Urban Romance (A Useless Man Gets Attracted Love) (Complete) - 33

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146. The two fathers were at a loss.
Zhou Bing was very anxious and didn't even eat breakfast properly.
Wang Dan said, "What's wrong? Why do you have to get a divorce?" Zhou Bing said, "I talked with my mother all night last night and only found out then."
I said, "Is it very troublesome?" Zhou Bing said, "It's very complicated, and I don't know what to do."
Wang Dan said, "Tell me quickly, you're driving me crazy."
I said, "Let Zhou Bing calm down."
Zhou Bing said, "This is absolutely private information for me. I just found out myself. You are the people I trust the most."
I said, "Sister, why don't you just tell me something unimportant?"
Zhou Bing said, "But telling me something unimportant won't help. When my mother told me yesterday, I was stunned, and I couldn't stop crying."
I said, "You are too right now."
Zhou Bing was already in tears, and Wang Dan kept handing her tissues. I went to the bathroom to get a towel for Zhou Bing.
Zhou Bing said, "When I heard this news yesterday, I didn't want to live anymore."
Wang Dan said, "Try to think positively. What exactly happened?" I said, "Tell me if you trust me."
Zhou Bing said, "I can trust you, but I just find it hard to say." "
I made coffee, and Zhou Bing took a sip before telling a story.
My father had a very Cultural Revolution-era name, Zhou Wenge, which he changed later. My mother had a bourgeois name, Wang Ruoyin, which was changed to Wang Weihong during the Cultural Revolution, and then changed back.
My father was from Sichuan, and my mother met him while she was working in the countryside. My mother's family were capitalists, and she, being a modern woman, severed ties with her family. In college, my mother met a young man from a revolutionary family, Hong Zhiyuan, and they fell in love quietly. Back then, graduation required performing in model operas; my mother played Li Tiemei, and Hong Zhiyuan played Li Yuhe, but they..." They almost performed "The Fairy Couple." On stage, their eyes met, conveying deep affection, which the audience mistook for revolutionary fervor. They thought the performance was a great success and applauded enthusiastically.
Back then, feelings were hidden. Before they could be expressed, the sweeping "Down to the Countryside Movement" began. Before anyone could react, they were swept up in revolutionary fervor and sent to various parts of the country. My mother didn't even have time to say goodbye or express her feelings to Hong Zhiyuan before going to Sichuan.
My young and beautiful mother arrived in Mianyang, Sichuan. She said it was a beautiful place, and in my memory, it was also a beautiful place—where I was born. But
the beautiful place wasn't as wonderful as she had imagined. Life was hard, and my mother struggled to adapt. She fell ill, and no one cared for her. My father came. He was the factory director's son. He liked my mother and took care of her. My mother was very touched, but she didn't accept him; she was only moved by his care.
Although my mother was a modern woman with high revolutionary fervor, even willing to abandon her parents, she was still proud. She couldn't forget "The Red Lantern" and disapproved of my father's way of expressing affection—in short, she still harbored capitalist sentiments.
My father often gave my mother steamed buns, which were a very precious commodity in those days . But Mom just kept thinking about Hong Zhiyuan's violin playing.
However, the following days were painful. This "capitalist girl" was finally dragged out and denounced. Mom never dreamed that a revolutionary youth devoted to Chairman Mao would be the target of denunciation. Every day, she was hurled at by countless people on the stage, and she was even hungry. Dad still secretly sent her gifts. Mom was somewhat moved and begged him if she could return to Shanghai. Dad said it was difficult and told her to wait for news.
After a long time, Dad finally managed to get Mom leave and gave her ten yuan.
When she arrived in Shanghai, Mom went to find Hong Zhiyuan and saw... Hong Zhiyuan, Mom hugged him and cried without thinking.
They embraced and kissed, everything else vanishing. The repression and helplessness they felt could only be released in their frenzy. They had sex. Afterwards, Hong Zhiyuan said he hadn't heard from Mom for a long time, and his family had forced him to marry the daughter of a revolutionary committee leader; they already had a son.
Mom returned to Sichuan in despair and married Dad.
Dad was overjoyed and used all his connections to change Mom's social status to working class. Mom was very happy then, the most beautiful bride, and Dad was the happiest groom.
When I was born, Mom had insufficient milk, so Dad secretly fished every day to make crucian carp soup for her. Seeing me crying from hunger, Dad said, "Your breasts are so big, but you have no milk; they're wasted."
Mom said, "If you don't like them, I'll cut them off." Dad begged Mom for mercy.
Mom was happy when she told this story.
Mom said that at that time, Dad was the best man, loving his wife and doting on his daughter. But the impending wave of people returning to the cities shattered everything.
Mom had to go back to Shanghai, but only one person could go. Dad and I had to stay in Mianyang. Dad couldn't bear to leave Mom, and Mom couldn't bear to leave either. I got him.
At that time, Hong Zhiyuan was already the director of Hongguang Factory. My mother went back to Shanghai to find him. Hong Zhiyuan withstood the pressure and transferred my father to Hongguang Factory, so the three of us could finally settle down in Shanghai.
My maternal grandparents were also old. The policy restored their house and property. My mother was their only daughter. Her revolutionary enthusiasm had long since faded. She would cry endlessly whenever she saw my maternal grandparents. My maternal grandfather was very good to my father. This man who took care of his daughter and prevented her from being harmed did not receive my maternal grandmother's approval. She didn't give my father a kind look. But my father was very diligent. He was responsible for cleaning the entire building. "Okay, everyone else is quite relaxed.
When I grew up, I went to school. From elementary to junior high, my dad always picked me up and dropped me off. He was incredibly caring towards me, even my mom was jealous. My classmates envied me for having such a good dad. My dad was handsome; in Sichuan, he was tall, about 1.78 meters. After my grandparents passed away, they were very kind to me. But later, I noticed my mom gradually became distant from my dad. I thought maybe it was because she was getting old, but I never expected what happened yesterday.
" I said, "In those days, many families in Shanghai were like that. You were very lucky. Some families still don't even have a house now."
Wang Dan also said, "Yes, one of my friends still has a Sichuan household registration. Her mom also went to Sichuan."
Zhou Bing said, "It's not just that. My mom says I'm Hong Zhiyuan's child, and my dad isn't my biological father."
Wang Dan and I were both stunned. A father who had loved us for so many years had become a father we had no relation to. Anyone would find that hard to accept.
Zhou Bing continued, "It was when my mom went back to Shanghai that I was born. Later, when I went abroad to study, Hong Zhiyuan helped me with everything. At the time, I thought it was because of my dad's boss's concern, but who would have thought it was like this?" "
Mom said that she and Hong Zhiyuan were completely innocent; they only started dating because of me. But relationships always have problems. Dad found out about Mom's relationship with Hong Zhiyuan and flew into a rage, refusing to listen to Mom's explanations. Later, Mom cut off all contact with Hong Zhiyuan. After Hong Zhiyuan's wife died, Mom reconnected with him. Dad didn't know I wasn't his biological daughter; only Hong Zhiyuan and Mom knew. But Dad couldn't bear Mom's interactions with Hong Zhiyuan, so he took early retirement and stayed home, lost in thought every day. At first, I didn't know and thought Dad was unwell, so I took him to the doctor every day. Now I understand the helpless state a man was in back then, and I feel so sorry for him.
I said, 'Dad is such a good man, he's been so devoted to Mom for decades. Mom should be criticized.'
Zhou Bing said, 'Hong Zhiyuan is also a good man. He's very good to me, taking care of me and Dad at the same time. I understand his desire for me to acknowledge him as my father, but Dad is really pitiful.'
I said, 'Will you leave Dad?' " Zhou Bing said, "No, I think my dad is not only the person who loves me the most, but also the most pitiful person in this relationship. I will never leave my dad, and I have no plans to find a new father."
I said, "What do you want to do?" Zhou Bing said, "I don't know, my mind is a mess."
I said, "You are Dad's only support. If he loses you, he might lose all hope. I think it's best to keep it from Dad. No matter what Mom chooses, let Dad keep hope alive. A man without hope has no meaning in life."
Zhou Bing hugged my waist and cried. I said, "If it were up to me, I'd like to see Hong Zhiyuan, the 'Dad' you've never called."
