Mother and daughter neighbors (46-50)

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(Because I didn't update yesterday, I'm posting two installments today. This is the second one. I hope everyone will leave comments and support me, thank you.)

46.
Fang Mei is getting married. She and her husband Zhang Qiang are scheduled to hold their wedding on National Day. I didn't expect her to invite Hao Dawei and me.
When Hao Dawei handed me Fang Mei's wedding invitation, he said, "This woman and her new husband are really not low-key. Both of them are divorced, and they're actually having a wedding like this!"
I don't know why Fang Mei invited me to her wedding. Logically speaking, she hated me so much before that she shouldn't want to see me. But then I thought, maybe it's because Zhao Li and her unborn child died so tragically that she couldn't bear it? Or maybe she found some balance in her mind and didn't hate me so much anymore.
One evening in early September, Huang Shanshan was filming an advertisement in Sanya for the past few days. I left Hao Dawei and Chen Meiyan's house alone after having dinner.
Because I'd had a few drinks with Hao Dawei, I didn't drive. The road wasn't too far, so I walked along the street towards my home, hoping to finish my drink.
As I walked, I saw a young couple on the sidewalk pushing a stroller with a baby a few months old, playing with the child as they walked. I thought to myself, if Zhao Li hadn't had that accident, my child would be about this age now, probably like them, out with Zhao Li and my child!
Suddenly, sadness overwhelmed me, and tears welled up in my eyes. I didn't want to go home alone, so I found a bar nearby and started drinking.
I drank glass after glass, completely lost in my own world, when a woman's sweet voice rang in my ear, "Handsome, are you alone? Can you buy me a drink?"
I looked up and saw a woman in her early twenties, with a voluptuous figure and sexy clothes, standing in front of me. She was flashing a captivating smile and equally alluring cleavage. She was clearly the kind of girl who frequented nightclubs; to put it bluntly, she was a prostitute.
I was feeling down and annoyed, so I said coldly, "I'm annoyed! Go find someone else."
The girl simply sat down next to me, took my arm with both hands, and said coquettishly, "Brother, I know you're annoyed, that's why I wanted to keep you company!"
"Get lost!" I shouted.
The girl stood up abruptly and yelled, "What's with the yelling? What makes you so great? Idiot."
She pointed at me again and said, "You just wait," before walking away cursing.
I continued drinking. As the saying goes, drowning your sorrows in alcohol only makes them worse, and I soon got completely drunk and slumped on the bar.
In my hazy state, I heard a woman say, "That's him," and then I was grabbed by the back of my collar and lifted up. A rather burly man said to me in a Northeastern accent, "Who the hell are you? You dared to yell at my little sister just now, let's go outside and have a word with you." There
was another man and the woman standing next to him. I shoved him and drunkenly said, "Get out of here."
"Hey! You think you can be so tough? I'll kill you!" the burly man from Northeast China said, about to punch me.
Just then, the bar owner came out and stopped him. "Buddy, buddy, calm down, calm down. He's my friend, he's drunk, don't take it to heart."
Seeing the owner's words, the burly man couldn't refuse, so he pointed at me and cursed a few times before leaving with the man and woman. After they left, the bar owner called Fang Mei's cell phone.
It turned out the bar owner was Fang Mei's classmate; he had even seen me before, but I hadn't known it was his bar.
Fang Mei's classmate told her on the phone, "Your brother-in-law is here, he's really drunk, and he just got into a fight with someone. Why don't you come over and check on him?"
A while later, Fang Mei came to the bar, snatched my glass, and said coldly, "Let's go back."
I stammered, "I...I don't want to go back, I...I...I want to drink..."
as I reached for the glass again. Fang Mei glanced away impatiently, pulled me up, and helped me out. As she dragged me, I asked her who she was. She said, "I'm your grandpa."
After leaving the bar, she shoved me into her car and sped away.
When we arrived at my house, Fang Mei pressed the door key; I hadn't changed the code.
As soon as I entered, I couldn't hold it in anymore and staggered to the bathroom. Fang Mei helped me up while complaining, "Hey! Slow down."
Once in the bathroom, I knelt down on the toilet and vomited violently. Fang Mei squatted beside me and patted my back, saying, "Drink, drink, drink until you die!"
After finally finishing, I sat on the floor with my back against the toilet, splattered all over my face and body from the vomit. Fang Mei first wiped my face with a towel, then squeezed toothpaste onto a toothbrush, filled it with mouthwash, and handed me the toothbrush and cup.
I took it and brushed my teeth, asking her as I did so, "Who are you?"
"Your mother!" Fang Mei replied irritably.
After I finished brushing my teeth, she saw my messy state, gritted her teeth, and took off my clothes. After she finished, she turned on the shower and rinsed me off.
I was still very drunk, muttering, "I want to drink, I want... to drink."
As I spoke, I hugged her again. Fang Mei complained, "Oh! Don't move, you've splashed it all over me."
After finally washing and drying me off, she carried me to the bedroom and put me on the bed.
I murmured "Lily," "Lily," and drifted off to sleep. Fang Mei sat on the edge of the bed watching me, tears welling up in her eyes.
After all that commotion, Fang Mei was covered in sweat. Seeing that I was snoring, she went into the master bathroom to shower.
While I was washing, I suddenly needed to urinate and rushed into the bathroom. Caught off guard, Fang Mei could only cover her chest with one hand and her lower body with the other, turning away.
I finished urinating without a care in the world, then went back to bed and continued to sleep soundly.
I don't know how long I slept, but I opened my blurry, drunken eyes and saw a woman sitting by the bed looking at me; it seemed to be Zhao Li.
"Lili, Lili, you're back?" Overwhelmed with emotion, I sat up and hugged her, sobbing uncontrollably . "Lili, I missed you so much, where did you go?"
