[And then?] Six

page views:1 Publication date:2020-07-08

In the days following Chapter Six, a chapter filled with unresolved and perplexing

feelings, I felt as if I had just recovered from a serious illness. My mind was in a daze every day, sometimes dazed, sometimes excited, sometimes ashamed, sometimes euphoric.

A feeling I couldn't quite describe constantly haunted me. I admit, I was seriously considering the possibility of [something unspecified]. Because I needed stimulation. Because I was beginning to feel confused by my monotonous life.

Before, although I occasionally felt depressed and frustrated, I could never find the reason. Now I realized I needed to find a way to break this stagnant, lifeless existence. But what about Si?

Si also noticed that something was wrong with me. Although I told her it wasn't because I was sick, she still nagged me several times a day to go to the hospital for a checkup.

Every day when I came home from work, there was always a bowl of nourishing herbal soup on the table. Although I didn't want to drink it, I always succumbed to her worried and concerned gaze, picking up the bowl and drinking it all in one gulp. Only then would she feel at ease.

To make these nourishing soups, she went home to learn cooking methods from her mother and then searched every market and pharmacy in the area for the necessary ingredients. Under Si Yin's earnest gaze, I felt even more ashamed.

Although I constantly blamed myself, the thought that had crossed my mind wouldn't fade away.

I'm not easily swayed, but the novel arguments in that post seemed to have planted a seed in my heart. Instead of disappearing, it grew stronger with time, filling every corner of my soul.

After two months of agonizing torment, I finally tried to contact the author of that post. I even resolved that if there was no response, I would let it go, bury it deep in my memory, and never mention it again.

But as it turned out, my self-deception was utterly ridiculous.

A few days later, he sent me a QQ number. When I trembled as I added him as a friend, I knew an unknown door had opened, and I was about to fall into an abyss from which there was no return. At that moment, driven by my inner desires, I couldn't stop.

URL 1:https://www.sex3p.com/htmlBlog/113068.html

URL 2:/Blog.aspx?id=113068&aspx=1

Last access time:

Previous Page : Repost~ Bai Jie Chapter 3 (Xiao Jing's Story)

Next Page : Wife's private moments posted online (2)

增加

comment Open a new window to view comments

Contact Information

[And then?] Six

comment Open a new window to view comments