an envelope under my pillow. Then I called my workplace to ask for

a day off. I lay in bed, wanting to rest properly. But my vagina was still sore and uncomfortable. It wasn't until the afternoon that I turned on my computer and continued

to rest. Towards evening, someone added me on QQ. I looked at it; it was a man who said he

wanted to... I didn't want to, but thinking about how I still needed 1000 yuan to pay off a loan, I agreed. We agreed on 800 yuan for the

night . He said he was staying at the Hongqiao Airport Hotel. I got up, ate something, and then went to the pharmacy

to buy a condom. Although it was embarrassing, I thought it was better to be prepared; I didn't want to get pregnant. After

buying it I went straight to the hotel and called him. He told me to come up, so I went upstairs and into his

room. He poured me some water and said, "Rest for a bit, no rush." Then he chatted with me.

An hour passed, and he said, "Let's take a shower together!" I obediently started taking off my clothes, and he took off his own clothes and

went into the bathroom to shower. Then we went back to bed. He lay down, and I squeezed his penis and gave him oral sex. It

slowly became erect, so I put a condom on him. He rolled over and gently penetrated me.

After a while, he asked me to change positions and continued. My breasts hurt a lot, but I tried my best to endure it. After he ejaculated

, I wiped myself and lay down on the bed. He started playing with my body, beginning with my breasts and slowly moving to

my nipples. Suddenly, he looked at my nipples and said, "Why are you so swollen? You're still doing this?" I was bleeding.

Tears welled up as I briefly recounted what had happened the previous night. He said, "These people are going too far!"

He then hugged me, gently stroking my body, and suddenly I felt a warm sensation. We lay on the bed,

watching TV, and slowly, I felt an urge. I stroked his penis and moved my breasts closer.

He kissed my cheek and said, "You should rest more! I won't shortchange you." Suddenly, I felt so cheap

! But I thought he was my customer; he paid, and I should make him happy.

His ; I couldn't be lazy like this. So I bent down and gently took his penis into my mouth, sucking hard.

He lovingly stroked my buttocks, and I felt his penis grow larger and larger until finally, a salty

substance sprayed into my mouth. I knew it was his penis! I swallowed it and continued licking his

penis. He pulled me up and hugged me tightly. As morning approached, his hands began

to caress my body and breasts. I felt some fluid flowing from my vagina, so I took a condom and put it on him.

He had me lie face down and slowly penetrated me from behind, thrusting at a very slow rhythm, occasionally

asking, "Does it hurt?" I shook my head, and he continued. This went on for about half an hour. I felt his movements

quicken slightly, and I tried to contract my vaginal muscles. After a while, his penis twitched a few times inside me and

then stopped. I knew he had ejaculated, so I squeezed my vagina tightly. After a while, he pulled out his limp

penis. I went to the bathroom to shower and returned to my room to get dressed. He had already put the money in my

bag. I took the money and left the room.

/// It was already 8 a.m. when I got home. I took a shower, turned on my computer, and went to bed. I mentally

calculated how much of the loan was still owed. I thought that if I could do it a few more times, I could stop. Around 1 PM, someone added me on QQ again.

I answered and chatted with him. He said he was at work and wanted to have sex with me. I asked, "When do you need me?" He replied, "

7 PM tonight." So I gave him my phone and told him to call me that evening. Around 4 PM,

my QQ on my computer started flashing again. The man from Shanghai said he wanted to see me now and

would come to . I refused to video chat. He said, "It's okay to just watch." I thought about it and turned on the video. He

chatted with me, saying, "I have business to discuss later, and I need a woman to 'stimulate' him beforehand." I said, "

Then come over now." He said, "I can't now, I need to prepare negotiation materials, I don't have time to come! I can only come around 8

PM ! But now, what should I do?" I replied, "If you can't now,

there's nothing I can do." He said, "How about this, you do as I say now, I'll call myself. I'll give you extra money

when we meet ." I said, "That won't work, you're at work, what if someone sees us?"

He said, "It's okay, it's just my office, no one else will be around. Just do as I say, and I'll

sign the contract. I'll give you an extra 200 yuan tonight." I said, "That's too little, and besides, you don't have a video call." He said, "

Then I'll give you an extra 400. I just need to watch you, and you just need to do what I ask." I thought, since we

're going to meet tonight anyway, having him video call now will allow me to get an extra 400 yuan. That way, I

can basically cover this month's loan. So I asked, "Are you sure you'll come tonight?" He replied, "I'm in business, and I

value integrity. We agreed to meet at Dongfang Guomao at 8 pm, and I'll definitely be there. I'll give you 800 yuan when we meet." I said,

"Shouldn't it be 900 yuan?" He said, "Sure, what kind of services are available? Is it the full package?" I said, "I

don't know what the full package is." He asked, "Can you do oral sex and penetration?" I thought for a moment and said, "Yes!" He said, "Okay,

let's have a passionate video call now, meet at 8 pm, and it'll be 900 yuan!" So I agreed. Then he said, "

Now you can take off your clothes, take off all your clothes, and then point your breasts at the camera." I did as he

said and took off all my clothes, then lay on the bed. He said, "Why are your breasts so loose? Now touch

your breasts first, then touch your breasts." I did as he said, and then he said, "Now

insert your breasts, then two more." I touched them slowly as he instructed, and my breasts started to leak

fluid little by little. After a while, he said, "Can you insert three or four fingers?" I nodded in agreement and slowly

inserted three fingers into my breasts and moved them in and out, then four. At this point, I felt a lot of pain at the entrance of my breasts, but

I still endured it and kept moving my fingers in and out as he instructed. My breasts became more and more wet and slippery.

He said, "That feels so good. Now go find two ping-pong balls and put them into your breasts." I said, "I don't have

any at home." He asked, "You must have small cosmetic bottles at home, right?" I said, "Yes." He said, "Just put these in."

After inserting

bottle, about the size of a size 1 battery, and slowly inserted it. As I did so, I thought to myself, "I'm like his

toy. For money, I'm doing these despicable things in front of a stranger." Thinking about

this made my heart ache, and tears welled up in my eyes. I still tried to push the bottle into my

vagina. He saw me crying and asked, "Does it hurt?" I replied, "I was thinking about

something , it has nothing to do with you." He said, "Okay, now try to push it out." I contracted

my vagina forcefully, and the bottle slid out. He said, "Put it in again." So I kept pushing it in and

pushing it out. After the fifth time, maybe it was too deep. I tried to push it out, but the bottle

didn't slide out on its own. It felt like its position had changed from vertical to horizontal and was stuck

inside my vagina. I reached in to try and get it out, but my fingers weren't long enough. I tried

a lot, but still couldn't get it out. He asked me, "What's wrong? Can't you get it out?" I

said yes. It was stuck inside. He said, "Don't worry, I'll lie down on the bed. If I really can't get it out,

we'll meet tonight and I'll get it out for you. Does it hurt inside now? Try walking around and see how it feels." So

I stood up and walked a few steps. It felt swollen inside, but I didn't feel any other discomfort. So I said, "You

can't not , you have to come at 8 pm. You have to get this bottle out." He said, "I know,

I'll come tonight and get it out. I'll call you from the entrance of the Oriental International Trade Center. Wear something sexy and put on makeup, then

wait for me there!" I said, "Okay!" It was already 6 pm, and I started looking for clothes and putting on makeup. That bottle...