Zhou Bing said, "Okay, I can have him come over right now."
I said, "But what's my status as a son-in-law?" Wang Dan said, "You're his son-in-law."
Zhou Bing blushed, but the expectation in her eyes made it impossible for me to refuse.

147.
The music restaurant was nearly empty in the morning. Hong Zhiyuan arrived early, and Zhou Bing held my arm tightly.
Hong Zhiyuan was a very handsome man; even in his old age, he still exuded a scholarly air. Zhou Bing still called him Uncle Hong.
After the pleasantries, I got straight to the point. I said, "Uncle Hong, do you love Aunt Zhou?" Hong Zhiyuan said, "Yes, very much."
I said, "Do you love Zhou Bing?" Hong Zhiyuan said, "Yes, very much."
I said, "That's good. Zhou Bing also loves her current father very much. Can I tell you a story?" Hong Zhiyuan said, "Okay."
I said, "I just want to tell you a story. This is a story Zhou Bing told me, and I'll just modify it a bit."
Zhou Bing said, "What story did I tell you?" I said, "The story of the Big Bad Wolf."
Zhou Bing laughed.
I said, "A big bad wolf was hungry and went looking for food, but he found a little lamb crying. The big bad wolf asked her why she was crying, and the little lamb said she was very sad because her mate had bullied her, and she was very lonely."
"The big bad wolf said, 'Don't be afraid, I can play games with you.' " "
They were playing games, and the little lamb had a lot of fun. She fell in love with the big bad wolf, but after the game, the big bad wolf got even hungrier and wanted to eat the little lamb. Just as he was about to open his mouth, the little lamb bleated twice."
"The big bad wolf asked why she bleated." "
The little lamb said, 'I saw you were like a good wolf, and I couldn't help but praise you. Those two bleats I made were to praise you.'
"The big bad wolf said, 'What did you praise me for?' The little lamb said, 'I love you.'
"The big bad wolf asked what 'I love you' meant, and the little lamb said that 'I love you' means I want to have a wolf-sheep child with you." "
The big bad wolf and the little lamb got together, but just then, many big bad wolves came. The little lamb hid in another grassland and couldn't see the big bad wolf. So she married a sheep. The ram loved the little lamb and the lamb's children. But the little lamb still longed for the big bad wolf's love. Since the big bad wolf couldn't see the little lamb, he ate many other little lambs and became stronger. A female wolf fell in love with him, married him, and had wolf pups." "
One day, the big bad wolf happened to meet the little lamb. The little lamb bleated twice, and the big bad wolf stopped. At this time, the ram had no strength to resist the big bad wolf's attack, so he held his child and dodged. He didn't know that the child was actually a wolf-sheep, nor did he know that the big bad wolf might not harm him, but only wanted the little lamb and his child. By this time, the big bad wolf's child had already hunted many little lambs and was a grown wolf. The big bad wolf was also successful in his career, while the ram only had his beloved wife and child. He was powerless to resist the big bad wolf's plunder and could only let out angry howls. As time went by, the boundary between wolf and sheep became clearer. The union of wolf and sheep would not only be condemned by the wolf, but would also harm the little wolf-sheep cubs of the little lamb. Uncle, what do you think the big bad wolf should do?"
Hong Zhiyuan said, "Are you comparing me to the big bad wolf?" I said, “
I wouldn’t dare. I’m just telling a story. Uncle, you have a successful career, a sweet love, and a grown child. You could say you have a very fulfilling life. But Uncle Zhou deeply loves Aunt Zhou. From the Cultural Revolution until now, he not only dotes on Zhou Bing but also raised her to adulthood. Tell me, what else does he have besides these? How can you bear to crush an old man’s hopes, even everything, for your own youthful dreams?”
Hong Zhiyuan said, “But do you know how much I love Bingbing’s mother? I’ve always lived in a world that isn’t my own. The person I love can’t be with me, yet I have a child with someone I don’t love. I can only watch my child from afar, afraid to get close.”
I said, “Does your son love you?”
Hong Zhiyuan said, “Yes.”
I said, “Does your wife love you?”
Hong Zhiyuan said, “Yes.”
I said, “Does Aunt Zhou love you?”
Hong Zhiyuan looked at Zhou Bing and said, “Yes.”
I said, “What more do you want? You have so much love, what more could you want? Uncle Zhou truly loves your daughter and Aunt Zhou. One is receiving, the other is giving.” "
Zhou Bing, with tears in her eyes, said, 'No matter what happens between you and Mom, I will never leave Dad.'
Hong Zhiyuan said, 'But you are, after all, my own daughter.'
Zhou Bing said, 'I won't say anything else. My father not only loves me, but he also loves Mom. He raised me to adulthood. You gave me life, but you didn't give me hope. My hope comes from Dad's kind smile. You can have Mom, but I can't lose Dad.'
Hong Zhiyuan said, 'I'm old now, I don't have many days left to live, but who doesn't want the joy of family in their later years?'
Zhou Bing said, 'Dad is old too, he also wants the joy of family.'
Hong Zhiyuan said, 'Mom doesn't love Zhou Wenge, but we love each other.'
Zhou Bing said, 'But have you seen the smile on Dad's face when he gives Mom a steamed bun? That's the purest love, incomparable to any rose in the world.'
Hong Zhiyuan said, 'But what would he do if he knew you were our child?'" Zhou Bing said, "If you let Dad know I'm not his child, I'll hate you for the rest of my life and never speak to you again."
Hong Zhiyuan left without touching his three cups of coffee, feeling dejected, without any resolution.
Zhou Bing buried her face in my shoulder and cried.
Wang Dan called to say she was coming home for dinner, and Zhou Bing wiped away her tears, saying, "I want to go home and cook for Dad. He's never eaten my cooking before."
I accompanied Zhou Bing to the market, bought a lot of groceries, and delivered them to her door before heading home.
On the way home, I thought of Cheng Shuang. Her family was in turmoil; I wondered how she was doing. I hadn't even had a chance to ask when we met.
I called Wang Dan and told her to eat by herself, wanting some peace and quiet.
Without calling Cheng Shuang, I went to her dorm. Zheng Ye opened the door. She
was pleasantly surprised to see me, and I said I was looking for Cheng Shuang.
Zheng Ye said, "Cheng Shuang went home. I heard there was something going on at home."
I asked, "Do you know what happened?" Zheng Ye said, "I don't know. I only know Cheng Shuang's love story; I don't care about anything else."
I laughed and said, "Does she have a love story?" Zheng Ye said, "Yes, come in and talk. You wouldn't leave just because Cheng Shuang isn't here."
I went inside and sat on the sofa. Zheng Ye poured me a glass of water and put in some fine tea leaves.
I said, "Could you sing me a piece of Yue Opera?" Zheng Ye said, "No problem. Which part would you like to hear?" I said, "The Eighteen Gifts for Farewell."
Zheng Ye then uttered a "Yi Ya" and began to sing.
I closed my eyes and listened to the melody, gentle and winding, swaying my head to the tune.
When it finished, I opened my eyes, and Zheng Ye asked, "What else do you want to hear?" I said, "No, one song is enough."
Zheng Ye said, "You seem tired, let me massage your shoulders."
I said, "No need, seeing you makes me feel less tired."
Zheng Ye said, "Do I have such a good effect?" I said, "Your Yue Opera is a great tool for adjusting one's mood."
Zheng Ye said, "I'll sing for you."
I said, "Others will appreciate it too."
Zheng Ye said, "Although I'm not yours personally, my Yue Opera is yours."
I said, "Zheng Ye, don't say that, it makes me feel uneasy."
Zheng Ye said, "How can I feel uneasy?" I said, "Like having a heart-to-heart talk with a friend."
Zheng Ye said, "Okay."
She sat down next to me, took my hand, and gently hummed a song.
I said, "What song are you humming?" Zheng Ye said, "It's a very old song, 'Listen to Mom Tell Stories of the Past'."
I said, "I love this song too, but I don't know the lyrics."
Zheng Ye said, "I'll sing it for you."
And she started singing: "The moon travels through clouds like white lotus flowers, the evening breeze brings waves of happy songs, we sit beside the tall haystack, listening to Mom tell stories of the past, we sit beside the tall haystack, listening to Mom tell stories of the past."
