Love and Desire [Complete] - 30

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Love and Desire (190)

Chapter 188

On the afternoon of July 18th, Li Xuan came to Ouyang Yiming's office. Since Ouyang Yiming and Jia Ruorui broke up, Li Xuan had seen Ouyang Yiming twice. The first time was two days before Ouyang Yiming went to Germany. That time, Li Xuan came to Ouyang Yiming's office and talked for a long time. Ouyang Yiming told Li Xuan in detail about his relationship with Liu Yan, but naturally did not mention the child. Ouyang Yiming told Li Xuan that they had obtained their marriage certificate the day after Liu Yan arrived. Then he asked about Jia Ruorui's situation. Li Xuan told him that Jia Ruorui was not someone to worry about, and that she would handle everything. Ouyang Yiming said that Jia Ruorui was indeed a good girl, and that if he hadn't been so deeply in love with Liu Yan, he would never have hurt Jia Ruorui. He

also said that he really wanted to apologize to her in person again if he had the chance, and that he would do his best to help Jia Ruorui in the future. Li Xuan didn't say much more. The second time was a couple of days ago when Li Xuan happened to be passing by and stopped by Ouyang Yiming's office for a chat. Since Liu Yan's arrival, these two old classmates hadn't eaten together.

Today, Li Xuan arrived and sat down. Ouyang Yiming asked, "Just passing by?" Li Xuan said, "I came specifically to see you today." Ouyang Yiming sat down on the sofa next to her, somewhat guiltily asking, "Yes, what's up?" Ouyang Yiming always associated Li Xuan's visits with Jia Ruorui, but now he hesitated to say it aloud. Li Xuan said, "It's about Wu Yingying." Ouyang Yiming was startled and asked, "Wu Yingying? What happened to Wu Yingying?" Li Xuan sighed and said, "Wu Yingying's fate is unknown. Her fiancé died in a car accident a few days ago." Ouyang Yiming exclaimed in surprise and hurriedly asked, "What happened?" Li Xuan said, "Wu Yingying called me yesterday. A few nights ago, her fiancé was conducting a night check on vehicle fees at the traffic bureau. He was chasing a vehicle that was trying to escape the check when he collided with another vehicle and died on the spot. Of the several inspectors in the car, he was the only one who died, and the others were seriously injured." Ouyang Yiming sighed, "Wu Yingying's fate is really..."

Li Xuan said, "I asked Wu Yingying before. To be honest, she didn't have very deep feelings for her fiancé, but she felt that he was a good person, and he had helped her family a lot. This time, it was a huge blow to Wu Yingying." Ouyang Yiming nodded.

Li Xuan said, "Her younger sister got into university the year before last, and her younger brother took the college entrance exam this year. His estimated score was pretty good a few days ago, and he should be able to get into a junior college. Wu Yingying went back to her hometown to work for her younger siblings, and now that they've supported them, she has to face another choice in life. Ouyang, you don't know, the factory where Wu Yingying works is also facing bankruptcy, and now Wu Yingying will have to find employment again." Ouyang Yiming was shocked and said, "Really? It's really one misfortune after another." Li Xuan said, "I came to see you today mainly about her job problem.

Ouyang, I wanted to ask you, can you accept her here?"

Ouyang Yiming thought for a while and said, "I shouldn't have any problem here, as long as her company is willing to let her go." Li Xuan said, "It's not a big problem for her either. A company that's about to go bankrupt can still keep people. So, as long as you're willing to take her, if there are any obstacles on her end, I'll use my connections to help her out." Ouyang Yiming said, "That's good. Then I'll have no problem. We're like siblings, of course I'll help." Li Xuan said, "I knew you'd be so straightforward with me. Yesterday, Wu Yingying told me that if you and Xu Hui got married, she would have told either of you directly, but now that you're married to Liu Yan, she's still a little unsure." Ouyang Yiming glared at her and asked, "Li Xuan, is this what all of you feel?" Li Xuan smiled and said, "Ouyang, to be honest, after you and Liu Yan got married, I also feel that we're not as close as before. That's the truth."

Ouyang Yiming felt a pang of anxiety and said, "Li Xuan, even though Xu Hui didn't live with me forever, the feelings we have for each other are the same in my heart. You haven't met Liu Yan; she's a very good woman. I hope you can truly accept her in your hearts." Li Xuan quickly said, "Ouyang..." Actually, to be honest, we still feel the same way about you as before. We're not familiar with Liu Yan either, are we? In the future, please let her get to know us more. Of course, our feelings for her can't compare to our

feelings for Xu Hui." Ouyang Yiming nodded, pondered for a moment, and said, "Yes, I understand. I hope our relationship won't change because of my marriage to Liu Yan. I truly care about and cherish our relationship." Li Xuan said, "Ouyang, it's still because we don't understand Liu Yan, we're not familiar with her. We always have feelings for a high-ranking official's daughter like her… Of course, it can't compare to our feelings for Xu Hui. Don't overthink it, I understand your thoughts. So, after we've settled Wu Yingying's matter, let's get together more often with Liu Yan and your child. Once we're familiar with each other, everything will be fine." "You've accepted it in your heart, don't you think?" Ouyang Yiming nodded and said, "Li Xuan, I understand you'll have questions about my relationship with Liu Yan, but I still want to emphasize that I had no ulterior motives in marrying Liu Yan, and my feelings for her are genuine." Li Xuan said, "Ouyang, you're saying this because I know you!" Ouyang Yiming shook his head slightly and said, "You might understand, but our classmates might not fully understand. I know they'll also have doubts about my relationship with Xu Hui back then. I don't want to explain. My feelings for Xu Hui and my feelings for Liu Yan seem different, but I still felt an indescribable affection for Xu Hui." At this moment, Li Xuan wanted to ask, if Xu Hui were still alive, how would Ouyang Yiming handle the situation after learning about Liu Yan's divorce? She hesitated for a moment, then said, "Hey, Ouyang, don't overthink it. No matter what, our friendship won't fade because of any problems. To be honest, I don't think you have any ulterior motives for accepting Liu Yan and her child. I admire your magnanimity; a woman is lucky to have a man like you, a blessing from a past life. Anyway, I hope we can all become good friends with Liu Yan." Ouyang Yiming said, "We will. You'll understand Liu Yan after you get to know her; she's truly a wonderful woman." Li Xuan smiled and said, "I can see the bond between you two. To be honest, I'm quite envious." Ouyang Yiming smiled

, then thought of Jia Ruorui, his heart sinking again. He asked, "How's Jia Ruorui lately?" Li Xuan said, "Much better. These past few days I've..." I often spend time with her and we often talk about these things, so she understands. A couple of days ago I thought about introducing her to someone, but I decided to wait. It seems she won't accept anyone else right now.” Ouyang Yiming said, “You must choose someone for her before introducing her. Ruorui is a very good girl. It's not convenient for me to meet her right now, but I think I'll have a good talk with her later. I feel so sorry for her. I just hope she'll be happy and I hope I can help her in some way. After all, spending time together is fate, and I care a lot about that relationship.” Li Xuan shook her head slightly and said, “It's probably not easy for her to forget you completely, but she can't deny reality now. Okay, let's not talk about it anymore; it'll only make you feel bad.” After talking about Wu Yingying for a while, Li Xuan went home.

A few days later, Mao Yuqin called in the morning, saying that Ouyang Dongdong's grades were out, and he was second in the city's science stream. Ouyang Yiming excitedly said, "This is something to celebrate!

Second place in the city's science stream is no easy feat." Mao Yuqin said, "Dongdong doesn't see it that way. He cried. It's a pity he was only one point behind first place." Ouyang Yiming said, "It is a bit of a pity. But that small difference doesn't mean he's worse than the top scorer." Mao Yuqin said, "I agree with him. The admission notices won't be out for a while, but Tsinghua and Peking University should be fine.

Meizi is thinking of going to Xu Hui's house in Suzhou these days. I'd like Dongdong to come with Meizi to visit you for a few days. You can talk to him about it." Ouyang Yiming agreed.

The following afternoon, Ouyang Mei and Ouyang Dongdong arrived in Jinling by train. Ouyang Yiming naturally tried to comfort Ouyang Dongdong, but she still felt somewhat regretful. Over two days, Ouyang Yiming arranged a car for the siblings to visit the main attractions, as both Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan had to work and couldn't accompany them. On the night before Ouyang Mei and Ouyang Dongdong arrived in Suzhou, Ouyang Yiming escorted them to the guesthouse. After chatting for a while, Ouyang Yiming said to Ouyang Mei, "Meizi, once we get to Suzhou, I want you to talk to Xu Hui's parents about Liu Yan and me." Ouyang Mei replied, "Mom also told me about this before we came, saying to 'leave a word' to them first. Brother, this is really hard to say, but I have to. I know you'll be telling them about Hui's anniversary soon, so it won't be too sudden for them. But I really can't bear to tell them that you were with Yanzi before you were with Hui. Of course, I also know I can't tell them about the child; they might not be able to handle it."

Ouyang Yiming felt a heavy weight in his heart. The thought of facing Xu Hui's parents made him anxious. He even wished he didn't have to explain anything to them. He found it difficult to face the couple who had already lost their only daughter. He truly didn't want anything else to hurt them. But his relationship with Liu Yan might still hurt them; he would still hurt them. He knew that no matter who spoke to them, he would have to tell them himself, even if Ouyang Mei handled things perfectly.

Ouyang Yiming sighed and said, "Meizi, I know it's hard to say, but it has to be said. From now on, I think we can only sincerely care for these two elders; there's no other way. I hope they will understand. When you get there, talk to them first. I'll definitely tell them when I see them; this matter must be faced." Ouyang Mei, seeing Ouyang Yiming's expression, knew he was troubled and uncomfortable. So she said, "Brother, don't worry. I'll try my best to talk to them. I think they can understand." Ouyang Yiming knew Ouyang Mei was trying to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say. What could he say if the couple simply couldn't understand? Xu Hui left, and they wouldn't say anything blaming anymore, but deep down they couldn't help but blame her, couldn't help but be heartbroken. This was precisely what pained Ouyang Yiming. At this moment, Ouyang Yiming could only pray in his heart: he hoped that the couple could understand, that they would feel less heartache.

The next morning after breakfast, Ouyang Yiming sent a car to take Ouyang Mei and her brother to Suzhou.

That evening after dinner, Ouyang Yiming was writing a report in his study. Liu Yan was in the living room watching TV and talking with the nanny, watching Ru Han sitting on the sofa playing with educational toys with great interest.

Director Qin called, Liu Yan answered, and after a few words, Director Qin asked Ru Han to take the phone. Liu Yan then called Ru Han over. Ru Han answered the phone, and Director Qin asked, "Ru Han, do you miss Grandma?" Ru Han replied, "Grandma, Ru Han misses Grandma and Grandpa too. Grandma, would you and Grandpa come to our house? Dad bought me lots of toys from Germany." Director Qin burst into tears, saying, "Ru Han, Grandma and Grandpa miss you, but Grandma and Grandpa have to work. We'll definitely come to see you in a while. Listen to your dad and mom at home, okay?" Ru Han said, "Grandma, I'll be good." Liu Yan then told Ru Han, "Tell your grandma to let your grandpa answer the phone." Ru Han said, "Grandma, Mom said to let Grandpa answer the phone."

Director Qin said, "Your grandpa isn't home. How about he calls you sometime?" Ru Han agreed. After saying a few words, Director Qin had Ru Han hand the phone to her mother. After Liu Yan answered the phone, Director Qin asked, "Yanzi, your father went to Beijing for a meeting. Yiming isn't home either?" Liu Yan replied, "Yiming is writing materials in his study. I'll call him later." Director Qin then inquired about Liu Yan's work, Ru Han's situation, and naturally, some details about Ouyang Yiming. Finally, he said, "Liu Yan, do you think Yiming has time now? I'd like to speak with him for a few minutes." Liu Yan hesitated for a moment before saying, "Okay, I'll go call him."

Director Qin had called several times when Ouyang Yiming had gone to Germany last time. Those calls were made while Director Qin was crying. Since Liu Yan came to Jinling, Director Qin still had to tell Political Commissar Liu everything about Liu Yan and Ouyang Yiming. Although Director Qin was tactful and careful, Political Commissar Liu still flew into a rage, pointing his finger at Director Qin and calling her a bastard, a criminal, someone who had committed an unforgivable crime. For many days, Liu Yan didn't speak a word to Director Qin. Sometimes, Director Qin would overhear Political Commissar Liu muttering to himself, "Yanzi, your parents are sorry for you."

Director Qin would then burst into tears. During those days, Liu Yan only called to comfort her father, telling him that Yiming had been very good to her and the child, and that Ouyang Yiming's family had also been very good to her, not holding a grudge against her or them. Political Commissar Liu said, "Yanzi, your mother and I are sorry to you, even more so to Ouyang Yiming, and also to the child. Your mother and I will apologize to Ouyang Yiming in person when we have the chance." Liu Yan simply said it wasn't necessary, offering many words of comfort.

After that, Liu Yan would always call her parents when Ouyang Yiming wasn't home. She was afraid that Ouyang Yiming would feel uncomfortable answering his mother's call, so she unconsciously avoided it, but she also knew that Ouyang Yiming would have to face his parents sooner or later. Several times, Ouyang Yiming had mentioned to Liu Yan that now that they were living together, he should call and talk to Liu Yan's parents, but Liu Yan didn't want to ruin the warmth of their newly reunited relationship. Sometimes she thought, if her mother hadn't separated her and Ouyang Yiming, how harmonious and warm their relationship would be now! But now everything was irreversible; Ouyang Yiming would feel heartache when he thought about it, and the scar would remain for life.

She knew she was delaying Ouyang Yiming's contact with her parents. She genuinely didn't want him to feel uncomfortable.

But tonight, Ouyang Yiming was home, and his mother called to say she wanted to speak with him, so she naturally went to call him over. Hanging up the phone, she nervously pushed open the study door and softly said to Ouyang Yiming, "Yiming, my mother called; she wants to talk to you for a few minutes." Ouyang Yiming paused, looked at her, and then stood up and left the study. Liu Yan glanced at the nanny and the child, then said to Ouyang Yiming, "Go to the bedroom to answer it." Ouyang Yiming understood Liu Yan's intention, nodded, went into the bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the phone, his heart pounding, and called out stiffly, "Mom."

Upon hearing Ouyang Yiming call her "Mom," Director Qin felt a surge of emotion, tears welling in her eyes. She said emotionally, "Yiming, Mom has wanted to talk to you for a long time, but I haven't had the chance. Yiming, Mom is so sorry, so sorry to you, and also to Liu Yan and the child." Ouyang Yiming's heart tightened, and after a moment said, "Mom, don't say that." Director Qin said, "Yiming, I just hope you won't hold a grudge against your mother. I regret it now too." Hearing Director Qin's words, Ouyang Yiming felt a surge of sorrow. He composed himself and said, "Mom, please don't say things like that anymore. It's all in the past. Liu Yan and I are together now, we've got our marriage certificate, so we're officially married. We're very happy together and will cherish our relationship." He paused, then added, "Mom, I'm very busy with work right now. When I have some time, Liu Yan, Ruhan, and I will come to see you and Dad." Director Qin said "okay" several times, then choked up and couldn't speak.

