My first woman, based on my true experience.

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That happened in my second year of high school. It's not a shameful thing at all, and it's the only person I feel sorry for now, and probably the only thing I regret.
We met online. I was a 18-year-old in my second year of high school, and she was a 14-year-old in her second year of junior high.
We met in person not long after we started chatting.
She wasn't very pretty, but she was quite cute and voluptuous. At that time, I was a sports student, and those seven or eight years of training hadn't gone to waste; I had a great physique. Meeting
her was a little awkward, but that's how we started dating. About three months into our relationship, I texted her saying I was the big bad wolf and she was the little lamb, and the big bad wolf wanted to eat the little lamb, wondering if the little lamb would agree. She readily agreed. I was excited and expectant; what a guy, you can't help it.
So, the following Sunday at noon, I went to her house. You can probably guess what happened next. 14 years old, what a beast! And what happened next was even more beastly.
The first time was actually quite ridiculous. I don't even know if I actually penetrated her, but I definitely ejaculated. She didn't bleed, and I didn't care. I genuinely don't care about these details, especially since not everyone bleeds the first time—there's a scientific explanation for that.
From then on, we spent every Sunday at her house (her parents would go out to play ping-pong on weekends), half a day each time, three times in half a day. One time, after we finished and went back to school, I twisted my back while playing ping-pong. I don't know if it was because I was really tired or what, but it was quite serious, and I had to stop training for two weeks. When I went to masturbate, I had to hold onto the wall for a long time before I could get up. Thinking about it now, it's really funny.
We spent another two or three months like that.
Everyone knows what teenage love is like. She was still the same person, but I just didn't want to be together anymore. I don't know why, I just didn't want to be together anymore.
I broke up with her, and she begged me to stay, she cried very sadly. But I remained so resolute.
Of course, then I was single for a year, and she got a new boyfriend a week later.
Hehe, that's nothing, I have no right to blame her! But! Wasn't it a bit too fast! Wow! It's good that you're showing some symbolic sadness... Hahahaha.
Back then, I really didn't feel any burden at all. I was carefree, training as usual, eating and drinking as usual, bragging as usual.
Actually, I remember everyone who has appeared in my life. I'm nostalgic, and I often recall the little things we did together. I remember the noodles she cooked for me, the handkerchief she used to wipe my sweat, the phrase "talented man and beautiful woman" she wrote about us in my homework.
After graduating high school, I didn't learn to drive, I didn't mess around, I worked a summer job as a membership consultant at a gym, and a salesperson for Yili (a Chinese liquor company). As I met more and more people, I matured a lot and became much quieter. I stopped fighting and worrying my parents, learned that courtesy is more effective than violence, and knew that humility leads to progress, etc.
Since then, I feel guilty whenever I think of her. Although I don't know what my place is in her heart, I know the responsibilities I should have taken, which I neglected back then.
I don't know if writing this will have any impact on me here. This is also a way for me to vent the guilt that's been accumulating in my heart.
Sigh, this is the only thing I regret since I was born, and the only person I feel I've ever wronged.
I hope she can be happy in the future, have a loving husband, and a healthy baby.

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