Hikawa Saya

page views:1 Publication date:2023-03-23

I like to make women like Hikari
Sayo kneel before me, treating them like slaves.

Hikari Sayo. Sayo should be pronounced as "saya," not "sayo."

There's a yakiniku (grilled meat) restaurant near my place in Shinjuku 2-chome. I once talked to the owner about AV (adult video games). He's divorced and currently single.

"Of all the AV actresses lately, Hikari Sayo is my favorite. For an old bachelor like me, a woman with such a pure face who willingly lets herself be violated is truly rare. I recently rented a Hikari Sayo videotape called 'Bound Madness' (literal translation), and I couldn't help but masturbate."

The owner said while grilling meat with his masturbated hand. I told him I would see Hikari Sayo the next day.

"Huh? Really? Bring her over after the interview! Eat whatever you want, it's all on me!"

The 'Bound Madness' that Dad was watching depicted a passionate female protagonist using all her charms to seduce a man waiting for his girlfriend. However, there was also a realistic scene different from the main storyline, where Hyouka Sayo disdainfully mocked her co-star: "You little brat making those third-rate films, you're a long shot if you want to work with a top actress like me. Come back in ten years!" In the end, Hyouka Sayo was raped by the angry male star, shedding tears of regret—a very realistic portrayal. Viewers who saw this scene would feel that Sayo was indeed bullied.

"If she's really that arrogant, Nagasawa, your interview is doomed. She'll definitely say: 'You're a long shot if you want to interview me. Come back in ten years!' Ah~ I also want to be bullied by Sayo."

"Dad, the meat's burnt!"

I was already worried before Dad even mentioned it. I've read all the reports about Hyouka Sayo; it's said that she's already been with over five hundred men by the age of nineteen. And she's bisexual and sleeps with lesbians. She's really something else.

During the interview, she talked nonsense, and seemed

quite happy about it. A brown hunter's hat, a checkered shirt, and a denim mini-skirt. That's how I saw Hikari Sayo. A smiling face. She seemed to be in a good mood. Excellent.

—I've already seen your latest work, 'Bound Madness'.

"Oh? You've seen it? There's a scene where I'm being abused by a male actor. Like a woman who deserves a beating. Many people thought that scene was real, and I've been really worried about it lately!"

—I thought you might actually be that kind of woman, I was worried sick, was that really acting?

"Of course (laughs). It's all according to the script."

—Very good, very good.

"Hahaha, please don't worry."

—I heard you've slept with five hundred men.

"I guess so (laughs). I always make things up, and the number of interviewees increases every time I do an interview. It's annoying to say the same thing every time, but I'm happy to talk nonsense. I laugh out loud every time I see my own reports. I feel like a genius."

- You were born in Yokohama?

"That's a professional answer. Actually, it's Fukuoka."

- Huh? Fukuoka? My job tomorrow is in Oita, which is right next to it.

"I also lived in Oita. Because my dad was transferred, I moved around a lot when I was little."

Before the interview, we were taking photos outside. At the photographer's request, the camera moved to Hyouka Saya's buttocks as she turned her back. Her miniskirt revealed her plump little bottom, making my heart skip a beat. The photographer seemed to agree. I asked, "Your buttocks are very sexy. Did you show them off on purpose?"

"Hmm. Because my buttocks sag, I just let them be. (laughs)"

After the photoshoot, as soon as we returned to the conference room in Byakuya's study, Salad Dressing and Natto were already waiting for Hyouka Saya. It was specially bought by Byakuya's chairman and editor-in-chief to fulfill her wish.

"Wow! You really bought it for me!"

A delighted Hyouka Saya immediately tore open the bag of natto, poured in salad dressing, and started stirring with chopsticks.

"I'm really obsessed with natto lately. Once I get hooked on a food, I'll keep eating it. But once I get tired of it, I won't even look at it. Men? Hmm, maybe that's how I treat men. Okay, I can eat now. (slurp slurp) Wow, delicious!"

I drank my dark beer. Hyouka Saya was pouring in the salad dressing and stirring it with the natto. A strange smell began to fill the small meeting room.

—There's an 11-year-old American boy with an IQ of 200 who loves eating Japanese natto. He's heard that eating natto makes you smarter.

"Really? I ate three packets the day before yesterday, maybe my brain will get better. (slurp slurp slurp)"

But, does anyone add salad dressing to natto like you do?

Fukuoka dialect is scary

—where were you when you were old enough to understand?

“I was only three years old then, living in Yamaguchi. A wonderful mountain village. Before that, I think we lived in Oita, Saitama, and Kanagawa; we moved around a lot.”

– What did your father do?

“I think he was in sales for some company. Probably one of those huge corporations with branches all over the country? Based on my deduction, he was probably transferred around because of poor performance (laughs). My father was Japanese, born in Fukuoka, but my mother was Chinese. I don’t know much about my mother. She never asked me if I was born here or in China.

Although I don’t know, my mother and father met in Yokohama. So saying I was born in Yokohama isn’t entirely a lie (laughs). Hey, I always think about things I don’t understand… Am I really my father and mother’s child? (laughs)”

After finishing kindergarten, we moved to Shimoochiai in Tokyo.