I didn't experience any major discomfort while inside, just a persistent, throbbing pain when walking.

I figured it was almost evening, and the Shanghai man would be here soon, so I could take it out. I started preparing for

our meeting that evening.

Just then, someone knocked on my door. I didn't know who it was, so I opened it. Standing there was Xiaojun. I

asked, "What are you doing here?" "I have to go right now!" I said, turning to close the door, thinking, "

What's he doing here? It's almost time to meet. What will Xiaojun think if he knows what I'm doing

?" Then Xiaojun started banging on the door frantically, saying, "Baby, open the door! Didn't you want to make a deal? I'll buy you!"

I said, "Who wants you to buy me? I'm doing fine. You can leave." After a while, there was no more noise. I figured he

must have left, so I opened the door to check. Xiaojun was indeed gone. It was almost 8 pm, and my

phone still hadn't rung. I waited anxiously for the Shanghai man, but there was no response. I turned on

my computer ; the Shanghai man was no longer on QQ, only Xiaojun was online. I ignored him, but he

said to me: "Baby, if you want to trade, I'll trade with you. I don't want you to trade with anyone else!" I replied:

"Who said I traded with anyone else? Don't bother me." I thought to myself, "The customer still hasn't arrived. What should I

do with the bottle? Should I take it to the hospital? That's too embarrassing!" I waited anxiously, but there was no news at all!

It was almost 9:30, and I saw Xiaojun was still online, but the Shanghai man seemed to have vanished. It seemed I had to

tell Xiaojun about my situation, so I called him and said: "Didn't you want to do a trade? Come over now."

Xiaojun said: "I'm coming right away." About 10 minutes later, there was another knock at the door. I opened the door

and went back into the room, and Xiaojun followed me in. I said: "Since you want to trade, do you know what my price is

?" Xiaojun said: "How much do you want? I'll pay!" I replied, "500 yuan per time." He took out his wallet, took out 500

yuan, and gave it to me. I didn't say anything, just silently took off my clothes and lay down on the bed. Xiao Jun ran to my

bathroom, turned on the hot water, and then came to my side and said, "Can I take a shower first?" I said, "Whatever

you want!" So he took off his clothes and carried me into the bathroom. He whispered in my ear, "Can I have

your back?" I shyly replied, "I'm yours now, whatever you want." But in my heart, I was thinking, how should I

tell Xiao Jun about the bottle in my vagina? I should at least make him take it out today. In the bathroom,

Xiao Jun started to wash me very carefully. He lathered my whole body with soap, then found a

razor and carefully shaved my pubic hair. I didn't resist and let him shave me. After he shaved me, Xiao Jun used his hands

to wash my vagina and genitals with soap. I stood there, watching him wash me. After he finished washing, he

touched my vagina with his hand, and I felt a current run through my lower body, and my whole body trembled. Xiao Jun hugged me from behind

, one hand caressing my breasts, the other constantly teasing my vagina. I could feel his erect penis in my

buttocks After a while, he inserted his penis into my body

. Suddenly, he pulled it out as if he'd been electrocuted, and then inserted his fingers into my vagina, asking, "What's going on?

What's in your vagina?" I whispered to him, "Please try to get that thing out of me,

okay?" He felt around inside for a while, saying, "Are you crazy? What did you put in there? Doesn't it hurt?

Why didn't you say anything earlier?" After saying that, he grabbed a towel and wiped my body, then carried me to the bed,

made me lie down, and carefully probed inside my vagina with his fingers. He kept asking me, "Does it hurt? If it hurts, scream."

I nodded. It took him a long time to turn the bottle vertically. I contracted my vagina forcefully

, and the bottle slid out smoothly. Xiao Jun stroked my breasts and asked, "Why are you putting this

in?" I replied, "That's none of your business! Now you can do it!" Xiao Jun looked at my body,

then stroked my breasts again and asked, "Who put those red marks on your breasts? Was it a customer?" As he spoke,

he hugged me tightly and said, "Don't sell yourself to anyone else anymore. If you're going to sell yourself, sell yourself to me!" I just said

impatiently , "We'll talk about the future later, you can do it now!" So Xiao Jun didn't say anything more, just

gently hugged me and carefully inserted his penis into my body, then slowly thrust in and out, as if

afraid of hurting me. After doing this for a while, he said, "Baby, you should lie on your stomach, it'll be

more ." I obediently turned over and lay on my stomach on the bed. He lay on my back and very carefully inserted his

penis into my body, slowly thrusting in and out. I could tell he was going so slowly because he was afraid of hurting me.

It wasn't comfortable for him, so I tried to contract my vaginal muscles, but it felt like being cut with a knife inside.

I guessed the bottle had probably hurt me. I could only relax my muscles, afraid to exert any force.

But Xiao Jun was paying for me, and I was serving him; I should at least make him comfortable and satisfied. So I

whispered to him, "Put it in from behind!" Xiao Jun said, "It will hurt if you do it from behind. Besides, you've never done it

from behind . It will hurt you, and I don't want that!" I said, "No, just go slowly." As I said this, I lifted

my buttocks slightly, and Xiao Jun obediently pressed his penis against my vulva. I felt like I was about to split

open , but I tried my best to endure it. Xiao Jun tried to push it in, and I felt

an unbearable pain in my anus. I cried out softly, and Xiao Jun immediately pulled out, gently stroking my

vulva, saying, "I told you you couldn't do it, but you didn't listen. Now it hurts, doesn't it?" "Just listen to me, I'll ejaculate by myself

." Without thinking, I said, "Who told you your penis is so thick?" He said, "Is my penis thick?"

I replied, "Yes." Xiao Jun didn't say anything more, just lay on my back, hugging me tightly, his penis

inside my vagina, and whispered to me, "As long as my penis is inside my vagina, I'm satisfied!" I didn't

know what to say, so I could only lie there and let Xiao Jun press down on my back. More than an hour passed like this,

and Xiao Jun still hadn't ejaculated. He rolled off me, just hugged me, gently stroking my

body , and said tenderly, "Baby, come back, don't do deals with other people anymore, come back to me,

be my lover, I'll give you money." I said, "Today we're just doing a deal, don't say these things, I'll come back when I want

to . Do it now if you want to, and end it if you don't!" Xiao Jun suddenly...

He released me, got up, and put on his clothes. I saw tears welling up in his eyes. He

didn't look at me, only saying, "I'm not doing it today. You should rest." Then he turned and left my

house. I silently watched his departing figure, tears streaming down my face. I glanced at the money under my pillow; I was

still 400 yuan short of the loan repayment amount. Reluctantly, I turned on my computer and continued searching. I

wanted to repay the loan on my own; I didn't want men to think I was only with them for money.

New contacts appeared on my computer—men who wanted my services. I told one, "It's late

now want to do it, let's do it tomorrow afternoon." He asked me to video chat, but I refused.

The next morning, I got up early and turned on my computer. Today was my last

day ; I had to work tomorrow and wouldn't have time. I was still 400 yuan short. Around noon,

the man I chatted with the night before came online. He said, "I want it. Can I do it this afternoon?" I

replied, "Sure." He asked, "Can we negotiate the price?" I replied, "Do you think 500 yuan per time is too high?

How much would you like then?" He said, "You don't have a place, so I'll book a room. Can you calculate the time? I mean, you spend 4

hours with me, regardless of the number of times. Is that okay?" I thought for a while, wondering how many times he could do it in 4 hours.

