My experience with online dating

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Preface

The more you suppress your emotions, the more they torment you. I didn't want to write about my experience,

but keeping it inside was too painful, and I wanted to speak out. However, I couldn't tell my friends, so I turned to

the internet, seeking solace online. I assure you this is my personal experience, from this year. Perhaps what I experienced

is what you've experienced, what you're about to experience, or what you want to experience.

The internet is truly a kaleidoscope, but you need to remain calm, not act impulsively, and take responsibility for your actions

. There's no going back; otherwise, you'll lose your way!

Background

I'm a very ordinary person, just like you all, as ordinary as can be. I started using

the internet Back then, very few people were online, and the content was limited. I mostly just browsed the news and

sent emails. It wasn't until 1999, when I started my own company and traded stocks, that going online became more about checking stocks

. Going online became as natural as eating and sleeping; I did just that little bit of work online until

the beginning of this year.

To be honest, I look down on online games and online dating. When others talk to me about it, I

find it laughable; it's something for kids. Even when my friends talk about it, I just laugh it off. I

consider myself a calm person, and I was raised with traditional Chinese culture, so I've never

considered such things. In short, I'm the kind of person with traditional values who thinks things through, but I can also get carried away

.

I've had four girlfriends before, each a beautiful and charming girl. I can still recall

every moment I spent with them; those were truly memorable.

First, like meat offered to you, if you don't eat it, someone else will.

My first girlfriend was my deskmate in the first year of junior high. We were in the same class for six years and the same school for eight years—eight years!

Even the War of Resistance Against Japan only lasted eight years. Her full name was LF, but I called her Fei'er.

She was a Gemini, a bit of a tomboy, and very lively. Her sister is absolutely feminine, absolutely, damn it.

Back in high school, I dreamed of sleeping with both of them—I think everyone

who's been there will understand. Unfortunately, in those eight years, the most I ever touched her was from behind; I

never even touched her from the front, and we never even kissed. I regret it now.

Her parents were high-ranking officials in a government agency. According to her, they insisted on introducing them to two boyfriends,

both from government agencies. Damn it, it hurts to think about it now. This is one of the reasons I started my own company.

People are materialistic and pragmatic; it's true. If I were a woman, I would have done the same. On a side note, two

of my classmates were together—one for seven years, the other for nine. Impressive, right? But after graduation, one girl immediately found a rich

guy, and the other couple went to the US for less than a month before the girl dumped the guy. The tragedy of boys!

My second girlfriend wasn't really a girlfriend, just a very good friend, and we still are. The one time I remember most vividly

was when she came to my house to play in the afternoon. It was just the two of us, having a great time,

when she suddenly said she was sleepy. She took off her shoes, sat on my bed, and while taking off her coat, said it was her first time resting on a boy's bed. Then

she covered herself with a blanket. Damn it ! But I didn't know what was going on; I was still playing games

and didn't react at all. That's how the whole afternoon went by. Only afterward did I realize how awful I was. What a fucking

jerk!

A long time later, she started dating one of my friends. Much later, I

talked to her about it, and she just laughed and said it was all in the past. Damn it, I was such a jerk.

She was very pretty, with fair skin, two dimples when she smiled, and short hair—a very charming

girl. Now I regret it so much. This incident taught me that if you don't eat the meat that's already in your mouth

, someone else will. This incident had a huge impact on me.

II. I Started Taking Advantage of What Was Already in My Mouth

After starting my company, I had more social engagements and frequented more places of pleasure. I always maintained a high standard and never

crossed the line , but after what happened above, I changed. I still remember the day I lost my virginity.

That day, after dinner, we went to a sauna, and as usual, I got a massage. But this time, a very

experienced , in her early twenties. She was very provocative from the start, constantly teasing my penis.

That day, I also experienced oral sex for the first time. She first rinsed my penis with water, then kissed my testicles,

and then kept kissing them. Damn, I had only seen this in books and DVDs before; it felt so good.

Later, I couldn't resist anymore and had her lie down. I kissed her breasts; they were small and firm,

and felt so good to touch. It was my first time touching them! I leaned down to look at her little breasts again. Damn, I'd never seen

a woman's breasts before, and this time I saw them up close! So clear, a bit dark, just like the descriptions in erotic novels

. I couldn't resist and got on top of her.

Following the descriptions in those novels, I started moving, but then something felt off. It wasn't

that pleasurable feeling. I stopped, looked down, and damn, she had a condom on. In a moment of lust, I secretly

took it off, and my little brother rushed in again. Damn, it felt different! So good, flesh against flesh.

The girl wasn't moaning like before, and her little breasts were wet. It wasn't dry at all anymore

. It felt so good. This was my first real time. Although I'd seen a lot of things,

I only felt so good, much better than masturbation. I didn't last long before I

collapsed on top of her.

Afterwards, I lay there watching TV, my mind blank. It was over. My virginity was over.

I suddenly remembered I hadn't used a condom, and I was really scared. It seems you can't act impulsively. From now on, I'll always use condoms when I go to

prostitutes ; I won't do it without one. I have to be responsible for myself.

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