For love, to succumb to depravity or to remain steadfast?

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As night falls, the city's diverse population sheds its disguise. Those who need to go home go home, those who need to vent go vent.

Everyone seems to become a different person, unlike those

during the day. Because of my comfortable family background, I never have to worry about making a living. Whenever darkness envelops the city, I

appear in the brightly lit, bustling nightclubs. To be honest, for a time I really enjoyed that decadent lifestyle,

spending money lavishly. Every night I shuttled between different nightclubs, surrounded by various kinds of liquor,

a group of friends, and countless girls. I don't like being squeezed in the crowd, jumping and dancing to loud music; being covered in sweat

makes me feel very uncomfortable. I prefer to sit in one place, coldly observing the people around me. Now I still

often sit there, watching the frenzy around me, watching men fawn over girls, watching girls play hard to get.

Occasionally, I think of Xiao Mao, a girl who went crazy for love.

I met Xiao Mao at one of my birthday parties; I was still habitually sitting on the side drinking. Friends

would occasionally drag girls out to dance, and friends would bring girls over for drinks. The kitten was brought along by a girl I

knew, and I exchanged a few polite greetings. To be honest, there are always quite a few

girls at these kinds of events, for all sorts of reasons—some to avoid paying, others just to get some drinks.

My first impression of the kitten was that she had a great figure; in those kinds of places, it's mostly about looking at the body.

That night, we didn't talk much. A few days later, I ran into her again at a nightclub. I was

picking up a friend at the disco entrance when I saw the kitten standing there shivering in the cold wind. She was wearing a

black knee-length coat and black knee-high leather boots, her long, black, curly hair swaying slightly in the wind—

she was quite attractive. I went over and greeted her, and she seemed excited to see me too. It turned out she

hadn't made any plans with friends; she was just waiting to see if she'd run into anyone she knew, so I invited her to join us.

These parties weren't anything special—just drinking and dancing. I sat on the side drinking as usual,

and the kitten quickly became familiar with some of my friends.

Girls with a bit of good looks are always popular, chatting with this one and having a drink with that one .

"Rikey, why are you always sitting here drinking alone?" I don't know when, but

Xiao Mao had already sat down next to me.

"Oh, I just like to sit here and watch."

"Watch what?" Xiao Mao seemed quite interested in my state.

"Nothing much, just enjoying the atmosphere." I couldn't really explain why I was like

this.

"Hehe, you're so strange. Come on, let's go dancing!" With that, Xiao Mao pulled my hand and led me to the dance floor

. My friends all know I don't dance, and none of them have tried to get me to, but Xiao Mao didn't know that.

I wanted to pull away, but I felt it was very

impolite . Plus, I'd drunk quite a bit, so my brain was a little sluggish. Just as I was wondering what to do

, Xiao Mao dragged me to the dance floor. The dance floor was packed with people, and Xiao Mao

started dancing to the rhythm of the music. Xiao Mao had taken off her black coat, revealing a black tank top and a black pleated

mini-skirt underneath. The air in the dance floor was so stuffy, I wanted to turn around and leave. Just then, the kitten grabbed my

hands and whispered in my ear

, "Rikey, dance, dance with me!" She pulled me up to dance. I had no choice

but to dance with her for a while, then find a chance to slip away. The kitten danced with such abandon, her long hair swinging wildly;

anyone who didn't know better would think she was on drugs. People jostled around us, and before long, we

were pressed against each other. Our bodies were pressed tightly together through two layers of fabric, and I could feel the kitten's

body constantly twisting and rubbing against me. Having drunk quite a bit, and with the influence of the surrounding environment, I started to

feel it too, and began dancing wildly with the kitten. Seeing that I was getting involved, the kitten smiled at me, turned around,

and pressed her back against me, constantly twisting her body. Her pert buttocks were right in front of my

penis . With her rubbing against me like that, my penis had become erect, pressing right against the kitten's butt crack,

making me very embarrassed. The kitten seemed oblivious, continuing to dance wildly, twisting her body. I

tried to back away, but the dance floor was packed with people; there wasn't an inch of space. A girl like the kitten was very attractive on

the dance floor ,

and it wasn't long before a boy approached her, dancing face-to-face. At first, the kitten didn't react; it's normal for the dance floor to be crowded. But soon, the

boy's body pressed against hers, so whenever she moved, her breasts would rub against

him . The kitten clearly tried to get away, constantly leaning back, but

I was behind her, which only brought her closer. Then I saw the boy whisper something in her ear .