So I said, "Sure, 800 yuan for 4 hours, don't try to bargain." He said, "How about this, I

don't want any other services, just the normal service. I'll give you 700 yuan for 4 hours. My only request

is that I don't want to use a condom." I thought I was still 400 yuan short, so I figured I should hurry up and do it today. Besides, my period was coming soon, and not using a condom

wouldn't result in pregnancy. So I agreed and we agreed to meet at the entrance of the Oriental International Trade Center at 1 pm. I dressed

up and went to the entrance of the Oriental International Trade Center to wait for him. When I got there, he was already waiting. He was

a very strong man. After seeing me, he took my hand and led me to a room. He

found a small hotel next to the Oriental International Trade Center, and while he booked the room, I stood by and waited. I felt incredibly uncomfortable under the disdainful looks of others, as if

I were utterly despicable. But what could I do for the sake of the loan? After he opened the door, I followed him into

the room. Once inside, he closed the door and told me, "Take off your clothes and take a shower to disinfect." I asked, "How do

I disinfect? Just washing is enough." He said, "I don't use condoms, but for my health, I need to

disinfect . I've brought the disinfectant." As he spoke, he pulled a small bottle from his pocket and said, "You go in and shower first, I

'll come in right away to disinfect you!" So I took off my clothes and started showering. After a while, he also came into the bathroom naked,

carrying a beverage bottle and the small bottle with the disinfectant. Then I watched him pour

the disinfectant into the beverage bottle, fill it with water, and place it next to him. He watched me shower. When I

was almost finished rinsing, he said, "I'm disinfecting your breasts now. Lie face down and stick your butt out."

Then he pressed his arm against my back and spread my breasts apart with his hands,

squeezing the white liquid from the beverage bottle into my breasts. Instantly, my breasts felt like they were on fire. I twisted my body trying to

stand up, but he held me down forcefully, saying, "Wait a while." After about three minutes, he let me stand up, then

pressed his hand against my stomach, and the liquid flowed down my thighs. He rinsed me with hot water and then made me

lie down on the bed.

After I lay down, he came to the bedside, looked at my body and my breasts, and then lifted my

thighs and forcefully thrust his penis into my body. My breasts felt a piercing pain. He ignored

all of this and just kept thrusting his penis. After only a few minutes, I felt his penis tremble,

and a warm flow entered my body. He pulled out his penis, poured himself some tea, and drank it. I lay there

motionless, just watching him drink his tea. Then I saw him take something out of his pocket and swallow

it. His penis had shrunk when it was pulled out of my body, but then I noticed it was getting

thicker and bigger again. I thought to myself, he must have taken some kind of drug, otherwise it wouldn't have gotten hard so quickly

. This time it might be tough. I touched my breasts; my own fluids

mixed with his fluids were dripping onto my clitoris, making it wet. I thought that this way, whatever he did wouldn't hurt my breasts as much.

At this moment, he returned to the bedside, took my hand, and made me touch his penis, asking, "How is it? Is it thick?" Then he

climbed on top of me and thrust his penis into my body. I spread my legs, and he

held me tightly, thrusting hard. He kept moving like this for about half an hour, and his penis was still

as thick as ever, showing no signs of fatigue. My vagina started to hurt, and he flipped my

thighs up, held them down with his hands, and continued thrusting. My back felt like it was going to break.

After a while, I said to him, "Please change positions, my back can't take it." He replied, "Just hold on

a little longer keep going like this." So I gritted my teeth and persevered. After a while, he wanted to do it in the doggy style,

and I did. He held my back and thrust desperately. My vagina was hurting more and more, but he didn't care. He just

kept moving. Gradually, my hands couldn't support me anymore, and I collapsed onto my stomach. He still pulled me up.

I said, "How about this, I'll put some blankets on the bed, I'll lie on the blankets, and you can stand on the floor and thrust." He said, "

Okay." So I pulled all the blankets from the bed and placed them under my stomach. He stood on the floor,

supporting , and continued thrusting. My breasts started to go numb. After a long time, I felt him

stop, his penis firmly inserted inside me. I asked him, "Did you come?" He patted my buttocks and said, "

Yes, it felt so good!" Then he pulled his penis out. I saw that his penis was red and had

gone . He lay down on the bed and went to sleep. I lay there motionless, my breasts starting to hurt.

After a while, I slowly got up and went into the bathroom, turning on the hot water to shower. I looked at my breasts;

they were very red and swollen! My whole body ached as if it had been torn apart! I went back to the bedside, and he lay there looking at me. I

asked, "Can I leave now?" He looked at his watch and replied, "There's still an hour left. Why are you in such

a hurry ?" I said, "Do you still have the energy to do it?" He said, "Don't worry about that. Just

leave when it's time!" So I lay down next to him again, and he touched my breasts and nipples. After a while, he

climbed on top of me. But his penis didn't react. He kept rubbing, and gradually his penis...

He started to react a little, but it wasn't very hard. He still wanted to put his penis inside me. I

cooperated. After more than ten minutes, he finally managed to insert it, moving very slowly. My vagina

felt like it was on fire, being cut with knives, but he ignored it and just kept moving! After a long time,

he stopped, and a little bit of something came out. Then his penis slid out of my vagina

. He whispered in my ear, "I want to pee in your vagina, is that okay?" I replied

, "Isn't that a bit inappropriate?" He said, "I'll add 50 yuan, is that alright?" I said, "Your penis

is so soft, how can I pee inside?" He said, "As long as you agree, I'll find a way to put it in. Even if

I pee outside, I'll still add 50 yuan!" So I agreed. He placed several bath towels under my

buttocks , then rolled my legs over, spread my breasts, and put his penis into my vaginal opening,

trying to force it in. In the end, he only inserted it shallowly. Then I felt a warm flow

enter it immediately burned like fire. His urine overflowed from my vagina,

running down my thighs onto the towels. After he finished, he lay down on the bed. I grabbed a towel, covered my breasts, and rushed to the bathroom,

frantically washing them with water. Then I went back to the room, got dressed, and said to him, "It's almost time, can I go now?"

He gave me 750 yuan, saying, "That was great today. I'll come back to you when I need something!" I replied, "We

'll see !" With that, I endured the pain in my breasts and left the room. Back home, counting the loan payments,

I could finally manage this month. But what about next month? Touching my very swollen and red breasts,

thinking about all this, I couldn't help but cry.

A few days later, Xiaojun still messaged and called me every day, saying he hoped I would come back to him.

He hoped I would become his mistress so I could use him for money when I needed it. He said, "You're my personal

toilet ; I only want you for my use. Don't trade with others like this anymore; come back." But

I felt that going back to him made me afraid he only needed my body and didn't truly

love me. So I ignored him. After paying my bank loan for the month, I still went online every day, hoping to

find a man who truly loved me. That's how I met another netizen online named Baron.

He lived in a white-collar apartment near Nanpu Bridge. We chatted happily online, and he seemed to understand my

suffering . So he asked me to meet him that evening, saying he could cover the transportation costs. At that moment, I desperately wanted a man to

care for and cherish me. Although it was already past 10 pm, I agreed to meet.