Fang Mei could only hug me, tears streaming down her face as well. As I cried, I kissed her lips. She pushed me away
and slapped me. I stared at her blankly, and she stared back at me. After a while, she gently lifted my head and kissed me, then we fell onto the bed.
Fang Mei kissed me while taking off her clothes, quickly becoming naked. I rolled over and pinned her down, penetrating her deeply…
Fang Mei cried uncontrollably as we made love. Only then did she realize that all her previous hatred for me stemmed from how much she had loved me in the past.
I hadn't been with a woman in a long time, and in my dazed state, I mistook Fang Mei for Zhao Li, becoming incredibly aroused. I quickly brought Fang Mei to orgasm, and I ejaculated profusely myself.
When I came to my senses, I initially thought I was dreaming, but then I found a woman beside me, naked like me. I looked again, and this woman was Fang Mei.
I panicked, stammering, “Fang… Fang Mei, how… how is it you? You… what are you doing here?”
“You were drunk, so I brought you back,” Fang Mei said, looking at me.
“I… I’m sorry, I was drunk, I… I don’t know what happened?”
I stammered incoherently, frantically searching for clothes, only to find they weren’t with me; Fang Mei had taken them to the bathroom.
Just as I was feeling incredibly embarrassed, Fang Mei tugged at me. "Hey! It's not like this is the first time we've done it. I'm a woman and it's nothing, what are you being so dramatic about, you big man?"
I sat on the edge of the bed with my back to her, not daring to look at her naked body, still muttering to myself, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Fang Mei rolled her eyes at me from behind. "Don't worry, I won't bother you. I'm getting married soon, we've already got the marriage certificate."
Only then did I remember that she was going to have her wedding with Zhang Qiang soon. This made me even more terrified.
Fang Mei hugged me from behind, her full breasts pressed tightly against my back, her face against the back of my neck, and murmured, "Shaoyan, we can't be together in this life because we're not destined to be together, I don't blame you..."
She started crying as she spoke, sobbing silently. After a long while, I gently pried her hands away, turned around and cupped her tear-streaked face in my hands, and whispered, "But I still owe you in this life, I'll repay you in the next life, okay?"
She gazed at me, called out "Shaoyan," and nestled into my arms, crying again.
After she stopped crying, we lay on the bed in each other's arms, chatting about whatever came to mind. I told her that Hao Dawei had married my sister Chen Meiyan, and that Chen Meiyan was three months pregnant.
"Really?" Fang Mei said in surprise, nestled in my arms. "Meiyan actually married Dawei and is pregnant with his child?"
She found it hard to believe and asked, "Shaoyan, are you sure you can trust Dawei with your sister?"
"What can I do if I'm not? They're already together, and she's pregnant," I said, holding her close. "But Dawei seems like a completely different person since he got together with Meiyan. I hardly recognize him anymore." Fang
Mei murmured, snuggling against me, "Maybe it's just a matter of one thing overcoming another!"
Later, we did it again. She gave me oral sex for a while before straddling me and taking my penis in her mouth, moving up and down. I supported myself on the bed with my hands, sat up straight, and took turns sucking on her nipples. She cupped my face and kissed me.
"Shaoyan, I love you, I really love you!" "Between the passionate kiss, she said through tears.
But I still couldn't bring myself to say 'I love you' to her.
When I woke up that morning, Fang Mei was gone. What I didn't know was that while I was asleep, she sat by the bed, silently watching me for a long time, tears streaming down her face...

47.
During the National Day holiday, Fang Mei and Zhang Qiang's wedding was held as scheduled. I attended their wedding with Hao Dawei and Chen Meiyan.
The wedding was held in the garden of a five-star hotel, after which the guests moved to the hotel's Chinese restaurant. Holding a wedding of this scale in such a place was enough to show Zhang Qiang's wealth. If it weren't for Fang Mei's police officer status, his lavish affair would probably have been even more extravagant.
At the wedding, we exchanged pleasantries with Fang Mei's parents, who already knew that Hao Dawei and Chen Meiyan had married and..." Hao Ni was pregnant. Upon seeing Chen Meiyan, Hao Ni kept calling her "Auntie," showing she was already quite close to her stepmother from previous interactions.
We also met Zhang Ning and her husband; she had recently given birth. Because of Fang Mei, Zhang Ning was also familiar with Hao Dawei, and she offered her blessings for Hao Dawei becoming a father again.
After the wedding officially began, amidst the wedding march and a shower of colorful confetti, Fang Mei, arm in arm with her father, slowly walked from the starting point of the wedding stage towards their new bride waiting nearby. Lang Zhangqiang walked in.
Fang Mei, in a white wedding dress, her cleavage subtly revealed, was so beautiful, so stunning it was hard to look away. I couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions; happy that she had found her ideal husband and would live a life of wealth and comfort, but also feeling a sense of loss for myself.
After all, a woman so beautiful and outstanding had once loved me so passionately, and now she was marrying someone else. Any man would inevitably feel a pang of sadness.
The ceremony proceeded step by step according to the established procedures, with the officiant and witness taking turns to speak. The officiant was... Zhang Qiang's business friend, also a big boss, naturally showered him with praise, calling him a promising young talent and an industry elite.
The officiant, Fang Mei's boss, jokingly called Fang Mei the "flower of the police station" and the goddess of his male colleagues, urging Zhang Qiang to treat her well.
The stage was filled with witty remarks, and the audience cheered and laughed; the wedding was a lively affair. The emcee then asked Zhang Qiang, as per procedure, if he would remain devoted to Fang Mei through thick and thin, in sickness and in health, and in death. Zhang Qiang gazed at Fang Mei and loudly declared into the microphone, "Fang Mei, I will love you forever."
The audience erupted in applause. When it was Fang Mei's turn, she hesitated slightly, then said in a softer voice, "I will love you forever." Applause
erupted again from the audience. At that moment, I knew that my fate with Fang Mei in this life had come to an end, and my feelings were inexplicably complicated.
