Let go of your worries and enjoy sex

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Graduation is finally here! We're about to leave school. After receiving my diploma, I went home for a while, packed up, and came back to this city. A change of environment, a change of path—I started a job, ready to truly integrate into this city. Before, I was just a passerby, a place to learn; now, I'm going to strive and dedicate myself to it. Sometimes life is just like that… On my first day at the company, I was busy with work. My mentor turned out to be a senior from our school, which made me feel a little more at ease. After all, in a new environment, having familiar things or people always makes us feel more at ease, like finding a harbor. Fortunately, I adapt well, and I have a good figure and a pretty face, so my colleagues were willing to help me after I joined the company. Of course, I was also very diligent. Every day, besides going to work, I was on my way to work. I rarely contacted my friends anymore, only contacting Jing'er a few times. After three months of hard work, I was appreciated by the company manager and finally became a full-time employee ahead of schedule. This allowed me to slow down a bit, catch my breath, and reconnect with old friends.

Jing'er and her boyfriend finally broke up. Perhaps it was because they'd been together too long, or maybe for other reasons. Anyway, they broke up. Before graduating, Jing'er passed the civil service exam and is now working at a certain company. Because of the breakup, she's going on blind dates almost every day arranged by her parents. As for Han, he recently returned to this city and just a few days ago joined a good company not far from here. Hearing this news, I was overjoyed; finally, I had someone I could rely on. After work that day, I contacted Han and arranged to meet him at a coffee shop. When I got to the door, I saw Han sitting by the window. My heart leaped with joy, and I hurried inside.

"Hey, you're back here, why didn't you contact me?" I asked immediately. Han smiled and said, "To give you a surprise, but I've been really busy since I got here, I really didn't have time to contact you, so..."

"Okay, okay, I forgive you," I waved my hand, feigning generosity. Han smiled back, as if we were back in our student days.

"By the way, Han, where do you live now?"

"Me? I'm renting a one-bedroom apartment, but it's so expensive! I'm thinking of moving to a single room later when things are better. What about you?"

"Sigh, me too. Back in school, I didn't know what money was. Now that I'm earning my own money, I realize how hard my parents work. My cosmetics have to be several levels lower now. Even though my parents send me money every month, I really don't want to rely on them anymore. I plan to save it all up so I can take good care of them when I earn money."

"Qiqi...you're such a good girl..."

"Stop it, are you being sarcastic?"

"No, I'm serious. Not many people know how to be filial to their parents these days. You'll definitely be a good wife."

"Okay, let's not talk about that. Since we live so close, we should keep in touch. By the way, do you have a girlfriend now?"

"Qiqi...you know, I...have always been...never mind."

“I… of course I know,” I said softly, lowering my head. “But, as you know, I… dated Lu for more than three years. I… feel that being with you has hurt you too much… and I’m sorry to you… do you understand?” My voice grew softer and softer as I spoke.

Actually, I understand Han's feelings all too well, but I... I've been through so many relationships, not just with Lu, but also with Li Yang in high school, Zhang Kai later, and even... even Jun and Chen, whose real names I don't know. Han doesn't know these things, but I can't pretend I don't understand...

After I finished speaking, Han was silent for a moment, then looked up and stared straight at me, saying, "Qi'er, it's a lie to say I'm not sad, but I really, really like you. I've been waiting for you for four years of college. When I found out you broke up with Lu, I was so happy. That night, I was so happy I got drunk, you know? I stayed here for you. My family had already arranged a job for me, just waiting for me to go back to work, but... I still decided to stay here, do you understand?" I was stunned after hearing Han's words. I never expected it to be like this. My heart was filled with emotion because Han's family was actually quite well-off. His mother worked for the government, and his father was a businessman. He had given up so much for me. At that moment, I felt a lump in my throat, a mix of sadness and joy. My heart was also filled with turmoil and torment. Another silence fell as I thought for what felt like an eternity. Finally, as if I had made up my mind, I looked up at him again.

