My time as an adult film actress in Japan: losing my virginity, my first filming experience.

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I rarely thought about that period afterward, but while cleaning my room, I accidentally found a few photos I hadn't destroyed. After a great deal of internal struggle, I decided to write about this experience.
In 2005, I came to Japan alone to study. The cost of living in Tokyo is extremely high, although salaries are generally high, so the pressure of such high consumption is naturally less. The allowance my family gave me was insufficient to cover such expenses. If I was frugal, I could barely manage, but I couldn't always refuse necessary student gatherings.
I wanted to work part-time, but there seemed to be a sense of resistance towards Chinese people; I went to many stores and was rejected each time. Of course, some of my classmates also faced financial difficulties. They liked to wear designer brands, unlike in China where luxury goods aren't only for those from wealthy families. Here, luxury goods were necessities for them.
If they lacked pocket money, some girls would stand by the street and ask wealthy older men, "Uncle, could you give me some pocket money?"
The words were subtle, but everyone understood.
The Japanese are far more open about sex than the Chinese. Later, after being scouted by a talent agent named Hisato, I resolutely embarked on the path of no return—becoming an AV actress. Because most of the girls around me had engaged in sex work for money, my sexual attitudes gradually became more open.
After signing the contract with the company, they gave me a form outlining my acceptable range, including options like telling erotic stories, masturbation, oral sex, foot fetish, and many others. I chose some of the more normal ones based on the plot; some, like eating feces, were too extreme and beyond my tolerance.
Although I had boyfriends before, I had never had actual sexual intercourse. In this industry, virgins are extremely rare, so my first paycheck was relatively high.

After showering, a staff member handed me an extremely revealing maid outfit. Most of the staff present were men, and there was no clearing of the set like in domestic film productions. My entire sexual encounter with the male actor would be witnessed by many people, and because it was my first time, I was incredibly nervous and considered backing out.
When I changed and went to the living room, I finally saw the belated male lead. He wasn't quite what I'd imagined. He wasn't very tall, had a big belly, and looked quite ordinary.
These films didn't have a script; it was all up to the actors to improvise.
When the director said "action," I pretended to be wiping a table. The maid outfit's skirt was very short, and when I bent over slightly, I felt a chill on my buttocks. The production team had given me a thong. It was my first time acting, so I wasn't very relaxed, and my bending movements were somewhat cautious. Even when I bent over, it was only for a few seconds before straightening up. I could feel the miniskirt gently slapping against my buttocks.
Just as I was basically relaxed, I felt a warmth on my buttocks. It felt like a warm worm was wriggling. I turned around in surprise and saw that the man (let's call him Youzi) was bending over, his hands on his knees, tilting his head back to lick my buttocks. The feeling was warm and wet, not too bad. But out of shyness, I instinctively dodged, turning away and saying, "No."
I was standing next to the table, and the gap wasn't large to begin with, so I didn't have much space to hide. Even though I dodged, Youzi's tongue was still sliding on my buttocks. Seeing that my expression relaxed, Youzi stood up, bent my body, and made me lie face down on the table. I still said, "No."
But no matter how I resisted, I couldn't overcome Youzi's strength. Youzi's body pressed against mine. He was only wearing underwear, and I could feel a warm, hard penis pressing against my buttocks. I twisted my body, and his penis seemed to be stimulated, becoming even harder. Youzi sucked on my earlobe and breathed in my ear, "Your buttocks are so perky, so beautiful." "His hands rubbed my breasts forcefully through my clothes.
A sense of fear welled up inside me, and I began to struggle desperately. But Youzi whispered in my ear, 'I'll make you feel very comfortable in a moment. I can smell you. You're still a virgin, aren't you?'
Hearing Youzi's words, I felt a chill run through my body. My resistance was futile; it only excited Youzi more. He reached his hands under my clothes and directly pinched my breasts. To cooperate with the filming, he even pulled my breasts out of my clothes and kneaded my nipples with his fingers. My nipples were too sensitive; a tingling sensation spread through my chest. Perhaps because I wasn't used to it, to be honest, I didn't feel comfortable. I pushed him away with my elbows, and he flipped me over, carrying me to the bed despite my resistance.