The kitten turned around, grabbed me, and squeezed out of the dance floor without looking back.

"What's wrong? Tired of dancing? Let's go get something to drink." Although I could guess what the boy said

— provocative words like wanting to get to know her—I still politely greeted the kitten.

"Okay, let's go." It was clear that Xiao Mao wasn't quite done having fun, but being taken advantage of by a man at a nightclub

wasn't a first for a pretty girl like her, so it shouldn't have affected her mood too much

.

We went back to our booth and continued drinking, chatting, and playing dice. We hit it off; we liked the same

music and the same nightlife. Xiao Mao even dragged me in to dance twice more. Even though I'm not usually a very active

person, Xiao Mao got me hooked and joined in the fun. We played for a long time and drank who knows how much; my

head was starting to spin. My friends started leaving, so I got ready to go home.

"Rikey, are you leaving?" Xiao Mao asked me from the side. She was clearly quite drunk,

slumped over.

"Yeah, are you leaving? I'll take you."

"Okay, let's go together." Xiao Mao struggled to her feet. Seeing her swaying,

I quickly helped her put on her coat and helped her out. I drove her home, and after telling me where she

lived in , she slept the whole way. When we arrived at her place, I woke her up.

"Oh, we're here, that was quick. Hehe, thank you." The kitten rubbed her eyes,

still half asleep and got out of the car.

"Are you sure you can manage? Do you need me to take you upstairs?" Looking at her, I figured she

couldn't house.

"No problem, goodbye." The kitten waved to me, turned, and walked away, but after a few unsteady steps, she

sat down on the ground. I quickly got out of the car and helped her up; it seemed I had to take her home. I locked the car,

and following her directions, I went upstairs and opened the door. The kitten lived in an old-style two-bedroom apartment; one room was hers,

and the other was closed. Was it her parents' room? I felt uneasy. Taking a

girl home so late, especially one who was drunk, would be unpleasant if her parents saw her. After taking the kitten

to her room, I was about to leave quickly when she said she wanted some water. I had no choice but

to settle . After drinking the water, the kitten seemed to sober up a bit.

"Thank you, wait for me." The kitten said, getting up and walking towards the door.

"Kitten, what are you doing?" I quickly stopped her.

"You're not allowed to leave, wait for me." She said, and left the room. Afraid she'd make a noise and

wake her parents, I quickly followed her. The kitten went straight into the bathroom. I thought she was going to throw up,

so I followed. But once she was inside, she started taking off her clothes, as if I didn't exist. I was stunned.

After her black clothes came off, her snow-white body was revealed.

"Are you going to watch me shower?" the kitten asked, turning back to look at me with a dreamy gaze as she unhooked her bra.

It made my face turn red. Even though I'd been with quite a few girls, watching a girl undress

and shower like this was still a little embarrassing.

"Oh, sorry, sorry, I… I have to go now." I said, turning to run away, but

accidentally bumped into the door with a bang. Immediately, the light in the other room came on. This was going to be bad.

The kitten, seeing my expression, giggled, its voice slightly slurred with drunkenness.

"Rikey, don't go, wait for me in my room." The kitten didn't lower

its voice; it seemed to deliberately raise it. If the person in that room came out now, I'd have nowhere to escape,

so I quickly went into the kitten's room and closed the door. From inside, I could hear the kitten showering in the bathroom; the soundproofing

in this old house was indeed terrible. I sat by the window, increasingly regretting my decision. I should have just left;

why did I go into the kitten's room? Now, not knowing what was happening outside, I couldn't just rush out. It seemed that people who

had been drinking reacted differently than usual. My head was already a little dizzy, and the wind blowing through the window

amplified the effects of the alcohol. I felt my head getting bigger and bigger, and I started to doze off.

