Personal experience: To have the desire to cuckold your wife, you must have sufficient psychological resilience.

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I've been reading about this online for several years now, and in the last two years I've become obsessed with cuckoldry and wife-cuckoldry stories. My cuckoldry complex has grown stronger and stronger. It started with posting nude photos and videos of my wife online, and it progressed to showing them to netizens via QQ video during sex. Later, during sex, I would always fantasize about other men on top of me having sex with her, while she was unaware that she was being fucked by strangers and even moaning and twisting her waist in response to the men. Just thinking about these things would make my penis hard and swollen, otherwise I wouldn't be able to get an erection. I've been thinking like this for over a year, and finally I couldn't bear this torment any longer. I took the advice of a friend in a group chat and decided to actually have sex with my wife without her knowledge. After several rounds of selection, I found a local stranger in a group chat who seemed to get along well with me. I lied and said that I was an old classmate taking my wife out. I told him that my wife couldn't know, but he said it was fine. He said he would prepare alcohol and a date rape drug in advance so that we could meet up. After we met, there were no major incidents and the atmosphere was quite good. In the end, I drugged my wife at his house. To be honest, I was very excited at first. I helped my wife lie down on the bed, and my hands were shaking when I was taking off her clothes. As soon as she was naked, my friend rushed to her and penetrated her without any foreplay. The first time I saw someone else's penis penetrating my wife, I was incredibly hard, and I ejaculated within minutes. But afterwards, I regretted it. Seeing another man still vigorously having sex with my wife filled me with a deep sense of humiliation. After watching for a while, I couldn't bear it any longer and went to the outer room. About thirty minutes later, I went back in, and he had finished. He was lying on the bed, rubbing my wife's buttocks and breasts. When he saw me come in, he walked out naked, smiling. But I always felt that he was showing a condescending and smug smile, which made me very uncomfortable, but there was nothing I could do. We slept together for one night, and the next morning we left. He didn't try to stop us, and we never contacted each other again. After this incident, I always felt a deep sense of defeat. Sometimes, during sex with my wife, I would suddenly remember and then go soft. When my wife asked what was wrong, I didn't dare to say. It took two whole months to recover. Now, looking back, the feeling of someone else having sex with my wife wasn't as wonderful as I had imagined. Maybe I haven't adjusted my mindset yet. I was conflicted at the time and actually left the room halfway through. I had agreed with him to use a condom, but because I left, he took it off and ejaculated inside me. He didn't say anything; I only found out later when I noticed semen leaking from my wife's vagina. But there was no point in saying anything afterward. Thankfully, he didn't use oral sex and she didn't get pregnant. He was a decent person and didn't cause us any trouble. We parted amicably, which is the best outcome. I just wonder when I'll have that urge again?

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