– Coming from the countryside of Yamaguchi to bustling Tokyo, were you impacted by urban culture?

“Not at all. They didn’t take me there; I always stayed in Ochiai. I often played alone at home.”

– What kind of girl were you back then?

"What was I like? My dad always said that girls' hair should be long, so I had long hair. It reached my waist! My personality? Hehe, very conservative and reserved… but I was a real character in elementary school."

– Why was you so famous?

"Because I was cute (laughs). My face hasn't changed at all since then, only my body has changed. So now when I meet my old friends, they immediately remember me, but I can't remember who's who. But my popularity only lasted until then. A year later, after moving to Fukuoka, I was always bullied."

– Why?

"Because of the accent. My parents said that no matter where we moved, we had to speak standard Mandarin. They thought dialects were vulgar. When I said 'ah,' people would mock me, 'What are you pretending for?' I was terrified of the Fukuoka dialect. Almost every night I would call my friends in Tokyo, crying and saying, 'I'm so scared!'"

– But after living in the same place for a while, you naturally picked up the local accent, right?

"No, I think that kind of talk is vulgar and I would never use it. Looking back now, I was such a 'hate-mongering' kid. Later, because my eyes and hair are brown, people would laugh at me, saying, 'American, American.'" Even after living in Fukuoka for eight years, I still couldn't get used to it. I often told my parents to move soon, but my father had already quit his job and couldn't transfer.

—Why did your father quit his job?

"Because my father was often not home, I had no idea what he did. Once, when the school gave us an essay topic about fathers, I asked my father, 'Dad, what do you do for a living?' 'Do you even need to ask? Just write the truth,' my father said (laughs). So I wrote, 'My father is often not home. He might be an intelligence agent.' That's when I started having these wild thoughts."

—What club did you join in junior high?

"Volleyball club. But I was just a registered member; I mostly hung out in the food club. Even though it was called the food club, we didn't cook. Instead, everyone brought cakes and pastries, ate, and chatted. It was such a relaxed and fun club!"

—Did you smoke?

"Started in the second year of junior high. Nothing bad, everyone smoked."

—Did anyone around you get involved with biker gangs?

"Yes, but their style was awful, I didn't like it. And I wasn't interested in motorcycles. If I had gotten into motorcycles, maybe I would have joined a biker gang. But biker gang members know a lot of difficult kanji! They can write characters like 'rose' or 'unicorn' all the time (laughs). It's so cool!" —What about

super

glue?

"No, I didn't smoke that stuff. It was cocaine (laughs)."

—Cocaine?! How could it be cocaine?

"I often go dancing at nightclubs. There was a medical student there who gave me something that looked like rock candy. I burned it and inhaled the smoke; it felt so good. Looking back now, I realize it was a stimulant. I never thought it was just a stimulant (laughs). I also smoke marijuana. I inhale cocaine through my nose."

—Are all junior high school students in Fukuoka like you?

"No, I only smoke occasionally. Even if I do, it's to quit stimulants, isn't it? (laughs). My friend's father and mother look like thugs. I went to their house once, and they were frantically stuffing cocaine into plastic bags. My friend said, 'They're doing some kind of craft.' (laughs)"

—How do you feel after using cocaine?

"It felt amazing. How can I describe it? I got really high, and nothing mattered anymore. But once I got caught smoking cocaine in the school locker room. The teacher said, 'You weren't smoking glue, were you?' Because I was so excited, I quickly replied, 'Absolutely not.' I really wasn't smoking glue, it was cocaine (laughs)."

—Have you ever experienced cocaine poisoning?

"No. I don't do it every day. It wasn't bought; a friend from the gang gave it to me for free.

But there was one time I really, really wanted to do it, and I held out for about three days. I thought if I had done it then, I would have become addicted, poisoned, and forced myself into prostitution to make money, so I desperately restrained myself. I hate prostitution. Although I enjoy sex, I would never treat it as a monetary transaction! It feels too vulgar.

I don't even understand my own actions during those three days. I was aimlessly walking around with a cup from home, pouring barley tea into it even though I didn't want to drink it, and only realizing when I was sober did I discover I had poured about ten glasses of barley tea."

—Thank goodness, it was just cups and barley tea. If it had been a knife or a gun, I would be done for…

"How terrifying! There might have been a dozen corpses in front of me!"

—When did you start having sex?

"My first sexual experience was in the summer of my second year of junior high. I wasn't on drugs, but I had drunk some alcohol. I've mentioned this five hundred times already. Afterwards, my friend's older brother said he would take me to a hotel for a 'training session.' I went along in a daze, and because I was drunk, I fell asleep in the hotel. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my genitals, and I cried out, 'It hurts so much…' I opened my eyes and found myself completely naked, with his brother's penis inside me. I cursed him under my breath, but thought, 'Oh well, let him do it.' He even wore a condom properly. From then on, it was like a floodgate opening, and I couldn't stop."

—Have you ever used stimulants or cocaine during sex?

"Two or three times."

—So, did you find it exciting and stimulating?