Ouyang Yiming held the microphone, unsure what to say.

Liu Yan, who had been listening intently to the phone, gently patted Ouyang Yiming, took the receiver, and said, "Mom, Yiming isn't as petty as you think. He's told me many times he doesn't blame you anymore. He's also told me several times that we'll go back to see you and Dad when we have time, but he's just too busy with work right now." Director Qin said, "Yanzi, come whenever you have time. We can't interfere with Yiming's work." He paused, then added, "Yanzi, I know in my heart that even if Yiming says he doesn't blame you, he still does. But there's no going back now. Yanzi, tell Yiming that I'll come to your place to apologize to him in person when I have time." Liu Yan said, "Okay, Mom, don't think too much about it. You and Dad need to take care of yourselves. Only when you're both healthy can Yiming and I feel at ease." After a while, Ouyang Yiming took the phone again, greeted her a few more times, and then hung up.

Liu Yan looked at Ouyang Yiming, who was sitting there deep in thought, and said, "Yiming, I know in my heart that you won't forgive her, and I know in my heart that you won't forgive her either, but it's all in the past, and there's really no way to make up for it now. After all, she's my mother." Ouyang Yiming was indeed feeling uncomfortable. Although he had thought countless times to stop blaming Liu Yan's mother, that it was useless to blame her, he still couldn't calm down after talking to her on the phone. How could he simply erase from his heart the memory of how Liu Yan's mother had so ruthlessly separated him and Liu Yan, letting his beloved woman marry another man with a child, and living together for over a year, causing Liu Yan to suffer undeserved pain? This pain and resentment towards Liu Yan's mother were involuntary. But at that moment, he recalled Liu Yan's mother's tone and words, and his heart trembled slightly. No matter what, now that he was living with Liu Yan, her mother was his elder. How could he possibly hold a grudge against her for speaking those words to him in that tone?

Ouyang Yiming looked at Liu Yan, a smile on his face, and said, "Liu Yan, don't bring this up again. Even if I'm upset, what can I do? It won't make up for anything. Forget it, let's not talk about it anymore. Being together now is more precious than anything." Liu Yan nodded, her eyes slightly moist. She thought about it and realized that saying anything more wouldn't change anything.

Two days later, in the afternoon, Ouyang Mei called Ouyang Yiming's office, saying she had told Xu Zhenming and Yang Ping about Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan. Ouyang Yiming immediately asked the couple what their reaction was. Ouyang Mei said, "I can tell they're upset. But I want to emphasize that you and Liu Yan dated for a while a long time ago, and Hui-jie knew about it, but she never said anything. After getting to know Hui-jie, there was no more news about Yan-zi. A while ago, she learned about Yan-zi's divorce and that she only got back together because she knew you were still in her heart. Oh, brother, no matter what, they're definitely not happy, but they also know your feelings for Hui-jie. They saw you and Hui-jie spending time together. So, whatever they think, they just say you're too sentimental and hope you and Yan-zi are happy. What can they really say? Well, now they finally know, so it'll be easier to talk to them when you meet them in a while. At least they're mentally prepared." Ouyang Yiming said

, "Yes, that's all we can do now. It's impossible for them not to feel anything. We'll just have to be more filial to them from now on. Mei-zi, stay there for a while and keep them company." Ouyang Mei said

: “I know. Dongdong said he’ll be back in a few days. He’s really thinking about his acceptance letter. I’m still worried about him going back alone. How about he goes to your place first?” Ouyang Yiming said, “Recently, all the research labs in our institute have moved to Jinling. I’m a bit busy. I’ll send a car to pick him up.” Ouyang Mei said, “No need. I’ll see him off. You can pick him up at the station.”

Ouyang Yiming agreed.

After hanging up, his assistant came into his office and reported on the relocation of the Panzhou research lab to Jinling. He said that preparations were basically complete in Panzhou, the research building here was also finished, and the staff dormitories were all ready. Ouyang Yiming said, “An army marches on its stomach. Logistics must be arranged properly. This will require a lot more people, so dormitories and the canteen are key areas.” The assistant said, “Everything has been arranged.” Ouyang Yiming nodded, thought for a moment, and said, “Okay, you can notify the logistics managers, and we’ll go take a look together and address any issues that need improvement.” The assistant agreed.

Ouyang Yiming led his group around to various places, and upon returning to his office, he had just sat down when he received a call from Wu Yingying. After offering her a few words of comfort, Ouyang Yiming said, "As long as you can be released there, I'll handle all the procedures here. You don't need to worry about it." Wu Yingying thanked him and said, "We have no problem here. I just wanted to ask you, if you encounter any difficulties, I won't make things difficult for you." Ouyang Yiming said, "Let's not talk like that. I'll do my best as long as I have the ability. I've already arranged for someone to handle your matter, just waiting..." "You've received my letter." Wu Yingying thanked him again. Ouyang Yiming said, "Our research institute also needs talent, so don't say thank you anymore. Now that you're here, besides Jiang Yuqi, we'll all be together again, which is very rare." Wu Yingying said, "Yes, I really look forward to being with you all. Ouyang, I'll get things done here as soon as possible, and I'll let you know when it's almost done." Ouyang Yiming said, "Okay, I'll arrange everything here. Don't worry."

After getting home from work, Liu Yan entered the house and excitedly said to Ouyang Yiming, " "On my way home from work just now, I ran into two of my former colleagues from the hospital. One of them was a classmate from nursing school. We chatted for a while, and we were really close," Ouyang Yiming said. "Really? Why didn't you invite them over for dinner?" Liu Yan said, "I did. They said they'd come over when they had time, and I gave them our address and phone number. Hey, there's one you know too, from our old ward. I mentioned you, and she still remembers you." Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, "Really?

I was quite a celebrity in your ward back then. You were too, too. You haven't contacted them since you came here. If you have time, go see them, keep in touch. Classmates are still very close." Liu Yan said, "I always feel ashamed about what happened back then, and even after coming here, I still don't want to see them. Actually, I only feel close to my former colleagues here and my classmates from nursing school. After all, we've been together since we were teenagers, spending so much time together. I rarely contact my classmates from Jianghan. I basically don't know them anymore, and even if I do, we rarely interact. After all, we were young when we were in school together." Ouyang Yiming nodded, thought for a moment, He then told Liu Yan about Wu Yingying's situation. Liu Yan sighed and said, "If you have the ability, you should help. Good deeds will always be rewarded. Take Jin Ling for example. If we hadn't helped her back then, she wouldn't be doing so much for us this time. We should help our friends when they're in trouble."

Unexpectedly, after dinner, Ouyang Yiming received a call from Liu Yan's nursing school classmate, who was looking for Liu Yan. Liu Yan took the phone, asked, "Who is it?" and immediately exclaimed, "Oh my god, where are you?" Then she said, "Where are you waiting for me? I'm coming down right away." After hanging up, she excitedly told Ouyang Yiming, "Seven or eight of my nursing school classmates and ward colleagues that I saw this afternoon are waiting at the entrance of the community." Ouyang Yiming said, "Really?" Liu Yan nodded with a smile, called out "Yunyun," and said, "Quickly make some tea." Ouyang Yiming said, "There are drinks in the refrigerator. Let me come down with you, otherwise people will say something about me." Liu Yan said, "That's fine." After saying that, the two went out.

A group of people were waiting at the entrance of the residential area. Liu Yan ran over as soon as she saw them, hugging and jumping with joy. Everyone called out to Liu Yan, "Old Liu, Old Liu!" attracting a lot of attention. Liu Yan was moved to tears. Over the years, she had longed to get together with her classmates and colleagues, but she had never felt the urge. Now, finally, they were together, and the joy was indescribable. Liu Yan asked the two colleagues she had seen on her way home from get off work why they hadn't wanted to come. The two classmates replied, "We should have prepared something for you. It's not good to come empty-handed with your little nephew. Besides, we can't bring all these sisters if we don't go back." As they spoke, they glanced at Ouyang Yiming, and seemed hesitant when they mentioned her nephew.

Liu Yan was so happy that she didn't notice what they were carrying, but Ouyang Yiming had seen it long ago. Liu Yan smiled happily and then introduced Ouyang Yiming to everyone. After greeting them, two nurses from Liu Yan's old ward, who naturally recognized Ouyang Yiming, smiled and said to him, "You've changed a lot since then, you're much more impressive now. Do you still recognize us?" Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, "Yes, I do." The nurse pursed her lips and said, "Then do you know our surnames?" Ouyang Yiming chuckled twice, a little embarrassed, and said, "I really can't remember right now." The nurse laughed and said, "You say you recognize us? You've probably forgotten us completely. Your mind is full of this beautiful lady from our hospital, you wouldn't even think about us." Ouyang Yiming just grinned sheepishly. The nurse said, "Hey, Ouyang, don't forget, we brought you IV drips and helped you with that too. Just because you brought Liu Yan into your home doesn't mean you should treat us. Just for the time we took care of you, you should treat us to a meal. Don't be so stingy." Everyone laughed, and Liu Yan playfully slapped her, saying,

"You're still so sharp-tongued." The nurse looked at Liu Yan and said, "Haha, I feel sorry for you." Turning to Ouyang Yiming, she asked, "Don't you think you should treat us?" Ouyang Yiming blushed and nodded with a smile, saying, "Of course, of course! You guys choose a restaurant another day, Liu Yan and I will treat." They chatted and laughed as they entered the apartment complex. Inside, the housekeeper had already prepared tea, and Ouyang Yiming took drinks from the refrigerator and distributed them to everyone.

Liu Yan and her group of friends chatted and laughed happily. Most of them were married, and some even had children. But they were still as happy and playful as before they got married, as if they had all become much younger, as if they had returned to their innocent teenage years. Each of them held and teased Ru Han for a while, then Ru Han went back to her room with the nanny. Ouyang Yiming sat on the side, unable to get a word in edgewise. After a while, he went to his study, listening to Liu Yan and her classmates and colleagues laughing and joking. Ouyang Yiming felt very gratified. They played for a long time that night before going home. This was also the most lively night Liu Yan had had in many years.

Love and Desire (191)

Chapter 189

At the end of July, Ouyang Dongdong's admission notice came down. He was admitted to the Department of Mathematics at Peking University with a perfect score in mathematics and a score exceeding the admission score of Peking University.

Ouyang Yiming was incredibly excited when Ouyang Dongdong called, his voice trembling as he said, "Dongdong, well done!" Ouyang Dongdong said, "Brother, getting into the math department is my favorite thing."

Ouyang Yiming said, "I know, I know. Dongdong, I inquired a few days ago, and students in the Peking University math department all have the opportunity to study abroad. I just hope you cherish this opportunity. From now on, I'll take care of the finances. Don't bring up these issues with Mom and Dad. With your brother here, don't let Mom and Dad worry about these things." Ouyang Dongdong was clearly very moved, repeatedly saying "Mmm." Ouyang Yiming said, "I can't go back recently either, so why don't you come here? Your sister Yanzi and I will celebrate for you properly." Ouyang Dongdong agreed, saying that he also wanted to play with his little nephew Ruhan.

Mao Yuqin took the phone and talked about Ouyang Dongdong for a while, then said, "Yiming, it'll be the anniversary of Xu Hui's death in about ten days. Your father and I are going." Ouyang Yiming's heart sank at the mention of Xu Hui's name, and he immediately said, "I'll have Dean Wang send a car to take you here the day before, and we'll go together." Mao Yuqin said, "That's fine. But I have to mention Liu Yan and the child. Have you talked to Liu Yan about this?" Ouyang Yiming said, "We did talk about it once; she said she was going. We didn't go into much detail then."

Mao Yuqin said, "Yiming, I feel it's not appropriate for Liu Yan to go. We need to consider Xu Hui's parents' feelings, don't you think?" Ouyang Yiming said, "I know." Mao Yuqin said, "Here's what you'll do: when you get back, talk to Liu Yan properly, be tactful. Don't let Liu Yan misunderstand. Yiming, think about it, Xu Hui's relatives might also be there on the anniversary. Xu Hui's parents will be very sad that day; we can't make them feel uncomfortable, don't you think? I think Liu Yan will understand." "I know," Ouyang Yiming said. "I'll talk to Liu Yan about it when I get back."

After returning home, Ouyang Yiming told Liu Yan about it. Liu Yan said, "I understand, you're right. I originally thought I should go. To be honest, ever since Xu Hui appeared to us in her dream, I've been incredibly grateful to her. Since you say so, I won't go. Xu Hui's parents are really unfortunate. Since you also consider them your parents, we should try our best to take care of them in the future. I can't bear to see them feel uncomfortable." Ouyang Yiming said, "I'm just afraid you won't understand, afraid you'll be angry." Liu Yan smiled and said, "You think too little of me. Do you think I don't understand this simple principle?"

In early August, Wu Yingying was transferred to the research institute. On the afternoon before she officially started work, Wu Yingying came to Ouyang Yiming's office. Ouyang Yiming gestured for her to sit down and then asked, "Is everything settled?" Wu Yingying replied, "I'm single, so it's easy to arrange things. Ouyang, I've truly been fortunate to have you and Xu Hui in my life." Ouyang Yiming said, "Although we're classmates, in my heart we're like siblings. Don't say such things. I've spoken to the manager of your biochemical research department, and if there are any new projects, I'll assign you first. For now, you can be an assistant to someone else, and gradually get familiar with the work before working on your own."

Wu Yingying said, "I'm content to be able to do research in such a good environment. I doubt my abilities if I were to work on my own." Ouyang Yiming said, "Don't worry, I'll try my best to help you with any problems later." He paused and said, "Yingying, I just hope..." "I really want to see the Wu Yingying I knew when I first entered the school." Wu Yingying's eyes reddened as she said, "Ouyang, I really don't know what kind of fate I have. You know my situation. I just wanted to find a man to settle down with, and we were planning to get married at the end of this year, but then this happened. Although we didn't have a passionate love affair, I still cared about him a lot. He's an honest man with a kind heart." Ouyang Yiming sighed inwardly and said, "Yingying, whose life is always smooth sailing? Many things are unpredictable. Let bygones be bygones. One's spirit cannot collapse; if the spirit collapses, the person is ruined. There will be better days ahead." As he spoke, he thought of Xu Hui and his own relationship with Liu Yan.