Zheng Ye repeated the song over and over, and I hummed along. We swayed our shoulders together, tapping our feet to the beat. As we swayed, our heads bumped together, and Zheng Ye laughed, a sweet laugh. Then she hugged my face and kissed my lips. I hugged her waist and kissed her hard.

148. A beautiful view of layered mountains.
I said, "Finally, I've kissed you."
Zheng Ye said, "I've wanted you to kiss me for a long time, but you always hesitated. I could tell from your expression that you really wanted it."
I said, "I did want to, but I couldn't kiss you when you didn't want to."
Zheng Ye said, "Whenever you want to kiss me, I want to kiss you."
As she spoke, her tongue slipped into my mouth again, and her hand reached down to touch me.
I said, "A kiss is good enough, don't hesitate."
Zheng Ye said, "Don't you want me?" I said, "I want you, but I have a problem."
Zheng Ye said, "It's Cheng Shuang. I won't let her know. Watching you two do that makes me want you to take me."
I said, "It's not Cheng Shuang. I'm in a bad mood today, and besides, I've already taken you once."
Zheng Ye said, "I was wrong that time. This time, I want you to take me properly."
She then exposed her breasts and placed them near my mouth. Looking at those two erect papayas, I sucked on the cherries.
Zheng Ye said, "Is it delicious? " I said, "Delicious papaya."
Zheng Ye said, "There's something even better. He said my lower part is sweet. I'll take off my clothes so you can see."
Zheng Ye took off her clothes, revealing her beautiful figure. I was somewhat infatuated and sat there motionless.
Zheng Ye laughed and said, "Judging from your expression, it seems you've never seen anything like it."
I said, "That's right, I've never seen anything like it."
Zheng Ye said, "Then I'll let you see as much as you want."
She came over and took off my clothes. Once I was naked, Zheng Ye said, "I didn't get a good look at you last time. It's really not small."
She touched me and then started eating.
As she ate, Zheng Ye said, "Why is it getting smaller the more you eat?" I said, "I don't have any energy today. I'm in a bad mood."
Zheng Ye said, "Go ahead, I can give you a good massage." "
The first time I went to Zheng Ye's room, it was very cozy, with lots of cartoon patterns on the walls. Zheng Ye made me lie on the bed, rolled over, and started 'eating' me, offering me her white bottom. There really was a fleshy ring down there, so I licked it. I saw some lipstick on the bedside table, so I picked it up and started drawing on it.
Zheng Ye said, 'What are you drawing?' I said, 'I drew lips, and it really looks like lips. It'll look even more like lips with lipstick on.'
Zheng Ye said, 'Do you like red lips?' I said, 'Yes, I like scarlet lips, very much.'
Zheng Ye said, 'Give it to me, I'll put some on too.'
So I took the lipstick and applied it to my lips, and then started 'eating' me again.
I said, 'There's a flower on my lips, let me draw it.'
Zheng Ye gave me the lipstick right there, and I looked at it and drew a chrysanthemum.
Zheng Ye said, 'There's a mirror, let me see.'
I looked and laughed.
Zheng Ye said, 'You're really good at teasing people, even drawing a chrysanthemum. Books call it a chrysanthemum.'"
I said, "What a beautiful flower in the back garden." And I licked it. Zheng
Ye said, "It's dirty, why are you licking it?" I said, "There's nothing dirty around my lips."
And I licked it again.
Zheng Ye said, "No one has ever licked me before, and you don't mind at all."
I said, "You're so nice, you smell good everywhere."
Zheng Ye said, "You're still so soft, you really have no energy. I can't believe you and Cheng Shuang were so intense."
I said, "Let's talk for a bit."
Zheng Ye said, "Okay, then turn over and clamp me between your legs."
I said, "Why don't you develop your career in Yue Opera, but instead think about dancing?" Zheng Ye said, "I like dancing, I don't like singing opera. I get my face all dirty every day."
I said, "But you sing Yue Opera very well."
Zheng Ye said, "Last time I even won first place in dance, all thanks to you."
I said, "Why? I only appreciate dance."
Zheng Ye said, "You said I should dance when I'm upset. I'm upset every day, so I dance every day. Unconsciously, all my sadness and indignation blend together, and during the competition, I'm completely immersed in the emotions. Isn't that thanks to you?" I said, "It was unintentional."
Zheng Ye said, "Actually, it's a good way to vent. When you dance..." I vented all my unhappiness. Actually, even without his apology and money, I would have recovered from the breakup.
I said, "Wouldn't it be better to add to the happiness?" Zheng Ye said, "Of course, I'm grateful to you in my heart."
I said, "Is it gratitude or...?" Zheng Ye said, "Mostly gratitude, but there's also love, though I don't know what kind of love it is." I said, "If it's just gratitude, then don't do it, then I'll be done with it."
Zheng Ye said, "It's not purely gratitude. I like you a little. You seem so soft and gentle, not manly at all, but when you do things, you're really manly."
I said, "What are men like? Are they all like Li Kui?" Zheng Ye said, "You're not the kind of man who makes your heart flutter at first sight, but you're thoughtful and considerate, making women feel comfortable, and unconsciously, they can't live without you."
I said, "I'm not as good as you say. I'm just an ordinary househusband."
Zheng Ye said, "Which man doesn't want to take advantage of a woman? But even when I offer you something, you don't take it."
I said, "I also take advantage of you. Aren't I taking advantage of you right now?"
Zheng Ye said, "It's different. Some men just love sex and will take any opportunity. If you were crazy about me the first time, I would look down on you."
I said, "I was afraid of you then. You were like a devil."
Zheng Ye said, "But you didn't do it the second time either."
I said, "I didn't want to then. I really wanted to, but I didn't want to expect anything in return for even the smallest favor. Actually, I'm lustful too."
Zheng Ye laughed, kissed me, and said, "I knew you were lustful from the first time I saw you. You were lustful when I was performing."
I said, "Beauty is pleasing to the eye. Who wouldn't want to admire it?"
Zheng Ye said, "Actually..." "Actually, I just wanted to repay you, but all I have is my body. Before I could even give you my body, I started to like you. Giving you my body isn't important anymore. I think about you every day, hoping you like me too. But I'm afraid you like my body, not me. Later, you asked me to sing, and I was so engrossed, so absorbed. I realized you're a good person, and I wanted to secretly like you. I'm no longer worthy of loving you as unrestrainedly as Cheng Shuang."
I said, "I'm really not a good person, I don't deserve this from you, I…" Zheng Ye said, "Don't say anymore, I know what kind of person you are. You're hard, let it in."
Zheng Ye was gentle, unlike Cheng Shuang's intense approach, and even made me look down there.
Zheng Ye said, "Do you see it's sticking out a bit?" I said, "Yes, like a donkey."
Zheng Ye said, "What's a donkey?" I said, "It's that thing of a donkey."
Zheng Ye said, "I've never seen a donkey."
I said, "Donkeys usually stay tucked away, covered by a layer of skin, only coming out when they need to do something. Isn't this like being covered by that donkey's skin?" Zheng Ye laughed, "Men are so fickle, they can come up with anything."
Zheng Ye swayed slowly as we chatted about old songs. She said she liked old songs, that her mother often sang them to her when she was little.
I said, "Young people rarely like those anymore. I like current pop music, but it's not very listenable; I get tired of it after a few listens. Old songs, on the other hand, are more memorable."
Zheng Ye said, "What other songs do you like to listen to? I'll sing one for you."
I said, "I'll sing 'The Story of Time,' sung by Luo Dayou."
Zheng Ye said, "I like that too, I'll sing that one." "
Then she started singing: 'Spring flowers bloom, autumn winds blow, and winter sunsets fall. In my melancholy youth, I naively thought this way. The windmill turns daily in the song of the four seasons, and I grow year by year in the verses of romance and poetry. The story of life and farewells changes a person, right there in that sentimental and expectant youth…' As she sang, Zheng Ye started trembling and said, 'I need to pee.'
I said, 'Then go ahead.'
Zheng Ye said, 'I really need to pee, I can't hold it in.'
I said, 'Go ahead.'