"Rikey, asleep?" I was awakened by a soft call beside me. Turning my head, I saw the kitten

sitting beside me, wrapped in a large bath towel.

"Oh, you're done washing up, then I'm leaving." To be honest, in this situation, any man would have some thoughts

, but I really didn't want anything to happen with a girl I'd only met twice

. It would be irresponsible to both myself and the girl.

"Rikey." Kitten suddenly pounced on me, her red lips pressing against mine.

I felt a warm, wet tongue slip into my mouth. At that moment, my last shred of reason told me to pull away

quickly , but I couldn't muster any strength. Kitten kissed me like that for a long time, and my reason

gradually slipped away, and my hands wrapped around her. Kitten looked up at me, a charming

smile . I looked at her, not knowing what to say. Kitten then used her nimble tongue

to wander over my ear, her hands slowly unbuttoning my clothes, her fingers gently caressing my chest. I also

untied Kitten's towel and began to caress her body. Underneath the towel, she was only wearing white panties,

her pair of snow-white breasts hanging in front of her chest. I gently kneaded her nipples. She gently

licked my ear, letting out soft moans. The kitten's tongue slid down my neck to my chest,

kissing my nipples, sometimes teasing them quickly, sometimes sucking hard, making smacking sounds.

"Mmm...mmm..." the kitten moaned intermittently, occasionally lifting her head to look at me. Dizzy and disoriented, I

was completely immersed in the kitten's caresses, my hands simply grasping and kneading her breasts.

I don't know when, but the kitten had unbuckled my belt, and suddenly grabbed my penis.

The sudden movement sent a shiver through me.

"Hehe, Ricky, does it feel good?" the kitten asked with a laugh.

"Mmm..." I didn't answer, actually, I didn't know how to answer. The kitten continued licking my

chest , one hand already holding my penis and stroking it. Her tongue traced my body,

licking down to my navel. The kitten wasn't just drawing circles on my navel with her tongue; my nerves were about

to explode from the stimulation. I sat up abruptly, grabbed Kitty, buried my face between her

breasts , and began to suckle frantically.

"Ah... Ricky... um..." Kitty called my name, moaning loudly.

I didn't care about anything else; I just didn't want to open those snow-white breasts, I just wanted to

have her right now. I pinned Kitty down, one hand still on her breast, the other hurriedly pulling down

my pants.

"Ricky, no... no," Kitty said, pushing me away. I was a little

flustered by her actions. How come she was resisting now when she was the one teasing me? Before I could even finish my sentence,

Kitty had already slid off me.

"Kitty, what's wrong?" Before I could finish speaking, Kitty hugged me from behind.

"Ricky, don't move, let me do it." With that, Kitty pulled down my pants. I

remained kneeling on the sofa, completely bewildered by her intentions. Just then, I suddenly felt an itch on my buttocks;

the kitten's wet, slippery tongue was already licking all over them.

"Kitten, what are you doing..."

"Don't move, mmm..." the kitten moaned, continuing to work with her tongue.

I could only stay there, letting the kitten's warm tongue roam over my buttocks.

After roaming over my buttocks, the kitten's tongue lingered at my anus. She

licked , occasionally pushing her tongue towards my anus.

The feeling of a man having his anus licked by a beautiful girl is indescribable. At this moment, my penis was as hard as an iron rod, and I couldn't wait to

thrust it into the kitten's vagina. The kitten licked my anus while making soft moaning sounds, and one of her

hands held my penis, stroking it up and down. After a while, the kitten's tongue slid down to my scrotum and

began licking it, occasionally sucking the entire scrotum into her mouth.

"Kitten... I... I can't take it anymore." My breathing became heavier and heavier, as if my penis

was about to . The kitten didn't speak. She laid her head between my legs and took my penis into her mouth. I felt

my penis being enveloped in a warm and slippery sensation. The kitten's head moved up and down as she gave

me oral sex, and the current position was as if I was fucking her mouth. Every time my penis entered the kitten's mouth,

I could feel a suction force, as if she was trying to drain me dry.

