Long reprint: The Road to Love Exchange Chapters 109 and 110

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Chapters 109-110
Countless thoughts surged through my mind. I even worried that the whole thing might be a trap set by my husband to test my true nature—a so-called "fishing" scheme. I hesitated, struggled, wavered, and felt lost.
Two fighting voices appeared in my heart. One said I should listen to my husband, completely let go and pursue happiness. He wouldn't dislike me; he would only love me more. That would be like opening the door to paradise.

The other said I was walking on the edge of a cliff. If I fell, I would only fall into hell, spending the rest of my life in regret and pain.

What was my choice? I chose to close my eyes, cover my ears, and deceive myself, following my feelings step by step. The first step before me was undoubtedly walking out with my husband's help.

That night, back at the hotel, when my husband went downstairs to pick up that man, I felt like a caged beast wandering aimlessly in the small room. I could walk out of the room, but I couldn't escape the self-imposed prison I had created. I couldn't face my husband's hopeful eyes; I couldn't refuse the beautiful future he promised.

I clutched my phone tightly. Countless times I wanted to call my husband and tell him I was backing down, that I didn't want this kind of life. I knew he would be disappointed, but beyond that, he would smile and respect and accept my choice because he loved me. But going back meant facing an increasingly lifeless married life, and that was what terrified me even more.

I felt like a shopaholic suffering from decision paralysis; frustration and anxiety gnawed at my heart like countless ants, causing me unbearable pain.

Time ticked by. I wished it would slow down, giving me more time to weigh the pros and cons and make what I considered a wise choice. Yet, I also wished it would pass quickly, so I could end this agonizing torment as soon as possible.

Finally, the final judgment arrived. The sound of a key card swiping came through the door. They had arrived. All my inner turmoil had come to a head.

The boy named Xiaobai lived up to his name; he was fair-skinned, tall and thin, and looked quite energetic. His eyes shone with surprise and fervor; clearly, I pleased him greatly.

Like a walking corpse, I rummaged through the room for my change of clothes and slowly made my way to the bathroom to shower. I knew those steps must have looked terrible; my brain was practically blank the whole time. I don't even remember taking off my clothes, showering, getting dressed again, or walking out of the bathroom.

My husband noticed my strange behavior. He seemed to know I couldn't do what he wanted in front of him, and damn it, he chose to leave, giving the room to me and that young man I'd just met.

My mood instantly shifted from bewilderment to fear. My husband had actually pushed me into the arms of a strange man! I sat numbly on the edge of the bed, closed my eyes, and hoped this was just a dream, that when I woke up I'd find myself still lying in my warm bed at home, with my husband sleeping like a log, snoring away.

But when I opened my eyes, I saw Xiaobai standing in front of me wrapped in a towel. He was also very nervous, nervously wringing his hands.

"Sister-in-law, sister-in-law, I... can I sit next to you?"

"Yes," I replied in a barely audible voice.

He slowly sat down beside me, then seemed a little too far away and moved closer. Having a strange man so close made me nervous, and I unconsciously shifted to the other side.

"Sister-in-law, actually I..."

"Do you have a girlfriend?" I interrupted Xiaobai before he could finish.

This was the second thing I'd said to him since he came in; the first was "Hello."

"I...I used to, but I'm single now."

I nodded slightly, unsure what to say next, and the room fell silent again.

"Sister-in-law," Xiaobai finally spoke after a moment, as if gathering his courage, "Can I...can I hug you?"

I slowly turned to look at him.

He seemed a little uneasy under my gaze. "Uh...I'm not..."

"Sure." I managed to squeeze out those words.

Xiaobai moved closer again, his hot breath almost audible on my cheek. He slowly extended his arms and wrapped them around my shoulders from the side. This was probably the strangest hug I'd ever experienced, a feeling that made me want to laugh, and my nervousness eased somewhat.

Xiao Bai wrapped his arms around my shoulders, but didn't dare lean his full weight on me; it felt a little awkward. His nose almost touched my neck, the ticklish sensation making my heart race.

"Sister-in-law, you smell so good, I... can I touch you?" Xiao Bai asked softly.