Wu Yingying nodded, looked up and smiled, saying, "Ouyang, let's have dinner together tonight. Bring your wife and child, so we can get to know each other." Ouyang Yiming said, "Okay, but don't invite us. I'll come, and Li Xuan will accompany us. You can also get to know Liu Yan." Wu Yingying hurriedly said, "How can that be? How can I let you invite us? I should be thanking you..." Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, "Yingying, don't say things like that in the future. What do I need your thanks for? How about this, come to my house tonight, we'll eat at home. You'll get to know the family, and Li Xuan hasn't met Liu Yan and the child yet." Wu Yingying thought for a moment and said, "Going to your house is fine." "Okay, so, is it convenient?" Ouyang Yiming asked, "What's inconvenient about having dinner at my house?" Wu Yingying said, "It's only right that I visit your house to get acquainted, but having dinner at your house..." She paused and continued, "Ouyang, we're classmates, so I can't be dishonest. After all, Li Xuan and I are both girls, and we don't know Liu Yan well..." Ouyang Yiming laughed upon hearing this, pointed at Wu Yingying, and said, "You're overthinking things. Liu Yan isn't that kind of person, don't worry." Wu Yingying smiled, blushed slightly, and said, "We still don't know each other well. If it were you and..." She quickly stopped herself, saying, "I'm sorry, Ouyang."

Ouyang Yiming knew Wu Yingying was referring to Xu Hui, and his heart skipped a beat. He said, "Wu Yingying, no matter who I marry, I'll always consider you my little sister. Our friendship as classmates is something I cherish most. Don't think about anything else. And one more thing I want to emphasize: when you come to my house, you can only bring your son a little something. If you bring anything else and then say thank you or anything like that, don't blame me for getting angry. Don't say anything more, I'll talk to Li Xuan right now, and we'll eat at my house tonight." He paused, smiled, and said, "But you two absolutely must buy my son something, otherwise I won't provide meals." He chuckled twice, picked up the phone, and dialed a number. After Li Xuan answered the call, Ouyang Yiming said, "Yingying, you're in my office. We'll eat at my house tonight. Remember to buy my son some good food." "Okay, let's trade you my old wine that's over forty years old." Li Xuan laughed and said, "Alright, I'll go buy it right away, not for the wine, but for our son." Ouyang Yiming laughed and said, "Yes, that's right." Li Xuan said, "I'll go to your office after work, and we'll go together." After hanging up the phone, Ouyang Yiming said to Wu Yingying, "Let Li Xuan buy it, don't go to the market." Wu Yingying hurriedly said, "How can that be?" Ouyang Yiming said, "Why not? Li Xuan isn't the same Li Xuan as before.

Well, actually, the kids don't lack anything at home. You taking some things for the kids is just to make Liu Yan happy. Do we need to spend so much?" When Wu Yingying heard Ouyang Yiming say that Li Xuan wasn't the same Li Xuan as before, she felt a little inferior and didn't say anything. Ouyang Yiming said, "Let's familiarize ourselves with the place today. There'll be more time later. If you want to buy something, do it next time, but remember, you can only buy things for the kids. If you buy anything else, I'll throw it away." Wu Yingying knew that Ouyang Yiming was sincere and was deeply moved. After thinking for a moment, she said,

"Ouyang, I can see that you genuinely love this child."

Ouyang Yiming was taken aback. Normally, no one asked about this, and although Ouyang Ruhan's situation wasn't public, Ouyang Yiming had subconsciously assumed that people also considered Ruhan his child. Only Wu Yingying's question made him suddenly realize this, and his face flushed slightly. He said, "Yes, I genuinely love him." Wu Yingying said, "We haven't talked about this before, Ouyang. At first, I really didn't understand. In my heart, you are very outstanding; you could find anyone you wanted! I never imagined you would choose someone divorced with a child. To be honest, I really felt sorry for you. Now I don't think that way anymore. From your words, I see your admiration for Liu Yan, and I greatly admire your actions. You are a true man, a real man." Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, "Yingying, I thought you guys would blame me. Actually, only Xu Hui knows about Liu Yan and me; no one else knows. I know you'll be very surprised when you first hear it." But believe me, I'm not acting on emotion. My feelings for Xu Hui will never change, but Xu Hui can only remain in my heart. Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. I just hope you'll find a suitable husband soon.” Wu Yingying shook her head slightly and said, “I'm really worried about whether it will happen.” Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, “Yes, it will happen. There are far more men than women among the researchers in our institute. But you'd better choose your brother-in-law carefully.” Wu Yingying smiled and said, “I hope so.”

That evening, they ate dinner at Ouyang Yiming's house. Liu Yan warmly welcomed Li Xuan and Wu Yingying. But no matter what, Li Xuan and Wu Yingying still couldn't quite bring themselves to refuse. They and Ouyang Yiming naturally thought that if Xu Hui were the lady of the house, the atmosphere would change drastically… The anniversary of Xu Hui's death was fast approaching. Two days before, Jiang Yuqi called and said that he would go directly from his hometown to Suzhou that day, instead of going through Nanjing. Ouyang Yiming said, "If you don't have time, you don't need to go. We're all in Jinling, so it's convenient for us." Jiang Yuqi said, "Ouyang, don't say that to me. Even if I don't have time, I have to go for Xu Hui's first anniversary. It'll be a small get-together for us." He paused, a little sadly, and said, "But, this kind of gathering..." Ouyang Yiming felt a pang of sadness and said, "Okay, be careful on the road." Jiang Yuqi said it was fine and that he would bring a driver that day.

Ouyang Anping and Mao Yuqin were driven to Jinling by Vice Dean Wang the previous afternoon. The next morning, Ouyang Yiming, along with Li Xuan, Wu Yingying, and Ge Guangcheng, and in another car with Mao Yuqin, Ouyang Anping, and Ouyang Dongdong, arrived in Suzhou around nine o'clock. Upon entering the house, Yang Ping and Ouyang Mei invited everyone to sit down and drink tea. Ouyang Yiming noticed that Yang Ping's eyes were red and swollen, knowing she must have been crying earlier. Thinking about Liu Yan made him feel flustered, and he couldn't meet Yang Ping's gaze. It was as if he had done something terribly wrong to Xu Hui's parents, and he felt unable to face them.

Ouyang Yiming was talking with Ouyang Anping, Mao Yuqin, and Xu Zhenming, but no one mentioned Liu Yan. Yang Ping and Li Xuan walked over after talking for a while, quietly pulling Ouyang Yiming a few steps closer, and asked, "Didn't she and the child come?" Ouyang Yiming blushed instantly and said, "No, no." Seeing Ouyang Yiming's expression, Yang Ping quickly said, "Yiming, Meizi told me and your father, and we understand. Don't worry about anything. We treat you like our own child. As long as you're happy, how could we not want you to be?" Ouyang Yiming nodded silently. Yang Ping said, "I thought you would bring them, mother and son. Your father and I really want to meet them. It would be even better if she treated us like elders." Ouyang Yiming was still a little flustered, glancing at the people in the room and saying, "Mom, I'll explain in detail when I have time." Yang Ping said, "Don't explain anything anymore. Your father and I believe you've thought it through carefully. Okay, go greet your classmates. Your uncle hasn't arrived yet. We'll go there when he does. I've prepared everything." Ouyang Yiming nodded. Yang Ping also noticed Ouyang Yiming's flustered state and looked at him, saying, "Go sit down and rest. You must be tired from the journey."
Around ten o'clock, Jiang Yuqi and the driver arrived at Xu Hui's house. After a brief conversation, Xu Hui's uncle's family arrived. After a few simple words, the group went downstairs, got into their respective cars, and headed to Xu Hui's grave.

Upon entering the cemetery, Mao Yuqin and Yang Ping couldn't stop sobbing. Ouyang Mei and Wu Yingying, each supporting one of Yang Ping, were also in tears. Li Xuan, supporting Mao Yuqin, whispered words of comfort through her own tearful eyes. The rest of the group walked silently up the mountain, their hearts heavy, without uttering a word. When they reached Xu Hui's grave, the women could no longer contain themselves, calling out Xu Hui's name and wailing. After a while, Xu Hui's uncle called everyone back. Offerings and flowers were laid out, and Ouyang Dongdong and Jiang Yuqi set off firecrackers. Everyone gathered at Xu Hui's grave. Xu Hui's uncle, with tears in his eyes, said, "Xu Hui, we've all come to see you. Your parents-in-law, your classmates, they've all come to see you. Xu Hui, everyone misses you, everyone misses you so much..." The women then broke into another bout of heartbroken weeping. Ouyang Yiming silently shed tears, his mind still filled with that dream. He murmured to himself, "Xu Hui, you can see this from heaven, you can see these loved ones who care about you and are crying for you. Please bless them..."

In this sweltering heat, his heartbroken weeping was worrying. Jiang Yuqi said to the sobbing Ouyang Yiming, "Ouyang, you can't keep crying like this." Ouyang Yiming nodded tearfully, then said to Jiang Yuqi and Ge Guangcheng, "You two take Xu Hui's father and uncle over there. I'll go talk to Ouyang Mei and Li Xuan." He then went to Li Xuan and Mao Yuqin and whispered, "Mom, you and Li Xuan, please stop crying like this. It's very hot; Xu Hui's parents won't be able to bear it." Mao Yuqin and Li Xuan choked back tears as they agreed. Ouyang Yiming spoke a few more words to Ouyang Anping, then walked over to Yang Ping and said, "Mom, you need to take care of yourself. It's so hot; Xu Hui wouldn't want to see you so upset." He then tugged at Ouyang Mei and Wu Yingying. The two stopped crying and helped Yang Ping to her feet. Xu Hui's uncle said, "Alright, stop crying. Let's go back." The group left, turning back to look at each other every step of the way. Ouyang Yiming and Jiang Yuqi were the last to leave, saying nothing as they descended the mountain.

After lunch, everyone chatted in the restaurant. A while later, Xu Hui's uncle and his family left first. Jiang Yuqi then said to Ouyang Yiming, "I've been really busy lately. I'll come to Jinling sometime to catch up with you all." He then spoke with Li Xuan and a few other classmates before saying goodbye and returning home. The rest of the group went home. After a brief conversation, Ouyang Yiming approached Yang Ping and said, "Mom, I need to talk to you about something." Entering Ouyang Mei's room, Ouyang Yiming said, "Mom, Liu Yan and I..." Yang Ping quickly interrupted him, saying, "Yiming, don't tell us about this. Your father and I understand. You should have Liu Yan and the child come over so we can meet them. You are our child, so Liu Yan is our child too.

Have you said when the wedding will be held?"

Actually, Yang Ping and Xu Zhenming were naturally very shocked when they heard Ouyang Mei talk about Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan. The couple had always believed that before Xu Hui's death, Ouyang Yiming only had Xu Hui as his lover. Of course, after Xu Hui's death, Ouyang Yiming had a relationship with Jia Ruorui, though it was short-lived, which the couple could accept.

However, the matter of Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan was something the couple couldn't shake off. But no matter how they thought about it, they knew they couldn't say anything about it in front of Ouyang Mei.

That night, the couple sat on the edge of the bed, and Yang Ping said tearfully, "I never imagined that Yiming had such a relationship with another girl before Xu Hui." Xu Zhenming glanced at Yang Ping and said, "That was before Xu Hui, after all. Yiming never contacted that girl again while he was with Xu Hui. Besides, Xu Hui knew about it." Yang Ping said, "Why didn't Xu Hui mention it? When I went to Jinling that time, Xu Hui first told me about Yiming, saying that Yiming had never been in a relationship with anyone else. It must have happened before that." "It's a matter of fact," Xu Zhenming said. "No matter when it happened, Yiming didn't have any contact with this girl after he got together with Xu Hui. Forget it, why bring it up again?" Yang Ping pondered for a while and said, "Zhenming, do you think Yiming is after that girl's family status? Otherwise, why would he accept her child? Yiming is one of the best people his age can find, he could have any kind of girl he wants!"

Xu Zhenming said, "Yiming is a kind-hearted boy. I don't think he'd be after anything from that family. Given Yiming's current situation, he doesn't need to." "What else could he possibly want from her? I think Yiming is just too kind-hearted, or maybe he really did have feelings for her. They only broke up because the girl's family didn't approve." Yang Ping nodded, then said, "What do you think Yiming would have done if Xu Hui hadn't left and knew about this girl's situation?" Xu Zhenming said, "Don't worry about that. If Xu Hui hadn't left, Yiming would never have had any contact with this girl again. We've all seen his feelings for Xu Hui. Yang Ping, don't bring this up again. Even if Yiming talks about it with us later, we shouldn't say anything." Xu Hui is gone. "We know how Yiming treated us afterward. And what about his son? Yiming and his family have been more than kind to us. Now Meizi is our daughter, and how is she any different from our own? Everyone in our neighborhood praises Meizi. Now that Xu Hui is gone, whatever Yiming did in the past is none of our business; asking about it is pointless. Let's just pretend we don't know anything about their past. As long as Yiming and this girl are happy, we should be happy too." Yang Ping nodded.

When Yang Ping asked about the wedding, Ouyang Yiming said, "It's not decided yet, let's talk about it later. I'll come pick you up then." Yang Ping said, "Since you've already got your marriage certificate, you should hold the wedding as soon as possible. Otherwise, when will you get around to it? Xu Hui is gone, so don't think about her too much anymore. No matter how much you miss her, she's no longer in this world. With you and Meizi being so filial, it was worth it for your father and me to raise Xu Hui."

In mid-October, Ouyang Yiming was recognized as a provincial-level outstanding scientific and technological expert. On the 27th of that month, the 28th of the ninth lunar month, Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan held a simple wedding.

There was no wedding dress or suit, no wedding procession. The two wore red flowers, one for the bride and one for the groom, and held their wedding ceremony in the canteen hall of their workplace.

The Ouyang family, Liu Yan's mother, Liu Yan's aunt's family, Xu Zhenming and Yang Ping, several classmates including Li Xuan and Jiang Yuqi, several leaders from the Provincial Science and Technology Commission and Panzhou City, some of Liu Yan's former comrades from the hospital, and almost all the staff of the research institute attended the wedding. Vice Director Tang served as the witness and presided over the wedding.

After bowing to heaven and earth, parents, and the couple, Vice Director Tang said, "I'd like to say a few words. Regarding the union of Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan, I'm afraid some people are still gossiping behind their backs.

But what I want to say today is that everyone here, including everyone who knows about their union, should be moved and praise this loving couple. Their union after many years of separation speaks volumes about the strength of their relationship. Everyone knows Ouyang Yiming; he is the director and party secretary of our research institute, a very capable scientific and technological cadre, a figure who is quite famous in the scientific and technological circles of the province and even the country. Some people are gossiping about their motives for this union, some are saying other things about Ouyang Yiming, and some are even saying very harsh things behind his back." Of course, some people say Ouyang Yiming is foolish and feel sorry for him. Comrades, I can't say that those who make these idle remarks are malicious, but I must say that they don't really understand Ouyang Yiming! I don't deny my feelings for Ouyang Yiming. He was someone I recruited from the university to come to Panzhou City. He was an excellent student in school, and everyone has seen his outstanding achievements at our research institute. You could say that our research institute has grown and developed thanks to his research projects.