To my surprise, there were ropes securing the four headboards of his bed. He tied my hands and feet together, and for some reason, a sense of despair arose within me. Although I knew that having signed the contract meant I was on this path of no return, when I actually experienced it, I found that the fear and trembling of my emotions were still beyond my control." I asked, "What are you doing?"
He lay on top of me, pulling my breasts, which were already half-covered, out of the neckline of my clothes, and started playing with my nipples. The sensation was tingling and numbing. I gritted my teeth to stop myself from crying out, but he pried my teeth open with his tongue and sucked on my tongue forcefully.
After playing with my nipples for a while, he probably got tired of it and started licking the areolas of my breasts with his tongue. The gentle, wet, and warm feeling was really comfortable. Just when I was feeling comfortable, he suddenly slapped my nipples. A sharp, pleasurable pain pierced my body, and I cried out, "Ah!"
"Does it feel good? You asked me what I'm doing. Of course, I'm going to make you feel good," he said ambiguously in my ear, looking at my expression with satisfaction.
After saying that, he knelt on the bed and played with my nipples again. He probably especially liked watching my reaction when he sucked on my nipples, sucking even more vigorously. As he sucked, his hand slowly slid down, reaching inside my underwear. I jolted and tried to get up, but because I was tied up, it was difficult to get up. I cried out, "No, please, please don't!"
But he ignored my reaction, his hand tracing the mounds of my pubic hair, pressing against my clitoris. At first, it was gentle, and I felt my body soften. The pleasure was indescribable, different from the pleasure of sucking a nipple. My breathing became heavy, and I closed my eyes, savoring the sensation.
Suddenly, I felt my underwear being pulled down between my thighs, and Youzi buried his head in my genitals. I knew what he was going to do and tried to arch my legs, but Youzi held them down with his arms. He skillfully traced my labia minora and clitoris with his tongue, the warm, wet sensation sending a shiver through me. My vagina felt wet and itchy, and fluid began to flow. Then, his tongue slid to the entrance of my vagina and sucked hard. I felt as if my body had been drained, and I shuddered.
Youzi looked up and smiled at me, "You came so quickly, your body is quite sensitive."
He then began to kiss me forcefully, and I felt a flood of fluid beneath me. He kneaded my nipple with one hand, and with the other, he reached under my body, his hand smeared with some vaginal fluid. He slowly pushed his finger into my vagina.
I was so nervous that my buttocks clenched tightly. At first, he drew circles around my vagina, his fingers gently rotating, making my lower body itch. When he saw me smile, he forcefully pushed his finger in. I cried out in pain, looking at him with teary eyes, "Be gentle, be gentle."
But he wouldn't listen, forcefully thrusting his finger in and out, the excruciating pain shooting through my lower body. My vagina was dry. He
rubbed my clitoris hard with his hand, and the newly stimulated clitoris couldn't withstand it, a wave of itching washing over me. I tried to escape but couldn't, and could only endure it. But slowly, this itching transformed into an even greater pleasure. Finally, he pinched my clitoris hard, and my body trembled, more fluid flowing out.
Taking advantage of this moment, Youzi pulled down his underwear and forcefully pushed his already erect penis into my lower body. Although there was a lot of lubrication, it still hurt terribly. It felt like something foreign was stuck in my lower body, and I cried out in pain, "Be gentle!"
He continued thrusting forcefully, as if he hadn't heard me. I don't know if it was a hallucination, but I smelled blood. I felt incredibly uncomfortable, yet I had to endure his thrusting. Throughout the entire process, I didn't experience the pleasure described in the novels. I closed my eyes and counted down.
After he pulled out, he ejaculated directly onto my face. The fishy smell slid down my cheeks, and I couldn't help but ask. I opened my eyes and saw the camera slowly zooming in on me. I felt finally relieved.
After filming, I lay on the bed for a few minutes before getting up and walking to the bathroom. Youzi had just finished showering and was still only wearing his underwear. I felt a little embarrassed, but he smiled at me naturally and greeted me.
Later, I asked the director how my performance was. The director looked at me seriously, patted my shoulder, and said, "For your first time, you captured the pain very well, but you should try to show a sense of ecstasy. Also, you must learn to moan. Many viewers like to hear women moaning in bed."
This was my first experience filming, and I really didn't enjoy it much.
【over】

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