Zheng Ye then lay on top of me, panting for a while before saying, 'Why didn't I pee? It feels like I did.'
I said, 'Are you kidding me?'
Zheng Ye said, 'No, it's just a tingling sensation followed by the urge to pee, but I only felt like I peed a little bit.'
I said, 'You haven't felt this way with him for over a year?'" Zheng Ye said, "Never."
I said, "This is you, are you comfortable?" Zheng Ye said, "Extremely comfortable, like flying in the air."
I said, "You've never been comfortable before?" Zheng Ye said, "Not really, it's very comfortable, but I only feel comfortable when I see him happy. I've never felt this way before."
I said, "You must have this feeling, otherwise what's the difference between you and pork?"
Zheng Ye said, "That's really harsh."
I said, "Do you like this kind of comfort or the feeling you have with him?" Zheng Ye said, "It's different. This kind of comfort is involuntary, it comes before you even think about it, and then I feel like I'm flying, not knowing where I am. When I'm with him, I imagine everything about him, including romantic beaches and breakfasts, and I feel beautiful."
Zheng Ye said, "I've been so busy talking, you haven't come yet."
I said, "Do you want me to come?" Zheng Ye said shyly, "I want you to come, I like it when you ejaculate inside."
I said, "Then keep singing, I like listening to you sing."
Zheng Ye continued singing "The Story of Time": "The distant journey, yesterday's dreams, and the laughter that has faded away, how many journeys have we traveled since we met again? No longer the familiar me with the old fervent dreams, nor the familiar you with the same smile, life and farewell, the story of time has changed us, in that sentimental and first-time-remembered youth..."
Leaving Zheng Ye, I suddenly felt relieved. The story of time echoed in my ears. We loved, hated, and acted foolishly, but we are all symbols of history.

149. Sisters Confess Their Hidden Thoughts:
The two demons in my heart also became gentle.
One said, "Although you're making excuses for yourself, it's not entirely far-fetched."
The other said, "But it's still far-fetched. Falling in love with every woman you meet isn't a good thing."
One said, "What man isn't lustful? A lustful man isn't necessarily a bad person."
The other said, "What is love now may become harm as time goes by, not only to others but also to yourself in the end."
One said, "But I don't want to hurt her. I'll be a Good Samaritan while she's being hurt."
The other said, "Being a Good Samaritan isn't about doing good deeds in bed."
One said, "Sometimes you're forced into bed, and besides, the temptations in bed are indeed hard to resist."
The other said, "It's also hard to resist money in the bank. Why don't you just rob someone?" One said, "That's illegal. I won't do it."
The other said, "That's because you're afraid of retaliation from the state. You don't have that kind of mentality when facing a weak woman, but eventually there will be retaliation."
One said, "Then what do you want me to do?" The other said, "I don't know. I only know you should take care of yourself."
One said, "I didn't expect any return for my love. Am I wrong?" The other said, "Your return is love, which is a huge mistake."
One said, "What should I do then? "
When we got home, Wang Dan fell asleep on the sofa. I covered her with a blanket and sat beside her, dozing off. We were probably too tired; we both slept soundly until late at night.
Wang Dan rubbed her eyes, stretched, and said, "I slept so well, I want to sleep more."
I said, "Then sleep, I'll sleep with you."
Wang Dan said, "It's time for dinner. When did you get back?" I said, "Around three o'clock. You were sleeping so soundly that I didn't wake you."
Wang Dan said, "How's Zhou Bing's situation?" I said, "It's a complete mess. I'm really worried about her."
Wang Dan said, "What did her biological father say?" I said, "He didn't say anything, but he left very disappointed."
Wang Dan said, "Why can't you be more settled? Even in your old age, you're still thinking about your youthful love. You're satisfied, but have you ever thought about Zhou Bing's feelings?"
I said, "That's why her father is so disappointed. I can see that Zhou Bing loves Uncle Zhou very deeply and won't leave easily. Also, her biological father might give in."
Wang Dan said, "What good would giving in do? Uncle Zhou is already heartbroken. The hidden shadow will never be washed away."
I said, "This matter is really troublesome."
Wu Chen called me, urging me to return to Wuhan as soon as possible. There was an urgent artemisinin production order in the US.
I said, "I'll book a flight right away."
I booked a flight for three days later; I was worried about Zhou Bing's condition.
The next day, Wang Dan and I arrived at Zhou Bing's house.
Zhou Bing's house was large, an old-style Western-style building. It was my first time visiting her home.
Wang Dan called Zhou Bing, saying we were right outside her door.
Zhou Bing said, "The house is a mess, I'll go out."
Wang Dan said, "That's fine."
When Zhou Bing came out, she looked very pale and hadn't been sleeping well.
I said, "How is it? Everyone is very worried. I need to return to Wuhan in three days."
Zhou Bing said, "Dad's emotions are stable, but Mom is still very agitated and won't listen to my advice."
I said, "What did Mom say?" Zhou Bing said, "Mom seems to be bewitched. She won't listen to anything I say. She says she's never had love in her life and wants to experience love in her later years."
I said, "What a romantic old woman."
Zhou Bing's tears welled up, and she scolded, "Still laughing? Think of something! I'm so worried!"
I said, "Judging from your father's behavior yesterday, things seem to be going in a positive direction. However, if Mom cooperates a little more, it will be perfect."
Zhou Bing asked, "How can she cooperate?" I said, "It's too early to say. Let's see how things develop. We're all outsiders; it seems we need to find the solution ourselves."
Wang Dan said, "That's like saying nothing at all. Say something useful."
Zhou Bing wiped away her tears and said, "Dad wants to go back to his hometown. He hasn't been back for twenty years. There are no relatives left there; Grandpa and Grandma have both passed away."
I said, "That's a good idea. Zhou Bing, you should take leave and go back to your hometown with Dad."
Wang Dan said, "What's the use of Zhou Bing going back? It just gives Aunt Zhou more space." "
I said, 'Some things can't be stopped. Zhou Bing going back with you shows her inclination, and also gives Aunt Zhou more space to think things over. Maybe there will be room for maneuver. If we keep blocking her, it might create a rebellious mentality, which would be counterproductive.'
Wang Dan said 'okay' and looked at Zhou Bing.
Zhou Bing said, 'I want to, but I don't know if I can get leave.'
I said, 'Never mind, if you can't get leave, just go. Home is the most important.'
Wang Dan said, 'You're supporting a laid-off miner? You make it sound so easy.'
I said, 'Supporting him? If I lose my family, why would I work? As the ancients said, "Cultivate your family, govern your state, and bring peace to the world." Without a family, you have nothing.'
Zhou Bing gratefully hugged my waist and pressed her face against my chest.
I called Dou Dou and told her the date I would return to Wuhan.
After getting off the plane, as soon as I walked out of the airport, I saw Dou Dou and Xiao Shan at the entrance. Dou Dou rushed up and hugged me tightly, and Xiao Shan was stunned."
DouDou hugged me without any hesitation, saying, "I'm not going to hide from anyone anymore. I just love you, and I don't care about anyone else." I said, "XiaoShan is watching us." DouDou said, "I don't care. I've been hiding for so long. Our relationship is like an underground operation." I said, "Okay, let's go home and put on a show. Lots of people are watching us." I saw tears in XiaoShan's eyes.
In the car, XiaoShan didn't say a word. DouDou said, "Do you think it's sudden that LiChao and I got together? Actually, we got together a year ago."
XiaoShan said, "A year ago, LiChao hadn't come to Wuhan yet, had he?
" DouDou said, "Thanks to that wonderful trip, thanks to that pharmaceutical exhibition."
XiaoShan said, "You mean the pharmaceutical exhibition in Chengdu?"
DouDou said, "Yes, it was my first time going so far away, but it brought me romance. We met on the train."
XiaoShan said, "My boss said he likes lazy girls. When he said that, I thought of you, but since you didn't know each other, I didn't pay attention. Introducing you was unnecessary." "
DouDou said, 'He came to Shanghai because I'm in Wuhan, closer to me.'
XiaoShan said, 'I didn't realize our boss was such a womanizer.'
XiaoShan spoke casually, but the sarcasm in her words was unmistakable, and I could only smile bitterly.
