Fallen high school girl

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(I) Yearning to be

Raped When I entered high school, I was 15 years old. Unlike other younger girls who were chased by upperclassmen, almost no upperclassmen paid any attention to me.

At that time, I was still a minor and undeveloped, and I didn't dare to walk with my head held high. Seeing my girlfriends frequently going on dates, I felt incredibly itchy. At night, lying in my dormitory bed, I would touch my pubic area, which hadn't grown a single hair, and couldn't help but sigh secretly.

In the second semester of my first year of high school, an opportunity finally came. A boy named Sun Yannan wrote me love letters. Although he was handsome and tall, he was somewhat gloomy. To be honest, I longed to be raped by him; it would be so exciting to be held in his strong arms. But he seemed very timid, and every time he stood next to me, he wouldn't move at all.

One day, a boy who wasn't very tall but was even more handsome stopped me and asked me to say my name. I pretended to be shy and refused. He laughed wildly and said, "I see your chest is small and flat, so I'll call you Xiaoping (Flat)." Huh? I actually got it by accident.

From then on, the boy named Lu Junfeng would call me "Xiaopingmei, Xiaopingmei" incessantly whenever he saw me. Once, during a power outage, he touched my still-developing breasts, which made me restless for days. Actually, I liked this kind of straightforward boy; it gave me a thrill. As for Sun Yannan, who might have truly loved me, he never even held my hand.

I heard that Sun Yannan had a good chance of getting into a good university, so I unconsciously leaned towards him. I pretended to accidentally reveal that Lu Junfeng had harassed me, and the two of them got into a fight, which Sun Yannan won. However, he never touched me until he got into university.

(II) Waiting for the Cultivation

After Sun Yannan got into university, he kept writing to me, but at this time, I could hardly feel anything for a boy who wasn't around and with whom I had never had a physical relationship.

At this time, a senior high school girl I knew passed me a letter written by a boy named Fang Yesheng. Although I had heard that this guy was usually a womanizer, I secretly went on dates with him out of loneliness.

Fang Yesheng's parents were business people and often away from home. One weekend, he invited me to his house, and since I was bored anyway, I went. Since kissing was a common occurrence on dates, as soon as I entered, he roughly pounced on me on the bed, kissing me and frantically rubbing my flat breasts. Even though his lips were covering my mouth, I couldn't help but let out a few muffled moans.

His hand moved downwards, slipping inside my underwear. When he touched my labia, he trembled with excitement, and I felt his genitals throbbing against me. But I didn't stop him; instead, I twisted my body and softly cried out, "Ah!"

My reaction probably encouraged him greatly, because he unbuttoned my shirt. Since my breasts weren't fully developed, I wasn't wearing a bra. His tongue began licking my slightly hardened nipples, and I twisted even more vigorously, not out of resistance, but out of excitement.

But just as he was about to unbutton my pants, I suddenly remembered Sun Yannan. This boy, who had just confessed his feelings for me, wrote me a letter every week. The sincerity in his letters had impressed my best friend, Sheng Yufang. And he was such a promising young man; I had no reason to choose this good-for-nothing Fang Yesheng over him.

Suddenly, I reached out and pulled hard on my pants, shouting resolutely, "No!" I had made my decision: to give my virginity to the boy who truly loved me—Sun Yannan.

Fang Yesheng was somewhat surprised, then hung his head dejectedly. I quickly dressed, sat at the table, and didn't look at him or say a word, feeling extremely embarrassed. He suddenly grabbed my arm fiercely and asked, "Are you still thinking about that guy surnamed Sun?" I didn't answer, feeling bad for suddenly spoiling his excitement.

After a while, I said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to do this so early. I'm only 16." He calmed down and asked me, "Will you still talk to me?" I nodded, unsure whether it meant I was talking to him or not.

Later, when Fang Yesheng asked me out, I tried my best to find excuses not to go. But whenever I did go, I didn't resist his kisses and touches at all. Once, he pulled my hand to touch his genitals. It was the first time I had ever touched a man's penis; it was hard, hot, and throbbing.

At first, I firmly refused his sexual advances, but the more I tried, the harder it became to resist the temptation. Ever since that incident at his house, I fantasized about sex all day long, and my body became constantly aroused. But around this time, Sun Yannan stopped writing to me. Years later, I learned that he was testing whether I had feelings for him.

