The Wife's Change (Part 1)

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I don't know where to begin, but I have to say it anyway, lest I forget it in time. For five years, I've been trying to change my wife's personality, to help her become more confident, but with little success. I'm thinking of a method we could try, but it's very risky: letting my wife experience an extramarital affair. Because if a woman overcomes her most insurmountable hurdle, she undergoes a significant transformation.
One reason is that my wife didn't marry me because she loved me, but because she was moved by me and felt sorry for me. I'm her first love, and although it was our first time together, I've had several relationships and physical contact with others. My wife always says it's unfair, so I want her to experience another kind of love.
Another reason, and the most important one, is that my penis is relatively small, less than 8 centimeters, probably because of childhood masturbation. Although we already have a child, and my wife says I can satisfy her, I still feel my penis is too small. I have an obligation to satisfy her; she'll only know what satisfaction is when she experiences something larger.
I've been advising her to have sex with other people for a long time, but she's always disagreed, neither agreeing nor objecting, sometimes even getting angry.
But I know my wife is the reserved type; she seems very proper on the surface, but is actually quite wild and promiscuous inside. In the five years of our marriage, I've transformed her into a woman who's proper during the day but very seductive in bed at night. My wife is a very accommodating woman; as long as my requests aren't too unreasonable, she'll accept them. She also hopes I can find satisfaction with her, so under my tutelage, she's mastered all the tricks to make a man enjoy himself.
I know getting my wife to take this step won't be easy, so I'll take it slowly. One of the most common methods I've chosen is teaching her to use the internet and chat with netizens on QQ. I initially registered her QQ account and added her as a friend. My wife gradually became addicted to online chatting.
She first met someone online, a few years younger than her, and they started an online romance. Seeing her become more and more beautiful, her face glowing, I was convinced it was the power of love. People say that women nourished by love are the most beautiful, and now I truly believe it. Later, because we lived far apart, nothing substantial developed, and things eventually faded, but we've maintained contact. Later, some men brought up sensitive topics with her. At first, she was resistant and embarrassed, but with my support, she gradually opened up. My
wife video-chatted with several people, and eventually, someone asked her to undress in front of the camera. She was too scared, but after my encouragement, she finally took that first step. I can sense that she will become more and more open in the future because I know she's not a completely settled person.
Finally, some online friends asked her to meet up, but she was too afraid to go. I know it's difficult to take that step, but I really hope she can take it so that her personality can become more outgoing. I told her, "It's normal for online friends to meet these days, it's no big deal. Besides, I allow it, it's not like you're hiding it from me. If you're not satisfied after the meeting, we can just leave, it won't cost you anything. Even if we end up in a hotel room and have sex, I can accept it, as long as you don't get pregnant. As long as our feelings are there, it won't ruin our family. Even if someone else uses your body, as long as you're comfortable, it's fine.
You'll still be my wife after you come back and clean up." But there was one thing I wanted her to promise: she had to inform me before going out with someone else, because as long as she didn't hide it, there would be no barrier in our relationship, and it wouldn't ruin our family.
Finally, the day arrived. On the evening of February 20, 2010, after my persuasion, she finally agreed to meet the online friend the next day. We prepared until 3 a.m. that night, and I didn't sleep much either, because this was a big deal for my wife. She took a shower and put on her prettiest clothes; I knew she was looking forward to the meeting. After we got into bed, I wanted to have sex with her, but she wouldn't let me touch her. I didn't sleep much that night.
The next day, the exciting moment finally arrived. My wife was leaving around 8 a.m. Before she left, I made her take five condoms, thinking that should be enough. She finally left, while I was restless at work, wondering how she was doing, whether she had already... had become someone else's sex object... The thought made me feel uneasy, yet I also hoped this time would be better for her; I longed for a change in her.
The plan was that she would start work at 3 p.m., meet him for the morning, and then go straight to work. But before 11 a.m., she called, saying she'd be back soon. I didn't know what was going on, so I waited anxiously. I knew this meeting wouldn't be as successful as I'd hoped.
My wife returned very upset and told me what had happened. They agreed to meet at the subway station. The man, because he hadn't seen my wife, had a very rude tone on the phone, leaving a bad impression even before they met. When they finally met, she was disappointed again; he seemed like he'd just come from the countryside, very unsophisticated.
He said he'd found a room, so my wife went with him. When they arrived, my wife was utterly disappointed. It turned out he'd found a basement hotel; the conditions were terrible, and the room he chose was next to the manager's. Plus, the man had bad breath. Once inside, the man eagerly started undressing my wife. My wife figured since she was already there, she might as well fulfill her obligation, even if she didn't like it, but worried he'd tear her clothes, she took them off herself.
The man had no foreplay skills, no kissing technique, and didn't even know how to play with her breasts. He ejaculated as soon as he put on the condom, before even penetrating her. My wife said his body felt like it was on fire, but she assumed he was just nervous and didn't think much of it. They dressed and chatted for a while, then the man wanted more. My wife, who was bad at refusing, and feeling the first time hadn't worked out, agreed to give him another try.
After they were naked, the man ravaged my wife for a while, but again, he ejaculated before even penetrating her. My wife said, "This time I've done everything I could; you just didn't seize the opportunity."
At my wife's insistence, they checked out of the room and parted ways afterward. This incident brought great disappointment to my wife, and I was also very disappointed; I'm such a useless man. My wife noticed my disappointment and said, "Don't be angry, there will be other opportunities."