As the banquet drew to a close, the three of us said goodbye to Fang Mei's parents and suggested that we take Hao Ni back to stay for a couple of days so that they and Fang Mei could relax a bit. Fang Mei's parents readily agreed.
Then we found the bride and groom to say goodbye. At that time, Zhang Qiang was entertaining a group of business friends, and Fang Mei was at another table. He politely invited us to stay and have dinner before leaving, but Hao Dawei said that his wife was not feeling well and said goodbye first.
Zhang Qiang led us to Fang Mei's table, where she was chatting and laughing with her colleagues from the police station. Seeing her radiant smile, I wondered to myself, is she really happy now? Perhaps she is! Love is not everything in life. A respectable husband, a wealthy life, a harmonious marital relationship, and the envious glances of others are enough to make an ordinary woman happy and content.
Zhang Ning asked me, "Brother Chen, are you leaving already?" "
I laughed and said, 'I have some things to do this afternoon, and besides, my sister is heavily pregnant, so it's not good for her to stay long.'
Zhang Qiang, Fang Mei, and we went to the side. Zhang Qiang gently punched Hao Dawei's chest and laughed, 'I also want to congratulate you! Dawei, you're going to be a father again.'
Chen Meiyan gently stroked her swollen belly, her face showing the joy of becoming a mother again. Hao Dawei smiled and said, 'Thank you, and I wish you a healthy baby soon.'
'That's a must!' Zhang Qiang laughed heartily, 'By the way, you didn't have a wedding ceremony, so you must make up for it after the baby is born. I'll give you a big red envelope then.'
As they were talking, Fang Mei secretly glanced at me, her gaze complicated.
After shaking hands with Hao Dawei and Chen Meiyan, Zhang Qiang shook hands with me, 'Brother-in-law, I had too many social engagements today, so please forgive me for not being able to entertain you properly.'
'Not at all, not at all. You go ahead with your work. '" "I laughed.
I could clearly sense that Zhang Qiang's enthusiastic attitude masked his rejection of me.
Chen Meiyan, holding Hao Ni's hand, said, "Ni'er, say goodbye to Mommy and Uncle."
Hao Ni did as she was told, and Zhang Qiang stroked her little face, "Ni'er, Uncle and Mommy will come to pick you up in a couple of days."
Fang Mei squatted down and kissed her daughter, saying, "Ni'er, listen to Daddy and Auntie!"
"Don't worry! Ni'er is very obedient," Chen Meiyan laughed.
After saying goodbye to Zhang Qiang and Fang Mei, we went to the parking lot. Hao Dawei breathed a sigh of relief, "It's finally over. I never thought I'd have the chance to attend my ex-wife's wedding in this lifetime."
Chen Meiyan laughed and playfully hit him. Hao Dawei picked up his daughter and said, "Daughter, how about Daddy takes you to the zoo?"
Hao Ni clapped her hands and said, "Okay! Okay!" Chen Meiyan
laughed, "Then let's go!"
She then said to me, "Brother, what about you?"
I smiled slightly and said, "I'm not going." “
Want to come along? You don’t have anything else to do,” Hao Dawei said.
"You three go ahead, I'm going back to rest," I said. "Meiyan, be careful with your belly."
Chen Meiyan said, "It's fine."
"Okay, do as you please," Hao Dawei said, carrying his daughter and running towards his car.
"Goodbye, brother!" Chen Meiyan waved to me, turned around and chased after him, linking her arm with Hao Dawei's.
I called out, "Meiyan, slow down!" Looking at their happy family of three, I couldn't help but think to myself, Hao Dawei and Chen Meiyan have both found their happy endings, Fang Mei has married a wealthy businessman, and only I am still alone.
A touch of melancholy crept into my heart. I shook my head and smiled bitterly, then walked towards the road outside the hotel.
After the National Day holiday, Huang Shanshan was going to report to a new film crew. She would be playing an important role in her third television series. It was a period drama, to be filmed in multiple locations, including Hengdian World Studios, for a period of six months.
This was Huang Shanshan's first time being away from home for so long to film. The night before she went to report to the set, we gathered at Hao Dawei and Chen Meiyan's house for a hot pot dinner to see her off. The three of us were very happy for Huang Shanshan's success.
After a few rounds of drinks, Huang Shanshan raised her glass, saying with both excitement and seriousness, "Uncles and Aunts, I have something to say."
"Okay! Go ahead." We all put down our chopsticks and looked at her with smiles.
Huang Shanshan raised her glass to me and said, "This first toast is to my guardian and my roommate, Mr. Chen Shaoyan."
We couldn't help but chuckle at her earnestness. She continued, "Uncle Chen, without you, I wouldn't be where I am today."
I quickly said, "You're too kind, too kind, Shanshan, you're exaggerating."
"Really, Uncle Chen, that's really what I think." She put down her wine glass, her beautiful eyes fixed on me, "If you hadn't encouraged me when I was at my lowest point, and even designed a role for me in the script, would I be where I am today?"
I smiled and lowered my head, saying, "Shanshan, you're where you are today entirely because of your own abilities and talent. What I did was insignificant."
"Uncle Chen, do you remember the first night we spent the night together?"
These words caused a stir. I spat out a fish ball I had just put in my mouth, Hao Dawei also spat out a mouthful of beer, and Chen Meiyan's piece of mutton fell onto the table. The three of us stared in disbelief at Huang Shanshan.
"Oh dear! What's wrong? Did I say something wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?" Huang Shanshan said coquettishly.
"No, no, Shanshan, what did you just say?" Chen Meiyan asked.
"I was talking about the first night I spent the night with Uncle Chen. Is there a problem?" Huang Shanshan asked inexplicably.
Hao Dawei patted my shoulder and laughed, "Not bad! A third-rate writer, I really didn't see that coming. You've been hiding it well."