"Ugh...ugh..." The kitten's mouth was gagged, and she could only make soft, whimpering sounds, but the sound

was loud, as if she was making it on purpose.

"Kitten...you...keep it down." I still felt uneasy and reminded her to be careful.

"No...um...I want it...come on..." As she spoke, the kitten used both hands to pull my buttocks up and down,

sucking and spitting out my penis at an even faster speed.

"Oh...kitten...I can't take it anymore...I'm going to...I'm going to cum..." I couldn't help but growl softly.

"Quick, quick...I want to...cum..." The kitten's cries were almost screams. As she spoke, one of her

fingers suddenly went into my anus. Stimulated by this sudden movement, I finally ejaculated, all of my semen

shooting into the kitten's mouth. The kitten didn't immediately spit out my penis, but sucked it several more times before

slowly getting up from under me. She casually pulled out a tissue, spat out the semen, and then cleaned my

penis. I looked down at the kitten, feeling a little sorry for her. Just as I was about to say something to her, I saw that

she was also looking up at me. The kitten's expression was hard to decipher—it was a mix of sadness and something else, but definitely a hint of helplessness.

Looking at her, I suddenly didn't know what to say, and we just stared at each other.

"Rikey, you should rest," the kitten broke the silence, then wrapped a towel around herself and left

the room . My head was spinning, my mind filled with the kitten's expression, and I somehow drifted

off to sleep. When I woke up, I found myself in bed, while the kitten was curled up asleep on the sofa. Lifting

the covers, I realized I was naked and hurriedly found my clothes to put on.

"You're awake. Are you alright?" My voice must have woken her; she sat up and

lazily asked.

"I'm fine. Why are you sleeping on the sofa?"

"Go wash up, I'll make breakfast." The kitten didn't answer me but got up and went to make

breakfast in her pajamas

. "Hey...hey...kitten." I quickly called out to her.

"What is it?" The kitten lazily tossed her hair, looking at me with half-open eyes.

"Um... your parents...?" I mainly felt awkward running into her family outside.

"My parents? Hehe, they're all back in our hometown."

"Huh? And who lives in the other room...?" I was confused.

"I share this place with someone, understand? Hehe." Little Cat laughed and ran out of the room. I suddenly

felt stupid. Thinking about it carefully, a girl who lives with her parents shouldn't just bring a man

home, especially not so loudly. It seems that people who have been drinking are slow to react. Last night

was the second time I met Little Cat, and we did *that*. It's really not my style. I don't like one

-night stands; it's irresponsible to both of us. But then I thought, she only gave me oral sex, and I ejaculated in her

mouth. We didn't actually have sex. Now, that's the only way I can comfort myself.

Not long after, Little Cat made breakfast and called me to eat. When I left the room, the door to the other room was still closed.

Little Cat and I sat together eating. She acted as if nothing had happened yesterday, chatting and laughing with me,

without the expression from last night. After breakfast, we went out together. She went to work, while I went home

to sleep. Once home, I realized I hadn't even gotten Cat's phone number.

For the next few days, I continued my decadent lifestyle, frequenting various nightclubs, but I didn't

run into Cat. I couldn't say whether I hoped to see her or not. A little over a week later,

I accompanied a friend to his company to pick up some documents. My friend went to do his business, and I waited alone in the meeting room

. Suddenly, I felt the urge to urinate, so I went out to find the restroom. I saw a female employee walking down the hallway and went

up to ask.

"Hello, excuse me, the restroom…"

"Rikey, what are you doing here?" Before I could finish speaking, I was interrupted by a

woman's surprised voice. It was Cat; what a coincidence to run into her here.

"Cat, what are you doing here?" I was also surprised to see her at my friend's company.

"I work here, what are you doing here?"

"I came to see you, I haven't seen you for days." I suddenly felt like we weren't meeting for the third time,

as if we were old friends, so I joked.

"Don't tease me, I've had a cold these past few days and haven't gone out." Little Cat said to me very seriously. Only then

did I take a good look at her from head to toe. She was wearing a navy blue suit, her hair was up,

and she had light makeup on, a typical office lady, completely different from the two times I saw her at the nightclub.