However, I'm a very lazy person, so if he doesn't write, I won't write back either. Besides, my libido was very high at that time, and I often secretly masturbated until late at night, leaving me feeling very tired. I was pleasantly surprised to find that my breasts had gotten a little bigger, and a few sparse hairs had grown on my vulva. Fang Yesheng touched my breasts and clearly felt the change. He asked me to unbutton my shirt so he could lick them. I figured I wouldn't lose my virginity that way, so I let him lick me. Several times I couldn't take it anymore and really wanted to have sex with him, but I desperately restrained myself because winter vacation was approaching, and I had to wait for Sun Yannan to come back.

When winter vacation was almost here, Sun Yannan wrote to me. He said he had injured himself while playing basketball and told me his return date. After receiving the letter, I was filled with mixed feelings. I replied with extremely complicated emotions, but I pretended not to care. I think this letter must have hurt him a little, otherwise, he wouldn't have been so sensitive to what Fang Yesheng and I were doing as soon as he returned.

(III) The Era of Abstinence

When Sun Yannan returned, we were taking our final exams. Since the afternoon session was math, which I hated, I skipped it. My classmates told me they saw him chatting happily with his old buddies in the teaching building.

Thinking about my affair with Fang Yesheng, I felt incredibly disgusted. I knew he would ask me out that night, so I took sick leave from evening study.

He was brought by a girl I disliked named Chen Shanhua. I felt uneasy, wondering what Chen Shanhua had told him. He wasn't excited at all when he saw me, and asked me to walk around the playground. The moment he opened his mouth, I knew he already knew about my affair. He subtly inquired about my life, but I didn't say a word, inwardly cursing, "You idiot, why are you talking about such pointless things? I've kept my body pure for you until now, get to the point!

" But after walking around the playground a few times, his mood worsened. He walked me to my dorm room, saying he would take me home the next day and then left.

I stood there, thinking, even if he didn't ask me out that night, he should at least kiss me before leaving, right? He saw I wasn't moving and came back, my heart pounding. But all he said gently was, "Go into the dorm, it's cold," and then walked away without looking back. I knew he was angry with me, especially since I hadn't said anything he wanted to hear, which probably angered him.

I was also angry at his idiot behavior. So the next day, when he saw me off, I didn't ask him to walk me very far. I could tell his eyes were a little red; he definitely hadn't slept well the night before. But walking with him made me feel incredibly stifled. He seemed to be very inquisitive, almost demanding I admit my mistakes.

As he turned to leave, I felt a pang of sadness and suddenly had the urge to end things with Fang Yesheng. So, I boarded the boat heading to Fang's house. I told Fang Yesheng that I only loved Sun Yannan and that we were officially breaking up. His parents were home, so he didn't do anything to me. I also threatened him that Sun Yannan would hire someone to beat him up when school started after winter break, and that cowardly guy never bothered me again after that.

Sun Yannan called me several times during winter break, but I hated his bossy tone, so I had my mother answer the phone. My mother gave him a good scolding, while I laughed rather brazenly beside her. Sun Yannan was definitely disappointed in me. When school started again, he came to the school, but didn't look for me, and didn't write to me again for a year.

As for me, I don't know why, I didn't flirt with any other boys during that year. Maybe in my heart, I felt it was a pity to lose Sun Yannan, and I was also angry with myself. In

my senior year of high school, my grades plummeted. When I thought of Sun Yannan's encouragement to date me by the lake at his university, I laughed self-deprecatingly. I hardly went to class anymore, and just liked to sleep.

During the day, I slept alone in my dormitory, caressing my body, which, though not plump, was very smooth, and felt sorry for Sun Yannan. He hadn't even seen me, let alone touched me. The school finally couldn't tolerate my truancy anymore and advised me to drop out and go home, along with Sheng Yufang, Zhan Xingyan, and others.

Since I dropped out of school in the second semester of my senior year, the winter of 2001 was probably the happiest time of my life. Although I no longer hung out with boys, I could skip classes openly and go to the classroom when I was tired of playing. Before New Year's Day, I heard that Sun Yannan had written a letter to Chen Shanhua, and I wondered if they were having an affair. I had someone steal the letter and was surprised to see that Sun Yannan asked about me in the letter.

The idea of getting back together with him was born, and I immediately bought a greeting card, wrote a few simple words, and sent it. I understood that for someone who was so deeply in love with me, this was enough. Sure enough, he replied and said that he would come back to see me.