After we met, he treated me to a late-night snack, and then invited me to his house for a while. I knew

what . But I felt lonely at home alone. I needed a man to hold me, not just a transactional

feeling. After thinking about it, I agreed to go to his place. When we got there, he said, "My apartment is on

the 11th floor. It's almost midnight now. It wouldn't be good if the security guard saw us taking the elevator. Let's

walk ." I said, "It's so high! If I can't walk, you can carry me." He said okay. So, he helped me

upstairs. By the 8th floor, I was exhausted. I said, "I can't walk anymore. Let's rest for a bit." He

replied, "I'll carry you." He carried me a few steps. I could feel his penis pressing against my stomach

. My face turned red. I said, "What? You reacted like that?" He said, "Yeah, you're so tempting

. I like you. Looking at your dress, I want you now." I replied, "Sure! We

can do it right here!" I hugged him tightly. His hand started slipping inside my skirt, stroking my

breasts. My body began to heat up. He pulled down my underwear, and I acquiesced. He then guided my

hand to his penis, which I felt was already quite large. At this moment, he hugged me from behind, made me

bend over , and lifted my skirt, inserting his penis into my body. A few minutes later, I felt him suddenly

increase his speed, then abruptly he stopped, holding me tightly. His penis was deeply inside me. I said, "

So fast? I didn't have any protection. You can put it inside. If I have any, you have to marry me." He replied, "If I do,

I'll marry you, but it won't happen that way." Saying this, he pulled out, put on his pants,

and pulled me upstairs. As I walked, his fluids dripped down my thighs. I said, "

My thighs are covered in your fluids. Do you have any tissues?" He said, "Don't waste them. We're almost home. We'll take a shower when we get home

." We arrived at his house quickly. He opened the door, went inside, and turned on the hot water in the bathroom. He then

swiftly undressed me and carried me into the bathtub. I felt incredibly warm and cozy as he washed

himself and me at the same time. Then his penis became aroused again, and he asked, "Is it

okay now?" I nodded. Without hesitation, he entered me again. After leaving the bathroom, I

wrapped myself in a towel and went to his room, which had a large bed. He hugged me and said, "I won't let you

sleep tonight. You're my woman, I love you." I said, "Sure, I wasn't planning on sleeping anyway."

That night, he seemed to have inexhaustible energy, releasing it all over me. The next morning, I

had to go to work, and my legs felt weak. He was still asleep, saying nothing. When I

got home , I started to worry about getting pregnant, after all, he had done it seven times the night before, and he

had put his penis inside me. When I got home, I went online. He was online too. I told him about my worries, and he

said, "I don't want to get married yet. If I get pregnant, I'll go to the hospital to have it removed." I thought that made sense; we

only did that because we were feeling empty. We chatted, and he said he missed my body and wanted to see me,

so we started a video call. He wanted me to have sex with him. I thought, "We already did it yesterday," so

I agreed. I looked at his penis and touched my breasts, and gradually I felt more and more

aroused. I said, "I want to come over now, is that okay?" I said yes. He replied, "Sure, come

over now!" So I took a taxi to his house. He was already waiting for me downstairs at the door, and he took out the condoms he had bought,

saying, "We'll need six tonight." I laughed! So I followed him upstairs to his house…

In the morning, he was going to work and asked me what I wanted to do during the day. I said I'd just sleep here, and tonight…

"Are there still 6 condoms left?" He laughed and said, "Okay, just wait for me to come back in bed." That evening, he brought me

food after work. After we ate, he kept hugging and touching me, and then… I stayed at his house

for a week. That day, he said he had to go on a business trip and would contact me again when he returned, so I went back to my own home.

Every night, he would chat with me online and always asked to video chat, which I agreed to.

This month, my period didn't come, and I told him online. He said, "I never wanted to get married anyway. If you

're pregnant go to the hospital and get an abortion." My heart turned cold. That's when I realized he was only with me to satisfy his physical needs.

I don't know what to do. Going to the hospital alone feels very embarrassing, and I can't

be sure if I'm pregnant, it's definitely with Baron. After all, while we were together, I

stayed overnight at work once, and my boss called me to his room for the night. He didn't use any protection that day. Furthermore,

the day after Baron went on his business trip, I also had sex with one of my brother's friends, but he's not

divorced , so it only happened once. Therefore, I don't know whose child it is, and I couldn't possibly have given birth to it.

So I called Xiaojun and asked him to come to my house. I told him I wasn't feeling well and wanted to go to the hospital. He

agreed, and that day he drove to pick me up, asking what was wrong. I said he just needed to come with me.

We went downstairs, and my brother's friend also came. I told him, "We can't be together." Then I got into Xiaojun's

car and went to the hospital. On the way, Xiaojun asked me, "Who is that person?" I said, "Don't worry about that." Xiaojun just said, "

Don't do this anymore, come back! Even if you're just my lover, I'll take care of you for the rest of my life." I

didn't say anything. After the hospital check-up, I found out I wasn't pregnant. I was very happy. When I got home,

I went online and told Baron. He replied, "That's for the best. Don't contact him again because he doesn't want to get married!"

I was bewildered. Xiaojun stayed by my side silently, cooking for me and letting me rest. I ignored him.

After dinner that night, Xiaojun said, "If there's nothing else, I'm leaving. I hope you won't do this anymore.

If you want money, we'll make a deal." "Don't do that with other people anymore." I replied, "Okay." Then Xiaojun left.

The end of the month was approaching, and the loan payment was due again, so I started to get anxious. Xiaojun still messaged me

every day , hoping I would come back. I thought about it; after all, Xiaojun still cared about me. So I

called Xiaojun: "I'm willing to be your lover!" Xiaojun said, "I'm coming right away." He arrived a little over an hour later and

took me to a store to buy many household items, including a washing machine, a microwave, and cooking utensils. That

evening, Xiaojun cooked many of my favorite dishes and then said to me, "Don't go online anymore. Tonight I'm going to

give you a thorough bath. From now on, you can't do what you used to do." I nodded in agreement. He turned on

the water and very carefully washed my body, even shaving all my pubic hair and armpit hair

clean . After washing me, he carried me to bed and held me tightly, saying, "From now on, you're mine.

Don't do anything foolish again." I said, "From now on, I'm yours." I won't do anything else to betray you

unless you don't want me anymore. He kissed me, hugged me, and caressed my body. I caressed his penis too, and

gradually it became aroused. He rolled over and pressed himself against me, entering me. After a while,

Xiaojun pulled his penis out of me and said, "We can't move anymore. You don't have any protection right now,

and if it stays inside, you'll get pregnant. So we can't do it again today." I said, "It's okay,

it's not good for your health to hold back like this." He replied, "There's no other way. I don't want you to get pregnant." Then Xiaojun just held me

and went to sleep. In the middle of the night, I remembered that Xiaojun had once said he liked oral sex. Since he was afraid of getting pregnant if he ejaculated inside me

, I couldn't let him hold back. So I climbed down on top of him and started moving his penis in my mouth.

After a long time, his penis finally came out, filling my mouth with a salty taste. I swallowed

it . Xiao Jun pulled me up, hugged me tightly, and whispered, "It feels so good. Eating a man

's thing is very nourishing." I smiled. In the mornings, Xiao Jun drove me to work in Pudong. After that, Xiao Jun

picked me up from work every day and stayed at my place at night. I felt he wasn't as wild as before. When we were intimate, he

was always cautious. Most of the time, Xiao Jun just teased my breasts. Even with a condom, he finished very

quickly. He would often hold me and tease my breasts, making me give him oral sex. He also liked to make me eat his

penis, saying it was good for women's beauty. I did this all along, thinking that since I was his

lover, I should satisfy whatever he wanted me to do. Sometimes he would pick me up from work at Pudong Airport at night.

