The only time with colleagues

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Huali is my boss, the company's CEO, and she's already in her forties. She has a career, but she's infertile because her husband went abroad with a wealthy woman who is far more successful than her in every way. She doesn't have a happy marriage, and no one cares for or loves her. In short, she has nothing except money.
When I first joined the company, I became Huali's secretary. I remember that not long after I started working, she became very attentive to me, even inviting me for coffee or dinner after work. I assumed that the CEO was just using some tricks to win over employees, and that her kindness was normal, so I didn't pay much attention. After a while, I noticed that the way the CEO looked at me was noticeably different, as if there was something more to it. When she invited me to dinner, she always loved to talk about her romantic experiences and her unhappy marriage, treating me like a confidante.
As we spent more time together, we gradually developed "feelings." I treated her problems as my own, sharing her work burdens, drinking for her... Once, after having dinner with a major client, it was already quite late. "It's getting late, let me take you home!" I said, trying to impress my superiors and build a relationship with her. She was stunned for a moment, then managed to squeeze out two words: "Okay!" "It's been so long since a man has come to my house! Stay a while longer." "I..." I wanted to get back to Xiaoqian immediately, but I didn't know how to refuse Huali's enthusiasm. "Would you like to watch TV with me? It's been so long since we've had guests." As she finished speaking, large tears slid down her fair, youthful face. Unexpectedly, the tears of this strong woman were even more touching.
Perhaps it was the alcohol, or perhaps I simply had these feelings all along, but I did something out of line, hastily and sympathetically pulling her into my arms. That night, nothing happened between us, we just held each other tightly. However, I must admit, while we were embracing, I had many thoughts...
Since that unforgettable night, my relationship with Huali had become complicated. I quickly became the company's deputy manager. My position rose, my status improved, my salary increased, and with it, my passion for Huali also soared. I felt a deep pity for her, and my affection for her grew. She was also incredibly protective of me; she took the blame for anything I failed to do.
To outsiders, we seemed like a couple, always together, and our relationship was abnormal. Some said I was a "gold digger," but who knew that I did this so that Xiaoqian could live a comfortable life? Every time I flirted with Huali, I felt a deep sense of guilt and remorse. Was I being fair to Xiaoqian? But when I thought about the wealth Huali could bring me, I felt at ease. I thought, for my Xiaoqian, it was worth it!
"You're so handsome, you must have a lot of girlfriends!" Huali said, half-seriously, half-jokingly. "No way!" I was afraid of losing favor and felt a little guilty, so I quickly added, "I really don't."
From then on, Huali paid more attention to my work and valued me even more. She even took me to important events that I shouldn't have been at, saying that I should see more of the world and broaden my horizons.
But with time, things don't always stay the same. That night, we were entertaining clients and both drank some alcohol. "Can you stay with me one more night?" Hua Li's eyes were filled with longing. I was in a dilemma. If I didn't stay with her, would I fall out of favor? If I stayed with her, what if something happened? How could I face my Xiaoqian? Under the influence of alcohol, I couldn't control myself and had sex with her. I knew I had disgraced our love.
Once there was a first time, there was bound to be a second. When I didn't have to work overtime, she always wanted me to stay with her, saying she had become dependent on me and fallen in love with my "opium." Sometimes I looked very troubled, and she asked me what was on my mind, but I didn't say anything and couldn't say anything. With more time spent with Hua Li, my pure and genuine feelings for Xiaoqian naturally faded.
"I don't want you to earn more money, I just want you to give me more love and spend more time and energy with me!" Xiaoqian repeatedly told me her bitterness through tears. I also knew that my love for her had faded.
To spend as much time as possible with Xiaoqian, I always found various excuses to return to our little home. To satisfy Hua Li's demands, I would tell Xiaoqian all sorts of lies. On one side is true love, on the other is my boss. Caught between them, I'm like a pendulum, swinging back and forth. It's exhausting!
I need to be an upright person.
There are no secrets in this world. When Xiaoqian questioned me, I defended myself again and again, each time answering logically and trying not to give a single flaw. But Huali also sensed my troubles and asked suspiciously, "Do you have someone you like?" "No, I'm just worried about work," I always pretended to be nonchalant. At
this point, I was caught in the "interrogation" phase by the two women. Sometimes, I really worried, what if one day I couldn't answer their questions?
Love is love; it can't be mixed with any sympathy or pity, it can't tolerate any grievances or coercion.
By the time I understood this, it was too late; I had done something I shouldn't have.
Lately, my so-called "overtime" and "business trips" have been causing Xiaoqian endless tears of worry. "Men with money become bad!" she cried on the phone. I know I've hurt her enough. I can give up the whole world, but I don't want to give up Xiaoqian.
It's proven that Xiaoqian is the most important person in my heart, so I've finally made my choice: I've decided to "break up" with the boss. I won't hurt the woman I love anymore. I don't want to live a life of lies anymore, deceiving myself until I'm exhausted. I want to be a real man.
Maybe this decision came a little late, but I've made up my mind. I'm not going to live that kind of life anymore. I told myself firmly: Goodbye to the days of living off a woman!
[This post was edited by wangboshi2 on 2017-02-26 06:29]

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