"How are you? Are you feeling better?" Thinking that we were at a friend's company, it wasn't appropriate to be so frivolous, so I became more

formal .

"I'm fine now, thank you." Little Cat's demeanor had become very generous and proper.

"Going out tonight? Let me know if you're going out?" I didn't have much to say in this formal conversation, and unconsciously

steered the conversation back to having fun.

"Sure, I haven't been out for days." When Little Cat answered, I thought I saw a

flash of excitement in her eyes again.

"Then I'll pick you up tonight?"

"No need, I need to go back and change after work. I'll come find you tonight." Before I could speak, Xiao Mao

added, "Leave your phone number, otherwise I won't be able to find you."

"Hehe, I forgot last time." I felt a little embarrassed and quickly exchanged phone numbers. Xiao Mao

didn't linger and went to work, while I hung out with my friends until dark.

Not long after the party with my friends started that night, Xiao Mao called to come find me. She was a completely different

person when she appeared; she was wearing heavy makeup and a very sexy short skirt, which I found a bit overwhelming. Just like

the night, we drank and chatted, and she dragged me to dance again. This time, neither of us drank too much

. When we all went our separate ways, I still took her home. When we arrived at her building, Xiao Mao didn't get out of the car but

just sat there silently, as if she was thinking about something. Seeing her deep in thought, I didn't say anything either, and I was also

wondering what she was thinking.

"Rikey, can you walk me upstairs?" The kitten snapped out of her daze, saw I was also

spacing out , and nudged me.

"Oh... won't that disturb your roommate?" I don't know why I blurted out that.

The kitten didn't say anything, just opened the car door, got out, and headed towards the building entrance. I quickly got out and followed her.

We didn't speak as we went upstairs. Once inside, the kitten took out slippers and told me to change. I'd forgotten to put them on last time I was drunk.

While changing, I noticed a pair of men's shoes next to me. Could it be that the kitten's roommate was a man? The kitten seemed to be deliberately

making noise, not acting like she was coming home late at night.

"Rikey, come into my room and wait for me," the kitten said loudly.

"Okay..." I replied softly and went into the kitten's room. That's when I noticed the light in another

room was on again. I was supposed to be walking the kitten home, but I'd somehow ended up in her room again. I thought

it was better to leave; it was understandable that I was drunk last time, so I turned to leave. The kitten followed me in, and

as I turned around, we were standing face to face.

"Kitty, you rest now, I'm leaving." I was about to say goodbye when the kitten suddenly hugged me.

"Rikey, kiss me." She looked up and closed her eyes. Looking at her sexy

lips , I impulsively kissed her. Our tongues intertwined, and our hands held each other tightly.

I gently stroked the kitten's back, then her buttocks—the soft, perky buttocks that had rubbed against my penis that night

. The kitten's breathing grew heavier, and she suddenly looked up. We both stared

at each other, panting. Suddenly, as if on cue, we simultaneously began to undress each other. The kitten stripped me

naked, but she didn't let me take off her underwear. At that moment, I didn't care about anything else;

I just rolled onto the bed with her and began to suckle her pair of snow-white breasts.

"Mmm... Ricky... You're so good at this... You're killing me... Ah..." Kitten moaned loudly, just

like . Just as I was about to reach for her lower body, Kitten suddenly sat up.

"Lie down, let me serve you." She pushed me down, and her small mouth

swallowed my penis whole, beginning to give me oral sex. Each time she sucked deeply and forcefully, as if trying

to make me ejaculate in her mouth, just like last time.

"Mmm... Ugh... Does it feel good?... Mmm..." Kitten moaned occasionally, constantly stimulating my scrotum and anus with

her fingers .

"Kitten... Let me fuck you..." This time, without alcohol, I didn't

ejaculate from her mouth like last time.

"You... Mmm... Isn't this uncomfortable?" Kitten said, increasing her speed; I could feel my

penis hitting her throat each time.

"Cough... Cough..." Kitten seemed tired too, gagging and drooling.

"Kitten, come on." I said, getting up to hug her. She kept pushing me away,

clutching her underwear tightly with one hand.