I pushed him away and said irritably, "Go away, stop stirring things up."
Hao Dawei then smiled at Chen Meiyan and said, "Wife, all those things your brother said about me to you before were slander. Now you know, right?"
He pointed at me and continued, "My brother-in-law is the real hidden talent; he's a bit of a brooding pervert."
I glanced at Huang Shanshan, grabbed Hao Dawei's shoulder, and said, "You brat, are you still not done?"
"What are you two talking about?" Huang Shanshan was even more confused.
“Uh, let me explain…” I adjusted my glasses. “It’s like this. Around last year, before the Spring Festival, Shanshan’s mom wasn’t home. Shanshan was eliminated from the talent show for the second time in a row, and it was a pretty bad elimination…”
I looked at Huang Shanshan, who nodded. I then looked at Hao Dawei and Chen Meiyan. “She was really sad and disappointed at the time, so I comforted and encouraged her. Later, she said she didn’t want to stay home alone, so I let her sleep at my house. Actually, when Fang Min was alive, Shanshan often stayed overnight at my house.”
“Oh, I see!” the couple said in unison, Chen Meiyan even patting her chest lightly.
“Am I right, Shanshan?” I asked.
“Yes!” Huang Shanshan nodded repeatedly, “But the way you were acting just now, especially Uncle Hao…”
She suddenly realized something, her pretty face flushed red with embarrassment, and she started hitting and pinching Hao Dawei, “You’re so mean, Uncle Hao, what were you thinking? You’re so annoying!”
Hao Dawei dodged while laughing, “Shanshan, Shanshan, Uncle was just joking, just joking…”

48.
Huang Shanshan finally stopped, shouted “You’re so annoying,” hit Hao Dawei again, and then said to me, “Uncle Chen, that night you told me that roses always bloom, and I will never forget those words. Without your encouragement that night, I might not be where I am today. Also, if you hadn’t suddenly barged in to save me that day, I would have been…”
Hearing this, Hao Dawei said, “Shanshan, I also deserve credit for this! I was the one who first helped Shaoyan find out about that guy’s background.”
Huang Shanshan smiled and cried at the same time, saying, “Yes, yes, Uncle Hao.”
She wiped away her tears, raised her glass to me, “So, Uncle Chen, I toast you.”
"Shanshan, I wish you a smooth filming process. Also, don't put too much pressure on yourself, no matter what the future holds..." I held up my wine glass with my right hand and patted my right shoulder with my left, "Uncle's shoulder is always available for you."
Huang Shanshan smiled, then tears welled up in her eyes. She raised her glass with both hands, clinked it against mine, and drank it all in one gulp. I also finished my
drink. Huang Shanshan poured more wine as she spoke, "And this second glass? To my former manager, and also the mentor of my acting career, Mr. Hao Dawei..."
She raised her glass, "Uncle Hao, you really are a handsome, stylish, sexy, and especially interesting uncle..." As
Hao Dawei listened, he couldn't help but sit up straight, a smug look on his face.
"Although you seem a bit frivolous and a bit lecherous, I was actually quite worried about you back then..."
Chen Meiyan and I covered our mouths and chuckled, but Hao Dawei quickly interrupted Huang Shanshan, "Shanshan, Shanshan, is this the image you have of me?"
"What image do you want?" I laughed.
"Go away!" Hao Dawei spat at me irritably.
Huang Shanshan continued, "But you're warm, generous, righteous, and incredibly capable. You've been a huge help to me. Uncle Hao, I toast you."
"That's right, the important part is what comes next!" Hao Dawei laughed, raising his glass as well. "Shanshan! I wish you great success and that you become a star soon. By the way, if you really become a big star, don't forget us! We'll remember you when we're rich and powerful!"
"How could I, Uncle Hao?" Huang Shanshan laughed, clinking glasses with Hao Dawei again.
Next, it was Chen Meiyan's turn. Huang Shanshan raised her glass and said, "My beautiful Aunt Meiyan, thank you for taking care of me these past few days. I wish you a healthy and intelligent baby, and that you stay young and beautiful forever."
"Actually, I didn't do anything special. Thank you, Shanshan," Chen Meiyan laughed, raising her drink glass to clink glasses with Huang Shanshan instead of wine.
After Huang Shanshan drank her third cup, I said, "Shanshan, it's not important whether you become a big star in the future. What's important is that you're happy and doing well. Like I said, don't put too much pressure on yourself."
“I know, Uncle Chen,” Huang Shanshan said, wiping away her tears again. “Without you three by my side, I really don’t know what I would have done.”
She sobbed for a moment, then smiled and said, “Come on, let me toast my dearest uncle and aunt again.”
Amidst laughter, the four of them raised their glasses and clinked them together again.
On the way home, a sudden downpour began. The taxi had just reached the vicinity of the neighborhood when the road became impassable due to flooding. Seeing that the rain had lessened a bit, Huang Shanshan and I got out of the car and ran home in the rain.
I pulled Huang Shanshan’s hand and ran forward, not noticing her looking at me with a strange gaze behind me. After running for a while, I turned around and said, “Shanshan, we’re soaked to the bone.”
Huang Shanshan laughed and said, “Being soaked is good! As long as I’m with you, I’ll be fine with anything.”
My heart skipped a beat, and I pulled her along as we continued running.
Finally home, I wiped the rain from my hair and said, "Damn, this rain..."
I looked up and saw Huang Shanshan wiping her face as well. She was soaked to the bone, her dress practically transparent, revealing her alluring figure, her skin, bra, and panties clearly visible.
I was stunned. Huang Shanshan, still wiping herself, said, "Yeah! At least we're home..."
She turned and saw my gaze, staring at me blankly. At that moment, two voices argued in my ears.
One voice said, "She's so dependent on you, even likes you. Just take one step forward, and this beautiful, shapely girl will be yours. What are you waiting for?"