I already knew what would happen tonight, and a sense of resignation grew stronger, while the torment slowly subsided. My hard shell was being broken down little by little by myself.

"Mmm." This time, my voice was a little louder than before.

Perhaps seeing that I was relatively easy to talk to, Xiao Bai gradually became bolder. He reached out a hand and slowly touched my thigh, first through the bathrobe, and when I didn't resist, he slowly slipped his hand inside. The moment his palm touched my thigh, I got goosebumps. The warmth of his palm, penetrating my slightly cool skin, even felt somewhat comfortable. I couldn't help but close my eyes and take a breath.

My reaction seemed to embolden Xiaobai. His hands began to slowly caress my skin, the pleasurable sensation growing stronger. I could even feel a crack opening in the cage of my heart, from which countless colorful butterflies swarmed out. My body, which had been slightly hunched due to tension, gradually relaxed. I had to brace myself against the bed to maintain my balance.

Xiaobai's movements became increasingly audacious. He began to knead my thighs, then slowly moved upwards towards my groin, his fingers occasionally brushing lightly against my underwear. I bit my lip, trying to suppress a sound, but a groan still escaped my nose.

Xiaobai was far more adept at arousing women than he appeared. His other hand gently unbuckled my belt, and just as one hand was about to slip inside my bathrobe to touch my chest, the door opened.

I sat up straight, feeling as guilty as a woman caught cheating, clutching the front of my bathrobe tightly, which was about to be opened. The belt was already too late to fasten. I didn't know if my husband had seen it, but it didn't matter anymore. Wasn't my complete surrender, both mentally and physically, exactly what he wanted?

What happened next felt like a dream. I abandoned all my defenses in front of my husband and a complete stranger. I was surprised at how quickly I succumbed. I even thought I might be a wanton woman at heart, that revealing everything to a man would excite me, even if he was just a complete stranger.

I truly let go of my chastity, just as my husband had said, and tried to blend into that decadent atmosphere. I went from passive to half-heartedly resisting to active, breaking down my own boundaries step by step—or perhaps those boundaries never existed at all.

Xiaobai became the first man in my life with whom I had no prior relationship, yet we had sex. It sounds complicated, right? In just two hours, I lost count of how many orgasms I experienced. I only know that two men climaxed on me four times. The exhilarating pleasure was beyond my imagination. I started to wonder if my previous resistance was just unnecessary worry.

After showering, I lay down, still immersed in the afterglow of my orgasms. I've never smoked or done drugs, but I believe that the pleasure those things give is probably no greater than this.

However, I suppressed my pleasure in front of my husband. I was ashamed to show him the pleasure another man gave me, but from that moment on, I knew I had accepted it from the bottom of my heart.

Xiao Bai shamelessly insisted on staying in our room for the night, partly because of the heavy rain outside, but I knew all too well that this rainy night was destined to be anything but peaceful.

When he woke me in the middle of the night, I was actually quite resistant; I was so tired, and besides, having sex with another man next to my sleeping husband was completely different from being

open and aboveboard—it felt like a secret, a betrayal. But when this young man whispered in my ear that he needed to go to the bathroom, the hot breath on my ear, the thrill of the affair, somehow banished all my sleepiness.

I leaned against the large bathroom mirror, one leg propped up by him, and he entered me from behind in an intimate position that even my husband had never used. Looking at myself in the mirror, my hair was disheveled, I was still sleepy, and I wasn't exactly pretty—at least, I didn't want to stare at that face for long.

But besides the weariness on his face, what was most captivating was the sickly flush. I tried desperately to focus my gaze on the face in the mirror, but the tingling pleasure gradually made me lose myself. The face in the mirror blurred in my eyes, and finally, I succumbed. I lowered my head, no longer looking at my reflection. I found myself suddenly unable to look at the naked woman in the mirror.

I didn't invest much emotion in the little man behind me. I was surprised that I only treated him as a large sex toy, so much so that throughout the process, I only focused on the physical pleasure, completely unlike when I make love with my husband, where there is no emotional exchange.

But I found that this kind of sex, which doesn't require emotional investment, is so easy and pleasant, like watching a sports game without any bias, not caring about winning or losing, just focusing on enjoying it.

