Is this the right thing to do?

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I'm sincerely seeking advice. I was born in 1990, so I'm 25 this year. I graduated in June 2014, about six months ago. I've been working as a sex worker for a year and a half, and I've had sex with many couples and five women in between. The first was a single woman, 30 years old, who took my virginity. It wasn't as perfect as I imagined. Then there was an older man and a younger woman; the woman was 30 and average-looking. To maximize her satisfaction, I took a pill from their shop—a large, pure black pill, about the size of a grape, that could be molded into various shapes. I don't know its name; they didn't tell me. I also had sex with two middle-aged couples, both over 40, so I took Viagra. After one of the couples, I ejaculated inside the woman's vagina with a condom, and then they rested. I went to a hotel, and before the effects of the drug wore off, I masturbated three times in the hotel. The night before... I had sex with a local couple a week ago. The woman was very beautiful, 26, and tall. She didn't take any medication, and she seemed quite satisfied. We had sex five times. The five women were two around 30 years old, one 26, and two over 40. Two of them were particularly beautiful: one was the woman who deflowered me the first time, and the other was the 26-year-old woman from a week ago. The other three women took medication. I want to ask if this is very harmful to young people. There were more than three months between each time,

but that's not the most important thing. What I want to ask everyone is whether what I did was right. I had a young woman deflower me the first time I had sex. At first, it was because of physiological needs. But after playing around and having more contact, I started to think about the meaning behind it. I also felt that three people were very exciting. My initial physiological needs turned into spiritual recognition. My question is, what impact will this have on my future, on my entire life? How should I face my future girlfriend or wife? I think any girl who knew about my behavior would find it unbelievable and would have a completely different opinion of me. I once had someone I loved deeply and someone who loved me; those were very naive times. I genuinely don't know how to face the future or how to proceed. I hope you can help me answer this and share your thoughts.

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