Life returned to normal, but our hearts were not at peace. On the evening of February 25, 2010, I went home to see my son. As usual, my wife and I chatted on QQ until after midnight before going to sleep. But I never expected that on this very ordinary night, my wife would be taken advantage of by a man from Hunan who was a year younger than her, and they had a very wild time.
The next afternoon when I went home, my wife kept urging me to come home quickly, saying she had something to tell me. I never imagined it would be like this, but I remained calm; after all, this was what I had been hoping for. My wife's body no longer belonged to me alone, and I couldn't describe the feeling in my heart.
My wife said they arranged to meet outside our place, and the man said he didn't have any condoms, so my wife brought five. My wife said they got along very well after meeting, without any awkwardness, and later took a taxi to a hotel. It happened at 1:30 in the morning. It seems my wife, who usually seems timid, is actually very brave.
They started having sex as soon as they got to the hotel, even kissing. The man took off his pants and she gave him oral sex, making him ejaculate directly into her mouth the first time. The second time, she didn't use a condom and just penetrated him, only putting one on when she was about to ejaculate. She's such a foolish woman. My wife said his penis was very thick and pointed upwards, and they did it four times that night. The last two times the man wanted it but couldn't get an erection, my wife gave him oral sex until he got hard, then they continued. My wife said his penis was very big.
Later, I chatted with that man using a different online name, and he said he made my wife orgasm twice, screaming loudly, and barely slept all night. I felt really bad hearing this. My wife was serving another man like that, letting him enjoy himself for one night, releasing his pent-up desire four times.
Actually, I'm a little upset because while I said she could let other men have sex with her, she had to inform me beforehand. But this time she let another man have sex with her behind my back, and although she told me when she got back, the nature of the situation is different. I consider this a lie, and I won't tolerate being deceived. After I explained my meaning clearly, my wife said she would definitely pay attention next time.
Two days later, my wife agreed to meet another online friend. The man had just arrived in Beijing and his company had rented a nice hotel for him. His wife had no sex drive, so he often had to abstain, which my wife felt sorry for.
I knew about this meeting; my wife arrived around 9 AM. They agreed to meet somewhere to chat, and if things felt right, they would have sex. I still made my wife bring several condoms. After their meeting, my wife went straight to work, her shift ending at 3 PM. Before she left, I told her to call me beforehand if they wanted to have sex.
I couldn't concentrate on work that morning, spending the whole morning checking their locations—they were in the same place. By 2 PM, my wife still hadn't called, so I called her. She was almost at work. I questioned her about why she hadn't called, and she said she hadn't had a chance. I was very angry all afternoon. That
evening, when I picked her up, we had a big argument on the way. I was very upset that she had broken the rules again. Later, my wife told me that after meeting, they went straight to the man's place. As soon as they entered, he tried to hug her, but my wife refused. After they both showered, they started having sex, trying every position imaginable.
My wife said his penis was bigger than the previous guy she met online, and he was really good at it, lasting a long time too. He did it three times in two hours, and the last time my wife gave him oral sex and ejaculated into his mouth. I wasn't happy, but there was nothing I could do; it was already done. I warned my wife that she had to listen to me from now on, or else it would be a big deal. Two
days later, my wife wanted to go out and have some fun, so I let her go, but I said this time I would listen to her, and she agreed. That night, my wife went, and when she was almost there, I called her, as we had agreed beforehand, and didn't hang up. When she met the guy, they chatted for a while and then took a shower, but I couldn't hear clearly because the TV was on.
A little while later, I heard my wife moaning. I knew the guy had started fucking her. Although I knew my wife's voice very well, I had never heard her moan so loudly or so wantonly before. I knew the guy was fucking her very hard and enjoying it very much. Because the volume was too low, I wanted to hang up and call again. My wife held the phone next to the pillow so I could hear it clearly, but she had it on vibrate. They were making love so intensely that I didn't hear anything. I really regretted hanging up; it was my own fault.
When I called again, my wife answered. I could clearly hear her breathing, meaning they had just finished and it was still very intense. I wanted her to stay and let me hear it again, but she just hung up. I called several times, and finally, she said she would be back soon. The man had brought her back, but she hadn't let him into the house.
When my wife came back, she asked me how it went. I said the call had dropped by itself, and I hadn't heard anything. I asked her, "Did you do it?" My
wife said I called before we even started. I felt incredibly disappointed; my wife had learned to lie. I asked again, "Really not?"
My wife said she really hadn't. I said, "I heard it! You're lying to me!"
I was really angry because her lies sounded so convincing.
Later, my wife explained that she was embarrassed, but I couldn't let her continue like this, or she would lie to me again. I can let her be with other men, but I won't allow deception or betrayal, because that's a spiritual matter. If there's spiritual or mental betrayal or deception, it will affect the family.
Later, when I got home, they spent another night together. My wife said it only happened once, but I didn't believe her. What could I do? That's how it is. My wife said she's starting to dislike that guy. He doesn't know how to please people, acting like it's his duty to be with him, and he even wanted my wife to do his laundry.
By the way, my wife said he's from Henan. I hate people from Henan; they're all bad. But in the end, even my own wife got fucked by a guy from Henan. Sigh!
Since then, my wife hasn't gone out again. She doesn't seem to like this game anymore. Days go by, life goes on, and I know more will happen in the future. I'm looking forward to it and waiting.

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