He is a young man with a strong sense of responsibility and dedication, and a competent young cadre. As for Liu Yan, you may not be familiar with her, but you've probably learned recently that she is the daughter of a high-ranking official. I shouldn't be saying this, but Liu Yan's mother just asked me to, because of something she did wrong... I deeply regret it. So I'm telling you all now. Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan fell in love several years ago. At that time, due to her family's opposition, Liu Yan married into a family that was also headed by high-ranking officials. But Liu Yan was unhappy because she always loved Ouyang Yiming. After just over a year, Liu Yan divorced and refused to remarry.

You all know about Ouyang Yiming's relationship with Xu Hui, so I won't go into details. Although Liu Yan still loved Ouyang Yiming, she didn't want to interfere with his and Xu Hui's lives. It wasn't until after Xu Hui's death that one of Liu Yan's comrades told Ouyang Yiming that Liu Yan was now raising a child alone. Upon learning of Liu Yan's situation, Ouyang Yiming disregarded any gossip and resolutely accepted Liu Yan and the child. "You all know that even though Liu Yan is divorced, finding a good partner won't be difficult. And you all know Ouyang Yiming even better; with his qualifications, finding a good girl would be easy for him too. What brought these two young people together? It was love, a very pure and sincere love that brought them together. Do you think such a loving couple would have any other motives for getting together? I say no, and you should also say no; only sincere love could bring them together. So, I ask those comrades who have objections to their union to think carefully about whether they should still be gossiping about their motives for getting together. If there is a motive, it is love! Shouldn't we praise their sincere love?" As soon as Deputy Director Tang finished speaking, thunderous applause erupted from the audience.

At this moment, Director Qin stood up, walked to the front of the stage, saluted, and said, "I am Liu Yan's mother. Liu Yan's father is attending a meeting at the General Logistics Department and cannot attend. On behalf of Liu Yan's father, I would like to apologize to Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan, and to Ouyang Yiming's family. I cannot hide the fact that I was the one who secretly broke up Liu Yan and Ouyang Yiming without telling Liu Yan's father. It was my hypocritical class consciousness that caused this, something I will regret for the rest of my life, and the most unforgivable mistake I have ever made. I do not ask for forgiveness from Ouyang Yiming, Liu Yan, or Ouyang Yiming's family; what I have done is unforgivable. I only hope that parents in the world will not act like I did, using the so-called 'for the sake of their children,' the so-called 'love for their children.' This will only harm them. Now it is too late for my regrets."

What comforts me most right now is that Ouyang Yiming can still accept my Yanzi, and he can still accept me, his incompetent mother. Liu Yan's father and I are truly grateful to Ouyang Yiming and his family. They are living together now, and I only hope that Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan can be happy. I also hope that all lovers in the world can be together. I wish them all the best! After speaking, with tears in her eyes, she bowed to Ouyang Yiming's family and said "I'm sorry. "

Then she bowed to Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan and said "I'm sorry." Liu Yan choked up and hugged Director Qin. The audience erupted in thunderous applause again... Who could blame this mother who apologized to her daughter and son-in-law in front of so many acquaintances and strangers? Who could not forgive this mother who dared to admit her mistakes?

After the wedding, Director Qin spent a few days in Jinling and naturally apologized to Ouyang Yiming a lot. How could Ouyang Yiming not accept Director Qin's sincere apology from the bottom of his heart?

Love and Desire (192)

Chapter 190

After the "heavy snow" that year, Ouyang Yiming returned to Panzhou.

There was no snowfall before or after the "Heavy Snow" solar term, yet the weather was unusually cold. A gentle northwest wind blew, cutting through everything like a knife. People bundled themselves up tightly.

Most people venturing out wore masks, only their eyes peeking out from above. Those without masks rhythmically exhaled puffs of white smoke from their reddened noses. Any water on the streets was frozen solid, and the number of pedestrians was significantly reduced. It had been many years since such cold weather had been experienced.

That morning, Ouyang Yiming attended the annual awards ceremony for outstanding individuals and producers in the industrial zone, chaired by Vice President Wang, and gave a speech. In the afternoon, while handling some business in his warm, well-heated office, his eyes fell on the partition of the radiator embedded in the wall during a break. Suddenly, he thought of the monk at Maoshan Temple, and his heart tightened. He wondered,

"In this cold weather, is an old man still sitting there in that secluded, dilapidated temple, striking his wooden fish? Does he have winter clothes and bedding?" "Have we stored enough food for winter?"

A sense of unease crept in. He called the office director of the industrial park and asked, "Do you know where I can buy quilts and cotton-padded clothes?" The director replied, "Yes, we bought some when we visited a nursing home two years ago. There's a shop near Gulou that specializes in military supplies, including cotton-padded clothes. But I haven't been there; I heard it's in an alley, not easy to find."

Ouyang Yiming asked, "Who bought them last year?" The director said, "Xiao Zhang did the purchasing; he's in the office." Ouyang Yiming said, "Okay, send another car for Xiao Zhang to take me. I won't be back for a while."

The director agreed. A while later, the director called to say that Xiao Zhang and the car were waiting downstairs.

Ouyang Yiming had Xiao Zhang get into his car, and another car followed. They bought two military quilts, a set of cotton-padded clothes, and two pairs of cotton shoes at a shop near Gulou. When Xiao Zhang was paying, Ouyang Yiming stopped him, saying, "This is my personal matter; the expenses don't come from the company." "He took out the money and paid. Xiao Zhang and the driver put the items in Ouyang Yiming's car. Ouyang Yiming said, 'You guys go back.' After saying that, he got into the car, started the engine, and headed straight for Maoshan Temple.

The car stopped at the temple gate, and Ouyang Yiming hurriedly entered the temple. The locust tree in the courtyard was bare, adding a touch of desolation. Ouyang Yiming stood in the courtyard for a while, and when he didn't hear the rhythmic sound of the wooden fish, he suddenly felt a sense of panic. He hurried into the room where the four-faced Buddha was enshrined, but he didn't see the monk. The cushion and the hand-woven frame containing incense that the monk had been sitting in were gone. He saw that there were still unburnt incense sticks in front of the four-faced Buddha statue." Knowing that someone had recently come to offer incense, Ouyang Yiming wondered how a monk could possibly sit here in this weather. Perhaps he was warming himself in his resting room. Turning around, he suddenly saw an elderly man, over sixty years old, dressed in thick, bulky clothes, with two streams of clear snot flowing from his nostrils, puffing out white mist. His hands were tucked into his sleeves, and he stood in the courtyard looking at him. Ouyang Yiming was startled. The old man took out his hand to wipe his snot, a stiff smile on his face, and asked, "Are you here to burn incense? We sell incense in this room."

Ouyang Yiming looked at him and asked, "Where are the monks in this temple?" The old man said, "You're asking about the monks, aren't you? Nobody knows where he went." He then raised his hand to wipe his snot again.

Ouyang Yiming's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked, "What did you say? Nobody...nobody knows where he went?" The old man shook his head and said, "I don't know." Ouyang Yiming's heart pounded wildly, and he asked, "How is that possible?" "How could no one know? How did you end up here?" The old man looked at him, stamped his feet a few times, and said, "This weather is freezing cold. Hey, come inside, let's talk inside." After saying that, he turned and walked towards the room where the monk had been resting. Ouyang Yiming followed.

After entering the room, the old man closed a door and said to Ouyang Yiming, "Quickly warm yourself by the fire." Ouyang Yiming saw an earthenware pot in a corner of the room, with a fire burning inside. The old man told Ouyang Yiming to sit on a wooden stool next to the fire, pulled over a tree stump and sat on it himself, looking at Ouyang Yiming and saying, "Are you a cadre from the city? Do you have something to discuss with this monk?" Ouyang Yiming frowned and asked, "Where did this master go? How can you say you don't know? And how did you get here?" The old man took a stick and poked at the fire, saying, "No one really knows where the monk went." "If this happened a few days before the Mid-Autumn Festival this year, around the tenth of August, some people from my village came here to burn incense and didn't see the monk. Nobody knows exactly when he disappeared."

Ouyang Yiming was puzzled and felt uneasy. He asked, "So, Master just disappeared without any warning?" The old man looked at him and said, "Yes, the monk hasn't come since then. His wooden fish and cassock are gone. Everyone thinks he's gone?" Ouyang Yiming's heart pounded again. He stared at the old man and asked, "What do you mean?" The old man smiled and said, "I said he's gone, not dead. He's gone somewhere else. Think about it, even if a monk dies, there should be a body. Nobody around here has seen the monk's body, so he must have gone somewhere else!" Ouyang Yiming frowned and asked, "Where could he have gone?" The old man said, "Who could know? He didn't tell anyone, and nobody has seen him go anywhere."

"I heard this monk's hometown is Shaanxi. Some say he went to Shaanxi, but I'm not sure if he went there or not."

Ouyang Yiming lowered his head in thought. This old man had been practicing in this temple since childhood. Although it was a dilapidated temple, in those difficult times, he could stay here alone even while begging for food. Now that he's so old, he couldn't possibly go back to his hometown alone! But he couldn't think of anywhere else the monk could go. The old man was right; even if he really died, there should still be a body. The only explanation now is that the monk went elsewhere.

He remembered the last time he came here, only two months after the monk disappeared. He thought to himself, "No wonder the monk talked about my future years later. It turns out he had planned to leave this place all along, and those warning words were spoken during our last meeting." Thinking this, he felt very grateful and silently prayed that the monk would be healthy wherever he went.

Ouyang Yiming looked up and asked, "Grandpa, how did you get here? Are you also a Buddhist disciple?" The old man smiled and said, “I’m from Dongjiawa in the north of this mountain, a recipient of the Five Guarantees. When the monk was here, I would come here every few days. After the monk left, I thought that although this temple is dilapidated, it’s still good for someone to look after it, otherwise it will fall into disrepair. Even the best house will collapse quickly if no one lives in it. Besides, although not many people come to burn incense at this temple, people still come often. I thought I’d get some incense to sell here and earn some pocket money. I told the village chief about my idea, and he supported me, so I came here.” He paused and emphasized, “Mainly, I want to keep an eye on this temple.” Ouyang Yiming nodded. The old man said, “You know, what money do I, an old man living alone, need? I sell these incense according to the benefactors’ wishes. Those with money can take more. I don’t know how to use anything else. I just thought that if the house breaks down and leaks someday, I’ll use the money from these incense to repair it. I can’t just watch it collapse.”

Ouyang Yiming turned his head and glanced at the hand-woven frame. He suddenly noticed an inconspicuous wooden sign next to the frame that read: "Donors, please feel free to donate as much as you like. The more you donate, the better. Buddha will bless you." Ouyang Yiming smiled inwardly and said, "Yes, it's better to have someone watch over it. Your idea is good." The old man was somewhat smug and said, "After all, this place is dedicated to celestial deities. What can an old man like me do?" Ouyang Yiming nodded, thought for a moment, and said, "Grandpa, you must be careful with fire while you're here alone. Since you're here to look after this temple, you must take good care of it." The old man said, "I have no ties, so I consider this my home. How could I not take good care of my own home? No one dares to live in this temple except for an old man like me." Ouyang Yiming nodded and then asked, "Didn't you leave anything behind, Master?" The old man said, "Well, I left two tattered quilts, which I've put on the bed. You know, in this cold weather, it's really unbearable without thick blankets." Ouyang Yiming nodded.

The old man asked, "Excuse me, is this leader here for the office or for personal business?" Ouyang Yiming replied, "I've been to this temple several times and I'm familiar with the monk. It's cold, so I came to visit."

Thinking for a moment, he didn't have anything else to say, so he stood up and said, "Grandpa, I brought two quilts and a cotton coat. I bought them for the monk because I was worried he'd be cold. Since he's no longer here, you can keep the temple. You should take care of yourself." The old man's face lit up with a smile, and he hurriedly said, "Oh, you're such a kind person, such a kind person!"

Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, "Come with me to get them." The old man nodded quickly and followed Ouyang Yiming out the door. As they walked, he asked, "Kind person, are you from the city?" Ouyang Yiming said,

"I work out of town. I came here a few years ago, and this time when I came back and saw how cold it was, I thought I should get the monk some blankets and clothes." The old man kept muttering, "Kind person, kind person..."

The old man took the quilt and cotton-padded clothes from the car, holding them in his arms with a smile. Ouyang Yiming then gave him instructions, telling him to keep a close eye on the temple and to be careful with fire. The old man nodded repeatedly in agreement. Ouyang Yiming then took out a hundred yuan from his pocket and stuffed it into the old man's arms, saying, "Take this for spending money." The old man burst into tears, repeatedly saying, "You are a very kind person, you will be rewarded, you will be rewarded..." Ouyang Yiming didn't say anything, got into the car, started the engine, and drove down the mountain.

Along the way, Ouyang Yiming kept thinking about the monk's whereabouts. Although he still thought that the monk might not be alive, he quickly dismissed the idea. The last time he saw him, the monk was in good health; it was impossible for him to have died of some illness, especially since no one had seen the monk's body. The monk lived a simple life and didn't have anything valuable that would tempt anyone to commit evil. So the only explanation was that the monk had gone elsewhere, but he couldn't understand where the monk would go. He had guarded this place his whole life; why would he leave in his old age? Thinking about it felt unbelievable. But reality forced everyone to believe that the monk had gone elsewhere; otherwise, how could he have vanished without a trace? Imagining the monk's ethereal and otherworldly demeanor, I thought to myself, this monk couldn't be an ordinary mortal. Spending his entire life in this dilapidated temple was already extraordinary… So, what exactly happened before he turned forty, as the monk had hinted? Was it in his life or his career? Since the monk specifically mentioned this before leaving, something that would change his life or destiny must happen then. Who can stop unexpected events from occurring in a person's life? Thinking about the monk's words, I thought to myself, the monk's hints were golden words, a few words of guidance about my destiny. At that time, I would surely understand the meaning of the monk's words.

But where did this old man go? Why didn't he give any hints during our meeting? What struck Ouyang Yiming as odd was that he had long harbored an inexplicable affection for this temple. Ever since the monk revealed that the messengers of Brahma were seven swans, and Xu Hui's dream revealed that she was one of those seven swans, his feelings for the temple deepened. He also felt a great deal of respect and closeness to the monk, even considering him, in a sense, an elder in his life. Yet now, not knowing the elder's whereabouts, he felt no worry or fear whatsoever. It was as if the elder had gone to the place he was meant to go, and there was nothing to worry about… After returning home, Ouyang Yiming went to the west wing, offered incense, and looked at Xu Hui's portrait, saying, "Xu Hui, I just went to Maoshan Temple, but I didn't see that monk. I'm a little worried about him. Where could he have gone?" Watching the smoke rise calmly, Ouyang Yiming felt a sense of peace, thinking: The monk will surely be alright.