(IV) Flowers Bloom and Fade

When Sun Yannan came back, we were already on holiday, and he didn't call my home. I thought he was just making excuses. At the beginning of the second semester, I went to school to pack my things to go home and heard Zhan Xingyan say that Sun Yannan was looking for me.

When he saw me, he seemed to be forcing a smile. I knew he had talked with Chen Shanhua for a long time before finding me, and perhaps Chen Shanhua had told him.

He insisted that I stay with him, saying he had a lot to say to me. I understood that his purpose in wanting me to stay was to take advantage of me that night. However, I had told my family I would be going home that day, so I invited him to my house instead. To my surprise, he became much bolder and wasn't afraid of my mother anymore. He actually came home with me, and Sheng Yufang and Zhan Xingyan also came to visit.

My parents and brother vaguely knew about my relationship with him, and they were extremely pleased, especially when they learned he was a student at a prestigious university. I discussed with Sheng Yufang and Zhan Xingyan about going to the city where his university was located to study computers. However, at the last minute, Sheng Yufang was stopped by her family. Zhan

Xingyan and I, accompanied by my brother, arrived in his city, but were greatly disappointed with the computer school that was advertised in newspapers, radio, and television, and insisted on going home. Sun Yannan's attempts to persuade me to stay were unsuccessful, and I could only watch helplessly as we boarded the train home.

Later, Sun Yannan called me several times, urging me to go back to that city, and I was somewhat tempted. Besides, I knew that if I stayed at home, I would never have a chance to get ahead. So, I packed my bags again and went to the county town alone to catch the train.

(V) Getting on the Wrong Sedan Chair

However, just as I was waiting for the train on the platform, I realized that I was standing on the wrong platform. In the distance, a train coming from the opposite direction of my destination was speeding by. I saw familiar faces in the crowd; they were several of my female classmates. They were trying their best to persuade me to go to Nanchang to learn computers. Having missed my train, I was very upset and, as if possessed, followed them to Nanchang.

All computer training schools in the world are the same, as black as crows. In Nanchang, we didn't learn anything at all. Several of the girls who came with me were seduced by some rich kids, and as soon as they came back, they told me about their experiences in bed.

At this time, a handsome guy from Zhejiang extended an olive branch to me. Disappointment and loneliness drove me to start dating him, and things progressed quickly.

Sun Yannan tried every means to call and write to me, and my heart was in turmoil. I had remained a virgin for him for three years, but fate seemed to have decreed that he could not possess my body. I began to avoid him and soon slept with Wang Badan from Zhejiang.

That day, Wang Badan invited me to his room to watch a video. It's funny, we were computer students, and after almost half a year, we still didn't know how to use the internet. We could only type thirteen or fourteen words a minute using pinyin, so our daily lives were very boring. We used to go to Wang Badan's room often, but it was always with a group of people. That day, when I went in, I realized it was just the two of us.

He was playing "The Jade Maiden Heart Sutra," and when the sex scene came on, I blushed and felt hot, while he had already embraced me, his hand slipping under my clothes. After more than a year, suddenly reliving the feeling of being touched by a man, I felt an electric shock all over my body, inexplicably excited. I took the initiative to kiss him, and before he could even touch my genitals, he started undressing me.

My hand involuntarily reached for his genitals. His voice trembled with excitement as he said, "Okay, let me show you. Right, take it out with your own hand." He urged me with his eyes. At that moment, I lost my senses. I reached for Wang Badan's crotch, grabbed it—it was so hard, so big… I slowly pulled down the zipper and pulled his penis out of my underwear. Seeing its dark, thick shape, nodding incessantly, I was startled.

He didn't give me a chance to admire it further. Suddenly, he forcefully spread my legs and began licking my genitals. The position made it seem like I was about to urinate, and my face turned bright red. But it felt so good… "Your nipples are pink. Are you a virgin?" Wang Badan quickly pulled off his shirt, pants, and underwear, becoming completely naked, and straddled me.

After a few more strokes, he said, "I can't take it anymore. I'm going in." His hard, thick member touched the entrance of my vulva. Finally, it came, but in that instant, a sharp pain shot through me.

"It hurts, it hurts so much!" "Ah? Is this really your first time?" I was in so much pain that tears were welling up in my eyes, and I couldn't speak. He slowly inserted himself, his thick, hot thing completely enveloping me. I didn't know if it was pain or heat, but I clung tightly to Wang Badan.