The other voice said, "No, you're her guardian. She's like your daughter. She's not even twenty yet. How can you have such filthy thoughts? Isn't that worse than an animal?"
The two voices kept intertwining in my ears. I slowly walked towards Huang Shanshan. Her gaze towards me became unfocused. I reached out and gently stroked her face. She closed her eyes.
“Shanshan…” I murmured.
She opened her eyes and looked at me, her gaze seemingly filled with some kind of expectation. I said with difficulty, “Go take a shower quickly, so you don’t catch a cold.”
A hint of disappointment seemed to flash in her eyes, and she softly said, “Oh…”
I walked around her and went into the bedroom.
Late at night, I lay in bed, but I couldn’t sleep at all, my mind filled with Huang Shanshan. I thought about every moment I had spent with her over the years, and what had just happened, and my heart pounded.
I asked myself, what’s wrong with me? How could I have such feelings for a girl I consider my daughter?
As I was lost in thought, there was a soft knock on the door and Huang Shanshan’s soft voice calling, “Uncle Chen, are you asleep?”
I really wanted to get up, open the door, and carry her to bed, but I turned over and closed my eyes.
That night, I tossed and turned, unable to sleep, the two voices in my mind constantly battling. Several times, I impulsively sat up in bed, ready to go out and knock on Huang Shanshan’s door, but in the end, I forced myself to lie down again. I tossed and turned until late into the night before finally falling asleep.
The next day, I took Huang Shanshan to the airport. In the waiting hall, she was reluctant to part with me, and I felt the same way, though I kept it to myself.
I smiled and said, "Shanshan, it'll be Chinese New Year in a little over three months. Then you can be with me, Uncle Hao, and Aunt Chen again. It'll be soon."
I deliberately didn't just talk about myself. She nodded, then suddenly hugged my neck and whispered in my ear, "Uncle Chen, I'll miss you."
She kissed me on the cheek, then turned and quickly pulled her suitcase toward the security gate. My heart fluttered. I gently touched the spot where she had kissed me, staring blankly at her retreating figure.
After Huang Shanshan left, the house suddenly felt empty. I felt as if a part of my heart had been taken away by her. Although this wasn't the first time she had left home to film, from the night before she left, I found myself developing feelings for her that were different from before.
Although I had always been attracted to her to some extent, I had always treated her as a daughter or a junior. Now I suddenly realize that I can't do it anymore, even though I force myself.
When I miss her, I watch videos of the TV dramas she acted in or the concerts she attended. The more I watch, the more I feel her excellence and loveliness, and the more I miss her.
I feel a sense of unease inside, yet I can't control myself.
In early November, I accompanied Chen Meiyan to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital for a prenatal checkup. Usually, Hao Dawei accompanies Chen Meiyan to every checkup, but that day Hao Dawei couldn't leave, so I, her brother, went instead.
In the corridor of the Maternal and Child Health Hospital, my brother and I unexpectedly ran into Zhang Qiang and Fang Mei. At that time, Fang Mei was holding Zhang Qiang's arm, looking very affectionate, just like any other loving couple.
After exchanging a few pleasantries, Zhang Qiang noticed Chen Meiyan linking arms with me and asked, "Is this Mrs. Chen?"
Fang Mei quickly tugged at him, "What's wrong with you? Meiyan is Dawei's wife, Shaoyan's sister. We met at the wedding! Don't you remember?"
"Oh dear!" Zhang Qiang was extremely embarrassed by his blunder, slapping his forehead and saying, "Sorry, sorry, I mistook you for someone else. I'm so sorry."
I laughed, "It's alright, you're a busy person, and you've only met once, it's normal to make a mistake."
Chen Meiyan asked, "By the way, you're here..."
Zhang Qiang put his arm around Fang Mei's shoulder and said excitedly, "We're also here for a prenatal checkup."
"Really?" Chen Meiyan smiled, "Fang Mei, you're pregnant too?"
Zhang Qiang smiled, "Yes! Meimei is over a month pregnant."
"Oh, congratulations, congratulations..." I smiled, but for some reason, I felt a little uneasy.
"Fang Mei, congratulations!" Chen Meiyan smiled and shook Fang Mei's hand.
Fang Mei gently stroked her belly, a happy smile on her face.
On the way home after my prenatal checkup, I drove silently, my mind replaying Zhang Qiang's words from the hospital and the image of Fang Mei, a happy, content woman.
Chen Meiyan, sitting in the passenger seat, glanced at me and said, "Brother, seeing that Fang Mei is pregnant with someone else's child, isn't it a little... you know?"
She hit the nail on the head, and I smiled, saying, "What do you mean 'someone else'? That's her husband."

49.
During Huang Shanshan's absence, I met a woman named Li Jing. She was a friend Chen Meiyan met at the yoga center, and over time, they became quite close.
Li Jing was in her thirties, an editor at a magazine, mainly responsible for the online version. She had been divorced for several years and had no children.
Chen Meiyan wanted to set me up with Li Jing, showing me her photo. She wore glasses, wasn't particularly beautiful, but was decent-looking, and had a good figure.
To be honest, Li Jing was a good match for me in many ways. But I wasn't in the mood for it. Firstly, I hadn't fully recovered from the grief of Zhao Li's death, and secondly, because of Huang Shanshan. The latter reason made me uneasy once again.
I hadn't planned on this blind date, but Chen Meiyan kept arguing with me, so I finally agreed to meet Li Jing.
On the day of the meeting, Chen Meiyan and I waited for a while at a Japanese restaurant before Li Jing arrived. Just like in the photos, she wasn't stunning, but definitely not ugly either; she looked very quiet and quite slender.
The atmosphere of the meeting went well. Out of consideration for Chen Meiyan, I tried to be as enthusiastic as possible in my conversation with Li Jing. She had already learned about me from Chen Meiyan and seemed quite satisfied with me after meeting me in person.