"I'm not like some of my friends who are addicted to it. Ah, only once did it feel really good. Medical students insert a little bit of stimulant into their private parts, and it feels like the whole person becomes the private parts, it feels so strange. I have to say, there isn't a single good medical student! They're all perverts. They bring strange medical instruments when they're in bed, although I can't criticize them, they're all perverts. People who associate with medical students should be careful."

- How many men did you sleep with in junior high school?

"About a hundred or so men in the year and a half after my first experience? Sometimes three at a time, and sometimes I slept with twenty men at once."

- Did you work part-time?

"Yes. I was a shrine maiden. During the festival, I stood next to the shrine, holding a white and orange paper offering, and I could also sit down. When there were no festivals, I would drink beer and be drunk from morning till night. It was a really special shrine. I earned 10,000 yen a day back then."

- Drugs, sex, a food club, a shrine maiden, what a wonderful junior high school experience.

“Indeed. I feel like my entire life was condensed into the last two years of high school. Those two years were like living ten years of a normal person's life. So now I've shed my shell and seen through everything.

I've also had some hellish experiences dating men. I was tired of the 22 or 23-year-old man I was dating, and I said to him with disdain and arrogance, ‘Let's break up. I'm tired of you.’ As a result, the man suddenly burst into tears, grabbed a kitchen knife, and yelled, ‘I'm going to kill you and then kill myself!’ He wasn't joking, and I ran away in fright. Other men have also tried to run me over with their cars. When I walked out of the school gate, I saw a car rushing towards me, and I ran back to my nearby home in a panic. I said, ‘A bad guy is chasing me!’ My mom said, ‘Oh? How scary.’ Then she brought out tea and pancakes for me to eat (laughs).”

—But, it's quite impressive that you, a little middle school kid, could drive an older man crazy.

"I don't understand it either. Maybe it's because I was young, and I thought those kinds of men were worth protecting. Back then, I liked reading books on psychoanalysis and discovered that those kinds of people had all experienced misfortune in their childhood... There are many masochistic and self-destructive men, so I was never beaten up; I was the one beating people up more often. When I beat him up, the older man would cry. Haha."

—You dated older men, so didn't the boys of your own generation seem like childish brats to you?

"Yes. No matter how hard I tried, it wasn't quite right."

Haruki Murakami's descriptions of sex are quite beautiful

—what did you hope to do in the future back then?

"Lawyers or politicians. I really enjoy discussing theoretical things. Isn't it thrilling and exciting to use your eloquence to convince a judge that someone is guilty is innocent? When teachers in school made me angry, I would blurt out things I didn't even understand myself, like, 'Get a lawyer here.' or 'I'm going to sue you for defamation.'

So I told my parents I wanted to go to the University of Tokyo. I got scolded, 'Don't be silly!' They said girls should go to junior college to find a husband, there's no need to go to a four-year university, and they didn't have the money to support me. My dream was taken away by my parents. If my parents had supported me back then, maybe I'd be a student in the Department of Political Science and Economics at Waseda University now, if not at the University of Tokyo (laughs).

I think if I can't go to university, then there's no point in going to high school. Actually, since elementary school, I never wanted to go to junior high or high school. But I wanted to go to university. Therefore, I really envy the boy you mentioned who likes to eat natto. I wish I could have studied specialized knowledge during my curious youth. (snoring)"

- You said you didn't want to go to high school, what does your mother think?

"At first, she seemed strange, but soon she started yelling at me. She told me I had to at least go to high school. I guess I had no choice, right? I said I wouldn't go, but I was forced to go to Yari (high school). After graduating from junior high, I came to Tokyo. Finally, I fulfilled my long-cherished wish to leave Fukuoka."

—Did your parents agree to you coming to Tokyo?

"Maybe my mom felt worried because I wasn't home every night, and she was afraid I was doing something bad. So rather than keeping me at home and making her worry, she thought it was better to let me out to avoid trouble. My dad doesn't seem to care much about me."

—What do you want to do in Tokyo?

"I guess I was an office lady or something. Anyway, I kept my promise to my parents that I would pay my own rent, so I rented a studio apartment in Shinagawa. The rent was 80,000 yen. It was a bit expensive, but I wanted to maintain a basic standard of living as a human being. Then, through a friend's introduction, I got a job at a printing and art company. During the heyday of the bubble economy, the workspace was huge. The salary was about 160,000 yen. The job? Well, they said I could just draw freely, and they wanted to understand the emotional world of young people. I thought it would be good to have some fun, so I drew and studied like crazy every day, and when the mood struck me, I would drag my supervisor to teach me how to use a computer. Looking back now, it was a really happy and fulfilling job. I think there are no jobs like that anymore. I wish I hadn't quit and had stayed at that company."

- 160,000 yen salary and 80,000 yen rent, wasn't life tough?

"No, not really. I cook for myself, then charge friends 500 yen for meals that cost 100 yen to make. It's like running an unlicensed restaurant. I get my colleagues at work to treat me to lunch, and I go to the Roppongi pub every night, even though I don't know anyone there and it doesn't cost me anything. Girls definitely have an advantage."

—Have you slept with any men since coming to Tokyo?