DouDou said, 'I didn't realize he was a womanizer, but rather a scoundrel; he's clinging to me.'
Watching this conversation, I was speechless and could only listen with my eyes closed.
XiaoShan said, 'Boss, you really have a knack for actively clinging to girls. I always thought you were always passive.'
DouDou said, 'What do you mean passive? Are there girls chasing after him?' XiaoShan said, 'No, don't worry, sister. No one is competing with you. Only you like a man who has neither talent nor looks.' DouDou said,
'I like him. He has neither talent nor looks, so he won't be bothered by girls. He belongs to me. But at the New Year's Eve party, I saw that he seemed to be very popular, which makes me worried. I didn't want to make our relationship public, but I'm afraid.'" "
Xiaoshan said, 'What's there to be afraid of? If he doesn't love you, I'd be happy. You're a beautiful flower, and he's not my ideal wife.'
Doudou said, 'Tell me what your man is like.'
Xiaoshan said, 'Tall and strong, at least he won't let me drive for him. I can just sit next to him and lean against him.'
Doudou said, 'Then find a bus driver. There's plenty of space, you can dance on it.'
Xiaoshan said, 'Even finding a bus driver is better than driving for someone else and watching them be affectionate.'
Doudou laughed and said, 'Xiaoshan is jealous. You're so young, yet you have so many romantic thoughts.'

150. Laughing and crying without any Zen-like feeling
, I returned to my lodgings. Xiaoshan left without even going inside. Doudou was as happy as a magpie, jumping around me.
I said, 'If you keep jumping, you'll shake your breasts out.'
Doudou said, 'I'd rather they out. If you don't want them, I'll give them to someone else.'
I said, 'I want them, I want them. If I give them to someone else, I'll die.'
Doudou said, 'Am I really that important?'" "
I said, 'You are my Ke in my heart. If you're gone, I'm gone too.'
DouDou kissed my lips and bit me hard, drawing blood from the corner of my mouth.
DouDou said, 'I want to eat your blood, so I'll eat you up. Without you, I'm gone too.'
DouDou licked my lips clean with her tongue, eating it all, and then asked me to carry her to the bed.
I said, 'You've been thinking about it?' DouDou said, 'I've been thinking about it for a long time, I'm going crazy. I think about you even when I'm not paying attention to you. I keep thinking about leaving you, but you're not here, so I keep thinking about you coming back.'
I said, 'I love you, baby, I miss you too.'
The two of us were like lovers in their first love, rushing around, not knowing where to start, kissing, caressing each other, our clothes in disarray, buttons flying off, rolling around on the bed.
DouDou touched me haphazardly, without any method, making me hurt, and just kept pushing inside.
As soon as I entered, DouDou groaned and went limp on the bed. "
I manipulated her breasts, which were like waves, one after another, sometimes fast, sometimes slow, sometimes high, sometimes low, like a roaring tide. I seemed to see a giant wave coming, surging and turbulent, and I was suddenly immersed in the scorching waves. The waves gradually subsided, and I saw a rainbow-like smiling face.
Dou Dou said, "These past few days, I've been afraid of losing something, so I've been hiding indoors, afraid of the sunlight."
I said, "I see the sunlight. I'll always be by your side."
Dou Dou said, "I can tell that Xiao Shan has fallen in love with you. I don't dare to hesitate. I'm afraid of more and more Xiao Shans. You're a general manager now, radiating an aura. I really hope you're still that slightly timid yet clever man on the train, that's my man."
I said, "No matter what, I'll always be your man, I want you for life."
Dou Dou said, "Then don't you want me?" I said, "You want me again?" I pounced on her, pressing her soft, white body beneath me.
When we got to work, Xiao Shan was in a bad mood. She went straight back to her seat after the meeting, so I had to call her in.
I said, "Today's meeting had a very important outcome, which is a breakthrough in vaccines. Before you return to the US, you need to recruit some more internationally skilled personnel."
Xiaoshan said, "Okay, the interviews are at the end of the month. I've already put the materials on your and Professor Feng's desks. After you've reviewed them, I can notify them."
I said, "Although the artemisinin order from HHE Company in the US is very large, their conditions are demanding. The production department needs to keep a close eye on things; you'll have to put in a lot of effort."
Xiaoshan said, "It's my job, don't worry."
I said, "If you go back to the US, I'll be missing an arm; I really don't want you to leave."
Xiaoshan said, "You can... " "Bringing Sister Jinghan over would be perfect, wouldn't it?"
I said, "You're jealous, I'm so sorry."
Xiaoshan sneered and said, "What's there to be sorry about? You're flirting with other people right in front of me too. Isn't it better that someone's angry and jealous for me? I'll have some peace and quiet."
I said, "Xiaoshan, don't be like this..." Xiaoshan said loudly, "What can I do? I'm watching you with someone else, and it's my best friend. I don't even have a tear to cry. If you're with someone else, I can at least try harder and fight for her, but Sister Jinghan is my sister. Me, fighting with her for her affections? What a joke! Only men like you would do that."
I said, "Jinghan and I have known each other for a long time."
Xiaoshan said, "Known each other for a long time and still so good to me." Xiaoshan
suddenly realized she had tricked me, and said, "Then you shouldn't have..." But she didn't know what she shouldn't have done, so she started crying.
Just then, Wang Bokang walked in, saw Xiaoshan crying, and asked what was wrong. As soon as Xiaoshan saw her father come in, she immediately stopped crying, and with tears still in her eyes, she smiled and said, "I'm so sorry, my boss criticized me."
I wanted to explain, but seeing Wang Bokang's expression, I said, "It's nothing serious, just that the recruitment materials were messed up."
Wang Bokang's eyes flashed with doubt, but he immediately said, "Xiaoshan, you need to be more careful in your work in the future. Don't become arrogant after achieving some success." I immediately sensed the implication in his words, so I immediately asked Wang Bokang to sit down and poured him a glass of water.
Wang Bokang said, "Today's meeting was very good. Tianyi Pharmaceutical's vaccine products are a weakness, but this market is huge. This breakthrough by the biotechnology company can be said to have solved the problems of both companies. Xiao Li, your contribution is significant." I said, "
Mr. Wang, this opportunity is all thanks to you. The main credit goes to Professor Feng; it's the result of their tireless work day and night. I was just offering encouragement from the sidelines."
Wang Bokang said, "No need to be modest. The board of directors has seen your achievements. This year's evaluation will be conducted after the Spring Festival. I've already discussed it with General Manager Li, and we plan to increase investment in biotechnology. You have a heavy responsibility."
I quickly stood up and said, "I will definitely work hard."
I escorted Wang Bokang downstairs before returning to my office.
Xiao Shan came to my office and said, "Can you have dinner with me tonight?" I was overjoyed and agreed without hesitation.
After work, Xiao Shan drove me around at breakneck speed, all the way to the outskirts of Wuhan, stopping in front of a pond.
This area belongs to the Dongxihu Economic Development Zone. The scenery is beautiful. Wuhan itself is a water town, and this place has the scenery of the Jiangnan region. The lake and mountains blend into one, ducks float on the water, and the setting sun makes one forget the fatigue of the day.
I said, "Actually, we don't need to live in the city. This is the best place to rest."
Xiaoshan said, "You'd rather be away from the hustle and bustle and live in a remote town?"
I said, "I grew up in the countryside. After living in the city for so long, I feel like I'm going home. My parents are still in the countryside, so it seems I can't go back for the Spring Festival this year."
Xiaoshan looked at me with a melancholy expression and said, "Why aren't you going back for the Spring Festival?" I said, "This business deal in the US is huge, and I have to monitor it constantly. Also, the vaccine project is about to start trials and production. How can I, as the general manager, leave?" Xiaoshan said, "You can bring them here for the Spring Festival. Maybe the elders will be even happier."
I said, "If I can bring them here, then I can go back."
Xiaoshan didn't say anything and went straight into the lakeside cottage. The staff greeted her warmly as soon as she came in. Xiaoshan said, "I'll have the set meal, double roses, delivered to the Lakeside Villa."
Xiaoshan came out and drove into the villa area next door.
I said, "You're familiar with this place. Do you come here often?" Xiaoshan said, "I have a villa here. My father gave it to me for my birthday."
