She came to see me from a foreign land.

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"Good evening! Can we chat?" A user named *Forget-Me-Not* messaged me.

My Happiness: "Hello! What would you like to talk about?"

Forget-Me-Not: "Nothing much, I just thought your username was unique, and it made me feel like you're a very responsible man, so I wanted to chat!" I checked Forget-Me-Not's profile: from Xi'an, Shaanxi, age 32, though her personal description was somewhat melancholic.

My Happiness: "Thank you for the compliment! Actually, you're wrong. I'm not a good man because I cheated on my wife."

Forget-Me-Not: "Betrayed? Can you tell me about your experience?"

So I told her, the woman named Forget-Me-Not, what happened between me and Meizi. Her real name was Yu. That night, we chatted very congenially. Perhaps it was because I desperately needed someone to confide in after losing Meizi, and also because of various other reasons that I used the internet to pass the time.

During the chat, I learned that Yu had an older sister in Rongcheng, which was why she frequented Rongcheng chat rooms. She has a four-year-old child, which could be considered an illegitimate child, since she and the child's father are not actually married. Yu told me that he is a local government official, and he and his wife have a bad relationship and have been going through a divorce. The procedures are almost finalized, which means Yu will soon marry him. However, Yu doesn't seem happy about the upcoming marriage; instead, she seems a little scared and at a loss.

Yu also told me that the reason she had this relationship with him was a few years ago when her father had some trouble, and he did his best to help her family. The young Yu, whether out of gratitude or admiration, later couldn't help but give him her precious virginity, and then gave birth to a daughter for him... So, I chatted with Yu online until late at night every day, and we went from strangers to confidants who could talk about anything. I saw a slightly sad Yu in the video. Later, I also installed a video recorder so that Yu could see me. Yu's evaluation of me was the same as her colleagues' usual evaluation: sunny, strong, and manly! Yu, on the other hand, struck me as somewhat melancholic yet possessing a voluptuous charm, with fair skin tinged with a rosy glow.

I never expected Yu to come to Fuzhou to see me, much less that our sexual encounter would happen so quickly and so directly!

"Please give me a chance, don't say you don't care about love anymore, if loving each other is perfect, let's face it with our true hearts; please give me a chance..." My phone rang with that familiar song, just like always.

"0591-833----6, a rather unfamiliar number.

" "Hello! Hello—hello!" I said three times in a row, but there was no response. Frustrated, I was about to hang up when a familiar yet unfamiliar voice came through the phone.

"Please give me a chance, don't say you don't care about love anymore, if loving each other is perfect, let's face it with our true hearts; please give me a chance..." My phone rang with that familiar song, just like always.

"0591-833----6, a rather unfamiliar number."

"Hello! Hello—hello!" I said three times in a row, but there was no response. Frustrated, I was about to hang up when a familiar yet unfamiliar voice came through my phone.
"Bing, I want to see you!" Yu's gentle voice surprised me greatly, because I couldn't believe that Yu had actually come to Rongcheng.

When I arrived at the hot spring park by taxi, Yu had already been waiting for me there for a long time. I will always remember the first impression Yu left on me: she was wearing a white tight-fitting sweater over a pink trench coat, her hands in the trench coat pockets, making the perfectly fitted trench coat cling to her body, which only accentuated Yu's curvaceous figure. Yu's hair was long, giving it a flowing feel, and her small but full cherry lips were quite sexy and attractive.

When I walked up to Yu and extended my hand, Yu was surprised that in a park with so many people coming and going, she didn't tell me what she was wearing or anything, and why I could recognize her at first glance. Hehe, I said it was a feeling! Actually, I've always believed in the word "feeling," just like I believe in fate. "Fate is predetermined, but destiny is in our own hands!"

Yu and I slowly went from walking shoulder to shoulder to hand in hand along the quiet path of the hot spring park, continuing our conversation about our families. Through Yu's melancholy eyes and serious expression, I gradually learned why she had come to Fuzhou.

I don't know if everyone who chats online is yearning for passion or a romantic encounter, or simply looking for an excuse to indulge their empty soul. But I truly know myself; it's the heavy pressure of so-called marital responsibilities that makes me always want to find a soulmate with whom I can share common ground. I wonder how many truly happy couples there are in this society? And do such noble individuals who only have one man or woman for their entire lives truly exist? Perhaps they simply cannot. At least so far, I think it's impossible for a man to do that, unless he's impotent.

Yu's life is also filled with helplessness. They're about to get their marriage certificate, but she doesn't feel happy or content at all; instead, she feels lost and confused, as if she's entered a "walled city."

Marriage is the tomb of love—I've always believed that! After all, marriage is no longer just a matter between two people, nor is it simply a matter of two people getting along; it involves each other's families, parents, children, and so on! It's a connection to people and things that, while seemingly less grand than love, are impossible to sever.

Yu was also wavering, wondering if she should build a complete family for the sake of her child. In the years they'd been together, romance had long since vanished, and life was as bland and uneventful as boiled water. They rarely spent time together; even during holidays, he almost never returned to Yu and the child. Perhaps he had grown accustomed to loneliness and felt uneasy about the arrival of so-called happiness. Their sex life had been infrequent over the years, and even when it did happen, it was short and quick; often, just as Yu was starting to feel aroused, he would ejaculate prematurely. After hearing my story with Meizi, Yu remained skeptical of my words.

Yu was a healthy woman with normal physiological needs. On days when she "wanted it," she almost always relied on masturbation. Yu didn't believe the possibility of Meizi and me having sex five times a night, and I didn't feel comfortable arguing. I simply gave her an ambiguous answer: facts speak louder than words, and practice is the best way to test the truth!

