[First time watching porn]

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I believe that a man's judgment of a woman's attractiveness is definitely not based on how much she wears. Even if

such a man existed, I don't think I would like him, haha...

I first learned about relationships between men and women when I was in fourth grade, around 10 years old. During

summer vacation, I stayed at my maternal grandfather's house for a few days. My grandfather's family all went to work during the day, leaving me alone at home.

After finishing I had nothing to do, there wasn't anything good on TV, and I couldn't go out to play. "What should I do

?" I thought: Right, where's the tape of Alan Tam's concert that I watched with my uncle yesterday?

I didn't finish watching it , so I can watch it by myself today.

"Where is the VCR?" (This happened 12 years ago, before VCDs existed.) "

It's probably in the cabinet, right?" I thought. "Wow, found it! Hey, there's another one?" I picked up

the tape and looked at it. There was nothing written on it. "What is this?" Never mind, I'll take a look first. I

put the tape into the VCR, and after a lot of static, the image that appeared left me speechless.

The scene first showed a blonde foreign woman walking to the bedside and opening a bottle of wine. I remember her

drinking was quite exaggerated. Then a very strong Black man walked over (actually, when I was little, I thought Black people

were teddy bears, haha). He started kissing the woman, and then he frantically

ripped off (actually, tearing them off would be more accurate). He kept kissing the woman's breasts,

grabbing them with his large hand. His kisses moved lower and lower, spreading the woman's legs apart

. The woman had a lot of pubic hair, and the Black man used his large hand to spread her genitals wide. I saw that the woman's

vaginal opening was slightly open, and some fluid was coming out. Then I saw the Black man sticking out his tongue

and licking it frantically. It looked really funny; it was like he wanted to stick his whole head inside. He kept

licking the woman's genitals like that, and the woman kept moaning, seemingly enjoying it. I just

watched, thinking: What are they doing?

Because I was only 10 years old at the time, I wondered, "Why was that man kissing that woman's private parts? And

it seemed to be very comfortable?" I couldn't help but lift my skirt, take off my underwear, and look at my genitals... Although I was very scared,

I couldn't help but keep looking. At this moment, the black man also took off his pants. Ah! I almost screamed.

What was that? His penis was a full 20 centimeters long. I had only seen other

children's , but his was really terrifying! He lay flat on the bed, and the woman straddled him, sticking out

her tongue to lick that big thing. As she licked, she took it all into her mouth. He was sucking hard, and the

man wasn't idle either, constantly probing inside the woman's vagina with his fingers. The woman's vagina seemed quite large;

at first, he inserted one finger, then two, and finally almost his entire hand. "

What would it feel like to insert a finger?" I wondered, and involuntarily reached for my own vulva, trying to insert just

a little bit. Huh? Why is there some fluid coming out? It seems a little painful, so I didn't dare to

insert any deeper. At this moment, the woman lay on her back on the bed, legs spread wide, labia turned outwards, and she

was calling out, "Baby, Coomon! Oh yes!" I didn't know what it meant at the time, but I saw the black man

holding his large penis and pressing it against the entrance of her vagina, rubbing the glans against her vulva.

"Is he going to insert it?" I thought, how could something that big go in? Just then, I saw

him insert his glans, then slowly insert it halfway, and with a final thrust, the entire penis was inside

. The woman screamed dramatically, a truly piercing sound, "It must hurt so much!" I thought,

how could she bear being penetrated by something so big? Because that black man's penis was really huge. Maybe

it's because of something that happened when I was a child that still traumatizes me, so I'm still afraid of black people and don't like watching foreign

porn. Japanese porn is much better, haha. I watched that huge thing going in and out repeatedly, and the woman

screamed dramatically. Why would she do it if it hurt? I really don't understand. Finally, the black man pulled his thing out

, and I thought it was over, but then I saw the woman kneeling on the ground again, her buttocks sticking up high. "I wonder what he's going to do

now ?" I thought. Was he going to insert it again? But then I saw him actually insert that huge penis into the woman

's anus. I remember being so shocked that I didn't know what to say. Why would he insert it there? How filthy!

The penis was going in and out of her anus, stretching her anus wide. The woman seemed to be in unbearable pain

, gripping the sheets so tightly she was about to tear them. "She's so pitiful," I thought. Then the black man

's movements became faster and his breathing more rapid. Suddenly, he pulled out his penis, rubbing it with his hand

while bringing it to the woman's face. Streams of white fluid shot out, which the woman greedily

drank , then licked clean the rest of his penis.

"What is that? It's not urine!" I really didn't understand. The tape was long, but I dared not watch any further,

afraid someone would come back. After putting the tape away, I couldn't calm down for a long time. Everyone has had the experience of watching porn for the first time

, right? Didn't your heart race? But I was only under 10 years old then, and I had never seen even a Category III

film before, so of course it was hard for me to calm down. I was also a little scared. "Do all women have to do this? Why insert it there?

It must hurt so much..." I thought wildly. I also tried inserting my finger into my vagina. Because my

vagina was very narrow at the time, and I wasn't very wet, I couldn't insert it very deeply. I then tried inserting my finger

into my anus, but it hurt terribly as soon as I inserted it a little bit. I spent the afternoon like this, lost in my own thoughts.

That's my experience of watching porn for the first time. I haven't told anyone about it all these years, but writing it down now makes

me feel much better. I'm not exactly a lady (bookgirl), so my writing isn't very good. I hope

you can understand it! Haha, I'm 22 now. Maybe it's because I was exposed to sex too early? I matured quite early.

In sixth grade, I watched porn with my classmates (both boys and girls). I became

even more unrestrained in middle school, and I had quite a few boyfriends. But I don't think I'm a promiscuous girl. I think liking

sex is normal. Girls are women, and women are people. Haha.

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