After I got in his car, he would make me take off my pants and tease my breasts. It took him an hour

to drive On the way, he would tease me like this, making me tremble all over. Sometimes, when he was driving, he would make me feel very

uncomfortable, and I would give him oral sex. And many times, I made him ejaculate while he was driving. He was very

satisfied! This went on for more than half a year. Xiaojun would give me money every month to pay off the mortgage, and I no longer

worried about the mortgage. But during this time, Xiaojun would sometimes leave my house in the middle of the night. I knew he was going home. I had an indescribable feeling

in my heart . Sometimes I would stay overnight at work. As long as I told Xiaojun first, he wouldn't say

anything, but he would just say to me: "You're mine now. Don't do that with other people at work anymore.

It's not good ." So I basically tried not to stay overnight at work. Sometimes, I would stay

for a day because my colleagues and superiors pressured me. When I came back, I would explain to Xiaojun that it wasn't my choice. After Xiaojun found out, he wouldn't say

anything. He would just very carefully bathe me and shave my pubic hair. After cleaning me up, he would say to me: "I hope this

is the last time." I would just nod.

This went on for several months, and I always tried my best not to stay overnight at work. After all, she's Xiaojun's lover, and I

couldn't let him down. I know Xiaojun likes me very much; he knows about these things but only doesn't want

to upset me, so he hasn't scolded me. He said he'd love me no matter what I am, even if

I did that with other men in front of him, he'd tolerate it and would clean me up.

But gradually, I've noticed that after we do that every time Xiaojun comes to my place, he leaves my house at night. I

don't know where he goes, but I always have this indescribable feeling in my heart. Every time he comes to my place, he always first...

He would bathe me, and after that, he would eagerly put on a condom and take my body. He would leave my house around midnight.

I silently shed many tears! So I started going online again, seeking comfort. Finally, one

day I met a man from Guangdong named Xiaobao. He said he owned a factory in Shanghai and often came to Shanghai

. So we met, and although his Mandarin was very poor, we could still communicate.

I also started to distance myself from Xiaojun. I went back to my hometown for the Chinese New Year, and after I came back, I broke up with Xiaojun. Xiaojun

was very sad and told me not to trust men online. But I felt happy being with Xiaobao. Xiaojun still texted

and called me every day. Xiaobao also came to Shanghai, and I let him stay at my house. He

cooked for me every day and picked me up and dropped me off at work by bicycle. I was really happy to have someone take care of me. One day, I

took Xiaobao to my brother's house to play. My brother wanted to buy a car and asked Xiaobao to lend him money, but he didn't have any and asked me to find a way.

I borrowed some from a colleague and lent it to my brother in Xiaobao's name. It was then that I realized my little darling didn't have

much money. The factory belonged to his friend, and he had nothing to do with it. He didn't have a job in Shanghai,

and living on my income alone was even more difficult. Every day at my house, besides cooking for me and going online, he would

only have sex with me at night. He didn't like using condoms, and before a month had passed, I realized I was pregnant

. I had no money, but I still went to the hospital. To save money, I could only have a regular abortion

. Although it was incredibly painful, I endured it; I couldn't let Xiaojun's prophecy become a reality.

A few days after the surgery, Xiaobao still wanted sex with me, holding me every night when we slept, and I agreed

. This time, he consciously used condoms. My body gradually recovered, but our financial

situation worsened. So I told Xiaobao that I hoped we could open a small shop to improve our lives.

So I started borrowing money everywhere, and Xiaobao started looking for a place. Finally, we found a place in Songjiang where many of his fellow

villagers lived , and we opened a small eatery.

After opening the shop, Xiao Bao went to his little shop every day under my supervision, but business wasn't good.

Xiao Bao asked his relatives to work there, and I tried many methods, getting many friends to come and

patronize . I also called Xiao Jun, asking him to bring his friends to eat! Xiao Jun agreed, saying the shop's

business wouldn't be great. Xiao Bao spent his days hanging out in the shop, sometimes his friends would come to eat and drink for free

. I even drank with the customers! But business was still terrible. I even

bought Xiao Bao an electric scooter to make it easier for him to get to the shop. When it came time to pay the rent, I was even more broke. I tried

many ways to borrow money, but no one was willing to lend me any. I asked Xiao Bao to think of a solution, but he said he didn't

know either. So, he spent his days online at home and drinking at the shop. Business kept getting worse, and I was extremely

anxious . After all, the money to open the shop was borrowed from friends. How was I going to pay it back? And the new

rent was due—how was I going to pay the landlord? I was extremely anxious, constantly

trying to borrow money from friends, but I kept hitting a wall. Xiao Bao, on the other hand, only knew how to go online, drink, and

want my body at night. Finally, I couldn't borrow any more money, and when the rent for the shop expired, I had to return

the property to the landlord. The items I bought when I opened the shop were also returned to the landlord at cost. After running the shop

for several months, I calculated that I had lost nearly 20,000 yuan, all of which was money I had borrowed from colleagues and friends!

After the shop closed, I was in a terrible mood. Xiao Bao stopped getting up to take me to work in the mornings

. Sometimes he would pick me up from the bus stop in the evenings, but when I got home, I couldn't muster any energy. After all, there was still so much

money to pay back. But every night after he showered, he would still hold me and penetrate me.

I asked Xiao Bao to find a job, and although he agreed, nothing happened. One day, I was on the early shift, and

when I woke up, it was too late to catch the bus. I wanted to take a taxi, but I didn't have much money left.

So I called Xiaojun and asked if he could take me to my workplace. He readily agreed and quickly

drove to my doorstep. On the way, Xiaojun asked how I was doing. I could only cry.

I didn't dare tell Xiaojun about my current situation, but I really wanted to hug him and cry my heart out. But I didn't want him to know I

was like this, after all, he had told me not to trust Xiaobao, and I didn't believe him!

After much urging, Xiaobao finally found a job selling coffee. But he

quit after less than a month. I was so angry and anxious, but there was nothing I could do. Xiaojun still messaged me every day, but I still didn't

reply. I even told him to give up on me, but he continued to message me. I spent

several months . The New Year was approaching, and the money I had borrowed was due. Then I discovered I was pregnant again. I told

Xiaobao to find a job as soon as possible, but he secretly sold the jewelry my mother and grandmother

had given . I was heartbroken when I found out, but he promised me and even wrote a guarantee, saying he

would find a job within a month, and if he couldn't, he would break up with me. So I didn't tell Xiaobao

about . One day, I used my day off to go to the hospital and have an abortion. When I got home, Xiaobao asked

me where I had been. I didn't tell him. That night, he still took off my clothes and tried to have sex with me. I resisted

, but he still forcefully pushed me onto the bed and frantically thrust his penis into my body. I

tried to twist my body, trying to prevent him from penetrating too deeply, but he ignored my struggles.

Because of the recent surgery, my vagina started bleeding, and the blood flowed down his penis and

onto my buttocks. Tears streamed down my face. I gritted my teeth until he had completely inserted himself into my

vagina before he released his hands. I lay in bed, tears streaming down my face. Xiao Bao said, "

You must have seen Xiao Jun today. It's better to do it myself than have him do it." He even cursed, "You toilet! Whoever

invites you to dinner will sleep with you!" I silently wept, unable to say a word. To be honest, since

meeting Xiao Bao, I haven't stayed overnight, nor have I slept with any colleagues or superiors. It's not that they don't approach

me, but because of him, I try to avoid them. After work, I always use excuses like someone waiting at home or someone taking care of my

small shop to avoid them. Because of this, I almost got transferred to a very bad job by my boss, but...