"Han, you really... I... I never imagined you'd give up so much for me. You should really go home." As I spoke, I saw Han shake his head. I stopped him, saying, "Let me finish. I know your feelings, and I'm deeply moved. I'll make a promise with you."

"What promise?"

"I'll set a timeframe with you, a year, how about a year? For a year, you go home and work hard. If you still don't have a girlfriend or are still not married after a year, I'll be with you. Of course, during this year, you can't refuse blind dates arranged by your parents, and you can't refuse introductions from others... How about it?"

Han pursed his lips, struggling internally. I looked at Han in front of me, my mind urging him, "Just say yes, that way you'll have a good future back home. In a year, you'll definitely meet a good girl, and then you'll forget about me..." Thinking about it, I felt a pang of sadness. Humans aren't plants or trees; who can be without feelings? But Han is a good man, and I can't tarnish his reputation like this. Yet, deep down, I also secretly hoped that I wouldn't miss out on such a good man. So I secretly made up my mind not to be promiscuous like before graduation. I hoped we would have a good outcome. Han finally made up his mind. He nodded firmly and said in a resolute tone, "Okay, I promise you. I'll go back tomorrow. It's only a year. I've waited four years, what's a year? Wait for me, I will definitely have you. I was too cowardly before, I won't be anymore. No matter what, I will bring you back in a year..." I was very surprised and shocked after hearing Han's words. I didn't expect Han to be so determined, but I was looking forward to it.

Han went back early the next morning. He gave me the keys to the apartment he rented and asked me to cancel my own rental because he had already paid a year's rent. When we parted, I took leave to see him off. I kissed him as we said goodbye. Parting is always sad, but life goes on. I busied myself with work and gradually composed myself. My male colleagues at the company were always very attentive to me, but because of Han, I always politely declined their kindness. Gradually, I earned the nickname "Ice Queen" at the company. But I didn't care about that. I wanted to regain some dignity for the mistakes I had made in the past.

Occasionally, I'd meet up with Jing'er to chat about work and relationships. Jing'er isn't too busy at work now, and three months have passed. She's still single after meeting over ten blind dates, and I'm quite impressed by her pickiness. But she's very insistent, saying she wants to be responsible for the rest of her life and find someone she likes and who likes her back. Hearing her words, I couldn't help but think of Han. Yes, three months have passed. I wonder how Han is doing. Although he's messaged me occasionally during these three months, I've been deeply moved ever since he sincerely said those words to me. Therefore, I decided to secretly go see him—secretly, of course. When we were in school, Jing'er and I visited his city. He was incredibly enthusiastic in hosting us, so I figured I could easily sneak over to see him. Perfect timing—it was the weekend, a day trip, half a day to see him. Without further ado, I bought a plane ticket online for the next morning. The next morning, filled with excitement, I took a bus to Han's city and arrived before the afternoon. I then took a taxi to Han's neighborhood. Since I planned to surprise him, I didn't call him. As I walked outside his apartment complex, just as I was about to call, I caught a glimpse of a figure approaching from the roadside, as if… It was Han! I quickly hid behind a tree, and upon closer inspection, it was indeed Han. My joy barely surfaced before my face fell. A pretty girl was arm-in-arm with Han, and they were chatting and laughing as they walked home. I was completely stunned. Images of Han and that girl's intimacy kept replaying in my mind, to the point that I had no recollection of how I got home…

That night, I hid under the covers and cried my heart out. No words could describe the pain I felt. My eyes were swollen the next morning. I was deeply hurt and heartbroken about what happened between Han and me. Perhaps we were truly destined to be apart. This matter… The blow was devastating; it took me three months to recover. During those three months, I didn't contact Han. Although he messaged me, we had agreed that we didn't need to reply, just to know each other's feelings. I felt like I had disappeared. Every time Jing'er contacted me, I made excuses about being busy with work. Because I kept turning down her dates, she got a little angry. So, when Jing'er asked me out that day, I composed myself and agreed to meet up. We talked a lot, and I gradually cheered up. Six months had passed, and Jing'er was still single. Her parents were worried about her being single, but she wasn't in a hurry at all.