Before dinner, Fan Xurui called, and Ouyang Yiming answered. Fan Xurui said, "You didn't even tell me you were coming home. We'll have a couple of drinks tonight." Ouyang Yiming said, "Your sense of smell is really sharp. How did you know I was back?" Fan Xurui laughed and said, "Your body stench filled the whole city. You polluted the air as soon as you entered Panzhou. If there's a body stench in Panzhou, everyone knows you're here." Ouyang Yiming laughed, "Get lost! That smell was all coming from you, and you're blaming me. Where are we going to eat tonight?" Fan Xurui said, "Want some mutton soup?" Ouyang Yiming said, "Of course."

Fan Xurui said, "The usual place. Bring a bottle of wine, and don't forget to put some money in it. I'll wait for you at the hospital." Ouyang Yiming laughed again and said, "Still so lazy." After saying a few words, he hung up the phone, told Mao Yuqin, and then took a bottle of wine to Fan Xurui's hospital.

Upon meeting, Ouyang Yiming asked Fan Xurui how he knew he was back. Fan Xurui said, "I called Jinling, and Liu Yan said you went back to Panzhou." Ouyang Yiming asked, "Did you need something?" Fan Xurui looked at him, sighed, and said, "Something happened to me." Ouyang Yiming was startled, thinking of the joke on the phone earlier, and assumed he was joking again, so he laughed and said, "Aren't you serious?" Fan Xurui said, "It's true." After saying that, he turned around and looked outside the door, saying, "Come on, let's talk outside, it's not convenient here." After getting into the car, Fan Xurui said, "Yiming, I got some young lady pregnant." Ouyang Yiming looked at him and asked: "Who? You're talking nonsense again." Fan Xurui said, "It's true, a saleswoman at Lantian Shopping Mall." Ouyang Yiming, seeing that he wasn't joking, asked, "It's true? Your girlfriend is in this hospital, you two are together all the time, how did you get this opportunity? You're really something, Lantian Shopping Mall is quite far away, how did you manage to get involved?" Fan Xurui said, "She was admitted to our department, that's how we met. It was a moment of impulse! Sigh, it's too late to regret it now. You don't know how worried I've been these past few days. I just agreed with her to go to a rural hospital for an abortion, but she's demanding compensation for her emotional distress. She's really ruthless, asking for ten thousand yuan right off the bat, or she'll publicly announce it at the hospital. You too..." "I know, I don't have much money to begin with. I've been renovating the house and preparing wedding items, where am I going to get that much money? That's why I thought of you."

Ouyang Yiming looked at him and turned back, saying, "You deserve it! You're not even married yet and you're already doing this, having a fiancée by your side and still going after other women. Don't tell me I don't have money."

Fan Xurui said, "I'm sure you wouldn't just stand by and do nothing about your brother's misfortune. I only have three thousand now, I'm still short seven thousand." Ouyang Yiming said, "Even if you were short seventy thousand, I wouldn't care. Okay, stop talking to me. Don't you even think about it yourself? How can you face your fiancée? You're getting married in just over twenty days, what if she comes to your wedding and causes a scene?"

Ouyang Yiming was genuinely angry. But Fan Xurui knew that Ouyang Yiming wouldn't abandon him. So he grinned and said, "No, every woman has her own flavor. I just wanted to try something new. This woman is really something." Ouyang Yiming looked at him and said sternly, "Get out of the car. Even in this situation, you're still in the mood to talk about this and drink. How can you be like this? You're bound to get into trouble sooner or later. You got away with it this time, but who knows if you'll be safe next time. Besides, even your fiancée shouldn't do this." Seeing that he was really angry, Fan Xurui blushed and said, "This time is enough for me to turn things around for a while. I won't dare to do it again. I'm really afraid that this matter won't be resolved before the wedding." Ouyang Yiming glanced at him and said, "Serves you right! Can a dog change its nature?"

After saying that, he started the car, and Fan Xurui chuckled.

We went into the mutton restaurant, found a table, and ordered cold mutton tripe, cold mutton liver, a pot of braised mutton, and two bowls of mutton soup. The cold dishes were served, and wine was poured.

After taking a sip of wine and eating the food, Ouyang Yiming said, "Xurui, you absolutely cannot do this again. Even though you're not married, you've been dating for several years and living together. Although she hasn't held a wedding ceremony with you, what's the difference between you two being married? You need to be responsible now. Besides, with your promiscuous ways, I'm worried you'll get yourself into trouble sooner or later. This time, although you lost some money, at least you can get rid of it. What if you couldn't get rid of it? Would your fiancée forgive you? You wouldn't even know where to cry then." Fan Xurui nodded and said, "I'll definitely be careful in the future.

Damn it, I never thought I'd get into trouble with this woman this time." Ouyang Yiming said, "She seduced you? Do you think I don't know your nature? I could guess it. You were the one who tried to coax her. You and she don't have any feelings for each other at all; you just wanted to play with her. And this time, you played quite a game." "You wouldn't just spend 10,000 yuan, would you? Don't you spend money normally? You must be feeling terrible these past few days being pressured by her. Even if you had money, Fan Xurui, you wouldn't want to spend this much."

Fan Xurui shook his head slightly, blushed, and smiled, saying, "You understand me, Yiming. I really can't stand this woman's pestering these past few days. Thinking about the wedding day coming up soon makes me even more anxious." Ouyang Yiming said, "I really admire you. A patient came to your ward and you act like this? You're a doctor, don't you have any professional ethics?!" Fan Xurui said, "Don't put it so harshly. You don't know, this woman was flirting with me. I couldn't resist the temptation, could I?"

Ouyang Yiming glanced at him and said, "Do you think anyone would believe you? I wonder what kind of tricks you used to coax her?" "I'm not lying to you this time," Fan Xurui said. "She seduced me. Who knew she was so cunning? A nineteen-year-old woman with such a mind of her own, I never expected it. Do you think I would fall for a girl from the countryside?" Ouyang Yiming looked at him and said, "From the countryside?" Fan Xurui said, "The year before last, the Lantian Shopping Mall was raising funds to recruit workers, and she spent ten thousand yuan of the funds to get the job. Damn it, it became like I bought it for her." He took a sip of his drink and said, "I just wanted to have some fun with her. Nobody wanted to play with her feelings." He paused and smiled, saying, "Don't underestimate this woman just because she's young. She's a real flirt. Playing with her is a different kind of fun, very exciting. She was born to be a man's plaything. Let me tell you, her... well..." Ouyang Yiming said, "Alright, who wants to hear your nonsense?" Fan Xurui chuckled twice.

Ouyang Yiming asked, "Would giving her ten thousand yuan be enough to settle this? Would there be any aftereffects?" Fan Xurui replied, "Don't worry, there won't be. If I wasn't afraid she'd come to our hospital and cause trouble, I wouldn't give her a single penny. I've already spent two or three thousand yuan on her. I've already discussed this with her; she'll give me the money and write a guarantee that we'll never know each other again. I can handle things perfectly." Ouyang Yiming said, "You didn't expect things to turn out this way, and here it is! Even you, Fan Xurui, have your downfall. You must handle this matter well, or you'll be in trouble later." "In fact," Fan Xurui said, "Her family is very poor. She said the money she raised was all borrowed. She just wanted the money; once she got it, nothing else mattered." Ouyang Yiming said, "She can continue doing this with other women later. Anyway, you have money!"

Fan Xurui chuckled twice and said, "Yiming, I'll pay you back when I have the money." Ouyang Yiming said, "Of course you have to pay me back. How much interest?" He thought to himself, "As long as you can handle this properly and there are no aftereffects, what do I need you to pay me back?" Fan Xurui smiled and said, "Whatever you want, any amount is fine. I can pay you back 70,000 in two years." Ouyang Yiming glanced at him and said:

“I’m going back tomorrow morning. I can’t really take this money from home, so I’ll get some from the industrial park’s finance department tomorrow and bring it to you when I leave. I’m telling you, you can’t do something this stupid again. It’s not about the money; you’re a cadre in the hospital now, don’t you think about the consequences? Even if you don’t consider that, you have to consider whether you can be worthy of your fiancée. And there’s something else very important.” He paused, looking at Fan Xurui, and said, “I told you about my classmate Zhu Haitao before. Xurui, if you ever meet a woman like the one Zhu Haitao met, someone who truly loves you…” "You, knowing you just wanted to play with her and do something extreme, can you blame the girl? I'm really afraid you'll encounter that kind of thing." Fan Xurui felt uneasy, but forced a smile and said, "I will definitely keep your teachings in mind."

The next morning after breakfast, Ouyang Yiming withdrew 10,000 yuan from the finance office of the industrial zone. On his way back to Jinling, he went to the hospital where Fan Xurui worked and handed it to him, saying, "This is 10,000 yuan. Get things done quickly, the wedding day is coming soon. If you need money for the wedding, just let me know." Fan Xurui was very moved, and his eyes reddened. On

December 28th of that year, Fan Xurui married the woman he had been in love with for many years.

Love and Desire (193)

Chapter 191 In

1990, Ouyang Yiming was rated as an advanced worker by the provincial science and technology commission system. He was awarded the title of National Outstanding Young and Middle-aged Scientific and Technological Expert by the State Science and Technology Commission; winner of the National Technology Market Golden Bridge Award.

In the spring of that year, Li Xuan and Zhong Zhigang got married; in the summer, Jiang Yuqi married the police station clerk.

In May of 1991, Ouyang Yiming was named a provincial model worker. In August, he was appointed as an adjunct professor at Pancheng University. In October, he was awarded the title of researcher by the provincial researcher title evaluation committee. In November, he was designated by the State Council as an expert entitled to "special government allowances." That autumn, Wu Yingying married a researcher at the research institute.

In the spring of 1992, Liu Yan gave birth to her and Ouyang Yiming's daughter.

The baby's due date was around March 6th, and Liu Yan was admitted to the hospital on March 1st. Liu Yan's aunt arranged everything for her, and Liu Yan was given a private room. Liu Yan's mother arrived in Nanjing by plane on March 2nd. Mao Yuqin also arrived in Nanjing that afternoon.

On the morning of March 5th, Ouyang Yiming went to his workplace briefly before heading to the hospital to be with Liu Yan. Holding her hand, he asked, "Are you scared? Does it hurt?" Liu Yan smiled at him and said, "I'm not scared. With you here, I'm not afraid. It's really strange; it seems like nothing's happening yet, I haven't felt any pain." Director Qin said, "Maybe it's not the time for pain yet.

Wait until it's your turn." Ouyang Yiming asked somewhat anxiously, "Will it hurt a lot?" Mao Yuqin laughed and said, "How can childbirth not hurt?" Looking at Liu Yan, she said, "Childbirth is a process of purgatory for women. Yanzi, don't be afraid, the second pregnancy will be much better." Liu Yan smiled. "I'm not afraid," said Ouyang Yiming. "I'm mentally prepared." Director Qin said, "Yanzi suffered a lot when Ruhan was born." Seeing Ouyang Yiming's panicked expression, Director Qin smiled and said, "Yiming, don't be afraid. Every woman gives birth the same way. Wasn't it the same when your mother gave birth to you?

Women are born to endure this pain, but it's also the happiest moment." Mao Yuqin said, "Yes, a woman is happiest when she hears the first cry of her newborn child." Director Qin nodded and asked Ouyang Yiming, "Do you want a son or a daughter?" Ouyang Yiming seemed embarrassed and said, "We can't decide that. I think it would be best to have a daughter."

"Liu Yan said, 'I still want a son.' Mao Yuqin, of course, hoped for a boy, given the Ouyang family's tradition of having only one son per generation, and also wanted more boys in this generation. But she still said, 'Boy or girl, both are precious.' Director Qin said, 'It would be best if it were a girl, a boy and a girl would be perfect.' Liu Yan then laughed and said, 'It would be even better if it were twins, but unfortunately, after many checkups, it's only one.' She playfully took Ouyang Yiming's hand and said, 'I'm sorry, Yiming, I really don't have that ability.' Everyone laughed. Ouyang Yiming chuckled, but at that moment, he thought of Xu Hui's words about having twins, and his heart trembled."

Just then, Liu Yan cried out, "Ouch!" Ouyang Yiming was startled and quickly grabbed her hand, asking, "What's wrong?" Liu Yan frowned and smiled, saying, "I just said there was no movement, and now it's happening." Ouyang Yiming asked anxiously, "Is it very painful?" Liu Yan smiled and said, "Not very painful, it's only just begun." She frowned as she spoke and said to Ouyang Yiming, "Help me to the bathroom." Ouyang Yiming helped her to the bathroom, and after coming out, the pain subsided. After that, intermittent contractions began, and she constantly felt the urge to urinate. After urinating, the contractions felt somewhat better.

That afternoon, the frequency of the contractions didn't increase, but Liu Yan clearly felt the intensity of the pain was much stronger. During contractions, she could only gasp for breath. Ouyang Yiming began to appear anxious, muttering, "Why isn't she giving birth yet, why isn't she giving birth..." He then frequently wiped the sweat from Liu Yan's forehead, timidly asking her if the pain was severe and if she could bear it.

Director Qin said, "Yiming, don't worry, childbirth is like this." Ouyang Yiming thought to himself, "If I had known Liu Yan would suffer like this, I would never have let her give birth." Between contractions, Liu Yan smiled at Ouyang Yiming and said, "I'm fine, don't be afraid." She gasped for breath and said, "Yiming, you shouldn't be here." Although Liu Yan desperately wanted Ouyang Yiming by her side at this moment, she couldn't bear to see his worried and anxious expression. Ouyang Yiming hurriedly said, "How can I? I won't leave."

Liu Yan said, "Childbirth is like this, otherwise why would they say 'painful childbirth'? Don't worry, it'll be alright." Ouyang Yiming nodded. Director Qin and Mao Yuqin watched the couple, admiring their affection. Director Qin also frequently comforted Ouyang Yiming, telling him not to worry or be anxious.

Around 10 PM, Liu Yan's abdominal pain intensified. Doctors and nurses came in to examine her, bringing out many instruments. After the examination, they said the cervix was almost fully dilated, so they wheeled Liu Yan to the delivery room. Once on the delivery bed, a support frame with two handles and two legs was deployed, allowing Liu Yan to place her legs and arms on it. Liu Yan felt her legs trembling uncontrollably. Then, they artificially ruptured her amniotic sac. Just as she felt the warm water flowing down, the doctor shouted, "Push! Push!" Liu Yan pushed with all her might, and then felt something huge slowly being squeezed out of her lower body…

The doctor and nurses continued to shout, "Just like that, push, push again…" After four or five repetitions, Liu Yan felt a deep, bone-chilling pain, then her abdomen relaxed, and a small thing slid out… Liu Yan felt a complete sense of relief, as if she had completed a great mission… A loud cry followed; Ouyang Yiming and Liu Yan's daughter was born… Hearing the nurses outside the delivery room say it was a daughter, Ouyang Yiming was moved to tears, saying, "Liu Yan, you are truly great." Mao Yuqin glanced at him and smiled. Director Qin smiled and said, "Yiming is truly satisfied now." At this moment, Ouyang Yiming wasn't crying because of the sex of the baby; he was moved by Liu Yan's suffering in giving birth to their child, and felt the greatness of motherhood in a woman who endures such pain during childbirth.