Xiao Bao said those things to me, it really hurt me! A few days later, Xiao Bao said he found a night shift job,

so he went to work every night and came back to my house in the morning. I asked him where he worked, but he wouldn't say. One

day , he came home very early. I was still sleeping when he took off his clothes and climbed into bed. I felt someone

touching my body and pulling at my pajamas. I woke up with a start and found Xiao Bao lying next to me. His

penis was already very strong, pressing against my stomach. I checked the time; I

still had . I said to Xiao Bao, "There's not much time left, I have to go to work." He replied, "Soon!"

So I didn't object anymore. He took the opportunity to roll over onto me and entered me. He kept moving around.

After about ten minutes, I felt him twitch, and something warm flowed into my body.

I pushed him away forcefully. I didn't want to get pregnant again. I got up and ran to the bathroom. He lay on the bed,

coldly watching me. I went back to my room, grabbed my clothes, and prepared to get dressed for work. Suddenly, Xiaobao jumped up

, grabbed me, and pushed me onto the bed. I struggled and said to him, "I need to go to work." He said, "What kind

of work are you going to? Are you going to work for someone else at some company? I'm poor, I have no money, right?" He then gripped my

neck I couldn't breathe, my legs kicked wildly, and I gradually felt dizzy and thought I was urinating

. At that moment, the will to survive made me use my last bit of strength to grab Xiaojun's penis. He released

his grip on me. I got up, grabbed my clothes, and ran into the bathroom. After dressing, I returned to the room. Xiaobao was still lying

face down his genitals. I threw his clothes at him and said, "We're over! Move out right now

, I don't want to see you again!" He said, "I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that. Please forgive me!" I said, "I

don't trust you anymore! I'm giving you a week. Our relationship is over." "You can come and shower while I'm gone for the next two days,

but you can't touch my body anymore." After saying that, I left home and hailed

a taxi to work. That evening, when I finished work, I didn't dare go home; I just

sat alone in my office, not knowing where to go. Around 11 pm, my boss

, Xiao Wang called my office, asking if something had happened at home and why I wasn't home yet. I

replied, "Something's happened, I don't want to go home!" He said, "Then come to my room to chat." I thought, "I have nowhere else

to go, and I can't stay in the office all night. Besides, I've had so many things going on, I want to

talk ." So I agreed and went to his room in the China Eastern Airlines Pudong Airport apartment building. When I entered his room, he

was wearing pajamas, leaning against the bed watching TV, and said to me, "Xiao Cai, take a shower first. You've had a long day,

relax , lie down and we can chat." Although I didn't want to, I had nowhere else to go. I

really wanted someone to hold me and comfort me! I obediently went to the bathroom to shower, wrapped myself in a towel, and

lay down on the bed. Xiao Wang hugged me and asked what had happened. Tears welled up in my eyes,

and I told him about what had happened at home with Xiao Bao. He listened without saying a word, just holding me. After I finished,

he said, "Then you can stay here for the next few days! Although I'm already married and can't marry you,

I feel very sorry for you." As he spoke, his hand unconsciously pulled down the towel from my body and

held me tightly. I let him hold me, and gradually he began to kiss my body and my breasts. My body

began to tremble, as if an electric current was flowing through me—a feeling I hadn't experienced in a long time. He kissed

my body, caressed my breasts, and after a long time, he finally entered me. I whispered, "I

didn't use any protection, don't get pregnant!" He replied, "I know, I'll control it." I lay there, feeling his

penis moving inside me. Xiao Wang's movements gradually quickened, and I unconsciously contracted

my breasts. Suddenly, he pulled out his penis, and a hot stream shot onto my stomach. I took some tissue to wipe his

penis, and then he lay down and hugged me to sleep.

The next morning, Xiao Wang started touching my breasts again; I knew he wanted to have sex again. I didn't resist,

nor did I want to, so I rolled over and lay face down on the bed. Xiao Wang touched me for a while, and my breasts started to get wet.

He lay behind me, and his penis slid into my body. Just as he was about to ejaculate, he consciously pulled out

his penis and ejaculated all over my butt. Then he carried me to the bathroom to shower. After we finished showering,

he said to me, "I'm going home. You can rest here today and don't go home." I said, "Okay."

After he left, I continued to sleep in the room. In the afternoon, Xiao Jun messaged me, telling me to come back to

him and not to trust Xiao Guangdong. I cried, but I held back and didn't reply to him. I

spent the whole day naked in Xiao Wang's room, taking hot baths whenever I had free time. That

evening, I called Xiao Wang to ask if he was coming over. He asked, "Is something wrong?" I replied, "I

only have about 20 yuan left in my pocket. If you come, could you please buy me some biscuits?" He said, "Why

didn't you say so this morning? I'll bring them tonight!" Around 8 pm, Xiao Wang

arrived Seeing me only wearing a towel, he smiled and said, "Waiting for me? Have something to eat!" He opened

the things he brought, and I took some biscuits and started eating. Xiao Wang sat next to me, pulled down my towel, and stroked my

upper body. I ignored him and just kept eating. He carried me to the bedside, made me lie

face down, took off his pants, put on a condom, and entered me from behind. I

continued eating while he held my buttocks and kept moving until he came. I was only focused

on eating the food he brought. By the time he came out of the bathroom, I had almost finished eating, so I said to him,

"Are you comfortable now?" He replied, "Yes! But I still want your penis, is that okay?" Without thinking, I answered, "

Whatever you want!" He then smiled and reached out to touch my breasts and my penis, repeatedly using three fingers

to probe inside my breasts. I lay limp on the bed, letting him continue to tease me. After what seemed

like an , Xiao Wang's penis became erect again. He dipped his fingers in my vaginal fluid and inserted them into my penis, then

forcefully inserted his penis into both my breasts and penis. I immediately felt my penis swell. He continued

to thrust in and out of these two places alternately. After a long time, I felt a liquid fill my stomach. Only then did Xiao Wang remove his limp penis.

The cotton penis was pulled out from behind me. I lay there, and he lay down beside me. In the morning, I

got up, took a shower, and went to work. After work in the evening, I went home. Xiao Bao wasn't there, so I didn't dare take off my clothes

and went to bed. Several days passed like this. Xiao Bao never appeared when I was home. I

was very scared, but I knew he always used the key I had given him to come in and shower when I wasn't home. His

things were still in my house, and I was really worried that one day he would come in and strangle me again. I was too scared to sleep at night.

So I stayed online, too scared to sleep. I didn't go to sleep until dawn. In the afternoon, I

was awakened by the sound of the door opening, and I was too scared to sleep anymore. I didn't know what to do. After thinking for a long time, I thought it would be better

to call Xiao Jun. So I called him and asked him to drink with me that night. He only asked one question:

Did you quarrel with Xiao Guangdong? I answered: No, I just wanted to drink tonight. He said: Okay.