"Come here, I have a secret to tell you," Jing'er said mysteriously.

"What is it? Tell me," I pricked up my ears.

"Chen, do you remember?"

"I remember. What's wrong? Did you meet someone on a blind date?" I asked, glancing at her.

"No, he contacted me a few days ago and asked me out."

"What? You...you guys?"

"Shh...keep your voice down, why are you so loud?"

I quickly covered my mouth and whispered, "Then you guys...?"

"Yeah, we did it again."

"Wasn't it a one-night stand? You'd better be careful...why did he contact you again?"

"Yeah, we didn't say anything else, it was just for sex. You know, I haven't had sex in six months. Don't you want to?" When Jing'er said that, I thought back, and yes, it was true...the body's needs, no matter how much you suppress them, you can't help it, it will only make you feel uncomfortable. In the past six months, although I haven't had sex, I've masturbated a lot...Jing'er saw my blank expression and knew what I was thinking. She nudged me with her elbow, "Hey, don't say I'm not being a good friend. I promised Chen I'd ask you out again, and Jun will be there too. He's your favorite, but I can't handle Jun's size. I'll leave him for you, you're lucky..." I was stunned again when I heard Jing'er's words. Jing'er is so open now. I glanced at her sideways, and Jing'er rolled her eyes at me: "Don't look down on me. Don't tell me you don't want to. Can you really hold back for half a year? You don't have a boyfriend, and you've never been out. You must have masturbated, hehe. Okay, we're all women. Don't I know you? Once you've tasted it, you can't forget it. Anyway, I don't have a boyfriend now, so I don't feel like I'm letting anyone down. I just need to make myself happy. Otherwise, I'll become ugly from the repression..." Jing'er kept rambling on and on: "So, it's settled then. Tonight, room 306 of the XX International Hotel, we'll go together." I was about to refuse, but the image of Han and that girl suddenly appeared in my mind, and the words of refusal turned into "okay" on my lips.

That evening, Jing'er and I arrived as planned. As soon as we entered the room, a familiar feeling washed over me. Jun, smiling, grabbed my hand, "Qiqi, you've become even more beautiful in the months since I last saw you, hahaha..." I didn't reply. Actually, I was already starting to regret it. Jun sensed my hesitation and kept comforting me, with Jing'er chiming in as well. It took a while for me to calm down. Jun wasn't in a hurry and pulled me aside to chat, "What's wrong? Why are you shy again? You're even more reserved than when we first met. How about we have some drinks to liven things up?" With that, Jun... He pulled out a bottle of foreign liquor from somewhere and poured me a glass. I picked up the glass and drank it all in one gulp. Jun poured me another glass and one for himself, drinking with me. Because I had something on my mind, I got drunk very easily. After a few glasses, I felt dizzy and a little tipsy. At this moment, Jun put down his liquor, hugged me, and held me in his arms, letting me lean against him. Being held by a man, with his unique masculine scent, quickly ignited my heart. I couldn't help but take the initiative to kiss Jun... Jun was already aroused, and seeing me take the initiative, he no longer restrained himself and passionately kissed me back. Meanwhile, Jing'er and Chen, seeing that we had already started, began to undress while laughing and joking. Jun kissed me as he took off my clothes, and soon I was completely naked. I closed my eyes, feeling dizzy, and at the same time, I couldn't wait to help the man take off his clothes. When I helped Jun take off his underwear, Jun's penis sprang out in a flash. I opened my eyes and couldn't help but stare at it, my small hands eagerly grabbing it. I had been suppressing myself for too long, plus Han... At this moment, I let myself go again, as if I had returned to that night before graduation, just to enjoy sex, not for feelings.