Liu Yan was wheeled out of the delivery room and into the ward. Ouyang Yiming picked her up and carried her to the bed, sitting on a stool beside it. He held Liu Yan's hand, looking at her exhausted form, his heart filled with guilt, and his eyes filled with tears as he said, "Yanzi, you're amazing, amazing! Thank you, thank you." Liu Yan smiled contentedly. Ouyang Yiming said, "I didn't expect it to be so hard. You've suffered so much. Let's not have any more children..." Liu Yan

laughed and said, "Silly girl, look at all the women in this ward giving birth like this!" Liu Yan, Director Qin, and Mao Yuqin couldn't help but laugh. Liu Yan continued, "I would like to have another child, but we won't. I've fulfilled your wish for a daughter. But I'm a little disappointed; I wanted a son." Ouyang Yiming smiled, reached out a hand to cover the blanket, and said, "Thank you, thank you so much. I don't know how to thank you enough. Get some rest; I'll be right here watching over you." Liu Yan nodded, closing her eyes with a happy smile.

The next morning, many of Liu Yan's comrades came to congratulate her. After a while, Liu Yan felt her milk come in. The nurse brought the baby over, and Liu Yan held the child in her arms. The baby's little mouth, as soon as it touched the nipple, began to suckle indiscriminately. Ouyang Yiming watched and smiled, exclaiming in surprise, "This little one is so clever! How does she know how to eat?" Everyone laughed. Director Qin said,

"The baby will know how delicious the breast milk is as soon as it's born." Several people stood on either side of the bed watching. Director Qin suddenly asked, "Yiming, have you thought about what name to give the baby?" Ouyang Yiming smiled and said,

"I have. I want to name the baby Xue Rou, which means that she has both the purity of snow and the gentleness of a girl." In Ouyang Yiming's heart, he still greatly admired Xu Hui's purity.

Mao Yuqin thought for a moment and said, "Ru Xue sounds better. 'Ru' in 'Ru Gu Han Jin' is the same as 'Ru' with the grass radical added. 'Ru' can also be used as an adjective, meaning gentle." Ouyang Yiming nodded and smiled, "Ru Xue, Ouyang Ru Xue, not bad." He turned to Liu Yan and asked, "What do you think?" Liu Yan smiled and said, "Yes." Ouyang Yiming then turned to Director Qin and

asked, "Mom, what do you think?" Director Qin smiled and said, "Good, very good, very nice-sounding. You and your mother are both cultured people; the name you chose is quite meaningful." Ouyang Yiming happily said,

"Then let's call her Ouyang Ru Xue."

Four days after Liu Yan gave birth to Ouyang Ru Xue, Mao Yuqin and Director Qin returned home due to work. During those days, although Liu Yan's aunt arranged for a special nurse to look after her, and the nanny repeatedly said she would stay overnight with Liu Yan, Ouyang Yiming stayed in the ward every night. During the day, Liu Yan's former colleagues from the hospital also kept coming to visit.

Li Xuan and Wu Yingying also came several times.

Early on the sixth day, after Liu Yan ate the breakfast provided by the hospital's nutrition room, a nurse brought the baby over. Ouyang Yiming watched with a smile as Ouyang Ruxue lay in Liu Yan's arms, greedily nursing.

Around 8:30, the nanny, having taken Ruhan to school, arrived at the hospital. Ouyang Yiming gave the nanny some instructions. After exchanging a few words with Liu Yan, he glanced at Ouyang Ruxue and reluctantly left the ward to go to work.

Driving slowly out of the hospital gate, he caught a glimpse of Jia Ruorui getting off a bus not far away. He froze for a moment, unconsciously tapping the brakes, then pulled over to an open space. After a few seconds of hesitation, he got out of the car. This was the first time Ouyang Yiming had seen Jia Ruorui in years since their breakup. Getting out of the car, Ouyang Yiming felt lost. What was he supposed to do? Was he supposed to talk to Jia Ruorui? What could he possibly say? He felt guilty towards her. Thinking about it, he quickly turned back, took a few steps to the car, and was about to open the door when Jia Ruorui called him. Ouyang Yiming turned around, his face flushed, looking embarrassed as he saw Jia Ruorui approaching. Jia Ruorui walked closer and asked, "What? Don't you want to see me?"

Ouyang Yiming blushed and said, "No, I didn't, I didn't notice." Jia Ruorui looked at him and asked, "You didn't not notice, did you? Even after breaking up, you wouldn't refuse to say hello when you see each other, would you? Am I that annoying to you?" Ouyang Yiming looked at her and lowered his head, saying, "I, I really..." Jia Ruorui smiled and said, "You're not one to lie. Can I sit in your car for a bit?"

Ouyang Yiming hurriedly opened the car door, and the two sat down in the back seat. Jia Ruorui turned to look at him and asked, "It's been two or three years since I've seen you." Ouyang Yiming nodded and said, "Yes, it has been..." Jia Ruorui asked, "What are you doing here?" Ouyang Yiming looked up at her and said, "Liu Yan, Liu Yan had a daughter."

A complex expression flashed across Jia Ruorui's face for a moment, then she smiled and said, "Really? Then congratulations!" Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, "Thank you. What are you doing here?" Jia Ruorui said, "I'm feeling a little unwell, so I came to this hospital to see someone I know." Ouyang Yiming asked, "What's wrong?" Jia Ruorui looked at him and said, "Oh, a gynecological problem."

Ouyang Yiming's heart skipped a beat, and he asked again, "It's not something serious, is it?" He immediately regretted asking. Jia Ruorui said, "No, just a little uncomfortable." She paused and asked, "How is it?"

"You're doing well, aren't you?" Ouyang Yiming blushed again, nodded, and said, "Ruorui, I've always wanted to apologize to you alone, but I've never had the courage. Are you doing well now?" Jia Ruorui's heart fluttered, her eyes stung, and she smiled, saying, "It's not necessary. It's all in the past. In your life, I was just an insignificant ephemeral flower. Oh, I'm doing very well now, very well." Ouyang Yiming paused, then said, "Ruorui, I know you'll blame me. I hurt you, I'm sorry. Ruorui, you don't understand my feelings for Liu Yan. Back then, I had to make that decision because I couldn't live without her." Jia Ruorui looked at him, nodded, and said, "I understand. Actually, I stopped blaming you a long time ago. But, but I still care a lot about our relationship. I can't help but think in my heart that you're heartless, you're too cruel to me." As she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes.

Ouyang Yiming blushed instantly, staring at her in astonishment, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Tears streamed down Jia Ruorui's face as she said, "Yiming, although I haven't wanted to blame you for so long, I still want to say something when I see you. Yiming, you hurt me deeply that time, really deeply. I can't blame your decision, and I certainly can't blame your relationship with Liu Yan. But Yiming, you know how I felt about you back then. You shouldn't have broken up with me so hastily without giving me any preparation, right when I came back from Hangzhou, eager to see you. I've been thinking about this: the reason you did that was because of your deep feelings for Liu Yan, but didn't you consider my feelings at all?

Did I really have no place in your heart at all? I was truly sincere towards you back then; I gave you my whole heart. What hurts me isn't that you married Liu Yan and didn't live with me, but that you never cared about me at all. Your interactions with me were all fake; I never truly entered your heart. That's my tragedy." "I want to ask you, if you had known about Liu Yan two years later and married me, would you still have resolutely left me to be with Liu Yan?"

Ouyang Yiming's heart skipped a beat. He hadn't really thought about this question, but now that Jia Ruorui had asked, he quickly considered it and immediately realized that if he had married Jia Ruorui then, it would have been unlikely that he could rekindle his relationship with Liu Yan. He thought of what Liu Yan had told him, that she thought she was living happily with Xu Hui and hadn't contacted him. He thought to himself, "If I had married Jia Ruorui then, Liu Yan wouldn't have had the heart to separate me and her after knowing that we were married. Perhaps this is fate, this is a destined marriage. Liu Yan should have known everything before I married Jia Ruorui, and Liu Yan and Ru Han should have been reunited with me."

So he said, "Ruorui, if I had married you, Liu Yan wouldn't have contacted me after knowing, and I wouldn't have known about Liu Yan's situation." We always thought the other was doing well, so she never inquired about me. Of course, even if I married you, I couldn't separate from you. After all, marriage brings great responsibility..." Jia Ruorui nodded, sadly saying, "That's fate, that's fate... I don't know how many times I've thought about it, how many times I've wanted to ask you. Today, I'm very satisfied to get this result from you.

Actually, I've been thinking about this for the past few years. I'm really afraid that after we get married, you'll find out about Liu Yan and still separate from me, and still be with her regardless of everything. I've always had this thought in my heart, but I haven't told anyone, not even Sister Li. I believe marriage is about fate, and it can't be forced. You and I were never destined to be husband and wife. Yiming, don't worry, I won't blame you, I wish you both well." Ouyang Yiming said, "Thank you!" Jia Ruorui asked, "The child is very cute, isn't he?" Ouyang Yiming nodded. Jia Ruorui said, "Actually, I should go see him. But never mind, I don't want to interfere with your lives." I think Liu Yan definitely knows me, so there's no need for her to have any lingering thoughts about me. I wish you happiness.”

Ouyang Yiming felt a pang of sadness and nodded, saying thank you. He then asked, “Ruorui, Li Xuan said she's introduced you to many people, but you haven't met any of them. I hope you can find an excellent partner soon…” Jia Ruorui's eyes reddened again, and she nodded, saying, “It depends on fate. You can't force these things. I don't want anyone to introduce me to anyone anymore. I now believe that arranged marriages have no emotional foundation.” Ouyang Yiming's heart skipped a beat, of course, he understood what Jia Ruorui meant. Jia Ruorui smiled and said, “The city is both big and small. I didn't expect we'd still meet and talk like this. It's a kind of fate that we have some connection. If we weren't, in such a big city, we wouldn't have met this time by chance. Okay, go ahead and get busy.” "As she spoke, she opened the car door. Ouyang Yiming called out to her. Jia Ruorui turned around, and Ouyang Yiming said, 'Ruorui, I sincerely hope you can find your...you're getting old...'

Jia Ruorui understood that Ouyang Yiming meant she wasn't young anymore, and smiled bitterly, saying, 'I'm also waiting, waiting for that true...destiny...' As she spoke, tears streamed down her face. Ouyang Yiming's heart trembled again. Jia Ruorui said, 'Thank you for your concern, go ahead and do your work!' After saying that, she glanced at Ouyang Yiming a few times, got out of the car, and walked into the yard without looking back. Ouyang Yiming stared blankly at Jia Ruorui leaving through the glass for a long time, his heart filled with guilt...

One summer day in 1993, Li Xuan told Ouyang Yiming that Jia Ruorui had married a man from Australia and had moved to Australia with her husband. Ouyang Yiming asked doubtfully, 'Jia Ruorui married a foreigner? Did she find him herself or through an introduction?' Li Xuan said, 'I'm not too clear on the specifics. Jia Ruorui and I haven't had much contact in the past year or two.'" "I heard it was an introduction. This foreigner is a technician at a petrochemical company. They got their marriage certificate here, held their wedding in Hangzhou, and then went to Australia."

Ouyang Yiming's heart sank. He thought of Jia Ruorui's words: "I now believe that arranged marriages have no emotional foundation." He thought to himself, "She said that, but why is she now marrying a foreign man through an introduction? Is there any emotional foundation between them?" He felt uneasy. But he didn't want to ask Li Xuan anything more. No matter what, they were already married and moved to Australia. Ouyang Yiming said, "Regardless of her nationality, as long as she is happy, that's all that matters. I sincerely wish them well." In February 1995

, the research institute established Panzhou Kunpeng Group Co., Ltd., with Ouyang Yiming serving as both the institute's director and the group's general manager. That year, the company issued employee shares at a price of one yuan per share to Kunpeng Group employees. Ouyang Yiming used 80% of his accumulated commissions from previous years to purchase these employee shares. In

February 1997, the High-Tech Research Institute underwent restructuring. Apart from 72% state-owned equity, the remainder consisted of shares held by Kunpeng Group employees, including those purchased by Ouyang Yiming and senior management. Within a few years, Vice Director Wang had retired. Ouyang Yiming promoted four senior managers based on performance and ability. They became his right-hand men. Among them was Xie Liang, the former manager of Gengtang Company, a candidate specifically recommended for promotion by Vice President Wang upon his retirement. These four were known in the research institute and outsiders as Ouyang Yiming's "Four Great Generals."

In June 1997, the third shareholders' meeting of Kunpeng Group Co., Ltd. decided that the High-tech Research Institute would transfer 2% of its 6% stake in the group to Ouyang Yiming and 1% to each of the other four vice presidents. By this time, Ouyang Yiming held nearly six million shares. On August 18th of the same year, Kunpeng Group Co., Ltd., with the approval of the Provincial People's Government, was wholly transformed into a joint-stock company, officially named: Kunpeng High-tech Development (Group) Co., Ltd.

In May 1998, at a routine shareholders' meeting, Vice General Manager Xie Liang proposed a financing and listing motion, listing the listing conditions met by some of the group's current research projects, and the benefits of raising huge sums of money for the group's future development. This proposal was immediately supported by several vice general managers and a majority of shareholders on the board of directors. Ouyang Yiming, however, believed the timing was not right and opposed the proposal. He argued that the group was developing steadily, and raising funds through immature research projects would not benefit the research institute's development. The listing motion was not implemented at this meeting.

Two weeks later, Mayor Xia of Panzhou City arrived at Ouyang Yiming's office. Ouyang Yiming warmly greeted Mayor Xia, poured him a cup of tea, and asked, "Mayor Xia, you didn't even give me prior notice of your inspection." Mayor Xia smiled and said, "I'm here for a meeting at the Provincial Party Committee, and I thought I'd take this opportunity to talk to you about something." Ouyang Yiming nodded.

Mayor Xia had transferred to Panzhou City from the provincial grain system last year. Ouyang Yiming, as the leader of a well-known unit in Panzhou City, was naturally familiar with him, but they had no other contact besides work. Since the mayor had come in person to discuss something, Ouyang Yiming knew it wouldn't be a small matter. Mayor Xia picked up his teacup, took a sip, and then took out a pack of cigarettes, offering one to Ouyang Yiming.