The house was very clean, not like no one lived there.
Xiaoshan said, "The housekeeper comes to clean often, and I sometimes come to stay here when I'm in China."
I said, "This is a really nice place to relax."
Xiaoshan said, "If you like it, I'll give it to you."
I said, "No way, this gift is too expensive, I can't afford it."
Xiaoshan said, "You want both of me? A villa and my thing are more valuable."
I was speechless and could only sit on the sofa and smoke. "
After a while, someone brought in the food. The food was very elaborate. Although it was in the suburbs, the head chef led the staff in. The main dishes were already prepared: steamed Wuchang fish, Mianyang steamed dishes, braised catfish, and lotus root stewed with pork ribs. The pastries were being made right in front of us. The dough was already kneaded, and the pastry chef's hands seemed to perform magic, quickly shaping the dough into various forms. All kinds of fillings were already prepared, and in just a few minutes, they made Hangzhou-style durian pastries, peach and scallop almond rolls, and hollow sesame balls. The last one taken out of the oven was a rose-shaped pastry, which I didn't know the name of, but it was so lifelike that even the color was red.
At this time, the carving chef had already carved a dragon and phoenix playing with a pearl, which was placed on the table. The main dishes, pastries, and several plates of cold dishes that I didn't know the names of were very plentiful.
After the chefs left, Xiaoshan took out a tea set and a box of tea from the refrigerator.
I said, 'You really have everything here, just like at home.'" "
Xiaoshan said, 'This is my home, so let's eat. Although I didn't cook it myself, I still carefully designed it.'
I said, 'It's so lavish, so wonderful! Even the meal is wonderful; only a talented woman could design something like this.'
Xiaoshan smiled and said, 'Praise me after you've eaten. I won't drink today.'
I said, 'I'm already feasting my eyes before even eating; I truly admire you.'"
Halfway through the meal, looking at the dough rose, I hesitated to eat it. I said, "This rose is so beautiful, so delicate and vibrant. Who could bear to eat it?" Xiaoshan said, "You've never given me flowers before, so I'm just giving it to myself."
I said, "I'm sorry, I really overlooked that."
Xiaoshan said, "I know. Best friends don't need to be polite. I know you're good to me."
I said, "Don't eat this flower. I'm offering it to you as a gift."
Xiaoshan smiled and ate a petal of the rose, looking at me and saying, "Thank you for the flower. I've already eaten it; I'll never forget it."
The whole meal was very quiet. Except for the occasional word I uttered, Xiaoshan ate quietly. After finishing the meal, Xiaoshan said, "Have some tea. Let's see my cooking."
She took my hand and led me to the tea table. There's an ancient saying, "
Tea and Zen are one," implying that Zen principles reside within tea. Every step of the tea ceremony originates from Buddhist scriptures, using tea to contemplate Buddhism, enlighten one's Buddha-nature, and reveal Buddhist principles.
Xiaoshan washed her hands, clasped her slender hands together in prayer, saying something very devout.
I immediately thought of Buddhist rituals; burning incense and clasping hands is indeed the first step in tea tasting.
The kettle beside her was already boiling. Xiaoshan poured the water into a glass container for rinsing the cups, placed two teacups inside, and gently rotated them with tongs before removing them. She then rinsed the teapot with boiling water, took out tea leaves, placed them in the purple clay teapot, poured a little water in a circular motion around the spout, warmed it in her hands for a moment, and then poured the tea into the teacups, smiling as she said, "This is rinsing the tea; it's not for drinking." "
Then he poured water into the pot, and after a moment, orange tea soup flowed out. The aroma cup was also made of purple clay, so although the color of the tea soup could not be seen, the aroma had already filled my nose.
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151. Tasting Tea and Zen: Joyful Zen
Xiaoshan slowly rubbed the aroma cup in his hands, then kissed it on his nose, and handed it to me, saying, 'This tea has already absorbed my body heat; smell it.'" "
I took it and smelled it; it was refreshing yet robust, a perfect blend of the richness and freshness of top-grade Tieguanyin. Truly exquisite."
I said, "I smelled your aroma, felt your warmth, and then I poured it into the cup and drank it all in one gulp."
Xiaoshan smiled and said, "Tea is sipped in three sips: the first sip to savor its flavor, the second to appreciate its aroma, and the third to taste its flavor."
I said, "There are also three ways to appreciate tea: sight, aroma, and taste."
Xiaoshan said, "You know that, but just now I saw you gulping it down like a village man."
I said, "I am a village man. I drank it all in one gulp so that your warmth and flavor wouldn't fade even a little."
Xiaoshan said, "You always have something to say."
But there was an indescribable joy on her face.
I said, "Your skills are truly excellent, like someone with formal training."
Xiaoshan said, "I have studied, but I learned it specifically for you."
I said, "Thank you so much. I'll have you make tea for me from now on."
Xiaoshan said, "Don't worry about the future, just enjoy this cup of tea." "
After taking a sip of tea, I was moved. I said, 'Mr. Zhao Puchu, the president of the Buddhist Association of China, said it best: "Seven bowls bring the finest taste, one pot brings true enjoyment; holding a hundred thousand verses is not as good as drinking tea!' Xiaoshan said, 'I only know how to brew tea; I'm an amateur when it comes to these cultural matters.'
Saying this, she rested her head on my lap.
I said, 'You're so well-behaved today; I've seen another side of you.'
Xiaoshan said, 'Just like at home; at home, I'm a good girl.'
I said, 'Just like at home; isn't this your home?' Xiaoshan said, 'If only this were your home too.'
I said, 'How can it not be my home? I'm a writer now.'
My hand stroked her face, but it was covered in tears.
I said, 'You're crying again; I didn't mean to.'
Xiaoshan said, 'I don't drink because I don't want to get excited, but I get excited just hearing you talk about it.'
I said, 'When you cry, my heart aches.'
Xiaoshan said, 'Do you even have a heart?'" I said, "Yes, feel it."
Xiaoshan said, "I liked Wu Chen from the beginning. He's more handsome than you, richer than you, more successful than you, and more focused. But I never imagined I'd like you. Besides your sweet talk, what else do you have?" I said, "I have nothing."
Xiaoshan said, "That's right. Why do you make me coffee? Why do you care about me at work? Why do you comfort me when I'm sad? Why do you encourage me when I encounter setbacks at work? Why do I, a Harvard graduate student, need your advice?" I said, "How am I supposed to answer so many 'whys'?"
Xiaoshan said, "Business investigation projects are in my field of research, but you're so smart, you've shattered my confidence."
I said, "I didn't damage your confidence."
Xiaoshan said, "When the investigation's conclusions were flawed, you pointed it out without hesitation, which also damaged my confidence. At that time, my confidence completely collapsed. I was researching business investigations in the US, and you didn't even know the basic terminology of business investigations, yet you pointed out the problem so incisively. What end is there for me to learn?"
I said, "It's in the company's interest, I had to point it out."
Xiaoshan said, "You can point it out, why do you unconsciously make me make up for it with my suggestions?"
I said, "It's because I saw your confidence was damaged, and I wanted to tell you not to be discouraged."
Xiaoshan said, "I'm willing to be discouraged, so why do you have to play the good guy again?"
Xiaoshan hugged my waist and kissed my cheek. "
Xiaoshan said, 'You seeped into me little by little, so quickly and unconsciously, and I lost myself. I saw you smiling at me, what could I do? I could only love you, but…' I said, 'I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that to you.'
Xiaoshan said, 'I like it when you do that to me, I like it.'
She then stuck her tongue into my mouth, making 'woo woo woo woo' sounds, unable to speak.
After a while, Xiaoshan said, 'Will you stay here with me tonight?' Looking at Xiaoshan's tearful eyes, I nodded without hesitation. At that moment, even if the sky were to fall, I would be willing to stay with her.
Xiaoshan then took my hand and led me to the balcony to look at the scenery outside the window.
The night was deep, the stars were twinkling, and the lights of the neighborhood were on, reflecting on the water and echoing the stars.
Xiaoshan said, 'I like this tranquility, you're like this when you're not talking.'
I said, 'I not only like this tranquility, but I also like your playfulness.'