After dinner, Chen Meiyan mentioned that she had bought two movie tickets online, which were about to expire, and suggested that Li Jing and I use them that afternoon. Li Jing nodded with a smile, and how could I refuse under such circumstances?
After the movie, I asked Li Jing if she knew about my background.
Li Jing smiled and said, "Meiyan has told me everything about you. You've been married, have no children, are a writer, have published a novel, written many novels online, and several screenplays have been adapted into movies and TV series. In addition, you own three apartments in the city."
She rattled off my basic information in one breath. I smiled slightly and said, "Li Jing, I didn't know some things. Did my sister explain them to you clearly?"
Li Jing looked at me with some surprise. I continued, “I’ve been married twice. Of my three houses, one was a welfare apartment allocated to my first wife by her school, with a quarter of the property rights belonging to her parents. Another one was bought by my second wife, and the mortgage isn’t finished yet.”
I paused, then added, “Both of my previous wives died in car accidents. My second wife was killed trying to save me because someone I’d offended wanted to kill me. She was eight months pregnant at the time.”
Li Jing exclaimed in surprise, looking at me. “So, the pregnant woman who was killed a few months ago was your wife?”
I nodded at her. We fell silent. She didn’t know what to say. I gave a wry smile and said, “Maybe I’m the kind of man people call a jinx to his wives?”
Li Jing adjusted her glasses and forced a smile. “That’s superstition.”
That night, Chen Meiyan called to ask how things were going with Li Jing. I said, “Why didn’t you tell her everything? I told her everything, and I think she was pretty scared.” Chen Meiyan scolded me, “Are you stupid?” Say what needs to be said, and don't say what shouldn't be said. Why say so much?
I originally thought that after that meeting, Li Jing and I would only have that one encounter. Unexpectedly, three days after that meeting, she messaged me on WeChat, saying she wanted to commission an article from me. Their magazine's online version needed some talented authors to bolster its image.
I thought, even if we weren't meant to be, we could still be friends. Besides, writing these short articles was a piece of cake for me, so I agreed.
After the first article was published, Li Jing called me and said that my writing was excellent, and my insights were unique and profound. Their editor-in-chief greatly appreciated it and hoped that I could contribute to the magazine regularly.
And so, Li Jing and I really did become friends. We would occasionally meet for tea to discuss articles and have meals together. I think having a female friend like this in life is actually quite nice; I'll just consider her a confidante!
2020 arrived. After New Year's Day, Huang Shanshan turned 20. She wanted me to come to Hengdian to celebrate her birthday.
I asked her, "Won't the film crew celebrate with you?" She said the film crew was going to throw her a small birthday party, and some fans would be coming too.
I laughed and said, "Why should I go?" Huang Shanshan said, "It's different. I want to spend time alone with you." "
Come on! Come on!" she pleaded on the phone. I had no choice but to agree. I thought, maybe she's always been willing to treat me like a daughter. As long as I keep my little feelings for her to myself, what's wrong with that? Besides, can I stop seeing her altogether because of this little bit of ambiguity between us? Huang Xiaolei entrusted her to me.
And importantly, I haven't seen her in a long time and I miss her. Thinking about this, I couldn't help but look forward to seeing her.
Before I left, Huang Shanshan told me that it was very cold in Zhejiang, and it was snowing, so I should wear more clothes. I laughed and said, "I'm not a child. I've been keeping an eye on the weather there."
On January 6th, I first flew from Haikou to Hangzhou, and then took the high-speed train from Hangzhou to Hengdian, where I checked into a hotel near Hengdian World Studios.
I texted Huang Shanshan to say I had arrived. She seemed very excited and told me to rest at the hotel first, as she might not be able to meet me until after the crew's birthday party that evening. I told her not to worry, I would wait for her no matter how late.
At that moment, I felt as if I were waiting for a rendezvous with my lover, a feeling that made me uneasy yet inexplicably excited. I told myself that I was waiting to meet my daughter, it was no big deal.
I went out and bought a birthday cake, a bottle of red wine, and some snacks.
That evening, I ate a bowl of instant noodles in my room and saw snowflakes falling again outside the window. It never snows in Haikou; I hadn't seen snow for almost ten years, and I felt quite content.
The snow fell heavier and heavier, covering the ground. Seeing that it was late, and worried about the slippery roads due to the icy weather, I texted Huang Shanshan, suggesting that she not come tonight, as it wasn't safe on the road, and that we could meet tomorrow after the snow stopped.
Huang Shanshan, however, said that tomorrow would be different, and she was determined to come tonight no matter what. I offered to take a taxi to pick her up, but she said no, it wasn't convenient.
I knew she was a celebrity now, different from ordinary people, and needed to be discreet about who she met to avoid rumors. I could only tell her to be careful on the road.
Finally, around 8 PM, Huang Shanshan texted, saying she was in a taxi. I again told her to be careful and to tell the driver to drive slowly.
Hanging up, my heart was pounding. I reminded myself once more that I was meeting my daughter.
Twenty minutes later, the doorbell rang, and I felt an overwhelming sense of happiness.
The door opened, and Huang Shanshan stood there, wearing a fitted cashmere coat and a scarf around her neck. She looked at me with a beaming smile. "Excuse me, sir, would you like a massage?"
"You naughty boy," I pinched her cheek, grabbed her arm, and laughed, "Come on in."
Once inside, Huang Shanshan took off her scarf, sighed, and said, "Finally here."
Looking at her travel-worn appearance, I said with concern, "I told you to come tomorrow, but you wouldn't listen."
She playfully stuck out her tongue at me and then took off her cashmere coat. I took it and hung it on the coat rack.
Underneath, she was wearing a tight sweater and skinny jeans, her beautiful figure on full display. My heart started pounding.
She suddenly turned to look at me, and I quickly looked away. She wrapped her arms around my neck and laughed, "Uncle Chen, I missed you so much! Did you miss me too?"