"Yes. If we're talking about the record of over 500 people, I think it's over 300 so far."

—Don't you feel empty and lonely after sleeping with so many men?

"Lonely...? Hmm...I'd only feel empty if I only dated one man!"

—How long did you work at that weird company before quitting?

"About six months. I developed migraines from working on the computer every day...of course, it was also because I was playing too much and

not getting enough sleep. Young people, playing is more important than work. I slept for a whole week after quitting. I think it was just simple sleep deprivation (laughs)."

—What were you thinking about then?

"My head hurt so much!"

—I mean, did you think about your future?

"Yeah, but my head hurts a lot (laughs). After the headache subsided, I locked myself in my room and read. I've saved about 1.5 million yen in New Year's money since elementary school, so I'm fairly well-off. I've read a lot of books by Ryu Murakami, Eimi Yamada, and many others."

—And Haruki Murakami?

"I hate it! His descriptions of sex feel so filthy. But he manages to depict sex very cleverly and beautifully. I think he himself thinks sex is filthy, so he describes it beautifully. I hate it because I understand. Sex isn't dirty."

You've thought of everything for your future

—what are your plans after that? I can't just lie there reading all the time, can I? Even with lots of New Year's money.

"I wanted to write. Becoming a writer would probably be good. To observe the various people on the night streets, I went to work at a restaurant in Akasaka. Because I couldn't go out at night, I quit after six months. Still, I couldn't stay for more than six months. Then I went to a nightclub in Shinjuku. Because I was too young, I was immediately asked to leave. They told me to come back when I was eighteen. This time, I couldn't pay the rent, so I had to move out of my apartment and temporarily stay at my elementary school classmate's house in Ochiai. Since I was staying at my classmate's old house, I only had to help with housework, and life was quite leisurely. One day, I was very free, so I called a lesbian hotline. After that, I started dating a woman with excellent sexual skills. She was twenty-eight years old and owned a junior high school cram school."

- Was she single?

"She was married. But her husband liked men, so it was a sham marriage between a gay man and a lesbian. For our first date, we took a car to a hotel in the mountains."

- Was this your first time trying a same-sex relationship?

"No. The first time was in fourth grade, when my cousin, a high school sophomore, asked me to lick her nipples. She made a 'hmm' sound. I laughed out loud. The second time was in ninth grade. A girl in my club told me, 'I've always had a crush on you.' So I licked her genitals in her room. Because we were both girls, I didn't find it disgusting. I've also licked each other's genitals with my friends. However, same-sex relationships are endless and exhausting. I kept licking each other's private parts, and the other person was very excited, but my jaw was shaking terribly."

—What happened between you and that 28-year-old woman afterward?

"We dated for a long time. She would give me at least 50,000 yuan every time we met. At first, she was in control, but later I took control of the sex. I would tie her up, kick her genitals, and say, 'So wet? You're getting horny all of a sudden!'

Thanks to her, I moved out of my friend's house and started living alone. She often came to my room to do chores for me. But one day she asked several times, 'What do you want to eat today?' I was busy playing video games and ignored her. She angrily slammed the door and left. I didn't chase after her because I was too busy playing video games. Looking back now, I feel so sorry. She had long hair, delicate features, bright red lipstick, and armpit hair—the typical woman I liked. I liked to make women like that kneel down, treating them like slaves.

Losing her, I had to go to work at a serious publishing house. It was all writing-related work, like proofreading. At that time, I was scouted as a newcomer in Kawasaki for an AV production. But I didn't even last six months at the publishing house."

—Do your parents know about your current job?

“I know, I’ve been honest. Mom said it’s fine if I don’t go into the sex industry. But by the time I’m 21, I can’t stay in this industry anymore.”

– No way, maybe filming videos is difficult, but you could survive for a long time on a strip club!

“Next time I’ll go, to a strip club. In May, at the Asakusa Rock Club. But maybe for a year or two. I’ll be 22 then, not young anymore. I have a long life ahead of me, what should I do? What should I do in the future? I have to think of a way, right? Politicians are different from lawyers, they don’t need academic qualifications or certifications, so I’ll be a politician!”

After the interview, I asked Hikari Sayo, “Do you like barbecue?” Luckily, she answered, “I love it!”

An hour later, we were at a barbecue restaurant in Shinjuku 2-chome. The old man was grilling meat with great excitement, and gave Hikari Sayo roasted duck, which he rarely sold and which I had never eaten before.

I stared at Hikari Sayo eating the delicious roasted duck with completely mesmerized eyes, thinking about my past dream of becoming a private detective. In this foolish city, a detective agency was run by a lesbian, a beautiful girl like Sayo Hikari, who once starred in Yusaku Matsuda's 'Detective Story' video. Just that alone would have ended my life.

Thinking this, I drifted off to sleep. When I opened my eyes, Sayo Hikari was gone. The old man was snoring soundly on the counter.

The small but deadly Yoru, a smile playing on her lips, skipped into the darkness of Shinjuku 2-chome, seemingly off on a wild adventure.

I like to have women like that kneel before me, treating them like slaves.

Sayo Hikari. Sayo should be pronounced "saya," not "sayo."