Little Bai wasn't a qualified sex toy, at least that's what I thought at the time. He actually used a childish trick to seduce me.

He took my virginity from someone other than my husband after our marriage, and now he's even been violated by another man. I'm furious about this. At that moment, I made up my mind to make my husband break off all contact with him, otherwise I was worried it would jeopardize our marriage. Yes, I was that rational and calm then. Although he forced his way in while I was showering and used both soft and hard tactics to force me to perform oral sex on him, even those few seconds made me feel incredibly disgusted.

My husband was probably sleeping soundly because of driving, the afternoon meeting, and the night's exertion. He probably didn't find out what I did behind his back in the middle of the night, which made me feel a little relieved and a little guilty. So, after only hesitating for a short while, I confessed everything to him at breakfast the next day. My husband seemed very magnanimous, or rather, indifferent. Just when I thought my trip to Ningbo would end with me letting go of my virginity, another man barged in.

He was the older man who had been pestering me yesterday. I learned his name was Zhou Wangfa. He had borrowed my phone yesterday and saved my number, and had also slipped a business card into my bag. It turned out he was a township entrepreneur who sold animal feed.

Even after my husband left the hotel, my mind was still blank. How had I become a prostitute waiting for clients, a high-class prostitute charging 50,000 yuan for two hours?

Just like last night, I paced back and forth in the room, but strangely, my feelings were different this time. I felt less anxious and conflicted. My only worry and fear was whether I could psychologically accept that old and ugly man, whether he had any bad habits that would harm my body. I blamed my husband for being so bold as to leave his beautiful wife alone to face a strange old man, letting him take whatever he wanted.

Apart from that, I felt no remorse for this behavior, no guilt about betraying our relationship. I was changing.

My hands trembled when I opened the door for Zhou Wangfa. There was nervousness, but more than that, there was excitement and thrill. As soon as we met, this expensive old man pounced on me like a rape, pinning me to the bed. Before I could even utter a word, my underwear was ripped off. Before I could even utter a sound, I was already filled up, and without a condom. I wanted to slap myself. Why had I degraded myself to this extent?

I thought Zhou Wangfa would come and go quickly, but this old man seemed to be a master at manipulating women. He changed positions several times, driving me to the brink of ecstasy before I managed to stop him and ejaculate on me. At least I wasn't raped again, and I comforted myself with a self-deprecating laugh.

After this exhilarating experience, I actually felt less disgusted with him and more fond of him. Maybe that's how easily a woman whose body is pleased is satisfied.

I lay naked on the bed and chatted with him about everyday things. I wouldn't have dared to do this even a day ago, but I actually did it, without feeling much shame.

To be honest, we didn't have high hopes for the agreed-upon 50,000 yuan, since it wasn't the main purpose. I expected Zhou Wangfa to renege on the deal, or at least renege on some of it. But he actually admitted to me that the money was well spent, which satisfied my vanity a little and also touched me a bit. And it wasn't just the 50,000 yuan; he even accepted all the other expenses I'd casually mentioned. So when he suggested a second time, even though I knew my husband would worry because I hadn't informed him sooner, I gritted my teeth and accepted. Ultimately, I took the initiative to get him to deliver the goods, and it was another scam.

Back in Shanghai, I felt a change in my mindset. The short two-day trip to Ningbo had transformed me. I also agreed to my husband's subsequent convenient arrangements.

Brother Luo and Sister Lou were the guides my husband found to lead us into a new world. Brother Luo was an ordinary-looking man, the kind you'd easily overlook on the street, while his wife, Sister Lou, was much more striking.

When the day finally arrived, it was impossible not to be nervous. It wasn't until I entered that spacious room with its panoramic view of the city skyline that I realized I would have experienced something unimaginable by the time I left. Lou Jie and her husband went to the bathroom, and Luo Ge sat next to me on the sofa, so close I could feel him inhaling my scent. This scene reminded me of that rainy night in Ningbo, my husband also absent, with only a strange man beside me. But this man was far more experienced than I was.

He sensed my nervousness and, like an older man comforting a young girl, tried to calm me down.