I gently placed my hands on her waist and laughed, "Of course I missed you!"
She stared at me, "How much?"
I was a little flustered and gently patted her, "Shanshan, let's start celebrating!"
She let go of me and said, "I want to take a shower first."
"Okay." I smiled and nodded.
While Huang Shanshan was showering, I opened the cake, lit the candles, and then opened the red wine.
Hearing the shower stop abruptly, I turned off most of the lights in the room, leaving only the floor lamp, and lit the candles again.
When Huang Shanshan came out, she asked, "Uncle Chen, why did you turn off all the lights?"
I stood in the center of the room, holding the cake with burning candlelight in my hands, and began to sing, "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."
As I sang, Huang Shanshan covered her mouth, tilted her head back, and laughed. She slowly walked towards me, and when she reached me, she closed her eyes slightly and clasped her hands together in front of her chest. In the flickering candlelight, I saw tears streaming down her face.
After I finished singing the birthday song, I called out, "Shanshan, happy birthday!"
She opened her eyes, blew out the candles, took the cake from my hand, placed it on the table, hugged me, kissed me on the cheek, and said, "Uncle Chen, I love you so much."
I could only say to her, "Shanshan, cut the cake."
After turning on the light, I could see clearly that she was wearing a tight-fitting long-sleeved, long-legged outfit, which accentuated her beautiful figure, making her curves even more exquisite and shapely. I tried my best not to let my gaze fall on her.
We spread bath towels on the carpet between the two beds, placed the cake and wine glasses on the towels, and sat facing each other against the beds, drinking wine, eating cake, and chatting happily.
Huang Shanshan excitedly described the funny things that happened while filming, like an actor mispronouncing their lines, or an actor laughing instead of being supposed to be sad.
She laughed heartily as she talked. I smiled at her, thinking that she had grown up, more mature than before, yet still retained a girlish heart. Looking into her eyes, I couldn't help but feel a little lost.
Suddenly, Huang Shanshan looked at me and smiled, "Uncle Chen, why are you looking at me like that?"
I blushed, snapping back to reality, and said, "Um, Shanshan, I almost forgot to bring you your birthday present."
She smiled, "Is there another present? I thought your presence was the biggest and best gift I could receive."
"It's your birthday, of course I need a present!" I said, getting up and opening my backpack, taking out a box containing a necklace.
I sat down beside her and said, "Close your eyes."
She obediently closed her eyes. I took out a delicate white gold necklace with a jade pendant and hung it around her neck.

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"Now you can open your eyes," I smiled at her.
Huang Shanshan opened her eyes, gently stroked the jade pendant, and exclaimed "Wow!" I picked up my phone, switched to selfie mode, and said to her, "How is it? Do you like it?"
"I love it! I like anything you give me. And it's really beautiful." She was overjoyed and kissed me on the cheek again. "Thank you, Uncle Chen."
Then she said, "Uncle Chen, why did you spend so much?" "
Actually, it didn't cost much. I just thought it was very pretty and suited you well, so I bought it." I smiled and said, "Shanshan, Uncle Chen doesn't have much money right now. When I make a lot of money in the future, I will definitely buy you a better birthday present."
She lowered her head and remained silent. I asked her what was wrong. She wiped away her tears and choked out, "I also have a present for you."
I asked with a smile, "I haven't even had my birthday yet, why are you giving me a present?"
"I just want to give you one!" she said coquettishly, "Close your eyes."
I did as she said, and felt her hug my neck, and then I felt her kiss my lips. I involuntarily opened my lips to welcome her tongue.
In just a few seconds, reason compelled me to push her away, and I said rather seriously, "Shanshan, what are you doing?"
She still had her arms around my neck, staring at me with hazy eyes. "This is my first kiss. I'm giving it to you as a gift to thank you for always protecting, caring for, and looking after me."
My heart pounded, and I avoided her burning gaze, murmuring, "Why...why are you doing this?"
"Because I love you!" she said.
My heart pounded even harder. "No, we can't do this."
"Why?"
"Because we're from two different generations. In other people's eyes, I'm like your father."
"I don't care what others think, I only know I love you."
I looked up at her and asked, "Shanshan, when...when did it start?"
Huang Shanshan gazed at me and said, "From the night you talked to me so much, encouraging me not to give up, from when you suddenly appeared, taught those two guys a lesson, and rescued me—it all started from those days."
She sobbed for a moment, then continued, "And, during the days when Mom wasn't around, you always took such good care of me. Isn't that enough for me to fall in love with you?"
I was silent for a moment, then sighed softly, "Shanshan, what you're talking about isn't love. It's because you grew up without a father, and you've been longing for a father's love, mistaking that feeling for love."
She wiped away her tears. "I admit, that's part of it, but I know very well how I feel about you. Can't I transform my initial longing for a father's love into the love a woman has for a man?"
Her words startled me. Wasn't I the same? If my initial feelings for her were like a father's for his daughter, they had now gone far beyond that.
"Shaoyan, you love me too, don't you?" She wrapped her arms around my neck again, staring at me as she said, "From every look you give me, from every gesture you make when we're together, I can feel it. You love me."
She kissed my lips again. My defenses crumbled, and we embraced and kissed passionately. My hands moved to her breasts, caressing her beautiful breasts through her thin clothes and bra, feeling myself hardening.
She slumped into my arms, kissing me passionately, letting out a soft "Mmm."
When reason returned to my once-confused mind, I pushed her away. She stared at me blankly, murmuring, "Shaoyan, what's wrong?"
She no longer called me "Uncle," which made me even more flustered.
"Shanshan, don't be like this." I tried to calm myself down and said, "Don't forget, I'm twenty-two years older than you, old enough to be your father."
She smiled sweetly in my arms. "So what? Besides, you're not twenty-two years older than me, just twenty-one years and eleven months."
