After thinking about it for a long time, I ended my virginity last night.

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My boyfriend and I have been together for a long time, and we both love each other very much. He's a graduate student, and I'm an undergraduate. I won't go into

the details of . Originally, I wanted to wait until we were married to have sex (because I've grown up in a very conservative environment),

but, alas, we live too far apart, and it's not easy for us to meet. Naturally, when we do meet, it's very passionate, and we were already

planning to get married anyway. This past October, he brought it up, and after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to go for it...

(sob sob).

The night before, I frantically searched online for information about first times, so this was my first time on this website. I just realized that

my knowledge in this area is pitifully small, almost zero! I don't even have the most basic knowledge (I'm about to graduate from university

and I'm still like this, which only shows that there's a problem with the Chinese education system).

Yesterday, my boyfriend came, and we went to a hotel in the evening. I absolutely refused to go in because I used to look at the girls going in and out of that place with disdain

when passed by. I never thought that today I

would become that kind of person. Later, my boyfriend booked a room, and I pretended to be visiting someone before going in (I wonder if

everyone does this when booking a room).

My boyfriend is a very refined virgin, but the moment he saw the room, his lustful nature was on full display, and he

started hugging and kissing me. I was a little scared. Actually, I believe every girl feels this way; even with the

best boyfriend, there's always some resistance when things get to the point.

I went to take a shower, and I struggled for a long, long time while showering, strongly feeling the moral bottom line

instilled being gradually eroded.

Later, my boyfriend finished showering, and we snuggled in bed watching TV, but he wasn't really watching TV at all;

he kept touching me and kissing me… Later, he took off my pajamas, and my boyfriend, a little breathless, said, "Baby

, you have such a good figure." He then kissed me, unhooked my bra, and then my panties.

Actually, we've done very intimate things before, like touching each other's private parts with our hands. But we've never seen each other naked

before .

Being seen naked back then was so embarrassing. Then we started kissing and stuff, though he

didn't really understand much about it. We were both acting silly, but we could both hear each other breathing, which felt a bit strange. Later, my boyfriend wanted to

penetrate because he was already aroused, but I wasn't. When I was aroused, he wasn't, and

we went back and forth for a long time. Finally, he went in a little bit, and it really hurt! I couldn't help but scream, and my boyfriend got scared

and had to stop. He comforted me for a long time, then wanted to go in again, slowly, little by little. This process was really

painful. My boyfriend whispered in my ear that he was all the way in, and I felt less scared. My boyfriend

moved slightly inside, and I didn't feel much pain. Actually, it hurt a lot when he went in, but once he was inside,

it got much better.

There was also a slightly tingling feeling. But it wasn't like the "union" or "

ecstasy" feeling described in books at all. It wasn't like that at all. So, girls who haven't tried it, don't believe

everything you read in books. My boyfriend moved slightly inside again, and we both felt okay. He actually pulled out his penis and put on a condom! I was stunned…

It took him ages to put it on, and by the time it was on, his penis was already soft… even more unsettling.

In desperation, I used my hand to arouse him. A man's penis is truly amazing; it starts soft,

but after a short while you can feel it gradually hardening in your hand.

Later, he put on the condom and went back in. Now it felt more comfortable and reassuring, and his movements gradually

increased. Of course, he stopped whenever I cried out in pain, until the intensity was just within a comfortable range for both of us.

He ejaculated after about fifteen minutes of thrusting. He pulled out to clean the condom, leaving me alone on the bed,

feeling incredibly annoyed! Why didn't he do anything to comfort me afterwards?! Looking back on the whole process, we used many

positions, which would be unimaginable to many, but we didn't consciously think about the positions; we

just changed them whenever we felt uncomfortable.

At first, we used the most traditional missionary position, but I felt a lot of pain when he penetrated, especially

when I lifted my legs. Later, I switched to being on top, but that hurt even more. Later, my boyfriend entered me from behind, and that was when it

felt better; he could control his strength well.

When I went to wash up later, I was surprised to find there was no bleeding! My boyfriend never asked about bleeding the whole time

. I told him I wasn't bleeding, and he acted like it was nothing: "Not all virgins bleed

."

After we had sex, I was incredibly tired, I don't know why, but my boyfriend seemed very energetic. Maybe

I just didn't have enough stamina.

That night, we snuggled together watching TV. Then I fell asleep in his arms. This was the first time I slept with him

. My boyfriend held me in the most domineering way, even pressing his leg against mine!! I was furious! I turned over so my back

was to him, and he held my lower abdomen tightly. Actually, I prefer sleeping with him in my arms to sex

. It's so nice to wake up to see the person I love.

The next day, when we woke up, he gently asked if we could do it again. That's when I realized how much it hurt down there!

It hurt so much when he entered me that he couldn't get in at all. We were lying in bed talking, and he mentioned that I

moaned during sex last night, which embarrassed me so much. Then I remembered that before he ejaculated last night, he kept saying, "So

good..."

Now I realize I'm no longer a virgin; I should be a woman now. Thinking about it makes me feel very lost,

no matter how much I liked him, no matter how much I never regretted it. Every woman's first time should be a

ceremony, not a crude game or a release. So I hope every boy will protect the girl he loves and

only make her his bride when he can give her happiness. I hope every girl is certain that this is the

boy she wants to follow for life without regret before giving herself to him purely.

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