My first love

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My first relationship was at the same company. Because I'm fairly handsome, 178cm tall, which is relatively tall in the Pearl River Delta, she pursued me. I'm pretty honest, but also a bit of a closet pervert. She initiated our first time having sex. I'd watched a lot of porn before and knew what it was like, but I wasn't very good at gentle foreplay. I was too rough with her, and she was uncomfortable, so we stopped. For a while afterward, we'd foreplay first, and when she got aroused, she'd become very wet. We ended up having sex in many places (toilets, lobby, etc.). Because I watch a lot of porn, I like to explore different sex positions and locations, and I also enjoy licking a woman's vagina. Sometimes it's a kind of psychological satisfaction, and sometimes I think I have a rather heavy taste. A few times when I gave her oral sex, she even had an orgasm. She said the feeling was different from the orgasm during regular sex. I like watching anal sex videos and have always wanted to try it. My ex-girlfriend had several boyfriends, which bothered me at the time, but when two people love each other, it doesn't really matter anymore. I believe a woman's willingness to have anal sex with you truly indicates her love for you. However, due to nervousness, penetration failed after a few attempts, and they stopped doing it. Later, when I wanted to lick her vagina, she wouldn't let me lick her anus, saying it was too dirty.

Later, her health wasn't good, and she would always lie on the bed during sex, barely moving. Coupled with other life issues, the passion faded during sex; sometimes it would last half an hour without me ejaculating, leaving me exhausted, and I'd just wait for her to fall asleep before masturbating to release my pent-up desires. Then I thought about finding something I enjoyed. When licking her vagina, I'd use my fingers to apply some of her vaginal fluid and slowly insert them into her anus, first scraping around the anus, then inserting them while scraping her vagina. I could feel her body arousing. Each time, I'd insert one finger into her anus, feeling very excited myself, and she felt incredibly good too. Doing it this way made it easier for me to ejaculate, and she reached orgasm more easily. You guys can try it too, let's discuss it.

Later, due to life issues, she always wanted to start a business, while I felt a simple life was fine. She thought my frugality wasn't worthwhile, which sometimes bothered me. Plus, her health wasn't good, and she didn't take care of herself. She also failed in business several times, losing money and damaging her health. When our worldviews and values diverged further and further, I eventually couldn't support her anymore, and we had to separate.

We were separated for about a year afterward. I didn't want to find a girlfriend because I had no money, still had debts to pay off, and didn't want to hurt anyone else. I felt like a failure. Sometimes when I needed to release my pent-up emotions, I'd find a female escort (qm) because I liked anal sex. I specifically looked for qm who offered anal sex, but there weren't many. I found anal sex to be really pleasurable, much better than vaginal penetration (at least in terms of finding a qm). I'd met with qm a few times, just to release my pent-up emotions, but I never felt that desired feeling, so I didn't really want to go anymore.

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