There's a yakiniku restaurant near my place in Shinjuku 2-chome; I once talked about AV with the owner there. The old man is divorced and currently single.

"Of all the AV actresses lately, I like Hikari Sayo the most. For an old bachelor like me, a woman with such a pure face who willingly lets herself be violated is truly rare. I rented a Hikari Sayo videotape called 'Bound Madness' (literal translation) the other day, and I couldn't help but masturbate."

My dad said while grilling meat with his masturbated hands. I told him I would see Hikari Sayo tomorrow.

"Huh? Really? Bring her over after the interview! Eat whatever you like, it's all on me!"

The 'Bound Madness' that my dad watched depicts a passionate female protagonist using all her charms to seduce a man who is waiting for his girlfriend. However, there is also a realistic part that is different from the storyline. Hikari Sayo sneers at the male actor she is co-starring with: "You little brat who makes those third-rate films, you're still a long way from co-starring with a top actress like me. Come back in ten years!" In the end, Hikari Sayo is raped by the angry male actor and sheds tears of remorse. It's a very realistic work. Viewers who see this scene will feel that Xiaoye was indeed bullied.

"If she's really that arrogant, Nagasawa, your interview is doomed. She'll definitely say, 'You're still a long way from interviewing me, come back in ten years!' Ah~ I also want to be bullied by Sayo."

"Dad, the meat's burnt!"

I was already worried before Dad even mentioned it. I've read all the reports about Hyoka Sayo; supposedly, she's already been with over 500 men by the age of nineteen. And she's bisexual, and she sleeps with lesbians too. She's really something else. Talking nonsense

during the interview, and she seems happy about it .

Brown hunter's hat, checkered shirt, denim mini-skirt. That's how Hyoka Sayo appears before me. A smiling face. Seems to be in a good mood. Excellent.

—I've already seen your latest work, 'Bound Madness'.

"Oh? You've seen it? There's a scene where I'm being abused by a male star. Like a woman who deserves a beating. A lot of people think that scene is real, it's been giving me a headache lately!"

—I thought you might actually be that kind of woman, I was worried sick, was that really acting?

"Of course (laughs). It's all scripted."

—Good, very good.

"Hahaha, don't worry."

—I heard you've slept with 500 men.

"I think so (laughs). I always make things up, and the number increases with each interview. It's annoying to say the same things every time, but I'm happy to talk nonsense. I laugh out loud every time I see my own reports. I think I'm such a genius."

—You were born in Yokohama?

"That's a professional answer. Actually, it's Fukuoka."

—Huh? Fukuoka? My job tomorrow is in Oita, right next door.

"I've lived in Oita too. Because my dad was transferred, I moved around a lot with him when I was little."

Before the interview, we were taking photos outside. At the photographer's request, the camera panned to the back of Hyokaka Saya, who was turning her back. Her miniskirt revealed her plump little bottom, making my heart skip a beat. The photographer seemed to agree. I asked, "Your butt is very sexy. Did you show it off on purpose?"

"Hmm. Because my butt is sagging, I just let it be. (laughs)"

After the photoshoot, as soon as I returned to the conference room in Baiye's study, salad dressing and natto were already waiting for Bing Gao Xiaoye. It was specially bought by Baiye's chairman and editor-in-chief to fulfill her wish.

"Wow! You really bought it for me to eat!"

A happy Bing Gao Xiaoye immediately tore open the bag of natto, poured in the salad dressing, and started stirring with chopsticks.

"I've been obsessed with natto lately. I think once I become obsessed with a food, I'll keep eating it. But once I get tired of it, I won't even look at it. Men? Hmm, maybe that's how I treat men. Okay, I can eat now. (slurp) Wow, delicious!"

I drank my dark beer. Bing Gao Xiaoye was pouring in the salad dressing and stirring it with the natto. The small conference room began to fill with a strange smell.

- There was an American boy with an IQ of 200 who was in college at age 11 and loved eating Japanese natto. I heard that eating natto makes you smarter.

"Really? I ate three packs the day before yesterday, maybe my brain will become even better. (snoring)"

But, does anyone add salad dressing to natto like you do?

Fukuoka dialect is scary

- where were you when you were old enough to understand things?

"I was only three years old then, living in Yamaguchi. A wonderful mountain village. Before that, I think we lived in Oita, Saitama, and Kanagawa, we moved around a lot."

- What did your father do?

"I think he was in sales for some company. Probably one of those very big companies with branches all over the country? Based on my deduction, he was probably transferred around because of poor performance (laughs). My father is Japanese, born in Fukuoka, but my mother is Chinese. I don't know much about my mother. I've never asked if I was born here or in China.

Although I don't know, my mother and father met in Yokohama. So saying I was born in Yokohama isn't entirely a lie (laughs). Hey, I always think about things I don't understand... Am I really my father and mother's child? (laughs)"

After finishing kindergarten, we moved to Shimoochiai in Tokyo.

—Coming from the countryside of Yamaguchi to bustling Tokyo, were you impacted by urban culture?

"Not at all. They didn't take me anywhere else; I always stayed in Ochiai. I often played alone at home."