Ouyang Yiming quickly declined, saying he didn't need a cigarette. Mayor Xia smiled and said, "It's rare for someone who doesn't smoke. I can't do it; I smoke at least a pack a day." Ouyang Yiming smiled. Mayor Xia lit a cigarette, took a puff, and looked at Ouyang Yiming, saying, "Dean Ouyang, there's something I think we should discuss in person: the matter of financing and going public." Ouyang Yiming was startled and said, "Our research institute has already submitted a report on this to the municipal party committee, which I imagine you've seen." Mayor Xia said, "I have, but as far as I know, the board of directors still largely supports it. I won't hide my opinion; I strongly agree with financing and going public. Although your research institute is a self-supporting public institution, and now that it has been restructured, the Kunpeng Group should develop according to the board's resolutions, there is still a large portion of state-owned equity involved. I'm just stating my personal opinion." Ouyang Yiming nodded.

Mayor Xia said, “As you know, the research institute’s profits aren’t what they used to be; now the annual profit is only five or six million. You can see the situation too; current policies are very supportive of research institutes entering the stock market. I won’t hide it, I have a college classmate who works at the China Securities Regulatory Commission. I recently talked to him about our research institute, and he’s very supportive and can help. A successful listing means our Kunpeng Group will raise a huge sum of money—several hundred million yuan. Dean Ouyang, that’s several hundred million yuan! Given our research institute’s current situation, how many years would it take to achieve that kind of profitability? Which company doesn’t want to go public? With money, Kunpeng Group can develop better. I just don’t understand why you’re not tempted?”

Ouyang Yiming thought for a moment and said, “I am tempted. Of course I’ll be tempted by those several hundred million yuan. ” "Yes, Mayor Xia, it's not that I don't want to, it's just that I don't think the time is right. Vice General Manager Xie raised this issue at the last shareholders' meeting, and I already explained my views at that meeting. Our research institute has been developing steadily. Although the institute's profits haven't been very high in the past two years due to changes in the international chemical market, we still have several million in net profit every year. The institute currently has no foreign debt or bank loans. Once the international market recovers, we still have a very promising future. Regarding the projects mentioned in the prospectus that Vice General Manager Xie is preparing to draft, I think our research institute is aware that many of these projects are immature, some are still in the experimental stage without results. Submitting these projects to the Securities Regulatory Commission would be deception. If the deception succeeds, we will implement these projects concretely, but these projects are inherently immature..." In the end, we'll be the ones in trouble. Some projects are researched successfully, but there's no market, or rather, there's no profit to be made, or production will result in losses. Then we might be shooting ourselves in the foot. Since we promised to invest in these projects, we can't just not build them. How will we clean up the mess we created with the raised funds? My opinion is that the timing isn't right now, or rather, we don't yet meet the requirements for listing. I hope the municipal government will consider this carefully.”

Mayor Xia said, “What you said makes sense, but can't we think about it this way? Regarding the issue of immature projects, our researchers are here for research, and I don't believe we can't overcome this hurdle. Listing isn't something that can be done in a day or two from application to approval, and it might not even be approved. But striving for listing will also provide impetus for our research. While we apply for listing, we can focus all our efforts on research. I dare say that by the time we successfully list, it will be fully mature. Dean Ouyang, listing isn't like doing research; there are many shady dealings and connections involved. It's not something any company can just do on a whim.” Now that we have some relationship, and with the government's preferential policies for research institutes, I think we shouldn't give up this rare opportunity. Once an opportunity is lost, it may never come again. I'm very determined about the listing of Kunpeng Group, and I hope you won't be indecisive, complacent, or hesitant. Opportunities sometimes only come once, and I still hope you can support me.” He paused, then added, “Dean Ouyang, state-owned shares still account for a large proportion here, and you still need to consider the municipal government's opinion.” He laughed twice and said, “You're still an administrative cadre in Panzhou City!”

Ouyang Yiming understood the meaning behind Mayor Xia's words, and at that moment he felt very uncomfortable, but he knew that some things needed to be explained slowly. Just as he was about to say something more, Mayor Xia stood up and said, “Alright, I have to go back. Ouyang, I hope you can seriously consider this. For any group, a successful listing is a dream come true.”

Ouyang Yiming was stunned for a moment, looked at Mayor Xia, and then stood up.

After seeing Mayor Xia off, he returned to his office and sat down, falling into deep thought. He understood all too well Mayor Xia's words, which were a mix of soft and hard language. He also knew that Mayor Xia had made up his mind, and this meeting was merely a warning. Ouyang Yiming felt humiliated again.

But he remained clear that the research institute and the group company were still controlled by the government, including himself. Although it was a self-supporting public institution, and the municipal government had explicitly stipulated from its inception that it would not interfere in the institute's affairs, as a unit with a majority of state-owned shares, the municipal government, or rather certain leaders of the municipal government, could openly participate in the discussion and voting, simply by considering the shareholding structure. And once the municipal government leaders participated, the outcome was predictable. Ouyang Yiming felt helpless.

He thought of Director Tang, who had shown him great kindness. But Deputy Director Tang had been transferred to the Hunan Provincial Party Committee in 1996 and had retired in 1999 after a serious illness.

Ouyang Yiming didn't want to trouble this respected, ailing former leader at this time. He also understood that the former leader, now powerless and without authority, was powerless to influence matters here.

Ouyang Yiming certainly hoped for the day when the group would go public, but he felt the timing wasn't right. Obtaining a listing through deception or connections, and receiving the huge sums of money raised, would be unsettling. Over the years, the research institute had no outstanding debts. Although overall profits had declined compared to previous years, annual net profits remained considerable. The group's average salary was still quite high compared to other companies in Panzhou and even Jinling. Ouyang Yiming only wanted steady development and didn't want to engage in any opportunistic schemes. However, after listening to Mayor Xia's words, he now had to reconsider whether his thinking was correct. Although he didn't approve of rushing into a listing, Mayor Xia's words weren't without merit. Indeed, some opportunities only come once, and once lost, they're gone forever. Ouyang Yiming also wished his group could go public soon, but the current situation felt inappropriate.

Love and Desire in the Sea (194)

Chapter 192

In August 1998, the group's board of directors held another meeting, which was attended by Mayor Xia's assistant as the representative of the state-owned shares. Before the meeting, Mayor Xia's assistant, Xie Liang, and another vice president came to Ouyang Yiming's office, where Xie Liang gave Ouyang Yiming a draft prospectus. After reading it, Ouyang Yiming chuckled a few times, then turned stern and questioned Xie Liang: "In this prospectus you drafted for the group, it says that the raised funds will be invested in twelve self-developed high-tech product projects, including taurine and folic acid. I want to ask you, how many of these projects are actually mature? This prospectus is merely a packaging measure to achieve the goal of listing; it lacks both in-depth and detailed feasibility studies and practical implementation methods and steps. The prospectus's claim that these are high-tech projects included in the national and provincial Torch Program and Spark Program, with excellent market prospects, is all a lie. To put it bluntly, all the promises in this prospectus are empty promises. Xie Liang, do you think such deception is beneficial to the group's development?" He paused and said, "Xie Liang, such deception will definitely backfire. We must treat this matter with caution."

Xie Liang listened with a flushed face, remaining silent, but his face revealed a confident expression. Mayor Xia's assistant smiled and said, "Mayor Xia has carefully reviewed this instruction manual. Dean Ouyang, I brought Mayor Xia's words. Mayor Xia said you can disagree, but he doesn't want you to strongly oppose it, much less create obstacles. Mayor Xia said the municipal party committee and government attach great importance to the listing of Kunpeng Group, which is also for the better development of Kunpeng Group. A successful listing will also enhance the image of Panzhou City. Mayor Xia has no personal motives. Kunpeng Group has a majority of government shares. He only asks that you also consider it carefully. These are Mayor Xia's exact words.

Dean Ouyang, we also hope that you can support this important initiative of Kunpeng Group." Ouyang Yiming's heart sank after hearing these words. He understood the weight of these words and knew what Mayor Xia meant by having no motives. He knew that perhaps Mayor Xia didn't have personal ambitions now, but the successful listing of Kunpeng Group would increase his political achievements; he would gain political capital. That was his purpose. Feeling helpless, he said, "Alright then, let the board meeting decide."

At the board meeting, Ouyang Yiming still expressed his views, believing the timing was not right and expressing his opposition. However, after a vote by the board of directors, the proposal for financing and listing was ultimately approved. Ouyang Yiming felt an unprecedented sense of frustration. Of course, he was unaware that Xie Liang, at Mayor Xia's behest, had already done most of the work with the board. After the meeting, Mayor Xia's assistant came to Ouyang Yiming's office and said, "The board meeting has now passed the resolution. Mayor Xia also asked me to say a few more words to you after the meeting. He asked you not to have any resistance after the board vote and hoped you would cooperate actively. The board's decision is reasonable and legal." He paused and said, "Dean Ouyang, Mayor Xia actually greatly admires your character and ability, and he knows your concerns. But Dean Ouyang, this is indeed an opportunity, and if you miss it, it may not come again. Mayor Xia is also doing this for Kunpeng Group, and you should believe that Mayor Xia has no personal motives. Some things are not necessarily correct just because you think they are. I think you should think about it seriously. I won't say anything more. Even if you can't figure it out, I don't want you to be upset. You still need to work actively. Mayor Xia also hopes you won't worry about anything. Dean Ouyang, with Mayor Xia here, there's nothing to worry about." Ouyang Yiming thought for a moment and said, "Since the board meeting has already decided, it's futile for me to worry more, but I still want to reserve my opinion. If you're asking me to object to anything, I'm afraid I don't have the power to do so." A hint of unintentional smugness appeared on Mayor Xia's lips.

After Mayor Xia's assistant left, Ouyang Yiming secretly asked himself, "Was going public right or wrong? Are they really right?" Then, he thought to himself, "No, this is a risky move, it could destroy Kunpeng Group..." His heart trembled at the thought. But no matter how he thought about it, he knew all too well that he was powerless to stop it... After that, the listing process began under Mayor Xia's behind-the-scenes manipulation and Xie Liang's specific operations. In May 2000, Kunpeng Group successfully issued 10,000 A-shares to the public, with an issue price of 11.20 yuan per share. After deducting listing expenses, Kunpeng Group actually raised nearly 500 million yuan. As for Xie Liang, he naturally wanted to take the position of chairman of the group after the successful listing. Mayor Xia told him that Xie Liang's influence within Kunpeng Group was far less than Ouyang Yiming's. Replacing Ouyang Yiming with anyone else would not be convincing. Therefore, Ouyang Yiming remained Chairman of Kunpeng High-Tech Development (Group) Co., Ltd. and Director of the Provincial High-Tech Research Institute.

In June 2000, Kunpeng Group's stock was listed on the Shenzhen Stock Exchange, and Ouyang Yiming and Mayor Xia jointly rang the opening bell for "Kunpeng Stock." To Ouyang Yiming's surprise, the closing price on the first day of trading reached 29.98 yuan. However, Ouyang Yiming was anxious about the impending implementation of the promises made in the prospectus. He vaguely sensed that the research institute, which he had invested so much effort and energy in over the years, would decline as a result, and that he himself would one day leave the institute.

In 2001, in accordance with the promises in the prospectus, Kunpeng Group purchased over 400 acres of land in Nanjing and Panzhou, undertaking a whirlwind of large-scale construction.

Kunpeng Group created a significant impact in Panzhou and Nanjing. By the end of the year, eight projects had been completed. However, tragically, most projects failed to commence production due to immature technology. Of the three projects still in production, none generated any profit due to low international market prices. The construction and land acquisition costs for these projects totaled 230 million yuan, and four projects remained undeveloped.

Among these four undeveloped projects were three national-level Spark Program projects promised in the prospectus. Mayor Xia and Xie Liang instructed the group to report to the Securities Commission that due to significant market changes and a weakening of technological competitive advantage, these four projects could not fulfill their commitments, requesting a delay or adjustment of the projects. Mayor Xia and Xie Liang naturally knew that constructing these projects would only result in huge expenditures without any returns. Ouyang Yiming was acutely aware that this fabricated report was something Mayor Xia and Xie Liang had no choice but to produce. Despite Mayor Xia's mediation through connections, these lies would soon become an undeniable scandal for Kunpeng Group.

On August 6th, at the group's board meeting, Xie Liang proposed establishing Shanghai Panlong Economic Development Co., Ltd., with a business scope including: sales of metal products, machinery products, and PVC profiles; investment consulting, business management consulting; wholesale and retail of building materials, decorative materials, mechanical and electronic products, daily necessities, and food and beverages. This was intended as a shortcut to recover and compensate for losses in construction projects.

Despite Ouyang Yiming's stronger opposition, it was ultimately passed by a majority vote, all under the direction of Mayor Xia of Panzhou City. At this point, Ouyang Yiming, already sidelined, was powerless to reverse the situation. He sensed the impending doom of the research institute and foresaw the potential trouble of continuing as chairman. Only then did he fully realize the monk's earlier advice, his words "retreat at the right time" flashing through his mind.

Over the years, Liu Yan rarely inquired about Ouyang Yiming's work, and Ouyang Yiming rarely discussed work with Liu Yan, but that evening, he decided to talk to her about it. On the night the board decided to establish Shanghai Panlong Economic Development Co., Ltd., Ouyang Yiming called Liu Yan to his study and said, "Liu Yan, I have a rather important decision to tell you." Liu Yan looked at him somewhat flustered and asked, "What is it?" Ouyang Yiming said in a heavy tone, "I plan to resign from my position as chairman." Liu Yan was shocked and stared at him, asking, "What happened?"

Ouyang Yiming said, "I have actually been considering this matter for a long time, and now it's time to make a decision. If I don't resign from my position as chairman, I'm worried that I might face imprisonment in the future."

Liu Yan tensed up, her heart pounding as she asked, "What happened?" Ouyang Yiming sighed and said, "Kunpeng Group is now in the hands of certain people, and I can no longer control it. They've wasted over 200 million yuan of the funds raised from the IPO, and the situation is getting worse every day. Today, these people are going to establish Panlong Economic Development Co., Ltd. in Shanghai, and the board of directors has already approved it. I know in my heart that the establishment of this company is just an attempt to take shortcuts and recoup the losses from these unprofitable projects. The remaining funds raised from the IPO may be transferred to this company. I heard..." Rumors are circulating that they established this company not for normal trading, but mainly for trading stocks and futures, which is very risky and could cause the Kunpeng Group to collapse. Losing these hundreds of millions of yuan in raised funds is a crime. Sitting in this position, I might become their scapegoat.”

Liu Yan trembled with shock and asked, “Then why didn’t you stop it?” Ouyang Yiming said, “From the beginning of the IPO plan until now, I have never agreed to it once. I have always been against it, but Mayor Xia of Panzhou City has been manipulating things behind the scenes. In the past two years, I have actually been slowly losing power, and the responsibility that I will have to bear is still mine as the chairman.” "So now I have no choice but to resign from this position as chairman." Liu Yan asked anxiously, "Does resigning now mean you can get rid of it?"