It takes months, even longer, to form a habit, but only a single thought is needed to indulge oneself. Once that thought takes hold, the speed of decline is like a shooting star. I changed myself for Han, but in the end, I found it was all a lie. A "what's the use" mentality led me to indulge myself again. When I grasped Jun's penis, my primal urges turned me into a wanton woman. Before Jun could even give the signal, I had already taken his penis into my mouth. Seeing my sudden initiative, Jun wasn't going to be outdone. He immediately lay down, rolled over, and lifted me up, turning my buttocks towards his face. Then, he spread my buttocks apart with his hands, stuck out his tongue, and aimed it at my vulva. With one lick, I couldn't help but tremble slightly, but my mouth didn't... Relax, and keep sucking Jun's cock. We sucked each other's cock in the 69 position for almost ten minutes, until my mouth was a little sore and numb before I stopped. Jun was also reluctant to part, his mouth covered in my juices. When Jun saw me get up, he tried to get up too. I pushed him against my chest, and Jun fell back onto the bed. Then I lifted my leg and straddled Jun's body, kneeling on one knee and half-kneeling on the other. I held Jun's cock with my hand, searching for my honey hole. When Jun's glans found my entrance, I tried to push it in. It was a little dry and painful, so I smeared some of my juices on Jun's glans and tried to push it in again. This time it was much better, and the glans went in easily.

I breathed a sigh of relief, lowered my legs from the half-squatting position, and began to sit down. As soon as I sat down, Jun's penis slowly slid into my vagina. Because Jun's penis was so big, I felt a little pain, so I quickly straightened up, rubbed my clitoris with my hand to make my vagina secrete some more lustful fluid, and then moved my buttocks from side to side, trying to sit down again. Plop... This time I sat down all the way down, and Jun's penis was swallowed whole by my vagina, leaving only a short part. Jun's penis was indeed very big and long. My vagina did not completely cover his penis, but it still made me feel so good that I almost cried out. I adjusted for half a minute, placed my hands on Jun's chest, gently lifted my buttocks, and pulled his penis out of my vagina. Then I sat down suddenly, and his penis shoved into my vagina again. Gradually, I changed from the kneeling position to the squatting position, and lifted my buttocks to sit on Jun.

I had never tried sitting on top of someone and having such a long penis swallowed. There was a slight difference in height between my private parts and Jun's, so I couldn't swallow the whole thing. But even so, I was already starting to feel the effects. With each thrust, the glans plunged deep into my core. Jun held my buttocks and pumped violently from below. After only a few thrusts, I was screaming and howling. Sitting on top of me felt like a small boat in a stormy sea, rising and falling, swaying from side to side, but always remaining stable.

To maintain the continuous thrusting and prolong the pleasure, I had to think about other things to distract myself so that I could last a little longer. So I looked up at Jing'er. She was kneeling by the bed, her buttocks raised, a thick penis thrusting in and out of her cunt. Because Chen was thrusting so forcefully, each time he entered her, Jing'er would be pushed forward a little. After watching for a while, she was moved from the edge of the bed to the headboard. Jing'er pressed her hands against the wall, enduring the force and pleasure of the penetration from her buttocks, moaning and begging, "Brother, be gentle, I can't take it anymore..." Although Jing'er was begging, I could tell she didn't want Chen to be gentle at all. Watching my best friend being fucked felt like being scratched by a cat. I had been sitting on top for so long, but it wasn't as pleasurable as being fucked lying on the bed, especially seeing Jing'er's expression of enjoyment. I felt even more itchy down there. Gradually, I got tired too, and the force of my squatting weakened. I gradually lost my strength, just arching back and forth, but my cunt became increasingly itchy.