"What's the difference?" I said loudly, pushing her away and standing up, walking to the center of the room.
She stared at me blankly from behind, then stood up as well. I turned my back to her, feeling nothing but a slight rustling sound behind me.
I turned around and saw Huang Shanshan standing naked in front of me, her exquisitely beautiful young body fully displayed before me.
The girl's figure was truly breathtaking, tall, slender, and with long legs, not an ounce of excess fat on her body. Her breasts, though not large, were full and perky, and the pubic hair on her flat stomach gleamed alluringly under the soft light. Her entire body was like a masterpiece of art.
I was stunned. She came over and hugged me again, kissing my lips. In such a situation, under such temptation, what man in the world could resist? Unless it was her own father.
I couldn't help but hug her back, kissing her passionately, and then we fell onto the bed in each other's arms. While sucking on her nipple, I spread her legs and caressed her delicate, tender lips, feeling their wetness and slipperiness.
Luckily, the hotel had two condoms, so my penis wouldn't be naked inside Huang Shanshan. When I penetrated her, she looked pained. I said, "Shanshan, let's stop."
"No, just move gently," she murmured in my ear.
I moved gently, and she felt even more pain. Her hands, wrapped around my neck, dug their nails into my skin. I knew that her hymen, intact for twenty years, had been broken on the night of her twentieth birthday by me, who had traveled a long way.
I continued thrusting slowly, so as not to hurt her more. Gradually, her expression relaxed, and she let out a soft, pleasant moan in my ear…
When I pulled out after ejaculating, I glanced at the crimson stain between her legs and on the sheets—her virgin blood.
Only then did I realize that I had had relations with a girl twenty-two years younger than me, like my daughter, and had taken her virginity.
I sat on the edge of the bed in remorse, my hands covering my head. Huang Shanshan hugged me tightly from behind, her beautiful breasts pressed against my back. She murmured, “Shaoyan, don’t blame yourself, it was my choice.”
But I still couldn’t forgive myself. I pried her hands off and went into the bathroom.
Standing under the shower, letting the warm water pour over my body, my mind was in turmoil.
Huang Shanshan came in and hugged me from behind again, pressing close to me. "Shaoyan, I love you, so I'm willing to be like this with you. Please don't blame yourself."
I pushed her away and turned around, about to speak, but she wrapped her arms around my neck and said, "I know you can't forget Sister Lili. If you really can't forget her, then treat me as her, let me love you in her place, okay?"
I was speechless and could only remain silent. She gazed at me, tears streaming down her face. "Don't you ever want to get over the pain of Sister Lili's death? How can Sister Lili rest in peace in heaven if you're like this? Shaoyan, please, don't reject me."
Faced with her pitiful and heartbreaking appearance, what could I say? Besides, I loved her too.
I sighed softly, "Shanshan, I really can't do anything with you."
She smiled sweetly and kissed me again. After we separated, I looked at the bloodstains on her thigh and said, "I'll wash it for you."
"Okay." She nodded with a smile.
I picked up the showerhead and rinsed her off, wiping her thighs and genitals with my hands, then applying some shower gel. She watched me do all this with a smile.
We dried ourselves off and went to bed, embracing and talking. Huang Shanshan asked me what had happened to me while she was away.
I told her about my blind date with Li Jing, arranged by Chen Meiyan. She asked with interest, "And then? Did you meet?"
I said we met a few times, but it was just like an editor and author meeting, or perhaps just casual acquaintances. Huang Shanshan leaned on me, coquettishly saying, "Chen Shaoyan, if I find out you're having an affair with another woman, you're dead." I
laughed, "How could I?"
We talked and laughed, and I felt that night was the happiest I'd had since Zhao Li's death.
Huang Shanshan and I kissed again, lingering between her beautiful legs for a long time before I entered her, until she climaxed…
Around 1 a.m., we were awakened by our cell phones ringing; it was Huang Shanshan setting her alarm.
She said she had to go. I asked her if she wasn't sleeping there. She said she had to start work early the next morning. I thought being an actress must be tough.
Huang Shanshan got up naked and went into the bathroom to shower. I also got up, put on my clothes, and smoked. After a while, she came out of the shower and picked up her underwear to put it on.
I said, "Why don't you just stay? I'll take you home early this morning; it's too late now, it's not safe."
"That won't do. I have to get makeup done before five, and start work at six. If I can't get a taxi and I'm late, the director will yell at me." She said
while fastening her bra clasp, "It's okay, a taxi will get me there in no
time." "Then you should get some sleep when you get back," I said.
"Okay." She smiled sweetly at me.
I suggested that I take her home in a taxi and then return in the same car. She said no, she was afraid of being seen, and besides, she wasn't a child.
When I saw Huang Shanshan off, she didn't want to leave, hugging and kissing me repeatedly. I offered to walk her downstairs, but she laughed and said no, what if we get spotted by paparazzi?
I said I was almost out of cigarettes, so I'd go down to buy some. There was a vending machine on the street; we could pretend we didn't know each other, and I'd watch her leave.
We went downstairs, Huang Shanshan walking ahead, and I followed about ten meters behind. Just as we stepped out of the hotel, she turned back and hugged me, pouting, "Oh! I don't want to be apart from you!"
I laughed, "Aren't you afraid of being photographed by paparazzi?"
She laughed, "I don't care! Besides, my luck can't be that bad, right?"
She asked me to kiss her, so I kissed her on the lips, and she left, walking towards a taxi waiting for fares in front of the hotel.
I said to her, "Shanshan, see you when I get home for Chinese New Year."
"Okay," she smiled and waved, getting into the taxi and driving away as I watched her go.
After buying cigarettes from the vending machine, I walked back. It was still snowing, and I sighed inwardly at how cold it was, pulling my coat tighter. But at this moment, my heart feels unusually warm. I think it's time to step out of the shadow cast by Zhao Li's death.

(To be continued)

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