Ouyang Yiming said, "Regarding the establishment of this company in Shanghai, I'm not sure if the rumors I've heard are reliable, but I've strongly opposed it; I feel it won't be good. From the beginning until now, I've expressed my opposition at every board meeting, but ultimately I couldn't change anything. Now that I'm resigning as chairman, whatever the Shanghai company does in the future will have nothing to do with me." He sighed and said, "Even as chairman, I actually have no control over major decisions." Since I can't change anything, I have no choice but to step down now." Liu Yan frowned and thought for a moment, then said, "In that case, make a decisive move." She paused and asked, "Do you have meeting minutes for all your board meetings?" Ouyang Yiming nodded and said, "Yes." Liu Yan said, "Before you resign, quickly make copies of the meeting minutes and keep them safe. That way, you'll have evidence in case anything happens later." Ouyang Yiming nodded and said, "Alright, I'll do that tomorrow."

Liu Yan pondered for a while and asked, "Yiming, do you still want to continue as dean?" Ouyang Yiming said, "I want to observe the situation first and then decide after some time." Liu Yan said:

“Yiming, you’re a bureau-level cadre now, you could easily move to another place.” Ouyang Yiming shook his head and said, “Liu Yan, you don’t understand my feelings for the research institute. I’ve watched it develop from the ground up to where it is today, and I really can’t bear to leave. Actually, it wouldn’t be difficult to move, but I just can’t bear to leave the research institute. You know I’m not interested in politics, and I won’t go to government agencies. Some research institutes are worth considering, but this research institute is truly like my own child.” As he spoke, his heart ached, and he sighed, “Let’s wait a little longer. Right now, I just want to give up the chairmanship.” "Even after they've had their fill of causing trouble, I still hope to rebuild the research institute. I can't bear to leave the staff here! Many of them have been with me since the institute's inception, and I really can't bear to see them forced to leave one day." Ouyang Yiming's eyes reddened as he spoke. "I never imagined that the research institute would be ruined like this by the involvement of government officials. It's truly heartbreaking." He sighed heavily, "I never imagined that the research institute I've painstakingly built over the years could be destroyed in an instant, that it might never recover, and that I would be powerless to stop it. I never expected this!" Tears streamed down his face.

Liu Yan grasped Ouyang Yiming's hand and said, "Yiming, this isn't your fault. Try to think positively." Ouyang Yiming nodded, tears still streaming down his face. Liu Yan knew in her heart that once they'd had their fill of causing trouble, even if Ouyang Yiming had all his abilities, it was unlikely he could revive the institute. But now she couldn't say anything to Ouyang Yiming. She understood his feelings for the research institute and his current mood… The next morning, Ouyang Yiming called the director of the board secretary's office into his office as soon as he arrived at work. The director of the board secretary's office was someone Ouyang Yiming had personally promoted, so naturally he was very loyal to Ouyang Yiming.

Ouyang Yiming knew this.

Ouyang Yiming asked, "Do you have all the meeting minutes from the beginning of the IPO planning to now?" The director of the board secretary's office said, "Yes, I do." Ouyang Yiming said, "Make me a copy of all the meeting minutes from the beginning of the IPO to yesterday." The director of the board secretary's office looked at him blankly for a moment, then got up and walked to Ouyang Yiming's side, saying, "Dean, are you going to report these materials to the higher-ups?"

Ouyang Yiming looked at him. The director of the board secretary's office said, "Dean, you must take care of this matter, otherwise our research institute will be ruined by Xie Liang and his gang. Dean, it hasn't been easy for our research institute to develop to where it is today!" As he spoke, his eyes were filled with tears. Ouyang Yiming's heart tightened. He looked at him and said, "Now is not the time to talk about this. Do this: take the meeting minutes out and go to the street to make copies. Don't let anyone in the unit know. I need these things for other purposes." The director of the board secretary's office nodded repeatedly and said, "Dean, don't worry, I'll take care of it."

Just as the director of the board secretary's office left, Wu Yingying, who had been the director of the biochemical research and development department a few years ago, came into Ouyang Yiming's office. After sitting down, she sighed and said, "Ouyang, I suppose you already know that many people are talking about that company that was set up in Shanghai. People say that the company was set up to trade stocks and related futures. Is that true?" Ouyang Yiming was silent for a moment before speaking, "The board of directors didn't say that." Wu Yingying said impatiently, "Ouyang, you should know in your heart that if that's the case, all that money will be poured into those risky investments, and the research institute will be finished." Ouyang Yiming looked at her, then turned back, lowered his head and thought for a moment before saying, "Yingying, I have no power to stop it now. Government officials are using their status as major shareholders to get involved; I'm powerless to stop them." Wu Yingying glared at him and asked, "Ouyang, are we just going to let them run wild like this?"

Ouyang Yiming sighed and said, "Yingying, the situation isn't like it was a few years ago. Now it's a board system..." Although I am the chairman, some decisions still require board approval. Yingying, I've also considered the matter of establishing Shanghai Panlong Company, as you mentioned. I've also considered the possibility that they might misappropriate these raised funds for other purposes, but right now we only have suspicions. Even if Panlong Company really needs the funds, it can be handled through normal lending procedures. Yingying, don't discuss this with others now; let's talk about it in a few days.”

Wu Yingying lowered her head and thought for a while before saying, “Ouyang, I'm really worried that our research institute will collapse. It hasn't been easy for our research institute to reach its current scale, a unit with six or seven hundred people. What will happen if it collapses? What will happen to these employees?” "How will we live? Ouyang, I'm really worried!" He paused, then continued, "There's still some discussion downstairs. Our company's employee housing is still only partially provided. If it really collapses, these people might try to take over the employees' housing. Then, so many employees might be homeless. This concerns the livelihood of every single employee."

Ouyang Yiming's heart tightened upon hearing this. He thought for a moment and said, "Don't think about it too seriously. A listed company won't just collapse like that. Okay, let's go back. Don't think about these issues too much right now, and especially don't talk about them with anyone. My mind is also very confused." Ouyang Yiming knew that he couldn't tell anyone about resigning now. Otherwise, it would cause a huge uproar.

After Wu Yingying left, Ouyang Yiming pondered her words. After a while, he secretly decided that he must resolve the issue of employee housing ownership before resigning, as it concerned the vital interests of many employees in the research institute and industrial park. He truly had no idea what the future of Kunpeng Group would hold. He would do as much as he could… Around eleven o'clock, the director of the board secretary's office entered Ouyang Yiming's office carrying a briefcase. He hurried to Ouyang Yiming's desk and said, "It's all done." As he spoke, he took out several photocopies from the briefcase. Ouyang Yiming took them, looked at them, and said, "Thank you." He then put the photocopies back into the briefcase. The director of the board secretary's office said, "Dean, I know your difficulties, but..." Ouyang Yiming said, "Don't tell anyone about photocopying these documents." The director of the board secretary's office said, "I understand." Then he said, "Then I'll go back." Ouyang Yiming nodded, watching the director of the board secretary's office turn and leave. Ouyang Yiming picked up the phone and called the office director, saying, "Xie Liang hasn't gone back yet, has he?" Xie Liang is the group's deputy general manager and also the deputy dean of the research institute, in charge of the affairs of the Panzhou Industrial Zone. Ouyang Yiming said, "Notify him, and also notify the middle and senior managers of the research institute, to hold a meeting this afternoon." He then emphasized, "It's just a meeting of the research institute."

After the meeting in the afternoon, Ouyang Yiming said, "Today's meeting has only one agenda item, which is the housing issue of our research institute's employees, including the housing of employees of our research institute and the industrial zone. This issue has nothing to do with the group. Our research institute does not have any shares in the group's shareholding for these employee housing purchases, so there is no need to bring it to the board of directors for discussion. Our research institute has the right to decide this matter. As everyone knows, the housing issue of employees involves the interests of most employees, including those of us here today. Therefore, we are holding this meeting specifically..." This meeting is to study and resolve this issue. Since our research institute started selling housing to our employees, everyone knows that the housing we've provided is all partial ownership, or incomplete ownership. That is, the employees have a portion of the property rights, and the research institute has a portion. Now, our research institute is financially sound, as it's part of a listed company. Therefore, I propose today that the research institute return all the housing to the employees who purchased the properties and those who received housing as a reward. In other words, our research institute relinquishes its original ownership of the properties and returns all ownership rights to the employees who received housing.” As soon as he finished speaking, the meeting room fell silent, then erupted in enthusiastic applause. Most of the cadres understood Ouyang Yiming's thinking perfectly well; this matter concerned the vital interests of almost all employees and could not be ignored. Wu Yingying looked at him and lowered her head.

Xie Liang leaned over and whispered to Ouyang Yiming, “I haven't heard you mention this before.” Ouyang Yiming glanced at him and said, “Aren't we talking about it now? Calling all our middle and upper-level cadres here is to solicit everyone's opinions!” Xie Liang was somewhat embarrassed. Ouyang Yiming looked at the crowd below and said, "Now, anyone with a different opinion can speak up." Xie Liang, though uncomfortable, wasn't foolish enough to voice his disagreement here. Opposing such a thing would invite criticism from almost everyone in the research institute and industrial park.

Ouyang Yiming looked at the crowd and said, "Since no one objects, let's vote by raising hands." He then raised his hand. All the attending officials raised their hands. Xie Liang also raised his hand.

Ouyang Yiming laughed heartily and said, "All approved! Director Liang, this matter should still be handled by your property management office. Hurry up! It shouldn't be too complicated; it's just a matter of procedures. We're handling the property certificates uniformly now, and then we'll issue them to each individual homeowner. I hope the property management office will organize its staff to go all out. If there aren't enough people, we can coordinate; Director Ma in the office can send someone to help. Another point I want to propose is that all expenses incurred in processing these property certificates will be borne by the research institute. Haha, for our research institute, it's a drop in the ocean. For the sake of our employees, the research institute won't be concerned about such a small expense. Director Liang, Director Ma, are there any difficulties?" Director Liang said, "No problem."

Director Ma said, "I will definitely cooperate fully." Ouyang Yiming smiled and nodded, then turned to ask another vice-dean, "Do you have any instructions?" The vice-dean shook his head. Ouyang Yiming said, "Alright, that's settled then. Director Liang, Director Ma, I'll give you ten days. Within ten days, you must complete all the property certificates and hand them over to the homeowners." Director Liang smiled and said, "Don't worry, Dean, I guarantee I'll complete the task." Director Ma also said no problem. So Ouyang Yiming adjourned the meeting.

This became explosive news at the research institute that afternoon. Everyone understood why Ouyang Yiming had done this; in their discussions, they expressed their gratitude to the young, elderly dean.

That evening, Wu Yingying and Li Xuan went to Ouyang Yiming's house. Liu Yan invited them to sit down, and Ouyang Ruxue warmly greeted them. Li Xuan and Wu Yingying then chatted with Ouyang Ruxue about their studies. Seeing their expressions, Liu Yan knew they weren't there for idle chatter, so she led Ouyang Ruxue to her room. Li Xuan said, "Ouyang, weren't you a bit impulsive about what happened this afternoon?" Ouyang Yiming smiled and said, "I considered it carefully. Think about it, if I had discussed this with the vice presidents first, the first one to disagree would have been Xie Liang. This Xie Liang, relying on Mayor Xia, has become incredibly arrogant, and the other two vice presidents are just playing it safe. I know that very well. The reason I proposed this at the meeting of middle and senior management without consulting them is precisely to cut off their escape route. Li Xuan, the research institute has reached this point, and I can't ignore the employees who have worked so hard for its development. This is all I can do for the employees right now, and you all know my current situation."

Li Xuan nodded and said, "But then your Mayor Xia…" Ouyang Yiming said, "I know very well. However, they still won't be able to find any fault with me. Our property management isn't part of the group's shares. Of course, I know Xie Liang…" "I'll go back to Panzhou and embellish what I said to Mayor Xia, I don't care. I'm no longer interested in the chairman's position." Wu Yingying said, "Even though I brought up the real estate issue in front of you, I was still quite surprised when you mentioned it at the meeting this afternoon. I understand what you mean. This matter has caused a great stir among the research institute staff, and your image among them has improved a lot. But Ouyang, we are indeed worried about you personally." Ouyang Yiming laughed a few times and said, "Don't worry about me, I have my own plans. We are best friends, and as long as you support me in your hearts, I will be satisfied."

Li Xuan thought for a moment, looked at Ouyang Yiming and asked, "Ouyang, what are your plans? Can you tell us? Ouyang, your matter is also our matter. Let's discuss it and give each other some ideas." Ouyang Yiming pondered for a while and said, "You all know the current situation of Kunpeng Group." With government leaders involved, I've essentially been sidelined within the group." Wu Yingying asked, "Ouyang, what do you mean by saying you no longer care much about the chairman's position? Are you...?" Ouyang Yiming didn't answer, and Li Xuan said:

“Ouyang’s consideration is correct.” Wu Yingying turned to look at her. Li Xuan said, “Ouyang, but can’t we look for another way?” Ouyang Yiming understood what Li Xuan meant and said, “There’s no need. Everything they’ve done is flawless; you won’t find any loopholes. I understand the other way you mentioned; without evidence, it’s impossible to convince anyone. Now that Panlong Company in Shanghai has been approved by the board of directors, it’s legal for the group to transfer funds to Panlong Company through interbank loans. Once the funds are transferred to Panlong Company, I can’t control how they’re used. The only thing I can do now is not to be trapped by them. By then, I won’t be able to get out even if I want to. So, I plan to resign as chairman after this change of ownership of employee housing. I have nothing to hide from you two, but before this decision is implemented, I don’t want you two to tell anyone, including your husbands.”

Liu Yan said, “Li Xuan, Yingying, Yiming has been like a brother to you two since school. You understand his decision. After all, the research institute is his life's work, and he's heartbroken, but he has no choice but to do this. You both know Yiming's character and personality; he doesn't like to engage in backstabbing or intrigue. But he can't stop things at the group now, so why waste his energy on that? We just want to live a peaceful life. I don't know about what's going on in your area, and although Yiming never tells me, I can see that he's been unhappy for the past year or two. As his wife, I don't want him to live like this. He's a researcher, after all. If he retires and focuses on research, he'll feel better. I just hope he can be happy. We don't care about the chairman's position.” Li Xuan and Wu Yingying nodded.

Li Xuan sighed and said, "That's for the best. Rather than sitting in this position without real power and having to bear the potential responsibilities for them, stepping down in time is absolutely the right thing to do."

Ouyang Yiming said, "I think that after I resign from the position of chairman, I can still focus on scientific research as the director of the research institute to the greatest extent possible. I also hope that the Shanghai company established by the group is not what we suspected, and that it can operate normally. I hope they don't do anything foolish that they can't take back." In Ouyang Yiming's mind, he still wanted to generate some benefits from scientific research. Or, in this way, there was still a chance to save the fate of the research institute.

Wu Yingying sighed and said, "You've already done your best. Let whoever caused the trouble bear the consequences. As long as you are safe and sound, that's our hope." Ouyang Yiming sighed heavily.

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