"Little Cat...you...?" I looked at her, puzzled. She was the one who started it, but now she wouldn't let

me have sex with her. What was the reason?

"No, Ricky, I'm sorry, you can't put it in." Little Cat lowered her head, her voice

suddenly becoming very soft, the loud moans from before gone. I didn't answer, just looked at her with confusion.

"I...I'll give you a blowjob, okay?" As she spoke, Little Cat crawled over and grabbed my penis.

"Tell me why, I'm not in the mood right now." I was getting impatient.

"Ricky, please be quiet, please?" Little Cat said, tears streaming down her face.

I didn't know what to do.

"Little Cat, what's wrong with you? I'm so dizzy..." Seeing her suddenly so upset, my

tone immediately softened.

"Ricky, please don't ask, please, I'm so sorry." Little Cat buried her face in my chest,

sobbing . I held her, unable to ask her any questions. She cried for a while, then calmed down a bit and

looked up at me.

"Rikey, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"What's wrong? Why are you sorry to me?" I still didn't understand what she meant.

"I'm sorry, I was using you." Kitten lowered her head and said softly, "I was seducing you, but please

, don't penetrate me, okay?"

"This..." I didn't know how to answer for a moment.

"I know you're not satisfied, I'll help you, but you must not penetrate my vagina, okay?"

Kitten said, looking up, her eyes full of tears. Before I could answer, she lowered her head again and took my already limp

penis mouth, wrapping my glans with her warm, wet tongue. The previous interlude had already made me lose

interest in sex, but I was a little at a loss in the face of Kitten's current actions. But a man is a man after all, and

when a beautiful girl is between your legs and sucking your penis, your mind is still controlled by your penis.

In a short while, my penis was erect again. My mood had been somewhat affected earlier.

I watched as the kitten lay beneath me, rapidly sucking on my penis, emitting alluring moans, but

without any urge to ejaculate.

"Rikey, is this not enough for you?" The kitten looked up; she was covered in

sweat, clearly exhausted.

"I...don't want to ejaculate," I replied helplessly.

"Then...then do this," the kitten said, taking off her underwear and bending over on the bed.

"You..." She had just said she couldn't insert it into my vagina, but now her position confused me even more.

"Rikey, you promised me you wouldn't insert it into my vagina, you can insert it into my anus," the kitten said softly without

looking up .

"Anal sex?" I looked at her in surprise.

"Come on...come on...Rikey," the kitten said, gently swaying her buttocks. To be honest,

I really didn't know what she was thinking; a pair of mysteries were stuck in my mind. But the kitten's snow-white buttocks were

constantly tempting me, coupled with her provocative words. I prepared myself behind her, but the kitten

covered her vulva with one hand, as if afraid I would break my promise and insert it. With the help of the kitten's saliva on my penis, I easily

inserted it into her anus, unexpectedly smoothly, it felt like this wasn't her first time anal sex.

"Ah...so hard...rocky...faster...fuck me faster." The kitten

groaned .

"Kitten, does it feel good? Does it feel good?" Seeing her moaning so loudly, I subconsciously cooperated with

her.

"It feels good...faster...I want it...ah...ah..." The kitten

shouted . My penis went in and out of the kitten's anus quickly, and I could feel her contracting with each thrust.

The feeling of anal sex is different from ordinary sex, and it didn't take long before I was about to ejaculate.

"Kitten, I'm going to cum..."

"Cum inside...ah...give it all to me..." The kitten was almost frantic at this point.

How could the person sharing the apartment next door sleep at this tone? I couldn't think about anything else at this point. With a

low growl, I ejaculated all my semen into the kitten's anus and then collapsed on the bed. Just like last time,

the kitten immediately got up, stuffed the tissue into her anus to prevent the semen from flowing out, cleaned my penis with one hand, then

grabbed a large towel and ran out of the room. Immediately afterward, I heard the sound of water outside; the kitten had gone to take a shower again.

A while later, she returned to the room wrapped in a towel. I sat on the bed, watching her, hoping she would

explain her strange behavior earlier.

"Rikey, you must be tired. Rest, it's almost dawn." The kitten didn't seem

inclined .