As I said this, I flicked her nose.
Xiaoshan laughed, twisting her waist and wrapping her arms around my neck.
I said, 'Your cuteness makes me relax. '" "
Xiaoshan asked, 'Does Little Zebra still love Big Cat?' I said, 'Yes, I love her even if it means death.'
Xiaoshan said, 'Then why don't you kiss Big Cat?' I squatted down to kiss her, and Xiaoshan laughed and said, 'I don't want you to kiss her down there, I want to kiss her up there.'
So I kissed her lips.
Xiaoshan took off my shirt, touched my chest, and then pressed my bare chest against it.
I said, 'No, I won't be able to control myself.'"
Xiaoshan said, "I'm just trying to make you lose control."
She took off my pants and then stripped naked herself. "
Xiaoshan said, 'Little Zebra is already hard.'
I said, 'Big Cat is wet too.'
Xiaoshan said, 'Let Little Zebra kiss Big Cat.'
She pushed me onto the sofa.
I said, 'I really don't want to part with Big Cat.'
Xiaoshan said, 'What's there to be reluctant about? Big Cat is yours.'
I sat on her and hadn't rocked her back a few times when Wang Bokang called.
Xiaoshan said, 'I'm at Lake View.'
Xiaoshan's breathing was a little uneven. Every time I pushed against her, she would moan softly. She wasn't idle either. Wang Bokang seemed to notice, and then I heard Xiaoshan say, 'I'm in a bad mood.'
Xiaoshan seemed very angry, and seemed to have forgotten that she was sitting on top of me. She said, 'It's none of your business,' and then pushed hard, letting out a 'Ah!' Wang Bokang seemed to ask her something, and Xiaoshan hurriedly said, 'I accidentally touched your hand.'" She
sat up, touched me with her hand, and occasionally nibbled at me.
I combed the big tabby cat's fur, then put my ear close to hers to listen to Xiaoshan talk. Seeing that Xiaoshan didn't object, I pressed my face against hers.
Wang Bokang said, "You went to the villa without telling your family. Your mother was worried."
Xiaoshan said, "What's the rush? It's not my first time here. I'll go back first thing tomorrow morning."
Wang Bokang said, "Why were you crying today? Did Li Chao bully you?" Xiaoshan
said, "No, it's work-related. Don't worry about it." Wang Bokang said, "Judging from your expression, you've fallen for Li Chao."
Xiaoshan said, "No, Dad, we're just colleagues. It's not as complicated as you think."
As she spoke, Xiaoshan touched me and put my hand on her breast. "
I rubbed her breasts, and Xiaoshan's breathing became uneven again."
Wang Bokang said, "Li Chao is a good young man, and I like him too, but I think he seems like a womanizer, so you have to be careful."
Xiaoshan said, "What does his womanizing have to do with me?"
Saying that, she straddled me again and sat down. "
I whispered in her ear, 'You big tabby cat, you're so sexy.'
Xiaoshan snuggled closer a few times.
Wang Bokang said, "I always thought you liked Wu Chen, but recently I found out you like Li Chao. Don't think I'm old; I can still see things."
Xiaoshan said, "Dad, don't worry, if I get a boyfriend, you'll be the first person I'll let check."
Wang Bokang said, "You're all grown up now, but you can't do anything reckless."
Xiaoshan then said coquettishly, "Dad, don't worry, I won't do anything reckless. You didn't even care about me in America."
Wang Bokang said, "Do I need to care? I can tell whether you're dating or not just by looking at you."
Xiaoshan said, "Good Dad, I'm not dating yet, don't worry." "
After hanging up the phone, Xiaoshan said, 'Dad suspects us and will definitely call you. Just say you're at karaoke.'
She quickly turned on the stereo and played a song.
Sure enough, Wang Bokang called.
Wang Bokang said, 'Xiao Li, what are you doing?' I said, 'I'm singing.'
Xiaoshan turned the volume up, and I deliberately told her to turn it down.
Wang Bokang said, 'I haven't seen Xiaoshan.'
I said, 'She went home right after work.'
Wang Bokang said, 'I saw you two go out together.'
I said, 'Yes, we had dinner together, and then she left.'
Xiaoshan looked at me smugly, touched me, and even put her mouth on me.
Wang Bokang said, 'She seems to have gone to the Lakeside Villa. Could you go pick her up and take her home?'
I said, 'Where is Lakeside Villa? I'll be right there.'
Wang Bokang gave me the address.
I said, 'Mr. Wang, don't worry, I'll be right there.'
Wang Bokang said, 'Should I send a driver?' " I said, "No, I'll be back soon."
Wang Bokang said, "Then I'm relieved. Call me when you see Xiaoshan."
After hanging up, I told Xiaoshan what her father meant. Xiaoshan said, "Never mind, Big Cat's been craving it for ages." Then she sat back down. As soon as
I got on the phone, I was already limp and listless. Xiaoshan kept pestering me, offering her breasts to my mouth.
Xiaoshan said, "They were so soft just now, but they're hard now."
I touched her breasts and said, "Your breasts are my Viagra. " Xiaoshan
chuckled.
I said, "What are you laughing at? You look like you have ulterior motives."
Xiaoshan said, "I'm laughing because you were so sentimental just now, but as soon as we went in, you were all smiles, you forgot everything."
I was speechless, my mood suddenly became heavy, and I slowly went limp.
Xiaoshan quickly said, "I won't say anything more. I like you to be happy, your happiness is my happiness."
I said, "But I'm scared."
Xiaoshan said, "Scared of what?" I said, "Seeing you sad makes me afraid, afraid you'll be sad, afraid you'll be unhappy."
Xiaoshan giggled and said, "Aren't you afraid of my dad?" I said, "What am I afraid of? I can just quit, but seeing you sad hurts my heart."
Xiaoshan said, "I love you, but I really don't know what to do now."
I said, "How long does it take to get here from the city?" Xiaoshan said, "About half an hour."
I said, "You've been rocking for half an hour, you need to call your dad."
Xiaoshan said, "Rock for a little longer, I'm feeling comfortable now."
I said, "Don't make a sound, you keep rocking, I'll make the call."
After the call, Wang Bokang spoke to Xiaoshan, and the father and daughter chatted for a long time. Xiaoshan's face was sometimes excited and sometimes as pale as water.
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152. Even with passion, I was still confused .
Xiaoshan hung up the phone and happily said, "Dad seems to have tacitly approved of my relationship with you, and said not to come home too late. Do you know what time it is now?" I said, "What time?" Xiaoshan said, "It's already midnight, and he still tacitly approved of me and you being intimate for a little longer." "
She started shaking violently.
After taking a shower, it was already two in the morning, and Xiaoshan's earlier excitement had vanished.
I said, 'Cheer up, I can't stand seeing you without a smile.'
Xiaoshan said, 'I can't be happy just thinking about you and Sister Jinghan together. If she knew we were together, she'd go crazy.'
Hearing this, I couldn't say a word.
The Spring Festival is almost here, and during this festive season, I miss my parents terribly.
Doudou sensed my feelings and comforted me, saying, 'Go home and visit after this busy period, call home to let them know you're safe.'
I said, 'I like the festive atmosphere in the countryside; the Spring Festival in the city is no different from any other day.'"
DouDou asked, "Where are you planning to spend the Spring Festival?" I replied, "Wuhan, of course."
DouDou said, "I'll talk to Dad about letting you come home."
I said, "That would be too much of a hassle for me. It's better for me to relax. Your visit would be my greatest happiness."
DouDou said, "But I really want to spend it with you."
I said, "I want to too. If I can go home, I'll take you to see your parents."
DouDou laughed and said, "That's still far from certain."
I said, "Then I'll bring someone else home."
DouDou said, "You dare?"
The streets had a festive atmosphere, with the occasional sound of firecrackers. Winter in Wuhan wasn't as stark as in the north; the trees were just a dark green, frozen by the north wind. Children carried colorful balls that floated in the streets, while women followed listlessly, calling out to them from time to time.
DouDou said, "I want to have many children in the future. I love them."
I said, "Then I'll work hard to earn money, otherwise I won't be able to afford to raise them."
DouDou said, "Who said I wanted to have children with you?"