He kissed me as he said, "Xiaoping, relax a little, I can't move." Seeing how tense I was, he drew circles on my small breasts with his fingers, and I felt waves of tingling, so I involuntarily loosened my grip. I felt his thing slowly withdrawing from my lower body, and then suddenly thrusting in heavily. I screamed "Ah!" A feeling I had never experienced before made my heart feel like it was about to fly out of my chest.

Then, like a chick pecking at rice, he moved in and out of my vagina at a rapid rhythm. My breathing became labored, so I had to take a deep breath and then exhale heavily. The grinding sensation inside my vagina made me want to scream, but I was afraid someone would hear, so I bit my lip desperately. As his rhythm quickened, I felt pent-up frustration. I opened my mouth and bit his shoulder hard. He cried out, but the pace quickened even further. I felt like I was being carried high into the sky.

Suddenly, he let out a heavy sigh and collapsed on top of me, motionless. I felt like I had plummeted to the bottom of a valley. It took me a while to come to my senses and ask, "Um, what's wrong?" He said weakly, "I'm about to collapse. Let me rest for a bit." I wouldn't have it. I shook my lower body violently and frantically pressed him down, thrusting myself.

After a while, as if unwilling to be suppressed, he came back with a vengeance. His thing was even thicker and hotter. I moaned a few times with pleasure, but his lips silenced me. I could only scratch his skin with my hands.

Suddenly, I felt his penis throbbing violently inside me, and a warm liquid began to gush out in large spurts. He let out a low growl, and we hugged tightly, wanting to hold onto this moment longer. After about seven or eight seconds, the throbbing stopped, but his penis was still hard, as if it had lengthened considerably, pressing against somewhere inside me, making me not want to move.

His penis finally softened slowly and was squeezed out by my lower body. He buried his face between my two not-so-full breasts, muttering something. I didn't want to talk for the time being and ignored him.

After a while, he climbed off me, glanced at my genitals, and then kissed me: "Thank you!" I knew he was thanking me for giving him my virginity, but I felt his reaction wasn't passionate enough, so I asked him, "Will you cherish me?" He nodded wearily and said, "There's so much blood, let me clean it for you." I rolled over, a little shyly saying, "Um... turn around, I'll do it myself." He roughly and teasingly spread my legs: "What's there to be shy about? I saw everything." I punched him lightly and let him be.

He parted my labia with his fingers, and I felt something immediately flow out. I immediately covered my face and said, "Don't do this... wipe it off quickly." He wiped it very gently, a ticklish sensation spreading throughout my body. I got up to look at the sheets—a huge pool of blood! I couldn't help but gasp.

After my first time, my desires were extremely strong. If seeing my own blood on the sheets made me feel even a little guilty towards Sun Yannan, then I completely indulged in the pleasures of sex and almost forgot about him. Of course, he wouldn't forget me so easily; he wrote to me repeatedly. I replied that we weren't suitable, and if he wanted, I could be his sister. This letter deeply hurt him; his reply was furious, so I simply ignored him. I had

several passionate encounters with Wang Badan, but he refused to give me his room key, only allowing me to visit him on Mondays and Thursdays, making it difficult to find him at other times.

As summer vacation approached, I worried that going home would prevent us from having sex for a long time, so I wanted to stay with him every day. One weekend, bored, I went to his room and found the door locked. Just as I was about to leave, I suddenly heard several woman's moans. I was all too familiar with these moans; they were made during pleasurable sex. I smiled dismissively, but then realized the sounds seemed to be coming from Wang Badan's room.

I pressed my ear to the door and heard that someone inside was indeed doing *that* kind of thing. Even worse, I could hear a few muffled voices—it was Wang Badan's!

I pounded on the door frantically, my anger flaring. Someone inside asked, "Who is it? The master isn't in." It was the woman speaking! I was even angrier: "You bastard, I heard your voice! Open the door!" Wang Badan opened the door, looking at me coldly. I didn't cry; I just grabbed his arm, my nails piercing his bones.

The woman, not fully dressed, her full, white breasts trembling, walked over seductively and said, "What's wrong? Never seen someone do it before? Come on, Brother Wang, let's show him." I angrily cursed, "Slut!" She raised her hand and slapped me hard, but Wang Badan seemed unconcerned, walking back into the room and sitting down. I wanted to slap her too, but suddenly I lost my temper, covered my face and ran back to my dorm, throwing myself onto my bed.