At this moment, Jun saw that I was exhausted and knew it was his turn. He had been enjoying my services on the bed, and now it was time to release his pent-up energy. So he rolled over, turned me over, and made me kneel with my buttocks raised high. Then he stood by the bed, grabbed my buttocks with both hands, aimed his penis at my vagina, and with a forceful thrust, inserted his penis into my vagina again. I couldn't help but let out a moan. Jun didn't stop; after penetrating me, he began to thrust violently, showing no mercy whatsoever. He launched his most intense attack on me, the delicate woman on the bed. My mouth was wide open as I began to moan incessantly, followed by soft cries of pleasure. Jun's rhythm was fast; he planned to ejaculate first, so he didn't control himself. After thrusting violently into my vagina hundreds of times, he suddenly pulled out his penis, pushed me onto the bed, and then ejaculated his thick semen all over my back. I was completely powerless, and my legs trembled slightly. Trembling, my vagina opened and closed uncontrollably, drops of lustful fluid flowing from my honeyed opening. I lay on the bed, unwilling to move. In the end, Jun helped me wipe my genitals. Seeing that Jun had ejaculated, Chen across from me stopped dawdling and began to speed up, launching a full-scale attack on Jing'er. Jing'er's mouth was wide open, screaming "Ah...ah...ah...ah...ah..." as she was being fucked. Chen squinted his eyes, suddenly stopped thrusting, then pulled back sharply, turned around, and ejaculated a series of semen onto my back... All four of us were too tired to move. In the end, Jing'er got up to lick Chen and Jun's penises clean, and then cleaned the semen off my back. After we finished cleaning up, we lay together and started chatting. Jun said to Jing'er and me, "Beautiful ladies, making love with you is so comfortable. How about this, you stay with us for a while, and I guarantee you'll be satisfied both physically and financially?" Before I could speak, Jing'er interrupted, "Hehe, how satisfied are you? Don't disappoint us!"

"How could we?" Jun said, turning around and taking out two wads of cash from his pocket, handing one wad to me and one to Jing'er: "Here's ten thousand each for you to spend. Spend two months with us, ten thousand each per month. Of course, you don't have to worry about the expenses when you go out with us, and we'll give you gifts every month... How about it?"

Jing'er was stunned, and I was also taken aback and said angrily, "What do you mean? We're not prostitutes... You're going too far!"

"No, no, we genuinely consider you friends. That's how I always do things; I never let my friends suffer. We're asking you to spend time with us so we can all have some fun. How about it? We absolutely respect you."

Jing'er pulled me close and whispered in my ear, "How about it? I think it's good. Anyway, our purpose is to vent, and now we have money and gifts. I think it's great; we can vent and get money at the same time." Jing'er was urging me on, but I had no opinion of my own and was completely resigned to my fate: "Jing'er, you decide, I don't care."

When Jun and Chen saw that we agreed, they were overjoyed and kissed us again. That night, we did it again. This time, Jun and Chen changed the subject, making me and Jing'er kiss each other, then lick each other's vaginas, and then playfully tease each other's clitoris, staging a lesbian drama. Finally, Jun and Chen joined in. Jun made Chen lie on the bed with me facing away from him, and Chen inserted his penis into my anus. Then, Jun came from the front and inserted his penis into my vagina. Jun then made Jing'er stand in front of me with her legs spread apart, and I gave her oral sex. The three of them played with me together. It was the first time I had been penetrated in both vagina and anus by two men at the same time. The stimulation made my whole body go numb, and I was completely immersed in it. In the end, I was covered in their semen. Jun carried me to take a shower. Jing'er also wanted to enjoy being played with by the three of them, but everyone was tired, so we agreed to continue next time. In the end, Jing'er was still a little unwilling, so Jun had to take matters into his own hands and fuck the little slut Jing'er hard, almost making her cry before he was satisfied.

The next morning, Jing'er and I both had to go to work. Jun and Chen, having no other choice, forced us onto the bed and licked us for a while. Finally, Jing'er and I fled the hotel in a disheveled state, but we did make plans to go on a trip over the weekend. At work, I was a bit absent-minded, sometimes thinking about last night's madness, sometimes about Han. Oh well, what can I do? Let nature take its course. Before, I didn't have Han in my heart; Han was devoted to me. Now, I have Han in my heart, but Han has forgotten me. Oh well, let it be. Now, I don't need to have any psychological burden; I should just enjoy the present. Like Jing'er said, since I don't have a boyfriend, I don't need to feel guilty towards anyone. As long as I'm happy, that's all that matters. I didn't realize Jing'er had changed so much since entering the workforce; she's even more open about sex than I am!

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