“Don’t be nervous. There’s a first time for everything. You’re just afraid of the unknown because you haven’t tried it before. Trust me, once you really try it, you’ll love the thrill. Then, looking back at your relationship with that feeling, you’ll have a completely new perspective.”

“Really?”

“Of course it’s true. I’ve been through it many times. It’s all from experience.”

As he spoke, Brother Luo pressed almost his entire body against mine. My other side was the sofa armrest, and I had nowhere to retreat. He reached out a large hand and gently stroked my thigh through my skirt. Like a child being comforted, I gradually relaxed under the adult’s touch.

“Xin Yue, your skin is so smooth, so tight, so elastic.”

I was startled. He had unknowingly slipped his hand under my skirt. His rough hand was rubbing back and forth on my thigh, and even occasionally touching the edge of my underwear. I was a little scared and instinctively tried to pull my body back, but his other hand firmly rested on my shoulder, preventing me from moving any further.

"Don't be nervous, your husband and my wife are taking a shower together in there right now. They're completely naked facing each other, and we'll be doing that in a bit." His breath tickled my earlobe, and his large hand rubbing against my thigh tickled me too. At that moment, my heart was also itching.

Seeing that I stopped writhing, he slowly removed his hand from my thigh and instead touched my breast. By this time, I was numb. He only gently rubbed it through my clothes, without rushing to slip his hand inside my skirt or neckline. Perhaps he wanted to appear gentlemanly, or perhaps my body would fall into his hands sooner or later, so why rush?

Time passed slowly. By the time Sister Lou and her husband emerged from the bathroom wrapped in towels, it felt like two hours had passed. Like a woman caught cheating, I instinctively wanted to leave the man beside me, but my husband only responded with a faint smile.

Like a puppet, I was helped up by Brother Luo and led to the bathroom. This was another first for me—the first time showering with a man other than my husband.

I walked into the bathroom in a daze. It was spacious, like a high-end hotel bathroom. Brother Luo quickly stripped naked. From his pubic hair, a penis throbbed and stood erect like a snake's head.

I instinctively turned my head away.

"Come on, let me help you."

"Ah, no need, I can do it myself."

I slowly took off my dress, moving very slowly. I was afraid of showing my body to a strange man. Although this wasn't the first time, the psychological barrier was still there, not worn down. But how long could this dress hold me back? Soon I'd only be left in my underwear.

"Wow, Xin Yue, your body is perfect."

Brother Luo said, unable to resist moving closer to me, gently stroking my body with his fingers, experiencing the ultimate silky smoothness.

My hands were so nervous I didn't know where to put them.

"Let me help you."

This was the second time Brother Luo had offered in a short time. This time I didn't explicitly refuse. His hands reached towards my back, and as the restraint on my upper body eased, my bra gently slipped down in front of me. I instinctively raised my hands to catch it, but Brother Luo's large hands on my arms seemed to have magic, easily dismantling my resistance. His

eyes were burning as he looked at my breasts.

"So beautiful." He murmured, slowly reaching his hands towards my breasts. I was torn between stopping him and accepting his caresses, but ultimately decided to close my eyes.

His hands traced the contours of my breasts, his rough palms tickling my nipples. Then, he pinched my nipples with his index finger and thumb, sending a jolt through me. I shivered; he clearly felt it. He bent down, taking one nipple into his mouth, his hands resting on the sides of my panties. With a gentle pull, we were finally naked.

After my perfect breasts, he had found a new continent in my genitals.

"Sister Xinyue, you are truly a beauty. The man who has you is so lucky," Brother Luo said, panting.

After speaking, Brother Luo opened his mouth wide and his tongue curled up, sucking on my labia. The sudden stimulation almost made me lose my balance. This man was skilled; he didn't just lick randomly like Xiao Bai, relying solely on physical stimulation. He was very techniquey. His tongue stimulated my labia majora, labia minora, and clitoris in turn, using different methods for each area. Finally, he stretched his tongue out like a miniature penis, thrusting it into my vagina. I used all my strength to keep from crying out.

After showering, Brother Luo touched almost every inch of my skin. We hadn't even gone far yet, but my body held almost no secrets from him.

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