—What kind of girl were you back then?

"What? My dad always said girls should keep their hair long, so I had long hair. It reached my waist! My personality? Hehe, very conservative and reserved…but I was quite the character in elementary school."

—Why was she so popular?

"Because I was very cute (laughs). My face hasn't changed at all since then, only my body has changed. So now when I meet my old friends, they immediately remember me, but I can't remember who's who. But my popularity only lasted that time; a year later, after moving to Fukuoka, I was always bullied."

—Why?

“Because of the accent. My parents said that no matter where we moved, we had to speak standard Mandarin. They considered dialects to be vulgar. When I said ‘ah,’ people would mock me with ‘What are you pretending for?’ I was terrified of Fukuoka dialect. Almost every night I would call my friends in Tokyo, crying and saying, ‘I’m so scared!’”

– But after living in the same place for a while, wouldn’t you naturally adopt the local accent?

“No, I thought that kind of language was low-class and I didn’t want to use it at all. Looking back now, I was such a ‘hateful’ child. Later, because my eyes and hair were brown, people would laugh at me, saying, ‘American, American.’” Even after living in Fukuoka for eight years, I still couldn’t get used to it. I often told my parents to move soon, but my father had already quit his job and couldn’t transfer.

– Why did your father quit his job?

"Because my dad was often away from home, I had no idea what he did for a living. Once, when the school gave an essay topic about fathers, I asked my dad, 'Dad, what do you do for a living?' 'Do you even need to ask? Just write the truth,' my dad said (laughs). So I wrote, 'My dad is often away from home. He might be an intelligence agent.' That's when I started having these wild imaginations."

—What club did you join in junior high?

"Volleyball club. But I was just a registered member; we mostly hung out in the food club. Despite the name, we didn't cook. Instead, everyone brought cakes and snacks, ate, and chatted. It was such a relaxed and fun club!"

—Do you smoke?

"I started in the second year of junior high. There wasn't anything bad about it; everyone smoked."

—Are there any people around you who are associated with biker gangs?

"Yes, but those guys have a really bad vibe, I don't like it. And I'm not really interested in motorcycles. If I got into motorcycles, I might join a biker gang. But biker gang members know a lot of difficult kanji! They can write characters like 'rose' or 'unicorn' all the time (laughs). It's so cool!"

Did you live ten years longer than others during the last two years of

junior high?

"No, I don't smoke that stuff. It's cocaine (laughs)."

— Cocaine?! How can it be cocaine?

"I often went to dance halls. There was a medical student there who gave me something that looked like rock candy. I burned it and inhaled the smoke, it felt so good. Looking back now, I realize it was a stimulant. I never thought it was just a stimulant (laughs). I also smoked marijuana. I inhaled cocaine through my nose."

—Are all junior high students in Fukuoka like you?

"No, I only use it occasionally. Even if I do, it's to quit using stimulants, right? (laughs) My friend's father and mother look like thugs. I went to their house once, and they were frantically stuffing cocaine into plastic bags. My friend said, 'They're doing housework.' (laughs)"

- How does it feel after using cocaine?

"It feels amazing. How can I describe it? I get really high, and I don't care about anything. But once I got caught using cocaine in the school locker room. The teacher said, 'You're not using glue, are you?' Because I was so high, I quickly replied, 'Absolutely not.' I really wasn't using glue, it was cocaine! (laughs)"

- Have you ever experienced cocaine poisoning?

"No. I don't do it every day. It wasn't bought; a friend from the gang gave it to me for free.

But there was one time I really, really wanted to do it, and I held out for about three days. I thought if I had done it then, I would have become addicted, poisoned, and forced myself into prostitution to make money, so I desperately restrained myself. I hate prostitution. Although I enjoy sex, I would never treat it as a monetary transaction! It feels too vulgar.

I don't even understand my own actions during those three days. I was aimlessly walking around with a cup from home, pouring barley tea into it even though I didn't want to drink it, and only realizing when I was sober did I discover I had poured about ten glasses of barley tea."

—Thank goodness, it was just cups and barley tea. If it had been a knife or a gun, I would be done for…

"How terrifying! There might have been a dozen corpses in front of me!"

—When did you start having sex?

"My first sexual experience was in the summer of my second year of junior high. I wasn't on drugs, but I had drunk some alcohol. I've mentioned this five hundred times already. Afterwards, my friend's older brother said he would take me to a hotel for a 'training session.' I went along in a daze, and because I was drunk, I fell asleep in the hotel. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my genitals, and I cried out, 'It hurts so much…' I opened my eyes and found myself completely naked, with his brother's penis inside me. I cursed him under my breath, but thought, 'Oh well, let him do it.' He even wore a condom properly. From then on, it was like a floodgate opening, and I couldn't stop."

—Have you ever used stimulants or cocaine during sex?

"Two or three times."

—So, did you find it exciting and stimulating?

"I'm not like some of my friends who are addicted to it. Ah, only once did it feel really good. Medical students insert a little bit of stimulant into their private parts, and it feels like the whole person becomes the private parts, it feels so strange. I have to say, there isn't a single good medical student! They're all perverts. They bring strange medical instruments when they're in bed, although I can't criticize them, they're all perverts. People who associate with medical students should be careful."