"Kitty, you…" I was about to ask when she interrupted me.

"Rikey, please don't ask anymore. I'm so tired." At this moment, the expression from that night reappeared on the kitten's face

—regret, sadness, or helplessness—an indescribable emotion.

"Okay, I won't ask anything." I didn't want to force her, especially with

that unreadable expression on her face.

"Thank you, you should get some sleep." The kitten said, lying down on the sofa. This action

puzzled me again. Her room had a large bed, enough for two people, but last time I woke up, she slept

on the sofa, and this time she slept on the sofa again. Both times we were so

intimate , she deliberately kept her distance. There are so many things about this girl that I just can't understand.

The next day, I went out with Xiaomao and ran into her roommate in the living room. It was a tall, thin

boy with delicate features. I was considering whether to say hello, considering

how noisy it was last night; someone with a bad temper would have banged on the door. But the boy just gave

Xiaomao , seemingly disdainful, and walked away. Xiaomao didn't say a word,

and we parted ways quickly downstairs. She simply said goodbye to me.

I kept thinking about Xiaomao's strange behavior. This girl, a dignified and elegant office worker by day,

was a sexy night owl by night, bringing men home for oral and anal sex, yet she never actually

had intercourse. Several days passed without me seeing Xiaomao. I called her a few times, but it was just a few simple

pleasantries . She didn't accept my invitation to go out to nightclubs, and gradually I stopped contacting her frequently.

One morning, while I was still sleeping, I received a call from Xiao Mao, inviting me to lunch. When I arrived at the meeting

place, Xiao Mao was already waiting for me, dressed casually and looking very cheerful.

"Have you been waiting long? Hehe, sorry, I rarely go out at this time," I quickly

apologized .

"I understand, you're a nocturnal animal, it's already a big deal that you'd come out during the day," Xiao Mao

replied with a smile.

"Why aren't you at work today?"

"It's the weekend, bro, you really have it..."

"Haha, I don't have a concept of weekends, every day is the weekend for me." We chatted and laughed

, the coldness from our breakup seemingly gone. We ordered food and ate, talking about all sorts of

random things. But I sensed that Xiao Mao's invitation wasn't just for a simple lunch; she seemed to have

something to say, but she didn't say it. When we were almost finished eating, I finally mustered the courage to ask her, "Xiao Mao,

is there something you wanted to talk to me about?"

"Ah... nothing much, I just wanted to chat," Xiao Mao said, a little

flustered .

"Just a simple meal? What do you want to tell me?" Since things were already out in the open, I might as well get to

the bottom of it .

"Rikey, to be honest, I'm really sorry." Little Cat lowered her head and remained silent for a long time before finally

speaking. "I know there are many things you don't understand. Since I took advantage of you, I should tell you.

I know you're a good person, even though we haven't known each other for long."

Little Cat spoke without raising her head, but she poured

out . It turned out that Little Cat had always loved a boy, her college classmate, but he

had never expressed his feelings for her. After a class reunion, they had a relationship. Afterwards, Little Cat, not

wanting to burden the boy, acted very generously and didn't ask for anything. The boy, however

, didn't take responsibility either, maintaining a close relationship with Little Cat without clarifying their

relationship. Little Cat just wanted things to develop naturally and didn't make any excessive demands, but unexpectedly, another...

A girl from another family was pursuing the boy. The girl came from a well-off family, and gradually the boy started

spending time with her, completely ignoring Xiaomao's existence. Xiaomao confronted the boy, but he claimed

it was a drunken mistake and both were responsible. From then on, Xiaomao was deeply hurt and went to nightclubs every night to vent. The

boy was the one Xiaomao shared an apartment with, and Xiaomao would bring men home, always making a lot of noise,

just to provoke him. When Xiaomao told me all this, she was trying hard to control her emotions and

appear relaxed.

"Then why don't you let..." I felt it wasn't appropriate to ask a girl the rest, but not asking

left me confused.

