An online article reprinted from a young woman's account: Incest with my father made me unable to stop.

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Narrative: I grew up in a single-parent family and have almost no memory of my mother's influence. Therefore, my father was both my father and mother, so I both respected and felt sorry for him. He raised me from a young age, handling everything from my first period to other significant events—it wasn't easy for him. As a child, I was very clever in these situations, knowing how to protect myself without hurting him.
When he was younger, he often exposed his genitals to me, such as walking around naked after showering, or helping me bathe or bathing together, washing my genitals while doing so. I never felt shy or embarrassed; I even experienced pleasure. When he was really struggling, he would have me wash his penis with soap and masturbate him until he ejaculated. So, I learned about male ejaculation from a very young age, which is a kind of knowledge. But he never hurt me; our father-daughter relationship appeared natural and harmonious in front of others.
PS: She was actually a little embarrassed at this point, but continued, saying that

as I grew up, my father and I continued to interact in this uninhibited way until I got married. I'm 30 years old now and have a child. My husband is very good to me, but he often travels abroad for work, sometimes for a year or more at a time. A year ago, my husband went to work abroad, and I moved in with my child to my father's house so we could take care of each other. My father hasn't retired yet and is in good health. Since this summer, he has been making explicit sexual advances towards me. Because my mother has passed away, my father has his own reasons, and he hasn't remarried, partly for my sake. So, logically, I should repay his upbringing and sacrifices. But he is, after all, my biological father, and it feels very strange.
My father and I are both educated people and should be very independent, but precisely because we are independent, worldly matters don't affect us much. Theoretically, it would be incestuous, but in reality, I've already given birth and had an IUD inserted, so I won't get pregnant. Therefore, there's no social harm or confusion regarding blood relations. From a certain perspective, it's purely about satisfying physical needs, like eating and sleeping. It doesn't affect my husband or disrespect my mother. If my father were to have an affair or I were to make a mistake outside the marriage, it would pose a social threat and could result in me contracting a sexually transmitted disease.
But something just didn't feel right. My father felt the same way, and we discussed it and asked him about it. We were afraid that if we accidentally let it slip or if our neighbors or colleagues found out, it would be difficult to make a living.
Like many other girls, I didn't have any sexual desire before marriage or having children. It was only after giving birth that I gradually began to experience the pleasure of sex. Now my child is over three years old, and the most difficult stage is over. I also want to experience the joys of being a woman, otherwise my life will just pass by like this. After my husband left, I felt very sad. I didn't know how to relieve my lust. I lived at my father's house. In the hot summer, my clothes were already scantily clad and quite revealing. Coupled with my lust, I often exposed part of my body in front of my father to satisfy my exhibitionism. Saying that I seduced my father is also reasonable. In any case, it's not his business, and of course, his good health is also a factor.
My father did this in a very well-mannered way, even though it was incest. He chatted with me, discussing the details, processes, psychological and physiological sensations of sex. Since we were both experienced, our conversation, combined with visual and imaginative interactions, quickly soaked my underwear. Because of his erection, he exposed his genitals outside his shorts for me to see. He wanted to see mine, so he pulled down my underwear. My father quickly removed my panties and slipped his hand into my wet, black-haired pubic area. My lower body was practically overflowing with desire (this was because my husband had been away for a long time, and I hadn't experienced sex in a long time). He stroked my snow-white thighs, moving them back and forth, then touched my wet genitals. My heart pounded wildly with the stimulation of his hand, and I was breathless with excitement. It felt like all the blood in my body was concentrated in one place, about to burst forth. I weakly raised my head and said, "Dad, am I dreaming? We can't do this." My father's hand didn't stop, and I slowly began to enjoy the pleasure my father was giving me.

PS: At this point, she became somewhat emotional, but her brow remained furrowed. She kept saying she felt remorseful and guilty, knowing she shouldn't act this way, but she couldn't control herself. Then, she continued slowly. "
Ever since the first time, it's been uncontrollable. I even know we're both psychologically abnormal, but the more consciously we feel the other person is our father or daughter, the more excited we become, feeling different from others. For example, my sex life with my husband is bland and uninteresting."
PS: She became very distressed at this point, saying she had read many articles online criticizing and condemning incest. But they couldn't stop themselves. She continued, "

We know it's wrong, but how can we break free? My husband is coming back, what should I do? Abandon my domineering father? Go back to my gentle husband? Please, experts, advise me, what should I do? I would be extremely grateful."
A psychological counselor analyzed: It's clear that your family environment from childhood had a significant impact on your sexual psychological development. Your father's actions instilled in you a weak sense of sexual morality and shame from a young age, leading to many erroneous and absurd sexual beliefs, especially regarding incest.
Father-daughter love is precious, but it shouldn't involve sex. This is a moral norm formed over a long period of human social evolution and civilization; incest is a social taboo. Violation will result in corresponding punishments, such as public condemnation and alienation from family and friends. You claim it was consensual and didn't harm society, which seems reasonable, but have you never considered the harm to your husband and children? Do you want your child to grow up to be psychologically unhealthy and only know how to satisfy themselves? Isn't this harm to others?
Sexual desire is beautiful, but uncontrolled desire only destroys a person.
Your father's unmet physiological needs and your husband's lack of sexual skills leading to your dissatisfaction are issues that can be resolved in other ways and are absolutely not excuses for incest. Now that you've realized the potential impact of this behavior, stop it immediately. It's not too late to correct it; the real problem is that once it's exposed, it will be too late to regret it.

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