I said, "If not with me, then with whom?" DouDou said, "Any man will do."
She then ran off, and I chased after her. I saw Qian Hong walking towards us.
Qian Hong said, "You're so old and still causing trouble? You don't even greet people."
DouDou said, "Unlike you, once you have a husband, you don't care about anyone else."
I said, "When are you getting married?" Qian Hong said, "Soon, we're planning to do it during the Spring Festival." DouDou said,
"Hurry up and get married, otherwise the baby will be born, and then it'll be a shotgun wedding." Qian Hong said,
"What's wrong with that? Don't you think so?" She smiled at her husband.
Watching Qian Hong leave, DouDou said, "So happy, so enviable."
I said, "You'll be even happier than her, even more enviable."
DouDou said, "That's you. My happiness is still floating."
I said, "My happiness is your happiness."
DouDou said, "But I always feel like I'm floating. I also want to get married, have children, and then I won't want you stinky men anymore, I can just do my own thing."
I said, "Then let's get married tomorrow."
DouDou said, "If marriage were that easy, no one would look forward to it." "
Xiaoshan called me and asked where I was. I told her, and Xiaoshan said she'd pick me up soon.
Doudou asked, 'What's she coming for?' I said, 'I don't know, she said it's important.'
We sat on a stone bench by the street and waited. When Xiaoshan arrived, we got in the car.
Xiaoshan said, 'Look at how affectionate you two are, don't you even think about working hours?'
Doudou said, 'Xiaoshan, what's so urgent?' Xiaoshan said, 'We'll talk when we get back to the office.' When we
got to the office, Xiaoshan said mysteriously, 'President Li, this is your plane ticket. President Wu said you need to return to Shanghai in three days; he has important work to discuss with you.'
I said, 'Production is so demanding, how can I leave?' Xiaoshan said, 'President Wu said you need to make reasonable arrangements and that the production manager needs to take responsibility. If anything happens, you can fly back.'
I said, 'So I'll have to spend the Spring Festival in Shanghai?' Xiaoshan said, 'That's a pity. Sister Jinghan, why don't you ask Uncle Feng for leave?' Doudou said, 'Xiaoshan, don't be silly, do you think I dare?'" "If my dad finds out, he'll scold me to death. Besides, they won't be able to celebrate the Spring Festival either."
I said, "Xiaoshan, immediately notify the production manager and department heads to have a meeting tomorrow morning. You need to prepare the production schedule and delivery plan for the Spring Festival period."
Xiaoshan responded and went out.
Doudou said, "See? It's hard to even spend the Spring Festival with you."
I said, "If Wu Chen's matter is settled, I'll go to Wuhan immediately."
Doudou said, "We'll see, work is more important."
I put my arm around her waist and kissed her ear.
Doudou said, "It's so itchy."
I said, "Where is itchy?" Doudou said, "It's itchy everywhere."
I said, "Do you want me to relieve your itch?" Doudou said, "It's so annoying. This is the office. Xiaoshan will be in soon."
As she spoke, Xiaoshan came in. Seeing Doudou's flushed face, she said, "You're so passionate, you can't even have a moment's rest."
I said, "Let's go see Ma Ling's performance tonight."
Xiaoshan said, "Are you thinking about getting old?" Dou Dou said, "What 'old'?" Xiao Shan immediately realized her slip of the tongue and said, "Nonsense, it's the female boss who planned our New Year's Eve party last time. The boss has known her for a long time."
Dou Dou said, "You know so many girls."
I said, "That was all a few years ago. It's not easy for her living alone in Wuhan. I'll see her before the Spring Festival."
Dou Dou said, "I wonder if Dad can take a holiday."
Xiao Shan said, "I'll call Uncle Feng. I can't always keep you tied down."
When we entered the Phoenix Nightclub that evening, we realized it was the Romantic Paris event. Every man was given a screw, and every woman was given a nut. I was no exception. The hostess smiled and said to me, "If the nut and screw match, you can win tonight's grand prize: a romantic trip for two to Paris."
I said, "Let's give it a try."
Neither Xiao Shan nor Dou Dou had a suitable match, so we went inside and found seats. A modern ballet performance was taking place on stage, and I spotted Guan Li immediately.
A dozen or so pretty girls floated through the crowd, searching for suitable "screws" (couples), and the atmosphere became lively. Men eagerly approached the girls, hoping for a match, but the mismatched screws and nuts couldn't be paired.
Several men saw Xiaoshan and Doudou and approached them, asking them to pair up. Doudou fearfully hid her nut, while Xiaoshan was eager to try, but both were disappointed.
Finally, a dozen or so suitable couples walked onto the stage. They clearly didn't know each other, but faced with the prospect of a trip to Paris for two, they bravely stood together.
The host then started a game. The first round involved finding common interests; if they matched, they would advance to the second round. However, with so few people sharing common interests, only three couples remained after the first round.
The eliminated couples received consolation prizes and left the stage. The host announced the second round: two people had to lift a ping-pong ball with their mouths, with only three attempts.
The first couple, even with their lips pressed together, couldn't lift it. The second couple, skillfully, each held half of the ping-pong ball in their mouths and effortlessly placed it on a plate. The third couple saw this and imitated the technique, passing the challenge.
The third challenge was difficult; it required two people to hold a piece of chewing gum between their tongues. The second couple seemed too shy to continue, but the third couple quickly learned the trick from the second challenge: they pressed their tongues together to lift the gum, effectively kissing.
The host announced, "These are today's winners! They completed the final challenge with a perfect French kiss and will receive tonight's grand prize: a trip for two to Paris!"
The audience applauded.
Although the grand prize was gone, the people below were still actively pairing up, hoping for a romantic night.
Then, Ma Ling gracefully walked by.
Xiao Shan said, "Ma Ling, you're really good at this! Everyone's spinning around like crazy, amazing!"
Ma Ling replied, "Are you praising me or Li Chao? This was his idea!"
Dou Dou tugged at my sleeve, saying, "You're always up to no good, always giving bad advice."
Ma Ling, seeing Dou Dou, said, "This is the first time I've seen this young lady. Li Chao, should we introduce her?"
Dou Dou, seeing the plump and beautiful Ma Ling, said, "I'm Feng Jinghan, Li Chao's friend."
Ma Ling stepped forward, took Dou Dou's hand, and said, "You're really beautiful. Are you my girlfriend?" Dou Dou lowered her head and remained silent.
Xiao Shan said, "Yes, Jinghan is my older sister."
Ma Ling said, "A pair of beautiful sisters."
She then glanced at me.
We booked a private room, and I said, "Ma Ling, when are you going home for Chinese New Year?" Ma Ling said, "I've already brought my mother here, so I won't be going back."
I said, "That's great, you should visit your mother sometime."
Ma Ling said, "My mother also wants to meet you. I told her you helped me."
I said, "It's nothing."
Dou Dou said, "How did you help Ma Ling? I didn't know."
Xiao Shan said, "It was quite nerve-wracking to talk about, like in a movie."
Ma Ling said, "I really have to thank your boyfriend, otherwise I'd still be singing now."
Xiao Shan said, "You should also thank me. If I hadn't brought him here, I wouldn't be able to see you."
Ma Ling said, "Thank you, Xiao Shan,"
and then hugged and kissed Xiao Shan.
I said, "I'm going back to Shanghai the day after tomorrow. What do you need?" Ma Ling said, "I don't need anything, Wuhan has everything."
Xiao Shan said, "I need something, why didn't you ask me?"
I said, "Go ahead."
Xiao Shan hesitated for a moment and then said, "I want you to... bring back a steamer of Nanxiang steamed buns."
This gave me a scare, so I agreed.
Ma Ling also bought a car, a Jeep. She likes off-roading, but she hasn't gone out much. DouDou, MaLing, and I were going the same way, so we went home together. XiaoShan had to drive away by herself.
As soon as DouDou got home, she called me and warned me not to do anything reckless.
MaLing said, "Is this your real girlfriend?" I nodded.
MaLing said, "I thought it was XiaoShan."
I said, "We've known each other for almost two years."
MaLing said, "I can tell you value her a lot."
I said, "I value you too."
MaLing said, "Won't you invite me up for a bit?"
So I took MaLing's hand and went inside.

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