- How many men did you sleep with in junior high school?

"About a hundred or so men in the year and a half after my first experience? Sometimes three at a time, and sometimes I slept with twenty men at once."

- Did you work part-time?

"Yes. I was a shrine maiden. During the festival, I stood next to the shrine, holding a white and orange paper offering, and I could also sit down. When there were no festivals, I would drink beer and be drunk from morning till night. It was a really special shrine. I earned 10,000 yen a day back then."

- Drugs, sex, a food club, a shrine maiden, what a wonderful junior high school experience.

“Indeed. I feel like my entire life was condensed into the last two years of high school. Those two years were like living ten years of a normal person's life. So now I've shed my shell and seen through everything.

I've also had some hellish experiences dating men. I was tired of the 22 or 23-year-old man I was dating, and I said to him with disdain and arrogance, ‘Let's break up. I'm tired of you.’ As a result, the man suddenly burst into tears, grabbed a kitchen knife, and yelled, ‘I'm going to kill you and then kill myself!’ He wasn't joking, and I ran away in fright. Other men have also tried to run me over with their cars. When I walked out of the school gate, I saw a car rushing towards me, and I ran back to my nearby home in a panic. I said, ‘A bad guy is chasing me!’ My mom said, ‘Oh? How scary.’ Then she brought out tea and pancakes for me to eat (laughs).”

—But, it's quite impressive that you, a little middle school kid, could drive an older man crazy.

"I don't understand it either. Maybe it's because I was young, and I thought those kinds of men were worth protecting. Back then, I liked reading books on psychoanalysis and discovered that those kinds of people had all experienced misfortune in their childhood... There are many masochistic and self-destructive men, so I was never beaten up; I was the one beating people up more often. When I beat him up, the older man would cry. Haha."

—You dated older men, so didn't the boys of your own generation seem like childish brats to you?

"Yes. No matter how hard I tried, it wasn't quite right."

Haruki Murakami's descriptions of sex are quite beautiful

—what did you hope to do in the future back then?

"Lawyers or politicians. I really enjoy discussing theoretical things. Isn't it thrilling and exciting to use your eloquence to convince a judge that someone is guilty is innocent? When teachers in school made me angry, I would blurt out things I didn't even understand myself, like, 'Get a lawyer here.' or 'I'm going to sue you for defamation.'

So I told my parents I wanted to go to the University of Tokyo. I got scolded, 'Don't be silly!' They said girls should go to junior college to find a husband, there's no need to go to a four-year university, and they didn't have the money to support me. My dream was taken away by my parents. If my parents had supported me back then, maybe I'd be a student in the Department of Political Science and Economics at Waseda University now, if not at the University of Tokyo (laughs).

I think if I can't go to university, then there's no point in going to high school. Actually, since elementary school, I never wanted to go to junior high or high school. But I wanted to go to university. Therefore, I really envy the boy you mentioned who likes to eat natto. I wish I could have studied specialized knowledge during my curious youth. (snoring)"

- You said you didn't want to go to high school, what does your mother think?

"At first, she seemed strange, but soon she started yelling at me. She told me I had to at least go to high school. I guess I had no choice, right? I said I wouldn't go, but I was forced to go to Yari (high school). After graduating from junior high, I came to Tokyo. Finally, I fulfilled my long-cherished wish to leave Fukuoka."

—Did your parents agree to you coming to Tokyo?

"Maybe my mom felt worried because I wasn't home every night, and she was afraid I was doing something bad. So rather than keeping me at home and making her worry, she thought it was better to let me out to avoid trouble. My dad doesn't seem to care much about me."

—What do you want to do in Tokyo?

"I guess I was an office lady or something. Anyway, I kept my promise to my parents that I would pay my own rent, so I rented a studio apartment in Shinagawa. The rent was 80,000 yen. It was a bit expensive, but I wanted to maintain a basic standard of living as a human being. Then, through a friend's introduction, I got a job at a printing and art company. During the heyday of the bubble economy, the workspace was huge. The salary was about 160,000 yen. The job? Well, they said I could just draw freely, and they wanted to understand the emotional world of young people. I thought it would be good to have some fun, so I drew and studied like crazy every day, and when the mood struck me, I would drag my supervisor to teach me how to use a computer. Looking back now, it was a really happy and fulfilling job. I think there are no jobs like that anymore. I wish I hadn't quit and had stayed at that company."

- 160,000 yen salary and 80,000 yen rent, wasn't life tough?

"No, not really. I cook for myself, then charge friends 500 yen for meals that cost 100 yen to make. It's like running an unlicensed restaurant. I get the uncles at the company to treat me to lunch, and I go to the Roppongi pub every night, even though I don't know anyone and it doesn't cost me anything. Girls definitely have the advantage."

—Have you slept with any men since coming to Tokyo?

"Yes. If we're counting over 500 people, I think it's over 300 so far."

—Don't you feel empty and lonely after sleeping with so many men?

"Lonely...? Hmm...I only feel empty if I'm only dating one man!"