Online, I don't boast, nor do I try to please any female netizen by pandering to them or exaggerating. I'm the same online as I am in real life, except that I haven't become decadent in real life, while I've indulged myself online. I'm not rich, nor am I handsome, and I don't want to waste my time and energy trying to seduce women.
Recalling past memories, Yu became melancholic. I gently pulled her into my arms, letting her cry her heart out. The night was unusually quiet. I cupped Yu's head in my hands, stroking her soft hair. Looking into her melancholy eyes, I couldn't help but kiss her, wiping away her tears with my kiss. My moist tongue nourished her sensual lips, and Yu responded passionately, giving me an unprecedented intensity and sensation. Yu's kiss was strong and powerful, a symphony of tongues meeting mine.

I consider myself a sentimental man! But faced with Yu's madness, I was overwhelmed with passion. At that moment, only one thought occupied my mind: to possess her, to own her! My little brother was completely out of my control, relentlessly erecting a tent before Yu! I held Yu's head in one hand, continuing to kiss her, while my other hand restlessly "climbed" her firm breasts. Yu's breasts were soft, like fully inflated balloons, making one reluctant to squeeze them, to possess her. I felt Yu's breathing quicken, felt the rise and fall of her chest grow larger, felt Yu tremble occasionally. My little brother pressed against Yu's lower abdomen, unable to resist. Yu sensed my intense desire and firmness, her hand gripping my manhood through my pants, murmuring: Oh! So big! So hard! ...

“Let’s go!” Yu’s voice pulled me back from my reverie. I rubbed my face vigorously with both hands; it burned.

“Yu, I’m sorry! I…” I was worried Yu would say I was so easy. I didn’t know what was wrong with me; I was driven by lust on our first meeting.

“Bing, it’s okay! It was my own choice!”

I finally breathed a sigh of relief. I wasn’t trying to shirk responsibility, but I was worried that my lust would cause me to lose Yu, this rare confidante!

“Let’s go back. I’m so glad you were with me earlier. I think you’re a man who understands women’s hearts. I’m also very happy to have met you. I have to go back to my daughter; my sister is helping me take care of her now. I’ll contact you again tomorrow!” Yu said to me.

On my way back, every little thing that had happened with Yu flooded my mind, and I kept reflecting on my actions. Mei Zi’s beautiful image kept drifting before my eyes. What’s wrong with me? Am I someone who’s just having sex for the sake of sex? Why did I have such filthy thoughts about Yu when Mei Zi hadn't forgotten me yet? So many whys are making me confused and disoriented. I don't know if I should see Yu again tomorrow, because I know that if we meet, another passionate story will inevitably unfold between us!

A day has passed in the blink of an eye, and the enchanting night in Fuzhou is always irresistible. I don't know if I should call Yu and ask her to go out for some Fuzhou cuisine, but I didn't dare. I didn't know if my impulsive call would make Yu uneasy or pressured. Let nature take its course! For the first time, the night felt so long, and I was restless in my dorm room.
"Please give me a chance, don't say 'it doesn't matter' to love anymore—" The familiar ringtone of the phone rang, and I answered it.

"Hello! Yu."

"I'm sorry! Something happened at my sister's house, I kept you waiting."

I quickly said, "It's okay!" I think Yu must have sensed my trembling voice and my excited heart.

"Come on over, I'll be waiting for you at our usual spot!"

Sitting once again on my way to the place where Yu had waited for me yesterday, the scene of our meeting resurfaced in my mind. What if…? What should I do? In a fierce internal struggle, I saw the familiar Yu.

"Just follow your instincts!" That was the only clear thought that crossed my mind as I got off

the bus. Walking with Yu on the familiar streets, I felt a warmth I'd never felt before. I took Yu to a café, and even in the seemingly romantic setting, Yu still radiated sadness. I truly didn't know how to comfort her. Because I still couldn't understand: "Why is he unhappy about marrying her?" Perhaps it really was as Yu said, perhaps he had hurt his ex-wife!

Yu is kind! And I've inadvertently discovered that I quite like this aspect of her personality. I talked to Yu about my marriage, my life, my work, and the story of my past with Meizi. Yu just listened quietly, unusually so, her melancholy eyes evoking pity! My personality is cheerful, and my occasional humor can make Yu cover her mouth and laugh politely. Yu's smile was captivating; I found it so pure and innocent!

Time spent with Yu always seemed to fly by, leaving a lingering aftertaste! Leaving the café, we continued our stroll hand-in-hand through the bustling city streets. Suddenly, Yu stopped, biting her lip, and softly said to me, "Stay with me tonight, okay? I'm staying at my sister's other apartment." I was a little surprised, and stammered, somewhat incoherently, "Um,---okay!"

My face, which had never been shy before, flushed uncontrollably. Later, Yu told me that since we started chatting, she felt a strong connection between us, as if we had known each other before. My cheerful personality and maturity beyond my years made her like me even more. Yu said I was different from other men; I wasn't a man who pursued sex for its own sake. Because I never asked to meet her, and I spoke politely, unlike some online friends who chatted for sex and then stopped contacting each other if there was no chance of a sexual relationship.

Indeed, I'm not the kind of person who deliberately seeks passion; I always feel that sex is something that arises naturally. Therefore, I have never sought out prostitutes. It's not that I look down on them, but rather that their naiveté is something I simply cannot accept deep down.

Arriving at her sister's apartment complex with Yu, I was struck by its luxurious and upscale atmosphere. After all, it's rare to find such a large community in the city center. I've lived in Rongcheng for over ten years and have long known this is the city's affluent area. It's just that I'm not the kind of person who fawns over the wealthy; perhaps some might consider it a modern-day version of Ah Q's mentality!

[The End]

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