So I waited for Xiao Jun at home until 7 pm before he came to my house. When I arrived, he

called me, and I went downstairs and got into his car. We found a restaurant and started drinking. Xiaojun asked me

what was bothering me. I said, "No, I just want to drink." He kept me company as I drank, and around

9 pm, Xiaojun said, "That's enough, you have to go to work tomorrow." I didn't say anything, got up, and

left the restaurant with him. After we came out, he said he would take me home. I knew he wanted to take me home so he could

go home . But I was afraid to go home, afraid that Xiaobao would come over that night! So I asked Xiaojun, "Are you in a hurry to go home?"

He said, "No." So I said, "I want to drink more! I want to eat crayfish!" Xiaojun said, "Okay! I'll take you

to eat." So we went to another restaurant, and I started drinking again. Xiaojun kept asking me, "Is

something mind?" I didn't answer, I just kept drinking! My eyes were full of tears! Xiaojun didn't say anything, he just

silently kept me company, watching me drink, and occasionally advised me to drink less, but I ignored him and just kept drinking! It

was almost 1 a.m., and the restaurant was about to close. I had already drunk a lot. Xiaojun offered to take me

home , but I refused and just walked back alone. Xiaojun tried to pull me away, but I yelled at him. Maybe I had drunk too much

, because I was afraid Xiaojun would take me home, afraid he would run into Xiaobao. I walked on my own, but Xiaojun was

worried , so he parked his car in front of the restaurant and walked with me. I walked and stopped, my legs were weak,

and I fell. Xiaojun came over and helped me up. He said, "Tell me what happened,

it'll make feel better." But could I tell him that Xiaobao almost strangled me? After all,

Xiaojun had advised me against it many times when I first met Xiaobao. Even after we had been together for six months, Xiaojun had advised me against it. But I was still with Xiaobao.

How could I tell him? But now I was terrified of dying, I was too scared to go home! My head was spinning, so I

lay down on the street. Xiao Jun helped me sit up, but I still had no strength. I just lay down on the ground.

So Xiao Jun carried me back to his car, put me in, and took me home. When we got to the door, I

didn't want to go back in, didn't want to get out of the car. I was afraid that Xiao Jun would leave me alone at

home . What should I do if Xiao Bao came? Xiao Jun helped me up, but I pushed him away forcefully and said, "I don't want

to go back!" He said, "You have to go to work tomorrow, what are you afraid of? Tell me! Okay?" I answered, "I'm scared!" Xiao Jun said, "

What do you want me to do? It's so cold outside, and you have to go to work tomorrow morning. It's already 2 a.m.

, how can you not sleep? If you're scared, I'll stay at your house with you! I'll watch you sleep. Are

you relieved now?" I nodded and started to vomit. Xiao Jun gently patted my back and took some tissues to wipe my mouth.

After I finished vomiting, he carried me home. When we got to my house, he put me on the bed, undressed me,

and used a hot towel to wipe my face and body, and even used a very hot towel to wipe my feet. After that, he pulled

the blanket over me, then went to the bathroom to wash his face and leaned against the bed watching me sleep. I lay there,

feeling very uncomfortable, watching Xiaojun do so much for me. I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, and my

breasts were itchy, so I said to Xiaojun: I want to drink more! Xiaojun replied: You've already drunk so much

, just sleep for a while! I said: I feel uncomfortable, I still want to drink! Xiaojun

couldn't , so he went to the kitchen and brought back a bottle of rice wine. I said: My little one wants to drink! Xiaojun said: No!

Are you crazy? I said yes, I want my little one to drink, to disinfect him with alcohol! Xiaojun disagreed, so I

hit and pulled him, and he finally said: Okay, you! I can't do anything with you.

So Xiao Jun found a dry towel, placed it under my butt, then rolled me over, making me stick my butt out.

He took a big mouthful of rice wine and forcefully blew it into my vagina. I felt a warm flow inside

, like a burning fire. I said to him, "More!" Xiao Jun obediently took another big mouthful of wine and ejaculated inside my

vagina. I could feel my vagina was full of wine, and gradually it didn't feel so hot anymore. I pulled the towel away

, and Xiao Jun pressed on my stomach, wiping away the wine that had flowed out of my vagina with the towel. When it had almost stopped flowing,

I hugged Xiao Jun and whispered to him, "I want you!" Xiao Jun replied, "You drank too much today, it's very late, and

you have to go to work tomorrow. You should sleep now!" I hugged him and said, "Take off your clothes, I want

you." Xiao Jun said, "I know, you sleep, I'll get ready and come over." I looked at him, and Xiao Jun took the towel to

the bathroom. Then he took a shower, lay down next to me, and hugged me tightly. I moved closer to him

, and Xiaojun said, "It's almost dawn, get some sleep, okay? Let's not do this today, alright?" I could feel his

penis was already very strong, but Xiaojun still held back, not trying to penetrate me. I could only feel his

penis pressing against my stomach, and he held me tightly, saying, "Sleep well, don't think about anything!

If you don't listen, I'll leave right away!" I looked at him disappointedly and could only fall asleep in his arms. I don't know

how much time passed, but I felt Xiaojun's hands stroking my back and buttocks. I moved my body slightly, and Xiaojun

said, "You're awake? You can get up now, you have to go to work." I said, "Wait a little longer, you'll take me." Xiaojun

replied , "Yes, it's almost 7 o'clock now! If you don't get up now, you'll be late!" I reluctantly got up,

and Xiaojun first released my body, then got up, went to the bathroom to turn on the hot water, and came back to the room to pull me up, saying, "

Go take a shower first, it'll make you feel better." I obediently followed him into the bathroom. I stood there, small

Jun washed me up. After he finished, he said, "Hurry up and get dressed, I'll be done soon." I obediently went into the room.

By the time Jun came in, I was already dressed, and he drove me to work.

That evening, near the end of my workday, Jun messaged me, asking if I was tired from work. I asked

if he could pick me up. He said, "I didn't sleep last night, I'm very tired. If you don't have anything else, I want to

go home and sleep early." I said, "Then go home." Actually, I really wanted him to pick me up. When I got home that night,

it was already past 10 pm. Xiao Bao was at my door, holding a beer bottle. I told him, "

We 're over, don't come looking for me again." He said, "Do you think I'm poor?" I went inside and

locked Xiao Bao out. I knew he still had my key, and I was afraid he would break in, so I held the door shut,

and he yelled at the door. I had no other choice, I didn't know what to do. So I called Jun and

asked if he could come help me. He asked, "What happened there?" I'm coming right away. I said, "Please

hurry!" After hanging up, I waited at home. Not long after, I heard a knock at the door; Xiaojun

had arrived. I only heard Xiaojun and Xiaobao talking at the door, then Xiaobao went downstairs, followed by

the sound of a bottle being smashed. When I opened the door, I saw Xiaojun at the door. Xiaobao was gone. Xiaojun said, "You

should ." I said no. Not long after, Xiaobao came back. He called me cheap, saying I

didn't want him because of his small penis. He said a lot of nasty things. Xiaojun told Xiaobao to leave, but

Xiaobao said, "I still have things at her house." Xiaojun said, "Then go get them now." So I

opened the door , and the two of them came in. Under Xiaojun's gaze, Xiaobao straightened his clothes. He even

tried to leave some of his clothes at my house. I took them out for him and said, "I hope he won't contact me again." Xiao Bao

didn't say anything, just kept tidying up. After he finished, I said to him, "Please give me back my photo." He said

he didn't have it. I said, "It's in your wallet." Xiao Jun, who was watching, let Xiao Bao take it out. Finally, Xiao Jun asked

Xiao Bao, "Is there anything else you haven't taken out?" Xiao Bao said no. I said, "And the key." Xiao Bao replied,

"No." Xiao Jun said, "Let him go. Change the lock tomorrow!" And so Xiao Bao left. Xiao Jun asked me, "

Now you can go to sleep. It's getting late, and I should go too." I said, "Don't leave tonight. I'm scared!