The next day, I packed my things and went home without telling anyone. I would never go back to that heartbreaking place, Nanchang.

(VI) Complete Depravity

When I got home, my parents were very affectionate, which made me feel ashamed. I had to make up a lie, saying that I was on vacation, and I was naturally anxious about the start of the second half of the year. The

"summer vacation" was a bit boring. I called Sheng Yufang and Zhan Xingyan, but they were not home. I had to hide in my room alone to watch porn and masturbate. More than ten days passed without doing "that," and I started to feel slutty, my desires swelling wildly.

One afternoon, the phone on the table rang. It was a man named Wang Jianbi, who was Sun Yannan's high school classmate. He said he was back and had to go home. He had a lot of things to take and couldn't carry them all by himself, so he asked if I could help him. I was bored anyway, so I answered the phone, told my mother, and went out.

I was familiar with Wang Jianbi. In high school, he pursued Chen Shanhua, a girl in our class. He would often come to our classroom drunk and cause trouble. I heard he was now living in the same city as Sun Yannan. I accompanied him, trekking over mountains and valleys to his home. It was getting late, but we could still get home.

When I said goodbye, Wang Jianbi tried to persuade me to stay, saying, "It's getting dark, don't go back. I'll take you tomorrow." Seeing my hesitation, he whispered, "I can tell you about Sun Yannan, do you want to hear it?" So I stayed. But I slept with his mother that night, so I didn't hear anything about Sun Yannan.

The next day, he rushed home with me early in the morning. His true nature finally showed; he was his usual scoundrel, groping me shamelessly. What's worse, he even said I was the girl with the smallest breasts he had ever met.

I was angry and ignored him the whole way home. He was staying in a friend's dormitory in town.

That evening, it was a bit hot. I received a call from Wang Jianbi, who said he was bored in his friend's dorm and could tell me about Sun Yannan. I didn't want to talk to him, but I felt restless at home, so I went to his friend's dorm in town.

He was shirtless, wearing beach shorts, and I had never seen such an ugly body. At first, he genuinely told me about Sun Yannan. He said that when Sun Yannan was a freshman, a girl from another department who looked a lot like me pursued him, but at that time, he only had eyes for me and rejected her, and hadn't dated anyone since.

After a while, his hands started groping my waist, and I felt a sense of resistance.

After all, he was Sun Yannan's good friend, and if I did *that* with him, Sun Yannan would definitely find out, so I stood up to leave. He pushed me onto the bed, roughly pulled off my t-shirt, bit my nipple, and before I could even say "no," he had already unbuttoned my capri pants. He was going to rape me!

But a passion I'd never felt before surged within me, and while I pretended to struggle and twist my body in resistance, I let out a soul-stirring moan.

He squeezed my genitals hard, his fingers plunging inside, and I cried out in pain—this pervert! He had very long fingernails, scraping my vaginal walls painfully. He seemed to have no intention of continuing foreplay, pulling out his penis and thrusting it inside. To be honest, his penis wasn't long, but because my vagina was so tight, it felt very full once it was inside.

He wasn't very tall either, so his movements were incredibly fast, making me a little dizzy. He might be a natural sadist, taking the time to bite my breasts hard with his mouth; although it hurt, it gave me a strange sense of pleasure. But the good times didn't last long; less than fifteen minutes later, he ejaculated on top of me.

Although the fan was on full blast, I was drenched in sweat, so I pushed him aside, who was reluctant to leave my body, and he remained motionless, letting me do as I pleased. I could tell he was satisfied, but I wasn't quite done. I turned him over, straddled his chest, gently biting his nipple, and reached down to his genitals, lightly stroking his penis.

He opened his eyes, his energy returning, and his penis slowly hardened. He then pressed me down forcefully. But his erection was short-lived; just as he was about to penetrate, it went soft again. He cursed, "Damn it," and rubbed his limp penis repeatedly against my vaginal opening, rekindling sensation in my labia, which had become somewhat numb from the thrusting. As expected, his penis finally regained its strength, and this time it lasted for over twenty minutes.

He wouldn't let me go home, so I had to sleep with him. I repeatedly begged him not to tell Sun Yannan about what happened that night, and he agreed. Later, I learned that he had told Sun Yannan about us as soon as he arrived.

[The End]

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