"I... I just wanted to keep that place private, since it was only him there..." Xiaomao said quietly

. "I've never told anyone else this; you're the only one." After hearing this, I

was speechless. I couldn't believe a girl would do this. Was it for revenge? She frequently brought men

home for the night. But she only gave them oral sex or anal sex, never actually

having sex . What was she keeping for some man? I finally understood

the expression on her face after we'd been intimate the previous two times—it was a mixture of regret, helplessness, and the triumphant pleasure of revenge. We sat there, and she

didn't say anything more. After a long silence, she asked me to take her home, and I agreed. Back at

her place, the door to another room was open, and it was empty.

"This is...?"

"He moved out. He went to Shenzhen yesterday to get married," she answered expressionlessly. I

couldn't fathom what she was thinking. Suddenly, she threw herself at me,

bursting into tears and pounding my chest. At that moment, I didn't know how to comfort her,

so I just let her cry on my shoulder. I gently stroked her curly hair, and she

looked up at me, her eyes brimming with tears. Her pitiful appearance made me want to pity her. I slowly lowered my head and gently

kissed her red lips. She hugged me tightly, as if afraid I would suddenly run away. After a passionate kiss

, the kitten broke free from my embrace.

/ "Rikey, come with me." She said, walking into the kitchen and standing in front of the refrigerator. I didn't know

what she was going to do, so I followed behind. Suddenly, the kitten turned around, leaning against the refrigerator, sticking her butt out, and lifted her skirt with one

hand pulling her underwear aside. I was stunned by her action.

"Rikey, come on, come fuck me, quick, I want you to fuck me like this!" the kitten cried out, her voice hoarse

. I, still confused, stared blankly at her snow-white buttocks.

"Please, come fuck me, I want you to put it in my vagina." The kitten turned her head, a pleading

expression on her face. A girl using such an alluring posture, loudly begging you to fuck her—no man could resist, right?

I was no exception; my legs seemed to move on their own, and I walked over, pulled out my penis, and

thrust it straight into the kitten's vagina from behind. My penis was immediately enveloped in warmth; the place the kitten had been deliberately

avoiding was finally mine. With each thrust, the kitten didn't

moan ; she just lowered her head and remained silent. I held her in my arms, bringing my head close to her ear,

and saw that the kitten's face was covered in tears.

"Kitten... what's wrong?"

"Fuck me... don't stop, fuck me hard, and then cum inside me. I don't want to hold

anything anymore," the kitten cried. I immediately understood. The kitten and that boy must have had

a similar relationship, and now the kitten wanted to use this method to erase the memory of that man. But would this make her

remember that night even more vividly? Was she using me to forget that man, or was she now using me

as a substitute for that man? I couldn't figure it out. With rapid thrusts, all my semen shot into

the kitten's body, and she didn't say anything, just squatted on the ground, covering her face and crying.

I carried the kitten to her bed, letting her cry in my arms until she cried herself to sleep

. When it got dark, the kitten woke up. We didn't say anything, and then we had another intense lovemaking session. This time,

the kitten was very wild, moaning loudly, leaving us both exhausted. That night, I turned off

my phone, and we stayed in his bed. When we were tired, we cuddled together to sleep, and when we woke up, we made love wildly. I don't remember

how many times I ejaculated, until dawn, when I ejaculated into the kitten's mouth for the last time. The kitten swallowed my semen, saying

she wanted to remember my taste. I asked her how she knew I was a good person. She said she could sense it; she felt I was a

good person just not a good one in my daily life. When a girl trusts her own feelings, no one can really argue

with her. We went out together again, and once we were outside, the kitten remained silent. We parted downstairs,

this time without even a simple goodbye.

That night, I wanted to ask her out, but her phone was off. For the next few days, I

couldn't contact her either. I went to her place, only to find she had moved. I

went to my friend's company, where the kitten worked, and my friend told me she had resigned. The kitten just

vanished from my world like that, and I never saw her in nightclubs again. Later, I indirectly heard from other friends that

she was still in this city, had a boyfriend, and might be getting married soon.

Now, sitting in a corner of a nightclub, I still think of this

enigmatic girl who fell into depravity for love, yet stubbornly guarded that idyllic paradise in her heart because of that love. If I could see her again, I want to

tell her, "Kitten, you're a good girl, but you were too foolish!"

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