Xiao Bao has the key. What if he comes back after you leave?" Xiao Jun said, "Okay, I'll have someone

change the lock for you tomorrow! You can go take a shower and go to sleep now." I said, "You can wash me instead." Saying that, I

took off and went into the bathroom to turn on the hot water. Xiao Jun followed me in. He carefully washed

my body under the hot water. After he finished, I said, "You haven't shaved my body hair yet!" He didn't say anything, just obediently

shaved it for me. Then he said to me, "Okay, you can go into the room first." I said, "I want you to hold me." He replied, "Okay, wait until I'm

done showering." At this moment, I touched his penis with my butt and felt that it was very strong. I whispered, "Come in

!" Xiao Jun stood behind me and hugged me, then made me bend over a little and inserted his penis into my body. After a while,

Xiao Jun ejaculated. Then he showered, dried me off, and carried me to bed. He held me and

kept stroking me, and I kept bringing my breasts closer to his penis. Xiao Jun slowly climbed on top of me and put

his penis into my body. I was very satisfied. He moved for a long time, and finally withdrew without ejaculating again, saying, "

Go to sleep, you're already very tired!" Although I knew that Xiao Jun wasn't very comfortable either, I still listened to

him. In the morning, I felt Xiaojun turning over, so I instinctively turned and lay face down on

the bed. Xiaojun lay behind me, his penis sliding inside me, moving slowly. Suddenly, I heard

the door open, and Xiaojun jumped off me. Then I heard the door close, and Xiaojun

came in and said, "Xiaobao opened the door and came in, saw me, and left." I said,

"Let's change the locks after dawn." He nodded and said, "Okay!" He then lay down beside me and hugged me. I said, "You should come in

, let your penis and MM be together." He said, "You sleep a little longer, I'll keep an eye on things, maybe Xiaobao will come again."

I didn't say anything more, just rested in his arms. When it was light, Xiaojun asked me what I planned to do next. I said, "

I want to move to the vicinity of Pudong Airport, I want to rent out this place." He drove me to Pudong, and then he

came back and changed the locks for me. A few days later, with the help of my colleagues, I found an

apartment near Pudong Airport. Xiaojun drove and helped me move. He bought me furniture and household items, and stayed

with me I rented out the apartment. During this time, Xiaobao called, saying he had made a mistake and hoped I would forgive

him. I asked him, "Why did you open the door that day?" He said, "I didn't come!" I

ignored him because he wouldn't tell the truth. He sent me several messages and called several times, but I ignored him.

After moving, Xiaojun was very busy and didn't have much time to visit me. I lived there alone, and sometimes colleagues from

work would come over. Sometimes my colleague Xiaoqian would come to keep me company. When Xiaojun called, I only

told him, "You don't need to come over. You're busy! Besides, you have a woman at home who needs your company!" So I

tried to avoid Xiaojun as much as possible. When he came to see me, I wouldn't see him. I just stayed home alone, playing on the computer and chatting online.

Time flies, and more than a month has passed in the blink of an eye. The money I borrowed from colleagues and friends when I opened the shop is almost due

, and I don't have any extra money to repay. At this point, I thought only Xiaojun could help me, so I

called him and asked to borrow money. He said, "I can lend you money, but how do you want it?" I replied, "As long as you're

willing to lend it, whatever your conditions are, just tell me!" Xiaojun said, "I'll contact you when I get back to Shanghai tonight." So I waited for

him to come back, and that evening, Xiaojun came to my house. He said, "I hope to come back to my side. I

'll give you the money you need!" I immediately asked him for 100,000 yuan. He said, "What use are you to me? This seems too much." I was very

angry and kicked him out! The repayment date was getting closer and closer, and the male colleague I borrowed money from started asking me

for money, but where would I get the money to repay? I could have borrowed from Xiaojun, but because I was too proud

and kicked him out again, how could I ask him for money again? That colleague called me every day, and

I could only avoid him, but this wasn't a solution. One day, my colleague called me again: "Cai Yuping,

when are you going to pay me back?" I replied: "Could it be in a few more days?" He said: "It's already been two months."

"When are you planning to pay me back?" I asked. I said, "In another month, I'll pay you the interest." He said, "

How much interest are you planning to pay?" I asked him, "How much do you want?" He asked me, "You don't even have the principal now, how can you pay

the interest?" I said, "How about this, you stay with me for two days, and I'll let you

pay

me back in another month!" I thought for a moment and said, "Just one day, is that okay?" He said, "Okay." That day, Xiao Wang called me and asked me to meet him at People's Square, saying that he had another friend with him. I had no other choice at that point, so I agreed to meet him. We

met at People's Square at 1 p.m. Xiao Wang and his friend were already waiting there. After we met, Xiao Wang said that he

had already booked a room near

his friend's house and asked if I dared to go with them. I said, "Do I have a choice now?" He replied, "No!" So he took a taxi and we went to the hotel his friend had booked.

When we got to the room, his friend was very polite. He poured me some water and put something

in the water for me to drink. I asked, "What's in the water?" He replied, "Nothing, just some stimulants." I

thought about it and figured I might as well drink it since it was already like this. At first, I didn't feel anything different

. Then, Xiao Wang and his friend had already taken off their clothes and gone to the bathroom to shower. They told me to hurry up and

shower I said, "You guys go first, I'll be right there." Then I took out a condom I had prepared from my bag, put it

on the bedside table, and took off my clothes and went into the bathroom. They showered me, and after they returned to the room, Xiao Wang asked

me, "Can we all do it together?" I replied, "Whatever, but wear a condom." Xiao Wang said, "We

know that." So I lay down on the bed, and they started taking turns touching my body. Then they put on a condom and started

penetrating me. After a while, I started to feel hot all over, my vagina started to itch more and more, and

more and more fluid started flowing out. Xiao Wang held me and made me on top of him, while his friend

started thrusting into me from behind. I felt dizzy and my anus was getting bigger and bigger. Gradually, I felt him

also entering me. They kept moving like that, then they switched positions. I

don't remember if they changed condoms, I just know they were doing it on me. I don't know how much time passed,

but Xiao Wang first ejaculated from behind, then his friend did too. Then I lay down on the bed,

feeling very wet down there. Xiao Wang asked me, "Can we play one more time and then I'll let you go?" I answered, "Sure, I

'll pay you back in a month." He said, "Sure, if you delay for a month, you'll only have to pay me one day's interest." I nodded

. They rested for over an hour, constantly touching my body and genitals with their fingers.

Xiao Wang then hugged my waist from behind, his penis thrusting forcefully into me, while his friend was in front,

making me give him oral sex. After Xiao Wang ejaculated, he made me give him oral sex, then his friend did the same thing, and

he ejaculated shortly after. I asked them, "Is today okay?" Xiao Wang said, "Yes, it's okay. Let's have dinner together later, then you

can leave." I said, "No, I'll just shower and leave." So I went to the bathroom to take a shower, got dressed,

and left the hotel by myself!

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