—How long did you work at that weird company before quitting?

"About six months. I developed migraines from working on the computer every day... Of course, it was also because I was playing too much every day and

not getting enough sleep. Young people, playing is more important than work. I slept for a whole week after quitting my job. I think it was just simple sleep deprivation (laughs)."

—What were you thinking at that time?

"My head hurt so much!"

—I mean, did you think about your future?

"Yeah, but my head hurt a lot (laughs). After the headache got better, I locked myself in my room and read. I had saved about 1.5 million yen in New Year's money since elementary school, so I was relatively well-off. I read a lot of books by Ryu Murakami, Eimi Yamada, and many others."

—What about Haruki Murakami?

"I hate him! His descriptions of sex are so obscene. But he can describe sex very cleverly and beautifully. I think he himself thinks sex is obscene, so he describes it beautifully. I hate it because I understand. Sex isn't dirty."

You tried everything to find a way out for your future

—what are your plans after that? I can't just lie in bed reading all the time, can I? Even if I have a lot of New Year's money.

"I wanted to write. Becoming a writer would probably be good. To observe the various people on the night streets, I went to work at a restaurant in Akasaka. Because I couldn't go out at night, I quit after six months. Still, I couldn't stay for more than six months. Then I went to a nightclub in Shinjuku. Because I was too young, I was immediately asked to leave. They told me to come back when I was eighteen. This time, I couldn't pay the rent, so I had to move out of my apartment and temporarily stay at my elementary school classmate's house in Ochiai. Since I was staying at my classmate's old house, I only had to help with housework, and life was quite leisurely. One day, I was very free, so I called a lesbian hotline. After that, I started dating a woman with excellent sexual skills. She was twenty-eight years old and owned a junior high school cram school."

- Was she single?

"She was married. But her husband liked men, so it was a sham marriage between a gay man and a lesbian. For our first date, we took a car to a hotel in the mountains."

- Was this your first time trying a same-sex relationship?

"No. The first time was in fourth grade, when my cousin, a high school sophomore, asked me to lick her nipples. She made a 'hmm' sound. I laughed out loud. The second time was in ninth grade. A girl in my club told me, 'I've always had a crush on you.' So I licked her genitals in her room. Because we were both girls, I didn't find it disgusting. I've also licked each other's genitals with my friends. However, same-sex relationships are endless and exhausting. I kept licking each other's private parts, and the other person was very excited, but my jaw was shaking terribly."

—What happened between you and that 28-year-old woman afterward?

"We dated for a long time. She would give me at least 50,000 yuan every time we met. At first, she was in control, but later I took control of the sex. I would tie her up, kick her genitals, and say, 'So wet? You're getting horny all of a sudden!'

Thanks to her, I moved out of my friend's house and started living alone. She often came to my room to do chores for me. But one day she asked several times, 'What do you want to eat today?' I was busy playing video games and ignored her. She angrily slammed the door and left. I didn't chase after her because I was too busy playing video games. Looking back now, I feel so sorry. She had long hair, delicate features, bright red lipstick, and armpit hair—the typical woman I liked. I liked to make women like that kneel down, treating them like slaves.

Losing her, I had to go to work at a serious publishing house. It was all writing-related work, like proofreading. At that time, I was scouted as a newcomer in Kawasaki for an AV production. But I didn't even last six months at the publishing house."

—Do your parents know about your current job?

“I know, I’ve been honest. Mom said it’s fine if I don’t go into the sex industry. But by the time I’m 21, I can’t stay in this industry anymore.”

– No way, maybe filming videos is difficult, but you could survive for a long time on a strip club!

“Next time I’ll go, to a strip club. In May, at the Asakusa Rock Club. But maybe for a year or two. I’ll be 22 then, not young anymore. I have a long life ahead of me, what should I do? What should I do in the future? I have to think of a way, right? Politicians are different from lawyers, they don’t need academic qualifications or certifications, so I’ll be a politician!”

After the interview, I asked Hikari Sayo, “Do you like barbecue?” Luckily, she answered, “I love it!”

An hour later, we were at a barbecue restaurant in Shinjuku 2-chome. The old man was grilling meat with great excitement, and gave Hikari Sayo roasted duck, which he rarely sold and which I had never eaten before.

I stared at Hikari Sayo eating the delicious roasted duck with completely mesmerized eyes, thinking about my past dream of becoming a private detective. In this foolish city, a detective agency is run by a lesbian, a beautiful girl like Sayo Hikari, who once starred in Yusaku Matsuda's video "Detective Story." Just that alone would end my life.

Thinking this, I drifted off to sleep. When I opened my eyes, Sayo Hikari was gone. My father was snoring soundly on the counter.

The young, yet deadly, Yoru, with a smile playing on her lips, skipped into the darkness of 2-chome, seemingly off on a wild adventure.

URL 1:https://www.sexlove5.com/htmlBlog/125413.html

URL 2:/Blog.aspx?id=125413&aspx=1

Last access time:

Previous Page : Fucking Aunt Qingxue's pussy

Next Page : Case Files of the Kidnapping of a Female Police Officer in Dongping Prefecture